#literally how is she beautiful i ???&2?:

[pepperpixel]

Rune factory 5 art!!!! Cuz I’ve been playin it a lot recently! And I finally got married to Lucas so I wanted to draw some stuff of him!! Cuz I love him. He is a lil weirdo god whomst I cherish and adore..

#rune factory #rune factory 5 #rf5 #lucas #alice #rf5 lucas #rf5 alice #doodles #my characters name is Perez but considering the extent of customization is what outfit do u wanna wear I’ll use her canon name lol #anyone yeah… at first I was like oh god!!!! how am I ever gonna pic between murakumo Reinhardt and lucas?!?!? theyre all so good!!! #and then I got enough hearts to date Lucas. and I completely fucking forgot about the other guys ghgh #LUCAS IS SO CUTE… I LOVE HIM #1 I love him. 2 he’s beautiful. 3 the narrative of two amnesiacs falling in love is incredible to me #it’s like fucking. soulmates fate destiny shit. it’s great #3 the whole. him being an actual literal fucking god thing is. both funny and hot…. like yess babe. work that divine power ghgh #4 he’s HILARIOUS. AND SO CUTE. AND SWEET. AND ENDEARING #I couldn’t help it… I just got sucked in.. ALSO HES OLD AND WEARS GLASSES AND JUST. idk… he’s perfect ok. everything about him #the other guys didn’t stand a chance #after I met ludmilla I also rlly seriously was considering her too! like she’s SO FUCKING. I love ludmilla. she stole my heart instantly #but like!!! lucas just came out on top. I trusted my gut and my gut said this weirdo.. #also #in regards to Fionna and cake. I still haven’t watched it all yet ghg #I’ve watched a few episodes tho! and wow.. I was way off a my thoughts on Simon mental state lmao. I was literally like that girl in the #2nd episode. I’m sorry for misjudging ur issues so badly simon. u still have issues but they were not what I thought they were!!! damn.. #anyway im gonna get around to watching the other eps soon! promise! #till then tho… have completely self indulgent rune factory 5 art of me swooning over lucas lmao #w 2 diff versions of the last picture cuz! I couldn’t decide which I liked better! indecision is my curse ghgh

[cyber444angel]

she’d love this album tbvh

#this is kinda messy but idc :’))) #the last unicorn #the last unicorn fanart #my art :’)) #i love her smmmmm #when this movie was on TV on Christmas eve(based btw) i was literally constantly going crazy over her character design #shoutout to my dad for listening 2 me talk about how beautiful she is lmaooo #alsoooo if u haven’t listened 2 magdalena bay pls check them out if u f/w this song #(their album mercurial world is immaculate)

[gothwizardmagic]

joy is real love is real the world is good actually

#got home to a message from my old ballet teacher #as in from when i was like. six #asking abt how to bind safely while dancing bc she has a trans student whose family arent supporting him #and hes been really struggling with dysphoria while dancing #and she wants to Buy Him A Binder #community is so beautiful i literally want 2 cry

[infizero]

light and misa's "relationship" is rlly tragic and fucked but also in an isolated state its really fucking funny. ESPECIALLY if you consider them both to be arospec like i do

#misa is like ''oh light my wonderful boyfriend~!! we need to go on a date we haven't been on one in so long!'' #(i know that when you're dating you're supposed to go on dates. so we have to go on a date every so often to assure me that i'm getting a #good grade in Having a Boyfriend something that is both normal to want and possible to achieve) #and then light is like (internally) 'i would literally rather kill myself than spend time with her but i need her for my purposes so i have #to appease her' (externally) ''ok sure i guess misa'' #and then they go to a restaurant and misa waits for him to kiss her the whole night (she does not attempt to herself) #meanwhile light just sits there and goes nonverbal for long extended periods of time while he monologues in his head about how to appear #like a normal (straight) human being (spoiler: he's really bad at this) #and every so often he'll be like ''you look nice. this food is good. other boring pleasantries'' while glaring as if he's poisoned her food #THEY LIVED LIKE THIS FOR 4 YEARS. #again. awful. but also kind of fucking funny. gay aroace guy and aroace girl going through the motions of a heterosexual relationship for 4 #whole years. they hate each other for sure dawg ToT obvs misa to a lesser extent but i think she definitely had a lot subconscious hate for #light. that only got stronger the longer things went on #also during this time they definitely had sex a Single Time because they got to a point where misa was like we've been dating for like #2 years normal couples usually sleep together way before then...... and light was like. LOUD SIGH. ok #it was terrible. neither of them enjoyed it and they never spoke of it again #gee wonder why that was (holding the ace spectrum behind my back) #anyways they're so awful im obsessed w them. awful apart and even WORSE together. it's beautiful #then you throw L in this mix and it gets even funnier and MORE awful #(he's bi aroace to me btw. for the record) #serena.txt #death note posting

