#locked inside my head

[katkeyboardmastah]

[ R E P R I S E ]

#the opera scene has been living inside my head rent free ever since I played this game for the first time 5 years ago #happy 30th anniversary to this wonderful game! #final fantasy #final fantasy vi #final fantasy 6 #ffvi #ff6 #celes chere #locke cole #katvart

[boinin]

Isagi Yoichi: rehabilitating adolescent angst with egotism since 2022

#my blorbo love language is shitposts can you tell #kunigami's comeback is so close I can taste it #i'll be so happy if we get a peek inside his lil emo head before the year ends #blue lock #blue lock manga #blue lock anime spoilers #bllk #bllk meme #shitpost #isagi yoichi #yukimiya kenyu #hiori yo #kunigami rensuke #mine

[thesixthruin]

just thinking about the parallels of lyctorship being compared to meat consumption by palamedes in the unwanted guest and alecto's "kiss" at the end of nona the ninth. "you swallowed a piece of meat" vs. "this is how meat loves meat". alecto's cannibalistic display of love. ianthe's visceral and brutal consumption of naberius tern, with no love in it, only using him as a means to an end. camilla and palemedes' softer and prepared consumption of one another. the sixth house's resistance at allowing one to eat away at the other, but rather letting all wholes be consumed into something new. the mutual cannibalism of it all. thinking about ianthe's unwillingness to consume coronabeth, how lyctorship is not love in her eyes, like it is in the eyes of the sixth house.

#the locked tomb #the unwanted guest #here's some of my thoughts okay i am being Normal #(tamsyn muir i am inside your head. i'm the walls of your house.)

[transmechanicus]

making jokes about eggs is completely harmless, no one is going around and pressuring nbs in being trans women

imagine being a transmisogynistic transfem lmao

going around calling random perceived cis men “eggs” for even the most paltry and absurdly low bar examples of gender nonconformity such as DEODORANT WITH FRUIT SMELLS is not in fact the based take your ice rink smooth walnut brain thinks it is. That’s functionally indistinguishable from calling a dude “gay” for getting a fruity drink at a bar, this is not the early 2000s, gender nonconformity to any degree is not exclusive to or necessarily indicative of transgenderism. If a guy uses any shampoo different than 3n1 or has hair longer than a crew cut i bet you’d call em an egg for that too, you insipid bastard. you seem to live in a world where any deviation from 2001 era gender norms is a reliable sign of whole ass transgenderism and that’s gender essentialist radfem bullshit and i’m throttling you with my mind. Not to mention that the original post was about someone who was by all other indicators a cis guy, and you’re rolling up to my inbox calling them nonbinary over FRUIT DEODORANT. It’s fuckin weird and disrespectful to project genders onto ppl based on specific behaviors full stop!! If you’re mad bc i’m making you feel guilty for going ‘lol egg’ at strangers in anything but a private, internal capacity, then unfollow me, cope, seethe, mald, and most importantly die

#my stuff #asks #‘making jokes abt eggs is harmless’ you’re LITERALLY reinforcing gender stereotypes and boundaries #that is canonically what you’re doing #unless that shit stays unsaid and locked inside your head you are contributing to gender essentialism #my opinions are objectively correct my brain is huge sink to the bottom of the sea and drown

[hannya-quinn]

do you have a monster too?

#he won me over i love my blorbos crazy crazy #bachira #bachira meguru #blue lock #bllk #blue lock fanart #hannya art #bachira be like: 🎵im friends with the monster thats under my bed 🎶 get along with the voices inside of my head 🎵

[shima-draws]

Aha aha AHA I am going to lie face down in a river. Christ

#Shima speaks #SORRY WORK HAS BEEN SO FUCKING STRESSFUL TODAY AND I AM SOOOO DONE. SO over it #I got locked out of my computer for a half hour and couldn't reset my password too so that was so 💖 lovely #Chomping everyone to death who has bugged me today. I don't have the patience #Bangs my head against the wall #I really REALLY want to scream loudly. But I cannot. I am a professional and I do not scream inside my office. #Currently feeling like those violent stick figure memes. That is me #I deserve a little violence. As a treat

[kicktwine]

So how was stormblood? I know it's very hit or miss for people, so what're your thoughts?

