#living is exhausting

[steampunk-the-dragon]

"I imagine death so much it feels like a memory..."

#Hamilton #dying is easy #living is harder #being alive #sucks #everything sucks #let me die #fuck life #fuck living #done with life #done with people #fuck society #hate myself #die #society is fucked #fuck this #living is hard #living is exhausting #i want to die #this hits hard

[attractivesteaminghunkofflesh69]

Trauma

it’s funny, I hate it when people say trauma shapes who I am. It makes me wonder who I would have been if I didn’t go through the things that made me what I am today…it hurts knowing I could have been someone better. It hurts to know that the pain I went through has probably been felt by someone else in this world. It’s maddening. I cried last night. Not really sure why. I just did. I guess it’s because of all the pent up feelings that I’m constantly dealing with. On another note, trans rights 🏳️‍⚧️🏳️‍⚧️🏳️‍⚧️

#trans rights #childhood trauma #abuse survivor #trauma response #complex ptsd #living is exhausting #trans people are valid

[the-patrex]

Work is boring I dont want to make an ad I want to make art

#living is exhausting #shut up patrex

[quinnallerton]

I live in rural Iowa.

Why the fuck is breakfast cereal 🥣 over $8?

#according to turbo tax I owe the government over $5000 #my health insurance & taxes in 2022 was 50% of my salary #remind me again why America is great? #i am so tired #living is exhausting #everything is terrible #there is no hope #who wants to sponsor me for a visa? #I’ve got to get out of here #usa usa usa #fuck this country #it’s not inflation #it’s greed #fuck the middle class #elder millennials are exhausted #please stop #i can’t take much more

[poetry-by-lex]

this feeling i never could shake

I haven't felt this way in a long time

but now that its back i finally realized why

i missed seeing red for no reason

i missed the cold of this season

i missed the nights i spent laying awake

and i missed the feeling i never could shake.

the feeling of dying

the feeling of crying

and even though deep in my bones

i was barely just surviving.

i missed feeling as though life was fake

so every little mistake i made didn't feel like an impact

i missed the feeling where nothing felt in tact.

#poetry #poetry by lex #poets on tumblr #original poem #poems on tumblr #dissociation #living is exhausting #I Feel Like Dying #nothing is real #im so tired #poems #idk what else to tag #Idk what I’m doing

[ijustwannadrawcrap]

that’s fucking it. I’ve had enough. maybe if I died now, maybe I wouldn’t be so depressed and lonely. Maybe that’s what I’ll do maybe now or later. But one thing is for sure, I’m gonna kms.

#imma kms #living is exhausting #tw vent

[satan-is-pretty]

i'll be 27 in 117 days. i hope i can join the 27 club.

#depression #sad #sadness #suicidal #i'm crying #i'm tired #i literally cant wait to die #living is exhausting

[thundercrackshard]

I either feel too much or feel absolutely nothing.There's no in between.

#living is exhausting

[theredhobgoblin]

Just ordered my textbooks for this year, compared to the student bookstore I'm saving several hundred dollars. Then I saw this BEAUTIFUL article

If this just doesn't summarize how much college gouges students I don't know what does. In other news if you need textbooks check out Amazon and Chegg. My go-to for getting books for cheaper. I haven't purchased a book from my college in three years.

#college stress #textbook #textbooks #fallsemester #i want to leave #why just why #money #living is exhausting #expensive #fuck school #artstudent #college life #im really tired

[tw1ns1ze]

youth

I feel like an old man. My bones falter under the weight of nothing when i wake, They creak when I stretch, They protest strain as my feet carry meager pounds through Life-sucking shifts, The whispers of a healed explosion weaving spider webs through my Spine, The split open Twin size mattress I Curl into each night pierces my muscles, Making each day more painful than the one before, Reminding me that living is so much goddamn harder Than it really ought to be.

#poetry #poem #poems #original poem #yearning #i'm so fucking angry #anti capitalism #living is exhausting #im too young to feel this old

[dantenotalighieri]

Drawing my mental breakdown, so i don't stop in the middle of my job/college schedule to have a real breakdown 🥸

#i need mental help #drawing #drawingisatherapy #theonlytherapyicanaffordatthemoment #drawing is fun #living is exhausting

[badbluebossbabe]

I feel like I’m constantly being whiplashed between “everyone leave me the fuck alone, I want to be invisible and exist as little as possible” and “why doesn’t anyone ever talk to me? It’s like I don’t exist. I just want someone to want me and adore me”

#it’s exhausting #living is exhausting #almost futile

[get-out-my-house]

INTRO:

★⇢NAME:Kallax/Kyra

★⇢AGE: 15-17

★⇢BIRTHDAY: Aug 14th

★⇢NATIONALITY: 🇦🇺🇮🇪🇺🇸🇲🇽

★⇢PRONOUNS: They/Them, He/Him

★⇢GENDER: Trans Masculine, Non-Binary

★⇢SEXUALITY: Pansexual, Asexual

★⇢LIKES: music, drawing, writing, reading, my husband/boyfriend, my family, my friends, poetry, books etc.

★⇢DISLIKES: the English language, the government, homo/transphobes, racists etc.

★⇢MUSIC TASTE: the front bottoms, mitski, MCR, blue foster, Radiohead, KISS, Arctic Monkeys, Mother Mother, Destroy Boys, TV Girl, FIDLAR, sum 41, blink-182, Weezer, pixies, The Smashing Pumpkins, AC/DC, The Orwells, the cure, nirvana, green day, Panic! At The Disco, Alex G, Paramore, cigarettes after sex, twenty one pilots, all time low, Melanie Martinez, ABBA, Rihanna, Car Seat Headrest and SO MUCH MORE LIKE GODDAMN—

★⇢EXTRA INFO: I jump from fandom to fandom. But at the moment I’ve stuck to the TMNT fandom. I’m currently doing Music and Theatre as elective subjects, and instead of doing VCE, I’m doing psychology! Born and raised in Australia baby. I got three dogs, four cats and two fish.

Fun fact: the two dogs that live at my dad’s are named after people Fast and Furious. Diesel, after Van Diesel, and Letti, after Letty Ortiz. And one of the fish named Crush is named after the Turtle, Crush, in Finding Nemo. :)

#introduction #intro post #hi #dying rn #living is exhausting #help #life sucks ass #you didn’t see anything

[dejawooyoung]

I just want everything to stop so I can take a breath

#living is exhausting #syun.txt

[gay-xylophone]

how do people do this whole “being alive” thing without crying all the time

#how to not kill yourself #contemplating life #living is exhausting #i wanna die

[eiemzi]

Have work tomorrow. Not looking forward to it. I clean houses. Cleaning this one for almost 20 years. I hate cleaning 😒 hope you guys are having a better day

#I'd rather be reading #At least I can have my phone #Probably gonna listen to Neil read #Is anyone else just always tired #living is exhausting #and expensive