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reader flirting with some random guy for toji to fuck her senseless ๐Ÿ™๐Ÿ™๐Ÿ™๐Ÿ˜ญ๐Ÿ˜ญ really mean and sadistic toji with a really submissive reader
sorry for tbe filth im ltierally dying i want that man so bad
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๐š. ๐ง๐จ๐ญ๐ž: fuck yessssssss!! lmao not me writing this in a day
โŠน ๐œ๐จ๐ง๐ญ๐ž๐ง๐ญ๐ฌ: hard dom! Toji x fem! reader - explicit content; minors DNI - rough sex - Daddy kink - choking - spitting - impact play; spanking - degradation (bitch, cumslut, fuckhole, slut, whore) - minimal praise - missionary + backshots/leapfrog positions - dumbification - pinching - pet names (baby, good girl, mama) - Toji is a bit mean here - mention of blood and drool.
โŠน ๐ฐ๐จ๐ซ๐ ๐œ๐จ๐ฎ๐ง๐ญ: 1k
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Toji didnโ€™t like what he was seeing.ย 
You knew better, yet you still misbehaved.ย 
Your boyfriend sees you from across the pub, mingling with some random guy at the bar top. You were smiling and laughing at the dudeโ€™s jokes, prompting the man to treat you to some drinks. To say that the display left a sour taste in Tojiโ€™s mouth would be an understatement, especially with how you would place your hands on the chumpโ€™s arm or lean into him to rest your head. How brazen of you.ย 
Oh, but what really sealed the deal for him would be the occasional glances youโ€™d throw his way. Your eyes honed on him briefly with a mischievous smile to complete the look before you went to your business โ€” you knew what you were doing. And it made the older manโ€™s brow twitch, rich green eyes observing your every move.
Just wait tilโ€™ we get home, brat. Thatโ€™s all he can think of as you deliberately flaunt your autonomy. Because the moment you have your purposeful fun and return to Tojiโ€™s side, ready to go home, he takes you without a word. He doesnโ€™t have to say anything, letting what will happen once you step inside the house speak for itself.ย 
โ€œโ€”Ahhch!! Fuhucck!! Harder, Daddy, harderโ€ฆ!โ€
Have you ever been choked while being fucked into like a toy? Thatโ€™s the treatment youโ€™re receiving as you lie on the bed, Tojiโ€™s tough, calloused hands wrapped around your throat to restrict your breathing while he pistons his cock into you with inhumane force.ย 
โ€œHarder, they say,โ€ he chuckles. โ€œWho told you can boss me โ€˜round, huh?โ€ His hold on your throat gets tighter, and the limitation of air becomes hard to avoid while turning you on even more with the clamp of your walls around his fat dick. โ€œYou got some nerve, actinโ€™ like a real fuckinโ€™ slut tonight, huh?โ€
The snap of his hips makes it difficult to respond to him appropriately, his girth stretching your insides so euphorically, and the scrape of your g-spot has you shaking. Fuck, it felt so fucking good, so rewarding to be used like this!
โ€œHahhโ€ฆToโ€™jiiโ€”Ehhck!!โ€
โ€œWrong name, whore.โ€ His eyes narrowed, hands getting tighter and tighter that his fingernails pierced your skin, the pain adding to the suffocation.
Your watery orbs roll to the top of your head as dizziness creeps in. โ€œDadโ€“dyy, Iโ€ฆcanโ€™t breaโ€ฆโ€ your lips agape, trying to gather whatever air you can.ย 
Toji sees your open mouth, and with a wicked snicker, he spits into it. Your eyes widen instantly, but Toji uses one hand to squeeze your cheeks roughly. โ€œSwallow,โ€ he demands with a dark glint in his eyes. Thereโ€™s a bit of a struggle, yet he senses you gulp his saliva down from the bob of your throat, and a shiver crawls down his spine when you show your clean mouth. โ€œThatโ€™s a good girlโ€ฆโ€
Donโ€™t get blinded easily because he is not finished with you yet.ย 
Heโ€™ll have your back faced to him, face down to the sheets, and butt up for him to plow. His hands keep your lower half to him at all times, rutting his pelvis so hard to your wet cunt that it rocks you against the mattress. Your asscheeks rebound with every smack of his hips, taking your breath away.ย 
โ€œOoooh, hoooh, mmaahhh!โ€ There is no way you could even make out a proper sentence, Toji grinding into your soapy slit has you shrieking from his cockhead grazing those sweet spots your could never reach.ย 
Unbeknownst to you, the older man surprises you with a hard slap to your ass. The action pulls you out of your daze for a split second to scream, and your vagina inherently contracts onto his length. He hisses, โ€œHssshhiit, baby, fuckinโ€™ grippinโ€™ on me and making so much damn noise like a bitch in heat...Hey, Iโ€™m talkinโ€™ to you.โ€ Another smack to your butt for not responding to him, prompting a rushed wail to leave your lips. โ€œHeh, damn slut, canโ€™t even talk to me; all youโ€™re thinking about is my dick, right?โ€ He slowly pulls his cock back to hear your whining, a salacious grin grows by the inch when he snaps the limb back inside your warmth, and you grip the sheets. โ€œMmmph, fuck, this pussy is too crazyโ€ฆโ€
Another slap to your butt makes you tremble and twitch, peering over your shoulder to look at the man behind you. Jesus, he looked so hot the way he was drilling his dick into you. The sounds of skin slapping against each other brings the room to life. โ€œโ€”Fuuahh, haahnn, Daddyyyโ€ฆ!โ€
The raven-haired man notices you observing him, chuckling before placing a hand on your head to smoosh it back down to the sheets. โ€œWho the fuck told ya to look over here?โ€ He strikes your ass once more, his fingertips stinging crescents into your hot skin.ย He's so rough with you that you know there will be blood from those scratches.
The weight of his hand on your head feels so strong, unable to move as his entire brawny frame has you submit to his bow. โ€œDaddyyyy, ohh fuuuck,โ€ you mewl for him to hear. โ€œIt shfeels sho gโ€™oodโ€ฆ!โ€ God, you sound so fucking stupid. Your brain dissolves into mush, and your body corrupted by his powerful dominance. โ€œGod, it shโ€™o gooood! Give me more, pleaseee!!โ€ย 
โ€œThere they go asking for more, fuckinโ€™ fuckhole,โ€ he groans under his breath, grinding his pelvis to your chasm to listen to your sweet begs for pleasure. โ€œEasy there, mama; Iโ€™ll give ya what ya want...Hgghhโ€ฆYou wanna cum for Daddy again, right?โ€
Drool streams down from your lips to stain the sheets beneath. โ€œYesshhh, yes pleaseeeโ€ฆ! Ohhh!โ€ He slaps and pinches your asscheeks again; Good Lord, his strikes were not meant for the weak.ย 
โ€œThen stay still, look all pretty, and keep wringinโ€™ me out like the cumslut you are, got it?โ€ You babble more sounds of agreement, thoughtless on whether they are actual words. You amuse him to remove his hand from your head and back to your hips, propelling you to stick to him again as his hips strike your ass with a hungry vigor.
โ€œThatโ€™s my girlโ€ฆโ€
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requests/thirsts are open hehe~ ๐Ÿงธ
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ft.ย harry j. potter, ron weasley, draco malfoy, cedric diggory, sirius black, remus lupin
warnings.ย aged up!! nsfw content, MDNI! mostly soft sex but rough sex is also included, twitter links. fem! reader, sub! characters will be mentioned in the names, imaginative texts included! pet play, teasing, nasty stuff
a/n.ย cedric, sirius and lupin's image is below!! kinda ooc! ron? i barely see any hp visual links so.. here this is lmao, and please, again, MDNI. sirius n remmy in the marauders era // this is my 2nd nsfw hc/fic im crying happy tears.. ALSO FIRST EVER HP WORK
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harry james. potter
๐‡๐€๐‘๐‘๐˜ ๐๐Ž๐“๐“๐„๐‘ ๐–๐‡๐Žโ€ฆ absolutely adores your tits, he will rest/sleep on your chest, sucking on your nipples as he falls asleep (his mouth latched onto it still), it's some sort of.. comfort to him. he loves how they're so soft and squishable. loves playing with them, rolling your nipple in between his fingers as he sucks on your other nipple before switching sides.
"I- mhm, god your tits... please.. can I?" harry pleads while looking up at you with puppy dog eyes. Your fingers run through his hair as you nod. He's quick to latch onto your tit as he starts to suck them softly which makes you softly moan as you tug onto his hair, rutting your pussy against his leg.
๐‡๐€๐‘๐‘๐˜ ๐๐Ž๐“๐“๐„๐‘ ๐–๐‡๐Žโ€ฆ even after a long day will take his time and be patient and soft with you as he tenderly places a kiss on your thighs before kitty-licking your pussy <3 he's quite literally making out with your pussy and devouring it. if you didn't know any better you would've thought he was a starved animal.
"Just be a good girl f'me yeah? Be nice and good while I eat this pretty pussy.." harry says before ducking down in between your thighs as he begins to eat your pussy feverishly.
๐‡๐€๐‘๐‘๐˜ ๐๐Ž๐“๐“๐„๐‘ ๐–๐‡๐Žโ€ฆ loves to fuck you in the reserve cowgirl position, watching as your tits bounce up and down, as his appears before being engulfed with your pussy. sometimes giggling and smiling while staring up at you in awe.
"Oh- fuck, oh your pussy feels so good-!" he says, his head lolled back as his dick slips in and out of your wet pussy.
๐‡๐€๐‘๐‘๐˜ ๐๐Ž๐“๐“๐„๐‘ ๐–๐‡๐Žโ€ฆ just wants to be soft with you although most times it turns into a heaty session. loves to make out before having sex with you or during, as long as his lips are on yours that's all that matters..
making out with you before having passionate sex is his favourite thing to do. "I love you so, so much y/n.." he whispers before ghosting your lips to which you smile at before kissing him, for real this time.
๐’๐”๐! ๐‡๐€๐‘๐‘๐˜ ๐๐Ž๐“๐“๐„๐‘ ๐–๐‡๐Žโ€ฆ squirms, twitches and whimpers when you touch and jerk his dick, rolling your thump and hand over his tip as he desperately tries to stop you from overstimulating him.
"mhm, please.. y/n-! Ah.. stop, please." harry whimpers as he takes hold of your hand, "uh-uh, just be a good boy and let me touch you.. you'll be a good boy, right?" you chuckle when harry nods his head vigorously.
๐’๐”๐! ๐‡๐€๐‘๐‘๐˜ ๐๐Ž๐“๐“๐„๐‘ ๐–๐‡๐Žโ€ฆ is shy during your first time having sex, he's quiet at first but after you ride him he's whimpering and panting, he can only look at you in awe as you ride him
"Shy? Why are you shy?" you question while straddling his lap, your hands on his shoulders as you smirk from his flustered face. "I-im, because.. it's my first time you know.." he mumbles as he turns his head away from embarrassment. You place your finger on his chin and make him look at you, "don't be shy, harry.. let me make you feel good. I promise I will.." you coo.
ron weasley
๐‘๐Ž๐ ๐–๐„๐€๐’๐‹๐„๐˜ ๐–๐‡๐Žโ€ฆ jerks off while allowing you to ride his hand as he rubs circles on your clit.
"Oh wow... this is nice.." ron whispers, watching you stroke his dick with your hand while he rubs circles on your clit. "Oh please.. ron just get on with it." you whine, ron smirks and nods, "anything for you."
๐‘๐Ž๐ ๐–๐„๐€๐’๐‹๐„๐˜ ๐–๐‡๐Žโ€ฆ is slow with you, peppering you with small kisses. thrusting slowly in you before gradually fucking you like how you want to be fucked <3
"You like that, hm?" ron is never the one to tease you in bed but seeing you all open to him sparks something in him that he can't explain, all he knows is that he's feeling good. "Let me make you feel good baby"
๐‘๐Ž๐ ๐–๐„๐€๐’๐‹๐„๐˜ ๐–๐‡๐Žโ€ฆ makes out with your pretty pussy! on most days he just wants to stuff his face in between your legs until you cry out his name multiple times, gripping onto his hair tightly as he makes your stomach knot over and over again.
"Oh, ron! Please.." you whine as you gripped onto his hair tightly. "Please what?" ron mumbles, his mouth still latched onto your pussy as his tongue licks stripes on your clit. "Please go faster.."
๐‘๐Ž๐ ๐–๐„๐€๐’๐‹๐„๐˜ ๐–๐‡๐Žโ€ฆ pounds your pussy after a long day without seeing you, he just missed this pretty pussy of his.
"D'you know how much i've missed you? Huh? Missed this pretty pussy." ron bucks his hips forward as he slams into your cunt and he doesn't stop, he just missed you so much, he missed being inside of you. You'll be good a girlfriend and allow him to, hm?
๐‘๐Ž๐ ๐–๐„๐€๐’๐‹๐„๐˜ ๐–๐‡๐Žโ€ฆ watches as his cum drips out of your pussy, admiring it before fucking you again and again, pulling his dick out just to see his cum drip out of you.
"Oh would you look at that.." he whispers, fingers prodding and stretching your pussy to see his cum dripping out of your fluttering hole. "So cute" he coos, he could not wait to do that again.
draco malfoy
๐ƒ๐‘๐€๐‚๐Ž ๐Œ๐€๐‹๐…๐Ž๐˜ ๐–๐‡๐Žโ€ฆ fingers you, leaving you breathless and moaning for more. who slaps your face harshly before kissing you.
Draco's fingers are pumping in and out of your weeping hole, and he's doing it roughly. "You like that? It feels good?" draco whispers in your ear, grinning as he already knew the answer. Your hands are clutching his arm. You were too tired and overstimulated to speak, you could only nod. "I need words baby."
๐ƒ๐‘๐€๐‚๐Ž ๐Œ๐€๐‹๐…๐Ž๐˜ ๐–๐‡๐Žโ€ฆ sneaked you into his room after his roommates left and proceeded to fuck you balls deep.
Draco invited you to come visit his room just to "study" but you knew that draco was never really the one to study, but you agreed anyways, he was your boyfriend after all. What you didn't expect was in after a few minutes he would be balls deep inside of you. "Oh-! Draco, it feels so good, mmm"
๐ƒ๐‘๐€๐‚๐Ž ๐Œ๐€๐‹๐…๐Ž๐˜ ๐–๐‡๐Žโ€ฆ has a breeding kink, wanting to stuff you with his cum, watching as it all dribbles down from your pussy. Watching as your pussy clenches around nothing.
"You're so cute y/n, you know?" he hums teasingly, his hands gripped onto your thighs tightly as he pulls them apart to admire his work. You knew draco was looking at you, or rather your pussy, but nonetheless it made you feel hot under his gaze. You mew in response as your pussy clenches around nothing, obviously hinting that you wanted something more.. thicker inside of you once more.
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cedric diggory
๐‚๐„๐ƒ๐‘๐ˆ๐‚ ๐ƒ๐ˆ๐†๐†๐Ž๐‘๐˜ ๐–๐‡๐Žโ€ฆ fucks you in doggy style <3 relishing in how his dick is being swallowed whole by your pussy.
"You look so pretty like this.." he murmurs as he pounds into your red and abused cunt. "Mmm so pretty for you-!" you sputter out as your hands clench onto the bedsheets tightly.
๐‚๐„๐ƒ๐‘๐ˆ๐‚ ๐ƒ๐ˆ๐†๐†๐Ž๐‘๐˜ ๐–๐‡๐Žโ€ฆ passionately makes out with your clit before fingering you whilst licking and flicking your bud with his warm tongue.
"You like that don't you?" cedric mumbles as he stares up at you while fingering and licking your cunt. "Mhm! Yes i dooo" you drag the 'o's as he speeds up his fingering, cedric only grinned as your juices flow down his chin.
๐‚๐„๐ƒ๐‘๐ˆ๐‚ ๐ƒ๐ˆ๐†๐†๐Ž๐‘๐˜ ๐–๐‡๐Žโ€ฆ holds your hand as he pumps his fingers in and out of your pussy, he just wants to hold hands while doing something intimate with you <3
"Here, hold my hand pretty" he says โ€“ in a sweet tone as if he wasn't fingering you harshly โ€“ as he intertwines his hands with yours. "God you're so cute."
๐‚๐„๐ƒ๐‘๐ˆ๐‚ ๐ƒ๐ˆ๐†๐†๐Ž๐‘๐˜ ๐–๐‡๐Žโ€ฆ eats you out in his room while his roommates are away for quidditch practice, he called in sick just to eat his pretty princesses' pussy. Loving your cute little moans as he burrows his head further and further in as if he wasn't already.
"Oh c'mon! Let me just have a quick taste.. so what if they burst inside?" he says with a pout, his head hovering just right above your glistening pussy. "So what? We could get in trouble!" you whisper-yell. "Awh, well too bad im going to anyways." he states before burrowing his head down.
sirius black
๐’๐ˆ๐‘๐ˆ๐”๐’ ๐๐‹๐€๐‚๐Š ๐–๐‡๐Žโ€ฆ fucks you until your shaking from your orgasm and squirting. Slapping his cock on your pussy as your hips buck forward.
"Aww, look at you, all of this because of me?" sirius teases before patting his cock on your wet pussy. "We ought to do this more, hm?" you nod ever so slightly to which he chuckles at. "Alright, lets get you cleaned up now."
๐’๐ˆ๐‘๐ˆ๐”๐’ ๐๐‹๐€๐‚๐Š ๐–๐‡๐Žโ€ฆ loves to see you all tied up as he teases you with his cock, torturing you as he slides it along your aching hole before finally giving you what you really want.
"Look at you, all dolled up for me.. gorgeous aren't you?" he says just barely above a whisper. You nod you head and whine, "alright alright, ill give you what you want now" he chuckles before slipping his dick inside of your needy hole.
๐’๐ˆ๐‘๐ˆ๐”๐’ ๐๐‹๐€๐‚๐Š ๐–๐‡๐Žโ€ฆ trains you with a leash on, all dressed up just for him as he fucks you again and again.
"What's the safe word?" sirius asks, his finger tracing your spine, "green." you respond with a smile. Sirius returns tn before giving looking back at his dick that was positioned in front of your entrance. "There we go.." he whispers as his dick slips inside your pussy before tugging onto your leash.
๐’๐ˆ๐‘๐ˆ๐”๐’ ๐๐‹๐€๐‚๐Š ๐–๐‡๐Žโ€ฆ wants to hold you in his arms as you two have sex, he wants to be close as possible, this is as they say, an intimate act.
"Fuck- y/n you feel so good. Come closer to me will you, yeah?" sirius mumbles, pulling you closer to his chest. Both your arms wrap around each other as he pounds into your poor, abused cunt.
remus lupin
๐‘๐„๐Œ๐”๐’ ๐‹๐”๐๐ˆ๐ ๐–๐‡๐Žโ€ฆ hates being rough but since he is a werewolf, his... tendencies tend to come out. He fucks you harshly as he holds you down from moving.
"Come on y/n.. stop squirming you- fine." he mutters before holding you down, his hand on your belly before switching to your arm, trying to subdue your squirming and movements. "Please remmy! I-i need it.." you whine, lolling your head sideways, bucking your hips forwards in the hopes of getting more friction. "Then let me give it to you."
๐‘๐„๐Œ๐”๐’ ๐‹๐”๐๐ˆ๐ ๐–๐‡๐Žโ€ฆ teases you with his dick sliding over your needy hole, grinning when he sees you whining and twitching at his touch. But, he is nice so he will give you a reward for being so patient.
"Remus, please.. I want it." your hand gripping onto his sleeve as you tried to move your slips to "accidentally" make his dick slip inside. "Nuh-uh, just be patient and i'll give you what you want.." even though you weren't patient you nodded anyways, "good girl."
๐‘๐„๐Œ๐”๐’ ๐‹๐”๐๐ˆ๐ ๐–๐‡๐Žโ€ฆ is smitten with your boobs! He loves how soft they are, small, medium or big, he will love them nonetheless! Remmy will fondle with them, suck on them, toy with them, lick them and so on. Just please let him have your tits.
"Mm, don't you think that's enough..?" you question, looking at your boyfriend who was fondling with your breasts. "Enough? Absolutely not!" you frown at his response. "But- what about-" "that can wait, love. Just wanna focus on my girls first."
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politely requesting either halsin or astarion with a tav/reader who like..shrugs off their advances bc they donโ€™t think someone like either of them would take interest in them. like very oblivious to the fact that people actually like them. (totally not self indulgent lmao) ((i love mutual pining to lovers i-))
CW: Mild sexual content, reader is injured
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Astarion has started to question whether this is your way of gently rebuffing him, or you're actually this dense.
He's not a subtle flirt. He uses all his most seasoned tricks, exhausts every overture he can think of. He can't remember wanting anyone this much. And yet, every one of his suggestive quips is laughed off.
He's there in the morning, sliding in beside you as you drink your tea. "Good morning, beautiful. You're looking absolutely radiant today." He runs a finger down your arm. When you blush and smile back, something warms in the pit of his stomach.
He's there as you put on your armour. "Allow me, dove." And as he tightens the straps on your mantle, he lets his fingers brush the underside of your jaw. "There. Just right." He purrs into your ear.
And of course, when he feeds. He takes his time, pulling you close, cradling your head, running his fingers through your hair. He nuzzles into your neck before he bites, pressing his lips against your rabbiting pulse for just a moment longer than he should.
Even in battle, when he's swiftly at your back, flashing you brilliant smiles as he races to your defense, you jovially thank him, like you do all your companions. Like he's your friend. Just your friend.
All efforts so far, completely ignored.
So now he watches you from across camp, the firelight dancing across your features as you laugh (he tries to ignore the tender stirring in his chest at the sound).
He throws back his glass of wine, and grimaces at the pitying glances of his compatriots. Of course it was obvious to anyone except you.
You stood, bid Wyll and Karlach goodnight, but instead of disappearing into your tent, you vanished into the brush.
Astarion sat for a long moment. He should let you go. You clearly weren't interested, and he should just... move on. Like he always had.
Who are you kidding, you fool?
He didn't care that he startled Gale with his speed and he pursued you into the woods.
You were seated on a rock, your face turned up toward a shaft of moonlight, eyes closed. He stopped to admire you.
"Sorry I took off. I just wanted to enjoy the quiet."
"I'll go, if you want me to."
You start, and turn towards his voice. "Astarion, didn't expect you."
"Were you expecting someone?"
"No... just-
He's suddenly surging forward without thought, and the two of you are rolling across the grass.
"Astarion, what the fu-"
He silences you with a burning kiss, brimming with anger and desperation. You roll him onto his back, furiously returning his advance. "What-" you pant between kisses. "-took you so long, idiot."
He's furiously tugging at your linen shirt, baring your back and shoulders. You'd be angry if you weren't still reeling.
"You never flirted back!" He pins you down, only to find his hips locked between your legs.
"I flirt constantly, Astarion! You drink my blood every night! I've been waiting for you to take the next step for weeks!" Now it's you tearing at his shirt, your hands groping for purchase on his shoulders. "I thought you didn't think of me like that." Now it's your lips against his neck, and he chokes on a moan.
"That's not flirting!" He's never been this heated during sex. He's a collected lover, and for all the inherent violence of his existence, he realizes - he wants to be gentle. At least this time.
He takes your hands in his and stills your thrashing. You lock eyes, both of you out of breath, chests heaving. He places a single, gentle kiss to the palm of your hand. "Shall we begin again, love?"
"I'd like that."
"My name's Astarion. You are a truly stunning creature," he leans down, and whispers to you, "... and I'd very much like to make love to you tonight."
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Halsin thinks you are quite possibly the most extraordinary person he's ever met.
ย 
He can't erase the image of you the first time he saw you from his mind, eyes ablaze, arcane power crackling at your fingertips.ย 
He's had so many partners, but all of his love affairs were brief, transient. Deep, but nothing had ever moved him like this.ย Typically, Halsin is straightforward with his feelings. His passing dalliances with fellow druids and traveling rangers had never daunted him. But with you, making his feelings known was... complicated.
You'd been through a significant trauma, and while you put on a quite the brave face, ever the intrepid leader, he's been around long enough to see your fragility. You'd seen so many horrors in such a short amount of time. Emotions were running high, he wouldn't risk coming on too strong.
So instead... he brought you gifts. It was a very natural way to court someone, at least. Baskets of berries, a fresh catch from the river, perhaps they're gifts to his own taste, but he hopes you'll enjoy them.
He offered to braid your hair, to help ease the tension in your shoulders with a massage in the evenings (his hands are absolutely enormous, which certainly helps).ย 
And, unbeknownst to the rest of the camp, and to his mild shame, he couldn't help but rub his scent near your tent. He wouldn't invade your boundaries and touch your things, but he couldn't help his instincts. Lae'zel noticed at last, but only scoffed and offhandedly remarked, "The way you dance around your affections is pathetic. Tell them, or stop simpering."
Things eventually came to a head when you were injured, badly. The arrow tore through your side, and you hit the ground before you could register you'd been shot, the world became pain and a blur of color and noise.ย 
Halsin was by your side in a heartbeat, shielding you with his frame as spells and arrows flew overhead.
