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beiiibeii · 14 days

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i can't be your love, cause i'm afraid i'll ruin your life

i feel like kafka would be slightly self-conscious about herself when she feels like she loves someone. i just wanna pepper her with kisses and tell her that i love her waaaa

• kafka disappeared without an trace one day. she left both her home planet and you behind for the stellaron hunters. she doesn't think she deserves or deems herself worthy enough for someone like you. she swears to herself that she will learn from her experiences as an stellaron hunter and become a better person for you.

• once a week, shes hidden away in the shadows of the cold night, on an rooftop to check on you. she sees you weeping quietly through your apartment window. she comes out the shadows slightly to get an better look at you. when she sees you, she can't help but let out a sigh.. your body under the covers, staring out the window with teary eyes. your clutching onto the soft plushie she won you at the arcade before she left. her eyebrows furrow slightly as she feels her heart sink. she smiles bittersweetly at the fond memory. she secretly hopes you notice her, you just were so beautiful to her..

• kafka holds back everything in her body telling her to smash that stupid window open and wrap her arms around you again. she'd whisper sweet words into your ears, apologising for her sudden departure that day. she would tell you how precious you are to her.. and how much she missed you. she would hold you tight, in her warm embrace as she presses your head against her shoulder, soaking up the pain she caused you these past months. she hums soft melodies quietly until you fell asleep peacefully..

•the thought brings a warm feeling to kafka and a smile to her face.

• but kafka can only imagine. her phone vibrates again, breaking her out of her little dilemma. her light smile thinning into an line again.

Silver wolf

kafka, the next mission is starting

where are you?

come on!

• she stares at the messages on her phone and back at your apartment window. only a small frown is upon her face. she sees you still silently crying yourself to sleep. she hates seeing you like this but she hates herself more for making you like this. 'its for the better', she constantly reminds herself.

• she steals one more glance at your window again and whispers to herself. 'i won't be long my dear..'

• she disappears again, opening her umbrella as she feels the soft start to raindrops fall. she blends in with the public opening their umbrellas too.

• the frown doesn't leave her face just yet. she promises she'll be home for you soon. just not yet. she still has herself to work on. you don't know it yet, but just a little longer and her presence will soon be known to you. she'll come running home for you, her love. <3

#kafka x reader #hsr kafka #kafka #honkai star rail #hsr #bei randoms #kafka honkai star rail

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welcomehomediscordserver · 1 year

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(joking) CW: AGGRESSIVE SUPPORT AND LOVE FOR CLOWN FROM THE MOD TEAM AND MEMBERS OVER AT OUR DISCORD SERVER !!

I have found joy in your little show that I rarely find in things. The overwhelming love and care I have not just for these specific characters but for your art and talent as a whole is astounding. I want you to know that your community, the good parts of it, support you in any endeavor you choose to take. Although this project may have blasted your popularity you are 3-dimensional, you are much more than the creator of welcome home. You are a multi-medial, skilled, talented, and strong artistic being. Throughout all of this I have had nothing but the utmost respect for you. I will continue to no matter what. Just know we over at The Welcome Home discord server have been following your art closely and appreciating every detail! Do what is best for you clown, and continue to do so! -Reggie

It's been a while since something has grabbed me like this... Welcome Home is one of the most precious things I have ever seen, the creation has and will it always have a place in my heart. Thank You creator for sharing this piece of you heart with us. But your safety is more important, I hope that you'll be safe. -Jax

"dear clown, from the heart of one fan to many others, i find so much comfort in your project that i hope that even when things just like now are awful, you know that there's people simultaneously supporting you in every step of the way! We can wait however long you believe is necessary, you deserve to feel respected with your own passion project! And with that to a close, i wish you well! Thank you for giving us a grand welcome home!" -gremints

dear clown, you don't know me. i don't know you either. but everything you've been working on? it's changed my life. and i know that sounds cliche and silly, but it's true. you've inspired me to keep working on my own passion projects, to keep going. because of you, i have found a little community to call home. because of you, i have rekindled my love of silliness and color and creativity. i cannot thank you enough. without you, i would not have found the friends i have now. whatever you do, i want you to know that we're here to support it. and i hope that wherever you go, you also find home. - moth

Hi you dont know me but im Bug, one of the mods^^, I just want to start my message with this, Before I found welcome home, everything for me was going downhill, I had lost so much that was important to me in less than 2 weeks, I couldn't get out of bed and I wasn't doing my favorite things anymore. I couldn't even smile, My eyes were tired and heavy from crying. But thanks to you, Clown. Wonderful you..and your beautiful vibrant creation. With characters I saw and adored right away. I've smiled, danced, sang my favorite songs again, met new and amazing friends & began to draw again. I felt happiness faster than I thought I would again. A peace from your life helped heal some of mine and I'm grateful. Your creations bring me and so many others joy, But even then it as not as important as you. Yes It brings many smiles to people and i hope that doesn't sound to overwhelming.. But although we can't fix the issue people have caused you, we can't apologize for those who don't respect the boundaries you've set and we can't take back what others have done we want you to know that no matter what, the good of the community will always Have what's best for you in mind, in our server we make sure all rules are followed and you're privacy and mental health is respected. Take as much time as you need to take it all in, relax, do what's best for clown. 💚 take care of yourself before aything else. We thank you for all you've done already. -Boogerbug

EVERYTHING BELOW WAS SUBMITTED BY MEMBERS !!

Hi Clown! Just another rando passing through! While I have known about your artwork for a few years now, I never dove into it until Welcome Home became popular, and I genuinely love the vision you have. Your other artwork is also phenominal and genuinely inspires me, and it always has, even before I discovered the Welcome Home website. Your character designs are impeccable, the way you portray the muppets is genuinely awesome and brings back a lot of good memories, as I grew up watching puppet shows. Explains one reason I enjoy your work doesn't it?Despite making godly artwork, people forget that you are a human like the rest of us. Most people who become famous or popular because of something they have done experience this and it is unfortunate, but there are some of us that know you have a life and are already struggling. Take the time you need to rejuvinate yourself and try not to let these people get to you, as hard as it is to do, as even I still struggle with this daily. These are your creations, and you deserve to have control over what happens with them, and the disrespect this slowly growing fanbase has for your requests is terrible. Hoping that things eventually improve on your end, especially since you already aren't in a safe environment, something I also understand. I've already planned on throwing some bucks at you through Ko-Fi once I open my new bank account, and even if I cant, I still want to help prove that you are worthy and deserve better than this. You are incredibly talented and I hope to see Welcome Home and all of your other works of art flourish over time! - Sunnie/Mizo

Now onto the big reveal....

Our server members as well as a few mods all banded to together to create a collage showing our appreciation and support for Clown during these rough times. I hope this can serve as a reminder that despite the shitty people out there, there is a large community who still very much respects and enjoys every aspect of Clowns artwork.

An art collage put together by the moderators with art submitted by members.

Below are more signages as well as the usernames of everyone who participated:

Micah

Maximus

Beans

Wynn

Avery

Global

Vinnzhe

- and lastly, the rest of the welcome home discord server 🩷

@partycoffin

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petorahs · 2 months

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because i will protect him.

Persona 3 FES/Portable/Movie/Reload: Closing Thoughts.

When I first experienced Persona 3’s story last year, it was at a time that I was beginning to figure out my life. It broke down my walls and seized me by the heart, but it cradled it lovingly as well. It reaffirmed all the personal philosophies I held at the time - in other words, my values.

Going into it I only had a vague idea on what to expect. I’ve only recently played Persona 5 Royal the same February before that, so I knew instead of its themes of ‘rebellion’ it would be themed around ‘death’. Instead of fallen ‘stars’ like in P5, P3 would be based around the ‘moon’ and all its phases. What also convinced me to play P3 so soon after just finishing P5 was its main character- Makoto Yuki. He was voiced by Akira Ishida in the japanese version which I immediately caught on to… I had to see it for myself since I was in an Ishida phase at the time (lmao). I expected to love him as far as liking silent protagonists/player avatars would go.

