#lol its midnight and im fucking crying

[morgynemberisagenderfluiddaddy]

Them: You're funny

Me: Thanks, if I think one serious thought I won't get out of bed

#so I've been having a hard time sleeping and staying awake and my doctor can't find anything so i got assigned to sleep therapy #and they're gonna do all these tests but i know it's just going to come back that i have depression lol #god everything sucks #isnt life fun? #but no seriously #i fell asleep while i was playing sdv in the mines #I FELL ASLEEP IN THE FUCKING MINES #i was being ganged up on by slimes and i just!!!! #fell asleep!! #and right now its midnight and instead of sleeping im crying my eyes out because someone made me uncomfortable and i dont know how to #distance without being mean #so im just stuck talking to them and wishing i just never met them instead????? #all this ALL OF THIS just to ignore the fact that I'm sad and scared #god life sucks #well i hope youre having a nice day...... #bye #izzy speaks but i really shouldnt

[zenithpng]

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#i dknt have anywhere else to vent so like. um. #i was gonna come out to my mom today #and as i started the conversation that i hoped would lead to that we started talking about lgbt rights and youth #i said some stuff about depression and suicide rates in trans kids #and practically as i was opening my mouth to tell her im trans #she starts talking abkuf how she wishes there was more research #not to help gay and trans people but like. to get rid of them. #im sorry for any typos im like. sobbing as i type lol #but yeah. #i really thought she was comjng arounf to the idea of me being queer and i was so happy #but i guess none of it was real. #i just dkmt even know what to do im iterally so fucking depressed lately and i lost my best friend and now this???? #like. damn. #its literally midnight too. i have to get up early tomorrow for classes and yet here i am fucking sobbjng #she even said that she hopes im not depressed any more. like. #holy hell mom. YOURE the one causing it!!!! #idk. i dont knlw what to do. i feel like im getting closer to the edge every day and this just shoved me forward #god i need to stop crying my head hurts #anyway. #yeah #vent

[kindestofkings]

a mastermind [2]

ryan mcmahon x reader

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authors note: happy friday everyone, proud of you for making it through the week xx @orangeinecstasy here you are <3

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yourusername just before I retreat into my home for the holidays and eat nothing but minced pies and never get out of my pjs, I thought I'd leave you guys with a parting gift from my family to yours. so much wine is a craft of love and is everything I think of when I think of the holiday season, theres some oldies, some newbies, some saddies and some friends !

a big thank you to dirtyhit as usual and the genius producers that are trumanblack, bedfordanes75 and rass75 ( all who jumped on a track also)

other friends who graced these records, taylorswift, lucydarcus, hozier and julienrbaker thank you thank you <33

also someone stepped away from the drums for a hot second and made his vocals debut, which I feel honoured about and so proud!

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Ahh what was that you ask?? can ryan sing?? All important questions! I dont know entirely, all my fics are self-indulgent but this one was particularly bad hahah hence the all over the place plot, also im in a festive mood lol. I HOPE YOU ENJOYED THO, as always let me know what you think and come chat <33

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[soulhavens]

my running list of wallaru thoughts (plus one or two headcanons)

the trauma from sybil's speech ))):

the wallaru zeke quest i midnight oil - a slurry of plant-life and dream water, used in place of coffee.... the YW definitely is the Midnight Oil addict (caffeine addict yknow??) - they run on stress and Midnight Oil lol

i hate the sounds that the dingos make when we defeat them ):

Krokodile dundara tries to fight his own battles but the YW steps in... dundara kinda reminds me of moo bo (moo bu?) in that he comments on the wiz's uhhh.... battle-readiness

anyway it seems like the wiz has some pent up aggression that they're looking to burn off with battles

the kangaroo bushwhackers comment on how the YW takes their battle v seriously.... so no holding back on the YW's part

I think it'd be cool if we get to see our companions do some of the mob fights?

the bushwhackers are unionized!!

Fallen Arachna Empire... WHAT. "Great Prince"???? oh no

lol spiders of the multiverse. i see you KI, i see you

how did i know it was a con

fghjkkjdhg the loading screen for Rest by the Fire

daseinnnnnnnnnnn D:< i miss you

did we just get a cut scene for a cannonball-ed emu?

are we about to re-enact the emu wars LMAO

phett and cadd - i see you KI, i see you

when we're destroying the emu cannons... we're walking along quite a thin ledge. i bet the yw isnt in a great headspace here for a number of reasons

did we just get called out for being isekai-ed into the spiral???

i bet the outback makes the yw feel nostalgic for the aero plains (god i miss the aero plains..)

dasein )): "It is you! the real you" im gonna cry

aaaahhhhh "and what are my dreams, my unrealized reals?" "I want to be Something. I want to be good. I want to belong (everywhere)"

has the wallaru loading screen been changing as we go through the world? like it was just the poster and now its the poster with "ned collie was right" and i think thats super fucking cool

in hindsight it's probably cued into which area you're loading.... but it gives the effect of "its evolving as you play thru wallaru" which i like

the yw keeps nodding off and having dasein dreams, which makes me think that during this world the yw is just chronically running on a lack of Good sleep, yknow?

something about judge judi is throwing me off. i dont like her.

VEG???? not you ):<

wait actually? maybe not so bad....

who tf is the prince theyre talking about. i s2g.

oh goodie. corrupt government. didnt see that coming.

patrick warburton??? (no, unfortunately)

fought the law and won..... what an interesting badge. the yw is collecting so much trauma (:

bonesbury rules of magical combat?? (ok i know this is a play on john locke... but im intrigued by there being various sets of magical combat rules)

i love morp

oh god wait are we about to get into some matrix plots? yknow. cos morpheus?

"Even way out here we've heard of the one who walked the Reverie" i think its interesting that diff NPCs know the YW for diff reasons which is cool

"can't let anyone around the barrier with corrupted influences about" but we are child of light and shadow, divine paradox, touched by shadow.... hmm

me, staring at the magistreto, squinting: "...maestro? master? professor hex? the professor? is this another dr who reference??"

i like how small we are in the eucalyptus forest

dont mind me side-eyeing sandiago

did..... did we just watch an NPC get vored? oop no theyre alive

it amuses me so much that phasmanian devils can do the apollo spell (and it amuses me still that hes a chicken because apollo. a pollo. hah!) - also... thinking about how spells work again, especially when theyre based on an in-game character/npc/boss you fight... (coughcough the morganthe spells)

i am going to slap these judges and also these gold class guests

dasein stop breaking my heart ))):

"But you can brainwrite yourself. Just jump in the lake. See the scaries what haunt them when the sand hits their eyes." - oh boy... the YW is def not in a great headspace and everyone else can tell

okay so the dialogue box says "Sandiago camel" and "old one camel" but the mob title is "Feral camel" lol? wait wait wait old one??

hey sandiago im getting a bad feeling about you and morp too (rip me from approximately 13 notes ago)

"The Dreamer has only ever been seen by Wallu. Imagine what it could create if fueled by diverse experience?" oh no i'm getting a bad feeling about this

Freddie Croaker says to tell Judge Veg he says hi, but it doesn't seem like we as the YW do that? (at least not in the dialogue immediately following the instance..)

welp. morp.

