#look at him he’s wearing a binder!!

[beware-of-eels]

One day I’ll sit down and finish my list of izzy’s injuries but for now you get bruises and scars as i see fit n gfdms k

character practice pt. 2

#total drama #tdi #total drama island #td izzy #td eva #td noah #i think izzy comes across too cute in an aww way in this but oh well #team escope #anywhays sorry to every character that i give some kind of undercut im just a simple lesbian #also izzys wearing a compression top under her tank bc i said so #id say binder specifically but girl is too active for anything with extreme compression to be safe imo #also struggled to make noah look as like #dorky as i wanted to but oh well #i will not EVER be drawing him in his monstrocity of layers sorry fresh i would rather die #noah will just have to be cold IMSORRY #anyways this is just Wide Awake Girl and her two perpetually exhausted friends #evas probably getting plenty of sleep but her face just looks like that #noah sleeps so much but so inconsistantly and hes dying on the outside sorry to him #anyway enough of that #my art

[milf-harrington]

its so fucking disheartening realising that no one actually sees me as a guy, they just pretend to - and yeah its great being called theo but its less great being lumped in as one of the girls in the same breath

#i dont mind being the only non-girl invited to something (like my sisters hens for example) bc that just feels like a Gay thing yknow #but when the invite is 'hey girls' its kind of hard to consider that you see me as anything else #and i think the worst part - and this is probably the part of me that lacks self respect - is that i get it. #i have long hair i dress 'fem' and the only steps ive managed to take in my transition are wearing a binder and going by a different name. #so sure. but its still gutting and makes me feel fucking /gross/ makes my stomach hurt and my skin crawl #because like. theyll call me theo and a brother and an uncle and a son but?? do they even mean it?? #do they actually believe what theyre saying or is everyone just going along with it because they dont want to look like assholes? #i almost prefer my uncle whos at least UPFRONT about not understanding it #like at least hes honest at least when he calls me a girl i expect it #i just wanna curl up w my nephew and read bc at least he doesnt even understand gender yet #to him i AM just his uncle and thats all he cares about #captain speaks

[youngpettyqueen]

thinking about trans Julian again specifically thinking about the idea of Julian being trans but electing to not undergo any gender-affirming surgeries

like I was thinking about this the other day in the context of his line about him and Kira being the only other options for a womb when he had to transplant the baby from Keiko, because the implication that Julian has a womb also implies he's elected out of having a hysterectomy for gender-affirming purposes. I say that because we know gender-affirming surgeries- at least the more cosmetic ones- are very easy to undergo (see Profit and Lace, where they very quickly and easily turn Quark into a woman (yes I know it wasn't gender-affirming for him but its the easiest episode to use for my point)) so I feel like it wouldnt be a reach to say that a hysterectomy would be a fairly easy procedure to ask for and undergo

which as ive been thinking about it more I think this like. perfectly tracks with Julian as a character, that he would opt out of undergoing gender-affirming procedures. because I think, considering what his parents did to him and how strongly he resents it, that he would steer clear of anything he would view as "changing" himself. honestly so far in the future I think its safe to assume views of transitioning are very different, and I'd like to think that there wouldnt be nearly as much social pressure to physically transition at all, but even if there was I think Julian would be very resistant to the idea that he would "have" to change anything about himself. Julian is very unapologetically himself in every regard, so im pretty confident in saying that that would translate over to his gender identity and asserting that he is a man, and he doesnt need to change anything about himself or his body to be one