What I didn’t expect, however, was how deeply I latched onto the characters and main character in particular. I think it’s the way the friendships are a bit complicated and none of SEES really like eachother at first but learn to care and help despite that. It’s the way its messages are written in a clear thesis. I’ve written about them before, but it’s the way the only thing Death ever yearned for is life. That life and death can’t exist without the other. It has life palpable everywhere in the game.

And Makoto Yuki. It’s the way that Makoto Yuki symbolizes the apathy one experiences in life but learns to find so many things worth living for anyway. I wouldn’t say I related to him because I’ve always enjoyed life while he was content to throw it away, so it’s another thing: Pure unbridled affection. To me, he’s someone I would devote myself to. To me, he reminds me of my little brother a lot. Shy, introverted, deadpan. To me, he’s every beautiful thing in this world. He’s like the moon, pretty and distant. Deep and emotional. He’s also like sakura blossoms. Transient. But still, so, so beautiful and precious. He represents a life worth protecting no matter what.

It’s in Aigis. Someone who echoes my sentiments with Makoto so perfectly - I didn’t understand anything about life and thought it was all about being “optimal” and that it can be replicated, replaced, redone. But I know now that it’s so precious; that life is so precious. I never found Aigis latching Makoto to be out of place or particularly fanservicey. To me, it’s like a natural progression of both of their character arcs. She didn’t have anyone in her life before. As someone who struggles making deep relationships out of my own nature/how I was built, I understood it. She delivers one of my most favorite lines in media ever, that “philosophy” I held so dear - "You don't have to save the world to find meaning in life... Sometimes all you need is something simple, like someone to take care of.”

And that’s literally it to me. There is no grand meaning behind it all. What matters to me is to hang out with my friends and family and be the kindest I can be to them. I want to be a light in their life, however small - kinda like how Makoto was to Aigis and all his other friends. I, too, would spend my whole life by his side just to follow in those footsteps. It’s pure and beautiful. An actual bond,

But then he dies.

The thing about Persona 3 is that it never once romanticized death to me. Them shooting themselves in the head represents resolve, yes, but it’s always but gratuitous and framed in an unhinged way. Nyx Avatar, the final boss and actual symbol of Death in the game, has the face of a nightmare that made my heart drop when I first saw her. It knows that death is scary to everyone, so it represents that well. But it was clear what exactly it wanted to portray to its players: that despite death being scary, it’s not something to be feared. It can be peaceful, so long as you remember to live your life to the fullest. To quote my own post, “the meaning of life is hanging out with your friends on a mundane, sunny day during a graduation ceremony”.

But that doesn’t stop the grief.

I can’t explain what it’s like to see my favorite character’s corpse rotting in real time. It’s actually horrifying. But the thing is - it wasn’t done without purpose. I accepted it, just like how I accepted everything about “The Answer” or, “Aigis’ Story” in JP.

I quite literally put myself in the shoes of the one character who mirrored my own sentiments so clearly as she fought with the grief of losing the one person she swore to protect as he died in her lap. I was kinda crying the entire time. It’s so fucking real to me. The way that she reverted back to her “robotic state” but it was literally just her numbing herself to the pain. The way that Yukari had to escape by acting indifferent. The way that Junpei tries to act upbeat for everyone’s sake. Mitsuru’s quiet grief. Akihiko's respect. Ken and Koromaru's silent strength. But most of all, Aigis… and the way she’s so lost and confused.

I lost so many family members in the recent years prior to playing P3. It’s never easy. Playing The Answer especially (and all of P3) put it all into perspective. I don’t know how, but all of these elements and plot beats in the game represented my feelings so perfectly.

Seeing its remake announced in June was actually serendipitous. I basically got to relive it quite recently. A year’s worth of nostalgia is still nostalgia. I loved a lot of the changes, and hated some others.

But every time I experience Persona 3’s ending, I end up crying though. Unfailingly. And I’ve experienced it many times by now. Every time I think I’ve “gotten over it” I literally do not. Prior to P3 the only media that started making me cry was The Good Place’s ending.

I think Reload’s was the worst. What they did with player proxy death in this one felt way more insanely real I think. Or Maybe it’s the sea. How Ryoji says in FeMC’s route and in Reload to Makoto how “the water is going on a journey, too. It must be having fun”, “The waters all converge to its source, like us.” Maybe it’s how the sea and moon are so intimately connected. Just like how life and death are. Maybe it’s the way that even nihilism represented by Strega isn’t actually wrong as framed by Reload, it’s just not the message this time around in this game. Or maybe it’s hearing the voices of everyone (social links) who loved him and was touched positively by him also echoing my thoughts. Maybe it’s the way that the ending felt way more personal when you choose to not romance any of SEES, especially Aigis. That platonic love goes beyond any of that and makes every act of devotion and speech about bonds feel actually real (despite how cheesy it seems!).

All I can think about after playing it every time is that I will love the people in my life so, so hard from now on. So much that they wonder why. For a game about death, it sure does make me live my life more fully.

It’s just… real. This game and all its themes was perfectly concocted. The moon, the sea, spring, rebirth, and the sakura blossoms. And you. It’s all so precious and beautiful. I want to remember and protect it, always. I want to live for it all.

#memories of him.#persona 3 reload #aishi.exe #aishi.docx #persona 3 #makoto yuki

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theficcafe · 2 years

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𝐧𝐨𝐰 𝐚𝐥𝐥 𝐈 𝐡𝐚𝐯𝐞 𝐢𝐬 𝐚 𝐝𝐢𝐦𝐥𝐲 𝐥𝐢𝐭 𝐥𝐢𝐠𝐡𝐭. - 03

↳ Genre: Angst, Fluff

↳ Pairing: college!gojo x fem!reader

↳ Warnings: unrequited love

↳ Playlist: (will link here!)

↳ Masterlist: 01 02 03 04 05 06 07 08 09 10

“Anyone whose goal is 'something higher' must expect someday to suffer vertigo. What is vertigo? Fear of falling? No, Vertigo is something other than fear of falling. It is the voice of the emptiness below us which tempts and lures us, it is the desire to fall, against which, terrified, we defend ourselves.”

“Did you pack our matching pajamas?” “Yes, Ie, this is the 5th time you mentioned that.”

Ieiri grinned, turning over to lie on her stomach with as she props herself up using her elbow, “I can’t wait to see you tomorrow! We have two months together!”

You rolled your eyes playfully, hands busy with folding your clothes to make sure they arrive in a good condition when you fly over to Tokyo. “Horrible 2 months—stuck with a total brat!”

“Hey! That’s mean!”

You laughed, making Ieiri smile more. She definitely loved making you laugh; with you being alone in Osaka, she worried for your well-being everyday, so despite her busy class schedules, she’d make sure to message you to check if you were doing fine on your own.

You’d been alone ever since the start of college. Your father—who worked overseas—came back to get your mother so she could work with him in Korea to raise enough money for your college fund. With no other siblings, they entrusted your life to Mei Mei and her family. You’re born an introvert, but even introverts need a little company sometimes. Ieiri knows how you preferred being on your own, but she also knows when you need someone to talk to.

Sometimes, Mei Mei’s brother, Yuuta would come over and accompany you in your dorm. He’s a year younger and studies in the same university, majoring in Chemistry. He’s a dear to be around because he cooks well, and makes a pretty good study buddy (he introduced you the Pomodoro technique) But he would only stay for a week since he also has his own unit to take care of.

