#look at that we are not dead yet

[theunmappedstar]

isn’t it such a gut-wrenching feeling to know the people you no longer have contact with – those people who only started out as strangers, but now they’re strangers all over again – actively look at the same moon.

#we’re alive at the same time - so how am i dead to you? #we don’t even talk anymore yet we still share some things #we look at the same sky we breathe the same air #i wonder if they think the way i do #i wonder if they wonder daily #or perhaps i do not exist as a thought at all #issa nattie thing

[stuckinapril]

One day I’ll go through med school and then I’ll go through residency and then I’ll go through a fellowship and then I’ll be the most crybaby neurosurgeon you could think of. Bursting into tears if I so much as graze ur hypothalamus with my forceps

#Yesterday I shadowed a neurologist for the first time and basically we got done seeing a patient who’s also a heart surgeon #And I turned to the doctor and was like Ok what do we do #The thing is this patient has dementia and we don’t really have a cure for that yet so the study he’s enrolling in is largely observational #Still I expected her to follow up on him in much more frequent increments #Instead this woman goes “we’ll see him in 6-9 months but… not even sure if he’ll be here by then sooo” #Basically implying he might be dead in a year #AND I WAS LIKE. Blown away by how blase she was #And ever since then a fiendish sort of melancholy followed me everywhere I went . #Bc I haven’t stopped thinking about the heart surgeon #I don’t get how she can stop thinking about him #I don’t understand people who can stop thinking about something like that #I know neurologists like her have seen patients come and go many a time but I was disturbed #So I made a pact w myself never to lose my humanity. Half of why I’m so into medicine is bc of its humane aspects #And in 10 years I’ll look back at this and hopefully still be just as annoyingly sensitive as I am today #I think I’m just overall disillusioned w how little humanity some people seem to have but that doesn’t mean I have to be that way too #p

[oifaaa]

So we know why Bernard and Tim divorced and why Janet hates him but why did Kon and Tim divorce? And why does Martha hate him at 4? (Also it would be really funny if Kon and Bernard bonded over hating Tim and stuff when their kids are hanging out and ended up getting together.)

With Tim and kon it was more self sabotage on Tim's part after his first marriage failed he kinda just expected his second to as well and with that mind set it did - same with his relationship with Martha he was traumatised from what happened with Janet so he was almost scared to interact with her

In good news, kon and Bernard are engaged and living together happily

#ask #anon #this au is meant to be about jason #him staying dead for 20 years #and yet the majority of new asks I've gotten have all been about tim #its hilarious #im like look at this neat thing #and a bunch of you just pointed at the on fire garbage can and went #whats going on with that #we would like to know more about this garbage fire

[bericas]

sceo weekend 2023 (day 1) → identity (what do their identities mean to them? to each other?)

the problem with liking is the conflation of desire with similarity. ↳ claire schwartz

#sceoweekend2023 #twedit #sceoedit #teenwolfedit #sceo #ok hiiiiiii #for my tags #tw #scott mccall #theo raeken #okay so this is about. where the lines blur. the venn diagram of who they both are #a true alpha is a miracle and the first chimera is a monster #both are made by sheer force of will. neither is rly supposed to exist. how were they supposed to exist together. how could they exist apar #so theo is a killer and scott is killed. but who desires what and who is satisfied and who is rotting #scott tells liam that he can't let him kill him and then tells theo he has to kill him himself. theo kills scott and looks miserable #theo killing scott frees scott and traps theo. the only alpha who can exist outside of being an alpha is a dead alpha #the only chimera that escapes the doctors is a dead chimera. or else a chimera with dead doctors (but we haven't gotten to that part yet) #their roles dictate how the part is played. they both have to conform to their roles. they do not exist outside of them #so obviously theo is not allowed to win and scott is not allowed to die #what is a shadow but the place where ground meets body. so theo would always get him on the ground #how does a shadow exist without the sun and body to cast it. so scott would always get back up #is this making sense to anyone but me #stiles can leave town and lydia can go to college and malia can go to paris if she really wants to and so can isaac #and jackson and ethan can go to london and etc etc etc #but once in the town neither scott nor theo can really get away from it. scott because he's scott and theo because scott is scott. #the story revolves around scott and theo revolves around scott and not even death allows them to escape the narrative #this is the crux and core of them both

[bottombaron]

It's kind of funny to me, what with the exodus following season 4 and now again in season 5 with fans leaving for the warmer climate of ofmd and here I am making a new banner and icon to cement the fact that wwdits and nandermo will be my whole personality for roughly the next two to three years 🫶

#wwdits #what we do in the shadows #nandermo #rly im just v. proud of my banner #look at it! #its like nandor is begrudgingly giving a lecture on me! #im not in love with my new icon yet tho so that might change idk #my hyperfixations usually last a few years #and i have to admit at this point that wwdits and nandermo have claimed that title now #but my god is the tag dead 🥲

[scoliosisgoblin]

Which version of Rick is your fav?

it's so hard for me to choose tbh. HOWEVER, I'd say Evil Rick

then I'd say it's C-137 and Memory Rick

I love how pathetic™ Evil Rick really is tbh. love that he's being controlled by his Morty. can you guess who my favorite Morty is?