"Don't move little one, you're losing blood." He sounded calm, but there was a tremor in his voice. You'd never seen him afraid before.
"Halsin..."
"Shh, shh. Hold still." His magic flows through you, and the muscles in your side knit back together as he pulls the arrow free.
"Halsin." Your hand lifted to weakly brush his cheek. Your vision was swimming.ย 
The thunderous roar of battle magic echoed nearby. Gale rushed towards you. "Are they alright?"
"They will be." Halsin spoke it like an oath. "But they're weak."ย 
"We'll finish this, get them to safety!"
Halsin cradled your body to his chest and barreled off the battlefield. You drifted in and out of consciousness, but were always aware of his arms around you. They felt like safety. Like home.
The druid ducks behind a half destroyed wall, and begins to reassess your wound. "Gods, you frightened me." He lays you down carefully, head in his lap, and begins to clean the wound.ย 
You smile up at him. "Thank you."
"No need to thank me."
"I like this."
He's puzzled. "Being horribly injured?"
"Being held by you."ย 
At that moment, your body finally gave out, and your vision went black.ย 
When you woke, bandaged and sore, in your tent, Halsin was sitting by your bedroll with his back to you. Recalling in horror the confession you'd made, you try to pretend you were still asleep.ย 
"I know you're awake, little one."ย 
You sigh. "I'm... about what I said, I'm sorry. I know you don't feel that way, and-"ย 
"Stop." He turned and placed a finger against your lips. "No more words."ย 
You braced for his rejection. At least the druid was kind, empathetic. Or perhaps his pity would make it worse.ย 
His lips coming down on yours were not what you expected. He was gentle, and smelled of moss and pretrichor, dark soil and sweat. You kissed him back, laughing into his mouth.ย 
He pulls away, then presses his forehead to yours. "I'm here. As long as you'll have me."ย 
"Oh, I intend to." Your attempt to sit up is hampered by a shock of pain from your wound. "Ow. Shit."
Halsin guides you back down to your pillows. "All in good time, little one."
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summary: in which the sweet ache of yearning metamorphoses into the art of intimacy and knowing.
idol!jk x reader, est. relationship / fluffy fluff, a dash of angst, explicit content (minors dni!!) / word count: 10.5k
warnings/content: divided into seven parts. itโ€™s like a timeline hehe <3 ; mainly in jkโ€™s pov!! ; underaged drinking (oc is 18 in that part but the legal age of drinking in sk is 19 so!) ; mention of almost? n*des (neither sent by our mcs) ; making out ; thigh grinding ; brief or*l (f. rec + allusions to m. rec) ; mention and allusion to s*x [yesyes itโ€™s the first time] [oc may or may not cry a little tooโ€ฆ] ; they have a โ€˜what if i die before you?โ€™ discourse lmao
playlist! restless - bibi ; lily of the valley - daniel ; who do you love - the black skirts ; intro (end of the world) - ariana grande ; snow - josh makazo
> in which masterlist!
note: look at my gorjus ethereal bf !!!! anywayโ€ฆ hi, iโ€™m back ^_^ hereโ€™s my not so little offering to those whoโ€™s been missing the iw couple <3 as always iโ€™d love to hear your thoughts :") come chat!!
โ€”
I. THE FALLING
โ€œjust stay the night.โ€ you blurt out, turning to jungkook to express your worry. โ€œi canโ€™t let you leave right now. itโ€™s not safe.โ€
his wide eyes scan the headline of the news once more.
heavy snowfall, road accident, several injuredโ€ฆ versus staying the night at the apartment of not quite his friend, not quite his lover, for the first time.
he canโ€™t deny that he favors the latter over the former with an explicable feeling rendering him breathless. still, he canโ€™t allow his enthusiasm to cloud his better judgement. he knows heโ€™s still somewhat of a stranger to you. he doesnโ€™t want to overstay his welcome or make you feel uncomfortable in your own space.
โ€œare you sure youโ€™re comfortable with it?โ€
โ€œsure. should i be worried?โ€œ
โ€œno! uhm, i just thought not everyone would be comfortable to have a person theyโ€™re not very close with to sleep over.โ€
you chuckle, lightly bumping your shoulder against his. โ€œchill. i have bigger things to be scared of than the guy who just cried with me while watching an anime movie.โ€
ohโ€ฆ he thought you were too absorbed in wiping your own tears to notice him crying too.
he slumps back on the sofa with a sigh. โ€œi see. i guess weโ€™re left with no choice then.โ€
โ€œi have an extra toothbrush!โ€
โ€”
jungkook doesnโ€™t quite understand peopleโ€™s obsession with his eyes, but getting enamored by the innocence that yours seem to glisten with, he wonders if he is experiencing the same case.
โ€œcan you see if this fits you?โ€
you stand before him with a stack of neatly folded clothes, unraveling a pair of gray sweatpants to hold up infront of him.
โ€œi thinkโ€ฆ thereโ€™s a string? oh, thereโ€™s none.โ€
he chuckles. โ€œyou forgot?โ€
โ€œwell, itโ€™s not mine. my ex never came back for his clothes.โ€œ you huff with a roll of your eyes, muttering a silent his loss into the air. โ€œiโ€™ve washed it though! donโ€™t worry! itโ€™s just- you know- sleeping in denim pants is uncomfortable.โ€
does that mean you still wear the clothes of your exes? this pisses him off for some unknown reason. he would much rather sleep uncomfortably than wear their clothes.
you kindly smile, pushing the black knitted sweater against his chest. โ€œbut this is mine. itโ€™s really warm and comfortable!โ€
but on another note, youโ€™re too sweet and thoughtful. how could he ever say no?
โ€”
the sweatpants is a little loose around his waist. your sweater, however, feels incredibly soft against his skin. as he walks back into the living room, he pulls down his sweater paws and runs his hands across its sleeves. if he had to describe the feeling it evokes, he would say it is very much similar to rolling around on freshly washed and dried bedsheets.
โ€œitโ€™s nice, right?โ€
he whips his head around upon hearing the sound of your voice. for a quick second, you caress his arm with the back of your hand, and even with the barrier separating your skin from his, the casual touch causes his breath to hitch.
โ€œi finished cleaning the room. i set up a comforter on the floor so you can take the bed.โ€
โ€œis that so? thank you!โ€
he zooms past you. youโ€™re left standing alone, blinking in confusion. he is more than happy to welcome himself into your bedroomโ€ฆ so he can slyly steal the bed you prepared for yourself. he slides under the covers, makes himself all cozy with his hands resting on the back of his head as if itโ€™s not a raging winter and heโ€™s lying under the summer sun.
โ€œand what do we have here?โ€
jungkook cracks one eye open. there you are leaning against the doorframe with your arms crossed. you raise your eyebrows at him, demanding an answer.
โ€œwhat?โ€ he smiles childishly. โ€œyouโ€™re the one doing me a favor. iโ€™m not going to let you sleep on the floor.โ€
โ€œhow polite. suit yourself, sir.โ€ you shake your head in amusement, smiling.
you enter the room, flicking the lightswitch off and locking the door at the speed of light. without thinking, probably; muscle memory formed by your routine. he is the only thing not a part of it. yet.
โ€œgoodnight, jungkook.โ€
โ€œgoodnight.โ€
he still sees you moving around in the dark. you crouch down beside him and he feels the extra pillow heโ€™s partially crushing under his weight be jerked away all of a sudden.
โ€œi need this one. sorry.โ€ you whisper-shout apologetically. โ€œgoodnight! sweet dreams!โ€
โ€”
jungkook sighs, tired of mindlessly scrolling through social media. his eyes flutter shut as he allows his phone to collapse on his chest. he is yet to even figure out if going to work later would be possible because of the blocked roads. he has gotten enough earful about not heading straight to the dorm and he cannot risk any more. because then, he would have to see less of you.
he sneakily opens his eyes, craning his head to the side to steal a glance of you, but he finds that youโ€™ve already fallen asleep on your textbook and heโ€™s unable to look away again. bathed in the warm light of the lampshade on your bedside, he has never seen you more peaceful. he learns with hard evidence that youโ€™re a side sleeper, curled up underneath the blanket and cutely snuggled against the pillow you took from him.
he doesnโ€™t know how long heโ€™s been admiring you, but he knows he doesnโ€™t want you to think of him as a creep. you stir in your sleep and his hand swiftly flies to his phone. pretending to be absorbed in reading the first tweet he comes across, he tries taking another subtle glimpse of you.
itโ€™s as if heโ€™s been caught and punished.
he flinches.
your textbook collides with the floor, landing only inches next to his pillow. he begins sweating. he couldโ€™ve easily gotten a concussion at best, death at worst.
he sits up with his elbows anchoring him, poking around to investigate the cause of the fall. admittedly, heโ€™s a little sad to see your back now facing him.
โ€œshit, what am i doing?โ€ he roughly rubs his face to knock some sense back into him.
he needs to get some sleep. yeah, thatโ€™s it. nothing more.
he picks up your textbook, taking it upon himself to bring it over to your desk. on his way back, he also decides to to turn off the lampshade.
his finger freezes on the button, however. he sinks his teeth into his bottom lip to silence the giggle that threatens to escape himโ€” so fucking endeared to discover that youโ€™ve kicked off your blanket and rolled over to your other side along with the pillow, your thigh carelessly slumped over it.
he tucks himself back into bed, heart feeling all warm and fuzzy.
โ€œso, so adorable.โ€
the words escape him without thought; the smile on his face ever-present even as he drifts off to dreamland.
โ€”
II. ALLOW ME TO LINGER BY THE DOOR
โ€œhey, itโ€™s getting late. shouldnโ€™t you be heading home by now?โ€
you sit beside jungkook on the sofa after a phone call, and his round eyes grow twice their size when you steal the iced tea from his grasp, nonchalant as your lips wrap around the same red straw his have been only seconds ago.
he awkwardly clears his throat, perhaps to mask his loud heartbeat. โ€œis your friend okay?โ€
โ€œoh, sheโ€™ll be fine. itโ€™s her fault so i canโ€™t do much for her this time.โ€ you shrug, picking up your chopsticks as you eye the last dumpling in the bowl. โ€œstill hate that guy, though.โ€
โ€œthe one you think is lying about being rich?โ€
โ€œi donโ€™t know much about real ones, but iโ€™m pretty sure iโ€™ve seen enough fake diamonds!โ€
that seems to hits the right spot to elevate your mood. you hum happily as you chew, collapsing on the cushions and looking straight ahead at the television screen.
โ€œsorry about that. you must be bored and tired by now.โ€
โ€œabout thatโ€ฆโ€ jungkook swallows his nervousness. he rests his arm on top of the sofa, just to act cool. heโ€™s so close to you yet still so distant. โ€œiโ€™m dead tired from filming today. iโ€™ve been up since four in the morning. would it be too much trouble if i spend the night again?โ€
โ€œi should be the one asking you that. why do you like this trashy place way more than i do?โ€ you shake your head, wiping your mouth with a paper napkin. โ€œiโ€™ll go fix up so you can rest then. youโ€™re lucky minji didnโ€™t claim the bed first.โ€
fuck, he was supposed to get kicked out?
โ€œwait! do you need a change of clothes?โ€
โ€œthereโ€™s no need!โ€ he replies a little too quickly. if he has to wear the clothes of another one of your exes, he might end up on the news for setting himself on fire. โ€œi have extras in my backpack i didnโ€™t got to wear today.โ€
โ€œoh, okay.โ€ you flash him a smile before disappearing into the bedroom.
yeah, how convenient.
he exhales through his mouth.
when did he start lying? his mother would be very disappointed in him. but on the other hand, his father would explode in boisterous laughter and pat him on the back. nevermindโ€ฆ that just makes it worse.
โ€œguess iโ€™m going to hell!โ€ he shrugs, wearing a smile that is rather too jubilant.
he grabs his backpack on the floor and heads to the bathroom; your home is another home away from home.
โ€”
jungkook is exhausted from dance practice. he mustโ€™ve exerted himself too hard again without realizing it. for the third time this week, heโ€™s attaching pain relief patches to his neck and shoulders, shirt pulled to the side as to expose the area. normally, heโ€™d just take it off without care, but heโ€™s in a different setting. while heโ€™s pretty confident with the current condition of his body, it would be rude to strip out of nowhere. and you make him nervous. would he fluster you or would you fluster him? heโ€™s not prepared to find out yet.
โ€œare you okay?โ€
his movements from below capture your attention amidst catching up to the events in your group chats.
โ€œiโ€™m okay, just a little sore. donโ€™t worry!โ€ he waves off your concern with a scrunch of his nose. โ€œi also fell asleep in the car earlier soโ€ฆโ€
โ€œi can give you a massage. if you want.โ€
โ€œno, itโ€™s fine.โ€ even though the offer sounds extremely tempting, especially coming from you. โ€œi know youโ€™re tired too.โ€
โ€œhm, your loss. iโ€™m kind of an expert at it.โ€
he squints his eyes at you. โ€œreally?โ€
โ€œyou donโ€™t believe me?โ€
you sit up on the bed with an offended gasp, and he laughs at how you quite literally rose up to the challenge.
โ€œwe do have actual experts come in and take care of us too, you know that?โ€
โ€œexcuse you, iโ€™m an actual expert! i have more than a decade of experience!โ€
he isnโ€™t surprised to witness you climb down immediately afterwards, sitting behind him with your hands already on his shoulders.
โ€œhmm, my dad worked at construction sites. my mom had a desk job. this- this was my job.โ€ your fingers begin pressing down as if youโ€™re assessing him, touching the bare skin of his still exposed shoulder. โ€œgot paid with extra allowance. making money was easy back then.โ€
โ€œyouโ€™re so adorab- ah, ah, ah-โ€ his sentence is cut short by his own self when you apply pressure on a big knot, gently massaging it in small circles to loosen the tightly wound muscle fibers. โ€œfuck, it hurtsโ€ฆ yeah, thatโ€™s good. donโ€™t stop.โ€
he hears you snort, feels your forehead collapse on his back as vibrant giggles rack your body. a blush of red creeps up to his cheeks and heโ€™s thankful that you canโ€™t see his face.
he laughs along, belly aching. โ€œokay, okay- i heard it! i should keep my mouth shut!โ€
โ€œno no no, i wonโ€™t laugh anymore!โ€
โ€œyouโ€™re still doing it right now!โ€
โ€œiโ€™ll stop!โ€ you sniffle, laughed to the point of tears. you squeeze his shoulders. โ€œjust relax! youโ€™re so tense here, see? no wonder it hurts.โ€
thereโ€™s no denying that his body is pushed to its limits everyday; he has grown accustomed of this kind of lifestyle and he doesnโ€™t complain. youโ€™re making him want to do it all the time, though. if it means getting pampered like this? hell yeah.
โ€œit hurts here too. over- over here-โ€ he reaches a hand to his back, patting the area that has been bothering him all day. โ€œthis part. will you make it go away, please?โ€
โ€œhere? your shoulder blade?โ€
โ€œyes!โ€
โ€œokay. tell me if i should go gentler or harder. i donโ€™t want to hurt you.โ€
itโ€™s his turn to snort. he shortly learns that was not a smart move.
โ€œah, ah, ah-โ€ you pull at his ear and this time he moans in pain. โ€œoh, come on! you gave that one away!โ€
โ€œshut up! youโ€™re not allowed to laugh too!โ€
โ€”
he tries not to create more embarrassing sounds. at some point he begun to busy himself with his phone, but to no avail, there are occasional moans and grunts he canโ€™t bite down because you werenโ€™t lying about being a pretty damn good masseur. and then he does it on purpose once, just to hear you laugh again, because his being already feels a million times lighter and you show no signs of exhaustion or boredom.
โ€œyou have a mole here,โ€ you casually observe. he feels a light touch on the side of his neck and the butterflies in his stomach become untamed. โ€œitโ€™s sexy.โ€
he blushes, caught off guard by the compliment. โ€œthank you.โ€
โ€œyouโ€™re welcome.โ€ you hum.
the minutes pass by and he is no longer faking silence, however. all he can think about now is how he wishes that he was lying down for this. how long has it been? youโ€™ve been definitely at it for almost an hour. he yawns, eyelids fighting to stay open but failing miserably.
โ€œhey, wipe your drool.โ€
he blinks. your beautiful face greets himโ€” for a second, heโ€™s convinced that he has begun dreaming. with a mischievous grin, you lift the collar of his shirt to wipe the corners of his lips, and in a state of near delirium, he cackles.
โ€œseriously, thank youโ€ฆ i-i donโ€™t even know what to say. i really needed that.โ€ he sighs, carelessly rubbing his heavy eyes. โ€œiโ€™ll treat you to dinner tomorrow. how about that?โ€
โ€œsounds good. now go to sleep.โ€ you pat his back before rising on your feet. โ€œyour head kept on dropping and i felt bad.โ€
โ€œthat happens a lot.โ€
โ€œwell, itโ€™s bad for your neck. keep doing it and iโ€™ll get more free dinners.โ€
the unmistakable sound of a kiss that follows, it suspiciously matches with the warmth that lingers on his cheek.
โ€œgoodnight!โ€
โ€œgoodnightโ€ฆโ€ he only manages to mumble.
his mind has gone off to space. you tuck yourself into your bed after turning off the lampshade while jungkook feels like he just got blasted to the moon. he needs to get out of here. STAT.
โ€œiโ€™ll go drink some water. do you want me to get you a glass?โ€
โ€œno, iโ€™m fine.โ€
he makes out your figure shuffling in the dark, snuggled closely to a pillow.
he nods, which you probably didnโ€™t even see. he steps out of the room as quietly as possible, slowly closing the door as to produce the smallest click. he pads to the kitchen still feeling light, almost like heโ€™s walking on a path made out of clouds. he pours himself a glass of cold water from the fridge, chugs it down to the very last drop.
he licks his lips as he sets down the glass on the counter. he sighs deeply. he can still feel the outline of your lips, sticky lip balm printed on his skin. is it normal that he couldnโ€™t be bothered to wipe it off?
โ€œtotally worth going to hell for.โ€ he muses, unaware of the smirk that has started playing on his lips.
he briskly washes the glass at the sink, wiping it dry with a towel before deposting it back into the rack.
as expected, youโ€™ve already fallen asleep by the time that he returns. the light from the hallway casts a glow over your face and itโ€™s a sight that is painfully intimate in its own peculiar way.
he canโ€™t put a name to it, but whatever this feeling is, he likes it and he wants it to last.
and so, he lingers by the door for a few seconds more.
โ€”
III. THE YEARNING
jungkook hisses your name with yet another curse, heart so close to jumping out of his chest. when you were on the phone incoherently begging him to take you home from the club, he expected to carry out a passed out person from his car to their apartment floor, which he found no problem with aside from the possibility of having to deal with them throwing up.
instead, he is struck by an unusual combination of amusement and distress. he has been running around trying to capture you as you spend your final bursts of energy ringing strangersโ€™ doorbells. your exhilarated laughter echoes throughout the hallways. he must confess that he was laughing along with you the first timeโ€ฆ until it started to get a little bit out of hand.
if someone recognizes him by chance, he would be beyond fucked.
โ€œdonโ€™t- don't do it! stop it! please!โ€ he finally manages to seize your wrist before it can reach another, forced to wrap his arms around your torso so you wonโ€™t escape from him again. โ€œare you crazy? itโ€™s 3am! people are sleeping!โ€
โ€œthatโ€™s the point.โ€ you mewl, looking back to him with a childish pout underneath the hood of your coat. โ€œwhy are they sleeping? itโ€™s when the ghosts come out. does no one ever think about ghostsโ€™ feelings? because i do! if i were a ghost, iโ€™d be lonely and crying right now!โ€
oh my god, what is happening?
โ€œso letโ€™s invite them and everyone for more drinks!โ€ you jump up and down, his secure hold doesnโ€™t hold a candle to your hypernese. โ€œjungkook, i want to drink more! more more more! buy me!โ€
unfortunately, he doesnโ€™t have the time to dwell on your cuteness. he hears a door click from behind and his instincts instantaneously kick in. oh shit, you actually fucking woke someone up. he sweeps you off your feet, clasping a hand over your mouth to mute your angry protests. he turns at a corner, trapping you against the wall.
a deep and manly voice fills the silence. โ€œhello? whoโ€™s there?โ€
two pairs of eyes widen, staring at each other as if they can read minds through them. he notices the unsteady rise and fall of your chest; your heart must be beating as fast as his. he has to pull down his black mask to be able to breathe.
โ€œyouโ€™re going to be the death of me.โ€ he grumbles with a pointed look.
when you smile, he perceives it first through the palm of his hand before it reaches your eyes. only then does he fully register the dangerously close proximity between you.
dangerous because he wants to kiss you.
dangerous because youโ€™d dare him to do it and his self-control has been reduced to a million cracks.
โ€œah, this prank again! fucking teenagers!โ€
and the door slams shut. you both flinch.
โ€œthat guy has a fridge full of beer!โ€
you are vexed, voice muffled but still clearly loud. you harshly paw at his forearm to remove his hand, and your pout finally comes into view.
โ€œno, youโ€™ve had enough! seriously, what am i going to do with you? huh? you shouldnโ€™t even be drinking at all.โ€ he blows a loud breath, frustratedly running his fingers through his hair. โ€œhow did you even get in the club? fake id? you have it, donโ€™t you?โ€
you rush to defend yourself. โ€œiโ€™m only younger by a year and i donโ€™t look like it! as if they actually care in those places. they only want money.โ€
he begins to question if the bloodshot of your eyes is solely because of the alcohol or youโ€™re also on the verge of tears.
โ€œwhy? are you mad at me?โ€
โ€œno, iโ€™m not mad. should i be?โ€
โ€œโ€ฆi donโ€™t know. why do you even care about things like that? youโ€™re not my boyfriend or my parent so i donโ€™t need to explain myself to you.โ€ you angrily ramble, wriggling out of the tight spot he had you trapped in.
and that felt like a fucking dagger to the heart.
โ€œyou know what? i-i can do this. i can take care of myself, so go home.โ€
โ€œ____, donโ€™t be like this, please. youโ€™re drunk.โ€
โ€œiโ€™m not drunk, just tipsy! you can go home!โ€
he runs after you, but you shrug him off and continue walking away, perhaps a little too fast. he curses himself when he catches up to you seconds too late, witnessing you fall over to the floor with a thump and a whimper.
โ€œare you okay?! where does it hurt?!โ€
you shake your head profusely, but your hands gripping your ankle gives away the answers. he doesnโ€™t press you further. without another word, he hooks an arm under your knees and the other under your back, swooping you from the floor. he stands up straight, adjusts your position slightly, and walks the path you attempted to travel alone in your intoxicated state.
perhaps he is mad. he went and abandoned his rest time when you said that you needed him, only for you to rudely send him home. he has the right to be mad, even just a little bit, despite the fact that he isnโ€™t your boyfriend, right?
not that it matters.
you cling to his neck and it all melts away.
he glances down at you. a soft smile has replaced your frown. โ€œoh, so now youโ€™re happy again?โ€
โ€œyes,โ€ you tilt your head. โ€œfeels like iโ€™m floating.โ€
โ€œwhereโ€™s your key?โ€
โ€œhuh?โ€
โ€œyour key-โ€
โ€œoh!โ€
you dig out the item from the pocket of your coat. you proudly dangle it infront of his face along with the colorful keychains attached to it; the bear was gifted by yours truly from japan. he totally forgot that it existed. the last time he saw it was when he tossed it in the paper bag he gave you.
heโ€™s not even your boyfriend. the two of you know that doesnโ€™t make sense anymore.
โ€”
after he sets you down on the sofa, he kneels on the floor to remove the heels from your aching feet. he gets the hang of it after unfastening the second strap. while heโ€™s preoccupied, you strip off your coat to combat the increased temperature of your body.
โ€œi need to pee.โ€ you urgently kick off the heels as you rise on your feet.
jungkook looks up and forgets how to breathe. you are irresistibly gorgeous; the cherry red mid-thigh dress youโ€™ve been hiding from him hugs your body so perfectly. heโ€™s ensnared and thoroughly convinced that youโ€™re aware of your power to leave men and women alike sweating and tongue-tied.
goddammit, he is mad. you were at the club looking like this among flashing lights and grinding bodies and he is not your boyfriend.
โ€œdoesnโ€™t your ankle hurt?โ€
โ€œdoesnโ€™t matter. i need to pee.โ€
he clicks his tongue as you limp your way towards the bathroom.
โ€œyouโ€™re so hardheaded.โ€
he lifts up your arm to bring it over his shoulders; he holds your waist to assist you.
โ€œand your heart is so soft.โ€ you giggle, and his world stops when you hold his faceโ€ฆ peppering his cheek with an amount of kisses he doesnโ€™t have half the mind to count.
you said youโ€™re not drunk, just tipsy. does that mean you genuinely like him this much and youโ€™ll remember it when you wake up?
dear god, he hopes so.