Speaking of the devil, a text came in from Yuuta. You quickly grabbed your phone and checked the message.

yu: what time are u going to the train station? lmk so i can accompany you

You smiled, heart melting at how precious this boy is.

ramen provider: im leaving around 4 am. it’s just a 3 hour ride u don’t have to pick me up you know

yu: it’s okay so i also know you’re safe

Sometimes, you wonder why Yuuta is single if he’s this caring to you. You don’t dare to question his love life, but you see him around the campus around with random girls. He’d give you the finger from across the room whenever you caught him with one of his “french girls.”

ramen provider: k. pick me up by 4:30 am! thank you. as payment, u may raid my dorm room and get all my ramen packs 🙂

yu: lmao u bet

“Was that Yuuta?” Ieiri beamed, leaning towards the laptop camera, “I can tell by your smile. He’s literally the only boy you adore.”

“Ie, he’s like a baby brother to me.”

“He’s cute.”

“He’s a baby!”

Ieiri scoffed, rolling her eyes. “He’s 20, and we’re 21.” You shook your head in disapproval and glared at Ieiri. “You’ve been crushing on Yuuta since we were kids. You literally have university boys there—leave my son alone.”

Ieiri pouted, sighing in defeat. “Fine. And you’re right about the university boys.”

You nearly fell asleep on your couch when you heard the door unlock. If you were sane, you’d know that the only person who has the key to your room is Yuuta—but that’s not the case right now: your grogginess led you to think that you’re being robbed.

The first thing you grabbed was your canned iced coffee (which now turned into full liquid) and when the door opened, you nearly killed an innocently looking Yuuta who just wanted to help carry your baggages.

“Y/N!” He yelled, grabbing your shoulders to hold your frame away from his form. You were seconds away from smacking his head with the can.

“How dare y—oh,” You blinked, calming down. You rubbed your eyes and looked back at your clock. “What time is it?”

Yuuta looked at you weirdly. “It’s 4 AM. We need to go.” He took your bags and shoved you playfully, glaring at your groggy form. “You almost killed me, Y/N.”

“That’s such a stretch. It’s just a can. And I got scared.”

Yuuta snorted. “You never know.”

During the car ride to the station, Yuuta made sure to give you a full list on what to avoid in long train rides, good sightseeing places in Tokyo, and the best eats to try. He made sure to list his references in the 3-page booklet that he handed to you

“I don’t need this!” You groaned, closing your eyes in frustration. “I’m older than you!”

Yuuta briefly glanced at you and the road, “Okay? And?”

“I have authority?”

“The fact that you said that with so much doubt is exactly why you need this pamphlet.”

Groaning in defeat, you put the pamphlet away where it’s safe from crease. So extra, you thought. But you also thought it was thoughtful of Yuuta to search and gather all these information for you.

You looked at Yuuta for a whole good 5 seconds and unknowingly smiled. Yuuta, sensing your gaze, refused to look towards you in fear of exposing his cheeks, which were now coated in crimson red hue. Despite his attempts in turning away, he couldn’t help but give you a subtle glance and monotonous “what?”

“Nothing,” you said softly, reaching your hand to pat Yuuta’s hair, “As an only child whose parents aren’t present, I thank God for having you.”

Yuuta didn’t move. But you didn’t miss the way the corner of his lips perked up.

It was during the first thirty minutes of the train ride when your phone vibrated. You were listening to your playlist when you froze from the familiarity of the notification tone.

There wasn’t much people on the train. Ieiri made sure to get the earliest ticket, so there’ll be lesser people (and you thank the heavens for her). She knows you grow awkward at loud crowds.

With hesitation, you pulled up your mailbox and clicked on the most recent one.

You weren’t sure if your heart was ready.

It has been 2 weeks his last email. In between those weeks, Gojo has sent only two emails in total. Some days you felt too guilty to read it, but most of the time though, you’d feel brave enough to indulge yourself in another one of the memories he and Aki was letting you borrow.

You gasped at the first thing you saw in the latest email.

There sat a photo of a sunset—one that you could recognize.

You remembered Ieiri showing you a photo of her in this exact place a year ago; she rambled about how she skipped her battery exam and decided to join her friends in their driving (with no direction) endeavor. Ieiri received a handful of scolding from you for skipping the exam, and she didn’t talk to you for two days before she mustered up the courage to apologize for giving you the silent treatment for (all the wrong reasons).

You don’t really know how to react—for all you know this could be just a major coincidence. Anyone could’ve known this place; maybe it was famous. But you know this place, and the fact that you do made your heart do a back flip because this is the closest thing you can get to connecting with the heroine in your email box.

Your eyes began to scan over the letters.

“I’ve lost count of how many sunsets I’ve had to watch waiting for you. This is probably my 50th time going back here. Somehow, it still doesn’t feel like goodbye.

Tokyo’s been cold. I’ve been wearing sweaters and hoodies for the past weeks, giving me the perfect excuse not to dress up in class. Law school’s starting to get into my head, so for old time’s sake, I skipped my last period to watch the sun go down so in some way… I could feel you.

I really miss you. The last sunrise I saw was the one I saw with you. From then, I’ve only watched the sun set so I could remind myself everyday that maybe tomorrow’s the day where I get watch the sun welcome earth with your hand in mine.

Do you watch the sun there too, Aki?

When you do, do you think of me?

Or is it troublesome to look at now?

You know, when you left,

you took the it with you.

Now all I have is a dimly lit light.

Give the sun, back and come home, Aki.

Toru.”

The sound of the train doors opening snapped you out of your thoughts. You were reminded that you were just a mere spectator of the tragic tale unfolding right in front you: in no way is this your pain to feel. But somehow, the tight feeling in your chest couldn’t align with your rationality.

You looked out of the window and softened at the sight of a cotton candy colored sky. In three hours, you’ll be in Tokyo—in the arms of your best friend whom you haven’t seen in months. You could forget about the accidental emails and focus on your vacation in the city you’ve always wanted to visit. You remember Yuuta’s pamphlet; his effort shouldn’t go to waste printing an infographic so you could cherish your time in Tokyo.

But fate has a cruel way of twisting and forging paths you were never meant to walk on. If you only knew that the first trigger was stepping a foot in the city as alive as Tokyo,

you would have chosen to forget.

(you should’ve, in the first place.)

↳ 𝔀𝓮𝓵𝓬𝓸𝓶𝓮 𝓽𝓸 𝓴𝓪𝓸'𝓼 𝓬𝓸𝓻𝓷𝓮𝓻!

hi everyone, it’s kao!

surprise - it’s chapter 03 ૮ ˶ᵔ ᵕ ᵔ˶ ა ! i know i basically implied updating lwjjk would be weekly (every monday) but here’s a secret..

... i have already written and revised chapters 1-5.

also, i feel like i need to publish chapters fast bc i have a feeling.. that this series will have 15-20 chapters!

(plus i have so many one-shot & future series ideas)

anyway, i hope you guys enjoy this chapter! loved writing this. i was waiting for my general check up while writing this chapter lol

a feedback/reblog would me a lot to me! thank you for the smol appreciation you guys have shown! ପ(๑•ᴗ•๑)ଓ ♡

see u guys in chapter 04!

kao, out! ʚ♡ɞ

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wifeofasith · 3 months

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Ughhhh, you are such an amazing writer! 🫠😩🔥

Your sex pollen fic really got to me, specially because Anakin becomes so goddamn UNHINGED in it. And it’s just—sooooo freaking good. 😭

Like him just going from desperate apologies, to sheer animalistic lust, and then back to a moment of softness where he tries to comfort his precious Padawan—and then BACK to slipping into a deranged expression (ughhh, I have a kink about Anakin losing control like that. Like—just to the point where he can’t fucking help himself) as he seduces his obedient little Padawan to surrender and enjoy it.

The best part was how hard he fought it in the beginning to me. Because Anakin is the reader’s Master. He’d never hurt her, right? And so the reader never is on the other side of his dangerous power.