#the only reason why Evil is above C-137 and Memory is because #Memory's design is something I don't really like in the style of the show #his fanart makes him look so much cooler but in the show he just looks.. unfinished? #idk it's weird to me. I love him outside of that though #and with C-137. I'M SICK OF HIM LMAO I AM SO SORRY #there are too many fucking episodes dedicated to this man. pushing everyone else aside just to have him yap about his dead wife #I love him so much but there's only so many times we can bring Diane up and not really develop her as a character but rather to boost Rick #and the show is Rick and MORTY yet all I see is Rick 😭😭 don't get me wrong I love this man #I just feel like we know more about Rick than the rest of the family #WHICH IS FINE IF THAT WAS WHAT THEY WERE GOING FOR #and if they wanted to go in that direction so be it! it's fine! #I just feel like he needs less screen time or at least balance episodes among the family #cause even the most recent Morty episode is about Rick. it was so frustrating watching it cause it's literally MORTY'S fear hole experience #yet we're watching Morty's head canons about his grandparents #I also hate the narrative they took with Diane. only ever having Rick talk of her or others bring her up #it just doesn't make her a character but rather an extension off of Rick. that's how I'm feeling rn with the family #they're all just there to prop up Rick or something. super annoying #but that's about it. I'm not gonna continue my rant #unless you want me to? #idk if I even made sense but that's all good #rick and morty #rick and morty fandom #rick #memory rick #evil rick #C-137 #Rick Sanchez

[opens-up-4-nobody]

@abbyshousefire Hatake Kakashi, the ninja imune to waterboarding

#all my pretty blues are dead rip so i had to use the ugly ones #me @ me if u slowed down and took ur time u wouldnt b so annoyed when things look bad. u cant just do jazz coloring with traditional art #and yet here we are. this looks insane. theres too much blue #its so annoying. when i see art that looks crazy overloaded i lov it but when i do it it makes me feel nuts #unfair >:-( #lov the request tho. i had to use it as an excuse to abuse kakashi and let naruto ride a water dragon #and draw my forbidden fav tobirama #senju tobirama #umino iruka #hatake kakashi #uzumaki naruto #sigh... do i post this in the middle of the night? yeah fuck it why not #i banish thee from by brain demon! #naruto

[skitskatdacat63]

2005 Malaysian Grand Prix - Fernando Alonso(my personal post-race highlights)

#I love the way he hops down in the third gif omfgggggggg #so cute!! and also the way flavio has his hand on nando's hip #on one hand i feel so bad for him bcs he looks so overheated and dehydrated(he was literally crouching down on the podium) #but on the other its unfair how good he looks all sweaty in those last 2 gifs #i think i'd be dead on the floor in that heat nevermind after racing a whole race in it #okay anyways this is my last post of the night it was a lot of fun!! #but i dont understand how I had to take a break during the aus gp which i started at a very reasonable 6 pm #yet i was able to watch this race in one shot?? and i started at almost 4 am??? okay. #this is a gifpost rather than a pic post cause i thought all of these moments were better as gifs! #fernando alonso #f1 #formula 1 #2005 malaysian gp #(2005: 2/19 races watched) #we do a little bit of f1

[widowshill]

75.

#vicki in pigtails appreciation post !!!!!!!! #SHE'S JUST A BABY YOUR HONOR. SHE'S BABY. #and yet ! mean to her ! #➤ victoria winters. ┊ because she’s lost and lonely. because she looks in shadows. #when you're bullying her this is who you're being mean to. look at that. how could you terrorize that. #AND YET here we are. locking her in rooms. almost chopping her head off with an axe. kidnapping her. drugging her. #putting spells and incantations on her. hanging her by the neck until dead. #we could be playing on the beach smooching her forehead as she deserves and yet she SUFFERS.