"They built the Great Barrier because strangers came here, right up to the Dreamer itself, and made something horrible. An engine of evil it was, that could reshape the Spiral. Even the Great Tree could not perceive it. We could not allow such a creation." Oh no oh no oh no... i'm getting bad feelings b/c dasein... and the yw... and the old one..

"then we enter the dreaming to.." sandiago.... why are you trying to access the dreaming? and with morp continually being like "i feel like i know you" hmmmmm

its fucked up that you fight hostages but also i like the mechanics. i know that damaging the hostages is like breaking the aura on them which is like the ropes, but wouldn't it fucked up if you actually had to damage the hostages to release them

god these judges are sooooooo annoying

"Ten, nine, the Spiral hates Dasein" KI ARE YOU TRYING TO MAKE ME SOB

"in these waves which are not water swim the thoughts which yearn to be real" i am sensing a major potential for YW angst right here

avatars of avarice... are we about to get into layers of hell/seven deadly sins or something?

sandiago was the one who guided the old one to wallaru... interesting........ ohhhhhh he was a founer of the cabal. wild.

i'd need to go back and do mirage since i dont really have an opinion on sandiago.... but more yw angst potential (:< this time with Betrayal

"This sapce is special. Its waters are not entirely real, thus not visible to Bartleby - a blindspot in reality." interesting piece of lore that i need to think about

oh are we finally cashing in on freddie kroaker's "say hi to judge veg for me"? nice

so far i do like the theme of "you can have done some Not Great Things in the past and still grow and change and learn"

ok wait judge veg's "I was always a fighter, a weapon to be aimed. First against the outlaws of Wallaru, then against unhealthy diets, then the Spiral itself. I don't know what to do after this." jdgkl;akdjfksoa;dkfja;dkf im - I think veg and the YW would reallly relate to the "a weapon to be aimed" line

"...because I'm a bad guy" not a big fan of this line, or of freddie kroaker in general..

freddie's plan was to remake a toxic, juggernaut crab..

the dreamer is bartleby but like different? hm "from his unconsciousness imaginings come new realities' idk how to feel about that

we get to connect dasein to the dreamer though <3

"Wizard, you are real. and so is he." ajdgkls;ajdka dasein and the yw real <3

"What are you doing here?" "We're here for you, to help you figure out where you belong" omgomgomgomgomg

dasein my beloved

"Was [our Walkabout] all you had hoped, Wizard? You did not face your demons, nor realize your truth as we all did." [insert YW's assumed dialogue here] "Haha, indeed, well said my friend. Your truth is to help others, as you demonstrated countless times in our journey. Your walk was for your friend after all." - I'm unsure about how I feel about this line too - in some sense I was hoping the YW would get more of their own conclusion, although i understand thats not possible with the way the wiz protagonist works

#wallaru spoilers #w101 #wizard101 #m #comments from sol #wallaru

[taintedcigs]

1989 tv review, vault track rankings, my ratings and overall thoughts:

Welcome to New York — okay i honestly can’t believe I hold myself off and started w this. always thought this was a great opener and HONESTLY sounds really close w the og. I LOVE the production, not my fav song on the album though lol, 8/10

Blank Space — THIS SOUNDS SO CRISP OH MY GOD. there's something different from the og BUT I LOVE IT. 9/10

Style — THIS ALSO SOUNDS SO CRISP TOO. god i love the maturity in her voice SO GODDAMN MUCH. always will be one of my favs on this album. YOU GOT THAT!! JAMES DEAN!! DAYDREAM!! LOOK IN YOUR EYE!! just perfect. 9/10

Out of the Woods — the intro is a bit disappointing but this is one of my fav songs on this album SO I WILL LET IT SLIDE!! "OH I REMEMBER" is scratched into my brain FOREVER. 9/10

All You Had To Do Was Stay — THIS ONE SURPRISED ME SO BAD. I KNOW THIS SONG IS UNDERRATED BUT MY GOD THIS ONE IS SO MUCH BETTER THAN OG 10/10.

Shake it Off — serotonin. just makes me so goddamnn happy, THE UPDATED LAUGH IS SOO CUTE I LUV HER. so much better than og, like i swear im a shake it off fan despite not caring that much before LMAO.

I Wish You Would — OH MY GOD. OH MY GOD. I TAKE BACK EVERYTHING I WILL SAY ABOUT JACK ANTONOFF AND THE PRODUCTION AT THE END (sorry). THIS IS SO GOOD. STOLEN VERSION DOES NOT EXIST, THATS HOW GOOD IT IS. 9.5/10

Bad Blood — the intro to this SONG is so different. KINDA Neutral about it but the whole song sounds very different !!1 8/10

Wildest Dreams — honestly i skipped bc ive been listening to this one for months anyway IM SORRY. but still 10/10 ofc !!!

How You Get The Girl — ALWAYS ONE OF M Y FAV SONGS. POP PERFECTION. just so FUCKING GOOD AND TV IS PERFECT. GOD TAYLOORRR ILY FOR THIS ONE. (also im thinking a steve fic for this? sorry i have to mesh my two hobbies together im insane) 10/10

This Love — also SKIPPED IM SORRYYY SUCH A GOOD SONG AND IVE BEEN LISTENING TO IT FOR MONTHS ALREADYY !!!

I Know Places — OH MY GOD SO PERFECT THIS IS MY TOP 3 ON 1989 AND... IM IN AWE... the GROWL (lmao) in and we run is PERFECTTT. god so good 10/10

Clean — 10/10. no words. im actually kind of sobbing. just makes me SO sad but relax. such a bittersweet song and i still think about the secret message for this song. "She lost him but she found herself and somehow that was everything." forever engraved in my BRAIN.

Wonderland — WONDERLAND TV AFTER CLEAN HITS SO WELL ALSO ONE OF MY FAAVOOORIES. "didn't you flash your GREEN eyes at me?" GEEEENNIUUUS! the OOOHHH hit so well. guys i just... so good. 10/10

You Are In Love — guys HOENSTLY SO GOOD. but im gonna keep this one short even tho this is also one of my favs img etting so impatient for vault tracks. 10/10 masterpiece im not kidding.