But the pollen brings everything to the surface. And the reader gets a sense of the dark and blazing intensity of the man who is her Master. Like—when he tells her “fucking RUN.” 🥵🔥 In my heart of hearts, I believe the reader knew she was done for in that moment. She’s SEEN her Master on the battlefield. There’s nowhere on that planet that she could hide from him.

But ughhhh, I loved it. Because Anakin gets the reader so messed up—but HE also gets deliciously messed up. He’s slurring and groaning and descends into a state of ravenous bliss. And the reader has probably only ever seen her Master as strong and brave and gentle and sarcastic and reckless and loving. But she’s never seen him like this. Never seen him so utterly wrecked with pleasure and moans.

She’ll NEVER be able to look at him the same way again. Not without thinking of him turning her to mush with his cock. And he’ll never be able to look at her without thinking of her writhing in pleasure beneath him.

It’s sooooo deliciously wrong. Because they are so FUCKED from that point forward. (Pun intended. Lol).

I’m a writer myself, so I definitely understand the procrastination. ❤️ But I just wanted you to know—if you ever make this into a part two or a series—I will be the first in line. 😭🥵

Dear Anon, do you realize that reading this was literally orgasmic??? The way you describe my own work turned me on, what kind or sorcery is this !! Maybe it's my praise kink.

It almost seems like you've been there in my head as I was writing it because of how accurately you depicted the vibe I was going for: "She’ll NEVER be able to look at him the same way again. Not without thinking of him turning her to mush with his cock. And he’ll never be able to look at her without thinking of her writhing in pleasure beneath him." LITERALLY SHAKING, YES !! They are both ruined for each other in the worst (and best) way possible !!

And twisted pervert Anakin is actually one of my favorite tropes hehe.

Thank you SO much for this message. It's so inspiring to receive things like that, especially when you're quite an amateur at writing fanfiction and still trying to figure out your style <3

Hope to see you around! 🤎☕

#woas #Anakin #Anakin Skywalker #Star Wars

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fumikomiyasaki · 8 months

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55 with Lennox and Melanie or 66 with Carol and the poly

Indulgent Tropes

one muse is scared to act on feelings for the other due to poor experiences with love in the past

Hearing Osyron has no duties for him today Lennox made his way to the Ramshackle dormitory to ask Melanie out for a out of the blue beach trip. To his luck she agreed and had time and so the both of them them went on a beach trip together. Setting up the umbrella and putting blankets down... suddenly he stopped himself preparing stuff as he looked at Melanie who hat her feet in the water... closing her eyes and enjoying the breeze... something about how her hair flowed in that wind... and how she smiled looking at him... got his heart to way heavy again... she reminded him just so much of his past love like this... but this also made his heart waver... The brown flowing hair, the sweet smile... the innocent look.

He stood next to her looking at the waves as well but as he tried to hold her hand he hesitated and withdrew it.

"Is everything alright, Lennox? You look so... sad."

"Nothing just... some memories still have the hold of me."

"I see."

Suddenly she looked down as well, he regreted it, this wasn't like him, usually he was ther one more loose and laid back about things... and so he slapped his cheeks and took the initiative taking Melanies hand anyways.

"Lets dive into the water together, maybe then my smile will be as bright as usual... I missed the ocean for a while."

"A-Alright."

They both dived into the water as he turned into his Snake form and playfully swirled around Melanie... she started laughing by his little tickle attacks as he wrapped closer to hold her tight... it seemed his heart finally calmed down.... why should he be trapped by memories when he can be happy now. He will do anything to not loose someone dear to him again.

"Hey Mel."

"Yes?"

He leaned forward and nuzzled his face in her neck getting her all red.

"You really are my precious seapearl and I won't let you go ever."

our muses regularly exchange letters

"How do I put this... no that sounds stupid."

Red faced the young tutor sat back in her break writing some letters yet having a ton of them thrown in the garbage can... it was hard not only cause James, Metaron and Elias weren't in the same school as her but writing 3 letters to 3 schools as well as putting all her thoughts and feelings in them... she often felt emberassed about how passionate she got writing she started to emberass herself... worse was she wasn't alone, Leroy who turned invisible stood behind her and laughed to himself as she suddenly noticed him.

"Its rude to just read my stuff without asking me first."

He got back to being visible and put a hand on her shoulder.

"It was just funny to see... but I would feel honored if a girl took that much time to write something for me... especially that heartfelt."

"They also give me such sweet messages... I want to return the favour... and it doesn't help if someone pries into my messages."

"Why don't you just ask Greg to get you to them?"

"You want him to overblot if he uses it too much."

"Heck he uses it a lot already, might as well hold him away from his dumb pranks."

She sighed and stared back at the paper....

"I just wish... I could just see them daily...but I will hold out till one day we can always be together. "

"That you can handle three at once and still give them so much is impressive."

Carol stood up and smiled getting some books of the table.

"James is just like the knights I used to read off my books that I fell with so quickly yet he feels so much more real and special to me. He has these cute sides to him, he is so atttractive when he stands up for me and tries to keep others who bother me away and just in all I melt at this smirk he has at me.

Metaron meanwhile knows often what I need and how I feel. As well as he knows how to get me weak... visiting him and Kira is a break that is not only sweet but makes me feel home... not to mention watching him train... god I am swoon for his connfidence in fight and looks during.

Elias meanwhile is the most sweet and pleasant to talk to. Its adorable to tease him, he works so hard and always is there to talk when I feel down and he instantly knows all my favourites when it comes to things.

I know I can just text the three but... I feel letters have something sweeter yet... I struggle."

"Then why not write them what you told me, how you appreciate them..."

"That might be an idea."

She still left out a sigh swinging her pen a little untill after a while when the next gong of the school sounded she noticed Leroy sneak back into the room as she was done with all the letters.

"I just finished, so you want to get some Sushi, Lee?"

"Actually I think you might be busy..."

"Why is that?"

"You can give your letters personally today."

With a smirk of his sharp teeth he opened the door to the room and she saw James, Metaron and Elias came in.

"Did you-"

"I told you to just ask Greg, makes it easier for your guys to hang out. My job is done to get your mood better, I will leave you alone now, have fun."

With a wink the chameleon vanished back in the hallways as she emberassed held the letters in her hand looking at the three... on impulse she put them back on the table and pulled the three into a hug.

"I am so glad to see you three."

"Why wouldn't we come if we get the offer?"

"I can skip Kendo once at least."

"Maaike said it should be fine to go. So we are here."

"Didn't you say something about letters?"

She nodded and gave each of them a letter.

"Read them when you are back though... I would prefer to now use the time we can spend together."

However as she said that Metaron noticed a piece of paper on the ground from her previous failed attempt and picked it up as she still was busy packing her things. Showing it James and Elias Carol suddenly grew majorly red all over the face.

"Please d-don't read that, it was just horrid attempts from before of me writing nonsense."

"Why do you say that, I think its sweet."

As Elias smiled at her she suddenly felt her heartbeat increase.

"But its also kinda funny what Metaphors you use."

"I will sink into the earth if you read all of these papers... can you please ignore them... how about we go to a cafe all together.. I wanna use this time I have with you guys."

She still couldn't recover from the emberassment and especially Metaron stayed teasing her about it while they held her close together... at least she wasn't that lonely anymore and she was glad her finished letters brought her feelings across well.

#twisted wonderland oc #twst oc #twisted wonderland #twisted wonderland ocs #disney twst #twst #twst ocs #twistedwonderland #twistedwonderlandoc #lennox riverway #lennox x melanie #carol ann #carol x james x metaron x elias #carol x james #carol x metaron #carol x elias

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theninthdoor · 8 months

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Hello, I was wondering if I could participate in your Kpop intuitive game. It just sounds super fun!

Initials: C.D.F.