โ€”
jungkook is supposed to wake up in four hours. however, heโ€™s still wide awake sitting by your pillow, mind completely blank on what heโ€™s supposed to do now that youโ€™re safe and sound. he canโ€™t bring himself to leave just yet. you bump against his knee as you shuffle and squirm, eyes closed but yet to land in the confines of slumber. he can hear your rugged and frustrated breathing, canโ€™t help but to hopelessly adore how pretty you are even with knitted eyebrows and tousled hair.
he likes you so much. he knows it hasnโ€™t been that long since you met but the thought of losing the chance of winning you over makes him want to cry and throw a tantrum. youโ€™re running in his mind day and night. you have permeated all his senses. you charm him with your unapologetic existence and you effortlessly captivate his ungiven affections.
when it comes to love, his passion becomes a weakness.
a whine emits from your parted lips as if you sense that something is wrong. your hands pat around the mattressโ€” searching and searching, until they stumble upon him. you push yourself up, head landing on the pillow, and your arms, they hug him close by his waist. only then do you finally come to a still, chest rising and falling in a steady rhythm.
you are at peace and he is experiencing an emotional turmoilโ€” falling in love. this is simply not fair.
the lines are becoming so blurry. he is losing control of his hands, hyperaware of what he is capable with his possession of them. he strokes your head gently, hair brushing across his palmโ€” this is soothing to him as much as it is you.
this feels right, he thinks. he wants time to stretch from this galaxy to another.
he feels a weak tug at his sweater.
โ€œiโ€™m cold now,โ€ your complaint comes out mumbled against the thick fabric.
next thing he knows youโ€™re pulling him down by his collar, leaving him with no choice but to lie down beside you as to not crush you under his weight. where the hell did you gather the strength to do that?!
he hisses in panic. โ€œyah! what are you doing?โ€
โ€œiโ€™m cold,โ€ you repeat.
โ€œ____, weโ€™re lying down on the blanket. if you can just scoot over for a seco- iโ€™ll take it out. move-โ€
his attempts on communicating to you only fall on deaf ears. he zips his mouth to admit defeat.
you cling to him for warmth, and jungkook finds himself giving more than that. he volunteers his arm to be your pillow, softly cupping the back of your head as you nuzzle your face on his chest; his other arm wraps around your torso to keep you close. it is quite a tight fit on a single bedโ€” he figures out a lame excuse for later.
now he can say for certain that youโ€™re hearing his heartbeat, but he doesnโ€™t seem to care anymore. he also doesnโ€™t mind the scent of alcohol because itโ€™s tragically losing the battle against your sweet perfume. it renders him enchanted. and the dressโ€ฆ that hypnotizing dress. he squeezes his eyes shut, trying to banish the sinful thoughts flooding his imagination.
he didnโ€™t peg you to be the physically affectionate type, but seeing that you canโ€™t sleep without hugging something, someoneโ€” he wants to be just the thing that you cherish as your safe haven. he wants this memory to be cuteโ€ฆ and romantic. but too much heavy on the romance, you affect his body and heart in ways no one can.
he tries to will his growing erection to ebb away. itโ€™s not an appropriate situation. he likes and respects you too much.
โ€œmy makeupโ€ฆโ€
you said it so quietly, he almost believed he was making it up in his head.
โ€œwhat was that?โ€
โ€œwill you- please, will you help me take off my makeup? itโ€™s bothering me.โ€ you make one final request at the depths of drowsiness, speech slurred and stuttered. โ€œthe wipesโ€ฆ the drawer behind you.โ€
he shouldโ€™ve thought of that. heโ€™s learning. next time, he will.
he settles into his previous position after grabbing the wipes.
โ€œhow do i help? is it okay if i d-โ€
he interrupts his question when he realizes that youโ€™ve finally fallen asleep.
his sigh momentarily fills the defeaning silence of the night. the exhaustion has also begun to take a toll on him. heโ€™s going to have to catch up on sleep during car rides and set breaks. heโ€™s already dreading it as heโ€™s planning around their hectic schedule.
as he wipes off your makeup as carefully as possible, he mutters into the thin air. โ€œyou owe me a massage for this.โ€
โ€”
IV. HAPPINESS OUTSIDE DAYDREAMS
โ€œyouโ€™re my boyfriend now and you donโ€™t sleep on the floor anymore. how cute is that?โ€ you happily think out loud, swinging your feet dangling at the edge of the bed. โ€œbut if you want to go back to our old waysโ€ฆ my bed is small even for me.โ€
โ€œno way. are you kidding?!โ€ he jokingly protests in an angry manner. โ€œyour bed is perfect.โ€
jungkook is on cloud nine. it sure does feel good to hear you sound so happy calling him your boyfriend, even more so to reap its special privileges.
โ€œi keep forgetting to ask. which side do you prefer?โ€
youโ€™re sat facing the door. โ€œi donโ€™t know, but iโ€™m used to sleeping here.โ€
โ€œalright. iโ€™ll stay here.โ€ he climbs under the covers, spreading his arms once his back hits the mattress. the smirk on his face widens. โ€œcome here, baby.โ€
a grunt slips past his lips when you jump into his arms without warning, eventually falling over to the side when he moves to envelope you in his embrace.
โ€œyouโ€™re so warm.โ€ you purr in contentment as you bury your face against his chest. โ€œi love cuddling so much.โ€
โ€œiโ€™ve noticed,โ€ he replies. he softly squeezes your exposed thigh after you slump your leg over his hip to maximize your comfort. โ€œyour pillow must be softer than me though.โ€
โ€œno, i like you moreโ€ฆ cuddling is proven to have health benefits, you know?โ€
he quirks an eyebrow. โ€œoh really? give me examples.โ€
โ€œit releases happy chemicals in the brainโ€ฆ it apparently also helps to lower blood pressure and heart rate, and it-โ€ you fail to stifle a sleepy yawn, hands grasping the cloth of his shirt and forming closed fists. โ€œโ€ฆimproves oneโ€™s quality of sleep.โ€
โ€œi can see itโ€™s working well for you.โ€ he chuckles.
โ€œis it for you?โ€
โ€œmhmm, yes,โ€ he presses his lips to your forehead. โ€œiโ€™m happy. thereโ€™s only happy chemicals in my brain right now.โ€
jungkook means it wholeheartedly and it feels strange. he doesnโ€™t feel happy in this moment alone. this happiness is colossal and thereโ€™s not nearly enough hours in a day to take it all in. this happiness will still be here when he wakes up tomorrow, and the day after that. this happiness stays with him even when youโ€™re not physically present. youโ€™ve turned him into an optimistic fool but itโ€™s not always that he experiences an attraction this strong.
heโ€™s smitten and he canโ€™t hide it. the people who are around him everyday sees it on his face; he doesnโ€™t even need to say it out loud. all that corny shenanigans about romance giving you a certain type of glow is apparently true, it turns out.
โ€œkissing is said to have the same effects, actually.โ€
your coyness captivates him from his thoughts.
he draws back slightly, the glint of mischief in his eyes mirroring yours. โ€œwhere do you learn these things?โ€
โ€œthrough reading and experience.โ€ you shrug innocently. โ€œwant to test that out too?โ€
youโ€™re everywhere. he can taste your lips, your tongue; your body wash floods his sense of smell with a sweet and clean scent, plus something else he canโ€™t quite name. he can only it describe as you. your hair is tangled in his fingers and your handsโ€ฆ so delicate and teasing with every touch, it feels like being electrified. it still feels incredibly chilly outside but heat is radiating off his skin. he needs to peel himself off you before he loses his last shred of self-control.
โ€œbabyโ€ฆโ€ he whispers, lips only a couple inches from yours. he takes your hand in a tender hold, placing it over his racing heartbeat. โ€œiโ€™m not sure about this one being good for my health.โ€
โ€œbut it is. you just burnt some calories.โ€ you smile, wiping the sweat that has started to form on his forehead. โ€œshould we stop?โ€
he feels his cheeks become more flushed, but his craving for you has overtaken his shyness. he might as well be drunk; intoxicated by you.
โ€œno.โ€ he refuses, conflicted and almost pained. โ€œi canโ€™tโ€ฆโ€
he gets rid of the distance between your lips once more, swallowing the first obscene moan he brings out of you.
โ€”
V. THE SPRING FLOWER IN THE EYE OF THE STORM
although you know they held affection for you, the boys youโ€™ve attracted in your life have made one thing clear: they see you as an object of desire, and you unintentionally play the part well. if you were going to make their wet dreams come true, then you ought to derive pleasure from it as well without shame.
but with jungkook, the tables have turned. you wore the same lipstick from last time to rile him up on purpose, but instead youโ€™re the one stuck trying to recall a time you were this putty in somebodyโ€™s hands. youโ€™re not in controlโ€” you expect this thought would make you spiral, but it doesnโ€™t.
you stumble inside your apartment making out with your boyfriend and you have an orange azalea tucked behind your ear. his hand is in your mess of a hair and it protects your head from the impact of the wall as your back collides with it. you donโ€™t know if it was on purpose or not but your heart flutters nonetheless. this is sickeningly romantic and you want to drown yourself in it.
โ€œoh, feels good.โ€ his mouth on your neck is addictive, you imagine it would be heavenly on more vulnerable parts of you. your nails harshly dig into his shoulder as he takes his time with every lick, every nip of his teethโ€” eager to learn more about your body and what makes it weak at the knees.
you tug at his hair with a whisper. โ€œjungkookโ€ฆโ€
โ€œmhm? yes, baby?โ€
you thought youโ€™ve seen and felt enough. you know about lust, but never felt a chemistry this electrifying. thereโ€™s an emotion screaming beneath the daze in jungkookโ€™s eyes; itโ€™s always been there, but not this loud. you think if you trust your gut and open yourself upโ€ฆ you might just come to gain an understanding of it.
you bite your bottom lip, behind it a shadow of a smile. โ€œbedroom.โ€
his restless hands slide down to hook around your thighs, and not long after, your legs are wrapped around his waist as he navigates your apartment blinded by the mutual refusal of your lips to disconnect. you giggle every time he bumps into something and groans. with his fear of accidentally letting you fall felt through his tight grip, youโ€™re the one who kicks the bedroom shut. the sound couldnโ€™t have been louder than the pounding of your heart reaching your own ears.
jungkook is gentle as he lays you down on the bed, but your lack of inhibitions reign over you. you begin unbuttoning his shirt, unconsciously grinding your heat against his thigh as you do so. it catches him by surprise, but then his strong hands find purchase on your waist, and you know he wants this as much as you do.
the kiss is broken up by a moan when his grip falls to your hips, guiding your wild movements in chasing pleasure with a tenderness and sensuality that transforms you into a feverish mess. another gush of arousal ruins your underwear worse. you kiss him again and eventually you lose count of the buttonsโ€” patience runs thin and with adrenaline rushing through your veins, you tear his shirt apart.
he hisses. โ€œbaby, shit- what did y-โ€
โ€œshhh,โ€ you place an index finger over his lips.
he chuckles raspily, shaking his head in disbelief. your giggles join him, equally amused with yourself.
itโ€™s still for a few seconds, but you can hear each other breathe in the dark. youโ€™ve seen him naked but his silhouette alone stirs the fuel spreading throughout your body. heโ€™s perfect. your lips reclaim the place of your finger. your hands caress every inch of his skin, every curve of his flesh they can reach. he doesnโ€™t make an effort to hold his noises and it turns you on more, if that is even possible at this point. his muscles continue to tense under your touches, even worse when you find his nipples to tease and play with. heโ€™s perfect.
โ€œitโ€™s my turn.โ€ he tries to say in the middle of the kiss, but you donโ€™t hear a thing until heโ€™s pulling away breathless and youโ€™re whining in disappointment. โ€œlet me return the flavor please? iโ€™ve been going crazy thinking about it. fuck, please.โ€
you sit up on the bed, pushing his naked chest challengingly. โ€œwhat? you want to eat me out?โ€œ
he swallows, wide scandalized eyes failing to escape your keen observation. โ€œi do.โ€
you watch him watch you strip off your sweater, โ€œreallyโ€ฆ?โ€ and then unclasp your bra, allowing its straps to provocatively slide down your shoulders.
โ€œye-yes, really.โ€
โ€œthen whatโ€™s stopping you?โ€
he whines out your name, interrupting himself with his craving for another kiss as he slips off your bra completely. it gets lost on the floor along with your sweater and you smirk deviously against his lips. โ€œyouโ€™re testing me like this, huh? youโ€™re so mean.โ€
you lie on your bed but you feel like youโ€™re on top of the world. jungkook scatters kisses from your neck down to your chest, occasionally licking and biting as if he canโ€™t help but to taste you. he uncovers another ticklish spot along your ribcage, but you bite your lip to control your giggles. instead, you touch his face to subtly guide him away from it.
he nuzzles his cheek against your palm, eyelids fluttering close as he presses a soft kiss to your wrist.
โ€œmay i?โ€
the shape of his lips lingers there. no one has ever kissed your wrist, nor have you ever imagined the first time to take place in bed.
your thumb strokes his cheek tenderly. the silence that follows there after concerns jungkook. he calls out your name, snapping you out of deep thought.
โ€œmay i?โ€ he repeats himself.
he is patiently suspended over the waistband of your skirt. ever the gentleman, you half-smile.
โ€œwill you fuck me good after?โ€
the hand on his face sneaks down to pull up the skirt over your stomach; an even tinier piece of fabric covers the most intimate part of your body.
โ€œwhatever you want, baby, i will do it.โ€ he promises.
you can hear the smirk in his voice, but youโ€™re unable to form another response as his tongue laves over the lace, the warmth and wetness saturating through and stimulating your clitโ€” once, slowly, and then over and over again.
you gasp, jolting and squirming in pleasure. he only makes it worse when he hums and you feel the vibration against you. you whine and he squeezes the soft flesh of your inner thighs in an attempt soothe you, keep you still, nuzzling his cheek as he meets your heated gaze.
โ€œrelaxโ€ฆ is my baby always this sensitive?โ€ he places a chaste kiss over your clit, causing your breath to hitch. โ€œโ€˜cause iโ€™ve barely started.โ€
โ€œjungkook,โ€ you impatiently whine. โ€œwhyโ€™d you stop? just do it, please- need you.โ€
youโ€™d wipe off that stupid smirk on his face if only you werenโ€™t so pent up and you didnโ€™t need his tongue.
โ€œwowโ€ฆ didnโ€™t think youโ€™re the type to beg.โ€ he muses, more so talking to himself. โ€œi like it.โ€
hell no, youโ€™re not.
but finally, he dives in, greedily pulling aside the flimsy material for a real taste of you. instead of a sharp remark, erotic sounds between a moan and a sob emit from your lips. your toes curl at the surge of mind-numbing ecstasy overwhelming your body. your hands fisting the sheets fly to his hair, frantically tugging like you canโ€™t take it, but you beg and beg and beg him for more.
โ€”
the last time you had sex was more than four months ago. you realized that you liked jungkook, and you simply didnโ€™t want to do it with anybody else. sexual frustration combined with the romantic pining for a man that could potentially ruin your life; your youth has been nothing short of eventful.
has sex always been this good? you canโ€™t remember. youโ€™re drunk on pleasure even in the aftermath; youโ€™re not sure if youโ€™re really here or floating someplace else. as you catch your breath, jungkook soothes your body with gentle kisses and strokes of your skin, whispering sweet nothings. mostly babbling about how beautiful you are. and you feel itโ€” feel beautiful, you mean.
you gradually open your eyes, vision adjusting to the divine view infront of you. jungkook is golden, skin still glistening with sweat under the warm glow of the lampshade. your heart skips a beat when he smiles at you.
โ€œare you good? do you need anything? water?โ€
โ€œagain.โ€
his eyes widens. โ€œagain?โ€œ
โ€œround two.โ€ you giggle.
you push yourself up to reach his lips, but the kiss ends too soon for your liking.
โ€œjungkook-โ€ you complain.
โ€œwait!โ€
you stare in bewilderment as he bends down from the edge of bed, appearing to be reaching for one of the objects discarded on the floor.
โ€œwhat is it?โ€
โ€œi found it!โ€
itโ€™s the flower.
beaming with a hue of pure excitement, he tucks the azalea behind your ear for the second time tonight. pretty, he says it so quietly that you only understand through the movement of his lips.
he looks bewitched by you. in a different setting youโ€™d be smug about it, but at this moment, you donโ€™t understand. you canโ€™t read whatโ€™s on his mind. if only you could see yourself through his eyes, even for just a moment, then maybe youโ€™d understand why heโ€™s dancing with fire and folding with his tower of cards.
it would be too silly and embarrassing to start crying now, right?
you swallow the lump in your throat, glassy eyes overshadowed by your boyfriend leaning in to plant a kiss on your forehead. as if that isnโ€™t enough to entirely melt your heart, he intertwines his fingers with yours. your walls come crumbling down. in a haste to forbid your emotions from breaking free, you reach for him and slip your tongue in his mouth for a fervent kiss.
the burning tears that drip down to your temples are lost evidence you will bring to the grave.
โ€”
โ€œyouโ€™re not supposed to be awake.โ€ jungkook complains as soon as he opens the door.
you only spare him a glance before returning to your task. instead of being under the sheets, youโ€™re sat on the floor with his button-up shirt from last night laid across your lap. only several steps closer and he realizes that youโ€™re sewing.
he exhales through his mouth in surprise, setting aside the tray of food on the bed before joining you on the floor.
โ€œbaby, what are you doing?! itโ€™s fine. you donโ€™t need to fix it.โ€
โ€œi know, but i want to.โ€ you reply, smiling, eyes still swollen from sleep focused on the needle and thread. โ€œi stepped on one of the buttons so i looked for the two other.โ€
heโ€™s dumbfounded watching you sew with so much care and precision. oh my god, he is in love with you. he thinks it so loud he gets terrified that he mightโ€™ve ended up speaking it out loud too.
โ€œat least eat first!โ€
โ€œwow, where did you buy ingredients so early?โ€
โ€œearly?โ€ he scratches his head. โ€œitโ€™s lunch time.โ€
โ€œwhat?!โ€ your eyes grow twice their size. โ€œjungkook, iโ€™m late for work! what didnโ€™t you wake me up?!โ€
โ€œyou- you we- you were tired!โ€ he stutters defending himself.
he awkwardly catches his shirt when you throw it aside in a rush to get to the bathroom.
โ€œbaby, what about your food?!โ€ he yells.
โ€œwait, i forgot my towel-โ€ you pop out from the doorframe, beaming at him breathlessly. โ€œoh, please pack the food in my lunchbox!โ€
โ€”
VI. SPEAKING TRUTHFULLY, YOUโ€™RE THE ONE FOR ME
โ€œi missed you.โ€
you giggle. โ€œyou look drunk.โ€
you hold jungkookโ€™s cheeks in the palm of your hands, and he revels in the comforting warmth radiating from them.
he closes his eyes with a toothy grin. โ€œiโ€™m exhausted.โ€
โ€œthen go to sleep!โ€
โ€œi donโ€™t want to!โ€
he opens one eye, peeking at you.
โ€œi came here so you wonโ€™t have to tire yourself out more going to my place.โ€ you pout. โ€œwhy do you hate resting?โ€
โ€œthis is me resting,โ€ he says as a matter of fact, leaning down to give your lips a peck. โ€œyou are my rest.โ€
while it may be true that his body is begging for sleep, his mind is willing him to stay awake for as long as he can. he likes that he has nothing to prove here; he can simply be. youโ€™re softly tracing his skin, forming constellations from the moles on his face, and he knows theyโ€™re created out of pure wonder and love.
โ€œthis oneโ€™s so cute!โ€ you gush. โ€œnobody talks about it enough.โ€
you place an affectionate kiss on the mole at the bridge of his nose.
โ€œmaybe because nobody has noticed it but you.โ€
you roll your eyes. โ€œas if iโ€™m the only one who spends their free time looking at your face.โ€
โ€œbut youโ€™re the one who can view me in the highest quality.โ€ he brings his face a little closer to tease you; noses almost brushing. โ€œno one else can have me this close.โ€
โ€œthatโ€™s right. or else you will never have me this close again.โ€
you squint your eyes at him as a threat; a frown making a permanent residence on your lips. fuck, when is he not thinking about kissing you?
โ€œaigoo, look at you sulking!โ€ he exclaims with a laugh.
โ€œiโ€™m not!โ€
โ€œokay, whatever you say.โ€ he replies in a sing-song voice.
itโ€™s silent for a few beats as he engulfs you in his embrace. he feels like heโ€™s being recharged, and with that comes along the overdue acknowledgement of his exhaustion. he meant it when he said that you are his rest.
โ€œyou know, i canโ€™t help but to wonder sometimes.โ€
there is an undertone of hesitance in the way you spoke which is not typical of you. this prompts him to draw back a little, just enough to get a good look of your face.
โ€œwonder about?โ€
โ€œiโ€™m not trying to put myself down or anything like that, by the way. iโ€™m not expecting you to say the right thing or whatever either. iโ€™m just-โ€
you pause, teeth nervously biting your lip. his heart aches in an instant when you avoid his eyes.
โ€œiโ€™m just genuinely curious? and saying whatโ€™s on my mind.โ€
โ€œwhat is it?โ€ he juts out his bottom lip. โ€œyouโ€™re scaring me.โ€
โ€œitโ€™s not a big deal!โ€
โ€œgo on then. iโ€™m listening.โ€
โ€œi mean, i know iโ€™m a catch, and- and i have a lot to offer, and iโ€™m special in my own way. but you have a lot ofโ€ฆโ€ you blink, trying to find the right term. โ€œoptions.โ€
the word alone causes distaste to morph in his facial expression.
โ€œokay, okay, i know! ugh, i donโ€™t know how else to say it. but you have these beautiful and amazing people throwing themselves at you and sometimes iโ€™m flabbergasted that you actively reject them for me.โ€
โ€œbaby, what are you even saying-โ€
โ€œiโ€™m serious. there are girls i wouldโ€™ve totally gone for!โ€
โ€œbut theyโ€™re not you!โ€
he tilts your chin, smiling when at last, he recaptures your wide-eyed gaze.
โ€œitโ€™s really as simple as that.โ€
โ€œbut when we werenโ€™t official yet-โ€
โ€œi liked you from the start, if i didnโ€™t make that obvious enough.โ€
you scrunch your cute nose; a smile of pure giddiness starting to form on your face. โ€œyou didโ€ฆ i knew.โ€
โ€œi canโ€™t believe youโ€™re thinking about things like that. i only have eyes for you, baby. do you remember the first fight we had, huh? remember how i got drunk and cried?โ€
he doesnโ€™t particularly like to relive the trauma and consequences of receiving unsolicitedโ€ฆ almost nakedโ€ฆ photos of an acquaintance while heโ€™s watching a silly youtube video on his phone with his significant other. anything can be fixed in a relationship if both parties exert the effort, but trust, it is almost impossible to rebuild.
she didnโ€™t know he was, is, in a relationship. in general, no one outside his inner circle really expects him to be in a relationship, or at least be in one that is serious or long-term. because, well, where would he find the time and energy for that kind of stuff?
but keeping you as a secret was his way of protecting you, and if you were hurting because of that, you didnโ€™t show it.
oh, but that doesnโ€™t mean you werenโ€™t mad.
you needed some time to clear your head, you said. ignored his texts and phone calls; shooed him away when he begged at your front door. that issue may already been resolved, but heโ€™s still not done proving that heโ€™s solely committed to you.
youโ€™re one of the most important people in his life. he loves you and he tends to get worried that you will never know much.
you gasp, hitting his chest. โ€œwhen did that happen?!โ€
โ€œwhy are you shockedโ€ฆ?โ€ he narrows his eyes. โ€œyou didnโ€™t know?โ€
โ€œhow would i know?โ€
he scratches his head in confusion. he should probably stop talking at this point and not dig his own grave, but his honesty leads him on. โ€œโ€ฆdidnโ€™t taehyungie-hyung send you a video? or did i make that up in my head?โ€
he immediately regrets it when the sparkle of mischief appears in your eyes.
โ€œheโ€™s still awake, right?โ€
โ€œactually, he sleeps early nowadays!โ€
you wiggle out of his embrace, playfully sticking out your tongue at him. โ€œiโ€™ll go get the copy from him right now.โ€
โ€œit was so long ago. itโ€™s probably deleted by now!โ€
โ€œwouldnโ€™t hurt to check.โ€
โ€œbaby, no! itโ€™s embarrassing!โ€ he attempts to pull you back, but his hands barely reach you. โ€œletโ€™s just go to sleep, hm? didnโ€™t you come here to put me to sleep?โ€
โ€œaw, my loveโ€ฆโ€
he melts when you gingerly stroke his hair too. he will never live it down if his friends witnessed you babying him and him loving it.
โ€œjust close your eyes.โ€
and with your hand obstructing his vision, he sees pitch black and floating spots and flecks.
โ€œiโ€™ll be back in a minute! mwah!โ€
but despite his sense of sight being taken away, he still feels you spring off the mattress. the weight of your feet against the floor resonates along with the shout of your name as he follows you out of his bedroom.
you squeal in panic when you realize that youโ€™re being chased. โ€œgo back to bed!โ€
โ€œi wonโ€™t unless you go back with me!โ€
this is one of the instances in which jungkook is grateful for his gifts of athletic prowess and long limbs.
with little to no effort, he overtakes you in the race towards taehyungโ€™s bedroom. doe eyes akin to a deer caught in the headlights, he swings the door open.
taehyungโ€™s eyes flicker up from his phone. heโ€™s frankly not surprised about the intrusion, not after hearing the commotion outside.