New Romantics — BABY WE'RE THE NEW ROMANTICS. COME ON, COME ALONG WITH MEEE. HEARTBREAK IS THE NATIONAL ANTHEM, WE SING IT PROUDLYYY. another pop perfection. the production sounds so good in these deluxe songs omfg. 10/10 GUYS IM SO IMPATIEN T BYE IM GONNA LISTEN TO SLUT! OH MYG DO

Slut! — "if they call me a slut you know it might be worth it for once" OH MY GDO??? I THOUGHT THIS WAS GONNA BE ABOUT SLUT-SHAMING BUT BLONDIE JUST WENT THERE AND MADE IT A LOVE SONG LMAOO I LOVE HER 9/10

Say Don't Go — im sobbing, ugly crying. and screaming. say "don't go", i would stay forever if you say, "don't go" OH MY GOD IM IN TEARS 10/10

Now That We Don't Talk — "I cannot bе your friend, so I pay the price of what I lost. And what it cost, now that we don't talk" OH MY GOD??? even tho its so SHORT IT HITS SO GOOD HELP ME." And the only way back to my dignity Was to turn into a shrouded mystery" JUST FDUCKING CRAZYYY?? 9/10

Suburband Legends — OKAY THIS IS SO MIDNIGHTS CODED OMFG? the production sounds so mUCH like mastermind and i love that song. "And you kiss me in a way that's gonna screw me up forever" she just gets me!!! 9/10

Is It Over Now? — "Oh, Lord, I think about jumpin' Off of very tall somethings" OH MY FUCKING GOD???? shes so bella swan coded. IM CRYING SHES SO RELATABLE AND I THINK THIS ONE IS MY FAVORITE OH MY GOD. 10/10

IM STILL TRYING TO PROCESS IT WHAT THE FUCK BUT OKAY MY RANKING FOR THE VAULTS:

Is It Over Now? OH MY GOD. SHE WAS SO CRAZY FOR THIS. THE LYRICS?? I HAVE TO LISTEN 2-3 MORE TIMES TO FULLY PROCESS IT. WHAT THE FUCK SO FUCKING GOOD.

Say Don't Go. ALSO?? IM SOBBING?? SO FUCKING GOOOD??

Suburban Legends. I LOVE THIS ONE SM SO MIDNIGHTS CODED.

Slut! ALSO REALLY GOOD. NOT WHAT I EXPECTED AT ALL. A LOVE SONG?? TAYLOR SWIFT YOU ARE A CRAZY GENIUS.

5. Now That We Don't Talk. I LIKED THIS ONE AS WELL. JUST NOT AS MUCH AS THE OTHERS.

OVERALL; I think this is BY FAR my favorite re-recording. I love all of them with my entire heart but THIS ONE IS JUST SO SPECIAL AND IMM SOOO HAPPY TAYLOR FINALLY OWNS IT. JUST A MASTERPIECE. my only ONLY problem is some of the production in some of the songs. i loved the changes. and I LOVE what she did. and I LOVE JACK ANTONOFF FOR GIVING US AMAZING SONGS. but the production sounds a bit off in these songs :(( i think max martin and shellback should've also produced more of them. BUT LIKE I SAID. it has a new vibe and I LOVE IT. (i still think we shouldn't JUST have him on other projects but that is another topic) anyway 10/10 IM STILL SHAKING.

#em talks #taylor swift #1989 tv

[haemosexuality]

FNAF MOVIE SPOILERS UNDER THE CUT DONT READ IF YOU HAVENT SEEN IT YET I MEAN IT!!!!!!!

my thoughts on the movie UwU

ok first of i LOVED what they did with mike's character???? its different from the games canon (or different from the most popular theories??? i can never remember what is actually canon and whats accepted fanon) but its sooooo interesting. making him the brother of one of the victims was SO unexpected but it worked really really well. tho going into the movie with preconceived notions ab the story fucked me up somewhat bc i took so long to accept he wasnt michael afton 😣 tho i feel the movie mightve been setting fans up that way lol

on that note his brother confused me somewhat? cuz he was one of the missing children but he wasnt one of the 5 spirits was he??? maybe he was and i just didnt notice KSBSKDBSKD ill look out for it on my second watch

WILLIAM. MOTHER FUCKING AFTON. OH MY GODDDDDDD THAT WAS FUCKING INSANE and honestly seeing everyones reaction to it was SO cool. when springtrap appeared everyone screamed and clapped. when he started dying everyone screamed and clapped even louder. and when he said "I ALWAYS COME BACK" everyone LOST THEIR FUCKING MIND SCREAMING CRYING YELLING CLAPPING WHOOPING IT WAS SO FUCKING GOOD

AND THE VANESSA REVEAL????? i think thats completely different from game vanessa lore mostly bc william aftons daughter in the game was elizabeth/baby and shes fucking dead but idk vanessa lore so who knows. all i know is that it WORKED MAN i did NOT see that coming but i HONESTLY REALLY LIKED IT AND AGAIN EVERYONE IN THE THEATER LOST THEIR MINDS WE WERE ALL LIKE "WHAT?????" (edit: i saw an youtuber point out that this cant be the same vanessa from sb bc this is set in like the 90s and sb's in the future. maybe this is something like, they put two vanessas so we know that sometimes different characters just have the same name and dont get too hang up on mike smith vs michael afton lol)

i also like how they did williams character. i usually dont like purely evil 2d villains but i feel that fits afton way more than "sad scientist goes insane cuz he lost his kid oh no :(". like it just fits fnaf!!!!!!!

another thing that was completely different from the game was the animatronics. like in the game theyre "like animals" but in the movie they all seemed very, aware??? msking decisions? they def had a mind and it was cheesy sure but i also liked it. i just loved this movie. and everything about it. i went into it knowing it was absolutely not going to be 1:1 with the game so i dont mind im just so happy!!!!!!!!!!!!!

