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Part 2: here
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You are secretly in love with a popular boy at your school. His name is Lee Know. He is your crush for about 2 years. This year you wanted to make a move, every fairytale has a happy ending, will yours to?
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!!!THIS IS A FANFICTION!!!
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'Who am i?'
'Does he know me?'
'Does he regonize me?'
'Does he know i excist?'
'What am i?'
All those questions are wandering through your mind.
You liked Lee Know for a long time now, and you decided to make a plan. Ofcourse your friends help you.
'Send him a love letter!' Lisa shouts
'No don't, bump 'accidently' into him.' Amaray says.
'Guys, we need to have a plan i actually going to survive.'
they rolled their eyes
'Look Y/N, if you want to express your feelings towards him, you need to stand in the spotlight!'
'Spotlight?'
'Yeah!' they said both
'What do you mean?'
'Tommorow we are going to go shopping, okay? We are transforming you into a brand-new woman!'
'You guys can do that?'
'How hard can it be? We have still 1 day untill the new year of school starts!'
'And by the way, Lee Know needs to like you for who you are. Not for who you represent. Understood?'
'Yes ma'am!'
you all laugh.
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All three of you are walking around the mall, looking for clothes and accesoires.
'Your style should be a mix of classy and y2k.'
'Yeah or maybe formal?'
'Guys stop it.'
'Cmon y/n we are trying to help.'
'I know Lisa, but like what if he doesn't want me?'
'Than we will kick his ass.' Amaray says confidently
You laugh
'Yeah sure 'kick his ass'.'
'Bet?'
'Nobody is kicking anybody's ass.' Lisa says.
You are walking into a shop and see many clothe's and accesoires. Some stuff are catching your eyes.
'Lets try this on.' you say while holding some piece of clothing.
'Lets go for it!' Amaray says.
You go into a cabinet and putt it on.
(for reference what your wearing:)
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You came out of the cabinet and your two best friends start to clap in their hands and jump.
"Omg, y/n you look like on of those girls of a kdrama!'
'Really you think?'
'Yeah! You look beautifull!'
'You guys, stop it.' you blush
'Don't be so shy now.' Lisa ruffels your hair.
'Stop ruffling mine hair.'
'Hey respect the older ones.' Amaray says.
You roll your eyes.
You bought the clothes you had on and decided to spend some more hours at the mall.
After that you went home. You looked at the clothe's you bought.
'This will be mine glow up, he will finally see me.'
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You entered the school, hair styled, some 'natural girl' makeup and ofcourse your new clothes.
'I swear y/n everyone is staring at you. You are alreaddy popular.'
'Stop it, i swear.'
'Cmon, this is our teenage life, to live for life.'
'Yeah listen to Amaray, this are our years.'
'Okay but i had an idea to send him a heart-shaped popsicle.'
'Thats a pretty good idea, actually.'
'Omg, than you can show that your sweet like sugar!' Lisa shouts.
'You get the joke? A popsicle is sweet. No? Okay.'
'Anyways, i think its a very good idea y/n.'
'I will put a letter with it. But y'all will help me right?'
'Ofcourse, thats why we are here!'
'Lisa, did you drink an energy-drink today?'
'Yeah why?'
'Nevermind.' Amaray says.
You giggle.
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This year you sit in a different class than Lisa and Amaray, but Lee Know is in the same class. So... its not that bad.
You sit in the back row of the class. Some popular girls are being idiots and you see that Lee Know isn't here yet.
You take your book and start reading. It is a romantic book. You love romantic books, sometime's ofcourse.
'He looked at me and said: you are mine forever.'
Its so sweet, you are melting away.
Suddenly someone come's sitting next to you. You never saw him here before.
'Hey, is it okay if i sit here?'
'Yeah, sure.' you smile.
'Are you new here?' you ask.
'Oww, yeah. I am Han, Han Jisung.'
'Thats a very beautifull name, i am y/n.'
'Thats also a very beautifull name.' he giggles.
'What ya reading? Will it last.' he reads.
'You like romantic books?'
'Yeah sometime's, depends which time and which book.'
'Cool, cool.'
'And you?'
'I am more an action guy, you know.'
'Ow, so your like 'piew piew' and 'The A-team' type of guy.'
he laughs.
'Piew, piew. Oui madame, j'aime piew piew.'
you both laugh.
'If you want to, you can sit with me and mine friends.'
'That would be piew, piew-fantastic.'
'You are a comedian, aren't you.'
'Most people call me the king of laughs, but sure.'
'Name one person who calls you that.'
'I don't need any prove, because i am the prove.'
'Yeah sure 'king of laughs'.'
You see Lee Know entering the class, and sitting some seats away.
You didn't realise you stayed looking at him, while he is sitting down.
'Hello, earth to y/n. ELLO Y/N.'
he looks over to Lee Know.
'Oh, i see.' he smirks 'is he your crush?'
'What? No, no. He-, i mean. No never, bleh.'
'Yeah sure.' he winks.
'What are you winking for?'
'Just, you are a bad liar.'
You turn red and start covering your face with your book.
'Don't cover yourself up now, you look so adorable. Like a little tomato.'
you burst into laughter.
'You don't make any sense Han.'
'You don't either.'
During class, many girls were flirting with Lee Know. You hated the way they were touching him, even tho he isn't yours. The worst part is that you just sat there and couldn't do anything. Just look and feeling jealous.
Class went very fast actually, if you observe others. But you tried to focus, you really did. But it just didn't work, if you hear those girls giggle and playing with his hair. It just breaks you inside.
When the bell ringed, you finally escaped with Han the classroom.
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'Whats upp y/n. Ow, well hello there. Who did you brought with you?'
'So everybody, this is Han.'
'Han, this is Lisa and Amaray. And that dude over there, is IN. He is very shy by the way.'
'Ello, everybody. So okay, Lisa, Amaray and IN. Easy to remember.'
'Actually IN, is his nickname.'
'Whats his real name?'
'Actually its Jeongin.' Lisa comments.
'Anyway, nice to meet y'all.'
'Nice to meet you to, Han.' Amaray says.
'So y/n, you know what you are going to write on the letter?'
'What letter?' Han asks.
'Its just a plan.'
'Yeah for her LOVER.' Lisa laughs.
'Lee Know?'
'He knows alreaddy?! Y/N you need to start going undercover, like really.'
'I am trying Amaray.'
'Lee know? You like him.' IN asks.
'Yeah, but a tiny bit.'
'Yeah sure, sure sure.' Amaray comments.
'She is obsessed, like litterly.'
'I am not, first of all. By the way, Lisa. Don't you lik-'
'Stop, don't. I swear y/n, don't you dare.'
'I am not going to say anything, i pinky promise.'
'Okay but what can i write on the letter?'
'Maybe like: Every time i see you, mine body is full of joy, and full of laughter. I never believed in love at first sight, but with you i do. Xoxo your secret admirer.'
'Wow Han, thats actually really good.' you say.
'Thank you.' he blushes.
'Write that down! Come on!'
'Yeah write that down!'
you take your notebook and start writing exactly what Han said.
'Okay all done, now i just need to buy that popsicle.'
'I can come with you.' Han proposes.
'Sure!'
'And we will suport you mentally. Right IN?'
'Yeah, for sure! But just to ask, how you going to give it to him?'
'Okay, i and Lisa are going to look if he is around and she's going to put it in his backpack!'
'Fantastic right?'
'Be carefull okay?' Han says.
'I will.' you smile.
'But lets eat, i am starving!'
'Yeah me to.' Han winks.
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'Lets go, Han.'
'I am coming, have some patients.'
You roll with your eyes.
'Okay , i am done. Lets go!'
'You take like hours to make your backpack.'
'Yeah right. Prove?'
'You've got to be kidding me.'
'I am just joking around.'
'Ha-ha-ha, funny.'
you cough sarcasticly.
You two are walking in the city. Han is walking close to you. Its a cold day, to be honest and your hands are freezing. You try to warm them up, but it doesn't work.
'Your hands are cold?'
'A tiny bit.'
'Wait let me just.' he take's your hands and take them in his.
'Better?'
'Wow, your hands are hot.'
'Not only mine hands.' he winks.
'Dirty boy.' you laugh
'What?! I mean mine nose is hot to. Dirty minded y/n.'
You roll your eyes.
You two walk into a candy shop and you buy a big heart-shaped popsicle.
'This one is perfect.'
'Yeah it is.' Han says.
'I am coming home okay?'
'I will walk with you, don't want someone to kidnap you.'
you laugh
'Thank you Hannie.'
'Hannie, is that mine new nickname?'
'Yeah.' you say proudly.
He walks you home, still holding your hand. You look at how he is holding your hand. And you kinda like it to be honest...
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'Okay Lisa, Amaray, readdy for Mission impossible?'
'Yeah okay, his packback is standing there alone.'
'I don't see any people around.'
'Okay quick as a cat, quick as a cat.'
'Wait there is one person looking our way.'
'Don't be suspicious, don't be suspicious...'
'Okay she is not looking, okay now y/n!'
you ran with your letter and popsicle towards his backpack and place it inside.
'Okay now run!'
you three run together (not far) and hide behind a tree.
'Okay nobody saw me?'
'No, everything is safe.'
'Wait he is coming towards his backpack.'
'Shhh, Lisa.'
'Shhh, Amaray.' she mocks.
Lee Know took his backpack and went inside.
'Okay we did it! We actually did it! It wasn't that hard actually!'
'Yeah, we should work for the FBI!'
'Yeah right, you Lisa, could do that. Yeah sure.'
'Why you laughing.'
'Okay you kids, lets get out of here.'
Nobody saw you guys.... or so you hope...
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You were sitting in class, and you saw girl whispering and pointing at you. You didn't even know why.
Han sat next to you and whispered:
'Hey, why are they all looking your way?'
'I don't know, its freaking me out.'
'Just stay cool okay?'
'If you say so.'
During class it was very uncomfortable, so once the bell ringed you ran outside the class to find your other friends...
'Guys, am i hallucinating or is everyone looking at me?'
They all look at you, with a weird expression.
'Why are you all silent...'
'Lisa? Amaray?' you look at them
'IN?'
'Uhmm, can i tell her?'
Amaray nods.
'So uhmm, someone saw you.'
You froze
'Someone saw me?'
'We don't know who, really y/n.'
'I need to get out of here.'
'Wait no y/n-'
you ran out the cafeteria towards the restroom. You quickly locked yourself in.
You sat there for about 5 minutes when you suddenly heared knocks on your stall.
'Used.' you yell.
The knocks were becoming louder.
You open the door and see there standing Lee Know and a girl.
'Here you stupid popsicle back.'
she throws it on the floor and jumps on it.
'And your stupid, and UGLY letter.'
she rips it apart in front of you.
'You are the definition of loser, you understand? Stay away from him.'
Lee Know just stare's at you, without doing anything.
'What do you think of her Lee Lee?'
'Unactractive, weird, stupid.'
'You hear that?'
'Unactractive.'
'Weird.'
'And stupid.'
'Lets go Lee Lee.'
She takes his hand and they go both out of the restroom.
Tears rolling off your cheek. Staying there with the popsicle and letter in your hands.
'Xoxo from your secret admirer'...