#star trek: ds9 #julian bashir #I dont typically put this much thought into my trans hcs but Julian being trans is an hc that fascinates me #from a character analysis standpoint #I think he wouldnt physically transition at all! #I dont think he'd even go on hormones #'but what about the facial hair in the prison camp' afab people can grow facial hair without hormones #'but what about the lack of titty' he could be wearing a binder #frankly I dont think he even would I think he's just flat-chested #it would track with his build. beanpole man #but yeah Julian as a trans man who does not physically transition. things I am thinking about often #like I said Julian does not apologize for any aspect of himself and is very loudly himself #and he doesnt let other people's opinions of him change that #look at his friendship with Miles #Miles loves to remind Julian how annoying he is and Julian thinks its funny #I think its one of the reasons they get along so well honestly #cause sure Miles complains but he also wouldnt change Julian and Julian knows that #I dont read Julian as being insecure about himself #he hates what's been done to him but he isnt like. insecure about it. he knows it wasn't his fault #he hides it for legal reasons not because he's insecure #but I think his resentment over what was done to him ties directly into how he would resist undergoing any procedures or physical changes #frankly I think Julian hates being a surgery patient just in general #I think he hates any procedure he cant be awake for #and he fights like a cat trying to get out of a bath anytime he has to go under #but thats a whole other post and hc #anyways trans Julian supremacy

[greenapel]

him ..... the man..

#eugene arlington #moustachette #fall out boy #patrick stump #myart #looks at him then holds him in my palms #hes wearing the miku binder you just cant see it

[faggyangel]

what i love about aziraphale and crowley presenting as female is that they don't switch vessels to do it, there aren't other cis actresses on the side lines for the feminine presentations of these characters. when crowley presents as feminine he doesn't change his face, it's still crowley and it's still aziraphale. i just think it's nice to see gender fluidity represented in a way that doesn't require the person to become cis passing as the gender they present as in the moment

#as a genderfluid person its nice to see that crowley being played by a cismale actor doesn't have to change his entire to appearance #to appear more like a conventionally attractive cis passing woman like no crowley looks how crowley looks and presenting as a woman doesn't #require him to change that #she can still be a woman or a man or neither regardless of how he looks #idk thanks gaiman ig #good omens #gender fluidity represented in shape shifting creatures (for lack of a better term) is so frequently represented by that person changing #like physical shape and played by cis women/cis men and its nice to see a sort of representation that doesn't require that #when i identify as a man one day and a women the next i may dress different or wear a binder depending on how i feel but i do not suddenty #become a cis man or a cis woman i'm still me and i still look the way i look and that doesn't make my identity any less than what it is #does any of this make sense or am i screaming to a void of cis bitches

[unproduciblesmackdown]

as per further [will roland in a joe iconis christmas spectacular / extravaganza] investigations, he crops up several times in these clips

1:24 as a belly button puppet show puppeteer, between ewm mister macabee and gerard canonico

the consecutive clips at 1:59 & 2:57 as uncle peenie

the consecutive clip at 3:23 on stage closest to the camera, as no immediately discernible role, which potentially counts as playing himself / “will roland” as cited in the tweet of pre melvin cooterstein roles, and as seems to be others’ role in the show sometimes (playing As Themself)

#will roland #joe iconis christmas extravaganza #uncle peenie #belly button puppet show puppeteer #he's been on the other side of it when playing mister macabee but this'd count as being Specifically a puppeteer rather than. mister macabee #(sidenote the Alternate(?) Rival? Faux? Etc? mister macabee does crop up again & is unsurprisingly a repeat feature. no lead on the kissing) #this Hard Candy Christmas sequence always having seemed to be a Ballet as also kinda seen here #but in later shows involving a) mister macabee introducing the scene i believe b) cindy lou who c) the belly button puppet show lol #the GIRL here keeps making me laugh harder every time lmfao. can already identify will Auditorially but the Wahhh he gives only helps #and ofc identifying him visually. like technically the virgin mary dancers ft. him were not identified but it is evident in other ways #(just like yeah visual recognition but that it's also Uncle Peenie and he's also the one playing that role there) #he's wearing the pants / black tank top of the uncle peenie outfit as a puppeteer but i don't think he is uncle peenie in that capacity #gotta have the aviators at least lol #make it a crop top....also as out of focus as it is there it looks like a binder too #i also suppose everyone not outright playing some other Character / themed ensemble role does appear As Themself technically #since the show exists within the show and so the audience members and any actors are technically all participating characters in the plot #going like ''can that be right; he doesn't have his glasses'' but oft wearing contacts for these things. orange aviators nonprescription #then fun fact it's a Ye Olde xmas spectacular hard candy christmas scene wherein all of [undergrad] will roland pops up ensembley... #still ft. the ballet; no cindy lou who plotline; some other plotline riffing on perhaps smthing more general than any other Specific work #but also maybe something nutcracker related? i used a nutcracker to crack an almond and a walnut open today btw. novel and winning #naturally there's also other more recent versions of it posted. the bg antics b/w the puppeteers lol. & then they kissed (tummies) #also loving The Singing not simply like Despite character voices but really just also soaking that in as a bonus feature to enjoy/appreciate #also for interest: there are more clips following that of the goodbye song so don't be deceived in that way lol