[quietwingsinthesky]

what if. Amy “fix-it” because hallucifer makes sam so paranoid about dean leaving for no reason that sam gives in and follows him and is witness to the whole thing

#hallucifer: wow. big brother really trusts us. (beat) so something’s up right? we know it’s never this easy. #sam: (visibly restraining himself from saying shut up. about to grab his scar.) #hallucifer: (aware he’s about to be banished) don’t listen to me if you want but. I’m just trying to help. #don’t blame me if you look in the papers tomorrow and find a obit for your brain-eating girlfriend. and… what was her kid’s name again? #sam: (touching the scar. not pressing down. face all screwed up.) || hallucifer: :3 it’s not like it’ll hurt anyone #if he really does trust you he doesn’t even have to know we’re following him. *and* you’ll know your brother still trusts you. #even when I’m here. maybe he won’t even punch you again. that still hurting? #sam: (grimace. because yeah. it does.) || hallucifer: door number two - he thinks you’ve lost it and he’s going to stab that woman to death. #so what’s it gonna be Sam? ready to gamble your friend’s life on if Dean gives a shit about your opinion? #[and that’s the point where sam goes to follow dean. still doesn’t talk to Lucifer. not there yet. but oh hallucifer is sooo pleased with #himself about this. because he’s Sam. and he picks up on what Sam doesn’t. and he could see all of Dean’s little giveaways that Sam was #turning a blind eye to. and now here’s the perfect opportunity to put a wedge between them and get sam to trust him more <3) #GOD. FUCK. IM UPSET NOW. WHY WASNT HALLUCIFER IN THAT EPISODE. MOST OF THE EPISODES? #such a good fucking concept. squandered. #anyway. idk if sam saves Amy but he DEFINITELY here’s Dean’s little speech to her about how she can’t change. #hallucifer with faux sympathy like (sigh) damn. well. i always told you what he was like. Michael. Michael-sword. no difference. #both of them want us dead the moment we step out of line. #and Sam just frozen there in horror with Lucifer’s voice sinking in. and he believes him. how can he not. with dean proving him right #hallucifer #spn #sam winchester #amy pond

[codecicle]

OH ASHHHHH NEW SLIMECICLE INSTAGRAM PHOTOOOOO

IM SO FUCKING HYPED MAN THIS VIDEO IS ABOUT TO BE SUCCHHHHH A BANGER I TRUST HIM WITH MY LIFE

#i make yet anothet post just for me 👍 #we have mail :] #MAX THANK YOU 🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏 #he looks so dead insidei.mm normal<3 #ALSO THE FUCKING ART???? ON THE LEFT?????????? LOSING IT #LOSING MY EVER LOVING MIND RN

[nellasbookplanet]

Isn't it funny how today it’s pretty common belief on here that the idea of 'cringe' and shaming of people who like 'cringe' things is bad. That the big fandoms back in the day that people like to make fun of - superwholock and john green books and twilight and homestuck and whatever was popular at the time - certainly had elements very deserving of critique, but how that critique largely drowned under people pointing and laughing at, the mostly teen girl, fans. Like, we are pretty agreed that this was bad, right? That it’s cruel to actual people and makes it difficult to have genuine conversations about the actual flaws of the media and fandoms in question, right??

And yet here we are today and I see people doing the exact same thing to newer fandoms with the defense that the fans are cringe or, if you're trying to be all moral about it, problematic and possibly evil for liking a popular media. Like, I don’t care about reylo or our flag means death or taylor swift or romantasy novels to any particular extent. I don’t have a horse in this race. But I keep seeing their fans treated as acceptable targets for harrassment or bullying. Posts talking about how immoral they are and then their screenshoted 'proof' is mostly just. Women being passionate about a thing that they love, or god forbid daring to defend it or being bummed about everyone else harrassing them. And I think it's kind of scary how we keep repeating this cycle of designating a media as inherently problematic, therefore all of its fans are problematic, therefore they are deserving of every ounce of mocking and public shaming they get.

#when the whole cait corraine thing went down last year i legit saw posts going around saying not to give reylos or even xiran any credit #bc the poster was so set on seeing them as inherently immoral that they refused to accept they could help do good or be victims of bad #of posts i see making fun of cringe fans with screenshots half are actually horrifically bad and deserving of critique #the other half are just women having fun and then being mocked for it #we talk a lot of shit today about how cringe culture is dead and yet this behaviour keeps repeating #and if you dare critique it you risk end up being one of the people screenshoted and mocked for daring to care about something cringe #don’t get me wrong. do critique fandoms for fucked up behaviour. do critique media and celebrities for their shit when deserving #but by now whenever something gets popular to the extent of being mainstream I start counting the days to its downfall #bc when a fandom gets big enough there’s bound to be enough annoying/genuinely shitty people there to leave a mark #and at that point vindictive people on the internet will start actively looking for reasons to deem them Problematic and Acceptable Targets #I've lost count of how many times I've seen it happen #anyway. that's enough opinionating on tumblr dot com for today #rambles

[trans-l-lawliet]

I sometimes think about that scene of Misa sitting alone in the couch, eyes lost, smiling at the empty room