I understand why it’s hit or miss! It — to get to the point i would be straight up lying if I said I was an unbiased consumer because I’m not, I’m a coastal American mid 20s rando with a Lot of very current cultural baggage around concepts like patriotism and freedom. And Hamilton references. It all has a sweet and strong and very anti-occupation message (along with themes I very much enjoy dissecting like the constant assertion that it Doesn’t Have To Be This Way, or the expansion into You may not understand this person but you must be able to accept them,) but when combined with Stormblood’s shakier coherence in writing and dialogue and pacing, it comes off as A Bit Off. to me. And I think it missed ever so slightly just due to how it was all structured and set up with the characters we have and motivations we have because the stuff OUTSIDE or Adjacent to the main story, despite how out of place it could feel, was structured great!! Like the Kojin and the Ananta trial and the Kugane mishaps and trying to murder Zenos twice and the ghost ship. Could the main structure have come across very well yes absolutely! It does it on and off it succeeds in there often! But sometimes it doesn’t. I can see a lot of where concepts were promised and not fully delivered, pacing was a bit off, things just happened without really belonging there (despite how much I loved Susano, he could have been better structured. same with many instances and also I feel like the unethical science should have been MORE IMPORTANT THAN IT — maybe it comes back. Who is that scientist.), sometimes dialogue felt somewhat canned. I feel like in a consequences-heavy expansion, many things just didn’t have important consequences, which was very strange

HOWEVER! I cannot give the new gameplay features abd dungeons any crap they are all SO GOOD. And so PRETTYYYYY. And there were so many solo duties that ruled! Every dungeon in this expansion was like whoa this is a PLACE im in you know what I mean??? I’m in a place that’s big and there’s people and there’s NEW MECHANICS and active time maneuvers (??!!!!!!!) and unique fights! I can jump on the roofs in Kugane! And, mind you, when the dialogue was good, it was good. Lyse has a fantastic voice actor. Alisaie is my favorite girl elf creature in thw world. Estinien is like the best p- the guy ever. also m’naago is my new friend. The tower was a great part of sb to me despite my singular gripe. I think Zenos’— I know it’s controversial to some people because he does assume your wol to be a bit more murderous than some people would prefer their characters be and doesn’t take no for an answer, but his um speech did something to my brain a little bit

ON that note the ending was very fast?????? Or like — not FAST, but I wasn’t expecting Zenos or Shinryu to go down in one fight. Two co-op fights, right next to each other. I kind of wanted to beat him up myself. And when Zenos was so impossible to beat before. I was expecting both of them to be WAY harder. Though Shinryu is a COOL fight I’d do the royal menagerie again in a second. I was kind of expecting a three stage trial? Like Nidhogg? I love going into space hiiii big dragon where were you this whole time… u were shafted… but u could not be suffered to live so. Maybe if we’d gotten an instance of fighting the dragon alone after beating the trial?? Could have been Themes. I don’t know

anyways no I can’t quite pin it down, but I’ve said it before I think they had the outline for the story and then built it and went oh this is too much and not enough at the same time and got stuck writing the whole thing after getting stuck in the story they already had. A COMMENDABLE job for getting turned around like that, way better than a lot of video games stories out there, good gameplay and areas that didn’t feel too empty. glances at coerthas falcons nest area. I think the ways they did the exploration thing was good, having us venture further into occupied territory etc, but so much exploration stuff felt oneoff and not there to do much for someone who has been skipping almost all of the side content except stuff I’ve been told is good. It almost felt like they were Trying New Stuff a lot, and some of it succeeded some of it failed. Such is trying stuff!! Such is trying to imitate what you had while making something new and exciting! And I can’t fault them for that

so like — putting aside the fact that I haven’t done post-sb which is like missing 40% of the Thing according to past expansions and my thoughts very well might change, i would 100% do the fights again, maybe watch some cutscenes, but I don’t think I’d NG+ this one. where is that lady selling buuz it is a CRIME i did not get to have any buuz let me buy one yoshi p