โ€œneed anything?โ€
โ€œall the videos you have of him drunk!โ€
โ€œhyung, no! you canโ€™t give it!โ€
โ€”
VII. THE CHOICE TO STAY
โ€œgive it to me.โ€
the blanket that jungkook carried from the bedroom is snatched away from his hands. it becomes unfurled and thrown over to shield your shivering vessel from the cold. without a word, he crawls on the couch and under the blanket, hugging you from behind as you catch up on your ongoing tv shows.
reliefโ€ฆ heโ€™s been looking forward to this all day.
the tension in his muscles, from head to toe, begin to fade away, especially as you take his hand in yours so you can give it a chaste kiss. itโ€™s quick, but long enough for him to feel the softness of your lips. his hug tightens. he remains silent as he inhales, and exhales, slow and calm. heโ€™s not trying to fall asleep as much as trying to shut down his brain. they say the world has stopped but from his point of view, it has erupted into chaos and he has no other choice but to watch it fall apart and to attempt to rebuild it at the same time. god knows he is doing the best he can but it feels like his best will never not be lacking.
jungkook is scared, and he is more scared knowing that everyone else is too. but for the past two years, whether youโ€™re whole or broken, whether heโ€™s climbing or fallingโ€” it never made a difference. youโ€™ve always stayed.
he finds comfort in knowing that he has this constant among the ominous unknown.
his little firefly; your light wonโ€™t go out even as the world lets out its final sigh.
โ€œmy love, why are you sad?โ€
you flipped to your other side when another commercial break rolled in; now youโ€™re hovering over him, curious eyes studying every inch of his face.
โ€œis my love hurt anywhere?โ€ you coo. โ€œwhere should i kiss?โ€
his body shakes with quiet laughter as you pepper his face with kisses, trailing down to his jaw until you reach the juncture between his neck and shoulder.
โ€œor do you want a massage? here? know you had a looong day.โ€
โ€œreally? howโ€™d you know?โ€
โ€œyeah, โ€˜cause you havenโ€™t showered. youโ€™re all stinky.โ€
โ€œoh, am i?โ€ he playfully pinches your waist, which you react to with a drawn out whine. โ€œand yet youโ€™re still cuddling with me.โ€
โ€œso? do you need my massage therapy services or not?!โ€
โ€œno. i only need my lover, please.โ€ he pleads with droopy eyelids, emphasizing his request by tangling his limbs with yours.
he canโ€™t hide from you like he hides from himself. youโ€™re much more gentler with his heart than he is; unconciously, he trusts you more with it.
โ€œyou have me. whatโ€™s wrong?โ€
your hands anchored on the sofa are swept away as he pulls you closer, your weight crashing down on him entirely. he nuzzles his face in the crook of your neck, breathing in your natural scent and the lavender in your body wash.
โ€œeh, itโ€™s just workโ€ฆ everything that could go wrong is going wrong. weโ€™re trying to figure things out, but what can we do reallyโ€ฆ? thereโ€™s nothing. i- this-this whole thing is just so fucking frustrating, baby. iโ€™m sorry.โ€
โ€œitโ€™s not just work! itโ€™s your reason for living. of course this is frustrating and painful for you. itโ€™s understandable to feel that way.โ€
he can practically hear you pouting. he is proven right when you lift your head, leaning in to give him a kiss. he smiles against your lips. he loves you so much.
โ€œso please donโ€™t burn yourself out trying to be okay. you have me by your side who can help you carry your burdens.โ€
it was scary at the beginning, but now it only feels right. it is impossible not to love you with all of his heart and soul; you deserve nothing less and more than what he can give. when you hug him, he hugs you back tighter.
โ€œyouโ€™re my reason to live too.โ€
โ€œi shouldnโ€™t be. what if i die before you?โ€
โ€œyah, donโ€™t says things like that!โ€ he scolds you faster than he can think, eyebrows knitted together and frown a tad deeper. โ€œyou wonโ€™t. it wonโ€™t happen.โ€
โ€œi will die eventually.โ€ you grimace.
โ€œplease donโ€™t say such things as โ€˜i want you to move on and meet someone else and fall in love again and remarry.โ€™ i donโ€™t want to hear it!โ€ he rambles so fast that he doesnโ€™t even understand himself, stumbling and lisping. โ€œi will seriously cry!โ€
โ€œoh, i donโ€™t care for things like that.โ€
you make yourself more comfortable; your boyfriend as your own personal bed. sleeping on top of him has been a natural occurence these days, not that he minds. youโ€™re so soft and warm. itโ€™s like hugging a stuffed toy to sleep. still, heโ€™s mindful of you falling off the couch again.
โ€œdo whatever you like.โ€ your eyes meet as you bestow him with a smile. โ€œiโ€™ll be dead; i wonโ€™t even know what happens next.โ€
โ€œyou donโ€™t care? huhโ€ฆโ€ he huffs over the hypothetical.
the mere consideration of it feels like cheating. he knows that it technically isnโ€™t, but he canโ€™t imagine spending the rest of his life with someone who isnโ€™t you. nevertheless, if he was being honest and it was the other way around, heโ€™d probably do tell you to leave your heart open. but the topic is not the other way around and jungkookโ€™s heart is stubbornly bound to you.
โ€œwhy am i getting upset?โ€
โ€œi donโ€™t care because iโ€™m confident.โ€ you say candidly. โ€œyou can fall in love with someone else, but no one will ever love you the way that i do.โ€
ah, and here comes a side of you that he knows and loves. he swears that cupid is in the room and his heart was just hit by another one of his arrows. it feels so good to be loved so fearlessly.
โ€œi know, so why even bother?โ€ he arrives at a conclusion to his defense, but thereโ€™s a much better solution. โ€œplease never ever leave me so i wonโ€™t have to deal with this dilemma.โ€
he catches you roll your eyes before he comes face-to-face with the back of your head. your cheek rests on top of his chest; he feels it above his beating heart.
โ€œwhat then? are we supposed to die together?โ€
he hums in thought. โ€œitโ€™s not a totally bad idea. we live together, so wouldnโ€™t that make sense too?โ€
โ€œwow, very shakespearean of you.โ€
โ€œoh, thatโ€™s right! see? isnโ€™t this your type of thing? letโ€™s do it!โ€
โ€œoh my god, youโ€™re so stupid.โ€ you hide your face behind your hand, giggling in disbelief of the sharp turn this conversation took.
jungkook loves making you laugh. for a little while, he forgets everything else. the world outside may be terrifying but you have your own in your shared apartment. youโ€™re his reason to live too. you ignite the life in his veins. you kiss him with an appetite for passion and love and he enters heaven on earth.
โ€œthank you.โ€ you mumble against his lips.
โ€œthank you?โ€
โ€œfor loving me, for living with meโ€ฆโ€ your voice wavers and his heart drops to his stomach. he can hold back his tears, but never when he sees yours flowing. โ€œeven when youโ€™re tired and having a hard time.โ€
โ€œyou make it sound like a chore, but the truth is loving you gives me the strength to work hard everyday. you do know that, right? baby?โ€ he strokes your hair tenderly, hoping that you receive his sincerity. โ€œi should be the one thanking youโ€ฆ i should say it more often. you didnโ€™t give up on loving me even when it was hurting you.โ€
โ€œitโ€™s all in the pastโ€ฆ you were hurting too.โ€ you reply in a faint whisper. โ€œi love you.โ€
cupid must owe him a tremendous favor to have granted him the purest form of love a human being could have.
he plants a kiss on your forehead, noticing the rise of your shoulders. an endearing thing they occasionally do when youโ€™re happy, shy, or flattered. itโ€™s one of the many things he learned about you since you started living under the same roof.
heโ€™s been learning about himself too. he tried saving you from himself but this fact is now well-establishedโ€” you are the sun; it only hurts him to push you away because youโ€™re in everything. itโ€™s the little things that will haunt him if lost. when pieced together, they declare that you love him and he loves you.
the words iโ€™m going home have gained more meaning and heโ€™s excited to say them at the end of each day. he talks about his day and you talk about yours. you find out heโ€™s the reason your lotion ran out too fast again and you chase him around the apartment until he promises to buy you the biggest bottle. you play rock-paper-scissors to figure out who will wash the dishes or receive the food from the delivery guy. you watch too many cooking videos on his phone until one of you falls asleep. most of the time itโ€™s you. tonight, itโ€™s still you.
he must confess that up to this day, he admires you when you sleep. you are safe and sound, and he is mended in places he did not know existed.
itโ€™s time to sleep, he also decides.
he cocoons you in the blanket, then provides another layer of warmth which is his body. once settled, he closes his eyes, sighing in contentment. โ€œwhatโ€™s the use of our giant bed if we keep on sleeping on the couch?โ€
โ€”
(?). AN ETERNAL RECORD: MY TREASURE, MY LOVE (ARCHIVED)
[DEC 25 โ€˜17 02:12AM]
โ€œis it rolling?โ€
โ€œyes, itโ€™s rolling.โ€
you excitedly look at the film camera from the thick pile of snow on the ground, moving your arms up and down and your legs from side to side. an attempt to create a snow angel.
your giggles and the crackles of the snow are heard through the speaker.
the lens zoom in on your face.
childlike joy in the form of an everlasting smile and snowflakes on your hair.
โ€œam i doing it?!โ€
โ€œyou are!โ€
โ€œreally?โ€
โ€œreally!โ€
โ€œis it pretty?โ€
your face comes out of the frame. for a second only the white snow is seen, and then the dark brown of your coat as you skip towards the camera.
โ€œlet me watch!โ€
the camera shakes before it pans to the ground.
rustling of clothes and a shy, panicked voice.
โ€œhold on- i-iโ€™ll just fix theโ€ฆโ€
โ€œwhy?โ€
โ€œhuh, what do i do?โ€ a forced laugh to mask nervousness. โ€œi think it didnโ€™t save-โ€
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pairing: aaron hotchner x f!reader
summary: "here i was thinking that i was special because you would only look at me with that desperate look on your face, but i see that you give any old man that look, right?โ€
content warnings: jealous!hotch, reader is a panther (aren't we all), bathroom sex, mirror sex, p in v, sexual tension, unprotected sex (r mentions being on birth control but wrap it before you tap it!), rough sex, dirty talk, size kink if u squint, spanking, hair pulling, choking, dom!hotch, sub!reader.
word count: 3.9k (yโ€™all this was not supposed to be this long lmao)
notes: day 18 of @hotchfiles marchhotchness 'self-image' but also HEAVILY inspired by this post from @softhairedhotch because it made me go FERAL and i love jealous hotch (but pls lmk if taking inspo was okay!!) this is also my first hotch fic ever so pls lmk ur thoughts or any other feedback <333
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aaron hotchner was not a jealous man.
he had no right to be jealous over something that technically did not exist or someone that technically was not his.
and although he only had himself to blame for that, he really did wish that you were his. and as much as he was telling himself not to be, he was jealous.
but it wasnโ€™t the typical jealous where he watched you be approached by someone much younger than himโ€”someone your own age instead of hisโ€”and by someone who already had him beat in reciprocating that flirtatious energy you often used on aaron himself.
no, this type of jealousy was one that was boosting his ego and making him feel lightweight, albeit the fact that it still made him see red.
it was a typical night out with the rest of the team, all of you having agreed that the eight of you were in need of a couple of drinks after some long weeks of paperwork and back and forth cases.
you were all engrossed in the conversation, but you had left the table to get yourself another refill on your drink and had taken far too long than it normally would have, the rest of the younger membersโ€”all besides reidโ€”having decided on hitting up the dance floor throughout the time you hadnโ€™t returned to your seat.
it was practically natural for aaron to look for you in a crowd, but what he hadnโ€™t expected to find was you, sitting in a bar stool on the right side of the bar, being hit up by a man who had to have been a couple of years older than aaron himself.
the front hairs of the manโ€™s head were peeking of several grey hairs, paired with a matching grey beard and an overall radiance that screamed of that older man type that you were apparently into.
the sudden revelation made aaron feel dizzy, the confirmation of your attraction towards older men making his pants tighten as he watched the way you stared up at the man with that sultry look of yoursโ€”the one where you were somehow able to perfectly mix mischief and innocence seamlessly together.
while you had used that look on aaron countless times before, times where it had been only you and him alone in his office, way past working hours, he had never done anything about it. but, god, as he watched you do it to someone else, out on the open, there was nothing he was currently regretting more.
aaronโ€™s train of thought was interrupted as he felt someone kick him from underneath the table he sat at, whipping his head to the person in front of him only to find rossi staring at him with a smug look on his face.
he cleared his throat, โ€œwhat?โ€
aaron mentally cringed at the way his voice wavered.
โ€œyou gonna be done being jealous anytime soon and make a move or are you just gonna sit there throwing daggers at the guy?โ€ dave asked, brows raised.
he took a long sip from his drink, trying to avoid the question for as long as he could as he tried to compose himself, โ€œi donโ€™t know what youโ€™re talking about,โ€
rossi rolled his eyes, โ€œoh, please, aaron. you donโ€™t have to be a profiler to notice the way you can cut the tension thatโ€™s between the both of you with a butter knife,โ€
aaronโ€™s brows furrowed.
โ€œyou have all the confirmation you need right there,โ€ dave pointed his thumb behind him, signaling at you and the man, โ€œif thatโ€™s not enough for you, then iโ€™m declaring you helpless at this point,โ€ he let out a sigh, standing from his seat, โ€œiโ€™m going to get another drink and if i find you still sitting here, wallowing in your thoughts after getting my refill, iโ€™ll go up to them and encourage her to go home with the man.โ€
aaronโ€™s fists clenched at the thought. at the thought of you sprawled on the bed of another man, wearing that same look you had on just now and staring up at him as youโ€”
his body acted faster than his brain did, and before he even had the chance to process what he was doing, he stood from his own stool, not allowing for another moment to pass by as he stormed over to where you and the man were sitting.
from your side of the room, you can see aaron make his way over to you through the peripheral of your vision, the excitement of finally getting a reaction out of him making your heart skip and your thighs press together as you took into count the way his fists clenched and unclenched at his sides.
the pressure you put on your thighs didnโ€™t do anything to relieve the ache you felt in your core as he reached where you sat, coming to stand behindโ€”was his name michael? although the stranger you had began talking to was definitely older than him, aaron was a good several inches taller, towering over the both of you.
he cleared his throat, cutting michael off from whatever he had been talking to you about as he turned around with a raised brow. aaronโ€™s expression didnโ€™t falter, not sparing a single glance at the man as his eyes landed on you, โ€œy/n, can i speak to you for a moment?โ€
you mentally rolled your eyes. ever the formal one.
michael scoffed from in front of him, angling his body so that he was able to properly glare daggers at your boss, โ€œwe were in the middle of a conversation here, if you donโ€™t mind?โ€
although your attraction for aaron skyrocketed in comparison to the man you had just met, you were thriving off of the jealousy radiating off of the one you wanted the most, the ache in your stomach only growing.
before aaron had the chance to shoot out a reply, you set your hand on michaelโ€™s forearm, giving him a small, but sad smile, โ€œiโ€™m sorry, michael,โ€ you butted in, jumping off of the bar stool, โ€œiโ€™ll be right back, okay?โ€
another scoff comes from michaelโ€™s direction, โ€œwhatever,โ€ he grabs his drink and rolls his eyes, โ€œdonโ€™t even bother coming back,โ€
ew.
this time you actually rolled your eyes, grabbing at your drink and drowning the rest of it. you shrug, โ€œolder men are always a hit or miss,โ€ you mumble, setting the glass down.
aaronโ€™s hand comes to wrap around your wrist, a firm but gentle grip on it as he pulls you close to him, โ€œletโ€™s go,โ€ he seethes in your ear.
you hide a smirk as you follow behind him, letting your body practically flail as you struggle to keep up with him. when he notices your staggered pace, he matches his footsteps with yours, moving his hand from your wrist to your waist as he guides you through the crowd and towards the hallway that lead towards the barโ€™s restrooms.
the both of you gave a silent thanks at the fact that there was no line, the hallway scarce and dimly lit with the exception of a few people standing together against the walls, either flirting or talking.
โ€œwhat are you doing?โ€ you ask, standing behind him as he knocks on one of the doors, his grip on your waist still very much present.
โ€œyouโ€™ll see,โ€ he mumbles, yanking the door open by the knob after no one replies and pulling the both of you inside before slamming the door shut behind him.
you try to take a good look at the interior of the bathroom, trying to guess if it was a good enough place to do whatever the two of you were about to do.
a faint gasp escapes your lips as you feel something hard press into your ass, immediately melting as one of aaronโ€™s big hands comes to rub at the side of your leg, right below your hip. his whole body comes up behind yours, his other free hand coming to your stomach to press you into him.
โ€œaaronโ€”โ€ you try to speak but get cut off as you let out another gasp, one almost like a sigh, as the hand that was rubbing at your leg sneaks further up and wraps itself around your hip, aaronโ€™s thick fingers digging into your skin despite the material of your shorts that blocked his hand.
aaron dips his head so that his mouth is right next to your ear, his breath and the faint touch of his lips against the lower part of your jawline sending shivers down your spine.
โ€œis this okay?โ€ he asks softly, a total contrast from the vice grip he had on both your front and hip.
you nod quickly, your hand coming up to your right where he held your hip to wrap around his own.
โ€œuse your words, honey,โ€
the pet name makes you whimper and your thighs clench in spite of the fact that you were standing up. you let out a ragged breath as he awaits for your answer, the hand that was pressed to your stomach furthering down until it was right above your pelvis but below your tummy, pushing you further back until you could feel how hard he actually was.
you whine, your other hand coming to wrap around that one, too, โ€œyes,โ€ you sigh, โ€œitโ€™s okay,โ€
aaron presses his lips into that same spot below your jaw, gently and lovingly before whipping you around so that you were facing him and pushing you up against the counter.
not even giving you a chance to process what he had just done, his lips crash onto yours roughly, making you moan directly into his mouth. your bring your arms up around his neck, running your fingers through his hair and tugging.
aaron hisses, slapping at your thigh in a firm way that had you let out another moan.
โ€œaaron,โ€ you whine, pushing up into his chest out of desperation.
he hums, โ€œdo you want my attention now?โ€ he asks through the kiss, โ€œdonโ€™t wanna go back and talk to that guy you were all over just a couple of minutes ago?โ€
โ€œno,โ€ you mumble, huffing as he breaks away from you to wrap his fingers around your chin.
he chuckles as your lips form into a puffy pout, โ€œhere i was thinking that i was special because you would only look at me with that desperate look on your face, but i see that you give any old man that look, right?โ€
โ€œno!๏ฟฝ๏ฟฝ๏ฟฝ you whine again, your arms dropping from around his neck to wrap around his bicep, squeezing at the muscle to try and pull him closer to you, โ€œjust you!โ€
his confidence was beyond what it normally was, feeling you squirm from against him yet still wanting his touch, โ€œreally? so you werenโ€™t planning on going home with that man? all those times you touched his shoulder or the times he would touch your thigh meant nothing?โ€
โ€œyes, they didnโ€™t mean anything!โ€ you huff, โ€œyouโ€™re the one i want to go home with all the time!โ€
aaronโ€™s heart clenched at your confession, knowing that deep down you really did mean all the time. he had just never been sure if you truly were interested in living a joint life with him. up until now, that is.
he brings his hands to your back, right by your shoulder blades as he connects your lips once more. your shoulders relax and you lean into him with earnest, squeezing at the muscle from his bicep.
you hum, satisfied as he begins to run his hands up and down, resulting in the fabric of your shirt lifting with every time he went up, eventually ending up in nothing but rolled up fabric under his palm. he breaks the kiss once more to toss your shirt over your head and near the sinkโ€™s counter, leaving you in only your shorts.
aaron stared at your bare breasts, not expecting you to have not been wearing a bra despite the tight shirt you just had on.
you shiver under his gaze, opening your mouth to say something before he lowered himself and quickly attached a mouth to one of your breasts, the other one coming up to grab and squeeze at it. you moan, gripping onto the marble counter for support as he presses sloppy and wet kisses to each breast.
his fingers come to undo the button of your shorts, hooking them inside your panties before shoving both articles of clothing down your legs, signaling you to kick them off of you. you toed your shoes off as well, leaving you completely naked and bare for him while he remained fully clothed.
he turns you around gently, bringing you face to face with the sight of you completely stripped in the mirror, the image making you clench your thighs together once more as you stabilized yourself on the sink.
aaronโ€™s hands soothed all around your body, a whimper leaving you at the feeling of his calloused hands groping at your breasts before moving down to your soaking pussy.
as if on instinct, you spread your legs open for him, practically inviting him to dip his fingers into your folds and inside your entrance. the thickness of both his index and middle fingers stretching you out. you knew you had always loved his hands for a reason.
a moan bounced off the walls as he pumped his fingers in and out of you, moving torturously slow before he began to pick up the pace. you could feel your slick drip onto the floor and probably onto the rest of his hand, but all you could focus on was shamelessly bucking your hips into your hand and spreading your legs for even more access.
โ€œyouโ€™re soaking, honey,โ€ aaron says, hand coming back around to squeeze at your breast again, leaving you gasping as he pinched your nipples.
you whimpered, โ€œjust for you,โ€
โ€œโ€˜just for me?โ€™โ€ he repeats, โ€œnot for anyone else, right?โ€
you shake your head no, pussy clenching around his fingers, โ€œj-just for you, aaron,โ€
his hand left your breast to smack at your ass, making you jump, โ€œgood girl,โ€
with that, he takes his fingers out of you, a throaty whine leaving your lips at the empty feeling. you arched your back into him, but immediately stilled at the sound of him removing his belt filled the room. you watched from the mirror in front of you as he undid his pants button, reaching past his boxers to pull out his cock.
oh shit.
your mouth dropped at the sight of his dick spring out from where it had been confined, your slick hole clenching at nothing at how big he was. you knew that aaron hotchner was definition of big dick energy, always wondered what he was secretly packing, but now you wondered if you were going to be able to take it all.
he was thick, veiny all around with girth too thick that it hurt just looking at him. as much as you could tell you wouldnโ€™t be able to walk after this, it excited you far too much.
you gulped, meeting his eyes in the mirror, landing on his hungry gaze, โ€œis it going to fit?โ€ you ask quietly, trying to bring your legs back together.
โ€œweโ€™ll make it fit,โ€ he says, sounding confident of himself, a hand coming to stop you from closing your legs, โ€œwill you let me know if itโ€™s too much?โ€
you take another look at his cock before giving him a determined look, โ€œi will,โ€ you nod.
he nods back, angling your head with his hand so he could press a kiss to your mouth.
you give into him easily, arching into him until you feel the tip of his cock slip through your wet folds and line up with your entrance. you had taken dick before, but never this big, so as he gave you one last look, you took a deep breath before feeling him sink into you.
you gasp, already feeling full by just the tip, though the slickness of your pussy helping you in adjust.
โ€œstill good, honey?โ€
you nod again, too busy focusing on how his length was stretching you out further than his fingers had.
smack!
aaronโ€™s hand landed another spank on your ass, making you snap your heads toward him with a confused, dumbfounded expression. he glared, โ€œuse your words.โ€
you huffed, doing your best to not roll your eyes, โ€œstill good,โ€ you replied, going back to focusing on how full your pussy already felt, โ€œis it in yet?โ€
โ€œalmost, baby,โ€ you whined again, pushing your ass back onto him and earning yourself another inch inside.
humming in delight, you felt aaron begin to move, setting a slow pace as he inched himself in and out to get you used to the length that was already inside you.
โ€œaaron,โ€ you sighed, โ€œgive it all to me,โ€ you pleaded at him through the mirror, โ€œi can take it,โ€
he studied your expression, all needy and flushed as you tried to buck your hips further back to fill yourself up more, โ€œlet me know if itโ€™s too much,โ€ he warned.
you nodded eagerly but didnโ€™t get a chance to reply as he shoved the rest of his length inside, the tip immediately hitting that one spot. you gasped loudly, the feeling of his whole cock inside you awakening a hunger inside of you, โ€œfuck,โ€ you moaned, dropping your hands so that you were resting with your elbows on the counter, โ€œplease, aaron. move,โ€
he hesitated for another moment, and just as you were about to look behind you, you felt him begin to move, pistoling his hips into your ass roughly.
you let out a shriek, your hands grabbing at anything you could reach in order to stabilize yourself as he began to mercilessly pound into you from behind. he slipped his dick in and out of you each time, your pussy hugging the veiny length each time he did.
the sounds your juices made due to you being soaked vibrated against the room each time his hips hit your ass roughly, and it only edged you on further.