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seelestia · 1 year
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v v true!!! oooh omg i remember watching coraline. i'm not much of a horror movie fan (says the one who writes stuff like yandere lmao) so honestly speaking that movie creeped me out esp the eyes halkjfdlakjsd i'm a scaredy cat yup- corpse bride was a delight to watch tho! comfort movies... hmmm. here's the thing, i... i don't watch a lot of movies hahahh 
both you gotta do both. remember to not always give in to that charming smile and scold him sometimes lmao awh lil tsundere lia and the deredere ayato.... new trope unlocked? ;) hsldjfl that sounds very cute and adventurous...... i'd imagine if i caught you two sneaking about at night i'll shut my lips (nepotism at its finest-) and silently sends you away- oh dear hello professor zhongli fancy seeing you here so late at night wow sure is sunny tonight huh haha haha oops i mean moony uh um heh-
THAT WOULD LITERALLY BE ME omg i'll nestle right onto his sides and tuck myself in a floofy blanket and fall asleep hearing his soft breathing. heizou would talk your ears off throughout the movie. somehow predicts the movie's plot within the first ten minutes of watching. welp since the movie's spoiled anyway let's just sleep 😴 
ooooh i am e.x.c.i.t.e.d!!! lmao oh no is this my cue to swoop in to grab zhongli's hand and propose like "I HAVE MONEY YOU CAN USE IT"-
lia. lia i have seen you fawn over scara on your priv. you're down bad. the gremlin man has taken hold of you hsldjfklsd have you seen his teaser? and the voicelines? my god. i am so glad i'll be pulling for him. dw i shall take a lot of screenshots hehehehehehe
we've got meteors and air blades falling from the sky.... next we know al haitham's burst would be durians falling from the sky or something- /j
you're finally welcoming your beloved in your arms!!! woooo!!! so. when's the wedding gonna be at- /lh
it's ok if their back aches we can always pull them aside and persuade them to spend time with us with a massage ✨
well, rin jie, you're stuck with me because i love horror movies (but i prefer psychological horror that makes me take a step back to think) 🤫 i am linking my arms with you so you cannot escape as we speak, hehe. (/lh) and dw abt not being much of a movie watcher, comfort comes in many ways and objects like food and blankets and zhongli's arms—
i am pretty good at scolding people without being a spoilsport (and i always happen to get attracted to brats with brains heizou and scara), so rest assured ayato is left under good supervision! >:) AND I SWEAR I AM A HOSTAGE-TURNED ACCOMPLICE... rin jie, your kindness will be the kickstart to my nepo baby era. (/j) but i'll do my best to make you proud! you can trust me on potions and herbology ;D i think ayato would excel at charms and have lots of interest in the study of ancient runes?? but wbu, what subjects would you and oh-so gracious professor zhongli would teach?? hehe, my fav couple to tease and giggle at as long as i don't get points off hufflepuff >:3c (/lh)
and i've gotta say that zhongli genuinely looks like he'd be the warmest and coziest to cuddle out of all the men?? i'm not sure if it's the earthy color palette he has, but i still gotta hand it to you 🤧 ayato's is also cozy since you get bonuses of having your hair smoothened and played with whilst you snooze on his chest or maybe i'm just biased, HELP??
yes, i've finally put aside my pride to admit that i am now an official scara kisser. i can't believe i have way more posts on my priv about denying scara instead of expressing my love for ayato 😮‍💨 i'm not sure if you played thru the interlude quest but lmk if you did because that quest was the final push for me personally, UUUUUU. OH AND DO SEND ME THOSE SCREENSHOTS 👀 make him do a michael jackson spin in the air (/j)
I SAW ALHAITHAM'S LEAKS... and iirc, the names for his talents are literally topics in physics??? THIS MAN 😭 good luck getting him soon, rin jie! it seems yaoyao will be on his banner?? she's super cute, but i'm still waiting for kaveh tho fhejkskek. OH AND I HOPE YOU'LL WIN THE 50/50 FOR AYATO TOO! <3 this update's 2nd phase is about to be my spending phase because i'll be pulling for ei on 50/50 after i get ayato 🤧 i think ei + ayato will be a good combo, so i'm really hoping i get her! if not, then guaranteed for alhaitham maybe?? or i'll save for another rerun or for future fontaine characters >:)
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charliehoennam · 3 years
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patch-ups at 2
A/N: omg i am so sorry to the anon that requested this. took me over a month to get around to this, i hope they’re still around to read it lol. sooooorrryyyy, my friend. hope you all enjoy it! request can be found here. If you liked my work, please show support by reblogging. Sharing is caring!
Warnings: Open wounds, blood, probably poor info on first aid, attempted murder by drive-by
Pairings: Jackson ‘Jax’ Teller x gn!reader 
Word count: 1,151
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Due to the overwhelming stress and pressure brought on by fatherhood, the club and his tiresome relationship with pretty much everyone around him, sleep definitely did not come easy to Jax. When it did, he’d surrender himself to it and pass out wherever he was to enjoy the peace that came with his slumber. Tonight was one of those nights where he’s fallen to sleep on his couch, dressed in nothing but his white cotton boxers having been too exhausted to waste further energy on anything other than a hot shower and a quick meal.  
The used dishes still sat on the coffee table, a couple of empty beer bottles stood beside them and a half full ashtray with a mixture of joints and stamped out cigarettes. The TV was still on with the volume low, informercials being the only source of light in the living room. He wasn’t sure what time it was, but they reassured him it was very late when he woke up to the knocking at his door. Whoever was there obviously wasn’t bringing any good news.  
He sat up rubbing the sleep from his eyes, quietly waiting to see the person outside would at least state a name and checking the time on his phone. The knocking simply continued, growing a little more desperate each time. Feeling the adrenaline rush through his body to keep him alert, he opened the small drawer underneath the coffee table and grabbed the gun he usually kept hidden for sudden emergencies. He stood up gripping the glock; his shoulders hunched with tension. With cautious steps, he made towards the door and dipped his head down to peer through the magic eye. He sighed, relieved to see a familiar face - one he welcomed at any time or moment – and opened the door, releasing the tight grip on his weapon.  
“Jesus, y/n. You scared the shit outta me” he stated swinging the door open. His golden locks still damp from his late shower and messy from his sleep. “It’s 2:37 in the morning, sweetheart. What the hell are you doing here?”  
“I-I need your help.”  
You didn’t really have to say it. The paleness of your face and your hand tucked under the black leather jacket you wore were enough to worry him; he offered no hesitance on inviting you in and quickly shut the door behind you, turning the locks for assurance.  
“What happened?”  
His voice was calm, but the way he ushered you quickly to a chair at the kitchen table expressed his concern.  
“I was on my way home. A car pulled up behind me and opened fire. Son of a bitch hit me in the shoulder.”
You were still furious for being completely blindsided. You knew you couldn’t go to the hospital; gunshot wounds have to be reported to the police which would open up an investigation on you and possibly put the club at risk. Everyone knew that. Jax was no doctor, but he was the nearest person you could of that would help.
“Lemme take a look at it.”
He was quick to help remove your jacket, pulling the sleeve your uninjured arm first in order to pull the other sleeve down carefully enough to not inflict more pain. Your white v-neck was drenched in blood circling the small hole in its’ shoulder as he accessed the wound.
“There’s no exit wound. I’m gonna have to take the bullet out. I won’t be able to do it with your shirt on, I’ll have to cut it off.”
“Do what you gotta do, just get this fucker out” you winced.  
Pacing through his house to collect the things he deemed necessary, he tried to remember what the guys would do. Sure, he’s seen gunshot wounds and bullets being taken out of others. Had he actually done it himself? No, not at all. And to be honest? He was scared shitless, but he couldn’t tell you that right now. You were panicking enough already so he had to stay calm and at least act like he knew what he was doing.  
He knelt before you, placing all his gatherings on a chair he pulled closer to serve as a little table.  
“Please tell me you got a good look at the sons of bitches who did this to you.” He said firmly already eager to get his revenge as he took a pair of scissors to cut up your shirt.
“No, I didn’t. And even if I did, I wouldn’t tell you.”
“Why the hell not? I’ll find out regardless, the easy way or the hard way. I’d just prefer the easy way.”  
“You got enough to deal with already.” You paused, hissing in agony as he carefully stripped the white cloth from you in the same way he’d done with the jacket. “Fuck... I really liked this shirt.”
“I’ll buy you a new one, doll. Don’t you worry. I don’t want you holding things back from me out of pity though. You know you mean the world to me and anyone who hurts you is fucking dead.”
“I appreciate that, Jax. But I’d rather you get into my pants instead of getting into trouble.”
He smirked up at you and placed a kiss on your lips.  
“This is gonna sting a bit, sweetheart. Try not to scream.”
“That’s hard to do with you involved” you smirked softly at him.  
Once he washed the blood away with some water, he took a vodka bottle to pour it over the open wound. You groaned, squirming at the searing pain of the alcohol.  
“It’s pretty close to bone. Extracting it gonna hurt more.”
“I can take it.”  You nodded at him to continue.  
Folding a belt in half, he placed the leather between your teeth to allow you to bite down on it. It muffled your cries enough for his neighbors to not hear. Digging the bullet out was the most excruciating pain you’d ever felt; you believed you would even faint from the shock and pain, but thankfully he pulled the metal out. Praises spewed from his mouth to comfort you as best as he could.  
“There you go, sweetheart. I got you.” He whispered stitching the wound close before placing gauze over it. “I’m so proud of you, you’re one tough ass peach, ain’t ya?”
“Learned from the best, didn’t I?” You smiled tiredly.  
“You sure did.” He chuckled, glancing at you as he finished dressing your shoulder. “You did a great job staying awake, but you can get some rest now. I’ll get you a shirt and some anti-biotics from the medicine cabinet. You take one per day and you’ll be alright, okay?”
“Thank you, Jax. I’m sorry for waking you up in the middle of the night like this.”
“Hey...” he whispered placing a hand over your cheek. “I promised I’d take care of you, doll. I meant that.”
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shutteredislands · 3 years
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REYLO MODERN AU FIC RECS
Hi!! I spent my entire winter break reading reylo fics and I feel like I’ve found some gems! I’m boring and don’t like angst, so most of these are pretty fluffy, however, always read the tags before reading. Anyways, happy reading!
Already Home -  College, Roommates, A/B/O, Soulmates AU - Complete - Rated E - 79k
“Oh stop being all Alpha-y.” She flexes her foot, rolling her ankle as if to prove a point, and he doesn’t miss the wince that crosses her expression. “You aren’t my Alpha, and you definitely aren't my soulmate,” she mutters.
He can’t help but let out a dry laugh. “Thank god for small mercies.”
Okay so this is a trope fest but it was so good! I’m not gonna explain the plot in depth because I think going in blind is best for this!
Baby, It's Just Biology - Professor/Student, A/B/O AU - Complete - Rated E - 113k
For Rey Jackson, trying to finish your degree in Biomedical Science at Harvard is difficult enough when you're one of the few Omegas on campus.
It's made even more difficult when your Professor is the one to trigger your heat. You can't help it, it's just your biology.
An Alpha Omega love story.
This is the perfect balance of angst, fluff and pure smut. This one Is a lot angstier than anything else on this list, but you can see every stage of this relationship and I loved it so much! Please read the tags on this one!
I’ve got you (under my skin) - Nanny/Single Parent AU - On Hiatus - Rated E - 81k
“Hi, I’m Rey. I’m here for the—”
“Nanny,” Ben blurts out dazedly, still trying to remember how to form coherent thoughts. “You’re the nanny.”
Her smile hitches up a little wider. “Well, I might be.”
Suddenly, Ben thinks he might be in for a whole new world of problems.
Because Rey Johnson is still most likely the only thing standing between him and disaster, that much hasn’t changed, not by a long shot.
And Ben can’t seem to stop staring at her mouth.
In which Ben hires Rey to watch his son... but he can’t seem to stop watching her.