[michaelwatt]

I just had one of the best dreams where once I woke up I legitimately almost teared up bc it wasn't real. I need to write it down before I forget and also to remember later.

I'mma add it under a cut bc I got to rambling abt it sm hfhdjdjdj. Forewarning tho, I go full on heart eyes for danny butterman and like, sorry nicholas lemme steal yer man for a wlhile-

Essentially I met what I'd refer to as a mix of Nick Frost himself but also it was just basically Danny Butterman. What I mean is, he was a famous actor and did all Nick Frost's Roles but his name was Danny and his life background was that of Danny and had his personality and likes, but he was just a famous actor. And in it, we lived in the same apartment and was friends with my friend's mom. We lowkey flirted but I was hella oblivious.

We hung out together with my friend and were flirting so heavily, my friend was giving us knowing looks. And at one point I accidentally touched him with my side and we just kinda looked at each other. After that we got together, it was blurry. He'd call me darling, sweetheart, and just my favorite pet names without me asking- like he knew. And just. Hdhdhdhe

At one point we were out eating at a fast food joint and he was talking about one of his favorite action movie and did the ketchup bit and I was a laughing mess and in certain moments where I usually over think and get unwanted icks, I felt content and happy. Enjoying everything. (My aroace ass was nowhere to be found)

By the end of the dream, he was gna come over and we were gna just cuddle and stuff. But he was running late so I said fuck it I'mma sleep till he gets here. So when I did, I woke up irl.

And when I tell u I teared up. It wasn't real man 😭 for once, relationship stuff didn't make me feel icky or anything. I didn't over think. I just enjoyed my time. I wna say I was kinda controlling the dream a bit bc I would think abt something nice and it'd happen. But by the end, with him not showing up and we not kissing, it was me worrying suddenly abt my usual irl self like,,,he isnt gna show up and that I wasn't worthy of kissing. My brain was controlling by my thoughts and by the end I was getting what in reality happens, thus not allowing me to have a real good ending 😭😭

Im gna be thinking abt this dream for weeks,,,

#i just..... he was so doe eyed and sweet #and actually looked at me so sweetly #when he called me... darling tho? #he also was stealing glances at me in certain places yknow #and just #as a genderfluid person #lemme just say i was feeking very feminine and just #sir i will wear i dress for u and show off myself #jesus christ #im so SORRY for that but #like i was gna wear my binder in my dream before i noticed him staring #and i was like #kinds feelin femme suddenly #let us tease the man #hfhdjdue #SORRY TMI?? #idk #i just #fans self #he rly liked. me #wish we KISSED #god i #sobbing #beau/lyn speaks

[campcrystal-lake]

Saw someone mock transmasc One Piece fans for thinking Yamato is good transmasc representation despite him “looking like a cis woman with big tits” and uuuuh idk how to tell you this but some trans men do indeed look like cis women with big tits and its not wrong for trans representation to look like that sometimes

#theres a fight over at the morgue #just my onion #like dont get me wrong yamato is sketchy trans rep for a lot of reasons and i dont trust oda to handle him well at all #but the problems with him arent like. that he doesnt wear a binder or look traditionally masculine #because not all trans men look exactly like cis men #believe it or not some trans men appreciate yamato specifically because he DOESNT pass & is thus more similar to their own experience

[cakesexuality]

So I have this one Pinterest board and one of the sections is pictures of people who are disabled icons for me that I'm gonna eventually print off and use to decorate my medical binder and I think I have more pictures of Daya than anybody else