โ€œa-aaron,โ€ you moan, breasts jiggling against the cold sink as the girth of his cock stretched you out, โ€œaaron! oh, fuck!โ€
you thought you had felt good getting his attention when you were back flirting with the guy, but nothing could have prepared you for the feeling of his dick slamming into you.
from above, aaron grunted and groaned, fingers and nails digging into your hips harshly as he pounded into your perfect pussy. he loved the way you clenched around him, taking it back perfectly each time he slipped back in.
his hand reached for your hair, wrapping his hand around it and pulling you back until you were flush against him with your back still perfectly arched. he dropped his hand from your head to wrap around your neck, fingers digging into the sides.
you gasped, not having a choice as you looked at him through the now foggy mirror, the image of your body rocking with every smack against your body only adding onto the sensation.
โ€œsuch a perfect pussy,โ€ aaron grumbled into your ear, โ€œthis pussy was made for me, wasnโ€™t it sweetheart?โ€
you did your best to nod regardless of how weak your body felt, of the way you could feel your slick drip down to your thighs or the way you were drooling from your open mouth, โ€œbelongs to you, aaron,โ€ you mumble, surprisingly coherently despite the way he was choking you.
โ€œyeah, it does,โ€ he grunts, free hand coming to grab at your stomach again before pushing against the spot where his cock was evidently sliding in and out of you, making you squirm, โ€œthis greedy pussy belongs to me. not to that bastard you were flirting with, right, honey?โ€
you nod again, eyes stuck on the tummy bulge you currently displayed, your hole clenching at aaronโ€™s cock even tighter at the way the indent disappeared when he slipped out versus when it reappeared when slipping back in.
โ€œfeels so good, aaron,โ€ you mumble, saliva dropping from your lips and onto your pointy, practically rock hard nipples that jiggled with each thrust.
โ€œyeah?โ€ he asks, breath hot against your ear, โ€œtaking it so well for me, such a good girl,โ€ he praises, hand leaving from your stomach to slither down to where your bodies connected.
you let out a squeal as his middle finger slipped through your finger and his index began to rub furiously at your swollen clit, the feeling making the knot in your stomach tighten and tighten.
you babbled aaronโ€™s name like a loose mantra, bodies rocking together as he quickened his pace after realizing that you were close to orgasming, hand tightening around your neck and finger rubbing even faster than before.
โ€œcโ€™mon, honey, come for me,โ€ he encouraged, โ€œcome all over my cock, pretty girl,โ€
it was all the confirmation you need to let yourself go, body shaking and aaronโ€™s name being repeated as you chased the high, glad that he was holding you up with his hands as your whole body stuttered.
the feeling of your pussy clenching and unclenching around him violently made aaron groan, sweat dripping down his body as he began to reach his own high just from the way your body reacted to orgasming from his dick. from the way he was fucking you and from the way he was naming you as his own.
you could feel his pace falter from behind you, lazily meeting his pace as you tried to encourage him to finish, โ€œcome in me, aaron, please,โ€ you whined, needing to feel him fill you up to the point where his come would leak out of you, โ€œfill up my pussy, aaron,โ€
he gave you a look of unsureness through the mirror before you nodded at him, โ€œiโ€™m on the pill. itโ€™s okay. please,โ€
that had been all the confirmation he need for him to finish inside you, his cock twitching inside you as his seed filled you up, making you moan as you rode out your own orgasm, still clenching tightly around him.
you giggled at the way his body practically toppled onto yours as he tried to catch himself, bodies pressed together as he held onto the counter with his dick still inside you.
he snaked his hand around the side of your face as his breath evened, pressing a gentle kiss to your cheek and shutting up your whines as he pulled out from inside you with a kiss to your mouth.
โ€œjackโ€™s at a sleepover today,โ€ he says after a few moments of silence.
you inch an eyebrow at him, watching as he leaned over to grab some toilet paper, snatching some off the holder before wiping himself clean of you and wincing at the sensitivity as he wiped gently at your own folds and thighs, โ€œis he now?โ€
he hums, tucking himself back into his boxers and quickly buttoning his pants to help you put your own clothes on, โ€œhe is,โ€ he grabbed your discarded shorts and parties from the floor and signaled you to lift your legs, โ€œwe can go home and iโ€™ll wake you up with breakfast in bed and ask you to be go on an official date with me in the morning,โ€
your heart pulls as he buttons up your shorts for you, reaching for your shirt, too, โ€œiโ€™ll only say yes if we keep going when we get home,โ€ you admit, making him freeze in his movements.
he pinched your nipple.
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NSFW +18 MDNI cw: smut, kidnapping, obsessive behavior, fem!reader, Kรถnig is a fucking delusional, noncon, Stockholm Syndrome. (idk guys itโ€™s more romantic? than i wanted it to be lmao) (and another warning that this chapter might feel different from the first chapter. just saying :> )
word count: 1.7k
summary: Your sweet captor Kรถnig fucking you after coming back to home from a long mission.
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Kรถnig was a man of stamina. He made sure you knew it in the first months that he kidnapped you. And after he came back from deployments, he would make sure you knew he wasnโ€™t a man to be satisfied with just one round. He was your husband after all. He should show his wife that heโ€™s the only one that she needed, that was what he was thinking when he pulled you up by your calves and put them onto his shoulders as he pushed his thick cock into your perfect pussy. His perfect pussy. You were his wife so he had all the right to claim you as his. All of you. All of his. โ€œIch habe das so sehr vermisst.โ€ (I missed this so much.) he grunted as his hips continued its overwhelming pace.
The way your eyes rolled back and walls clenched tightly around his shaft made him bite onto his lower lip so he wouldnโ€™t let out the moan that was threatening to slip away from his lips. โ€œSo fucking cute, Maus.โ€ he cooed when you let out the most beautiful moans and whimpers. The sound of your begging and pleading like โ€˜stopโ€™, โ€™s too muchโ€™, โ€˜canโ€™t take itโ€™ fall on deaf ears. All he could hear was the lewd sounds of your dripping cunt. And the way your pussy milked him was enough to convince him to continue. But of course he was still sweet enough to draw tight circles on your clit when he felt you get closer to your orgasm. He brought one if his hands down between your thighs as the other kept your legs on his shoulders. โ€œLet go fโ€™me, Maus. It feels good isnโ€™t it? As much as you try to deny it you missed this cock more than me. Did i made you addicted to this cock? Such a slutty wife. My slutty wife.โ€ and of course he was mean. His degrading words went straight to your pussy. The pleasure, the way he stretched your poor pussy, the way his tip hit your most delicious spots were too overwhelming. You felt like the worldโ€™s spinning when he bit the soft skin of your calves. He quickly kissed and licked the new mark which found itโ€™s place among the others. With one hard thrust his tip kissed your cervix and made your vision go white when you cum around his thick cock. Your thighs trembled and you let out a soft cry as you cum. โ€œScheiรŸe.โ€ He hissed. Pussy squeezing him so tight, milking and begging for his cum. Who he was to not give it to his sweet girl. His beautiful wife. โ€œGonna cum in you sรผรŸes Mรคdchen.โ€ he purred as the movement of his hips became more desperate. The thought of cumming inside your greedy cunt, claiming you with his cum deep inside your cunt, brought him to the edge. So he finished deep inside you, painting your walls with his seeds. Just like how he did when you ride him. The relief and contentment he felt afterwards was something else. Something that made him feel like a caveman. A man who behaves primitive and rough. โ€œIโ€™m sorry, Maus.โ€ he cooed when he finally noticed your tear stained face. He turned his head to side and closed his eyes when he pressed his lips onto the skin of your legs. โ€œAre you mad at me?โ€ he mumbled softly with all his innocence. He pulled his cock out and collapsed on top of you, so you couldnโ€™t look away from him or try to leave his side. โ€œLook at me, Maus. Du gehst nirgendwohin.โ€ (Youโ€™re not going anywhere.) his lengthy and calloused fingers found your chin to make you look into his eyes. He hated when you got upset with him. His heart ached and anxiety engulfed his brain whenever you avoided him. It wasnโ€™t like you could ever leave him. Oh he wouldnโ€™t let you. He just needed you so much. His need and desperation for you never ended.
In the other hand, there you were, so sore from his harshness and endless desire for you. You felt like crying again as he softly let go of your chin, deciding that he was already too harsh on you today, and buried his head into your neck. He was heavy. God he was like 130 kilograms and he was crushing your poor delicate body into mattress. Not that he cared if you were uncomfortable. He just wanted to soothe you with the way he thought would work. His actions were confusing you, making you doubt yourself whenever he got so tender and soft with you. Like now. He was nuzzling and murmuring into your neck, kissing and licking the soft skin, breathing in your addictive scent and marking you by sucking bruises onto your throatโ€ฆ He was melted onto your body, like he didnโ€™t fucked you senseless a minute ago. โ€œWas i too rough again?โ€ he finally spoke again, making you sob and nod quietly. All the overwhelming feelings finally getting to you. โ€œAww poor baby. That was why i wanted you to ride me.โ€ Yeah, like you had had the energy for it after doing it once already. Kรถnig knew he was hard in bed. Brutal even. He knew if he had his hands on you he would manhandle you into every position he wanted and he wouldnโ€™t think if it hurt you. You see, he was a soldier, he didnโ€™t knew how to be soft. He didnโ€™t knew how to calm down people. When he had his cock in you and you werenโ€™t on top of him -in control- he would only think the ways to go deeper inside your welcoming warmth. Like the caveman he felt. โ€œI will make it up to you, Meine Kรถnigin. How about a hot bath?โ€ he suggested as his fingers dug into your messy hair and started to caress it tenderly. Even if he was tired from the work he still wanted to keep his beautiful wife content and happy. You wanted to deny him, to push him of off your sore body and curse at him. Maybe you could hit him across the face if you had the energy. But all you could do was give him another tiny nod. โ€œThatโ€™s my beautiful wife.โ€ he smiled so brightly like you just gave him the world. Despite keeping you forcefully in his home, in his bed, in his arms, you couldnโ€™t deny the trust he imbued into your mind.
His large arms wrapped around your body after he pressed a last lingering kiss on your neck. He gently lifted you up and made you wrap your legs around his waist. Once he was sure you were secured in his strong arms he got up from bed and carried you to the tub that he soon filled with warm water and some essences you like. Once everything was done he pulled your back against his chest and you couldnโ€™t help but put your head back on his chest. โ€œEnjoying yourself, Maus?โ€ he chuckled lightly as you closed your eyes with a humm. The way his strong arms wrapped around you and his fingers massaged your sore muscles relaxed you further. โ€œFeels good.โ€ you mumbled, your voice just above whisper and he noted the way you sigh softly when his fingers brushed against the fresh marks on your thighs. You didnโ€™t even wanted to open your eyes, you just wanted to enjoy how his fingers worked on your sore muscles and forget that it was your kidnapper who was holding you firmly against his body. Maybe, just maybe if you forgot that fact, living with him wouldnโ€™t be that bad. And of course you had to bare with him claiming you as his wife and wanting you to call him your husband all the time. Yeah, that was annoying. But in total it wasnโ€™t that bad. He wasnโ€™t that bad. And maybe he was right when he told you that you didnโ€™t needed anyone but him. He could provide for you, he could show affection and he wasnโ€™t afraid to voice his love for you in every given chance. Unlike the men outside. Yeah, maybe if you just play with his rules you could be happier. He loved you after all. You were his little wife. And he was your husband. โ€œWhat are you thinking?โ€ he pressed a kiss on your temple when he saw your expression. What could you be thinking so hard? He had to know. He wanted to be inside your head constantly. When you didnโ€™t answer, his mind starts to wonder. Why you werenโ€™t answering him? Were you thinking of escaping again? Even after he fucked you this good and taking care of you? โ€œAnswer me.โ€ his tone goes darker with the seconds you waste. His fingers squeezing your plush thighs unconsciously. โ€œI- i was just thinking-โ€œ a small cry left your lips when you flinched with the pain on your thighs. And of course he noticed. Like he noticed everything about you. So he let his grip loosen to let you speak. โ€œI think i love you.โ€ you said and felt his whole body tense behind your back. His whole body went stiff like he received a bullet into his chest. And it felt like it. He felt like his heart exploded and replaced with another one so it could beat this fast. You turned towards him to see his expression but what you saw got you more worried. His eyes were fixated on the wall of the bathroom and his mouth was agape. He looked like he was in a trance. โ€œKรถnig?โ€ you called his name but he just remained still. So you did the thing you wanted to do for a while and kissed him. He let out a small gasp but it short lived when he immediately grabbed you by the back of your neck and kept your head still so you couldnโ€™t get away from his grip. Oh no, not anymore when he finally, truly got you. A low moan, more like a growl, left his lips when he finally had a taste of your delicious looking lips. Oh god it was like heaven. You were like heaven and now he couldnโ€™t get enough of you. His hungry mouth captured yours with a desperate kiss. His used his free hand to press onto your chin to explore your mouth further. He was desperate for the new taste he got and he was determined to savor it until his last breath. You were his and he had to claim it with his kiss. There was no going back after giving him your delicious lips.
โ€œNow that you kissed me, you canโ€™t leave me anymore.โ€
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how do the jjk men treat you when ur on ur period? suguru specifically hehe <3
โœฐ JJK MEN: WHEN YOU'RE ON YOUR PERIOD โœฐ
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pairing(s): gojo, geto, nanami, choso x afab!reader content: (MDNI 18+ only), nsfw-ish/suggestive, periods, period blood, period products, pet names, lots of fluff! a/n: i hope you like anon!! you have great timing cause iโ€™m getting my period and i also have a uti pray for me besties i need help and antibiotics. left out toji and sukuna causeโ€ฆ. nah LMAO. enjoy, and remember ALL AGELESS BLOGS WILL BE BLOCKED!
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โœฐ GOJO:
Lowkey loves when youโ€™re on your period, but is just barely smart enough to never tell you that.ย 
His favorite part is that you always want more cuddles, which means more cuddles for him.ย 
Thinks period products are really amusingโ€“ loves playing with your hot water bottle cause itโ€™s squishy. Finds those ones that look like stuffed animals at the store and brings home like five of them for you.ย 
Will definitely buy you pads/tampons but not without the obligatory โ€œwhat size is your pussyโ€ text. Wonโ€™t buy them until you respond with โ€œextra super prettyโ€ and then sends back this emoji -> ๐Ÿ˜‹.
Highkey likes period sex. Knows it can relieve your cramps and will use that as an excuse at every opportunity if youโ€™ll let him.ย 
Is always on some cheesy ass shit murmuring in your ear about how doing it on your period โ€œbonds your soulsโ€, too.ย 
Constantly offers to get you pregnant so you can avoid your period for the next nine monthsโ€ฆ heโ€™s only half joking.
Will actually skip work to stay home and cuddle with you if you give him even the slightest inclination that you donโ€™t want him to go.ย 
Watches movies with you and has gotten surprisingly good at rubbing little circles on your tummy that help with cramps.
ย Keeps the house stocked with candy, but, then againโ€ฆ itโ€™s always stocked with candy.
โ€œBabe. Look what I just found at the store.โ€ย  You watch with furrowed brows as he sets the bags on your floor. Youโ€™re curled on the couch, a blanket tucked up around your neck. Heโ€™d made sure to roll you like a burrito before heโ€™d left.ย  He pulls outโ€ฆ a cow? It looks like a stuffed animal, but when he shakes it you hear something sloshing around inside. You raise a brow. โ€œUmmmmโ€“โ€ย  โ€œItโ€™s one of those hot water bottle thingies! For your cramps!โ€ He tosses the poor cow on the floor and digs around in the bag again. โ€œOh my god, they had so many. I got the cow, the dolphinโ€“โ€ He tosses a dolphin out of the bag, followed by a puppy, a raccoon, and a cat. โ€œDo you want me to put one in the microwave for you?โ€ย  He looks far too excited to turn down, even though you just heated up your old hot water bottle minutes ago. You smile and nod. โ€œYeah, baby. Thanks.โ€ย 
โœฐ GETO:
Mans TAKES CARE of you. Likeโ€ฆ fully.ย 
Is really sympathetic and gentle when your cramps are killing youโ€“ brushing your hair back, rubbing circles on your tummy, letting you put his warm hands wherever it hurts.ย 
Runs you a warm bath and climbs right in with you. Makes you lean back against him while he gives you a massage and works out all the knots in your neck and shoulders.ย 
Buys you period products before your period starts if he remembers. If he doesnโ€™t heโ€™s happy to run down to the store. Doesnโ€™t need to ask which ones you likeโ€“ he already knows.
Wraps you up in the comfiest blankets and cuddles with you wherever you ask. Gives the best cuddles, too. Rubs your back in a way that has you falling asleep in seconds.
Makes sure you take your meds on time and brings you a glass of water.ย 
Secretly loves period sex. Will never push you for it, but gets super horny at just the thought. Loves the sight of your blood on his dick. Makes him feel possessive of you in a way thatโ€™s kind of scary.ย 
โ€œSuguโ€ฆโ€ you whine. Your cramps are bad. Youโ€™ve been curled in a ball all morning, even with all the meds Suguru has been giving you. โ€œIt hurts so bad.โ€ย  You feel him shifting behind you and then his hands gently prying you to lie on your back. You whimper, the pain spiking again as soon you roll out of the fetal position. His face appears above you, a couple stray strands of black hair tickling your cheeks. His smile is soft, but full of sympathy as he settles over you.ย  โ€œIโ€™m sorry, baby. I wish I could make it go awayโ€ฆโ€ย  He moves down your body, settling between your thighs and resting his cheek on the plush of your thigh. You sigh when you feel his fingers skate over your tummy, rubbing little circles into the skin that somehow work wonders for the pain. You sigh with relief, a bit of the tension ebbing away. โ€œThat feels niceโ€ฆโ€ย  Your body relaxes a bit, finally getting a break from the incessant pain. Suguru only smiles, looking up at you through hooded eyes when he presses a kiss just below your belly button. You donโ€™t fail to notice the way his thumb is sliding under the fabric of your panties.ย  โ€œI can think of something that would feel even nicerโ€ฆโ€ย 
โœฐ NANAMI:
Prepares for your period.ย 
Has your cycle marked down on his calendar so he always knows when youโ€™re starting.ย 
Stops by the store a couple of days ahead of time to buy pads/tampons/meds and your favorite snacks.ย 
Runs a bath for you every night and fills it with all of your favorite soaps and scents.ย 
Cooks. Mans knows how to cook and does extra of it when youโ€™re on your period. Will make you nutritious meals and urge you to drink water, but always brings you something sweet if youโ€™re craving it.ย 
Heats up your hot water bottle every thirty minutes without you ever having to ask.ย 
Lays out a fresh change of clothes for you whenever youโ€™re in the shower.ย 
Cuddles you whenever you want, but only after heโ€™s tended to all of your other needs (meds, food, water, etc.).ย 
Will have sex if you want, but will never push you for it. If you just want the relief from your cramps, heโ€™ll just use his fingers to get you off and then pull you back into his arms.
โ€œTime for your bath, sweetheart.โ€ย  You nearly grumble in protest, but how can you do such a thing when he takes such good care of you? Still, you donโ€™t want to move. Just existing hurts, much less walking to the bathroom.ย  Despite your resistance to saying it aloud, Nanami still seems to understand what youโ€™re thinking. No more than a second later heโ€™s scooping you into his arms and carrying you to the bathroom.ย  โ€œYou know youโ€™ll feel better after, love.โ€ย  You nod weakly against his chest. โ€œWill you get in with me?โ€ย  He pauses. Heโ€™s got dinner to make and he wanted to change the sheets for youโ€ฆ One nuzzle of your face into his neck has him throwing all those plans out the window.ย  โ€œOf course, princess. Iโ€™ll get in with you.โ€ย 
โœฐ CHOSO:
Is new to this stuff so he lowkey freaks out.ย 
Worries that youโ€™re actually in danger causeโ€ฆ thereโ€™s blood???ย 
Chills out eventually, but is still irrationally convinced that youโ€™re injured.ย 
When i tell you this man is at your BECK AND CALL, I mean it. He will do every little thing you ask. Fetches water, food, snacksโ€“ whatever you need.ย 
Mans is panicked when he canโ€™t find the candy bar you want at the grocery store.ย 
Happily buys period products for you but has to facetime you cause the poor baby is overwhelmed and confused by all the options.ย 
Is kind of attached to you like glue. Thinks youโ€™re somehow more breakable in this state will hold you in his arms permanently apart from when you need to bathe, eat, or use the bathroom.ย 
Actually freaks when you have a bout of cramps that makes you hiss in pain. Cannot believe you have to do this every month and hates feeling so useless in taking the pain away. Eagerly learns that he can put his warm hands on your tummy and it helps.
Is actually amazed when you tell him that sex helps with the cramps. Worries about hurting you, but is completely down. Mans is definitely not afraid of a little blood lmao.
โ€œBabyโ€ฆ there are so manyโ€ฆโ€ย  You canโ€™t help but stifle a laugh looking at your boyfriendโ€™s stressed expression through your phone screen. Heโ€™d run down to the store to get you some more padsโ€“ you just hadnโ€™t anticipated how overwhelming the experience would be for him.ย  โ€œI know, Cho. Iโ€™m sorry. Hereโ€“ back up so I can see the whole aisle.โ€ย  He does as you ask, flipping the camera around so you can see what heโ€™s looking at. You have to bite your lip this time to keep the laugh in. Youโ€™ve never realized just how many options there really are. โ€œThe ones toward the bottom right, baby. With the pink box.โ€ย  The camera shakes a little as he follows your directions, arm sticking out like heโ€™s playing pin the tail on the donkey.ย  โ€œThese?โ€ His hand hovers over a box that is pink but not the pink you need.ย  โ€œDown a couple racks.โ€ย  Finally, his hands close around the right box. โ€œThank you, baby. I didnโ€™t think about how confusing this would be for youโ€ฆโ€ย  The camera flips again and you grin at the soft soft smile on his lips. โ€œDonโ€™t apologize. Want me to grab some candy, too?โ€
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DJANGO
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Choi San x fem reader x Jung Wooyoung (heavy hints at ot8)
a/n: nobody talk to me nobody touch me nobody look at me i'm loosing my mind over this comeback you don't even understand
"Ain't nobody mess with Django, call me Django." -ATEEZ
โœซๅฝกwordcount: 5.5k (sorry?!?)
(>แด—โ€ข) genre: smut w/plot
เฒ _เฒ warnings/content: violence and injuries, dystopian/lore universe, lots of cussing, angst, poly relationship, brief mention of drinking as coping, extreme pda LMAO, woo is a bit of a little shit in the first half, dry humping, making out(lots of it), also lots of pet names, multiple rounds, threesome, light choking&degrading, snowballing, oral, boobjob, dp, overstim, teasing, orgasm control, praise kink teehee, dom san/sub woo/switch-sub reader, m x m, unprotected( don't do that๐Ÿ—ฃ๏ธ), NOT EDITED
taglist: @calicanbeevil @pansies-garden @kissezfornamjoon @wisejudgedragonhairdo
MATURE UNDER CUT MDNI
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The van shook as another vehicle passed, making San groan as you fell down onto him.
"I'm sorry, Baby," you cooed softly, kissing the bruise on his collarbone that you had unintentionally fallen onto. The soaked rag that you cleaned him with was handed back to you from its fallen place on the shag carpet by Wooyoung with a soft laugh.
"You baby him too much, he's a big boy," he claps his hand onto his shoulder, making him groan again- glaring at the younger man, "right, Champ?"
"I'll beat your ass, Woo."
"Oh, I bet you will, you beat up that scrawny little guy too!" He cackles, clapping and leaning away as San swipes at him tiredly.
"He was faster than I expected!"
"You two knock it off," you sigh exasperatedly as you wipe the grime from his swollen pec, rolling your eyes at your boyfriends bickering. Being stuck in such a small space had taken a toll on the three of yours relationship- especially the two men. They were at each other throats more often than not-even it was playfully. "I'll blow our cover just to tell Hongjoong."
"You wouldn't..." Wooyoung eyes you suspiciously as you smirk. "You wouldn't!"
"I will if you two don't give me a second of peace." You cock your brow at him, tossing the rag into the pile that is your dirty laundry, silently cursing yourself for choosing to hide out with them instead of with Yunho and Jongho in their shop. They even had a cool talking bird.
You place a gentle kiss to Sans eye, a healing bruise almost faded under your lips. "Stop getting hit in the face, yeah?"
"Yeah, I'll politely tell my opponents that my girlfriend likes her boys pretty~" he rolls his eyes and whines as your body heat leaves his sore body.
"So what if I do, pretty boys happen to be my type!" You shrug and crawl off of the spent man, over to the other side and into Wooyoungs lap.
He smirks at his boyfriend cockily as you rest your head on his shoulder, "that's why she's cuddling me right n-ow!" His smirk turns to a pout as you flick his chest.
"Can you two manage a peace treaty while I get some shut eye? It's four hours drive to the next town and it's my turn to drive in the morning."
"Of course, Darling." They chime together, silently scowling at one another but keeping quiet as you close your eyes.
--
ย  ย ย  "Wakey, wakey," you shake the buff man softly, safely parked in the back alley of the abandoned building. Wooyoung stood just outside of the open van doors, abs on display as he changed into a better looking shirt.
ย  ย  ย  "Yah, wake up!"