#hi Zenos I’m not going to go get tea with you but would you like to drown in a swamp with our antlers locked until someone’s head gets #ripped off and the other guy has to carry it staring at him for the rest of his miserable existence #play game #I can’t stand you as a horrible person or cancerous political presence. I bet you want to rip my throat out about it #u want me to fight you so bad it makes you look stupid #stormblood spoilers #maaah I don’t want to put my thoughts in main tags I’m writing a 30 minute high school English essay. Just grabbing thoughts and going #the more I think about it the more I think shinryu NEEDED a second one player fight #every other final fight has been multiple tri- wait well. Hm. Nidhogg was a patch quest. #no I stand by it the final HW fight was a cliffhanger so u knew a bigger fight was coming. Shinryu needed a second stage you had to fight #alone with your teeth and claws. Kill the eikon yourself; eikon-slayer. what else could you do. Nothing #nothing but kill it #This was always meant for you #maybe with Zenos inside losing control of it? maybe with him snarling at us the whole time. idk idk #I am starting to feel embarrassed for typing so much and having raw unrefined thoughts so that means I have to hit post #AND SHINRYU WAS SUPPOSED TO BE STRONGER THAN BAHAMUT I don’t know

[eastgaysian]

i want to draw its just the moment i open csp and pick up my tablet pen all of my faculties shut down and it's like. Well actually i think kmsing would be preferable

#sorry gideon and dong-chul your weird homoerotic shit stays locked inside my head and not on other peoples laptop screens.

[displayheartcode]

please make this a thing with your own options about whatever you post. these are fun to vote on and try to remember how we all got here!

thank you, @narukoibito!

tagging: @brightlybound, @lavenderfables, @longsightmyth, @women-inthe-sequel, @lylilorden, @thenicestthingiveseen, @alphacrone

#Rachel in real life #other options I wanted to put down #I remember you from inkpop and will haunt you since #we were trapped in the same pocket dimension re: the one building from undergrad #your hot takes compel me body and soul #our eyes locked in a haunted cornmaze #you’re like a ya library threw up and made a person #you are the tiny gremlin who lives inside my head

[hellsbroadcaster]

hmmmm thinking about alastor's first kill when he was human.

#⌜off the air⌟ . // ooc #realistically those first kills are usually spontaneous #i do think his first kill might have been provoked #and he got a real taste for it after that #like something unlocked and all that inner rage #that inner crazy he keeps locked inside could actually be released in this way #i just have this image of a crazed expression on his face #his smile wide and its broken like i cant believe i just did this #but also like a haha i cant believe i just did this #i might write a drabble #its buzzin in my head

[mikoran]

the script polls are a NEED they have to come back or ill be forever mourning the monologue script until the release of season five

#i cant wait an entire year to find out for sure what was going on inside his head #that singular script could hold SO MANY SECRETS AND EVIDENCE AND #itll make or break my hope for byler and keeping it in a locked little box is scary #byler #part of me also doesnt want the script because like. what if its not at all revealing or says some not so byler positive things #nahhhhh its gotta be byler #the narrative supports it the narrative supports it #i mutter to myself rocking back and forth

[stormyoceans]

also monica ploy's yearbook. now we're waiting for sea's cameo in this how was it in only friends?😂

I DIDN'T HAVE THE TIME TO PACK AWAY THE CLOWN MAKE UP I USED DURING ONLY FRIENDS YET SO YOU KNOW WHAT???? SEA'S CAMEO IN PLOY'S YEARBOOK MANIFESTATION PARTY AT MY HOUSE IN 5 DON'T FORGET TO BRING YOUR CLOWN WIGS

but also why stop here. since we're putting the energies out there, im gonna dream big, im gonna reach for the sky, aim for the moon even, shoot for the stars if you will. jimmy's cameo in the trainee too LET'S GO CLOWNS LET'S GO!!!!!!!!!