IT IMMEDIATELY STARTING WITH A JOKE ON DREAM THEORY LMFAOOOOOOOO. "SOME PEOPLE BELIEVE IT"

MATPAT? MOTHERFUCKING MATPAT ARE YOU KIDDING ME

THE EASTER EGGS!!! THE REFERENCES!!!!!! THERE WERE SO MANY AND THEY MADE ME WANT TO SCREAM AND CRY EVERY TIME OH MY GOD

im not gonna remember all of them but I WANT THE MIDNIGHT MOTORIST HOODIE

max did NOT deserve to die that upset me. she was fine!!!!!!!

also the violence wasnt anything super crazy but it was def more than i expected. also they swore

THE ANIMATRONICS ARE SO FUCKING COOL DUDE OH MY GOD I CANT BELIEVE THEYRE REAL

also golden freddy wasnt a girl in the movie. F cassidy

i like mikes character sooooo much ive said so before and im saying it again. vanessa too

THE SONG THE FUCKING SONG THE LIVING TOMBSTONE PLAYING IN THE FUCKINF CREDITS OH MY GOD OH MY GOD OH MY GOD I CANT BELIEVE IT OH MY GOD DUDE DUDE DUDE DUDE DUDE

this one is only for the brazilians in here but i actually liked the dub? this sentiment might change after i watch the og version but it wasnt terrible. williams voice was 10/10

balloon boy was funny every single time. fuck this bitch. also the cupcake

THE ITS MEEEEEEEEEEE i wish they did more its mes BUT I SAW THAT!!!

the scene were mike calls abby to the kitchen so they could 'talk' and the aunt was there.... actually broke my heart how dare you

i missed phone guy 😭

OH IM PRETTY SURE I SAW THE FAKE DOG ANIMATRONIC PEOPLE THOUGHT EXISTED YEARS AGO???? I DONT REMEMBER HIS NAME BUT I THINK HE WAS THERE IN THE LIKE STORAGE PLACE i might be crazy tho dont quote me

i thought i wouldnt like it but i love how expressive freddy is its so funny. chica bonnie n foxy too but him especially

ok i those were all my immediate thoughts!!! i wrote this a few hours ago when id JUST gotten back from the theater and now im gonna go watch it again so bye <3

#autism was actually uncontrollable today i was going fucking insane #it was so hard to try to. not be annoying to everyone else in the room bc i was on OVERDRIVE #five nights at freddy's #fnaf movie #fnaf movie spoilers #im gonna write more thoughts in another post as i rewatch it

[semiotomatics]

nothing you say after midnight matters right

ive been watching this couples' vlogs on yt recently (long story—dont ask) and they are like. thee most in love ive ever seen two people be. like i would be convinced they were playing it up for the camera but there's no way either of them are a good enough actor for that. they just radiate love for each other. and i dont mean in that boring amatonormative "youre my everything my heart beats only for you" nonsense. i mean like, theyre best friends. they genuinely enjoy each others company. they make each other laugh. theyre perfectly in sync. they support each other unconditionally. they trust each other completely. theyre just. in love.

and i. want that. i want to be in love. their relationship isnt even why i started watching, but now its honestly my favourite part of their videos. i watch them be this sickeningly sweet couple and i want that. i want a relationship. what the hell! i dont. ive never really wanted smth like that seriously before? but now, apparently, i do.

idk if its cause of the meds or what but things have just been. different for me. uncertain. in flux. im hoping its good and that ill come out the other side feeling More Me but im also just like. utterly terrified lol. of not recognizing myself, of changing, of being something other than what ive been for so long.

im also just like. sad lol. cause ive always been very happy being Alone, i never wanted to be in a ~relationship in the traditional sense. but now that i Want its like. actually being alone kind of sucks and i hate it lol. i have this whole new thing to be bummed about. this whole new loss to grieve. ive already got enough to grieve, for crying out loud! i dont need anything else added to that pile.

but also i still dont actually know what i Want? like as far as relationships go. i dont know if it would be platonic or queerplatonic or romantic or what. i just know i want something. i want a person i can spend time with and feel completely comfortable with and seek comfort from and be sickeningly affectionate towards and laugh with and go on adventures with and snuggle with and dance with and just. be with. but do i know how to actually find that person? fuck no. do i even feel capable of trying to find them? also fuck no. so instead im just. watching this couples' vlogs and feeling sad. is this what single allos feel like all the time? cause if so, i feel horrible for y'all. this shit sucks.

#this has been an original post #personal spewage #please dont look at me #i am just In My Feelings tonight #and i need to talk abt them bc i cant just keep ignoring them and pretending theyre not there #since they dont seem to be going away #:/ #sucks #i miss when i was confortably aroace and everything was easy #i mean!! idk man!! i could still be aroace and feel this way!! #its just. not how im used to defining my aroaceness #“the universe is not only queerer than we suppose” etc etc

[tonberry-yoda]

it is midnight and that means its saturday so i am here for my matchup 🤭 in all honesty i have been wanting to request one from u for so long bc i love the way u write your matchups loll, but ANYWAYS! could i pls get a haikyuu matchup? i go by she/her, im straight nd i’d like a romantic matchup 🫡 so im like 5’2 i think, dyed black hair (goes a bit past my shoulders and my natural color is brown), brown eyes, and i have a lot of freckles on my face. i have my septum and both sides of my nose pierced along with a few ear piercings.im an ambivert so how i act definitely depends on the environment im in but with the right people im very outgoing (very chatty lol). but my social battery also gets drained v fast so after big social gatherings i need some time to recover (usually recovering = taking a long nap). i get really snappy if i my social battery is drained so the whole recovery thing is v important lmao. i am also a very sleepy person, my friends like to joke that im chronically tired lmfao, i take naps almost every day and if im in a car, sitting down in class or doing something like that i probably will fall asleep. i cannot control it T_T i also trip, run into things, drop things, etc. all the time. my house could be dead silent and then out of nowhere u just hear a crash and “what the fuck” yea thats me sorry 🤫🤫 i also like to tease ppl a lot, not in a flirty way more like in a provoking way (i cant flirt i have 0 rizz). moving on!! some things i look for in a relationship r someone who can be patient with me and dont mind reassuring (if they do it without me asking its 100x better). i love when show theyre thinking abt me through little things like “oh i was at the store and i saw your fav candy so i picked it up” or “i saw your favorite flowers on my walk home and thought of you” id cry. also someone who isnt afraid to show they care (not in a sense of like pda but moreso they arent too prideful to do dumb stuff like dance with u at 2 am in the kitchen). anyways my type! they dont have to be like 7ft tall but maybe 5’9 or 5’10 +. i like funny guys but not funny at the expense of others. i also really like guys that are able to actually respect me as a person. i pride myself on being really smart and mature (when i need to be lol) and i genuinely would not be able to stand someone that saw me as any less than that. OK MOVING ON! hobbies/ interests! i love music. so much. music is my creative outlet and how i express myself. i annotate song lyrics. i connect with music through personal experience its just so so important to me. i am learning how to play the electric guitar so i can connect with it even more. my favorite artists rn are the 1975, mitski, ptv and sleeping with sirens:p although im always open to expanding my music taste!! i also like to play some video games(obsessed with animal crossing lately lol). aand my love language is words of affirmation. sorry if this is really long T_T and if you dont get to this no biggy but if you do tsym!<3

WHEN I TELL YOU THIS MADE ME LAUGH SO HARD THIS MORNING LMFAOOOOO. and that little note at the beginning is so sweet! i am so glad i am able to do a matchup for you anon!! okay, so i have a perfect little dude for you, but it may be random so bear with me. i love this man, so i hope you do too!

the character I chose for you is...