[youaremysunshine-court]

Started following a dom on twitch and I am learning some truths about myself

#namely that i like soft doms???? #and that i might have a praise kink???? #surely this is not a product of my being a gifted kid with severe burnout and abandonment issues lmao #anyway shes just the sweetest and she talks about sex so openly and freely its making me feel so comfy in my own skin #idek how i found her i think i was just raid jumping and like boom hot older lady yanking me out of the closet bc i have ISSUES #tbf it was a very glass closet but yk #anyway shes so cute shes so beautiful i had the most amazing time im sorry for dissing humanity so much this week #like literally i was in chat and i suddenly felt motivation to write after 2 months of radio silence thats how good she is

[wabblebees]

thought id update to say; i survived opening night!!! and not only that, it went REALLY fucking well, and people seemed to REALLY REALLY like it omfg... god this is so crazy

#i was literally holding the script in a bigass binder for almost the entire show (sparing only the parts where i had to BULLFIGHT) #(bc i needed two hands -- one for the cape & one for the banderilla.)(yall i had to learn how to BULLFIGHT TANGO & SWORDFIGHT. in TWO DAYS) #but the audience said afterwards it was like i wasnt even on-book; they hardly noticed it was there??!! #yall this is my real life rn. im failing my classes but yknow what?? #i can pull it together enough to emergency understudy in a highly physical show 2 days before opening even with a script ive never SEEN #and apparently we made people fucking CRY. HOLY SHIT!!! HOLY SHIT #this playwright is just. incredible. the script is INSANE. BEAUTIFUL & CLEVER & HILARIOUS & TERRIFYING & VILE & TENDER & TECHNICALLY PERFECT #and apparently our production is like. only the eighth time this show has EVER been produced. for real #but god EVERYONE should know about this playwright's work. fuck i actually think tumblr would really love her. holy shit. #maría irene fornés is her name -- she was a queer cuban-american playwright+director who made radical heartwrenching magical theatre #im so grateful to be doing this & SO fucking sad for the original performer im covering for... god. bc this is just such lifechanging work #this play is queer in EVERY sense. its off-putting loving repulsive peculiar passionate holy and GAY AS HELL. its real its farce its SO CAMP #((IRENE & SUSAN SONTAG DATED. SONTAG AS IN 'NOTES ON ''CAMP''' SONTAG. ITS FUCKING GORGEOUS.)) #its gorgeous its gorey its glamourous its also literally the first part ive played that i think might truly fit my casting type exactly lmao #which is INSANE. bc the character is literally just described in the script as ''ISIDORE: an androgynous clown'' LMFAO #but honestly what could be more homoerotic than 2 ''men'' locked in a room together dancing tango+talking abt beetles+stabbing each other #hmm. maybe its the fact that after i stab the other guy i call him ''saint sebastian'' and then we LITERAL ACTUAL GAY KISS #which is crazy bc we only practiced that ONE TIME before opening #and youd think this shit cant get Any Gayer BUT. IT DOES. bc my scene partner+the director are gay+together irl... and uhh. #ive literally been their third. like. more than once. #ISNT THAT FUCKING INSANE. THIS IS MY REAL LIFE?? THIS IS MY REAL LIFE #ANYWAY #so now im headed back out to rehearse more before we perform it again tonight lmao #i hope it goes as well as it did last night #that audience was fucking incredible i really hope the next two like it as much as they did🤞🤞 knocking on wood #so. if u read this far. u should go find+read ''tango palace'' by maría irene fornés. mwah okay bye #bee speaks