Okay so I almost never read WIPs, but this one was left off in a pretty good place so don’t worry about cliffhangers or anything. I am a sucker for single dad!Ben so expect more of these. I loved this fic so much and get ready for a SMUTFEST.
Light My Fire - Rivals to Lovers, College, A/B/O AU - Complete - Rated E - 20k
When rivals Ben and Rey break into a professor's office together, it comes out that Rey might not be the Beta she thinks she is.
I’ve never been the biggest reader of enemies to lovers, until this. This was so so so good! I loved their banter so much, and this is another smutfest lol.
Peacock - Fake Dating, Enemies to Lovers, Neighbors AU - Complete - Rated E - 72k
Thanks to a series of misunderstandings, failed attempts at flirting, and loud Katy Perry music, Ben grows to hate his new neighbor.
Proposing to her wasn't the best solution to his problems.
This is, hands down, one of the funniest fics I have ever read. I cried actual tears because of how funny this is. Slowish burn, but their banter will keep you engaged the whole time. I love this so much!!
An Unexpected Vacation - Scientist, A/B/O AU - Complete - Rated E - 62k 
“You don’t care that someone, that people will watch you fuck?” He looks two seconds away from puking. “Like multiple, multiple people will be able to describe your vagina. They’ll probably analyze it in a boardroom. Someone will feel proud about a shitty PowerPoint full of annotated pictures. They will use words like ‘arousal fluid’ and consult charts and these things will never not be digitally saved. That doesn’t bother you?”
“Are you suggesting my vagina is unworthy of analysis?”
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In which Rey attempts to bolster her bank account by volunteering to fuck an Alpha in a scientific study. Plans go pear-shaped when she accidentally triggers scientist!Ben’s first Rut.
This was a really funny smutfest and I loved that. I loved Rey and Ben so much, and Ben was the perfect “I hate everyone but you” boyfriend! I love this!
She Doesn’t Normally Bite - Single Parent/Teacher AU - WIP - Rated E - 37k
Ben Solo is a single dad to 6-year old Ellis. Her teacher isn't the old-cat lady that he expects and naturally, sparks fly when they meet. Rey helps show Ben that he is allowed to be happy and the romance is DELICIOUS. There will be the happy ending we all deserve.
Both Ben and Rey have a lot to navigate, and of course - things are never straight forward.
Tw: Bens wife died when their daughter was born - whilst it is mentioned periodically, it does not form a significant part of the story. There'll also be warnings in the notes for the particular chapters it'll be mentioned in.
THIS THE ONLY WIP I WILLL EVER READ REY AND BEN ARE SO FREAKING CUTE AND ELLIS IS SUCH A CUTE KID AHHHHHHH! That is all.
Down an Inch, Up an Inch - A/B/O, Soulmates, Gym Rats AU - Complete - Rated E - 60k
Omega instructor Rey has always been the master of her domain at Rebel Belle Barre and wouldn't dream of dating an Alpha.
When her new neighbors at Supremacy Bootcamp start ruining her classes with their terrible music, she storms over to give them a piece of her mind. She challenges the beefy ex-Marine owner Ben Solo to a plank-off and the loser has to take the other's class. When they spark an unusual connection, can Rey stay away for long?
Has she bitten off more than she can chew with the gentle giant Alpha with the warm, sad eyes?
SMUT FREAKING FESTTTTT. Okay but I loved these two so much, even though I am opposed to working out in any shape or form! I love the non-traditional soulmate part, and I really loved Rey in this. 
Tea for Two - Enemies to Lovers, University Setting AU - Complete - Rated E - 67k 
'"This is a tea house, you know." The plummy, ultra-posh voice startled Rey Kenobi from her day-dreaming, almost spilling the scalding hot coffee over her chest.'
Rey, an American former hacker, turned cyber security expert, has been commissioned by Oxford University to protect their systems from hackers. Unfortunately, she has to work closely with Professor Ben Solo, Merton Professor of English Literature who also happens to be Lord Ben Solo, member of the English peerage. And an unmitigated snob.
She drinks coffee. He drinks tea. He only reads classic literature. She reads Marvel comics. He is nobility. She is a nobody.
Things should go swimmingly, shouldn't it?
SO. MUCH. UNRESOLVED. SEXUAL. TENSION. I loved the slow burn aspect because I sat in bed because I was waiting for them to bone for so long. And after they bone its a smut and fluff-fest I loved this so much!
And They Were Roommates - Roommates, A/B/O AU - Complete - Rated E - 49k
“This isn’t going to work.” He points a finger between the two of them. “This arrangement.”
Her eyes narrow. “You didn’t put any specifications on who could apply.”
“Yeah…” He rubs the back of his neck then, the action making it look longer, making her wonder what it might feel like under her fingers. “You have to know that this isn’t a good idea.”
She knows what he means, she does—but she’s so tired of being brushed aside for her designation that she challenges him anyway. “And why not?”
His eyes bore into hers, his expression blank as he says, “Because I can tell how much scent-block you put on—and I can still smell you.”
In which Rey’s new roommate turns out to be a lot more than she bargained for.
EVEN. MORE. UNRESOLVED. SEXUAL. TENSION. Like these two would be eating cereal and I would be chanting, “bone! bone! bone!” the whole time. I loved these two, and the family aspect of this one was so good.
Imprints - A/B/O, Boss/Employee AU - Complete - Rated E - 74k
“I was happy you’ll be working with someone you know. He’ll take good care of you.”
Take good care of you.
The words send a shiver down her spine, sparking memories that flood her with embarrassment. She feels a strange itch just below her ear, her gland giving a phantom pulse as if her body remembers the incident even still.
Suddenly her triumph fades into dread, the idea of working here leaving a hollow pit in her stomach. Poe is still talking, but she doesn’t hear most of it. Her mind is firmly trapped in the vivid memories of six years ago— in a moment she wishes she could forget.
By the time she hangs up the phone— she isn’t sure anymore if she can do this.
Okay so this is pretty popular so I wont say too much, but it lives up to the hype. Smutfest, fluff and angst rolled into one beautiful fic! 
Bespoke - Enemies to Lovers, Boss/Employee (?) AU - Complete - Rated E - 38k 
When new stylist Rey Jackson receives a request to dress the hottest (and most unfashionable) new actor in Hollywood, she gets a lot more than she bargained for.
Mentally AND physically.
Because Ben Solo is freaking massive.
THIS WAS SO HOT OMG! Smutfest but also super cute. Another “I hate everyone but you” version of Ben I fell in love with. Loved this!
Incognito - Coworkers AU - Complete - Rated E - 30k
“Somehow Rey’s coworkers find out about her Daddy kink. They all kink shame her for it, except her coworker Ben. He has something else in mind.”
This was so funny! Ben and Rey were so cute, and I love Finn and Rose in this too! This was great!
A Home For Christmas - Single Parent, Sugar Daddy AU - Complete - Rated E - 109k
Rey is a struggling single mother who needs to do right by her daughter, even if it means she needs to steal. Ben is sad and lonely, recently divorced for the second time. When Rey's daughter picks him to help her find her mom, their paths cross and their Christmas becomes a little more bright.
This was so freaking cute OMG!! I know I say that a lot, but this was so adorable! I loved Ben and Rey so much, but Nova was obviously the star of the show. I cannot recommend this enough!
Unsuppressed - Office, A/B/O AU - Complete - Rated E - 49k
Rey had only ever encountered two Alphas in her entire life that had been unsuppressed. And now this third one that stunk up the entire building. Not that it stunk, his scent. In fact, it was the most delicious thing Rey had ever smelled. ///////////////////////////////////// Ben Solo closed his eyes as he rode down the elevator from the 40th floor to the lobby, trying not to reach up to his glands to scratch them. Somehow, it felt like he always caught the elevator that was dripping in the Omega’s scent. The one that wandered around the building without any suppressants. The one that smelled better than any Omega he had ever smelled before.
STRAIGHT FLUFF AND SMUT OMFG!!! I loved this so freaking much! This was whatever the opposite of unresolved sexual tension and slow burn. Like Ben and Rey tried to make this a slow burn but they could not keep their hands off of each other. I loved this!
Sunshine and Gunpowder - Hitman, Surprise Parents AU - Complete - Rated E - 48k
She’s a teacher who would do anything to protect her student. He’s a glorified hitman with a heart of black gold.
Together, they make up odd halves of a beautiful whole.
THIS WAS SO CUTE!! Like, yes, I know Ben is a hitman, but when I tell you he was the softest hit man I have ever read, Temiri was so cute in this! I loved Ben and Rey, and their UST made me love them even more. Han and Leia are also hilarious in this! 
It Takes a Village - A/B/O, Surprise Parents AU - Complete - Rated E - 40k 
Who knew that all it would take for Rey Johnson to interact with her enigmatic Alpha neighbor without wanting to melt into a puddle of hormones was a baby being abandoned at her doorstep?
Not her. That was for sure.
THIS IS THE CUTEST ONE YET! I REREAD THIS QUITE OFTEN! LIKE AHHHHHHH SO FREAKING FLUFFY! NOT EVEN A WHISPER OF ANGST AND A LOT OF SMUT I LOVED THIS SO FREAKING MUCH AHHHH! AND THE EPILOGUE MADE ME CRY!
Sensual Storytime - Office AU - Complete - Rated E - 23k
When Rey Johnson starts a new job, her initially antagonistic relationship with Ben Solo from IT turns into friendship... and maybe something more.
Little does she know he also moonlights as Kylo Ren, the creator of her favorite audio erotica. One day at the office, worlds collide, and she realizes the sweater vest-wearing nerd of her dreams is also the tattooed fantasy man she listens to while getting off every night...
THIS IS MY FAVORITE REYLO FIC EVER. I RECOMMEND THIS TO PEOPLE WHO DON’T EVEN LIKE STAR WARS! THIS IS COWORKER BANTER LIKE NO OTHER. AND THE SMUT ? UNPARALLELED. READ THIS NOW!
That is all I have time for right now, but I’ll make another list later if anyone would like that! Please take care of yourself and have a great day! 
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pcvensies · 3 years
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Can I request a Leo Valdez imagine pls? Just something fluffy and cute, where he likes you and you like him but you're both too stubborn and clueless to admit to your feelings so you just kinda joke and flirt, nothing serious, meanwhile everyone is like 'omg just kiss already!!'
Thank you <3
Catch the flag.
in which you and Leo like each other, and during a catch the flag game, he gets hurt and you almost end Clarisse 😳
word count: 1420~
trigger warnings: none?? slight angst i guess, happy ending tho
for plot reasons, the reader is one of Persephone’s children (so cabin 40)
im in such a Leo mood lately send help my way ! ✌🏼😔 this is probably not what you wanted BUT i got carried away and i couldn’t stop myself from the angst with happy ending. i hope you like it babes 💙
Catch the flag was everyone’s favorite activity at Camp. You, Annie and Percy had been put on the same team, and your best friend, Leo, was on the other.
You looked at him, your arrow pointing to his chest as Annabeth jumped from the tree you both were hiding on.
“Is this all you’ve got, cielo?”.
Annabeth almost threw up when Leo called you by that petname, tired of this constant flirting you both had going on, but none of you seemed to notice.
It was not a secret for anyone, that you and the boy liked each other.
You, however, ignored his question. Your eyes searched for the flag around the brunette, who Percy had guessed would be around it, because of his fire abilities. If anyone could defend that flag, it had to be Leo. Also, he was way too noisy and giggly to try to make it to your team’s flag without being caught.
“Not here, if that’s what you’re here for”.