KEISHIN UKAI!!!

OKAY

HEAR ME OUT!

ukai is flippin hot

i would love to be in your shoes

(he's my fav haikyuu character besides tanaka, so you're lucky frrr)

he would love your piercings

he's a piercing fella himself (he's what made me want to get my second ear piercings lmfaoooo)

like he thinks it's high key hot

he's also an ambrivert, so both of your personalities match up really well

he is totally understanding of your drained social battery (plus, he gets the same way) so he'll just let you nap while he works or leave you alone if needed

WILL 100% TAKE NAPS WITH YOU

like will hold you in his arms and nap a whole day away when he gets the day off

you will always knock over things in his shop and he'll just laugh or wait for you to pick it up while dead staring at you lmfaoooo

he'll definitely know if you walk in when he hears a whole ass display get knocked over

he thinks it's cute when you tease him even if you say it isnt about flirting, his dumbass thinks it is which is fine by you so you can tease him more often

the real reason i picked this guy is because of what you said about him bringing you things that made him think of you

like this man will roll up with a chocolate bar and shove it in your hand with a pile of chips shoved in his mouth and say "I thought of you today at the store and grabbed this"

he doesnt see it as much, but you are over the moon about it

when he finds out about how much you love it, he will keep doing it

he is very patient and caring for you and literally only has eyes for you

he also always gets you to laugh, which always makes his day

please play music for him

he will have heart shaped eyes if you do

he will 100% play videogames with you, but you have to teach him how to play half of the time lmfaoooo

he will always tell you how much he loves you and how pretty and amazing you are frfr

if you go to any of his practices or games when he is coaching, he will brag about you