My Big 3: Leo sun, Leo moon, Capricorn rising

Future spouse

Thank you so much for this!

song || The Rose - She's In The Rain

messages || Uuuh, your future spouse is the absolute sweetest person ever!! Sentimental; likely very attached to their family, hometown or childhood friends. I also see them keeping and caring for certain objects with sentimental value for decades and decades - they could keep picture books, diaries or family heirlooms. They're extremely serious about building a home they love & are comfortable in; and, although, they are so kind and sweet, I don't think they enjoy having guests over all that much. Home is just such a special, safe, almost sacred space for them, you know? I see them giving the best hugs; being super compassionate, supportive and always, always understanding. Their energy is very calm AND calming to those around them. Your future spouse might have a hard time expressing their feelings, though, yet they feel things very deeply. If they're hurt or upset, they get quiet, isolate themselves and seek their comfort activities, books or places/spots. You would have to notice it and push the matter a little for them to vocalize the issue; otherwise, they'll deal with it themselves, in silence, and then pretend nothing happened. HOWEVER, they cry easily… lol. A puppy? Bet. A smiley baby? Oh, boy… they're in tears, for sure. They will rely heavily on you, dear; you'll be their pillar of strength, the one they trust the most. Their heart is precious, don't forget that!

Grey and Blue might be significant colors to them. Blankets, glasses, flower pots and even cats?

#tqqgame

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telomeke-bbs · 2 years

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BAD BUDDY METAPHORS – THE ONE BAG TO RULE THEM ALL

It’s finally arrived – my dear friends RI and DH got me Pran’s PP bag when they swung by GMM-TV’s headquarters during their recent trip to Bangkok, and it’s quite my pride and joy at the moment.

The bag is double-layered and plastic-based (I can’t tell if it’s polyester, polypropylene or something else) – it feels like a crunchily sturdy and waterproof carrier, rather than the soft and absorbent fabric tote I was expecting. The dark navy base also has a subtle mottled print not visible in the show (but you can see it in the photograph above).

Pran’s PP bag was probably the first visual detail that I noticed in Bad Buddy slyly winking out a message of yet more information and subtext hiding below the surface – that the series was more than just the unfolding of a simple story brought to life by the intrepid acting of Ohm and Nanon and the confident guiding hand of Director Backaof. For me it was the first inkling that Bad Buddy had been meticulously built up with layers of meaning, rich with little Easter Egg details if you would only lean in just a little bit closer for a better look.

I’ve mentioned this before in a previous analysis (linked here), but thought I’d write it up a bit more in this essay.

I’ll never forget when Pran’s PP bag first turned my head – it was during the Behind-the-Scenes video on YouTube of the scene where Pat and Pran race up the stairs to their student apartments in Ep.3 ([Behind The Scenes] วันแรก ซีนแรก ก็ต้องวิ่งแข่งกันหน่อย! | แค่เพื่อนครับเพื่อน | BAD BUDDY SERIES, timestamp 2.11).

In response to a suggestion from Nanon, Assistant Director Pepzi Banchorn Vorasataree (she of the vibrant hair) tells Director Backaof: “P’Aof, this kid wants to sell the hobo bag.” (I think the subtitles intend for the word “sell” here to carry the meaning of “highlight” or “give prominence to”. Just guessing, though.)

The whole exchange got me thinking, so I gave the bag another look – and only then did I notice that the giant P (for Pran) had a smaller P (guess who? 😊) nestled at its center.

So Pran’s bag is also a metaphor for how he had been carrying a torch for Pat all these years – throughout that time Pran had been signaling Pat’s special place in his heart for all the world to see, even while refusing to acknowledge those feelings (any feelings, really) outright.

Aligned with Pran’s love of emotional subterfuge, anyone who noticed the double P could also have read it as symbolizing “Pran Parakul”, burying its message about Pat+Pran beneath another layer of meaning. But even if that were to have been Mr. Metaphor’s official explanation, we know that in private the significance would have run deeper for him, because Bad Buddy does another little tip of the hat to the double P symbolizing Pat+Pran later on.

This happens when Pat gives a new earphone case to Pran at Ep.8 [3I4] 7.59, since he’s always forgetting or misplacing his earphones (e.g., at Ep.8 [3I4] 7.30, also referenced at Ep.8 [1I4] 4.47 and Ep.10 [1I4] 11.23). The case also has a double P on it (symbolizing PatPran’s relationship) but like the graphic on Pran’s bag, it appears more like a single P unless you look closely.

But of course expert sign-reader and metaphor aficionado Pran latches onto the significance immediately, reacting with delight (Ep.8 [3I4] 8.13). Pat pretends not to see the hidden doubling when questioned by Pran – which delights Pran even more, for Pran LOVES using cryptic signs and symbols as visual shorthand for his emotional state, and Pat’s little gift here not only shows that he understands Pran’s penchant for metaphorical communication, but also that he understands how Pran likes to keep hidden the precious emotions that his symbols signify (and at this stage Pran is not yet ready to go public with their love – which is another way of reading what the covert double P, masquerading under the guise of singlehood, symbolizes).

It’s also a sweet little touch that Pat’s gift of the earphone case and its double P is accompanied by his reminders “Don’t leave it anywhere again” and “Keep it in a safe place” (Ep.8 [3I4] 8.02 and 8.08). He may have intended for the double P on the case (mirroring Pran’s bag) to be a visual memory aid, helping Pran to remember his earphones by echoing the symbol of Pran’s enduring love for his never-forgotten Pat. It’s almost as if Pat is saying “I’m gifting you with a little reminder of the one you never forgot, whom you could never forget – me – so don’t you forget these earphones either.”

Of course, their relationship will always have a built-in contrarian dynamic, and Pran will keep forgetting his earphones later on anyway (see Ep.10 [1I4] 11.23, Ep.12 [3I4] 6.31, and Ep.12 [3I4] 13.05).

It turns into one of those little couple’s foibles for them, allowing them to snipe at each other, but without malice – they keep on at it more as an excuse to indulge in the playful, good-natured teasing we’ve come to recognize as PatPran’s demonstration of genuine affection born from decades of rivalry, before rivalry turned to love.

Another way of looking at the bag – and this saddens me a little – is how it might have been a bit of a grown-up Linus blanket for sensitive Pran before they became a couple.

Just like Dissaya standing guard at home to keep Ming and his influence out, Wai looking out for him at boarding school, the talisman smiley protecting his student apartment door, peer mentor Joke playing big brother at his faculty, and the hidden messaging behind his chat ID and his computer passwords (all analyzed here), you get a sense that Pran was shielding himself from the world with another layer of emotional protection (especially when he had the bag slung over his front like he did while running up the stairs in Ep.3).

But I think it’s sweet too that Pran didn’t abandon his faithful bag even after he and Pat became a couple. He might not have needed any more psychological bolstering, but its cryptic messaging was still relevant after Ep.11, when PatPran set their relationship status to stealth mode and the secret sounding of the double P took on a note of defiance (“P and P are still right here under your noses, suckers; you just don’t see us, and this time we have the upper hand.”) 😉👍

Much like the rooftop of their student apartment building (the setting for key junctures in PatPran’s relationship – see this link here for a listing), Pran’s PP bag was also present at many moments and events that were stressful, significant, dramatic and/or emblematic of change.

Thus, in honor of the PP bag’s steadfast duty and service to Pran (and to the series), I thought it’d be fun to list the scenes where the bag appears, since it’s been in every episode. But I soon realized that was an exercise in madness because it was in so many scenes. (It was like trying to list every scene that Pran was in – why bother when he’s a main character? He’d be in almost every frame.) Pran’s PP bag was like an uncredited but highly visible supporting actor, who silently stood watch at critical points in Pran’s life.

So instead of a full listing, here’s a (not so random) sampling of important moments and events at which Pran’s PP bag was also a taciturn witness, in every episode:

PatPran’s first deal behind-the-scenes to dupe the world at large (the Ep.1 fake fight, which foreshadows their pact in Ep.12 to live out their couplehood defiantly on the down-low) – at Ep.1 [4/4] 1.48.