“I don’t know what you’re talking about, Valdez, I just wanted to see that pretty face of yours”, you replied, putting down your bow when Annabeth shook her head.
Leo chuckled, hands intertwined behind his head, and you rolled your eyes at him. But before you could turn around, you felt the pointy end of a sword against your lower back. Your eyes searched for Annabeth, and behind her, Clarisse held another sword.
“See? Told you little Y/n would come to Valdez. Jackson must be behind this, he knows we wouldn’t send Leo to get their flag”, she spoke, and Leo gasped, offended, “But I have an idea to find it”.
Clarisse kicked Annabeth’s leg, and when her knees hit the floor, you turned around, pointing your arrow at her.
“What are you doing, La Rue?”.
She ignored your question, her teammate, an Hermes daughter, looking as confused as you were.
Clarisse always took these activities too seriously, and you feared that she’d harm Annabeth to win, knowing Percy would come to find her.
“Valdez, the flag, is it safe?”, she ignored you, as her sword remained against the blonde’s back.
“Yeah— Yes, of course it is. And only I know where”.
The girl nodded, and she looked at the sky, like watching time pass. Her teammates were looking for the flag, and she had a new strategy to force your team to leave it unprotected.
Leo gave you a look, your bow still up, and you looked back at him, pouting slightly.
He shook his head, and you frowned, pouting again.
You didn’t need to speak to communicate with him, and something inside of his chest warmed at your soft face. He felt the urge to tell you were the flag was, but he knew better than to fuck up Clarisse’s plan.
“Annabeth, Y/n!”, Percy’s voice broke the silence, the dark haired boy followed by Ellis Wakefield, son of Ares.
You could swear Leo looked happy to see him near the flag and you two, even though it meant his team could lose.
“We have the whole team here, look at that!”, Clarisse said, her comment being a hidden attack to the rest of your teammates, “You’re so predictable, Jackson. You don’t see these two for more than two minutes and you forget about your mission… nothing new on you, though”.
Annabeth gave you a look, her eyebrows furrowed, and you turned to look at the son of Poseidon, his expression tense. Clarisse always knew how to piss him off.
“Ellis, find the flag, it’s near. Leo’s face says it all”.
You smiled at Percy, and he gave you a small grin, even though his eyes went back to his girlfriend a second later.
The daughter of Ares smirked, enjoying the fact that she knew how to find all of Percy’s buttons. She twisted a finger around a strand of Annabeth’s hair, yawning.
“It’s exhausting, Jackson, to see you fail at being a leader every single time”.
Leo frowned at her words, stepping closer to you, and you did the same, noticing how tense the situation was getting.
“Can’t even lead your girl to a damn fla—”.
Before Clarisse could finish her sentence, Percy had thrown himself against her, his very limited patience being finally over. Annabeth got up, and tried to pull him away from the girl, but they were throwing punches at each other like their lives depended on it.
“Perce, stop! That’s what she wants!”, you yelled, throwing your bow to a side and beginning to move towards them.
A hand grabbed your wrist, pulling you back, and Leo run to the fight, grabbing the blue eyed boy’s arm, pulling him from Clarisse, not without receiving the last punch and falling to the floor.
“Leo!”, your voice overlapped the girl’s and your friend’s arguing, as you dropped on the floor next to the curly haired boy.
His nose was dripping blood, and you looked at him with worry, before you felt your own start to boil under your skin.
You looked at Clarisse from the floor, the girl laughing at you two, and you got up, arms raising as you did.
You had an ability not all Persephone children had: geokinesis. Under the girl’s feet, the ground opened and closed again, trapping her from waist down.
Clarisse looked at you with anger, which soon turned into slight fear as the ground kept closing around her, squishing her a little at first, then starting to hurt.
But you didn’t care, she had hurt Leo. She had hurt him, right in front of your eyes.
“Y/n that’s enough!”, Annabeth’s voice filled your ears, but you ignored her, anger taking over you.
Clarisse let out a pained groan, as she tried to escape and free herself, but the more she moved, the tighter the ground trapped her.
“Hey, hey!”.
Something inside of you clicked at the sound of Leo’s voice, and the boy put his hand on your cheek, standing now between you and the Ares daughter.
“Y/n, let go of her. You’re hurting her, mi amor, come on”.
There was softness in his voice, and your arms dropped to your sides, a frown appearing in your face as you realised what you had done.
However, before you could apologise, Clarisse had already run away, followed by her brother and the Hermes child. Percy was a few meters away, checking on Annabeth, both of them looking at you with worry, but nodding at Leo and walking away to give you some space.
You groaned, shaking your head, and your eyes met Leo’s. He was still cupping your face, a worried expression on his face.
“Damn, mi amor… That was dark”, he gave you a small smile, whipping the blood from his upper lip with the back of his free hand.
“I— uh. I’m sorry, I didn’t mean to hurt her, just—“, you struggled to explain it, “She hurt you”.
Leo was nothing but shocked when you said that, and his eyes filled with softness, as he run his thumb over your cheekbone.
“Thank you for defending my honor, cielo… But I am alright, really”.
You nodded slowly, your eyes going from his to his lips in just a second, the proximity of his body to yours, and the situation just lived making your heart beat faster than anytime before.
The brunette looked at your lips too, meeting your eyes once again, but leaning closer this time, and you started to close your eyes, your hands moving to the back of his head.
His breathing caressed your lips, and you got on your tiptoes…
“Y/n, Annabeth! Percy! We have it, we found the fla—“, Kayla Knowles’ voice interrupted you, the flag in her hand.
You pulled away from Leo, both of you nervously clearing your throats, and the daughter of Apollo gasped, her eyes then fixing on the couple behind you and Leo.
Annabeth rolled her eyes, and Percy groaned, annoyed.
“Shit, Kayla, we’ve been waiting for this moment for months!”, he complained.
You laughed at his comment, and Leo scratched the back of his head nervously, turning around to leave.
“Where do you think you’re going, Valdez?”, this time it was Annabeth, and Leo grabbed your hand, starting to run away, “Come back here you two! I’ve waited enough already!”.
She seemed pissed off for real, Perce’s laughter muting her scolding. But with your hand in Leo’s, running through the forest, Annie’s anger was the last of your thoughts.
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1heartsickfics · 4 years
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Do you remember somewhere in Blood of Olympus Percy gets poisoned by that underwater guy I cant remember the name of? If you do, can you do a story where someone unlikely takes care of him? If you don't, I completely understand😊
Yes omg, another example of Rick Riordan being one of us because after that incident he talks about Percy having to go throw up several times. It was Kymopoleia and Polybotes who poisoned him.
 Side note though, I kind of hated that scene because Riordan made Percy so useless even though he was in his domain while Jason, who was very much out of his, was the hero. I’m not saying Percy has to be the hero all the time (although he is the main character really so like kind of) but I love the way he was always written as being so powerful (near water especially). Like at the end of House of Hades Nico says that Percy is the most powerful demigod he’s ever known, so I just felt like it was dumb for him to be rendered useless so easily in that scene. 
Anyway, enough of my rant. Here’s the part you came for:
TW: spoilers for blood of olympus I guess and depictions of vomit
“Percy are you okay?!?” Jason yelled, darting over to him once the poison dissipated. 
“Gah, yeah I think so,” Percy coughed and sputtered, stumbling around in the water.
“Alright, come on, lets get back up there. Hopefully the Argo II is okay,” Jason said. He could feel the air getting thin. His wind storm was thinning. 
“Could we, uh, maybe not mention exactly what happened down here? The son of the sky god saving the son of the sea god underwater thing?” Percy asked. 
“Yeah, sure bro,” Jason nodded, smiling sympathetically at his friend. He understood where Percy was coming from. They were supposed to be the leaders of this quest, but Jason seemed to just keep getting knocked unconscious, needing rescued. He’d felt useless many times along their journey. 
“Great. Thanks,” Percy said, still sounding out of breath. Normally he could breathe underwater just like it was air but he seemed to be struggling right now. 
“Are you sure you’re okay?” Jason asked, “You’re looking a little green,” he said. He was sure it was more than just the tint of the water that was tinging Percy’s face. 
“Mhmm, fine,” Percy mumbled, stroking upwards to swim toward the surface, but his limbs weren’t coordinated enough so he didn’t go anywhere. Jason reached through his air bubble to grab Percy’s arm, willing the winds to take them to the surface before they ran out of air. 
Jason gasped for air as they reached the surface, not having realized just how shallowly he’d been having to breathe. He managed a few deep breaths, finally filling his lungs, before Percy suddenly gripped his arm. 
“Jas-” Percy said frantically, before his body convulsed and he vomited into the water.
“Oh Gods, okay,” Jason muttered to himself, kicking forward to move behind Percy. He wrapped an arm around his waist to keep him afloat while he brought up his stomach contents. Jason knew Percy had looked pretty green. 
Percy was limp against him, which worried Jason. Normally he could keep himself afloat just by willing the water to support him, but he was clearly in too bad of shape to even use that power, which was concerning. He didn’t seem to have it in him to even keep himself up the normal way, by kicking. Percy slumped forward of Jason’s arm, almost pitching into the water completely. 
“Ookay, come on. We’ve gotta get you above deck Perce,” Jason said, pulling Percy back against his chest until his head was resting on Jason’s shoulder. He kept one arm wrapped firmly around Percy’s waist, using his other arm to swim toward the boat. 
He managed to get them over to the Argo II, which took a lot longer than he’d expected. It hadn’t looked that far, but with Percy’s dead weight it felt like miles, and he was exhausted. 
“Gonna need a little help here,” Jason panted as they reached the ladder. His muscles were aching and his breath was coming in gasps. 
Thankfully, Percy seemed to have recovered some, because he was able to grab the ladder, hauling himself out of the water. Once he climbed to the top he leaned over and offered Jason a hand, pulling him the rest of the way to the deck, where both boys collapsed. 
Immediately, all of their friends rushed over. A myriad of hands pulled them both up off of the deck and into chairs. Percy forced his eyes open, wincing as his vision swam (pun intended), making him feel dizzy and sick all over again. 
“What in Hades happened down there?” 
Percy blinked a few times, taking some slow deep breaths until the worried faces of his friends came into view. He forced himself to focus on the calming motion of the waves below him, trying to settle his stomach, which was still churning queasily. 
“It was the goddess Kymopoleia. She was working for Polybotes. But we got her to turn against him and help um, help us kill him. But Percy got poisoned. My uh, my venti cloud protected me from it I guess,” Jason explained, still breathing hard. 
His friends all murmured a collection of sympathies and sighs of relief, but Percy couldn’t focus on any of them. He still felt too sick. 
“Where’s Annabeth?” he croaked. 
“She’s helping Leo man the wheel while he does some repairs,” someone answered, Piper maybe. 
“Maybe someone should go switch her out,” Jason said, glancing worriedly over at Percy. He needed his girlfriend right now.
“No,” Percy said quickly. “No don’t worry her,” he shook his head. 
“Are you sure?” Hazel asked, placing a hand on Percy’s arm. Jason was right, he really didn’t look so good. 
“I’m fine,” Percy insisted, although his ashen complexion said otherwise. “Could someone just help me to my room?” he asked weakly. 
“I will,” a small voice spoke up from behind the rest of the group. Nico?
Everyone parted for him to come forward, looking surprised. He didn’t really speak all that often. In fact, they often times forgot that he was even there, lurking in the shadows. 
“Come on, let’s go,” Nico said, stepping in front of Percy. He grabbed Percy’s wrist, pulling his arm around his own shoulders to prop him up. Although Percy was still a handful of inches taller than Nico, he was stronger than he looked, so he began to half drag half pull Percy down the hall toward the below deck quarters. 