#is it weird that im announcing this to the world that im planning on decorating the binder this way #'heres the instructions for a pelvic ultrasound and here is a giant lady wearing her own face on a shirt' #i also have yvie and willow and jinkx and saltina #plus a few youtubers i watch #and then also toph #i told my old therapist (dont worry nothing was wrong we just ran out of sessions) asked about one of the youtubers when i told him my plan #then our next session he was like 'i looked up that jessica and i watched some of her videos and i can see why you look up to her' #idk maybe my bar for therapists is just low after the two shitty ones i had but i appreciate that he took time to do that

[riverrunscold]

That picture of Dylan's model's facial hair is so trans guy coded. Source: I literally have the same facial hair

#it's just trans guy swag ti have cringe fail facial hair that's super light it's almost not noticable #he also has a baby face so also very trans of him #basically what im saying is dylan is trans and it's canon based on that one model with facial hair. goodnight #the quarry #dylan lenivy my beloved #dylan lenivy #dylan is trans it's canon. he's wearing a binder under his shirt. goodbye #trans headcanon #look at his trans guy swag

[wormsdyke]

not going to a catholic church for several years now allowed me to forget the way people can be so comfortable saying the most intensely guilt tripping things without a second thought

#it occurred to me that i might like to have some of my dads ashes in a small urn #and hoooooo boy #the reaction was unpleasant #ppl responded like oh. interesting. i mean if you think you want that then you can #it’s a sin. you’re denying the church if you do that but whatever #your poor grandparents will be so disappointed but you do you #ok. #i guess the idea is all of his ashes are kept in the columbarium at the church so anyone can visit any time #great lovely but he’s my fucking dad. why do i have to give him up so a bunch of people who don’t know him can theoretically stand by #a box with his name. why do i have to prioritize them #it wouldn’t even be all his ashes! but fine whatever yeah i’m tarnishing his eternal memory #anyways. where does one buy an urn #also i’ve been thinking about what to wear to his catholic funeral #the last time i saw most of these people i dressed feminine in a cishet way still cause u know. catholic #gotta call my old youth minister who told us to wear neck high blouses so when we bowed at communion the priest wouldn’t be tempted to look #down our shirts and ask her if i need to be concerned about that if i’m wearing a binder now #been thinking a lot about femininity lately #the things i miss but not because they made me feel good or affirmed #but because they made me feel less othered #i have got to find queer community irl #ok ok i’m done for now #tw: religion #tw: catholicism #orating!

[dilffrank]

i just know that frank is getting that gender euphoria from walking around in a dad cap and baggy dad shorts

#same dude #he doesn’t even need to wear his binder look at him go #frank.txt

[abrosexualvagabondcookie]

The new Coomkie 🫣

#cookie run #I like him #he’s hot #and also trans #looks like he’s wearing a binder lmao #cookie run spoilers #Peperoncino cookie

[iiscpr]

more bullshit

#this is such a good way to spend my time Im so fucking busyyyy #this also actually made me realise that its the second time ive drawn denmark as patrick/christian bale and its like. well its true but im #insane also #ive been wanting to do the fernanfloo meme for 50 years though because that most litearlly is already his outfit #but well anyways i got to give him a spiffy alternative fancy outfit that im kind of obsessed with #it may be that he doesnt have his stupid headband for 5 minutes or the bullet wound swagger but well i like him #litearlly no body is going to understand the context of the first meme until like. 6 volumes of my comic come out im crazy #well whatever. its for me ok. #i should have been working on my berserk drawing but instead. #my ranting #do you guys understand how long it took me to find the christian bale image without the goth bugs bunny i wanted to kill myself #then all i had to do was google ''christian bale so cunty'' and the second image on google was the fucking post...like goddd #''why is denmark in heaven'' well because the inbetween is all clouds so the backgrounds always are white please pleaspelaplseplease #i know i backed myself into a cornerrr thereee but pleaseee #Pleaseee #with that logic he should also be wearing completely white clothes unless theyre his normal outfit but i figured that would look Really Wei #Weird so i didnt do it #im aware no one cares and im inflicting these rules upon myself ok well the illness #...which is why i also tried to fit kyles binder beneath the dress which he would never wear bc of the dysphoria but i figured ok well. idk #the binder was built into the dress or something idk idk dont think about it too hard #''dont think about it too hard'' is the hardest thing 4 me. well i will think about it soo hard unfrotuantely #its 5 am #my art #kyle batillo #denmark newman #kar #it feels really weird to draw the 2 of them without ilya there. its like going to a hotel without the cuck chair. #like wheres my beautiful third wheel scowling in the background #cady will you tell him his hair looks sexy pushed back OK SORRY i should rewatch meangirls. for the millionth time #sad you cant see his giant gauges bc hair is covering but just remmeber theyre there k drew them.....