It breaks my heart, because if you think about it, by this point, half her life doesn't exist anymore

Misa forgot everything about the Death Note when she gave it up last. That means that any time she was helping Light with the Kira business has been erased, which was her second life basically, and considering the time skip, these are years just... gone

Not only that, but her utter devotion to Light makes even more sense. She doesn't have a reason to think he has ulterior motives, all she remembers are the good things, how he treats her and their relationship while they visit Light's parents, the sweet things he said to keep her content (for the next time he can make use of her), everything she can remember from her entrance into adulthood is how her world revolved around Light

Mixed with her predisposition of romantic ideation, from a narrative in-story perspective, Misa is the true example about how messing with a Death Note brings nothing but misfortune to the humans that use it

#death note #misa amane #light yagami #listen it's also misogyny we know ohba/obata by now #like look at her outfit #but i can't begin to imagine how scrambled her memories must be #it must be terrifying #maybe it's easier to smile and pretend if she is good everything will be okay #hi I'm not dead yet

[goldenhypen]

yALL ???? 🥹 we finally got jake bed selcas ???? 🥹

#went to sleep early just to wake up super late and to my phone dead only to eventually open it and find these 🥹 #iM GONNA CRY THIS WAS SO UNEXPECTED LIKE HE RARELY POSTS SELCAS AND THE CHANCES OF IT BEING A BED SELCA OMG #I JUST NEVER EVEN EXPECTED IT AT ALL #yet here we are 🥹 #oMG LIKESJSJSJKK #DO YOU S E E HOW GOOD HE LOOKS RN #OMG 😭 #WHEN I SAW THE NOTIF AND READ ‘JAKE’ I WASNT SURE IF I WAS SEEING THINGS CORRECTLY SJNSSJSJSJ #ssjsjsjs y’all the excitement rushing through me rn is just insane 🥹 #i think these are officially my new fav pics ever perhaps ???? #omg i love him #i cant stop staring 🥹 #gosh jake i love you #em speaks #♡

[minimoefoe]

someone on twitter mentioned how the daughter troy allegedly has in 8b could be an adoptive daughter and not a bio daughter and I lowkey can't stop thinking about it bc I feel like that would solve all the problems/hesitations I have about troy having a kid

the idea of troy having a kid with someone just absolutely does not compute in my mind. like... troy getting with someone and potentially being in a relationship and then having a child??? genuinely baffling to me. and idk maybe that's just bc I have the s3 version of him in my mind and when we see 8b troy he'll be different enough that him having a kid would compute more? but rn something about that doesn't feel very troy

but the idea of him having an adoptive child, like maybe he had friends who had a kid and something happened to them and he made a promise to look after the kid or maybe it was even kinda he got lumped with looking after this kid and over time they got closer and now he thinks kf her as a daughter? idk I think something like that sounds wayyyy more interesting than him just having a daughter via some relationship he was in

#twd txt #troy otto #fear the walking dead #ngl when i first saw ppl talking about the daughter rumour i was like 😬😬 i dont think i have any interesting in seeing troy as a dad #and like.. #to a degree i still am not fully on board with it #even tho man getting stuck with a kid to look after is a trope that i love a lot #i just didnt have that in mind when it came to troy #idk #i think its hard for me to decide how i feel fully rn bc we havent seen anything #its very possible that we'll see him in the eps and ill be like Yes i love thisgiving him a kid was a 10/10 decision #ALSO #bc we only have 6 eps of 8b and the odds of him being in every one is slim im like i wonder how good we're really gonna have it #like this is surely nlt ablut to become the troy show #theres other characters thatll be getting focus #i think my excitement at the fact we're 100% getting troy back outweighs any concerns i have like... hes gonna be on my screen again so #im HAPPY #i do have worries but i also have hope that itll be good #i havent even seen s6-8a yet lmao ive got a few eps of s5 to watch #i also see a random person on twitter speculate about there being another spin-off coming with some ftwd characters #featuring madison and strand or madisokn and troy maybe #and like i have zero idea how legit that speculation is like they could be absolutely waffling #but i would kill for a troy and madison spinoff like #that feels so insane and perfect that im like theres no way thats happening lmaoo #ALSO idek how legit that daughter rumlur is 😭 but from what i know of s8 there is a saving kids mission involved so it does make sense

[lumchan]

WIND BREAKER VOL 11 PROMO

#screaming. dead. crying. #TSUBAKI LOOKS SOOO PRETTY AND SAKURA'S HEELSSSSSSSSSSSSS #this has to be my fave promo post card yet😭😭😭 im so so so happy we get more tsubaki i thought vol 9 would be the last #but up to vol 11 :ooooo #wind breaker #fave