#lonely hours

[borderlinebeauty]

I feel. so. lonely.

Honestly not even a feeling.

I am. so. lonely.

#borderline blog #borderline personality disorder #actually bpd #bpd blog #actually borderline #actuallymentallyill #bpd #bpd feels #living with bpd #bpd awareness #bpd rant #black mental illness #bpd vent #bpd love #depressing shit #lonely hours #lonelly

[thewaspsnestinyourattic]

sometimes you just want to be held by something with far too many teeth/eyes/worms. and you gotta contend with the fact that you live in a reality where college debt exists and those eldritch creatures do not.

#the magnus archives #jonathan sims #jane prentiss #lonely hours #like goddamn #reality had to do me like that huh? #honestly I'm a fucking mess #so if you wanting to eat my fear makes the socializing easier #sure why not

[mudwerks]

(via 31. Lonely Hours - Gene Armstrong and His Texas Nite Hawks (1954) | Fallout TV Show Soundtrack)

#youtube #Lonely Hours #Gene Armstrong and His Texas Nite Hawks #music #vintage #1954 #fallout

[maverickcalf]

Currently want snuggles, sad knowing i will never get them

#lonely hours #blu vent

[vodkartoons]

im sorry i miss you

#art #artgallery #artwork #my art <3 #artists on tumblr #character art #digital art #digital artist #my art i guess #vodkartoons #illustrator #illustration #artistsoninstagram #i miss you #lonely hours #can i call you tonight? #graphic artists #art of the day #traditional art #doodle #artists on instagram #love #sad thoughts #i thought it was obvious

[werewolf-transgenderism]

not to be vulnerable on main but it would be nice to be loved. cherished, even!

#lonely hours #just sad

[vrmxlho]

how do people get regular anons? i feel like nobody ever sends me mail 🤧

#lonely hours #kidding lmao #but also would be nice to have more friends on here #like istg the only person i talk to is earth #earth's great but still 😒 #(💬) — zaina talks #+ #zaina complains

[borderlineomniverse]

Can someone recommend me good destiel/jebrex/jeric/anderperry/merthur fanfics I’ve felt the need to sob for days and I just haven’t been pushed over the edge yet so help appreciated

#gorgeous by taylor swift has been stuck in my head for days and I feel hollow #lonely hours #destiel #jebrex #jeric #anderperry #merthur #borderline blue

[borderlinebeauty]

Sometimes the depression seeps in and I get really sad and feel so alone. A question that I’ve consistently had for a lot of my life is “why not me?” I’ve felt this in so many instances, across spaces in time and groups of people. No matter what it is I always seem to not be first pick. I’m rarely anybody’s favorite. It hurts. It hurts a lot. And all I want in this life is to find someone I can call home 🖤🥀

#bpd blog #actually bpd #borderline blog #bpd #borderline personality disorder #actually borderline #actuallymentallyill #black mental illness #bpd feels #bpd love #depressing poem #depression blogging #lonely hours #loneli

[ultr4p1nk]

I miss having friends

#lonely hours

[lifeofanunworthypoet]

I gave you my love,

The love that was given to me,

What I wanted to give you,

Was the love I wanted to give to me.

You loved me when I was a monster,

And you made my heart softer,

So I cling on to our memories,

In the hopes that they’ll heal me.

#poetry #poets corner #poets on tumblr #spilled feelings #spilled poetry #spilled tears #writing #sad poetry #dead poets society #new poets society #sadness #sad poem #love #sad love #lonely hours #regret

[disabledopossum]

Constantly managing my body's ever-growing list of problems is wearing on me. I don't know how to hold myself together physically while I'm drowning mentally.

It's too much. I'm tired.

But I don't get to rest. Not when I'm disabled.

It never stops.

Sleep isn't my friend. I'm being kept awake at all hours due to severe pain in my arm. I have tried my lidocaine patches, and it's barely helping.

My gabapentin isn't really helping, and the dose has been raised. But I won't see effects for another two weeks.

So, I have to call my Doctor in the morning so I can try to see if I can be seen. Because this pain is getting worse and I cannot handle it for much longer.

I feel like I'm going insane.

#disabled #insomnia #depression #chronic pain #fibromyalgia #lonely hours #disability

[amethysworld]

It's the sad hours baby

#vent #vent art #journal #artwork #art journal #artists on tumblr #art #lonely hours #journaling #notebook #amethysworld