In my opinion, the reason the reunion scene was skipped was because the author couldn’t figure out a way to write it non-romantically and gave up after a while
honestly. i kinda agree with you nonnie.
it just. the set up to the scene is sooooo romantic. you have lloyd being absolutely devastated at the thought he's not going to see any of his loved ones ever again and that he's been dropped back into his terrible life, to the place he admitted he'd rather die than go back to,,, and then someone knocks at the door and when he opens it this is the sight that greets him:
his best friend, the person he's closest to, the one he's spent years with, the one he promised a peaceful life at his side, the one he wanted to grow old with, the one he sacrificed everything for, the one he effectively gave his life to save, the one he thought he'd never see again, standing at his door, having crossed literal dimensional barriers to get to him, a soft and teary smile on his face as he tells him "i missed you"
like. c'mon.
i'm all for platonic interpretations, i'm aroace, i love me a good best friendship as much as the next guy, but,,,, isn't this,,, like,,, really fucking romantic??? extremely so??? am i??? reading too much into it?? because it feels really, really romantic to me.
and like you say. where do you go from there. what response could lloyd give that doesn't involve throwing himself at javier and clinging to him with all of his strength. what conversation could these two have that doesn't involve them seeing how truly devoted they are to each other. what resolution does their arc together have that isn't them spending the rest of their lives together, at each other's side, like they so dearly wanted to.
but. alas. that wasn't the story bk moon wanted to tell. and that's very much his right. i just think that if he didn't want me to assume there's no in-character and narratively satisfying version of that conversation that doesn't end with them kissing he should've at least tried to give us something. and not completely skipped it lol
but that's just my opinion too :]
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Top 5 Best manga/manhua/manhwa I've read in 2022
1. The Greatest Estate Developer
A lovely read all around, loved both the protagonists. The characters, the plot point, the comedic humor, the concerning facial expressions of Loid's really made the year an enjoyable one.
2. Mairimashita! Iruma-kun
Every chapter had me hyped and rooting for Iruma and his friends, definitely one of my favorites!! One of the best Mangas that depicted amazing character development for all characters.
3. Blue lock
One of the most hyped animes of the year, the manga is just as...no, it's twice as good! Not only is the main character a breath of fresh air, all characters in this anime as well is just as interesting!
4. Nevermore
A lovely fantasy webtoon filled with many Edgar Allen Poe references. Not only is the artstyle absolutely magnificent! It also has a plot that truly has me staying up at midnight trying to think of possible solutions and theories.
5. Nanbaka
A reread after two or so years but still a delight! Every character gives me gender envy and the colors are so satisfying in a "my brain calms down" way.
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currently locked in The Gallavault 🔒📚✨
ESTATE OF BLOOD AND TRUST by SUZY_QUEUE
↳ ↳ with cover art by SUZY_QUEUE
Multi-Chapter | Rated: E | Word Count: 79K | Completed in: 2021
Mickey mows lawns for the Chicago elite. So what if he bends clients' trust to snag an iPad or a watch now and then?
Ian spends evenings servicing Lip's business contacts. He likes the security of his family's wealth, but he longs for romance and independence.
When his landscaping firm gets hired at the family mansion, Mickey hatches a plan to rob them of everything they have. Will he succeed, or will that annoying middle Gallagher screw up his plan?
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The two nickels situation that is John Gaius and John AdventureZone (if i had a nickel for every guy named John who started a cult and then destroyed the world and killed everyone in it because his nihilism got way out of hand and he believed Only He Could Fix It so then he resurrected everyone in a new form to try and take another run at getting the concept of life right this time except as an unintended side effect the universe is now being eaten alive, I’d have two nickels, etc) has given me the thought what if Merle Highchurch interacting with the Ninth House and god. God. The sheer number of brain bleaching bad sexual innuendos he and Gideon would go through in their first five minutes of interaction
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CRYING LLOYD AND JAVIER OUTSIDE THE DOOR NOVEL ART HAVE YOU SEEN IT
YEAH. YEAH I DID
OH MY GOD
i had already been screaming a fair bit about chapters 383-384 because it's just hit after hit after hit in these ones, but i wanted to wait until i had a free moment to properly get my thoughts down on this specific scene and Oh Boi. am i glad i did.
LOOK AT THEM. LOOK AT THEM AND TELL ME YOU DON'T GO A LITTLE BIT INSANE.
is in this chapter that we finally get a real glimpse to how lloyd is feeling about all this. he's faced down everything, he's overcome every obstacle that's come his way, he's holding everything together because he knows that if he slips up even once it's game over for everyone and he's done it all on his own with a smile on his face.
and then we get to this scene, which is right after a moment in which lloyd finally allows himself to realize how much he actually cares about his new family and then he sees a bran new way in which he's gonna die,,,
and he just breaks
he starts crying and sobbing because he's terrified, he's so afraid of what his future looks like because he doesn't want to die. he really, really doesn't want to die and he doesn't want to die in such a painful frightening way and he doesn't want to drag others into dying with him
and it's heartbreaking!
all through the novel we do see that lloyd isn't very fond of the idea of dying, like really, he's not that into self-sacrifice and he'd rather find another of solving his problems thank you very much. but it's not until this very moment, that it really hits you how terrifying his situation really is for him. how much pressure and stress and strain he's been under while looking for a way to avoid the restoration of fate all by himself.
and then it cuts to javier. listening through the door. javier who knows that lloyd, that this fake lloyd, has been hiding something for a very long time, who constantly looks the other way whenever there's something that doesn't quite fit the way it should, who has gone through literal hell and back for him because he follows him unconditionally,,,
and who now has to hear the person he trusts the most in the world break down alone in his room because he's terrified of dying but doesn't trust javier enough to show it in front of him. because for some reason he refuses to share his burden and lean on javier the way he's allowed everyone else to lean on him.
and javier is angry
he's angry because lloyd should tell him if he's afraid, he should tell him if he needs help, he should just tell javier so javier can do whatever lloyd needs him to do.
because that's his friend and his friend is stupid but javier won't allow him to go and do something stupid like dying.
that's what javier is for. to protect him. so he shouldn't be afraid of dying because that won't happen. and if it ever did, then it would be javier who'd die instead. if it was for lloyd... he'd be happy to do so.
but even as javier decides this he still has to hear lloyd cry all alone and it hurts
AND THEN THE NEXT MORNING HE TRIES. HE TRIES SO HARD.
he gives lloyd a chance to tell him! he asks and prods and tries to get him to tell him if he's worried about something, if he had a nightmare, if he's in trouble, he just!! tries so hard to get lloyd to trust him!! to lean on him for help!!
but lloyd refuses because he's so used to being on his own that now it's not only second nature but also a true belief of his that when push comes to shove he's on his own. that he needs to resolve all of his problems all by himself.
especially the restoration of fate. because it's his fault that it's happening in the first place. it his fault that everything is in danger so it's his responsibility to fix it.
he can't ask another person to shoulder the burden for him.
IT'S JUST!!! THEY'RE SOOOO!!! MMMGHHH!!! THEY GIVE ME A NEW MENTAL ILLNESS!!! I'M SOOO NORMAL ABOUT THEM I SWEAR!!
these chapters are so important for the dynamic they have until the end of the novel, these moments are how the rest of their relationship develops, this!!! javier wanting lloyd to trust him and to lean on him for help and lloyd refusing to do so out of guilt and a misguided sense of responsibility!! this is how it continues until the very end!! and it never gets resolved!!! bk moon answer for your fucking crimes!!!
anyway
as you can see. i am very normal about these illustrations :)
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