[hanzajesthanza]

lady of the lake is like. nimue and condwiramurs join their autistic powers to summon ciri, the patron saint of autism

#this is literally what happens in ch 2 and 7… #this is an appreciation post for nimue in lotl #nimue is a representation of my loftly life goals: #live on an island in the middle of a lake in the middle of nowhere #spend all fucking day for the last 150 years obsessing over one single legend (special interest) #all else there is to do on this island is take long bathes and spend time in the sauna #and walk around by the pines rocks and waves #(hikes in nature are my second favorite hobby after the witcher but i dont always like going to different places i like the same places) #have strong sexy asf significant other who’s inwardly intelligent but is there primarily to fish and to **** *** **** #have neat and tidy room that smells good like myrrh sandalwood and mothballs #have awesome as fuck balcony that overlooks the lake #five foot by seven foot WOVEN TAPESTRY OF STYGGA CASTLE #you own ALL of the witcher fanart ever made and ALL of the witcher scholarly writing ever written #you have awesome asf hearty breakfast prepared for you every day #LITERALLYYYY my dream. this is what i hope i can achieve by age 40 or whatever #idk how she pays for all this or how she even got to live here (do you have to apply for housing etc) but the fisher king is a king so he’s #probably loaded and has the political power of a king too. right? #so amazing thats great #look how i didnt even mention being a sorceress or using magic or being beautiful (these other things that nimue has going for her) #its ok i can grow old and die or whatever id just like the sick island that makes you insane about the witcher cause im already half there #c: nimue #c: condwiramurs #c: ciri #the witcher books #book: lady of the lake #the elbow-high diaries

[nylwnder]

okay i was inspiried by @18prop ’s post and i had to do it!!

try it out for yourself <33333333

#okay i love how it’s literally the WHOLE ‘the new abnormal’ album plus one song to make it ten #but selfless is BEAUTIFUL #GORGEOUS #SHES PERFECT #i mean the whole album isssssssssssssssss #ugh i cant stop listening to it #it’s literally how i want my summer to sound #it’s so nostalgic which i’m obssesed with and why i relate it so much to my own summers ugh #so fucking good #i must say it came out in 2020 but like i never gave it much time until this year where i fell in love with it #please listen to it if you’re looking for recs !!!!!!!!! literally hits so fuckinh hard #also peep DFA cause that was all i was hearing through round 1 and 2 #also why we won round 1 cause of my fancam 🫶🫶 #but freeze me is so good too pleaseeeeeee #anyways yeah :)))) #also this is the beginning of my rockstar’s gf era too 💋 #g! talks music

[termitesisagrandslam]

all these old movies just like... constantly spouting shit about women and how they are manipulative teases and nags and weak but also hold so much power over men. and the scenes they'll use to demonstrate this is like... a woman sweet talking her husband bc he's angry and wants to murder her. like never is there any acknowledgment that a woman may use her "feminine wiles" or w/e bc she has no other power and is at the mercy of the men around her. no instead it's like "wow u can never trust women, sure makes me want to rape and murder them (which im able to do w relative impunity). clearly us men are under their thumb"

#it's just really exhausting #movies and tv are STILL misogynist ofc nowadays but god i cant imagine growing up surrounded only by movies #i cant imagine growing up w media that was constantly portraying women like that #to that degree #watched one silent film where the woman was 'modern' and social but NOT villainous or having an affair #AND she kept using her brain about stuff #and i was like 'wow this is so different' and guess what it was made by a woman #literally like her acting like a human person was super notable #watching 8 1/2 last night like im sorry it's beautiful and well made #but im so done w cheating middle aged men characters who are simultaneously #fucking and also fucking over and condemning the 20 yr women in their life #whose sole purpose in the film is to be young and gorgeous and to motivate or depress or inspire the guy #literally at this point would rather watch a movie with an all male cast w no mentions of women bc then at least i could pretend #but nope these filmmakers are fucking obsessed w women and obsessed w lead characters who treat them like shit #and so many of them are in film bc they want to do something new #and it's like ok how about something new u can is not be a misogynist?? bc that would be against the grain actually #misogyny #rape mention

[returntotheground]

🎶 🎶 one day~ i will read a crochet pattern correctly~ but today is not that day 🎶🎶

