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#lmao it was the getting yelled at repeatedly for shaking my leg until the behavior was shamed out of me <3
warped-stem · 3 years
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i knew he was stimming :)
#warped liveblogs#warped warbles#i thought the noise was scissors at first#but whenever dream stims i just get happy#and then he was banging his phone against his desk#im wondering if i should start a tag for him stimming bc its a big comfort#i was fuckin Gnawing on a plastic knife earlier bc chew stim#hopefully i can find more stuff of him stimming bc no one seems to pick up on it when he does it#theres like. only 2 or 3 clips ive seen#a lot of his stims seem to be vocal too#but i noticed he also hits his desk a lot (like that one mcc practice stream!! his pat pats)#anyway dream stimming makes me stim sometimes bc like. he's unafraid to do it and im usually so terrified to make noise when i stim#lmao it was the getting yelled at repeatedly for shaking my leg until the behavior was shamed out of me <3#i actually only recently started letting myself be open about my stims with my sister (who was the one who shamed me)#she was talking about her brother in law (undiagnosed but we're pretty sure he's on the autism spectrum) and this noise he makes with his#nose & its kinda like a clicking? idk how he does it but its obviously a comfort to him#but my sister called it a tic which. not really. so i perked up and was like !! oh!!! youre talking about stimming!!!#and i told her about one of my current common ones which is just doing yellow in asl really really fast#(hang ten fingers but shaking the hand back and forth) and she was just like. uh-huh okay.#but not Too dismissively? idk she acknowledged it and continued w the convo#but i already let him have one of my old stim toys (a tangle i broke. its still useable) bc i didnt like the texture and he's around me most#often when we have the kids over. probs bc i talk to him like hes a person and not like he's a kid or a pest#but like ive let him have some of my squishies n stuff too so its obvious he likes stim toys#god i have so many now i'm sad my pig broke#oh rip im rambling#stimmy dream#< dream stimming tag <3
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