LISTEN. HEAR ME OUT. IT JUST MAKES SENSE. both tay (sea's character) and bamee (piploy's) are so deeply bisexual to me like this is what i see when they show up in the trailer

SOOOOO i need the show to end either with a sea/piploy/kapook poly relationship OR with tay and bamee breaking up but remaining really good friends and then she gets together with kapook's character while in the second to last scene of the show we get tay having a meet cute with a very charming new employee played by jimmy YOU CAN CALL ME BOO BOO THE FOOL THE ULTIMATE CLOWN

#ONCE A CLOWN ALWAYS A CLOWN #IN MY HEAD THE JSCU (jimmysea cinematic universe) IS ENDLESS #at this point a padded room is no longer enough to contain me #they gotta lock me behind chained doors with a 'do not open. deranged clown inside' sign à la the walking dead #the trainee #jimmysea #m: ask

[traditionanddebts]

harrow’s teeth? bad i think. in what way? overbite? underbite? obvoiusly sharp canines, for the hashtag #aesthetic, but what else. gap tooth? gap tooth. that would be so adorable. she’d hate it so much. oh my gosh. can you imagine. yes

#sorry not sorry adding gap tooth harrow to my headcanon now #'bad' teeth a matter of mrekjrajleajfa as it is not braces i mean #her parents ate it before she hit orthodontics don't at me pls #tlt #the locked tomb #harrowhark nonagesimus #i love the idea. in my head. #that to reflect the fact that Teeth are different than Medical Body Bones #in current divisions among medicine #teeth are just like. weirdly difficult for the ninth #anyway gap tooth and with a kind of a snaggly thing going on that makes her (sharp) canines look even more like fangs i think. yes #she bites the inside of her own lips a lot and not just for emphasis

[invinciblerodent]

"okay, this is not a particularly hard check, but we have to get it, so I'll give him the best chance possible. i don't know where I put the gloves, but with the bite and the guidance, he just needs to roll above a 4. it's not so hard. he can do it. i know he can do it."

".....yeah okay never fucking mind I guess"

#i know that's more video game than ttrpg but part of me kinda wishes approval played into like. luck points or something #like if it worked like pokemon where the characters kinda push themselves if they like you a lot #and have a slightly increased chance of critting at exceptional approval #whether becuase you're gussing up their ego or because they want to impress you is debatable #I like to think that Astarion secretly really likes it when Iona fondly calls him their “dashing skeleton key” #and jokingly praises him afterwards #“i've never met a lock that could resist you darling <3” with a light touch on his shoulder #and what he SAYS is something cocky but inside he just goes 🫠 #squirrel plays bg3 #much as I dislike that word I gotta say- he has NO shot at resisting her rizz #it's rizzistant #(there is a sound effect to 🫠 btw) #(in my head it's sort of like a “hrrnf”)

[alilaro]

not the christmas depression/psychosis

#i want to smash my head through a window #i dont have enough meds to last until christmas and my doctor is now a 2 hour drive away #how do i pretend to be normal when ive been deliberately isolated and locked inside a room for 24 years #i hate anger its such a disgusting feeling im freaking OUT

[sanjisblackasswife]

https://www.tiktok.com/t/ZTRwF5Jgq/

Law 🤍🖤

thats it im drawing more law🚶🏾‍♀️

#until the room stinks #until my brown skin come off #until we merge as one #until the earth explodes #until its inside out #until its red blue and purple #until his fingers fall off #until my jaw locks #until my head spin #until the sun split #until he passes out