[bimbobaggins69]

dreams about my dealer…

dealer e.m. x fem reader

blurb request: 💌Hey Tori! Hope your day is going lovely 😊 As a request for the vday celebration, could I pls get a blurb where the reader is nerdy and loves reading old cheesy romance novels like these? And one night she falls asleep after reading and she fantasizes about her dealer Eddie as this suave romance hero who sweeps her off her feet and gets her all hot and bothered. And so after that night she starts buying books covers where the men resemble him and he catches on during one of their smoke seshs. You decide how it ends 😉😉 by: @honey-flustered

authors note: This is such a fun request, thank you for sending it in lovely. Hope you enjoy <3 if anyone wants a part two of just smut pls lmk cause I’d love to, but ya know I’m trying to blurb here.

all of my works are 18+

“there ya go, wrap your arms around me, sweet girl. Just like that.” The familiar voice bellows into your neck.

“I’ve got you now, sweetheart.” He murmurs against your flesh this time, sending shivers down your spine. The long familiar hair tickles at your collar bone as his arms wrap tighter around you. This time causing a very needed friction between you and this mystery man.

“Mmm, go ahead angel, make yourself feel good.” He says again before removing his face from the crook of your neck and revealing himself to you.

BEEP! BEEP! BEEP!

You pop up out of bed, removing your sleep mask before you slam your hand down on the obnoxious alarm clock sitting on your side table.

You feel a wetness in your panties when you go to stand up and it’s as if a flash goes off in your mind and you’re taken back to the dream you were just awoken from. Eddie, your drug dealer in nothing but blue jeans, his hair wrapped in a low bun and his big muscular chest dripping with sweat as he held you against his body protectively.

You look back over towards your bed, eyes glancing over the book you fell asleep reading. You couldn’t deny the man on the cover looked pretty close in comparison to eddie, long hair and the same exact attire as he was wearing in your dream. The man had a smirk on his face that was almost identical to the usual smirk eddie always had when you’d buy your weed from him.

later that day you find yourself across town, at your local library; ready to check out any and every dirty romance novel with a man that in some capacity meets your dealers description. You couldn’t believe the crush that formed from one little dream, you’d been festering on thoughts of eddie all day and you need more ammo for these ongoing fantasies and the very welcomed dreams you might have tonight.

You’re able to find five books in total, and you just knew you were gonna whip through them all in one week. There was a hunger in your center that just needed to be satiated, and if you couldn’t have the real thing, then the next best will do just fine.

The next morning, you speed walk through the halls of Hawkins high, binder held tight to your body as you keep your head down just trying to get to biology in one piece, but you’re running late so your feet move frantically as you go over an excuse to give Mr. Sivertson before you breech his classroom door. As you become deeply lost in your thoughts you collide into another body who was rounding the corner, your binder falls out of your hands and on to the floor as the other persons hands catch you by your waist.

“Where’s the fire, sweetheart?” The all too familiar voice fills your ears and you freeze, eyes now level with an ozzy shirt and his statement leather jacket.

Eddie’s eyes glance down towards your stuff that fell into a messy pile between your feet, your heart hammers when he bends down to grab something. The smirk on his face tells you exactly what he’d found and now you just want to run back to where you came from, get in your car and drive to a whole new town.