#today is also not the day i go back and frog it bc it's literally 2 rounds back and tbh it looks. fine? so whatever #but also how in the fucking hell did my great grandmother do this for hours on end like i'm working with size 10 thread and a 1.5 mm hook #and it's beautiful and looks close to what she had worked with but jfc my hands #abuelita mami wherever you are i am even more impressed than before and i was pretty damn impressed to start #personal shit

[yunmew]

FANTASTIC MUSICIANS

😭😭😭

#Almost 2 hours straight of Ikegai Shun's voice 😭😭 #But oh my godddd they are incredible #When kids 'grow up' listening to only the best music and then *learn* from it 😭 #2023.06.27 #(Also I finally when to LIQUIDROOM! 😭🙏) #(I'll post music when I get back to the US) #(I also when through all my posts all my drafts (on all my blogs) looking for what I wrote the last time I saw them but it looks like I #never posted it and deleted the draft. I first saw Yahyel that one time I went to midnight sonic in 2018 but I first saw Ikegai Shun earlie #that day performing glitch with soil and pimp sessions - on a beach - with his most beautiful voice. It blew me awayyyyyy 😭😭😭 I still am #Shocked to this day I'm still moved by how beautiful that experience was 😭🙏 Then later that night at midnight sonic I was exhausted at #Like 2 am and was looking for a place to sit down and I walked past the entrance to the area where yahyel was performing and it shocked me #It was INSANE O_O some of the most incredible music I had ever heard live 😭😭😭 #I went in but I was so tired so I sat down at the back and started falling asleep but there music was so awazing 😭😭😭 there was a lot #of space so everyone was dancing and growing crazy and having an amazing time and I so wanted to join them but my body was giving out and #I kept falling asleep 😭😭😭 I was so sad 😥 #And then Komu_i just suddenly walked on stage and was like 'Hi~ we have a new song coming out together next month so well play it now 💕' #And it was sooooo incredible 😭😭😭 (you can imaging my shock because I had been trying to stay up all night in order to #see Wednesday Campanella at like 4 am so I just could not believe she suddenly walked out on stage for this random artist's show I #had (literally) stumbled into 😭😭😭 #Man that whole experience was just so amazing and it wasn't until a few weeks later that I realized the 'something something Shun' guy who #Performed with soil and pimp was the same person as the guy from yahyel 😭😭😭😭) #(and that's my yahyel story 😅 but I'll never forget how blown away I was the first time I heard them. THEY ARE INCREDIBLE.)

[raveartts]

somehow i managed to draw two deltarune characters without drawing the one i wanted to draw this whole time: 5u5ie 🥺

#GODAMNMJIT NOW I GOTTA DRAW SUSIE #I LOVE SUSIEHGV #bro when she held Kris by the throat and unhinged her beautiful jaws to bite their face off omg 😍 #when she absolutely wrecked Lancer's ass and nearly killed him despite their friendship 😍 #go girl! be feral! kill people!!!!!! #she does what she wants and she's so perfect for it #give me an unhinged woman #susie is a pica icon actually. eat chalk you deserve it cronch crionch <3 #SHE'S GOT A FUCKING BATTLE AXE AND DOESN'T HESITATE TO SWING IT AT PEOPLE #.........yes tyhis is just me going feral over a game that came out like....how old is deltarune again? #nearly 2 years old #literally no reason #i just remembered it exists and went insane abt it #rave ramblees

[pandora15]

To be in such a beautiful place, and to feel so much pain.

#second to last night of this trip #i haven’t spoken much (i think?) about how it’s been going so uh #yeah. basically here’s the rundown #Europe is a wonderful place #overall i’ve had some really REALLY great food #i got to see some amazing beautiful things #HOWEVER #overall i did not enjoy this trip #the people i went with treated me like the dirt beneath their feet #in the past 10 days i’ve had. well i felt like the person i was 20 years ago #the person who’d just let people walk all over her because she had no means to stand up for herself #i am still that person #even now #even with people who are 2-3 years younger than me #the person who would literally SEE and HEAR the people hanging out with them whispering to each other #getting ignored #getting FORGOTTEN #being the one ALWAYS asked to pay and order at restaurants #being the one to navigate to new places #being the one to hold their stuff while they take stupid pictures of each other #anyways time for me to go back to therapy #*blows kazoo* #pandora's ramblings #oh for anyone who’s wondering the pic is from amsterdam!