The flirty dumpling exchange – it all starts at Ep.2 [1I4] 12.59 (significance of the dumplings explained here).

Pat helping to spark Pran’s creativity during the re-design process of the bus-stop with some imaginative role-play – Ep.3 [3I4] 5.35.

Pat and Pran at the Logtech Building when they get the sponsorship go-ahead (albeit with reduced funding) – Ep.3 [3I4] 13.17.

The first time Pat enters Pran’s student apartment (after lending him his earphones) – Ep.4 [1I4] 13.07 (the bag is on Pran’s dining table, visible at timestamp 13.18).

When Pran catches sight of Ink buying Pat iced milk tea – Ep.4 [1I4] 16.55 and Ep.4 [2/4] 0.20 (significance explained here).

The morning after the night before: the opening scene of Ep.5, that starts with Pat and Pran bickering like an old couple (which in a sense they are), after which Pat happily sniffs around Pran’s apartment like a joyful puppy who’s finally found his forever home (which in a sense he has); the importance of this scene is analyzed here and here.

Pat realizing that he was in love with Pran at the music shop – Ep.5 [2/4] starting at 6.56.

Pat and Pran at the Archi Volunteer Camp – Ep.6 [2/4] 1.44.

Pat and Pran trying to make each other jealous at the wonton noodle stall – Ep.7 [3I4] starting at 3.56.

Pat gifting Pran his PP earphone case – Ep.8 [3I4] 7.34.

Pran’s iced milk tea do-over at the picnic table – Ep.9 [1I4] 11.01 (analyzed here).

Pran and his friends discussing Pat being falsely charged for gun possession at a café – Ep.9 [4/4] 2.48.

Pran racing to stop the police from charging Pat with gun possession – Ep.9 [4/4] starting at 5.39.

Pran being surprised by Pa, Ming, and Pat’s mom at the hospital – Ep.9 [4/4] 10.59 and Ep.10 [1I4] 1.32

PatPran’s khan maak – scene beginning at Ep.10 [1I4] 9.47.

Pat and Pran finding out about Ming and Dissaya while interviewing Kruu Payao – Ep.10 [3I4] 7.48.

PatPran’s confrontation with Ming at the mall (the bag is in the shopping cart) – Ep.10 [4/4] 2.44.

Pran’s confrontation with Dissaya – Ep.10 [4/4] 4.32.

PatPran running away to the Zero Waste Village – Ep.11 [1I4] 4.20.

Pran leaving for Singapore to further his career – Ep.12 [3I4] 6.28.

The bag is also in Pran’s first ever scene of the series – at Ep.1 [1I4] 2.24, slung over the back of his chair (but it’s not a confirmed sighting since you can’t really make out the double P). And it’s in the intro as well, e.g., at Ep.1 [1I4] 7.14, 7.20, 7.40, and 7.45.

Like Pran’s heart that never stopped loving Pat, his old hobo bag kept the faith throughout Bad Buddy’s short run of 12 episodes. I’m not sure there’s a better symbol for all of us faithful fans still thinking about this gentle series months after it ended. And maybe like Pran used to do, I hug it a little bit closer toward the end of every week when I need to bolster my own forlorn heart, now that Friday nights and Saturday mornings are just that little bit emptier without a new hour of Pat, Pran and the whole Bad Buddy gang to look forward to… 💖

PS So if you see anybody out and about carrying their own PP bag, do remember to go up and say “Hi” to a fellow member of our secret club. You already know this – any fan of Bad Buddy is sure to have some kindness in their soul… 😊

#bad buddy analysis #pran's bag #patpran #telomeke #pp bag

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cwarscars · 1 year

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Han, my dear, if it wasn't for you, then none of us would give much attention to Heidegger (at least I know it would be my case). He was a character I remember from the OG and which I thought was nicely designed in the FFVIIR and... I stopped there. 'Nice, they kept his laugh', I thought when the trailer got out.

And then I met you and - honestly, I cannot stress this enough - you have essentially removed this veil from my eyes and I saw Heidegger for the first time as you do: a multi-layered individual with deep-rooted issues, fiercely loyal to company & country and with so many other traumas and details that make him only human (and not a monster).

I am always in awe at all the sources of inspiration you have for him, at how insanely credible your thoughts his PTSD and other war-related issues are, the way he was brought up, came to marry and then divorce - honestly, for me, your Heidegger portrayal is THE Heidegger portrayal. I don't mean this to dunk on anyone else (or even SE), but because the way you have put him together makes so much _sense_ in my mind that I have a hard time disconnecting your Heidegger from canon.

As far as I'm concerned - his first name is Magnar, he comes from Junon, he has a rivalry with Godo, a behemoth gave him the trademark scar, he has two daughters and a divorce wife. I love everything about your timeline for him and always will. If anything, SE should give you royalties for the superb work. <3

(( mari ♡

i messaged you already kinda buggin out a lil over this but i want it on my blog (ALONG WITH ALL YOUR LOVE CAUSE YOU ALWAYS GIVE ME LOVE BECAUSE YOU'RE PRECIOUS & THE BEST) just so i can keep that tag open whenever im feeling stale on my writing or a little crispy with my portrayal. it always means so much to me how much time you've given me and my heid (i say my heid because at this point, i don't know how much is canon aside from his abusive streak to his soldiers & his shinra simping lmao).

but honestly, ive said it before - i'll say it again. i wouldn't be writing him without the support from yourself and others. like, i always talk about how hard it is writing a hated character. he isn't a villain in the same sense as sephi/roth / the turks. they're 'likable'. everything they do is okay because they're young & hot. i know they're more complex than that and personally, i like them a lot too! but it's difficult fighting the battle of there being zero fanart for the character. zero fanfics (aside from ooc / fetish fics). it's tough seeing people make jokes constantly about the character that you like & when i say jokes, i don't mean 'lol seph is a cat' i mean 'lmao could you imagine if him and shinra were GAY lol GROSS' (it's so immature it makes my eyeballs strain).

i know that was a mini rant then, but it always makes me feel a little embarrassed to have such a fixation on such a generally disliked character. makes me feel weird & unwelcome in the fandom haha.

but to know that there are people like you - people who haven't only said 'haha ok, this crazy cookie is doing something w/THIS character' but people who have actively allowed me to explore elements of his character? to get him married? to allow him fatherhood? like BRUH-

it makes my heart warm & fuzzy. i'm sorry i don't always show it & i'm sorry i sometimes get all weepy on the dash about things but it honestly does mean a lot to me.

mari - yourself and others absolutely contributed to me bringing him back & despite any hangups or embarrassment i have over the character. fuck, even in squeenix do some fucked up shit like make him about stolen valour (i REALLY hope they don't) or turn him into a coward (which im prepping for with pre-emptive unwritten headcanons) - he's always going to have a special place in my heart.

not because of playing him but because of the people i've played him with. ♡

#(ooc)#(answered)#(foreversave)#mari coming in clutch always because she's my waifu #mari my waifu and mel is heids waify #double waify

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piracytheorist · 1 year

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Hi Natte, it’s just a little anonymous message to say I’m very sorry for situations with poll, since it caused you a lot of distress and act itself was honestly stupid and childish. It really hurts that someone pained you just for the sake of some first-grader level prank.

Things like that may not seem like a big deal to most people, but I know that there are moments in life when just a tiny inconvenience can be a breaking point and these are rough ones. It’s unfair that someone being unable to think twice before doing a thing made you feel that way. Your blog is interesting and comfy, I like seeing your posts in my feed and these make me happy, so as a follower I wish you would be happy too. You deserve way better then this mean interaction.

I don’t know if these are right words to say, but I could not pas by without trying to say something that maybe may make you feel just a tiny tiny bit better. You don’t have to reply to this ask - it is here just for support. Sending you warmth, comfort and favorite snacks, dear - I hope you will feel better soon.