“You doing okay?” NIco asked when Percy let out a soft groan, leaning even more heavily on Nico. 
“Not feeling so hot,” Percy shook his head.
Nico realized how chalky Percy’s complexion had become, mouth hanging open slightly and his eyes unforced. He had his free hand clutched to his stomach, hunched forward over it slightly.
“Are you going to throw up?” Nico asked, putting the pieces together. Percy nodded miserably, rubbing his hand back and forth across his stomach.
“Okay, come on,” Nico began dragging Percy again, this time with the destination of the bathroom instead of his room. 
“Ohh my stomach,” Percy moaned. His hand moved up to cover his mouth, fighting back nausea.
Nico pushed their way into the bathroom, lowering Percy down onto the floor in front of the toilet as gently as he could. As soon as Percy’s knees hit the ground he lurched forward over the toilet and heaved up a mouthful of seawater and green sludge. The poison, Nico thought, wincing. 
“You’re okay,” Nico said, crouching down behind Percy and placing a hand on his back. He was surprised to find that Percy’s clothes were wet, which he’d failed to notice before. He must really be feeling bad if his powers couldn’t even keep him dry. 
Percy continued to pant over the toilet, clutching the rim with white knuckles. Nothing happened, though, so Nico pulled him away from the bowl to lean against the wall behind them. 
“Let’s get you into some dry clothes and in bed,” Nico said, positioning Percy’s arm around him again so he could get him up.
“Nooo,” Percy groaned, shaking his head, “Feel nauseous.”
“Yeah you were poisoned Percy, might take a while to wear off. I’ll put a trash bin beside your bed, okay? You need to get some rest,” Nico argued, hauling Percy’s limp body off the ground with some difficulty. He was all dead weight now. 
Nico and Percy managed to slowly limp their way down the hall to Percy’s room, which he had to admit, instantly made him feel a bit better, Just to be surrounded by his things. 
“Here, get changed,” Nico said, tossing Percy a dry t-shirt and a pair of shorts. While Percy got out of his wet clothes, Nico pulled the trash over to sit beside Percy’s bed, laying a towel underneath it just in case his aim was off. 
When Percy was finished he helped him climb into bed, pulling the covers up over him to still his shivering. This poison had really done a number on him it seemed. He watched as Percy closed his eyes, clearly exhausted. 
“You need anything else Percy?” Nico asked, leaning against the wall. Percy cracked an eye open to look up at him with an expression Nico had never seen on him before, fear. 
“Could you-? Could you stay? Just for a minute,” Percy asked quietly, averting his eyes. He sounded so young, despite being almost 5 years older than Nico. 
“Yeah. Yeah of course,” he said, moving to sit at the edge of Percy’s bed as he closed his eyes again. 
Nico had a feeling that Percy and Jason hadn’t exactly been honest about what had happened on their underwater adventure. Whatever really went down, it had clearly shaken Percy up pretty good. As much as Nico looked up to Percy, it made him feel slightly better about his own life to know that even someone as strong and as brave as Percy Jackson had his vulnerable moments. 
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agataroman · 3 years
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One Moment Changes Everything (Part 2)
A/N: Okay, part 2, enjoy
Pairing: Jackson (GOT7) x Reader
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When you must wake up for breakfast because it ends at ten o’clock. After a concert… Never imagined it like this. How I didn’t want to get out of bed.
But then again, I will have breakfast, will return to my room and sleep all day long.
That woke me up a little bit, so I got up and prepared. Almost nobody was having a breakfast (it was 9:30). I had time to order my thoughts. I still couldn’t believe that I saw them. Like… OMG!!!
And I even talked to Jackson Wang. Maybe for less than five minutes, but even that counts. I am happy that I got tickets for fansign too. I felt like I could fly, like gravitation wasn’t working on me.
I decided to stay whole day in my room. I can go explore LA tomorrow, the only free day I have, before I have to go back to my country. When I got back, I just fell on bed fully clothed. I even fell asleep for a moment.
When I woke up I still had some time, so I looked at my Got7Amino. The concert was yesterday, not even 24 hours ago and there were blogs about me and Jackson. My photo was nowhere and I sighed with relieve.
The messages where almost the same. Mostly speculated about us. „How do they know each other?“ „Was that only a fan or someone Jackson knows more?“ And more similar sentences. Luckily nobody knew. I think that after today, someone will know my face. I was little scared about that. What would other ahgases think about me? What if someone found me on SNS?
All those thoughts crossed my mind. But then I thought of Jackson. If he can endure it, so can I. Even if it will take long to get used to it.
I really had nothing to do. Again I played games on phone, because I didn’t want to take my laptop with me… What if I lost it somewhere? Rather not. So I was mostly playing games. Or reading some fanfics. I won’t even tell what fanfics… I would be so embarrassed if anyone knew.
Finally it was time for me to go on fansign. I’ve never been there, so I don’t know how it will go. I dressed and checked if I didn’t forget the ticket and went. It was held near the stadium so I already knew the way.
I didn’t want to come on time, because I wanted to talk to Jackson again and I thought I could do that only after it ends. But I got there only an hour after the start and I had another hour and half. So I found myself a place to sit and I waited. The members didn’t notice me but that didn’t matter.
It was kind of fun. Sometimes it was little under because Got7 had to sign someone the album and didn’t have time to pay us attention. But those funny times, I can’t. One of the cutest things there was when Jackson gave Bambam a piggyback. Also Jaebum put on this silly headband with big leopard ears. Kyaa!!! I couldn’t. When you see it on picture it’s not as powerful as when you see it up-close.
I am telling you. Why does it always end so soon. Like 15 minutes from now, but still. So I stepped up and went for my signing. First I went to Yugyeom. He was in all black and had flowers in his hair. How can such devil look so angelic? Tell me!
„Hello,“ I said.
„Annyeong,“ he replied. I put album on table and he signed it.  He didn’t recognize me. Lucky. I wanted to be recognized only by Jackson. And maybe Mark as he saw me already.
„The flowers are pretty,“ I said. He smiled at me.
„Thank you.“ I bowed and went to next person.
Bambam. He is fashion killer! Come on, he is always so perfectly clothed, fully in black like Yugyeom. And he had black cat‘s ears!
Instead of greeting I dabbed… I couldn’t help it. And he dabbed back. Both of us laughed.
„Where you yesterday on concert?“ he asked me.
„Sure thing Bam-oppa,“ I smiled wider.
„I’m really your oppa?“ he couldn’t believe it.
„I’m two years younger.“ He just nodded and signed my album. When I went to next member, Bambam sent me a hand heart!
The next person was Jinyoung. I knew that he heard my conversation with Bambam, he was judging me with his eyes. I just put my finger on my lips, I didn’t want anyone know… yet. We didn’t talk, he just signed album and on the way he gave me high-five.
The forth person in row was Youngjae.
„What’s up!“ his usual greeting.
„Hi,“ I waved. I really couldn’t do anything more. With the flower in his hair he looked so innocent! He smiled at me wide and we handshaked.
The next one was tougher. Im „Chic & Sexy“ Jaebum. And why did he have to have expression like that! I really wanted to fan myself. What a pity he didn’t have the ears anymore. But we know how he is with these kinds of things. He simply waved at me.
„Hi,” I managed weak hello. As I said, I am usually shy in front of people, more likely people I don’t know (personally).
I felt little better with the next person. Our cute visual Mark.
„Hey, you’re the girl from yesterday,” he said. I knew he would recognize me.
„Yep, that’s me.” I smiled.
„How did you even meet?“ Suddenly someone put their arm around my shoulders. I jumped in fear and scremed a little bit. When I turned to see the person, it was Jackson.
„Dammit Jackson, don’t do that! I am even worse than you when scared.”
,,Hey what do you mean by that?“
,,Nothing,“ I said while trying to look innocent.
,,Au, you hurt my feelings,“ he pretended to be hurt.
,,Oh don't cry my little baby,“ I made childish noises. Suddenly Mark started laughing.
,,Be quiet Mark.“
,,Sorry but it was kind of funny. So how did you meet?“
,,Now that's funny story. I was coming for concert when I saw this little lost child. I went to help him and what didn't I saw… It was Jackson,“ I said with laugher.
,,(Y/N),“ Jackson said with dangerous voice. I started to run around the table and Jackson was right behind me. Everyone was definitely watching us now. I looked back to confirm he way still behind me. When I turned back Mark was standing there and I had to stop.
Suddenly Jackson was next to me and he kissed me!! It was on cheek near lips but I froze and no thoughts where coming. I was blank. I couldn’t think! Standing there looking who knows where. Someone was waving their hand in front of my face, but I didn’t pay attention to that.
,,I think we broke her,“ said Jackson. That woke me up.
,,Jackson!“ I shouted. I advanced on him and he was going back. Suddenly he put a mic in front of my mouth.
,,Sing,“ he said. Yeah sure, I thought sarcastically.
,,But I can't sing! Plus I am tone-deaf!“
,,So what?“ OK now I wanted to kill him.
,,Do you want her to sing?“ he asked the audience. Everyone started to shout. Wow thanks guys. Maybe it was the kiss or I don't know, but I thought whatever and took the mic.
,,OK guys I'm gonna try it, but I am telling you, you will be wishing you said no.“ So I decided to sing this one song Genie in a bottle by Dove Cameron. So I started singing.
When I finished everyone started clapping.
,,Wasn't so bad,“ commented Jackson. I blushed. I knew that I sing bad even if I like singing and I sing all the time, but…
,,I am not that good.“
,,You were brilliant!“ Jackson was jumping around me and others where noding.
,,Well thanks guys.“ At this moment a woman came on stage and said GOT7 should say goodbye. Everyone was sad. Again it had to end. Jackson gestured to stay there so I went to the background to wait. I really couldn’t think anymore. So many things happened today that… oh never mind. Suddenly someone was hugging me.
,,I don’t want you to go,“ said Jackson. I think he felt same as me. I was so sad to go away and probably never meeting again. At least not anytime soon. He released me and I saw hope.
,,Give me your phone.“ I took my phone out of a pocket and gave it to him. I didn’t know what he was doing. But he explained it.
,,I will call you as soon as we arrive home.“ My eyes wide-opened. Did he said what he said?
,,OK,“ I said still trying to figure it out. He returned my phone to me and hugged me again. This time Mark came too and other came closer.
,,We're going to miss you,“ said Jackson.
,,Definitely. Yesterday he wouldn't shut up about you,“ said this time Mark.
,,Be quiet Mark.“ Now they really had to go. I released them.
,,I am going to miss you too.“ Tears where coming down my face. Jackson leaned closer and kissed me again on cheek. They than turned and went backstage.
I knew most ahgases stayed there so it will definitely end up on net, but I didn’t care. Right now I was trying not to cry and fall on my knees. To hotel I came like in a dream. Didn’t know how I got into my room. But I didn’t care. I fell on bed and cried myself into sleep.
A/N: part 2 is done, next and last part 3 coming up
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mydarlingtuan · 4 years
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end of year love letters (2019)
this is simply just me expressing the love i have for my mutuals. i really don’t want to call it a mutual appreciation post, because to me that seems kind of formal even though that’s technically what this is. i started this weeks ago and was debating on whether or not i should post it, but everyone is doing appreciation posts so i will!! all of my mutuals are considered friends by me, but here in chronological order are each of my “love letters” to my closest ahgase mutuals.