ย ย  You glare at him as he startles San awake, who holds you close protectively in his delirium, still scared of the run in you had experienced with HalaTeez months ago. No matter how much he swears to the lot of you that he doesn't feel guilty, the way his eyes sadden when he focuses on the scar over your left brow for too long gives it away. Hala-San, as you call him to real-Sans dismay, had tricked you all too well and after that... you couldn't look at the real, loving, caring San for weeks. You had to split off with Mingi and frequented a bar, drinking away any memory of Hala-Sans torment until Hongjoong found you and picked up the pieces when the bottle ran empty.
ย  ย ย  "You dick," San rasps as he rubs your sides, his gentle touch a contrast to the way he gives his cackling boyfriend the stink eye.
ย  ย  "Rise and shine, Sannie~" he teases, buttoning up his shirt and soothing his long hair down, "time to get your ass whopped again."
ย  ย ย  "Oh, like you'd do any better! You'd be demolished!"
ย  ย ย  You let out a sigh and slide out of the van, soothing your dress- which in reality is Jongho's shirt with a belt around your waist. "I'll be signing in." You speak shortly before wondering off, leaving them fighting more than ever over how they upset you.
ย  ย  San insists it's all Wooyoungs fault for being such a whiny shit.
ย  ย  Wooyoung is adamant that San is at fault for hogging all of your attention.
ย  ย ย  They go back and forth for a while until a Strickland patrol vechile speeds by, spooking the both of them into the building.
ย  ย ย  Wooyoung immediately wraps his arms around your waist as they find you bent over signing Sans pseudonym, DJANGO, into the fighting brackets. San is busy eyeing everyone around you, both in suspicion of Halateez and Strickland and simply to scope out his potential competition.
ย  ย ย  "Entry fee is three k," the woman on the other side of the pop-up table looks as if she's ready to kick your trio out in a single breath when you don't provide the money, eyeing up Sans messy tank top and your days old makeup with distain.
ย  ย  "That's it?" You pout, tutting your tongue as you turn away from the rude woman, sighing dramatically as you dig into Wooyoungs pockets, grabbing hold of multiple tightly rolled wads of money.
ย  ย  Both of them smirk at your antics, so clearly eager to prove this stranger wrong about her preconceived notions about you and your lovers as you count the wads, dropping a few down before skipping past her with a wave.
ย  ย  ย  The crowded arena does nothing for Sans anxiety, his eyes scanning at a million miles an hour as he keeps a possessive hand on the small of your back. Wooyoung has similar feelings as he drapes his arm over your shoulders in a way that clearly shouts, 'don't touch' to anyone who looks your way. You feel much safer on the other hand, both of your boyfriends touching you at once for the first time in what feels like ages, both ready to toss themselves infront of danger if it presents itself.
You all squeeze your way to the front, right up to the edge of the ring, where a fight is already taking place, one of the men nearly teasing the other with the way he bounces around on his tip-toes, not letting the other get a single touch in.
"She said not many fighters showed up," you practically have to yell for the men to hear you, "Strickland cracking down again!" You explain loudly, rubbing Sans lower back in an attempt to comfort his nerves as he stretches his wrists. Wooyoung has split off to make bets with other players, making sure to stick out like a sore thumb with his flashy shirt. "Might have to find a new income soon if they don't back off!"
He sighs, rolling his head back and stretching his neck out, letting you admire the freckles on his skin that he knows you love.
As the quick moving fighter finally wears out his opponent, he gets sloppy, and he starts getting hits in. You slide behind San and hide your face in his back, wrapping your arms around his waist and stroking his stomach softly. "I hate that you have to do this!"
He holds his hands over your own and rubs his thumbs over your skin, watching the man who will clearly be his opponent wailing on the other man.
"Got nine grand riding on you tonight, Babe," Wooyoung slides back into the conversation, cupping the back of Sans neck.
Although they had their on and off moments, he would always be in tune to his emotions and try to calm him. And trying to keep the peace was even more worth it when you were around. Usually, they had Yeosang as a voice of reason but he was off with Seonghwa doing God-knows what in preparation for your next mission.
Being apart was straining and stressful for every last one of you. But groups larger than three were banned by Hongjoong after four of you had caught Halateez's attention a few months back. He didn't want to risk it again and he certainly didn't want to risk a group of nine most wanted outlaws being together. The combined reward for your captures was the largest amount of money you had ever read. You weren't sure how to even pronounce it.
It was almost an entire year of being in hiding.
You didn't know how much more you could take.
ย  ย  "- DJANGO!!" The name catches your attention over the blaring speaker. How was he up so early? You peek around San and see the fast man catching his breath in the opposite corner. Blood being wiped up and a limp body being carried out.
ย  ย ย  "We can always find a new way to get money," you scream to San as he rolls out his stiff shoulders, whining as Wooyoung pulls you away gently. "Seriously, Sannie!"
ย  ย  "He'll be okay, Darling," Wooyoungs chaste kiss to your head does nothing to calm your raging nerves as San bends down and slides into the ring. You pull away in a hurry and hop up on the ledge, grabbing his top over the ropes.
ย  ย  ย  "Forgot something?" You lean your torso over and immediately take San into a heated kiss, his calloused hands cupping your face firmly and pulling you close. People all around whistle and call loudly, a blush creeping up Wooyoung neck as he watches your lips meld together.
It been almost a year on the run. Almost five months since any of the three of you have touched one another in an intimate, primal way.
He doesn't know how much longer he can take it. When you crawled into his lap earlier he nearly took you right there.
You always do something after a needy kiss that makes every single one of them feral.
You lick up Sans lips to his cheekbone and moan.
ย ย  People start nearly howling, and his opponent looks antsy.
"Fuck him up, Baby," you cup his chin in your hand as you block out the world around you for a moment and take one last good look at him before you know you'll go away during his fights. You can't bring yourself to watch no matter how long he's been fighting. But that doesn't mean you won't hype him up while you can.
ย  ย  ย  You slap his shoulder softly, making sure to make it look harder than it was in reality before giving his fist a gentle kiss.
ย  ย ย  "Fuck him up," you repeated before hopping down.
--
The van door opening makes your head snap, setting away the headphones that play Yeosangs violin melody.
"Hey, how'd ev-"
San jumps on you before you can finish greeting them properly, kissing you deeply and feeling you up like it's the first time he's ever touched you. The clotted blood on his lip doesn't discourage either of you, the pain only stirs him on as Wooyoung climbs in and slams the doors shut behind him.
The dull thud of the duffel bag he drops makes you look over, San letting you breath and nipping at your neck and jaw instead. "Holy shit, Baby, you won?!"
"Fuck yeah, I did, Beautiful," he moans breathlessly, holding himself up above you to speak with a sultry purr, "let me spoil you." He looks over to Wooyoung lustfully. "Both. Let me spoil you both."
Wooyoung smiles at him. Genuinely. For the first time in weeks.
ย  ย  If there's one thing that makes him weak it's being spoiled by his lovers. So when San lifts you up and settles you in his lap and climbs into the drivers seat, he doesn't complain: he simply dives into your lips like a man starved.
ย  ย ย  And he is, lips suctioned onto yours so deeply and passionately that neither of you notice as the van lurches to life and begins speeding away. You fall to the floor ontop of him and hold him tightly. Like he's an illusion that will disappear like smoke if you let go.
ย  ย ย  He body feels so right on yours. Clinged together on the shag floor. Melting together. The outside world and all of its problems fading away as his hands wander your body.
ย  ย  ย ย  How you've managed to keep your hands off one another for this long is a world's greatest mystery.
ย  ย  ย ย  "Fuck," he moans as you lap at his lips, his hands sliding up the edge of your dress and cupping the round of your ass. "Fuck, Princess, please," he whines.
ย  ย  ย ย  You can hear the smirk in the way San chuckles from the front seat, but it doesn't stop him from speeding up. He loves how whiney Wooyoung gets just as much as you do.
ย  ย ย  You clumsily undo his bottoms and pull them down just enough to press your heat to his growing bulge. The thin layers of cloth separating you doesn't stop the feral groan that he lets out, holding your hips with a bruising force as he grinds up into you. If anything, the soft fabric pressing into your clit with each of his uncoordinated thrusts makes it feel more euphoric.
ย  ย ย  "Oh, God~"
ย  ย  The soft moans you let out have Wooyoung rock hard and San palming himself. "Ffffuck, Baby," you groan, hugging his neck tightly as his hips buck below you.
ย  ย  ย  Everyone got the 'Babyyy' treatment when they were good or needed a pick me up. The way it rolled off of your tongue was like a drug to them. Even more so when it's so deep and passionate. Even more so when their cock is pressing against you.
ย  ย ย  Sans eager left turn has the both of you rolling on the floor, laughing as he apologizes loudly from the driver seat. "Sorry, continue!"
ย  ย ย  "You heard the man," you laugh from below Wooyoung, "continue."
ย  ย  ย  And he does, burying his face in your neck and biting and licking and sucking as he rubs his bulge against you like it's the last human touch he'll ever experience. "M'cum," your moan has him rolling into you with a new purpose in life, nearly growling as he holds himself back from painting his underwear white, "shit, Youngie!" You wrap your legs around his waist tightly as you release, shivering and shaking with your jaw slack.
ย  ย  ย  He isn't far behind by even a second, his gut clenching as he turns his bottoms sticky with his own pleasure, panting into your ear as he continues to roll into you, drawing out your euphoria and making you mewl out, clawing at his scalp.
ย  ย  ย  In your bliss, you fail to notice that Sans parked outside of a double story motel and ran out with a wad of cash, clearly in a hurry.
Yours hands are wrapped in each others hair, breathing deeply with your foreheads pressed together, almost as it trying to meld your souls together with passion.
ย  ย  The doors behind the both of you open and flood you in the neon light of the motel signs, and you peek around Wooyoungs frame as he falls over you protectively from what he thinks is prying eyes. "Sannie~" you call, making Wooyoung relax ontop of you.
ย  ย  ย ย  "You alive, Foxy?" San teases as he climbs in and crawls to you both.
ย  ย ย  "Mhm," he moans into your jaw, "very alive." He gasps as San pulls him away from you by his neck, taking him in a feverish kiss as you watch on in awe. You can tell San his slipping his tongue into Wooyoungs mouth by the way he holds his jaw open, the way Wooyoung grinds his bulge back into you.
ย  ย ย  "Youngie, Baby," you whine as he rolls his self into your swollen clit, but it only makes him go faster, his hands finding purchase on Sans waist. "Ah s-" You writhe below him, stopped when one of Sans hands comes and holds you in place by pressing on your stomach: all the while he never opens his eyes or pulls away from your boyfriend. "Fuck, please don't tease!"
He chuckles into his lips, gently stroking his neck. "C'mon, I got us a room for a few days."
Wooyoung begrudgingly slides out of the van, gathering your few bags and bouncing in anticipation as he fixes his pants to the best of his ability. San scoops you up to his chest and you cling to him like a koala bear, kissing all over his face as he carries you up the stairs and down the balcony hall.
Wooyoung drops the bags at the entrance of the room and immediately goes to investigate the single bedded room and bathroom before urging San in, latching the door shut behind him.
You're dropped to the bed and bounce with a soft laugh, opening your legs wide to fit Sans large frame as he slots himself between them. Wooyoung slides next to you and is immediately latched onto your neck as he unbuttons your dress.
"Ah fuck," you mewl out, cradling his head close as your head spins, San slipping off your panties and shimmying down. He holds your thighs apart as he licks a slow, deep stripe up your soaking heat, reveling in the way you moan for him. He wastes no time diving in and eating you out like it's his last meal. His tongue flicking and swiping against every inch it can reach. His nose pressed against your clit as his head bobs.
You're lost in the pleasure between your legs so much so that you don't notice that you and Wooyoung are both naked until he climbs onto your stomach, his hot member gliding between your breasts. Despite how long it's been, your body has its muscle memory from how often you two would do this.
You cup your breasts and push them together, encasing his length in the soft flesh as he grips the headboard roughly, the tip of his cock leaking on the base of your collar bones.
It's hard to appreciate just how beautiful he is while San is ravaging your cunt with his tongue, but you manage. Looking up with blown irises, he's so pretty. His long hair softly framing his face, bouncing with each of his rough, slow thrusts against your supple skin. His swollen lips parted with moans. Toned abs expanding and constricting as he heaves.
"Foxy," you whisper out, catching his eyes with a deep blush on both of your cheeks, "so pretty, Baby."
He curses loudly and reaches one hand down, cradling your face so gently in comparison to how he fucks your tits. "My woman."
The words make your eyes roll back, a wave of your arousal coating Sans tongue as you cum, gripping your breasts tightly and whimpering out as the sensations continue well past your peak.
ย  ย  ย  Wooyoung wills himself to hold back from cumming until he's told, and San holds himself back as he laps up your juices-grinding his hardness onto the bed slowly. Both of your moans are a magic melody to him, and he can't help but crave more. He pulls away and joins Wooyoung over top of you, wrapping his arms around the younger man and spooking him. He slides his hands up his naked torso teasingly slow, grinding on his backside.
"Shit, Babe," he groans, tossing his head back on his shoulder and simultaneously trying to bury his cock in your warm skin and grind back on San's bulge. "Fuck, I ne-"
"Cum, Youngie." The command from the both of you at the same time has him painting your collarbones and neck in a millisecond flat, jaw slack as San continues to stroke him even as his hips stop.
"Fuck, fuck, please, oh my God," he stirs back to life from his void of pleasure as you bend your neck and lick his sensitive tip. He tries to back away only to bump right into Sans girth on his bare backside. "Oh God~"
ย  ย  ย  ย  "Need a breather, Sexy?" San coos as he slowly moves Wooyoung off of you, already knowing that he can't cum back to back. He needs at least five minutes at that's all San needs to get you ready for what's about to come.
ย  ย  ย  ย  Wooyoung comes crawling back into you, lapping up his own seed with a quiet moan as San slides down your body and hooks your legs over his hips. "Ready, Darling?"
ย  ย  ย  "Yes, holy fuck am I ready, please give it to me," you babble on, only silenced as he inches into your sopping core. He's by far the girthiest man you've even been with. And the stretch always feels so delicious.
ย  ย  ย ย  Wooyoung takes advantage as your jaw falls open, leaning over you to drip all of his release into your mouth. The moans and whimpers of pleasure are unstoppable as you swallow all of it down eagerly, hands wrapped up in his hair and pulling him impossibly close. His body follows his head, almost snuggling you as he presses his body flush to your side, one leg hooked over your hips as he grinds his hardening member into your hip.
It's all so warm and welcoming, a familiar and comfortable feeling washing over you along with the overstimulation of your third orgasm building up as San thrusts into you with a steady slow pace. "Fuck," you moan into Wooyoung, "so big," you whimper as your cunt uncontrollably clenches around him. He swallows up all of your noises as he moves his lips against yours zealously, and sneaky hand rubbing the column of your breasts and up to your neck, simply resting: bouncing with each of Sans increasingly rough thrusts that bounce your body.
ย  "Take me so well," Sans praise has you leaking onto the blanket, panting like crazy and slapping at Wooyoungs shoulders as he bites at your lips hungrily, "pretty Angel, made just for us, hm?"
ย  ย  ย ย  "Mmhmph-" Your affirmative moan turns into a yelp as Wooyoung tightens his hand over your neck.
ย  ย ย  Damn them. When they decided to be on the same team they were almost scary at how well the schemed without even speaking a single word. San held your hips in place and drilled into you. Wooyoung assaulting your ear with kisses and bites, squeezing your neck in time with Sans hips.
ย  ย  ย  "Pretty Angel looks like she wants your cum," Wooyoung teases as you swirl your hips in Sans hold, holding you down securely with his hand pressing your neck into the mattress as he looks down at where you're connected.
ย  ย  ย  "Mmh, she does," San groans loudly, hips snapping into you needily, "looks like a bitch in heat." His words make both of you moan out, your eyes rolling into your skull for a moment before he buries himself to the hilt and stops.
ย  ย  "No, no, no, please! I wasn't going to cum, pleaseee, Sannie Baby~!" If there's one thing that gets San off, it's when his lover begs him for permission. When their with someone else- cum as much as you like. But with him? Grovel at his feet and beg him for a release only he can give you. "Fuuuck, shit, please, I need you, fuck me!"
Wooyoung watches you with gazed over eyes, holding you still as you attempt to writhe and get more stimulation. "She wants it's so bad, Babe~" He smirks as San, a look that makes his cock twitch inside of you, You muster up your best begging pout and let go of him, reaching for San's hands that are gripping your hips with a bruising force as he holds himself back until he's satisfied with your begging.
"I want you to make me cum, please, Django?"
ย  ย  All of the breath is fucked out of your lungs as he pounds into you. Fast and hard and nearly animalistic in the way he buries himself in your sopping heat with a string of curses, his fingers interlacing with yours in a soft intimacy that makes your head fuzzy. You can barely moan, how good it is. But he knows. Wooyoung knows.
ย  ย  As you finally come to your senses and scream out with your release, the whole district must know how well Django is fucking you.
He stops himself with a deep groan as your walls flutter and clench around him, squeezing your hands to ground your soul to your body as Wooyoung dips his head and laps at your hardened nipples. You squeeze his hands tightly, arched off of the bed in pure ecstasy as he fills you with his warm cum.
San slips his arms under your arched back and holds you close to his chest as he flips the two of you, a squeal of pleasure leaving you as he hits an all new angle. He holds you securely as he looks at Wooyoung, almost silently communicating.
He slips behind you, the feeling of his leaking tip prodding at your stretched hole has you gripping Sans shoulders tightly, rolling your hips back into him. "Oh, fuck, yes yes yes yes y-" Sans lips catch yours and silence you as he ravenously slips his tongue into your mouth and licks at your tongue, feeding on all of your moans as Wooyoung slides in with him.
"So good, my woman," his mind is gone, unaware of how your walls grow slicker with his praise as he slowly sheaths himself into you fully.
He nowhere near as thick as San, but dear lord that man has length to make up for it. The both of them together is making your stomach feel hot, the hair on the back of your neck standing up.
San pulls away panting, his lips swollen and wet with your saliva. "Beautiful Angel," you official feel lightheaded as he cradles your face oh so gently as he moves his hips. Wooyoung follows suit, holding your back and fucking into you ruthlessly, rubbing against Sans girth inside of you like it's his favorite thing to do in the universe and it's about to be ripped away.
All you can do is moan and gasp with them, a melody that your neighbors must be cursing as the headboard bangs into the thin walls.
Your chest is pressed into Sans roughly, faces barely an inch away as you all move together. His hands cupping your cheeks and keeping you upright as your body threatens to give out. "Sannie, please, n'cum," he can just make out your slurs over the panting and slapping of skin in the humid room, the smell of sex already soaking into the air.
His brain is nearly gone as he feels Wooyoungs length twitch against him along with your cunt squeezing mercilessly, only nodding at the both of you for permission as he himself lets his soul float away in a wave of pleasure, squeezing you to himself possessively as he cums inside of you. Wooyoung isn't a moment behind, the second he feels Sans warmth flood you, his is joining. And the feeling of both of them soaking your womb makes you lose yourself, dunked in pleasure.
Wooyoung falls ontop of you, sandwiching you between their body warmth. San reaches around and hugs his arms around both of you, heavy breaths lulling you to sleep.
"Holy shit." Is all that can be said.
--
ย  ย  The next morning you decide to take advantage of the running water that San must have paid extra for, washing away the grime that stuck to you despite how many bird baths Wooyoung have you on the side of the road.
ย ย  San, despite you and Wooyoungs best begging, went off on his own to meet with Hongjoong after he got a call on the prepaid flip phone in the middle of the night.
ย  ย  Wooyoung noticed you eyeing the bag of dirty laundry when you woke up and immediately offered to go wash them and grab some food for the both of you.
ย  ย  ย  You're so wrapped up in the welcoming feeling of the warm water pelting your body that you fail to notice the door opening, letting the steam rise to the ceiling of the motel room. You sung one of Jongho's songs sung softly, the sound echoing on the fiberglass and acrylic shower wall.
"Darling?"
You grab the knife you left on the edge and swipe the shower curtain back. "Jesus!" Both of you yell. Wooyoungs hands fly up in a defense position as you aim the knife at him for a moment.
You flip it in your hand and hand it over to him by the handle, visibly relaxing as you see it's only your sneaky boyfriend. "Perv~" You tease before sliding the curtain shut dramatically. You can hear him shuffling around, and the sound of his zipper confirms your suspicions.
ย  ย ย  He steps over the tub edge and joins you, hugging you close from behind and kissing your neck gently. "Did you-"
ย  ย ย  "Mhm, foods on the bed, Princess." You laugh softly before turning in his arms and hugging his neck loosely.
ย  ย ย  "You're the best, you know?"
ย  ย ย  "I sure do~"
ย  ย ย  He reaches over you and grabs the travel size bottle of shampoo, cursing them silently because he will most definitely have to go get some more from the main desk before your stay is over. He lathers it up in his hands a bit before massaging your hair tenderly. "You miss them, don't you?"
ย  ย ย  His question catches you off guard for a moment, wondering just what he means until you realize that he must have heard you singing the song Jongho wrote all those years ago on The Illusion.
ย  ย ย  Those times were so much simpler. A group of pirates and the open sea. Beautiful blue water and all the time together that you could ever ask for.
ย  ย  "Don't you?" The way your eyes glaze over is enough to tell him. You miss them just as much as he does. You wish this would end just as much as he does.
ย  ย ย  "It hurts like hell."
ย  ย ย  "I know, Baby."
ย  ย ย  "I want to kill them."
ย  ย ย  Hala-Teez, the Strickland officials? All of them. "Me too, Baby."
ย  ย ย  He leans your head back carefully and rinses away the coconut scented soap from your hair gently. "I love you." You speak. Justย  above a whisper. But he catches it even over the raining water.
ย ย 
ย  ย ย  "I love you, Darling. This will all be over soon." He doesn't promise because he knows he can't. He doesn't know how long this situation will last. You could be on the run from Strickland and looking over your shoulders for Hala-Teez until your last breath.
ย  ย  ย  "Joong will figure something out." You don't promise. Because Hongjoong hasn't. He can't. He won't promise something that he doesn't know he cant follow through with. He could be trying to come up with a plan for decades.
ย  ย  ย  You stand in silence for a moment as you wash his hair gently before he speaks again, "don't cry, Love."
ย  ย ย  "What?"
ย  ย  When you look up, he's blurry. When did you start crying? How did this happen?
ย ย  He closes his eyes and hugs you close with his head under the stream of steaming water.
ย  ย ย  After a small cry-session in the shower together, you and Wooyoung curled up in the bed and ate your takeout, watching one of the decade old dvd's on the laptop that Yeosang managed to get to you guys a few weeks ago.
The ban from being together for safety didn't stop small run ins with a familiar looking delivery man. Be it disguised as a food delivery man, a mailman, an exterminator- Yeosang always found a way to travel around the city and deliver small gifts from one member to another along with messages from Hongjoong when the phones were down.
A wave of laughter is cut off by a knock on the door. His hand immediately grabs a small hand gun on the nightstand as he stands, your own going to your knife that's sandwiched between the mattress and bed box as you slam the laptop closed.
ย  ย  ย  "Delivery!" The voice makes you relax.
ย  ย  "Fucker," you huff as you jump over the bed and beat Wooyoung to the door and smile at the helmeted man. You can't see him, but you know who it is. "Goody~" You peek out into the halls and spot a few suspicious looking people, so you pretend to slip him some money before taking the box and take one last look as he walks away.
ย  ย ย  "Open it," he urges impatiently, nearly knocking you over to get to the pizza box as you set it on the small table.
Ontop of your favorite pizza. A small piece of paper. Sans handwriting.
let's bounce
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๊’ฐ LEAF TAPES .:. LN4 ๊’ฑ
( lando norris x reader )
read part 2!
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IN WHICH. a private twitter account gets leaked. it just so happens to contain lando and y/n's... debauchery.
WARNINGS. 18+, MINORS DNI!, smau, explicit content exposed without consent, twitter environment, lando is just....... lando, mentions of drug use (as per)
NOTE. first smau say what????? ofc it had to be about high!lando, subtly inspired by @lorarri's lewis fic. it was a rather spontaneous thought and hella indulgent so ofc irl, this wouldn't roll, but on planete777, it does. hopefully it makes sense... hehe. enjoy ppl, and remember, this is all for entertainment purposes!!!