Hugs and hearts - you are a precious person <3

Thank you so much, this means a lot <3

Yeah, it was not that they messed up the poll, it's that they intentionally did so. And that is so immature on a level I haven't been able to comprehend since I was eight years old. Like, I cannot imagine someone sitting on their computer or using their phone and being like "I am purposefully gonna do the opposite!" for such a trivial thing. I honestly feel disgusted that such people even exist and spend their time going around like that.

Like, if you want to be a contrarian... how about you contradict the government that steals your money so rich people can become richer? But then, you're a pussy, so all you have the courage for is to anonymously tick strangers on the internet. Sucks to be you.

Anyway, thank you for reaching out. I woke up to this stuff in my poll and I was like "Yeah, I'm not having this today" because unlike them, I have more important things to focus on than stuff like this. So it was really sweet to read your message, I'm so happy that my blog gives you happiness and comfort <3

#nette speaks #anonymous #ask and ye shall receive

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italoniponic · 1 year

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Okay first off happy 1k cherry! You deserve it so much!! Your writing is so delectable I'm so happy you reached this big milestone! You are such a shining star and an amazing person, you're very talented and very sweet so im not that suprised that so many people like you and your work. I also hope that I'm here to see you reach more milestones like these in the future!

Number 2. I KNOW I LIKED THAT EVENT THING BUT IT DISSAPPEARED FROM MY LIKES AND I FORGOT ABOUT IT BY MISTAKE IM SO SORRY😭 (pando tysm for refreshing my memory)

may I pretty plz request your opinions on Chizuru Yoshida or Ayane Yano (from kimi no todoke) and if you dont mind I wanna also request character bingo with dear yulia's opinion on cater!

Thanks so much, Yako <3 your message was really sweet! I hope you can reach high grounds in the future too and we can both grow together, as blogs and ofc as people too. Lots of success for you too~ also don’t worry, I’m just happy with having your ask <3

I want to also communicate here that I felt like one bingo didn’t cover much my opinions, so I’ll be doing the one I mentioned in the event post alongside the unhinged bingo (just bc it’s really funny)

now, for Chizu-chan and Yano-chin~ [we get Cater later]

I want to adopt Chizuru and Yano is such a gem. It’s been a while since I last watched Kimi ni Todoke but I’m currently finishing reading the manga and, let me say, I was really (gladly) surprised since episode 1 that Chizuru and Yano would become such good friends for Sawako in all ways

Because they really start off as a bit absent minded and just like everybody, they didn’t get that Sawako was really gentle and not-scary at all, but the friendship that grows between the three of them and as the manga/anime flesh out their characters, you simply fall in love with them.

I love how Chizu is this big tall delinquent-ish (without actually being one) with a big heart and 100% air head in everything lol she’s so precious <3 as for Yano, at the same time I didn’t think much about her previously (more bc she’s a very solid character and that’s enough for me), reading the manga helped me see more of her and discover a lot of development and growth that was really interesting. Her arc is very deep but so good!

In summary, I love them! Like Hanajima and Uotani from Fruits Basket, Chizuru and Yano are another iconic best supporting friends duo for our beloved protagonists <3

hold up, it’s Cay-kun time~~

Now, Yulia is an introvert and Cater is an extrovert. That alone sums up the situation they have lol While it’s true that Yulia is not so intimate of Cater as with other Heartslabyul boys (especially Deuce, Riddle and Trey), they have a normal acquaintance relationship and Cater treats Yulia like the little sister he never had: quiet and that don’t drives him crazy~

So in general they might not be besties~ but Cater likes Yulia’s presence in Heartslabyul and will try to spoil her a little bit (more like bribing her to help him take photos and eat at cafes so someone can dispose of the cute pies and cakes that he will never eat).

Yulia does know of Cater’s backstory and his inner sadness with all the personal stories she read about him previous to her isekai’d situation, and she relates to him about having to move out from where one was previously established a lot of times bc it happened to her too in her world. “He’s like me fr” — she cries a bit remembering it

But that’s how far and relatable Cater can be for her tho. Yulia senses really fast that Cater hides a lot of insecurities behind his facade and that his social-driven personality is very influenced by this problem too (at the same time, there’s a bit of truth in it). And yes, she will run away from having to go outside NRC in most cases bc she already dislikes interacting needlessly and going out really burns her out, so she has to be strong when Cater cries out that “it will be so fun to go shopping and see stuff!!~” and she denies. Sometimes too fast that it should be considered rude.

Cater laughs at this, believe it or not. Maybe bc it reminds him of Idia and while Yulia is a bit more outspoken if measured next to Idia, she has most of his mannerisms and dislikes. Then again, Yulia’s quiet personality is something that Cater started to appreciate, especially next to the fact that he was surrounded by energetic girls like his older sisters. Also, Yulia has a sweet tooth, so Cater can always count on her to eat his leftovers from Unbirthday Parties when he couldn’t get Trey to change the flavor.

Yulia is not particularly someone who asks to eat something a second time but she is really, 100% thankful that Cater helps her out on that. 1) bc she doesn't need to ask for more herself, 2) her stomach is a black hole when it’s about cake and chocolate.

In summary, Yulia gives a 6/10 for Cater in terms of good average relationship. No, she will not call him “Cay-kun” or “Cater-senpai” in a cute voice. All things considered, it would be easier to get her to say that than taking a picture together lol

#twisted wonderland #cater diamond #kimi ni todoke #chizuru yoshida #ayane yano #twst yulia #twst oc #bingo ask cherry & yulia #1k followers event #twst oc headcanons #cherry's mumbling about twst #cherry's mumbling about kimitodo #ask cherry~

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clarawatson · 2 years

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I don’t typically comment on fanfic. And while I read a Lot (my wife (gay) tells me this all the time), I’m so rarely enamored. I’ve gone through like 90% of the Hotch tag on AO3, read blurbs on here, and I saved Quiet Birds for last bc it’s long! So long! I’m so glad I did.

I just started reading it, I’m on “Making Secrets We Can’t Keep” and you, my dear, have completely enamored me. I’m not all caught up, and I didn’t realize it was anniversary time, just how luck would have it, but I want you to know that the way you write makes my heart full. You make them whole, real people. Tangible. Wholesome. And you include Haley! With kindness!! 😮‍💨

Thank you. I don’t know what’s coming for these loves, and I’m SURE my heart’s going to be broken 5 different ways all at once, but irregardless— thank you.

Also, I tend to retell the stories I read to my wife (who loves stories but can’t really read on a screen) and when I was telling her about Saskia we agreed that, while she doesn’t exist, she IS the best kid and we love her 💕

I’ll start remembering to comment on AO3, but I may just squeal at you here (if that’s okay) 💛

HELLO!! Welcome to the Quiet Birds universe! I’m glad you’re enjoying yourself. This is honestly the sweetest message I’ve gotten I’m still processing haha.

To be completely honest, Haley was my favourite character when I started watching CM. I went through like all the Hotch tags (found some VERY good fics) but I never found one where Haley was something other than a mean husk of a woman, and thus I went to fix this and made the fic I like to call ‘The Haley Hotchner Propaganda Fic’.

I’m so glad you love Saskia. She’s so precious and she just kind of... I love her. Once again, she’s very precious. She’s an amalgamation of characters I wish existed in crime TV shows (mainly I just wish more people in crime tv had children that don’t get dragged into being tortured/dead). I’m so glad so many people love Sassy cause she’s a little angel even if she is a little bit chaotic.

Feel free to come yell here, or aO3, or anywhere! I love it! It’s good! Very fun, it’s always okay. <3.

I hope you enjoy, but I do need to warn you that you’ll need some tissues a little later on. Apologies in advance.

