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#living with ocd
betweenmee · 1 year
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You don’t get it, this pain never goes away
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I want to kill myself thank you for asking
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bl0w-m3 · 9 months
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All I can think about is what I don’t wanna think about. All I can do is try and get relief.
Relief never comes.
I’m walking around, not even real.
This all feels like a bad trip.
I can see it. I can hear it. I feels like it already happened.
I’m screaming for help. I’m begging and it feels like I’m in a soundproof box.
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writtenbyevie · 2 years
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made this to cope™️
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my-autism-adhd-blog · 5 months
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Understanding Obsessive Compulsive Disorder
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Pathlight Mood & Anxiety Center
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waitingforthesunrise · 10 months
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I love you people with dermotillamania. I love you people walking the weird blurry line between self harm and skin condition. I love you people with healing scabs and scars and bandaids. I love you people who get triggered by short sleeves and can’t explain it. I love you people who have to take deep breaths while wearing a tank top. I love you people with scars that look like stars and planets and stories written on your skin. I love you people with short nails and long elaborate nails. I love you people who are learning to find boundaries around triggers. I love you people who hide your infections and don’t believe their story is valid. I love you people who are caring for eachother in this community. I love you people who don’t trust their hands but are learning to trust their heart. You are valuable and loved and beautiful. I am kissing your forehead and wishing you joy
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poeticblogname · 8 months
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i think something we should talk about more is how OCD can sort of traumatize yourself? like my religious trauma is from my religious OCD, no doubt. no one was telling me demons were following me, watching me sleep, in the shower, chasing me or waiting behind closed doors, my OCD did, but that was traumatizing. i mean i couldn’t even say demon for years because i was convinced it would summon one, i couldn’t even think it. to be constantly on edge for years because of demons was traumatic for me, but that was no one’s fault but my own in a way.
i don’t know of this is even a thing? has anyone else experienced this?
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arden-wings · 4 months
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having moral OCD is actual hell because to me every media is problematic. maybe it’s the people behind it. maybe it’s the content. it doesn’t matter what i hyperfixate on bc i will constantly worry that im a bad person or that people will assume im a bad person for liking something. having a special interest in a media that has literally saved my life but worrying that the people behind it might not be good people is so awful. OCD is awful.
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bad-brain-thoughts · 6 months
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i’m tired of people romanticizing mental illnesses.
Obsessive Compulsive Disorder (OCD) is NOT being “cute and quirky needing everything to be organized 🤪🤪”
while there is a subtype of OCD needing things organized, it’s much more than just that. if you don’t have something organized the way it “needs” to be in your brain, then you freak out and panic and more times than not, ur brain convinces you something incredibly bad is going to happen. (i.e - if this blue wire isn’t right next to the purple wire, my house will burn down and hurt my entire family.) of course, it isn’t that extreme for every individual who has OCD, but for a majority.
it is also: •fearing everything is contaminated, •having such intense intrusive thoughts that you can’t shake and they end up causing extreme distress, •having physical responses to a negative intrusive thought making you believe you agree with the idea - which in turn makes you a “bad person”, •needing to make things “even” (i.e - touching a lightswitch 3 times with your left hand, then 3 more times with your right hand, spinning one way and having to spin the other way to be “balanced”, etc) •and so so SO much more. these are just a very small few examples.
OCD is an illness. not a personality trait. and although there are multiple ways to cope and live alongside this diagnosis, which always helps relieves some of the symptoms, it is still a painful and debilitating diagnosis.
please do research before spreading misinformation❤️
if i have anything incorrect in this post, kindly let me know. 🫶🏻
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titan-god-helios · 1 year
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the autistic urge to perfectly categorise every single aspect of my identity is back and im now researching ocd at midnight and wondering if im faking it to be quirky tm or if this is a real and valid thing i might be experiencing (from what ive looked at so far it's likely that i have it but i feel like it just looks as if im diagnosis shopping from the outside, especially because ive already self dxxed with autism and adhd albeit with quite literally months of research so i know theyre valid diagnoses but imposter syndrome and hhhhhhh) that being said, if y'all have any resources and good research things//articles etc PLEASEEE reblog with em or link in the comments tyty
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mayhapsyourmom · 8 months
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One of the worst parts of autism…
is the constant ghosting you experience. Everyone leaves you, everyone abandons you, people you thought were close friends just stop talking to you.
And. You. Never. Know. Why.
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itsglor · 1 year
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So accurate.
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and then suddenly everything is bothersome and everything I do feels embarrassing. I know it’s time to dig a grave
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OCD CREATURE?!? We need one, so to fulfill this need I created… the critter 😍
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writtenbyevie · 1 year
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OCD got me coming up with conspiracy theories about myself just like
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supersleepyboys · 1 year
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!Help a system in need!
we can’t go into much detail because we’re considering legal action, but today we were accused of illegal actions and discriminated against for having medical issues that are documented, and had our boss purposely listen in on us while using the bathroom to try and prove our medical issues false. the workplace environment has gotten increasingly more hostile over time, and we cannot continue working there, it’s making our medical issues decline faster between the restrictions we have to make on our body and the constant stress. we get one more paycheck that will be around 600$, and that won’t last very long between 300$ bills, our specific dietary needs to accommodate our variety of medical issues, and the medical supplies we need.
we’re 23, have ehler’s danlos, pretty severe OCD and PTSD, DID, and we’re facing medical repercussions from sexual abuse. we want to live, and we just need a little help getting there. if you have any spare funds you can donate, we have a kofi and paypal, and an amazon wishlist with some necessities on there. any and everything would help in this instance, likes and reblogs are incredibly appreciated, and kind words will always be wonderful to receive. thank you for your time and any help we may receive 🖤💙❤️<3
-team supersleepyboys
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