SIDENOTE. my askbox is open! feel free to send in any thoughts, scenarios, requests etc for lando ๐Ÿค
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user NOT ON IG AS WELL ๐Ÿ˜ญ
user as a person who doesn't have twitter, i think the 2nd pic is enough for me to know ๐Ÿ˜†
landonorris we look so hot -> yn_ln yes we do -> user do you guys need a third? i can bark? -> user ๐Ÿ˜ญ๐Ÿ˜ญ๐Ÿ˜ญ๐Ÿ˜ญ
landonorris getting horny again looking at this ๐Ÿซ  -> user LANDO ๐Ÿ˜ญ -> user making it 225 i see ๐Ÿ˜ -> landonorris for sureee -> yn_ln come over then
user the HANDSSSSSSS
user if i starting smoking weed it's their fault idc
carlossainz55 i've seen enough already please -> user poor carlos ๐Ÿ’€ -> user i really wonder how the drivers are rn seeing all of this online -> carlossainz55 horrified -> oscarpiastri terrified -> charlesleclerc shellshocked -> pierregasly astonished -> alexalbon traumatised -> georgerussell taken vastly aback -> landonorris you're welcome -> yn_ln what he said
maxfewtrell i can't believe this -> yn_ln you should've the moment lando said he wanted to make an of ๐Ÿคท -> landonorris ^^^
user idk if i want to have them or be them -> user REAL!!!
user when's the next episode coming out?? -> yn_ln soon dw
landonorris last slide is me everyday -> user we can see that bro -> user LMAO -> yn_ln my body is proof babe -> user ๐Ÿ˜ญ
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synopsis: ellie and abby have been rivals for years, playing for their universityโ€™s softball team. one day you, their coachโ€™s daughter, show up at their game and ruin everything.
content: ellabs x reader, reader isnโ€™t specified to be fem or masc, reader is described as a โ€œgirlโ€, afab!reader, sub!reader, dom!abby, switch!ellie, cunnilingus(e! and r! receiving), fingering(everyone receiving), strap-on(r!receiving)
word count: 3.7k
notes: based on this, thank u to @andisalias for giving me the idea to do softball, i think it worked really well! disclaimer: i know NOTHING about sports and just did a lot of research for this fic, so if anything is inaccurate about softball, iโ€™m so sorry lmao
ellie sits on a bench in the dugout, picking at her dirty fingernails as she watches abby go up to bat.
โ€œi hate the fucking batting order, i swear to god that jared has a vendetta against me,โ€ ellie tells dina, whoโ€™s up to bat after ellie.
jared, the coach for their universityโ€™s softball team, is standing off to the side of the field, watching each move anyone makes on the field like a hawk.
dina snorts, nodding towards abby; โ€œi think he has a vendetta against you fucking with his star first baseman before she goes up to bat.โ€
ellie scoffs, โ€œthat bitch deserves it.โ€
dina laughs a little, โ€œright.โ€
ellie shoots a glare towards dina and goes back to burning holes into the muscular blondeโ€™s back with her intense staring as abby holds the bat up, ready to swing.
if ellie was honest with herself, she did find abby just a little bit attractive, but any attraction ellie felt was monumentally overpowered by her intense hatred and jealousy for the blonde. abby was an upperclassman and naturally excelled in softball, always managing to make ellie feel small just by walking past her, which ellie despised. luckily, she knew that abby was just as bothered by ellie in return.
the pitcher throws the softball and abby strikes out on all 3 throws. ellieโ€™s eyebrows shoot up, surprised.
โ€œoh shit.โ€ dina remarks, โ€œi canโ€™t remember the last time i saw ellie strike out.โ€
ellie rolls her eyes, โ€œsheโ€™s not that great, dude. she fucks up all the time.โ€
dina doesnโ€™t reply, not wanting to amp up her teammate.
abby comes back to the dugout, simmering with embarrassment and rage. ellie stands up and bumps abbyโ€™s shoulder with her own as ellie goes to bat.
โ€œnice going,โ€ ellie sneers, her voice barely audible, but abby picks it up, her fists clenching at her sides as she takes a seat on the bench.
abby turns to look at the girl who distracted her in the stands, and itโ€™s you, chewing a fat wad of Big League Chew. her cheeks grow warm at the thought of fucking up so badly in front of you.
โ€˜knock it off, abs, you donโ€™t even know her,โ€™ abbyโ€™s brain supplies, and she tries to listen, turning back to watch ellie bat.
as ellie goes up to the plate, getting into position, she looks through the netting behind her to look at the crowd, looking to see if joel ended up making it to this game after work. she almost immediately finds joel, sitting at the front of the bleachers with a bag of sunflower seeds. ellieโ€™s about to give him at least a nod, but is quickly distracted when she sees you sitting next to joel.
โ€˜what the fuck? who the fuck is that?โ€™ ellie thinks to herself, her cheeks reddening as she gets into position to bat.
she turns away for a second to catch another glimpse of you, but as she does, she feels the softball sail past her into the catcherโ€™s mitt.
โ€œstrike one!โ€
ellieโ€™s wholes face feels hot and she kicks herself internally for getting so distarcted that she didnโ€™t even swing in front of one of the most attractive people sheโ€™s ever seen. she shakes out her head a little, and she hears joel clapping, offering some cheers of support for ellie, but it just makes her feel more humiliated.
ellie adjusts her position, avoiding eye contact with her coach as he silently fumes over his star players completely fucking up and out of their element.
when the pitcher pitches the ball again, ellie swings and misses. at this point, she can feel her rage physically in her stomach, burning. she wilts inside slightly as she thinks about you seeing her play the worst sheโ€™s played since high school.
on her last pitch, ellie swings too early and strikes out. ellie feels sick as she walks back to the dugout, tossing her bat on the ground with more force than she should use.
dina walks past ellie silently to go up to bat, knowing that saying anything to ellie about this right now would probably be a mistake.
ellie sits down on the bench, grinding her teeth as she makes a little hole in the dirt ground with her shoe.
abby leans over towards ellie, now smirking, โ€œhmmmโ€ฆ karmaโ€™s a bitch, huh?โ€
ellie jaw thrusts forward, not replying or looking at abby in fear that sheโ€™ll lose all control and lunge at the bigger girl, which she knows their coach would probably kick ellie off the team for.
in the next inning, abby takes her position at first base as ellie takes center field. abby looks up at you, chewing her lip slightly as she does. she tries to push down the wild butterflies she has, cursing herself for how distracted sheโ€™s been getting by your mere presence and not wanting to fuck this up anymore.
abby looks back at her teammates, and catches ellie staring intently at the crowd. abby follows ellieโ€™s line of sight back to you and she clenches her jaw.
as the game continues, abby and ellie both drag the team down significantly, the two most competitive and cutthroat girls now distracted and aloof, dropping balls and staring at you despite their efforts not to.
eventually, the game ends and the visiting team wins by a landslide. abby feels sick about being partly responsible for their first loss of the season. both girls walk with the team dejectedly as they file inside to the locker room, following their coach.
when theyโ€™re all in the locker room, jared lays in to them, specifically abby and ellie.
โ€œabby. ellie. what the fuck was that? iโ€™ve never seen either of you play like that. are you two fucking high?โ€ jared reprimands angrily.
ellieโ€™s face hardens, and she has to use every ounce of self control not to do something sheโ€™ll regret. abby, on the other hand, takes the criticism in, fully ashamed of how she played today.
โ€œiโ€™m sorry, coachโ€ฆ I was just off today, but it wonโ€™t happen again,โ€ abby says, her head low.
ellie is so close to making fun of abby for kissing their coachโ€™s ass, but before she does, you walk into the dressing room cautiously, sitting on a chair in the corner. ellie stares at you, confused, but her heart racing form just your presence.
jared shakes his head, โ€œi just donโ€™t get it, youโ€™re both firecrackers normally, but today, it felt like you two werenโ€™t even in the game.โ€
abby is stunned too, unable to come up with a response as she stares at you. you shift a little in your chair awkwardly as both women stare you down.
jared shakes his head again, โ€œthis better not happen ever again, got it? or else youโ€™re off the team. you canโ€™t pull this shit and off scott-free.โ€
abby and ellie both quickly snap their attention back to jared, knowing that both of their scholarships are from softball, and if they get kicked off, theyโ€™re fucked.
jared rubs his temples, โ€œalrightโ€ฆ iโ€™m done for today. go home, and iโ€™ll see you all at practice tomorrow.โ€
the team starts packing up their stuff, a few of them heading to the showers. ellie and abby watch as their coach approaches you.
jared gives you a hug, โ€œhey, sorry that you had to hear that.โ€
you shake your head, clearly a little uncomfortable about watching jared reprimand the team. โ€œitโ€™s fine, dad, donโ€™t worry.โ€
dad? ellie and abbyโ€™s jaws comically dropping at the same time.
as you and jared talk, ellie and abby tear themselves away to head to the showers, both of them irritated that the other is present.
โ€˜jaredโ€™s fucking daughter??? thereโ€™s no way that dick made someone so beautiful,โ€™ ellie sulks to herself, stripping her clothes.
both girls quickly shower and by the time theyโ€™re done and grabbing their bags, theyโ€™re the only two left in the locker room.
abby is determined not to say a word to ellie, but ellie has other plans.
โ€œso, you have the hots for coachโ€™s daughter then?โ€ ellie asks as she stuffs her sweaty uniform into her bag, her hair wet and hanging in her face.
abbyโ€™s loose, wet hair dampens the back of her t-shirt as she glares at ellie, โ€œplease, donโ€™t act like you werenโ€™t drooling over her the whole game.โ€
ellie laughs a little, โ€œwellโ€ฆ yeah. i have eyes, dumbass.โ€
abby bristles, โ€œso, youโ€™re gonna ask her out or something?โ€
ellie shrugs, โ€œand what if i did? afraid she might like me more, anderson?โ€
abby scoffs, โ€œiโ€™m more afraid of you harassing her.โ€
ellie glares at abby, taking a step towards her, โ€œliterally, fuck you.โ€
abby steps closer too, using her size advantage against ellie to try and intimidate her, โ€œfunny, it seems you โ€˜literallyโ€™ want to fuck her.โ€
โ€œummmโ€ฆโ€ they hear a small voice from the doorway of the locker room.
abby and ellieโ€™s heads whip around and they see you standing there awkwardly.
โ€œi, uhโ€ฆ my dad thinks he left his baseball cap in here and asked if i could find it before i head back to my dorm,โ€ you over-explain, rambling a bit.
ellieโ€™s eyes light up a little, โ€˜jackpot.โ€™
โ€œdonโ€™t worry, iโ€™ll help you look around for it,โ€ ellie immediately answers, going up to you, โ€œiโ€™m ellie, by the way.โ€
your cheeks are hot as you shake ellieโ€™s hand, and abby realizes that ellie might be stealing her opportunity, and she walks up to you as well.
โ€œhey, iโ€™m abby.โ€ she says, shaking your hand as well, her large hands engulfing yours, โ€œand donโ€™t stress, i know what his cap looks like, it must be around here somewhere.โ€
abby and ellie give each other murderous looks as they search the locker room for coachโ€™s ball cap.
you look around as well, your brain racing as you contemplate what you overheard them saying before they saw you.
abby finds the ball cap on the counter and raises it up in victory, โ€œfound it!โ€
ellie takes a breath, trying not to get unnecessarily upset over something as trivial as this.
you grin, approaching abby, โ€œoh thank god. iโ€™m terrible at finding shit, i *really* appreciate you both helping me.โ€
โ€œof course,โ€ abby and ellie both respond at the same time, side eyeing each other slightly.
you stand in front of the two as an awkward silence settles over everyone.
you decide to be bold, for once in your life, and break the silence, โ€œso, i, ummmโ€ฆ i overheard you two before walked in.โ€
abbyโ€™s eyes get big and ellieโ€™s freckled face goes red.
โ€œoh shit, iโ€™m really so sorry,โ€ abby says, running her hand through her loose hair anxiously as ellie stands there awkwardly, unsure of what to say.
you smile a little, โ€œno, itโ€™s okay. really.โ€
you step forward, closer to them, and the girlโ€™s tense up.
โ€œit is a shame that you canโ€™t share me though,โ€ you boldly suggest, surprised by your own confidence, but you knew that they wanted you. they certainly werenโ€™t discreet during the game.
โ€˜holy shit.โ€™
abbyโ€™s jaw drops slightly and ellie pauses before slowly saying, โ€œshare?โ€
you take a step closer, looking back and forth between them, โ€œyeah. share.โ€
abby turns to ellie, and in that moment, maybe for the first time, theyโ€™re on the same page.
โ€œi wouldnโ€™t mind sharing you,โ€ abby responds, her voice soft and low.
ellie nods, taking a step closer to you, โ€œiโ€™m good with sharing too,โ€ she quickly supplies.
a slow smile spreads over you face, your eyes sparkling as you press yourself against ellie.
โ€œwell thenโ€ฆ feel like sharing me right now?โ€
abby laughs a little to herself at the lunacy of this situation, but she canโ€™t say that sheโ€™s not already wet just from this conversation alone, so abby nods.
โ€œfuck yeah i do,โ€ ellie says enthusiastically before kissing you.
abby watches as ellie kisses you, and the fire in her stomach is a mix of lust and envy.
ellieโ€™s hands are gripping your hips as she presses you more into her. you run your tongue over her bottom lip and she moans, letting you into her mouth.
you feel a warm pressure against your back and you realize that itโ€™s abby.
โ€œmy turn, williams,โ€ abby says, her hands gliding over your waist.
you break the kiss with ellie, and her pupils are dilated, her lips plump and wet with spit. โ€œfuck.โ€
abby spins you around towards her and doesnโ€™t waste any time before kissing you, her arms wrapping around you.
you feel ellieโ€™s hands roaming as you and abby kiss, and feel ellieโ€™s pelvis pressing against your ass. it takes you a moment for you to realize that sheโ€™s grinding herself against it, and the idea makes your underwear more soaked than it already was. abby nips at your bottom lip and you moan into her mouth.
ellieโ€™s hands come down to palm and squeeze your ass.
โ€œyouโ€™re fucking perfect,โ€ ellie murmurs, still humping your ass like a bitch in heat.
you pull back from abby to take off your shirt, leaving you in your jeans and bra.
abby starts kissing your neck and chest as ellie unclasps your bra, helping you take it off. as soon as itโ€™s off, ellieโ€™s hands reach around you to squeeze your breasts.
โ€œjesus christโ€ฆโ€ ellie whispers, rolling your nipples between her thumb and index finger as you moan softly.
abby breath is coming heavier as she manhandles you to sit on one of the benches in the locker room. you donโ€™t resist at all, completely ready for whatever comes next.
abby motions to ellie as she kneels between your legs, โ€œcome on, thereโ€™s one for each of us,โ€ as she latches onto your nipple, sucking and squeezing one of your breasts.
ellie quickly goes beside abby, your legs spread as wide as they can with the two girls between them. ellie licks over your other nipple and blows on it, getting it hard.
โ€œso fucking cute-โ€œ ellie says before suckling your breast as well, her eyes closed as she moans in the back of her throat.
you look down, and your clit is pulsing against the seam of your jeans as you watch both girls latched onto your breast.
ellie pulls back, watching abby suck on your breast with flushed cheeks. abby notices that ellie is watching her and she pulls back to see whatโ€™s up. as soon as she does, ellie pulls her into a heated kiss.
youโ€™re mesmerized as the two girls kiss each other aggressively, ellieโ€™s hands coming up to tug on abbyโ€™s hair. abby moans as she gropes ellieโ€™s small chest through her shirt. when they detach, ellie stands up, her eyes sparkling.
โ€œi have an idea,โ€ ellie says as she goes over to her backpack, rummaging around through it until she pulls out a satin, black bag. she opens it and pulls out a purple strap-on.
abby laughs a little, โ€œwilliams, why the fuck do you casually have a strap in your backpack? do you bring that to every game or something?โ€
ellieโ€™s face goes red, โ€œfuck you. i like to be prepared, itโ€™s not my fault you donโ€™t have bitches. besides, are you complaining?โ€
abby snorts, โ€œno, i guess iโ€™m not.โ€
ellie takes off her shirt and pants, leaving her sports bra on as she puts on the strap. โ€œanderson, lie down on the ground.โ€
too everyoneโ€™s surprise, abby follows ellieโ€™s order.
โ€œgood girl.โ€ ellie motions to you, โ€œand you, take off your jeans and sit on her face, okay?โ€
you nod quickly, stripping completely naked before crawling onto abby. you look into your eyes, โ€œyou okay with this?โ€
abby nods eagerly, โ€œvery okay.โ€
you grin and situate yourself over her face, and you donโ€™t have any warning before abbyโ€™s strong arms wrap around your thighs and pull you down so youโ€™re fully sitting on her face.
you moan involuntarily as abbyโ€™s tongue laps over your wet cunt, completely vulgar noises coming from her mouth with a muffled, โ€œyou taste fucking incredible-โ€œ
ellie watches as abby pleasures you, and she rubs the base of the strap against her clit as she admires the two of you.
abby starts sucking on your clit and you moan loud, your eyes rolling back into your head. ellie approaches you two, watching abby eat you out.
ellie kneels down behind you, pressing her chest to your bare back, โ€œwanna try and take me, baby?โ€
you nod eagerly, โ€œplease.โ€
ellie doesnโ€™t need anyone confirmation before slipping two fingers into your pussy, curling them as abby suckles your clit. you moan loudly, your breaths heavy.
โ€œso fuckinโ€™ tightโ€ฆ youโ€™re gonna feel fucking incredible on my cock, baby, i promise-โ€œ ellie says as she takes out her fingers, sucking them clean, โ€œfuck, abby wasnโ€™t lying, you taste good.โ€
ellie positions her strap, rubbing the tip over your folds to tease you a little. you whimper, and thatโ€™s about all ellie can take before slipping the strap into you. youโ€™re now on your hands and knees, with abby below you still at work on your clit, and ellie behind you as she starts thrusting into you.
โ€œthat pretty pussy is so fucking desperate for us, huh?โ€ ellie says, her core tight as she grips your hips.
you moan at that, nodding, intense pleasure coursing through your body.
ellie laughs a little, thrusting harder, โ€œdo you have any fucking idea what you did to us out there, pretty girl? fucking distracting us- so fucking sexy-โ€œ ellie pants, her eyes rolling back as she gets the friction she needs on her clit.
your orgasm is rapidly approaching, your body overwhelmed with stimulation. โ€œi-iโ€™m gonna-โ€œ
you nearly scream as you climax, your legs shaking with pleasure as you writhe around. ellie watches with a big grin on her face, fucking you as hard and as fast as she can through it.
when you come down, abby lifts you off her face with ease, โ€œmy turn.โ€
ellie takes off the strap and passes it to ellie, โ€œoh, think you can fuck her better?โ€
abby huffs a laugh, โ€œi know i can, williams.โ€
abby puts on the strap and strips off her clothes, keeping you in doggy as ellie comeโ€™s around in front of your face. ellie takes off her sports bra and boxers, sitting in front of your and spreading her legs, exposing strings of her arousal between her thighs, her auburn bush soaked in pre-cum.
you waste no time before diving in, your tongue lapping up her juices. ellie grunts and her hands fly to your head, keeping you in place, โ€œjesus fucking christ-โ€œ
abby takes this moment to lick your cunt up from behind, tasting your cum from your previous orgasm before lining the strap up with your entrance and thrusting in deep without warning.
you moan into ellieโ€™s pussy, and thrust your tongue down her entrance before replacing it with two fingers. ellie moans again, her eyes squeezing shut.
ellie fucked you relentlessly and hard, making you see stars, but abby fucks you like sheโ€™s trying to savor every moment, her eyes locked on your pussy as it stretches around the strap.
โ€œyou were made to take this dick, oh my god,โ€ abby moans, thrusting deep and slow.
ellie starts whimpering as you suck on her clit, thrusting your fingers hard into her.
abby laughs a little at ellieโ€™s reaction, never having seen ellie so docile.
โ€œawww, you just needed to get your shitty attitude fucked out of you, huh, williams?โ€
ellie can barely respond, her head tilted back as you pleasure her, her stomach muscles trembling.
abby starts fucking you a little faster, wrapping an arm around you to play with your clit.
โ€œcan you give me one, princess? i donโ€™t wanna be left outโ€ฆโ€ abby says, her chest pressed against your back as she fucks you.
every time you moan against ellieโ€™s clit, still sucking it, and it sends delicious vibrations through it, amplifying ellieโ€™s pleasure and making her tip over the edge, crying out as she climaxes.
you work ellie through her climax, despite your 2nd impending climax building in your lower belly.
as soon as sheโ€™s done, ellie stands up and moves behind abby, running her hands all over abbyโ€™s body.
abby moans as ellie plays with her nipple, her other hand coming down to squeeze abbyโ€™s ass before slipping a finger into abbyโ€™s cunt as abby fucks you.
abby moans unexpectedly, โ€œfucking christ- more, elllie-โ€œ
ellie grins and slips in another finger, pumping her fingers in time with abbyโ€™s thrusts, curling them up each time ellieโ€™s fingers bottom out.
abbyโ€™s pants come quicker, rubbing your clit faster. just as youโ€™re sent into your next orgasm, abby cries out, fucking herself into you as she cums on ellieโ€™s fingers.
when you both come down, abby slowly slips out of you, sitting on the cold locker room floor and leaning against ellie as abby pulls you into her lap.
โ€œfeeling okay?โ€ abby asks as ellie brushes your hair out of your sweaty face.
you laugh weakly, still panting, โ€œmuch better than okay.โ€
both girls giggle a little at that, and ellie asks with a cocky smirk, โ€œsoโ€ฆ who fucked you better?โ€
abby elbows ellie and ellie rolls her eyes, rubbing her arm.
you smirk a little and say, โ€œhmmmโ€ฆ it was hard to tell. maybe weโ€™ll have to do this again sometime to repeat the study, yโ€™know?โ€
abby grins as ellie laughs, squeezing your thigh.
โ€œwell, in that case, we have to. in the name of accurate results. science, even.โ€ ellie says as she settles in to abbyโ€™s side.
abby laughs this time, one arm wrapping around ellieโ€™s bare shoulders, โ€œdamn, i guess we do.โ€
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Hangovers and Hickeys
Pairing: Spencer Reid x Reader
WC: no idea rn lmao probably like 700
A/N: some Spence content before the new year (on the western calendar). Hope you all get to enjoy the day!
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โ€œGood morning sunshine.โ€
You winced at the sheer volume of his voice. โ€œIf I could, id shove you off of the roof Derek Morgan.โ€
โ€œFun night?โ€
You snorted and finally lifted your head off of the desk. โ€œYou should be a profiler.โ€
That caused Derek to laugh, which made you wince and close your eyes. The sunglasses perched on your nose were supposed to be helping. They werenโ€™t.
โ€œThatโ€™s a nice hickey you got there.โ€
You grunted in response and tried to adjust your sweater collar so it would cover the hickey you missed this morning when you didnโ€™t look in the mirror. You had basically rolled out of bed, and into your car to make sure you got to work on time.
โ€œWho gave it to you?โ€ โ€œWhy donโ€™t you use your super duper profiling skills to deduce it or whatever Sherlock shit you wanna do.โ€
Derek snorted and shook his head. โ€or you could justโ€ฆ.tell me.โ€
โ€œDonโ€™t worry about it Derek.โ€ You grumbled.
When Derek realized he wasnโ€™t going to get any answers out of you about it, he decided he was going to change tactics.
โ€œMoving on from Boy Wonder?โ€ It was no secret that you had a crush on a certain nerdy doctor. And so Derek tried to use this knowledge to his advantage.
You crossed your arms and just raised your eyebrows. โ€œIโ€™m not dignifying that with a response,โ€
โ€œPretty sure that was my answer.โ€ He chuckled, sitting down in his chair and swiveling to look at you.
When you decided to just ignore Derek, and face your desk, he piped up again. โ€œWhere is he anyways?โ€ โ€œNo idea.โ€
It was like he was waiting for his cue from you. Spencer pushed open the doors to the bull pen and strolled in. He had his purple scarf around his neck, over his new coat that Henry (JJ) had gotten him for Christmas. It was a beautiful grey pea coat that kept him warm during these freezing winter months. Spender was carrying a tray with two coffees on it and what seemed like a bag from McDonalds, which seemed to be for you, since he was headed in your direction.
The smell of the food caused you to groan with joy and smile at the man walking towards you.
โ€œMy knight in shining armor.โ€ You muttered as he placed the whole tray in front of you. You placed a kiss on his cheek hasilty, causing him to blush a little.
โ€œI got hashbrowns from both McDonaldโ€™s and Dunkinโ€™, a little smorgasbord of grease for your pallet.โ€ He whispered before taking one of the cups out of the tray.
โ€œIโ€™m going to marry you Doctor Spencer Reid.โ€ You muttered, digging into the bag and pulling out one of the McDonaldโ€™s hash browns and biting into it. The groan you let out leaned a little on the pornographic side, which made Derek raise his eyebrows at the sound you let out, and then at tinge of pink on Spencerโ€™s cheeks.
You continued eating, clueless about the silent interrogation happening to your left, enjoying every single bite and sip of your hangover cure.
โ€œDerek I can hear you thinking and itโ€™s making my head throb.โ€
Derekโ€™s eyes snapped back to you, as your figure swiveled in the chair to face him, casually munching on some of the fries, in a completely different mood then from two minutes ago before Spencer had walked in the room.
โ€œSorry your highness. Iโ€™m just curious as to why Boy Genius here is bringing you hangover cures.โ€
โ€œWell itโ€™s his fault Iโ€™m this fucked up so he owes me.โ€ You grumbled, swiveling around in your chair to face your desk. You pulled your lap top out of your canvas bag and started to set up for your work day.
โ€œWha-how is it his fault.โ€
Thatโ€™s when Spencer turned bright red and tried to change the conversation, or at least get out of it. โ€œIโ€”well itโ€™s notโ€ฆIโ€ฆ.hotch isโ€ฆโ€
Spencer basically ran across the bullpen and up the stairs to Hotchโ€™s office, avoiding the conversation he almost just had.