(i am so sorry this took so long i forgot it was in my drafts. i hope you love it nonetheless though!!!)

~~~~~

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@tonberry-yoda

#again sorry #i dont know how i forgot i loved this one #grr #silly tonberry #writing #fanfic #fanfiction #my writing #<3 #matchup #matchups #ukai #keishin ukai #ukai x reader #keishin ukai x reader #haikyuu!! #haikyuu #haikyuu x reader #hq #hq x reader

[sl33pyperson]

we love a man who is after blood

marlene and marc being domestic: good food

mk just looking good: also good food

not wanting to be alone: yup

this comic has Really swung into marlene being badass via combat and violence and its just fun. mwah. love a lady who can take carw of herself. nevermind randall is coming back next story so we!ll see if she survives that

“youre the only true people marc spector has” 1. how dare u say this about gena. she wanted to get out of this city bc its fucking dangerous not to run away from u (also u did attract danger to her) 2. hmmmm. the introduction of Separating mk and marc?? im reading into this too much

why does this giant casino that is roman themed have a giant fucking statue of khonshu. shut up

he just looks goooooood

hes sulking lol

ALSO SORRY JEANS HAT “the clothes really make the man” WITH THAT HAT BABE?

i didnt know drax was green

OH RIGHT YES so there was cameos before the volt guy - which was thanos and infinity wars. its so wild to see like, most people going around kicking space ass while moon knight truely is down to earth on the streets with the people (do not talk to me about the show with this in mind ill start crying)

this page is also like. what a fucking nightmare. you got haunted by a arsonist and now your home is dying and on fire and being invaded. half the people you know are now dead (WHICH UH . IS WILD but i think all the infinity war stuff happened in between issues)

ive never seen this guy before and hes tacky but im like. mildly fond of him. walkin the dog bc hes fond of his lil human who fUCKING DIED

moon struggling in the corner. help him. hes doing literally the least

is that

is this seriously how they deal with infinity war

WELP ITS ALL OVER TIME FOR EVERYONE TO FORGET ABOUT IT??? ah. fucking comic logic.

ok now im worried the mk list im going off isnt accurate bc it didnt have this spidy comic in it (mk is in it for 1 panel bc hes mentioned ahh) but anyway midniht is looking good

may is adorable

this is uhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh very quippy. idk what else i expected from a spidy comic but EVERYONE is very quippy. didnt expect that from midnight and punisher (him making fun of heros yeah im into that)

hey. hey midnight baby. that is not how i fucking remember what happened

u forced ur way to join mk and be his sidekick bc u wanted to use ur dads skills in a better way. being a hero FUCKING SUCKED bc u kept getting shot at and everything u did amounted to nothing (to u at least). marc hated having you around bc it was another person he could hurt and get hurt, and you were not very street smart. then you RAN OFF, DECIDED TO GO BACK TO STEALING, BROKE INTO HIS HOUSE AND STOLE HIS CLOTHES TO MAKE HIM LOOK LIKE A VILLAIN FOR PAYBACK BECAUSE HE DIDNT WANT UR DUMB ASS AROUND??

aBANDONED YOU?? TURNED HIS BACK ON U?? WHAT?? WHAT WHAT

ok. ok. the man has been manipulated and gaslit ok that. that makes more sense

ok. ok. hes been highly brain fucked. YOU WERE FUCKING DEAD MY GUY AND THE EMPIRE STOLE UR FUCKING BODYYYYYYYYYYYYY HOW TF DID MK LEAVE U BEHIND WHEN THEY STOLE UUUUUU

oh this man is just goneeeee sir this lady is just a fucking nurse that wants to go home. ofc she made a connection to the guy who if she didnt care for she would get killeeeed

anyway i love seeing midnight again even if hes fucked up. no thoughts on darkhawk yet ¯\_(ツ)_/¯

#speaking time

[needyoulikeaheartbeet]

MIDNIGHTS: FIRST LISTEN

From the track list I claimed: you're on your own kid, vigilante shit, sweet nothing, antihero

1. Lavender Haze

OOOOOOO i love the DEEPENESS LOVER VIBES FALSE GOD SOUNDS ???? I DANCE 

Oh thats cute lavender HAAAZEE 

ONE NIGHT OR A WIFE YA

Aw u werent even listening CUTEE

Im damned if i do sounds NICE

Omg the way she sang lavender hazeeee YES

That lavender hazeeee i just wanna stayyyy at the end there was NICEE

2. Maroon 

Hello JACK this is very JACK 

I like the melody of the chorus 

ATMOSPHERIC

LAYERING HARMONY

SECOND PRE CHORUS

MARK ON COLLARBONE ???? YES MAAM 

FUCK HELLO FUCK MY EYSE WENT :OOOO

HER VOICE is this getaway car voice in the back

3. Anti-Hero

OH I LOVE THE MELODYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY

DEPRESSION LINE I CRY

A sexy baby? 

Her voice the melody i cannot

Pierced through the heart but never killed?????? 

DISGUISING ALTRUISM LIKE A CONGRESSMAN HOLYYYYYYYYYY IM :oooooo

HI!!! ITS ME THE PROBLEM IS ME !!! HELLO!

Bro just so you kno wi love antiheroes 

Omg daughter in law 

WILL 

Its me HI AM THE PROBLEM ITS ME I LOVE THAT 

EVERYBODY AGRREEESSSSS STOP IT 

4. Snow On The Beach 

THE START SOUNDS LIKE FOLKLORE ESQUE

I LOVE THESE VOICE THINGSSSSS YES

OOO THE BASS ?? THAT CAME IN YES

FU C AGAIN EHLLOOOOOOOO IN THE CHORUS !?!!

I GOT GOOSEBUMPS IM CRYING TAYLOR AND LANA??????????? STFUUU 2012 me would have DIEDDDDDDDDDDD

I also searched aurora borealis  My personality when i was 13 wanting to be an astronomer 

Im literally crying from hearing that lana taylor voiceage help me 

BITCH WTF ITS THEM TOGETHER I CANNOT 

CAN THIS BE A REAL THING CAN IT  <3 i love that 

Its comin down sounds so prettiiiii 

5. You're On Your Own, Kid 

I love how her voice sounds wow 

Omg i really love her voice 

Imma cry i love how her voice sounds  And the flow of the song 

THE MUSIC SOUND OF SYNTH AND THE HE LOVES ME NOT STOP OOO THE GUITAR

JUST TO LEARN MY DREAMS ARENT RARE

THIS GUITAR SHIT IS MAKING ME CRYYYYYYYYY

THE BRIDGE IM SOBBING

Ok i cried now i have recuperated wow im back sorry

(i took a like... 10 minute break to get my shit together)

6. Midnight Rain 

InterestinG

Ooo WAVEY 

He was sunshine i was midnight RAIN

Ok interesting voice choice lol 

V WAVEYYY

I wanna soft mosh  Every high note in the chorus imma push someone (with love)

AND THE LIFE I GAVE AWAYYYYYY

oof never thinks of me except when im on tv boo 

Never think of him except on midnights like this Oof

Mood 

7. Question…?

My face rn: :o Now pursed pushed out lips

ANOTHER FUC HELLOOOOOOO

No :( 

Its just a question!

Fun second verse I LOVE THATTTTTTTT !! DICKHEAD GUYYY

Different drum line NEATO

Then what did you dooooooo

That was interesting LOL 

I wonder what the cheering recording is from LOL 

The More of a fight in the background there was nice 

8. Vigilante Shit

OKAYYYYY

THE BEATTTTTTT THE LYRICS MELODYYYYYYY

OKAYYYYY

I DRESS FOR REVENGE OKAYYYYYYYYYYYYY

GET EVEEEEN OKAYYYYYYYYYYYYY

ALRIGHT

I KEEP SAYING WOW

MY JAW IS DROPPED

OKAYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY

THE MELODY OF THAT PART JUST THERE THEN THE BEAT STOP IM HANDS ON HEADDDDDDDD

SHUT UPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPP

THAT WAS SO GOOD STFU What the FUCK

9. BEWJEWELD Bejeweled

THOSE FIRST LINES HER VOICE THE MELODY SHUT UP

SHIMMER HUHHHH MIRRORBALL LEVEL UP >:)

STABBY SOUNDS

NICE!

Wow i really love the melody of that at the start of the verses 

THIS IS SO FUN IM DANCING AND SO JACK / BLEACHERS THIS LIVE WOULD BE SO FUN TO DANCE TO WITH OTHER PEOPLE

WHATS A GIRL GONAN DO!

10. Labyrinth 

AM I UNDERWATER

OK MISS ANGELIC VOICE

OK THOSE HIGH NOTES

the progression of IM FALLING IN LOVES

THE BREATHESSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS

FALLING IN LOVE <3 

Wow her range in this song 

This is not going to be my karaoke song 

11. Karma

DARUDE SANDSTORM INTRO

Oh then spotify stopped lol RUDE ok im back