♡  @deadvastate / @marktodef - fatin amerah you beautiful soul!!! i can only imagine how big your heart is. you literally are one of the cutest people ever ??? that time you tagged me in the song url thing and how i cheated? i think about that a lot. both of your blogs are so cute and you are so talented. you have this humble aura about you that reaches me through my screen. i’ve always loved your name. i want to come up with excuses to say it, but tintin is such a cute nickname so lol what do i do??? i hope 2020 is an abundance of joy for you, and if 2019 was not your best year, i hope 2020 is the best one yet!!!
♡  @theangelcafe / @loveinbam - okay get ready britney because i’m about to keysmash so much you don’t even fihdbjjnjkdhb BRITNEY!!! BRITNEY THE BAM BENEFACTRESS™!!!! not like we haven’t acknowledged this before, but my half a brain cell is shared with you. in fact, i think sometimes it’s just yours jkwdhfcdvh i love how we talk so much and you trust me enough to give you advice on things photoshop related, even though i’m struggling as well asjkdujh. and how i’ll post some random text post, it gets zero interaction and then you send it to me and ask about it. i call out into the void and there you lie xbjubvhjbjfk. i can start randomly messaging you at 1 am about some crisis i’m having and you’ll scream with me and you can do the same. or how you’ll educate me on khh stuff like when you introduced me to moon, i became obsessed with her and the next thing you know my non-kpop friends were singing million. keep loving bam (i’ll keep adoring you !!!) and i can’t wait until one of your gifsets reaches 100 notes 💕
♡  @dawnofus - kathiaaaaaaaaa jsjjdjjhd hello to the biggest jackson stan in the ahgase nation!!!! if anyone tells you that they are the biggest jackson stan you say no it’s kathia and walk away. kathia where do i start because your brain works in wonders very few can understand. you are so talented in so many ways and you are so beautiful your selfies omggg what ??? i’m always blessed when i see you on my dash. i love the little community you’ve created on your blog and for ahgase tumblr! you are one of the backbones of ahgase tumblr, a root! not gonna lie i almost lost my mind when you first followed me, but later i got to find out how sweet and humble (and not to mention funny !!) you are. kathia i hope 2020 treats you so well! i’ll continue to live in the reality that i’ll never make gifs nearly as fast as you !!!
♡  @girlonpanic - nell you are really a goddess that lives on planet earth i swear. i always love your blog because it’s always designed so nicely. and i love your content!!! like where do you learn this? you are also what i aspire to be as a content creator! you’re really such a sweet person and you are sO BEAUTIFUL WHAT I REALLY CAN’T AT HOW BEAUTIFUL YOU ARE !!!! queen 😔😔 and YES you can do eye makeup! don’t doubt your eye makeup skills. a summary of everything: you belong on the cover of vogue and that’s just the truth! i hope this upcoming year is a blessing for you and YOU CONSIDER MODELING I’M JUST SAYING! 
♡  @god1ess / @softseunies - omg lay we haven’t talked in so long !!! but i’m with you from afar! you are also one of the sweetest people i’ve met here. your writing is a godsend and you always manage to make me weak in the knees with it i’m so serious !!! you seem like such a cool person to be around! your aesthetic is so pretty and you being one with the ocean seems just right for you, because just like your writing it highlights the quality of you bringing light to what most people don’t really pay attention to. it’s something we need more of here. giving you 2020 wishes and looking forward to more of your wonderful writing!!
♡  @yeabeom - hanna!!!! i had to include you on here because you were my secret santa and i got to know you from that! even still i followed you before i knew!!! i hope 2020 brings us closer and we can get to know each other more! also looking forward to what content it brings because you are a gif and gfx god and even though you deny your gfx skills they are definitely there!! 
♡  @01degree - joanna stray kids’ and got7′s savior!! also had to include you on here because i was your secret santa and i love you sjhduifibh you truly do bless stays and ahgases (and not to mention midzys) with your content and you as well is who aspire to be as a content creator. i hope 2020 treats you well and looking forward to what you produce in the future!
my other mutuals who i want to get to know better - sarah @6oct, marie @axizzles + @ryujinurs, gaby @jinryoung, melda @01fly, christine @poc7, nes @jacksennn, jackie @intojennie, and gio @shiningmark​
edit: omg i forgot codi @choarden / @madeitwang1​ !!!
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haosvteen · 4 years
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i said i was going to post my slept on kpop playlist, so here it is!! this is just my favorite boy groups because that’s like...who i listen to lol :) i hope you like it!!
if anyone wants to read my rambling thoughts and favorite lyrics from each song, they’re under the ‘keep reading’ cut :) it took me like two hours to do, so if you wanna take a quick peek at me talking about “vibes” of songs and coming up with dumb little scenarios for the songs, please do :)
p.s. feel free to take a look around my spotify, i have a bunch of dumb playlists lolol
7 Days - NCT Dream: i just love the vibe of this song, it’s one of my faves to just chill and dance in my room to || ‘7 days a week, i’ll always / hover by your side / so just tell me comfortably / whenever you call me, / i can just run to you’
Break Your Rules - The Boyz: idk why but this song reminds me of a montage in a show of a boy falling in love with a girl...basically i just wanna fall in love || ‘my dreams are filled with you all night / now is a chance to make them come true’
Let me hear you say - Seventeen: you know i had to put this in like it’s probably my favorite song from an ode. just the pre-chorus, the chorus, the whole thing...*chef’s kiss*. minghao really shines in this song too (proud of my bby) || ‘i only wish for you yeah / you’re the only one sailing in my heart’
Not Alone - NCT 127: nct is typically known for “noise music”, but i don’t think people really take the time to look into songs like this that are just so pretty and beautiful || ‘even if the black night gets longer / i`m not afraid / embrace my dream more’
Drift Away - Seventeen: this song!! it’s just the sweetest sounding song, like it really is just like honey to me. that’s weird, i know, but it just makes me so happy and reminds me of like walking through a park in spring with flowers on the trees and blowing through the wind || ‘you who’d lean on me during hard times / walking slowly and heavily / and then you became a part of my memories’
Best Friend - NCT Dream: just another cute lil song that’s fun and makes me happy hehe, leave it to the dreamies || ‘you came out a bit late / but I’m used to it / because of you it’s okay yeah’
Playdate - EXO-CBX: omg can someone please just come sweep me off my feet for a casual, fun date in the city...that’s what this song reminds me of ugh i want it so bad!!! || ‘are you ready to be loved? / i'll catch a shooting star / and place it in your hand’
Hello - Seventeen: jun, seokmin, mingyu unit let’s get it!!! i love this song so much, it’s just a great song about having a lil crush and it makes my heart happy..also makes me want someone to have a crush on me like so badly. side note, but can we please talk about mingyu’s part in the bridge?? || ‘You, more than my heart / i’m curious about your heart / you, from now on / i want our days to be each other’s days’
Get Cool - Stray Kids: just a super fun, chill song to listen to maybe while by the pool or on the beach. this song it suuuch a personality song like it’s so fun || ‘let's not worry so much / just for today’
1 to 10 - Day6: this viiiiibes of this song holy sh*t. and like i don’t know anything about music or anything, but the way the notes sound at the end of the chorus?? are so?? perfect?? like they just sound so great to my ears. is this a normal thing? someone lmk || ‘i know you / no one knows you / nobody loves you / more than me baby’
I Do Love U - Monsta X: yet again just another fun song that makes my heart happy, like i love listening to this song on drives with the windows down. another song about a crush, further proving that i want someone to have a crush on me || ‘i like you, i like you / even explaining it with words, it’s lacking / i love you, love you / expressing these words / i do love you’
Love Me Now - NCT 127: nowowowow yeah, i love this song. it’s a super chill song to listen to and very easy to sing along to, so great for drives. i really love haechan’s voice in this song, he has an add-in during the second chorus, i think, that i really like || ‘when I walk the path, your scent is passing by / so I subconsciously looking for you again / the rain is pouring and it takes me back to that time / on that street where I kissed you’
WITH U - Ateez: so basically this song makes me want to have someone who is in love with me and wants to spend time with me. it is just such a romantic song and i can’t want to be with someone who i’m completely in love with and who is completely in love with me and we slow dance in the living room to this song || ‘do you remember? / the promise I made to you that I would never stop / i'm still walking / no matter what difficulties may interrupt me’
Sun&Moon - NCT 127: this was actually one of the first nct songs i heard!! i really love the pre-chorus of this song, like okay get into it!! very romantic song and imo also pretty sexy vibes || ‘even if you’re in a place / where I can’t touch you / i can feel you’
Love Again - Baekhyun: alright this song...does things to me. like...the lyrics i- maybe it’s because baekhyun is my exo bias, but like...boy can get it...immediately. (also if joshua hong is bored and wants to cover this song...that would be appreciated) || ‘say that you love me again / don't leave me alone baby / just stay for the night baby, yeah’
I Wish - Seventeen: okay so i’ve barely seen anyone talking about this song and uh??? what’s up w that??? this is actually probably my third favorite from heng:garae after l&r and mymy. it really just reminds me of walking down a snowy street at night, hand in hand with the love of your life || ‘sometimes I think of you / i cry and I laugh / i'm trying to erase you / with a broken heart’
Trauma - EXO: bruh the very beginning of this song, i think someone is right in my ear. this song gets me hyped, no lie, like i dance to this in my room like at least five times a week and pretend i’m in a club or something. it’s so fun imo (if nct dream is bored, do they wanna cover?) || ‘the wounds come back to life / i try to avoid them but get hurt every time / i know, it can’t just be me’
Save You - GOT7: hm, i can see this playing when y/n rolls up to jackson wang’s pool party. this is just a super chill, fun song i really like!! also can we talk about that pre-chorus || ‘i'll find you / you don't have to call me / always be with you oh’
Fronting - Seventeen: THIS SONG, i listen to jihoon’s bridge every day and i’m not even kidding. this song is such a bop. this is one of the top kpop songs that gets stuck in my head. honestly, please just look up all of the lyrics to this song because it’s actually very iconic imo || ‘i woke up, even in dreams, baby / i still dream of chasing you, what should i do? / there is no other girl like you / seventeen can’t control these feelings’
Betcha - Baekhyun: this was probably my song of the summer in 2019, i listened to it first thing every single time i got into the car to go anywhere. i can’t even describe like?? why i like it so much?? it just makes me feel special, like if you think about the lyrics while listening...perhaps i feel like the only girl in the world...perhaps || ‘it's just the two of us / what you waiting for? / you're my soul / we're gonna be perfect for each other / i believe it, no doubt’
Network Love - Seventeen: int’l line, let’s get it. this is just a super fun song that (once again) i love just jamming out to in my room. also minghao is super impressive in this song imo :,) || ‘before i meet you / i don’t know where / the world is so big’
See You Again - Monsta X: lowkey, don’t clown me but i’ll listen to this song in the car and pretend my “boyfriend” & i just broke up and i’m driving away from his place. why am i so dramatic, guys i am actually the most dramatic individual on earth. nonetheless, this song is fire (wish hyungwon had more lines but you know...life isn’t fair so) || ‘when I finally open my black eyes now / i end up feeling this void / i beg you to grab my hand / so that I can feel happy again’
#Summervibes - GOT7: they did not lie when they called the song summer vibes, but it really is. this song makes me feel like i’m on a romantic vacation with my “boyfriend” (jinyoung wya) and we’re just having fun in love and OOO possibly we’re dancing with each other late at night at a beach club or something and we’re both a lil tipsy and i’m going to stop before i write a whole scenario (psst i know this is japanese, but still it’s a bop so i included it) || ‘the dazzling prism of a diamond ring is shining on you / the waves ripple disorderly / shooting a cinematic scene so it doesn’t disappear / i wanna let it remain in my heart’
Swimming Fool - Seventeen: y’all knew it was going to be on here like it’s me we’re talking about here. do i even need to explain?? like this song made me a better person and change my life, it is so fun and i want to see it live one day however i know that it’ll never happen, but i can dream. this song is one of the best of seventeen’s entire discography and i just love it so much everyone listen to swimming fool and give it love because maybe if we show it enough love, then perf unit will perform it live again pls pls pls. and also let’s take a moment to discuss the lyrics because this song isn’t simply about some buys having a fun time swimming. no, it’s all a ~metaphor~ because like you’re the pool/water and they’re a swimming fool because they are just so entranced by you and in love with you. and i think that’s beautiful. in this essay i will... || ‘because i’ve fallen for you / i’m drowning in you / my movement becomes slower / and i start to lose my breath / i’m a swimming fool’
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donutthief10 · 4 years
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🎀soft kpop asks🎀
1. What kpop songs make you feel at home?
Imma just say EXO love love love (rearranged) [Live]. I’ve had the best memories with this song and I jammed hard to this song a lot in the car. Pretty peaceful and chill and slow. 