โ€œI donโ€™t think you wanna know.โ€ You smirked and bit into the muffin from Dunks that Spencer had got you, not looking at the man behind you.
โ€œIโ€™m starting to think that too.โ€ His eyes narrowed and he looked between where Spencer had run off to, and you.
Something was going on between the two of you, and Derek Morgan was going to figure it out.
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i'll do it myself
pairing: paige bueckers x reader word count: 1k c/w: sexual content, language a/n: just a little smutty smut because i've really been thinking about paige's fingers lately LMAO
โ€œNah, but that shitโ€™s funny to you, isnโ€™t it?โ€
Paigeโ€™s breath is hot against my ear as I unlock the door to my apartment. Sheโ€™s drunk, her large hands already pushing up my tank top to span my bare waist.
โ€œHe was just being nice,โ€ I grumble.
โ€œAnd you entertained it.โ€
โ€œI didnโ€™t entertain anything. I said thank you and walked away,โ€ I roll my eyes. Secretly, Iโ€™m pleased. I love when Paige gets like this, all bothered about someone else looking at me. She fucks so good when sheโ€™s jealous.ย 
Why wonโ€™t this damn door open?
Paigeโ€™s lips fall to my bare shoulder and I sigh as she places open-mouthed kisses there. Finally, the door clicks open and she shoves me inside. โ€œShouldnโ€™t have even talked to him,โ€ she mutters, her eyes dark as she slams the door shut.ย 
She pushes me into the wall, a hand at my neck, and I gasp. โ€œShouldnโ€™t have looked at him,โ€ she growls, attaching her mouth to mine in a searing kiss. I smirk against her mouth. โ€œDidnโ€™t know it would get you this mad, P,โ€ I try to excuse, but she rucks my shirt up and pulls away.ย 
โ€œYeah, you fuckinโ€™ did.โ€
She tears my bra off and grasps my tits, kneading them harshly. My head knocks back and I moan at loud. โ€œYou like that?โ€ She demands, pulling at my nipple. โ€œYou want more?โ€ย 
I nod desperately, reaching for the hem of her shirt. She stops me.
โ€œSay sorry.โ€
I blink. โ€œExcuse you?โ€
โ€œSay. Youโ€™re fucking. Sorry.โ€
โ€œNo way!โ€
โ€œThen thatโ€™s all you get.โ€
She pulls back and stalks into my bedroom. I stare after her in shock, the wetness between my legs and the throbbing ache at my nipples painfully noticeable.
โ€œPaige, come on! You want to fuck me just as bad as I want it right now, quit being ridiculous!โ€ I yell after her, following her to my bedroom.
She tugs her shirt off, letting the white garment fall to the floor. Then she turns to me, smirking, taking my face in one hand, her fingers splayed.
โ€œYouโ€™re right, baby.โ€
Paige steps closer, smirk widening. Her pupils are blown wide. She licks her lips.
โ€œI wanna fuck you so bad.โ€
I pout at her.
She tuts, teasing my lips with her fingers.
โ€œWanna make you feel so good.โ€
I sigh at this, and she pushes her fingers into my mouth.ย 
โ€œIโ€™m so fucking wet thinking about it.โ€
I moan around her fingers and she grins.
โ€œBut we both know I can make myself come.โ€
She pulls her fingers out of my mouth and shoves me away, her fingers wet with my spit.ย 
โ€œPaige, stop.โ€
She strips out of her jeans, tossing them to the side. Then she slips her boxers off, along with her bra.ย 
โ€œYouโ€™re welcome to watch.โ€
I whimper as she lays back against the bed, her back nestled in my pillows. Fuck, she looks sexy. Her hair is silky and smooth, falling down her tanned shoulders. Her collarbones jut out as her chest heaves, abs constricting with her breaths.
She spreads her legs, and her folds are positively glistening. โ€œLast chance,โ€ she warns. I walk to the edge of the bed, planting my knees on the frame at the foot of it. I shake my head defiantly.
Then two of her long fingers circle her clit, slowly, and she lets out a quiet โ€œFuckkkkโ€. My knees buckle. She keeps going, speeding up, before dipping a finger into her entrance and groaning.
โ€œYeah, thatโ€™s good,โ€ she whispers, closing her eyes and tipping her head back. I grip the foot of the bed harshly.
Then a hand comes up, squeezing her tit. She flicks her own nipple, then tugs it harshly, eliciting a purposeful whine from her throat. I bite my hand to keep from moaning.
Then she plunges her second finger in and her back arches, and I do moan this time, watching her fuck herself, hearing the sound of her fingers sliding through her own wetness.
I can feel my rope of resolve fraying, the ends splitting.
โ€œFuck, baby,โ€ she groans, her thighs starting to shake. โ€œWish this was you.โ€
It snaps.
โ€œIโ€™m sorry!โ€ I gasp, but she doesnโ€™t stop. โ€œYes,โ€ she pants. โ€œOh, fuck, Iโ€™m close.โ€ย 
โ€œPaige, Iโ€™m sorry, please just-โ€œ I almost beg, clambering onto the bed and wrenching her hand away from her pussy to replace it with my mouth. She moans desperately, bucking her hips against my lips.
โ€œYeah, baby, just like that. Eat my pussy like that, shit.โ€ย 
I move my mouth to her clit, pushing two fingers into her, and I feel her clench around me. โ€œShit. Fuck, Iโ€™m gonna-โ€œ
The sound she lets out when she finishes is guttural. Carnal, even.
I moan into her pussy while she finishes, grabbing her ass to ride her through it.
She falls back against the bed, panting hard, running a hand through my hair when I look up at her. โ€œI knew youโ€™d fold,โ€ she breathes, exhausted. I grin at her from between her legs.
โ€œYou have plenty of time to do that at away games. If youโ€™re with me, you come for me. We clear?โ€
She laughs. โ€œDonโ€™t talk to other people and we donโ€™t have a problem.โ€
I raise an eyebrow at her, then roll my eyes. โ€œGuy at the bar probably would have made me come by now,โ€ I muse nonchalantly.
Paigeโ€™s smile drops and her eyes cloud over.
There we go.
โ€œYouโ€™re gonna regret that.โ€
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Omg your squirting fics are top tier. Please, please could I get something where the reader confesses that no guy has ever made her squirt itโ€™s only been herself and it usually depends on how rough she goes at it, so Eddie is just heart eyes and wants to be the first to make her squirt for him.
Cue super soaker ๐Ÿ”ซ๐Ÿ”ซ๐Ÿ”ซ
i am absolutely fucking feral lmao
Pairing | Eddie Munson x fem!reader
Warnings | sexual content (18+ minors dni), fingering f receiving, squirting, dirty talk, groping, straight up smut
Word Count | 1.1k
"I'm telling you, Eds, nobody has ever been able to make me squirt before. Just myself but, like, I've really only done it real good once." You had been so sheepish, cheeks burning hot as you admitted this to him. How you got onto the topic you don't remember, but Eddie had always been nosey and pried at every little inch of your life.
"I bet I could make you squirt." Eddie's words had come out fast, blurted out like word vomit, his eyes wild like he's up to something "My fingers are skilled, don't you know."
You had rolled your eyes at him, shoving him playfully. You'd pondered it for a moment, expecting him to back out once you'd said - "Fine then, rockstar. Prove me wrong, put those fingers to good use."
You missed the way Eddie looked at you with heart eyes, the way his cock had kicked up in his pants at the thought of finally being able to get his hands on you. He'd grabbed your hand, pulling you out of your seat and tugging you through to his room.
That's how you ended up here, in this situation. Nuzzled tight between Eddie's spread legs in front of the floor length mirror in his room, leaning back against his front with your head rested on his shoulder.
He spread your legs apart roughly, had made you strip naked from the waist down and bent your legs up so he could get a good view of your wet cunt and thick thighs in the mirror. He had wanted you to watch him make you fall apart, make you watch yourself squirt and make a mess for him.
It was new, but you weren't nervous, as Eddie slid two expert fingers up and down your folds, getting the digits nice and wet before sinking them both into your cunt, crooking them and finding your spongey spot almost immediately.
Eddie was just so good at everything he put his mind to. You'd never had any doubt he'd be good at fucking, you'd heard whispers from some of the girls around town before and from what they'd said he knew his way around pussy, could have anybody folding for him.
"Is this okay?" Eddie asks, though his voice drips with confidence as you suck in a shuddery breath, nodding at his reflection and moaning. His doe eyes are watching you, flitting back and forth between your face and where his fingers sink into your cunt, wetness already dripping down the inside of his wrist.
You're turned into a moaning mess pretty quickly, Eddie's calloused fingertips pressing into your g-spot relentlessly, free hand roaming your clothed torso, dipping in through the neck of your shirt to give your tit a squeeze, fingertips grazing your nipple.
You're loud too, you know you are, the heat in your tummy increasing as you watch Eddie's lust blown eyes watching you, drinking in every little bit of your body like he wants to devour you. You know that his neighbours can probably hear, his window is wide open and it's not as if there's much space between trailers.
It makes your gut churn, knowing that anybody could walk by and hear you getting finger fucked into oblivion. Heat blooms in your body, makes your cunt clench, "Fuck, Eddie, you're so good at this, so so good."
"Yeah? Really?" Eddie's smirking, crooking his fingers again and stopping the pumping, just sliding the pads back and forth to stimulate your g-spot until you're gasping, "You have no idea how fucking sexy you look, God. Your pussy looks so pretty, stuffed full on my fingers."
You whine, squeezing your eyes shut, cunt clamping down on his fingers at the praise - he knew what buttons to press with you, knew that you liked to be spoken to in this way. He was insatiable.
Eddie grabs a hold of your cheeks roughly, shaking your head until you're forced to look at yourself in the mirror again, "Look at yourself when I make you cum like a filthy slut."
The moan you let out is ungodly, Eddie's gorgeous brown orbs full of lust and heat as his gaze flits between looking at your flushed face and his fingers sinking deep into your cunt. The noises are so loud, your sopping wet pussy engulfing his fingers invading your senses.
"C'mon baby, know you can do it for me," Eddie's grinning at your reflection in the mirror, transfixed on your flushed face, "know you wanna squirt around my fingers. Do it for me please, sweetheart."
Eddie's words should be cute but they come out so vulgar, have your gummy pussy clenching and spasming around his fingers. The wet noises increase tenfold in your ears, his voice making you impossibly wetter for him.
Your orgasm builds so quickly you barely comprehend it, prickly heat spreading all over your body, feeling like your bladder is impossibly full and you need to relieve yourself. Your tummy feels like it's in knots, a high-pitched whine leaving your open mouth.
"E-Eddie, oh god, fuck, I'm cumming," You cry out, squeezing your eyes shut and gripping onto his free hand roughly as the coil in your tummy finally unravels and you're coming, release soaking Eddie's hand and wrist, pooling under your ass. He refuses to let up his relentless fingers on your soft spot, pressing on it roughly until he coaxes another wet spurt out of you.
"Fuck yeah, there's my girl!" Eddie's chin is hooked on your shoulder, watching you gush and squirt all over the floor through mirror, some of it even sparking up the glass. He's grinning like the cat that got the cream, all toothy and proud as you moan and whine in his grasp.
Your chest is heaving from the sheer force of your release, whole body shaking as you come down from it. Eddie's fingers slide out of you deftly, forcing a choked off sob out of you, cunt clenching around emptiness.
He nuzzles at your ear with his nose, pressing a wet kiss to the shell, "Knew you could do it for me, babe. Fuck, that was so hot."
You keen into the touch, nuzzling in and laying back to completely lean your weight on him. His squirt slicked hand rubs up and down the inside of your thigh - it's filthy and probably disgusting but it feels so nice you struggle to care.
You lay there for a moment, until you feel a damp patch form on the back of your shirt that definitely wasn't from you, "Eddie did you... did you cum in your pants?"
Eddie chuckles into your ear, unabashedly and completely unbothered, nodding his head, "First girl to ever make me do that, too. Guess we're even, sweetheart."
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Big Iron
Cooper Howard x Fem!Reader, word count: 650 lmao no one is allowed to yell at me for the pun in the title (get it... cos blood tastes like iron??? PHEW) ANYWAY cooper howard eats people and enjoys the taste of blood so uh... eating someone out when they're on their period? winner winner delicious fuckin dinner for him, plus a healthy dose of romantic cannibalism๐ŸคŽ request info โ€ข prompt list โ€ข send me a request โ€ข kofi โ€ข masterlist minors DNI!! ๐Ÿ”ž cw: mentions of cannibalism, period sex, oral sex, drinking/tasting blood, blood play
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Your fingers scratched at the thin mattress below you, catching on a spring that burst through the frayed fabric. Something to claw on to, to cling to, as your orgasm rolled over you, pulling back like the waves before a tsunami.
Sensing the imminent climax, Cooper cruelly pulled his head back from you, catching your eye as you looked down to see why he had stopped. With a wink, he dropped his tongue out past his chapped lips and ran it around his mouth. Wagging the long, pink muscle out, you could see the blood collected on it, smears of it still on his face.
"Why... why'd you stop?"
Panting. Pathetic. You were desperate for him to continue, to place his face flat against you, clit hooded by the cavity where his nose had been, tongue hungrily lapping at you. Even as you asked him, you could hear the whine in your voice. And his answer only made you tense up further.
"Because, darlin'... I like to savour my meals."
Why you had expected anything less was a mystery. Every month, right on schedule, your period arrived and Cooper went hysterical. Frenzied, like an animal in heat, as though he could smell the changes in your body. Blood lust driving him. He would claw at you any minute you were alone, tearing your clothes off to taste you, like he did now.
His fingers teased along your red, swollen lips, venturing into your cunt as you clenched around him, grateful for more of his touch. But it was over in a moment, as he withdrew his digits and held them out in front of him, admiring the way your blood, thick, dark and red, dripped slowly down them.
Placing them in his mouth, he sucked your juices off with a soft moan, eyelids closed to offer some sensory deprivation. All he wanted to experience was your taste. The metallic tang that coated his tastebuds, the smell of violence that filled the air.
Lowering his body, his knees scraping along the ground as he slid backwards through the dust on the ground, he rested his cheek against your leg before he began placing kisses on it. They trailed from the front, around to your inner thigh. Delicate, gentle, loving almost, before they turned to sharp bites. His yellowed teeth sinking into you with grunts and groans, either from arousal or from the sheer amount of concentration it took him to remember not to hurt you. Not too much anyway.
Between each nibble, each puncture of the top layer of skin with his surprisingly sharp teeth, he mumbled to you, low, rasping words that made you shudder, heating your cheeks and flushing your body.
โ€œWhyโ€ฆ I could just devour you wholeโ€ฆ Make you a meal Iโ€™d never forgetโ€ฆโ€
Your lips curled into a smile at the thought. Cooperโ€™s possessive nature only ever served to make you lust after him more. It consumed you, and youโ€™d be content for him to consume you.
โ€œEat of your fleshโ€ฆ drink of your blood, that old chestnutโ€ฆโ€
There was a soft scuffing sound which you identified as Cooperโ€™s hips, grinding into the ground, desperate for the friction against his stiff cock as his tongue flitted back up your lips and pressed into your aching cunt one more. And still, he took breaks to speak to you between breathy, lustful moans.
โ€œYou tasteโ€ฆ you taste as sweet as I remember honey beingโ€ฆ you got the bite of a sour cherryโ€ฆ tender like the steaks they offered me at contract meetingsโ€ฆ juicyโ€ฆ drippingโ€ฆ fresh killโ€ฆโ€
Your hand fell to the back of his head, keeping him buried between your legs, not quite strong enough to prevent him from stopping for just a few more words.
โ€œIโ€™m gonna eat you alive, darlinโ€™โ€ฆโ€
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I hate pregnancy but ur pregnant reader fics omgaaah have you written this yet? Reader&gojo Smooch smooch ๐Ÿ‘‰๐Ÿ‘Œ to induce labor ๐Ÿคฏ
sgji please this has me giggling and I have not yet, with Satoru anyway until now! also, please note that this is not realistic in any way lmao about ten to fifteen percent of women's water breaks naturally, and usually, not like this nor does labor or anything like that happen so fast really! tis all for fanfic purposes!!
tags: 18+ only content - mdni + pregnant! fem reader + explicit smut + going into labor + parental freakout
You walked around the house with your hand under your belly feeling your daughter kick wildly, just as much as you wanted her out she wanted to stay inside warm and cozy no matter what you tried to do.
She was stubborn just like her father is.
It also seemed that she was giving you a sweet tooth to the point that anything new Satoru brought home you ended up snatching it from his spot when he wasn't looking only to see him pout like a child.
However, you were glad he was stubborn when it came to him helping you go into labor. He bought the best ball for you to bounce on, only making sure you went to the world's best doctors and he ordered a slew of spicy things in order to help move things along.
Even during a regular movie night, you had him twist and pinch your nipples, the stimulation was supposed to help to put you into labor until your husband suggested something else to move things along.
"'Toru!" You cried out brokenly, your fingers gripped the pillow that lay under your head while he lay behind you making sure your leg was hooked over his arm as he thrust into you slowly over and over again.
Everything felt much more sensitive with all the blood rushing to your cunt that leaked around him as you tried your best to push back against him wanting to feel him fully, he was scared that it'd hurt.
You turned your head to look at him with glassy eyes, red and pricked with tears as you pouted, your bottom lip quivering. "More! I need more!" You told him in half a whine and growl moaning his name.
Satoru obliged and lifted your leg up higher. "I don't want to hurt either of my babies, tell me if it's painful." He husked against your mouth when he leaned in for a soft kiss that made you melt for him.
His tongue slid and stroked against yours in an erotic dance as he fucked into you deeper until he bottomed out feeling your back bow as you arched into him more, your jaw going slack with pleasure.
His free hand roamed over your belly and then to your breasts pinching and twisting your nipples as he littered your shoulders with open-mouthed kisses that added to the cloud of bliss he put you on.
"Cum please for fucks sake make me cum!" You told him reaching down to circle your clit as you tried your best to buck up against him seeking more of what he could offer. Satoru chuckled at hearing you.
He hurried his pace going deeper with his strokes feeling your pussy squeeze him tight and wet he swore you were going to rip his dick right off. "You're squeezin' me so tight sweetheart, cum for me."
You could feel him throb and twitch before releasing thick ropes of cum that pushed you into your own orgasm making you squeal loud and long feeling a strong sensation flow through you as your muscles contracted as you threw your head back into Satoru's shoulder.
Satoru slowed his pace down fucking his cum deeper into you only to feel a rush of warmth gush between your legs causing him to pull out slowly and gently, his eyes wide and wild. "Was that your water that broke?" He asked sitting up as he looked between your legs.
When you rolled to your back he could see more of the clear fluid as you nodded gripping the blanket for a different reason, your contractions coming in strong and fast making you gasp and grunt.
"Looks like we're going to be meeting our baby girl soon." He muttered still staring down between your legs. All the information he took in from the internet couldn't prepare him for the real deal however as he felt the touch of a parent's first anxious moment.
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โ™ก mine | tommy hewitt x reader
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โ™ก fandoms; texas chainsaw massacre remake/ the beginning
โ™ก characters; thomas hewitt
โ™ก reader; AFAB body description, second person POV
โ™ก cw; graphic sexual content, implied voyeurism, breeding kink, light daddy kink (just calling him daddy? wasnโ€™t sure what to tag that )
โ™กnotes; i feel the need to apologize for this one lmao. i didnโ€™t intend for this to see the light of day but i felt we needed more smut around here and this was already sittin in my personal folder
i donโ€™t know that Iโ€™ve ever posted detailed smut anywhere before? so lmk how i did, i still havenโ€™t even asked to get my friend to beta read so Iโ€™m sure Thereโ€™s Issues.
โ€ขโ”ˆโ€ขโ€ขโœฆ โค โœฆโ€ขโ€ขโ”ˆโ€ข
โ€œOh fuck, baby,โ€ You sighed softly, letting your head roll to the side as you ground on Thomasโ€™ thigh - the mountain of a man pushing his leg up with a huff. Luda-Mae, Monty, and Hoyt had taken a rare trip to their cousinsโ€™ place upstate, and left Thomas and yourself in aโ€ฆsticky situation.
It had already become a war of attrition with you living there, each of you testing the otherโ€™s boundaries as you tried desperately not to cross the line. Thomas was allegedly a good, Bible-following boy- and you a shy little virgin . But god, something about Thomas just made you crazy. You needed him- and youโ€™d gotten so shameless that youโ€™d let him do just about anything to you.
Thatโ€™s what landed you there, trying to entice Thomas and only ending up a squeaky mess as you rode his thigh. He was steadfast for a man years pent up- seeming to find great pleasure in making you unravel without cracking himself. Of course, you had no idea of the hours he spent fucking into his own hand as he imagined you around him, stealing your panties from the laundry bin and palming himself to the sight of you splayed out sunbathing in the yard. Even now you seemed too hazy to notice his cock straining against his trousers, or his fingers dug into the couch to prevent himself from touching your body. The way he trembled as he felt you making a mess on him, the only thing between your slick cunt and his leg your already soaked lacy pantiesโ€ฆ
His laser focus was broken by something entirely unexpected. You whimpered and hid your face against his chest, mumbling โ€œDaddy- pleaseโ€”โ€œ
He wasnโ€™t sure if it was the phrase,the tone, or both that finally broke his resolve- but either way he pinned you against the floral sofa forcefully, snarling like an animal.
โ€œT-tommy- what- Iโ€™m sorryโ€”?โ€ You squeaked, seeming utterly confused. Did you even know what youโ€™d said to him?
He growled and quickly signed โ€˜Againโ€™. You blinked, perplexed look quickly replaced with embarrassment. You whined and tried to hide your face but he snarled again and made you look at him. โ€˜Again. Now.โ€™
โ€œโ€ฆdaddy. Please. Please I need you. Pleaseโ€”โ€œ You begged, panting weakly as you writhed uncomfortably and unsated.
He rutted against you quickly, moving and kissing your neck sloppily. โ€œMine,โ€ He rasped quietly, a rare sound even for his partner โ€œMine. Mine. Mine.โ€
โ€œOh my god Tommy- please- I need you to give it to me- I wanna feel you inside-โ€œ
He made quick work of his belt, pushing your dress up carelessly and making just as quick a job out of ripping your undies clean apart.
You yelped but replaced the complaint with a blissed out, shuddering whine as he finally rubbed against your bare pussy. โ€œOh fuckโ€ฆplease- put it in-โ€œ
He grunted and pushed your legs back, leaning in to rest his forehead against yours as you felt his weight pressed against you. Even in this moment, he tried his damndest to be gentle, looking your face over for the slightest bit of fear or apprehension. โ€œTommy, please. Fuck me.โ€ You whimpered out softly.
He pushed in carefully , having to stop only halfway in as you squeezed around him. He was huge, long and girthy and a painful stretch even with you relaxed. He gave a grunt and nuzzled you, hips twitching as he reached between you. Clumsily, roughly, he found your clit and slowly rubbed, purring in approval as you mewled out his name.
He was able to jerk his hips and finally bottomed out with a low groan, face buried in your neck. He held still, taking a ragged breath to try to regain control- but you didnโ€™t want control. You needed him to lose it completely.
โ€œDaddy, please. I want you to fuck a baby into me,โ€ You murmured, letting a desperate whine leak into your voice. It was a bit of a long shot- but he was so possessive. Why wouldnโ€™t he want to breed you?
Thomasโ€™ eyes darkened at the thought and he gave a low noise you could barely classify as he pulled nearly all the way out and snapped his hips, setting a brutal pace.
โ€œOh god-โ€œ You yelped, bracing yourself on his huge arms as he pounded into you, the entire couch creaking and slamming into the wall at the force. You lost any coherence you had as he again teased your clit, mind blank. You got exactly what you wanted, and it was too much in the best way possible.
You came first- you didnโ€™t know if it was because of his stamina or because even in a frenzy he still needed you to feel just as good. You were almost crying as he continued, overwhelmed and overstimulated - and wrapping your legs around his waist to make sure he didnโ€™t stop for a moment. โ€œBaby please- inside- I want you to finish inside-โ€œ You mewled out in your haze- but damn if you didnโ€™t mean it.
That was all it took, unsurprisingly, for him to thrust one last time and fill you with a snarl. He peppered your face in soft kisses, giving a heaving sigh as he relaxed. You tried to move but he growled, keeping himself firmly inside of you. You blushed a bit as you saw his intense expression โ€œYou ahโ€ฆyou really liked when I asked you to knock me up, huh?โ€
He nodded, huffing at you.
โ€œโ€ฆyou know we have all night to try again, yeah?โ€
He grunted and finally relented, pulling out and smirking at the sight of his seed dripping down your thighs.
โ€œTommy baby? I love you.โ€ You sighed sleepily
He looked up quickly and seemed shocked. Man of few words that he ways- and never having dreamed heโ€™d need to learn the sign, he took your hand and pressed it against his chest. Right above the heart. In your mind, there was no better way he could have said it; he loved you too.
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