OMG THE CHORUSSSSSSSSSSSSS I LOVEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE

HER VOICE THE MELODY MY GOD

STEP BY STEP! 

Her voice is like DREAMY im OBSESSED

SWEET LIKE HONEY

KARMA IS A CAT !

LIKE A GODDAMN ACROBAT!

I LOVE HER 

Relaaxiiiiin thouuuught

Dreamy string sounds

12. Sweet nothing 

STOP IT I LOVE THE INSTRUMENTS AND MELODY AND HER LIL VOICE TIRED EYE!!! STOP THAT SO CUTE

Wow she can go so low shes so cool what the heck 

This is so romantic and warm 

WHAT A MIND *italian hand*

IM JUST TOO SOFT FOR ALL OF IT

ME TOO ME TOO!!!!!!!!!!!

Aw i love that 

13. Mastermind 

Same room at the same time!!! TOUCH OF THE HAND LIT A FUSE !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

ASSESS EQUATION !!!

CHECKMATE !!

YES THE MUSIC

I AM OBSESSEDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDd

YOU ARE

YOU ARe A MASTERMIND MAAM

Omg the bass is like giving me shivers in my bones stop i cannot 

Wisest women !!!!!!!!!!!!!!

BORN TO BE THE PAWN IN EVERY LOVERS GAME BRO I LOVE THIS WOMAN 

BODY I SAID :o! YAS GIRL

Bro i love the music in the prechorus

Its in the teaser and i am obsessed

SCHEMING LIKE A CRIMINAL

DUDE THE BRIDGE IS SO PRETTY HER VOICE IS SO PRETTY

CAUSE I CAAAAAAARE 

I LOVE

YOU KNEWTHE ENTIRE TIME AW I LOVE THE PROGRESSION

I love this this is so sweet 

3AM EDITION !!!!

14. The Great War 

BRUISED LIKE VIOLETS 

I love her voice 

DRANK MY POISON ALL ALONE 

Omg YOU WERE PLAYING WITH FIRE THE LAYERING YES

I LOVE THAT SO MUCH IT SOUNDS SO GOOD Uh huh 

BRIDGE VOICE SO NICE 

IM OBSESSEDDDDDDDDDDDD

Her range!!!!!!

Memory garden 

Poppy in hair 

Aw

:c

I vowed i would always be yours 

AARON HELLOOO

15. Bigger Than The Whole Sky

These synths 

Into ears :( in bed cry 

Every single thing i touch becomes sick with sadness :( 

What couldve been wouldve been shouldve been? 

COUNTRY SOUNDS

:(

Live without at the end :( 

16. Paris

FUN

Love how she sings the first verse yas

Im dancin 

ROMANCE IS NOT DEAD IF YOU KEEP IT JUST URS

Wanna brainwash u <3 

CONFESS MY TRUTH IN SWOOPING SLOPING CURSIVE LETTERS STOP MY JAW DROPPED I LOVE THAT 

How ROMANCE

17. High Infidelity 

AARON

Sounds like a phone 

Bent the truth too far tonight 

APRIL 29th !!!!!!!?

CHART THE CONSTELLATIONS IN HIS EYES …HELLO OOO 911

You know there’s many different ways to kill the one you love 

The slowest way is never loving them enough !!!??? BRO

Omg OUCH???????? HELLO?????

OMG Do i really have to tell you how he brought me back to life

Put on your records and regret me??? ALLO??? 

I was dancing around *IT*

ouOUuoUOUOUUUUUUUU

18. Glitch 

TWANGY

Oooo wavey 

Situationship eh?

AND WHATS IN UR SYSTEM?

And im not even sorry!!!!! NIGHTS ARE SO STARRY!! BLOOD MOONLIT EH 

The melody!

Kinda sexi

Sultry

2190 !!!!!!!!

This is nice I like this it is nice

OUR LOVE IS BLACKIN OUT

My right ear tickled then my left ear tickled 

Fastening myself to u with a STITCH

Ok the chorus melody is so nice

GOOD BASS

19. Would’ve, Could’ve, Should’ve

AARON

Nice insturments

I FI WAS A CHILD DID IT MATTER 

At 19

I got goosebumps

Memories feel like weapons :( 

Im just like furrowed brow slight frown right now : (

Just listening to lyrics to try to grab them i :( 

The if i… if i … :(

The wound wont close :(

Give me back my girlhood it was mine first made me CRY

I miss who i used to be :( 

I regret you all the time :(

I want to hug her 

20. Dear Reader 

Whoa these synths make it feel really 80s 

Wow 

Wiggly voice in chorus ? WIGGLY

you don't have to answer JUST CAUSE THEY ASKED YOU

Bend when you can, snap when you have to 

IS THIS FOR ME???? FOR US???? YOU ARE MY GUIDING LIGHT PLS ILY

#personal #midnights #midnights taylor swift #taylor swift midnights #taylor swift #tsmidnights #first listen

[theworldsforgottenboy]

feysand and across the stars, for your consideration

#lol its midnight and im fucking crying #acotar #acomaf #high lady feyre #feyre cursebreaker #feyre acotar #feysand #rhysand #high lord rhysand #a court of thorns and roses #feyre x rhysand #rhys #star wars #across the stars

[mrfutureboy]

MCFLY JULY DAY 6 - LEARN TO SKATEBOARD

i had a couple more lighthearted ideas for this but uh...i started sketching this one first and it completely got away from me lol. the idea here is that young(er) marty attempts to practice some sweet moves on his new skateboard in the burger king parking lot, but poor kid can't quite get his balance right and ends up hurting himself pretty badly (though it could've been worse if his mother hadn't insisted he wear protective gear). so he sits and cries, from the pain but also because he's convinced himself that he'll never be able to skate and he should just give up. maybe there's a silver-haired man that lives in the garage he's sitting in front of that'll give him a bandaid and a good pep talk

#mcflyjuly #marty mcfly #bttf #back to the future #my art #fan art #i did wanna draw another panel that had doc smiling down at him encouragingly but honestly im fucking exhausted #and today is my little sisters bday so idk how much drawing time i'll have #(also i try to get these done the day before just in case. so rn its the 5th but im saving it for the right day) #so far ive done all the even days lol its not on purpose #i wanna do day 7 i just...need a concrete idea and also time tomorrow to draw it #bc its now past midnight and im TIRED #some of the proportions/scaling r wack but its fine #i love reading/writing abt marty crying so it was…fulfilling to finally draw it!

[bestudy]

well fuck the uk I guess lmafooooooo

anyone wanna move to nz w me xoxoxox

#delete later #yeet #god i am so scared rn #im so afraid for my friends #and everyone #how the fuck did this happen lol #i always forget how much i care until its electiom night and im crying #fuck boris johnson literally cant find words to describe how much i h8 this #lies!!! Like. how is this LEGAL #aaa #heading to my friends house at midnight #need some hugs lol

[haemosexuality]

FNAF MOVIE SPOILERS UNDER THE CUT DONT READ IF YOU HAVENT SEEN IT YET I MEAN IT!!!!!!!

im ab to rewatch it at home and ill be writing what i think during it

im not gonna be talking ab stuff i already said in my other post lol

the FIRST SCENE is already fucking visceral dude. like they dont show any gore or anything but damn the fucking. aaaaaaaAAAAAAAAAA ITS GOOD its so good. also the previous security guard does exactly the same thing mike does later own to try to escape the freddy mask but mike succeeds and he doesnt, which is kinda like how in game phone guy (previous security guard) goes through the same process we do but we/mike survives and he doesnt. cool!!

THE INTRO WITH THE MINIGAME STYLE... DUDE. DUDE. I LOVE THIS MOVIE ITS A LOVE LETTER FOR THE FANS FR I WAS SO HYPE WITH EXCITEMENT I ALMOST STARTED CRYING IN THE THEATER. ALSO ITS JUST FUCKING COOL LOOKING

the rainbow!!!!! in the coffee shop scene!!! its the fnaf world rainbow!!

see the movie has the scene where william reads the name michael schmidt and pauses and long time fans will prob be like aha is that william realizing this is his son. but no thats where it tricks you bc hes actually just realizing this is a relative of that kid he kidnapped a while ago. which like obviously cuz why would william realize this guys his son by reading his, fake name?? but confirmation bias or smth

I WAS SO SHOCKED BY SEEING MATPAT THE FIRST TIME I WATCHED THAT I DIDNT CATCH HIM SAYING "THATS JUST A THEORY". OH MY FUCKING GOD DUDE

🎶It's getting lonely, it's getting hard to breathe

The arcade's empty, I think it's Christmas Eve

Someone's broken in, now they're painting on my skin

Breaking me and taking my quarters

Bashing in my face with a crowbar

Kicking me and pushing me over

Now they see my blood on their sneakers🎶

i am so jealous of the midnight motorist shirt its not even funny