2. What idol(s) do you associate with kindness?
EXO Lay, GOT7 Jackson, RED VELVET Yeri, literally everyone from MONSTA X and SEVENTEEN. MONSTA X and SEVENTEEN radiate kindness I swear dude.
3. Has a kpop song or group helped you through some difficult times? If so, and if you feel comfortable, share how.
EXO. They were the first group I deeply got into and invested so much of my late high school and early college time in. I can’t think of anything too crazy or difficult, but just when I’m feeling low or have a bad day and things don’t go well, I can search any exo crack video or sweet video of them and it instantly cheers me up and I feel better. 
4. What idol would you star gaze with? Why?
I’d like to be with Kyungsoo, of course. I think he seems very insightful and I would like to have any conversation with him, from silly to deep. Also NCT Mark. That kid is everything, he’s a funny goofball but for being his age has probably seen and done so many things, and I’d love to pick his brain.
5. What’s your favorite ballad?
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=O_OGaSy99vU you’ll thank me. Best cover I’ve ever heard in my life. And I’ll fight anyone who disagrees.
6. What was your first kpop group that you stanned? Why did you stan?
EXO. They were the first group i really took my time getting to know. And I’ve never seen a musical group with so many members, my gosh. Thank goodness they have so much content. It was fun getting into them kinda in the middle stage, CMB era. There’s enough stuff to see them from the very start and go from there, and still loving them to this day (June 2020) I’ve really got to see them grow as wonderful men and human beings. Like who knew Chen would become DADDY first, amiright ladies.
7. Would you rather give or receive a gift from your bias?
Oh for sure give a gift. I like writing AND gift giving, and I think just writing a simple letter to an idol I appreciate or a group in general would be great. I’d give me the opportunity to thank them for helping me through tough times, they give me hope and cheer, and to express that everyone feels the same way. They deserve to know how much us fans are so thankful for them. 
8. What are some cute nicknames you have for your biases?
Kyungsoo has strawberrysoo and Sooberry, Chen’s got chen-rry. It was a joke between a friend and I when we made EXO into fruit. 
9. What idol(s) would you go to an arcade with? Why?
I think Baekhyun and NCT Johnny would be fun. They’re both pretty energetic and can provide excellent narration. And Baek’s pretty much a gamer anyways so he’d help me shoot lol.
10. What are some things you associate with your bias?
Kyungsoo- khakis, fly fishing dad outfit, dad fashion, the color black, nike, cooking, penguins, eyebrow game on fleek, heart lips, owl eyes, soft, kind, talented, handsome af, pls bring back red hair i beg you. must i go on???
11. What idol(s) would you bake cookies with? Why?
NCT Taeyong. Cooking would be so fun, just jammin’ to songs and baking. He’s a precious bean and I’d be fun eating cookie dough instead of actually cooking it would be a blast. And I bet he has a crazy sweet tooth.
12. What idol(s) would you like to share comfortable silence with? Why?
Kyungsoo, he seems like a pro at that lol. SVT Joshua, MX Shownu, RV Wendy. They’re just peaceful human beings and I can image just all of us reading or doing work peacefully in each other’s presence. 
13. What idol(s) would you like to share your favorite food with?
Kyungsoo, I love that he’s a foodie and enjoys cooking. I’d love to eat pho and ramen and sushi with him and just talk about life. MX Wonho would be fun to go on ramen dates with, since that’s his fav too. 
14. What idol, when they come to mind, makes you feel warm, fuzzy, at home?
Kyungsoo. Pretty obvious at this point haha. He’s my fav and I adore him dearly. His voice too, my gosh. His singing voice is just so gentle and warm, it certainly gives you the warm fuzzies.
15. Which idol would you like to have a long, deep hug with? Why?
MX Shownu. He just seems to have such a soft touch, and he’s known as the papa bear in the group. It helps that he’s pretty muscular, i think his hugs would be nice and warm and strong.
16. What’s your ideal day with an idol(s)?
I would like to spend a day or two with SEVENTEEN. I think going out and having a good meal with them would be great. It’s a great way to get to know someone and talk about easy mundane things. I have the best memories with friends at a lake, or going out in nature. So i think time with them hiking or having a lake day would be so peaceful and fun. Also inner-tubing, omg that’d be a blast. They’re all such GOOD BUDDIES to each other, and crackheads at the same time. They’re energy would be nothing but fun and exciting.
17. What idol(s) would you watch the sunrise with?
I mean... all of EXO. BTS Hobi, NCT Jaehyun and Taeyong, SVT Scoups
18. What idol(s) would you watch the sunset with?
EXO... again haha. MX Jooheon and Minhyuk, BTS Taehyung, SVT Joshua and Wonwoo
19. Has an idol or group said anything that has stuck with you?
“The possibility of all those possibilities being possible is just another possibility that can possibly happen" ~ Mark Lee, 2019. An iconic king
20. What idol would you like to spend a rainy day in with? What would you do? (please keep it appropriate lmao)
I think Johnny and Mark would be super fun. I think a nice puzzle would be nice to do, a time to talk and get to know them, with hot chocolate and blankets. And like a crazy netflix or hulu binge watching, and eating popcorn. I’m used to commenting and making jokes during movies/tv so I’d to joke around with them and see what they have to say about a movie or tv. 
21. Talk about why you love your bias so much.
Kyungsoo is just such a sweet soul. I saw a video of him just now and it was when he was 19 years old, and he was so sweet and giggly and smily. And it’s astounding to see him grow into such a mature young man. he’s done great success in acting, and seeing the kinds of talents he possesses. He’s a talented singer, a good dancer, an amazing actor, and he cooks. He seems very mature and yeah, kinda looks dead inside at award shows, but I think he’s got a good head on his shoulders. And when the time comes he can become goofy and cute, even when it seems he doesn’t want to/do it on purpose.
22. Would you rather go to Disneyland or Everland with your bias? What would you do there?
I mean easily Disneyland. i wanna see every member of my favs wear Mickey ears decked out in Disney gear. They definitely deserve a day of fun and laughter and no stress, and just living out as a young adult. 
23. What do you imagine your bias to smell like?
Kyungsoo- Idk probably just clean, like soap and whatever cologne he may wear. He’s a simple man lol.
24. What do you wish for your bias group or idol in the future?
I just want happiness for everyone, and success and to remember how much we love them and appreciate them for all the hard work they do. 
25. What season do you associate a group or idol with? Why?
SVT is summer, for sure. They come up with the most boppiest of bops, and the energy for them best fits a summer road trip with the windows down and music blasting.
26. What idol would you like to share childhood stories with?
Honestly anyone who has traveled from the US to SK. I love hearing their stories and how hard they worked to get where they are. They really sacrificed everything they knew in the States and went to a place they don’t know well, have to learn a new language, and miss their families. I’d like to hear how they made it to where they are and what they’ve learned over the years. 
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myaheartsmarkie · 4 years
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mamamoo & kpop community rant about racism.
if i get one more ask abt why i don’t stan mamamoo, imma flip. so i’m going to answer this here. 
mamamoo makes good music, yes. but no matter what, they. did. blackface. and there is no excuse for that. 
everyone is always like: oMg iT hApPeNdEd sO LoNg aGo lEt iT gO. 
bitch, no. you don’t get to tell us when to “move the fuck” on because you weren’t the one hurt by it, we were. i don’t care if they’re your favorite group. they need to own up to what they did and actually educate themselves on the black culture AND the history. they have enough internet access, stop using that “they’re korean. they don’t know what’s right from wrong” stop infantilizing these idols. they’re grown ass adults that are completely capable of looking up what si considered racist and what is not. but then again it’s kinda wild bcuz i’m pretty damn sure they’d be highly offended if someone came up to them making slanted eyes and saying “ching chong” right? okay then. plus, i know they know BEYONCE, they know drake, they know bruno mars, they know rihanna, but when it comes to respecting our culture all of a sudden they don’t know how to do that shit??? bull fucking shit. we’re sick and fucking tired of racism being a learning experience for you guys, dude. if you don’t know shit about it, SHUT THE FUCK UP. bottom line. i’m not even just talking abt mamamoo now, i’m talking abt every fucking idol that has ever appropriated the black culture or disrespected us. long ass list ain’t it? smfh. the list goes on and on dude. it’s honestly sickening. y’all will literally go on full rants about koreaboo’s and how racist that shit is, but let a black kpop fan express her feelings about how ur oppa bashed a very common feature that we have. LET US TALK ABOUT THE CONSTANT APPROPRIATING WITHIN THE FUCKING MUSIC! let a black person period “think they have a voice” right? & best believe we’ll be the common ratchet, ghetto, hood male or female, right? kpop, or any music in general wouldn’t be music WITHOUT the pioneers of music themselves. i mean michael jackson, R. Kelly, TLC, missy elliott, mariah carey, alicia keys, mary j. blige etc...the wearing of the durags, the dreads, the grills, the cornrows, saying nigga. all the shit is appropriation of the black community. just don’t be disrespectful & don’t speak out on something you don’t know anything about. that’s all we ask. this ain’t even half of it. put yourself in our shoes. you wouldn’t want your culture to be constantly put down by the artist you support and listen to, right? then don’t sweep shit under the rug when they do something racist or ignorant. educate them. help us educate them. if the kpop community was really a community, then we should all be able to speak out an an issues such as blatant ignorance and racism without being told off by people that don’t know the first thing about being a black person in this shitty ass world. i wanna see you go through racism and being told your skin isn’t pretty, or that you’ll never amount to anything just because you’re black. you wouldn’t be able to walk a mile in our shoes. 
racism is evil. help stop it, don’t be apart of the problem.
if you disagreed with any of this, unfollow & block me .
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“I don’t know if this is a smart idea. Like, being in the same city of them is risky let alone going to their concert.” Owen said to you as he wrestled to put Ayla into her outfit. She was pretty feisty for an eight month old baby, way more than Jaidyn had been. Ayla, your sweet, beautiful Ayla. She had been born on October 10th, 2017. Ironically the day of her father’s comeback, go figure. She was a perfect mix between you and JB, albeit having adopted his terrible temper. Having Ayla was something incredible. She was the one thing that encapsulated the love you lost, having gained love again. Jaidyn had been thrilled to find out she was having a baby sister, and true to her nature, she was an unbelievable helper. Jaidyn had grown so much in the past year, she was a laid back child, going with the flow and enjoying adventures. She had settled relatively easy back in Canada. There had been tears when she learned that you and JB had ended things. Oh there had been tears, and then she was sad he would never know of her baby sister. She was angry to for a bit, but life goes on. Now she was happy and excited.