“Whatcha got here?” He says through a dopey laugh, as if you’d been caught red handed. That’s exactly what’s happening.

“Didn’t think a church mouse like you would read these kinds of books.” He whispers, although you two are the only ones in the hall.

“I-I’m not a church mouse, and give me my book back.” You huff and snatch your book out of his heavily ringed hand, but your face was far too guilty and you knew that eddie knew exactly why you had these books in your possession.

You eventually side step him, not wanting to hear any of his teasing that you knew he’d readily dish out. Eddie wasn’t a bully per say but he was an asshole, a cocky asshole to be specific.

Once you’re out of biology, you speed walk to your locker. Ready to put this godforsaken book away until the end of the day, when you can read it in bed, cuddled up where no one would make fun of you. But as you open your locker a folded piece of paper falls out and hits the toe of your flat. you shove your binder into a cubbie before bending down to retrieve it.

Meet me behind the football field after school

- EM

Your stomach fills with butterflies as it simultaneously sinks into the depths of your ass.

Why would he want to meet up after school? Was he going to poke fun at you? Have you show his friends your book so they could all laugh at you?

But another part of your brain said:

What if this is it? What if he really wants you? Maybe he’ll kiss you? Maybe you can finally feed this hunger.

That was all you needed to make your split decision.

After school, you grab your book from your locker and make a beeline for the football field. Bypassing quick goodbyes from your friends.

When you finally make it to the tree line, you exhale a deep breath you hadn’t realized you’d been holding, then you take a few deeper steps into the desolate woods. No one else came back here except for one infamous metalhead, so you knew you wouldn’t be met with any asshole jocks. That settled your stomach a bit, but not fully.

You see the back of Eddie’s head first as he sits on the old warped, wooden bench; hunched over as if in concentration. When you move closer, walking around the rickety table you can now see that he’s breaking up a nug of weed and placing it into a zig zag before rolling it up, snug.

Your eyes meet when he glides his tongue along the lining, he smirks up at you as your eyes gawk at the movements of his pink muscle, licking up and down. You can’t help but to squeeze your thighs together, that burning in your core blazes hot and he hasn’t even touched you.

Your eyes flicker back up into his and you realize that he’s watching you, watch him.

In a moment of faux confidence, you ask—

“What’s with the letter in my locker, Munson? I thought I was the one that was supposed to put the letters in your locker when I want to smoke.” You shoot him a weak smile, making him scoff as he puts the joint behind his ear for safe keeping.

“Are you gonna sit your ass down and smoke this with me or not?” He huffs, pulling a zippo lighter out of his leather jacket pocket and flipping the lid open and closed, open and closed. Is-is that a nervous tick? Is he nervous, too?

You lower yourself onto the seat in front of him, taking on your own nervous tick of picking at your nails.

He takes the joint from behind his ear, his eyes never leaving your form and it has you cowering deeper into yourself. He lights the spliff and inhales deep, holding it in for a second and then letting the smoke bellow out of his nose and mouth. You can’t deny how undeniably sexy he is.

“So, those little slutty novels you have—” He starts

“They’re not slutty! They’re romance novels, Eddie!” You screech in embarrassment, as your cheeks heat up from the deep cackle he makes in your expense.

“Yeah yeah, princess. Tell me, do they fuck in these romance novels?” He throws weak quotation marks up for the last two words, as his eyebrows shoot up under his bangs in question.

“Well, I mean…yeah they do.” You respond with a defeated slump of your shoulders.

“Mhm, just as I suspected. Slutty.” The way he sing-songs ‘slutty’ makes you fall into a fit of giggles, and the noise is music to Eddie’s ears.

“So uh, do you want me to make you feel better than those shitty books ever could?”

#— 𝐓𝐎𝐑𝐈 𝐖𝐑𝐈𝐓𝐄𝐒 #eddie munson imagine #eddie munson x y/n #eddie munson fanfic #eddie stranger things #eddie munson x you #eddie munson smut #eddie munson x reader #eddie munson #eddie munson fic #eddie munson x female reader