[6ebe]

I hate how I can be aware that being beautiful is not a requirement for my current life trajectory and how on an objective level I have a lot going for me that isn’t dependent upon my looks but I also get so heartbroken realising that no matter what I do I will never be perceived as beautiful. It’s rough out here

#like I’ve had 2 reconstructive facial plastic surgeries and I still hate how I look #think I’m just having such a crisis bc I did spend my whole teen years waiting to wake up one day and be beautiful #and it never happened and now I’m 21 #we’re all sold this fantasy that if we’re only pretty enough and good enough and docile enough some man will come and save us from our lives #and ofc it’s a lie bc those knight in shining armour moments come with strings attached and beauty and youth is fleeting #but there’s just this weird irrational part of me that’s heartbroken that it’ll never happen to me #and again I literally have a very good body and I dress and style myself well . but my face will never be good enough 🤣🤣 #I hate being out of control of things and I’m such a perfectionist so maybe that’s part of it too #anyway let’s be vulnerable and embarassing on #main 🤣🤣 #like how did my grandma marry up bc she was beautiful and my mum married up bc she was beauty cop and I’m not like 😭 #and I’m aware that those marriages ruined their lives like lmao my dad cheated on my mum with a woman 20 years younger like #why is this smth I want Idek

[nomaishuttle]

i also feel so bad my last room skipped last week im not sure why i wasnt here but she had to skip again this week bc something was going on with her colonoscopy bag... i feel so bad 4 her :((

#also she has the literal most beautifulest cat ive ever seen in my life. ajd the cats so friendly too #she asked me if i could just take her trash out n i was like yes no problem at all 👍👍 and did #and the cat was rollingover being all curesy and sweet at me and i was like Beautiful girl i cant rn... #shes apastel calico which is my FAVORITE coat color.. and she has the prettiesr like sage greeb eyes. gloriousncag. and she has such long #fur... SHES SUCH A CUTE CAT I LITERALLY WANT 2 STEAL HER. i wont obviously thatd be like Next level evil. #she told me what was happening and it seemed like a medical issue but like a. minorish one? bc she was dealing with it by herself.. #idr what she said and i couldnt hear her super well bc i was standing in the kitchen and she was on her bed #its a studio but yk how it is. #it like l shaped sort of.. yk.

[rustystars]

lot of thoughts on my heart is a chainsaw need to read the sequel when it gets to my library but also man. man!

#i do think shes in love with letha the same way shes in love with slashers... like the idea that. something big will come & take away her #suffering (kill her dad) while also MEANING something (her whole focus on being letha's guide & mentor) before her eventual death #(shss not the final girl! she was never meant to live!) #like jade is both attracted to letha as the idea of a savior AND as a teen girl who isnt mean to her #literally paragraphs describing letha's beauty even at the end when she's. well. incapacitated #genuine crush on jades part but its so tangled & fucked up bc 1. incredibly violent situation & 2. all intimacy is always always always #tied up with what happened with her dad #(man! letha attacking her dad! bc she's the final girl figure but more than that bc she genuinely cares for jade! while jade still gets the #kill in the end... i love. teenage girl blood craziness) #same reason i really liked shooting glasses character.... idea of a safe relationship/friendship but also how he contrasts w her #like the end when she's viewing him as a final boy & realizes she doesnt even know his name.... #there's such a distinct like. lack of agency on her part. she never feels safe & she never feels in control of her life #whether it's her dad or letha & hardy's awkward attempts at kinship. it #'s just so. man. #i really liked the ending... like the idea of her FINALLY doing something. like finding the axe directly corresponding w her becoming like #less passively suicidal i guess? that despite everything she's making the choice to stop the fire & save ppl. even though she doesnt think #that she deserves to live she's making the choice. DESPITE the video i want to live. DESPITE losing ppl i want to live #different from just fighting stacy... that felt necessary so life or death so instinctual. whereas breaking the dam is an active choice #to live & be part of her own life finally instead of just going through the motions #not that like. any of it doesnt make sense or that it's her fault for feeling that way. but man