Literally don’t know how to write on this damn app anymore.
I’ve decided to set up a tumblr account once again (I’m not looking for pity for once) just so I can log all my feelings and worries somewhere. I’ve recently had some pretty shit things happen and mentally I’m all over the place. I’m not sure if anyone will even read this but it will be nice to just put my thoughts and struggles somewhere that I feel won’t be judged too harshly.
Over the past year or so I think I’ve been suffering with depression and anxiety. I don’t really know for sure as I’m too scared to go to a doctor and to be ‘professionally assessed’. Also the thought of antidepressants terrifies me. Hopefully this blog will help with the fish bowl that I feel is around my head and hopefully it will help me smash it.
I’m not sure where I will be going with this blog so I’m sorry if this is confusing. Again- it’s mostly for me to unravel my thoughts to then reflect upon at a later date. Anyone however is more than welcome to give me a chat - I’m open to making new and genuine friendships.
The thing about being single is you should cherish it. Because in a week or a lifetime of being alone, you may only get one moment. One moment when your not tied up in a relationship with anyone, with a parent a pet a sibling...a friend. One moment when you stand on your own. Really truly single. And then it's gone.
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