my complain is that how did none of the animatronics have blood on them after brutally killing several ppl. come on!!!

me hearing the words "follow me" on a fnaf movie: holy shit is this a motherfucking fnaf reference?!?!?

oh my god that totally is the fucking fake dog animatronic

oh my god they dont actually swear in the og. she said "what in the heck" but portuguese translated that to what the fuck. incredible. amazing.

"i know what crazy looks like, mike. this isnt it" OH. OH

vanessas behavior was already pretty understandable without the extra context but knowing shes williams daughter makes it JUICY. ooo yeah baby gimme the trauma gimme the guilt

the scene with the animatronics and abby being besties felt a bit too ooc at first to me and ive heard that other people felt the same but as i think more about it it does kinda make sense. one of the main differences from the game is that in this the ghost kids' minds seem to be pretty intact? or like they can think theyre fully conscious etc so. i can see them wanting to do kid stuff. and i saw someone point out that they were actively trying to get abbys trust too so they could convince her to 'join them' (bc afton was somehow influencing them to be #evil) so, theres that. and either way it doesnt take away from the overall experience so who cares

the tv scenes were such a missed oportunity they couldve shown the immortal and the restless... i kept waiting for it :(

oh my god the airplane. i just realized she had garretts toy airplane bc william gave it to her after he killed him oh my god i feel sick

the ball pit wasnt even time travelling 0/10

i didnt watch the credits long enough in the theater to hear the COME FIND ME but AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA dude

yeah so good. i fucking loved this

#five nights at freddy's #fnaf movie #fnaf movie spoilers

[pepprs]

this is so sad can i PLEASE stop falling asleep as soon as i get home from school

#this is like the 3rd or 4th time in the past week that ive just gotten home @ like 10 and eaten aljttke bit and then like. #passed the fuck out w/o getting to brush my teeth or wash my face or like do any hw lol. now im fucked bc i have like 3 things due by #midnight n i highly doubt theyre gonna get done! cool #todays my last day until next monday tho bc of break and im taking off tmrrw. so i have 5 days of absolutely nothing n im ready to cry its #litcherally all i can think abt i just need to rest i just need 2 breathe!!!!!! #purrs #also im probably gonna b late again lol

[planetdream]

— 1:30 AM

this post contains; smut [neediness. slight dumbification. hair pulling. light choking. slight overstim. cumplay. a lil pussy slapping] 932 words

💌 im not gonna lie, writers block is beating my ass. but i got changbin brainrot so i had to at least try to write lol. also its kinda inspired by this ask i answered the other night <3

It had been nearly midnight by the time Changbin got home, and when he did, he fucked you on every surface he could bend you over or prop you onto. Right now, you’re positioned into a chair that sits in your room; completely folded up and quite uncomfortable. Although, the way he’s fucking into you distracts you from that.

His hands hold your thighs, spreading them open and pinning them to your chest. You watch as his muscles flex every time he thrusts in and out of you, caught in a complete daze at the sight of all his features. He’s gorgeous; always has been and always will be. And he loves it when you tell him how handsome you think he is, and then when you go even further to prove it.

“Been thinking about having you like this all day,” He comments, grunting out his words. “Just letting me take what I want.”

You can only draw out an almost muted ‘yeah’ in response, hanging in by a thread because he’s fucking you dizzy. And even though you’re a complete mess beneath him, Changbin himself has barely broken a sweat. To be fair, he’s almost as much of a mess as you are, but he tends to hide it just for the purpose of getting you like this. If there had been even the slightest chance that you could turn this situation around, Changbin would so graciously be on his knees for you.

“Yeah?” His voice is taunting, teasing but also a bit whiny. “Hold your legs open for me, baby.”

And before you can even think of moving, Changbin is grabbing your hands and placing them where he wants them—slightly hooked around your thighs to make sure you stay in place. “Stay just like that.”

A hand comes around your neck and you slowly look up at him. Changbin’s own desperation gets to him when he moans out just by looking at you. Leaning down to capture your lips to his and biting down onto your bottom lip. All the while, still keeping his thrusts at an absolute mind-breaking pace. It’s not very fast, because despite his desperation and his need to fuck you, Changbin still wants to take his time with you; some of it, at least.

He breaks the kiss, and the hand that was comfortably wrapped around your neck is now entangled in your hair. His other hand comes down to your clit, thumb circling tightly over the bud. His fingers scratch at your scalp lightly, before he tightens his fist and and tugs at your hair, pulling against your scalp. It burns and sends tiny shockwaves throughout your body, chills running up and down your spine. Changbin pulls you by your hair, pulling you closer to where you can see him best.

You watch as he slides out of you, a white ring of cum coats his cock and you whimper out at the mess you made. Then, you move your eyes slightly up to his hips, watching how his abdomen flexes with every single thrust he makes into you. You clench around him and your stomach tightens, twisting itself.

“Gonna cum?” He asks. You feverishly nod, unable to keep your pleas to yourself as they get louder and louder by the minute. “Give it to me.”

It’s like he’s everywhere—he’s in your hair, the scent of his cologne surrounds you (and fully engulfs you, adding onto the atmosphere), not to mention he’s so close to you, caging you into him. And most of all, he fills you up perfectly, like his cock was made to rut inside of you all day every day.

And when you finally do cum, it’s with the cry of Changbin’s name. Spewing out nonsense as your orgasm rips through your body—and the best part is, Changbin is right here to guide you through it. His hands replace yours and hold onto your thighs as you shake around him. He shuts you up by cooing, planting kisses to your lips and your cheeks.

However, the soothing does next to nothing since you can still feel him in the pit of your stomach. He’s right behind you, thrusts a bit more sporadic as he draws in closer to his orgasm. By this point, he’s actually having his way with you— he’s needy, and his drawn out, whiny moans are a sentiment to that. The way he digs his fingernails into your thighs shows his need too. Or the way he whines into your lips as he kisses you, wanting to feel your touch more than anything.

His lips stay on yours as he cums, moaning into your mouth as he fills you with his seed. And when he pulls out, he looks down, taking his fingers and scooping up as much of his cum as he can. Changbin proceeds to wipe all of his cum onto your cunt, rubbing it in and getting you even messier for him. Then, he takes his cock in hand, still a bit hard and pulsing when he grabs it, smacking it onto your clit. Delighted in the sound of splashing wetness and your moans that accompany it.

You sit up, moving a bit to withdraw yourself from the continual smacking of his cock on your clit, pushing him away just a bit.

“Okay, okay. I got you. Let’s go take a bath,” He smiles, holding back a light laugh. “C’mon.”

And like that, Changbin whisks you away to end the night. But that’s only if he doesn’t have you ride his dick in the bath.

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