#quiet birds comments #quiet birds au #anon

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starrierknight · 2 months

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Reece the blood to my heart 🫶 I'm here to deliver a little love letter you've gotten in the course of my valentines event✨🥺

Thank you for being such a wonderful person that inspires others just by being yourself.

Your words are like magic, weaving tales that captivate our souls. In the world of literature, you are a luminary, illuminating paths of imagination and wonder. Your creativity knows no bounds, and with every story you craft, our admiration for you deepens. Thank you for sharing your gift with the world. You are a treasure beyond compare, and we are grateful to witness your presence.

OH MY GOODNESS STOP THIS IS SO ADORABLE AND SO THOUGHTFUL AHHHHH!!!!!!!! PLS THIS IS ABSOLUTELY PRECIOUS!!!! THANK YOU SO SO SO MUCH RHY FOR PASSING ON SUCH A LOVELY MESSAGE!!!!!

and thank you so so so very much to the lovely anon dear who sent in a valentines for your event!!!!! oh I am so happy to have been on your mind <3 thank you thank you 🩷🩷

#꒰ =͟͟͞♡ ꒱ — love letters #꒰ ♡⃕ ꒱ — rhy #꒰ ♡⃕ ꒱ — secret admirer

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khwabb · 5 months

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Wrapped with Love: 10 Meaningful Christmas Messages for Your Family

As each flake in the snowstorm of holiday celebrations gently descends, it's time to unwrap gifts. But there's a present more cherished than anything money can buy? Our heartfelt words. Deeply woven into the fabric of 'Christmas Wishes to Family,' these radiant messages replace ribbons and bows, intending to touch the hearts of your loved ones.

1. For the Incredible Parents:

"Dearest Mom and Dad, your affection remains my favorite Christmas decoration. May our home be filled with the songs of love, joy, and laughter that you taught us to sing."

Our parents deserve a hearty message that echoes the tenderness of their love and the magic they wrap our Christmas in.

2. For the Fun-loving Siblings:

"To the one who fought over the last Christmas cookie and cheered the loudest at carols, dear Sibling, our holiday tales make Christmas extra special. May this season be a magical story for you."

Our childhood Christmas allies indeed deserve a Christmas message as playful and precious as they are.

3. For the Sage-like Grandparents:

"To my beloved Grandparents, your stories add twigs to our Christmas fire of joy. May your festive season glow with the warmth of love, health, and happiness."

The root of our family trees, the grandparents, spread their wisdom and love. Here's a message with the warmth of a Yuletide hearth for them.

4. For the Exciting Nieces and Nephews:

"To my enchanting Nieces and Nephews, your giggles add a delightful tune to our Christmas choir. May Santa fill your stocking with dreams-come-true."

Such an engaging wish cherishes the innocence and mischief these little angels bring to our holidays.

5. For the Spirited Aunts and Uncles:

"Dear Aunt and Uncle, your vivacity adds colors to our white Christmas. May this holiday season paint beautiful blessings in your life canvas."

Aunts and uncles, the marvel makers of our family gatherings, deserve a palette full of well wishes.

6. For the Compassionate In-laws:

"To my wonderful In-laws, your welcoming hearts have made me part of the family. May Christmas fill your homes with overflowing harmony and love."

A heartfelt message for those who've opened their arms and homes, embracing us lovingly into their lives.

7. For the Cherished Cousins:

"Dear Cousin, our shared Christmas dreams and laughter decorate our relationship. May your holidays brim over with cherished memories and bundles of joy."

The special place cousins hold between relatives and friends makes them deserving of a uniquely meaningful Christmas wish.

8. For the Long-distance Family:

"Even though we're apart, the Christmas star connects our hearts. Wishing you a gleeful holiday season filled with the warmth of our shared memories."

In the spirit of Christmas, use this message to reach across the miles and tell your distant loved ones how much they're cherished.

9. For Those We Miss:

"In the ornament of memories, your love shines eternally. With every Christmas bell, we remember and miss you."

Honoring those who have left us yet continue to twinkle in our hearts specially during Christmas.

10. For the Whole Family:

"To the entire Family who texture each Christmas with love, may your holiday season be a warm blanket of joy, love, and shared blessings, silently speaking of our bond."

Finally, a message for the family as a unit, beautifully expertising the essence of "Wrapped with Love: 10 Meaningful Christmas Messages for Your Family."

Unpacking these emotion-filled messages, let’s acknowledge the Christmas joy our beloved family brings us. Let’s wrap them in the warmth of our words, making every celebration more memorable, and every heart more connected. After all, Christmas is a love story between us and those we love. So, here’s to a season filled with heartbeats of love, warmth, and plentiful smiles!

#merry christmas #christmas wishes #santa claus #christmas card

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b1mbodoll · 5 months

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gabi oh my god im so sorry about these rude anons 🥺 ur literally the sweetest and most precious person on this app and for people to call you "childish" and "weird" is crazy knowing how much you care about your anons and for some of them to take advantage of talking shit on anon is crazy.

they're points are trash, they dont have one valid reason to hate on you. they're just miserable and they shouldnt be on your profile in the first place if all they're going to do is spread negativity!!! all you do is spread positivity on your account. you literally are one of the most appreciative, kind, and heartwarming people on this app. you create a safe place for everyone who follows you and others too!!!

im so glad we're mooties n im so sorry that people are being so bitter to you baby :( you are literally so nice and not to mention such a good writer?? you make everything so detailed n interesting, you're amazing at what you do. if they dont like what you write, they literally dont have to read it..? its not that hard to not be a fucking bitch, honestly. some people are just cunts n need to realize the whole world doesnt revolve around them n they're big ass head </3

you dont deserve the hate you're receiving and i hope people will realize that just because they're miserable doesnt mean they need to be such bitch and talk shit on anon. like are you that much of a pussy you cant even send a message off anon on an APP? a PHONE. they act as if you can jump through the screen and attack them or some shit like people as such pussies its so funny to me 😭

you're literally just a silly little girl gabi, im so sorry. i promise you can always talk to me if you want or need to!! yk my dms are always open my love, take care :( <3

— lei 🫐 (sorry for the long msg bb!!)

lei my baby <3 i held onto this for a lil bc im so overwhelmed by how sweet you are :( my little ray of sunshine <3 i wish i could explain how much u and ur kind words mean to me :( but pls know i will forever hold this and every other message u have sent me, near and dear to my heart!!!!

ur so right !!!! i find it so dumb that people come onto my blog to spread negativity and hateful messages 😠 like how awful do you have to be to go around bothering people with a reason >:(

thank you so so so much for all the sweet compliments T_T im so emotional ur srsly too lovely <3 and i’m extremely happy you ‘nd others view my blog as a safe place !!! i always want people to feel welcome and cared for so i do my best to offer that ♡

i’m also glad we are not only mutuals but friends as well! we havent spoken for long but u already mean so much to me n i hope we are friends for a long time, baby <3 n thank u for the compliments abt my writing T_T its hard not to doubt myself and my writing but it gets a lil easier to stop when sweeties like u send such heartwarming messages like this 💌💌 mwah

it really isnt hard to be nice!!!!! or jusy block someone you dont like!!! i dont understand why its hard for them to get that through their thick skulls -_-

the use of anon when sending hate rllllly gets under my skin -_- like why are you afraid to own up to your mean and awful messages!!!!! why are you afraid to show me ur blog??? bc i can finally blog you if you do??? agh i will nvr understand meanies -_-

i am just a silly lil girl ur so right, my baby!!!!! i will keep this in mind ‘nd i hope u know ‘m always here for u as well! im here for whatever u need or to listen to whatever u wna talk abt, i promise <3 and pls dont apologize for sendin long msgs 😠😠 i truly appreciate it so much n it means the world to me that ur takin time out of ur day to be such a sweetheart to lil ol me ☹️ mwah mwah mwah i adore u

#♡.signed. sealed. delivered.#♡.sweetheart: 🫐

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