“The likelihood of them seeing us in Toronto is like… none. And we will blend into the crowd at the concert. It’s fool proof. Besides, think of Jaidyn, she still misses him. This is a way for her to see him without him seeing us.” You smiled as you took your squirmy baby from him.
“Also I’ll have you there. You can protect us!” You laughed, Owen only scowled at you. He still wasn’t happy with how you handled things, but he loved those little girls so much. So much that he agreed to tag along to the city with you, to watch Ayla, while you took Jaidyn to the ‘Eyes On You’ concert. Something a few friends were apprehensive of. You couldn’t even imagine running into them. It wouldn’t happen. Toronto was way to big. Owen was finishing packing your bags and bringing them out to the car. He was an amazing man, you couldn’t help but admire. He had been there, to pick your crying pathetic ass up from the airport. He wrapped his arms around you and kissed your forehead, grabbing your bags and leading you and Jaidyn to his truck. After you came home he took care of you two, feeding you and making you laugh. You had changed your number quickly after returning, and deleted all the members off your social media. Even then you had been extremely careful of what you posted, in case a mutual friend saw something. You literally removed yourself from their life. It had hurt, god it had hurt. You almost messaged JB several times, like the day of his comeback when Ayla entered the world. Or when Jaidyn had done something amazing at gymnastics. Everything you were excited for and wanted to share with him you couldn’t, and that’s where Owen came in. He was there. He was there for everything and you appreciated him so much for it.
“Are you ready, because I am, and let me tell you… this drive is going to suck without coffee” Owen said, pulling you away from your thoughts.
“Yup, all set” You replied making your way to the door. Jaidyn had already run off and climbed into the car, anxious to head to the City. With the house locked and the car packed, your little family was off to the City for a few days vacation.
“Hyung! Do you want to come to the mall with us. Let’s go shopping?!” Youngjae yelled, making JB look up from his phone. It was the last picture he had taken with you and Jaidyn. It was his lock screen, his home screen, hell he’s pretty sure he made it every screen and printed it out for places around the dorm and his studio.
“No thanks, I’m going to rest.” He mumbled, looking back at your smiling faces. Just over a year had passed, a whole year where he had thrown himself into work, not wanting to believe you were gone. He had tried to contact you. Several times a day in the beginning, even having the other members try. When you had changed your phone number he moved to social media, only realizing you had deleted him, and the others. You had ripped his heart out, and now you made it completely impossible for him to contact you. He had been angry, so angry towards you. He tried to get over you time and time again. He dated other girls, but it never went far. A few dates in he called it off, they weren’t you. No one was you. He wanted you, he wanted his daughter, he wanted the little family you gave him. So he threw his whole being into work. The song face on their 7 of 7 album was about you, how he had prayed you would hear it and reach out to him, realizing he needed you, but you never did. The other members tried to help him move on, but gave up. They supported him, regardless of how it hurt them to see him still hung up on you. They weren’t angry at you anymore though. Just upset and confused on how you could just leave. Each one of them missed you in their own way, and they still secretly tried to find you. JB knew this when going through Jackson’s phone once for a certain picture. He had seen the attempts to text you.
“Are you sure. We don’t come to Canada often, it will be nice to get out….” Jinyoung said cautiously.
“I’m okay, thanks. Have fun.” JB replied without looking up. Toronto, being in Canada, it hurt. He knew your home town was only 3 hours away, and when it was announced that they would be in Canada, he tried to figure out exactly how he could track you down, showing up on your doorstep. Sadly, he couldn’t. So here he was, staring at your picture, wishing with all his might that you would show up to his concert, like you used to in Seoul.
“Okay, well…. we will see you later” Jinyoung said, leaving with Youngjae to visit the Eaton Centre.
Exhausted and lonely, JB went to his hotel bed and simply decided to nap.
“You brought me shopping… and not even at Bass Pro. This is torture” Owen exclaimed, pushing a sleeping Ayla in the stroller as you held Jaidyn’s hand, walking into the Eaton Centre.
“Come on!!! It’s fun! This place is the best!” You smiled brightly at him.
“YEAH! And they have the Disney store!!!!!” Jaidyn yelled, jumping like a little bunny full of excitement.
Owen smiled fondly at the two of you, meaning you had won this battle with your charms. Walking around the shopping centre brought you a feeling of peace. So many stores you didn’t have at home that you could spend hours in. Walking among the many individuals browsing, you made your way to the Disney store, as per Jaidyn’s request.
“Can we please, please buy something?” Jaidyn asked in her cute way when she really wanted something.
“We will see” You replied with a smile.
“I’ll wait outside with the baby, no use for us going in”
“Really…..”
“Yeah, we will be right there when you come out” He said with a chuckle, pointing to a bench, as you approached the store front, conceding that he would not walk into the store with you, opting to play on his phone while he waited. You and Jaidyn left him, and walked into the store of happiness.
Youngjae and Jinyoung had been walking around for a while now, hardly being noticed, so the two were just enjoying the time. While walking along the corridor glancing around, Youngjae looked into a store with toys and kids running around. Youngjae faltered in his steps, looking up he noticed he was in front of a Disney store.
“Why did you stop?” Jinyoung asked, with a quirked eyebrow.
“No reason, Hyung, lets wait a minute” Youngjae said making his way to the glass wall railing that overlooked to the floor below, not bothering to wait for a response from the older man.
“Why?” Jinyoung asked again. Youngjae was ignoring him, but his eyes were trained on the entrance of that store.
“What are you waiting for? Just go in if you want, don’t stand here” Jinyoung said in annoyance.
“Maman!”
Jinyoung whipped around to the entrance of the store, he knew that voice. Oh god, he knew that voice so well.
“Maman, lets go!”
Jinyoung held his breath, when the little girl who was calling to their mom stepped out of the store, Jinyoung gasped. It was her. The little girl he read stories too, who had dance offs with. There she was, right in front of him.
“Hyung…” Youngjae went to move forward, only for Jinyoung to grab his wrist, shaking his head as Youngjae looked at him. They waited with bated breath, watching the entrance that she was standing in front of. A few seconds later, you emerged holding a multitude of bags and a smile on your face. You didn’t notice them, instead you looked at your daughter, who was running ahead of you. They watched you walk over to a man standing opposite of them. They watched as he took the bags from you and put them under a stroller. Jinyoung’s eyes went wide, a stroller. Youngjae was staring, he couldn’t believe it. There you were, with Jaidyn, another man, and with a stroller. Jaidyn was way to old for a stroller.
As if by the grace of god, the little person in the stroller started to cry. They watched as you bent down and picked up the baby, snuggling it close. Youngjae looked at Jinyoung with a shocked expression.
“Oh shit. Hyung… is that… do you think….?” Youngjae asked unable to form a true sentence.
“We don’t know anything. Let’s not jump to any conclusions.” Jinyoung said, but he had an aching suspicion on the reason why you had left Korea now. He closed his eyes for a minute. Should he follow you, should he tell JB. His mind was muddled on what to do.
“Come on Jaidyn, we need to head to the hotel now. We need to rest well for the concert tomorrow”
“Maman, do you think Appa will see me?” Jaidyn asked, you could tell she wanted to see JB so badly.
“No sweetie, remember I told you Appa is very busy. We will go support him but don’t be upset if he doesn’t see you in the crowd okay?” You said with a smile.
Jinyoung looked back at Youngjae, who was taking a picture of the scene in front of him.
“What are you doing?!” Jinyoung whispered harshly.
“We have to tell Hyung!” Youngjae whined.
“Omg are you nuts, what if she sees us!” Jinyoung said turning around to face somewhere other than at you.
“Did you hear though, she’s going to the concert!” Youngjae said with a smile.
“Youngjae, I don’t know if this is a good thing or a bad thing” Jinyoung said. Honestly, he didn’t know what he felt, other than chaos.
“Let’s follow them!” Youngjae exclaimed.
“What… NO! Why would we do that?” Jinyoung was losing his mind right now.
“Because then we will know which hotel she is at… duh. Honestly Hyung, why aren’t you thinking?” Youngjae said as he began to walk after you.
“Omg Youngjae!” Jinyoung called after him.. jogging to catch up. This was a bad idea, Jinyoung thought.
“Lets walk by the TORONTO sign!” Jaidyn squealed. She was full of energy, running this way and that.
“Can you at least stay close?” Owen warned. It was the beginning of summer and the square was absolutely crowded.
“Hey! Look!” Jaidyn said running forward to all the flags.
“She is so happy” You remarked, looking towards Owen. He was pushing the now back asleep baby for you. He would never admit it, but he was enjoying this little trip.
“Yeah, she is. But are you?” He questioned, keeping his eye on the eight year old who was running in every direction.
“I am”
“Nervous?”
“Yes, now that I am here… I am but I know the likelihood of being seen is so small. He probably wouldn’t even recognize me”
“Sure, three years of dating, and he just forgets about you. Do you know what he’s been up too?”
“No, I’m sure he is dating some really beautiful idol. Ya know? Living his life normally” You said with a faint, but sad smile.
“Maybe, you deserve happiness Y/N. Don’t think that just because you have the girls that no one will love you, and them whole heartedly. You should open yourself up again.”
“The girls are my priority. Besides, I’m not ready. My heart still belongs to him” You looked at Owen, who was now looking at you.
“He doesn’t deserve it” He snapped, turning back towards the Toronto sign, where Jaidyn was playing.
You looked at your eldest daughter, smiling and laughing as she ran around. Owen had been there to catch her when she fell, he had dried your tears, maybe he was right. Maybe it was time to let go and live happily.
“Hyung, look how happy Jaidyn is. I want to hug her and run too” Youngjae said as he watched Jaidyn. Jinyoung couldn’t help it, he also was watching the little girl play. It had been a long year. Everyone had been lost in the beginning when  you had left. Their hearts broken, missing both of you. JB had thrown himself into work, to the point that it was almost scary. For a year they had been busy working and preparing for this tour, but the hole never closed. There had been so much anger for Jinyoung. He was close to you and for you to just leave, it hurt so much. Now, seeing you with a man and your daughter that anger had returned in full force.
“Youngjae, we need to go” Jinyoung interrupted Youngjae’s private photo shoot.
“You can’t keep taking pictures like that”
“Whyyyyyyyyyyyy!” Youngjae whined.
“Because, it looks weird. Come on, lets go back to the hotel” Jinyoung began to drag the reluctant Youngjae towards their accommodation for the next few days.
“But Hyung, don’t you want to find out where they’re staying!?”
“Absolutely not, you’ll tell Jaebum-hyung and that would be bad!” Jinyoung exclaimed.
“He deserves to know.”
“Youngjae…. lets go.”
You and Owen had sat down on a bench, watching Jaidyn run around the square to release energy, being oblivious to the two men who also watched her. Jaidyn had seen them though. She stopped for a moment and looked right at them, before giving them a wave and running to you.
“Maman, I’m hungry” your little big girl stated.
“Yes! Let’s go eat” Owen shouted, getting up and grabbing her hand, leading her towards the hotel. You laughed and stood, bending down to put something in the overflowing basket of the stroller. When you stood up you looked around for the two who had seemingly disappeared. Your eyes caught movement to the left of you, and you could have sworn you recognized those backs. No way, you thought. Taking another minute before you went after your daughter and best friend.
“Nahhhh, no way” you chuckled to yourself, you were simply being ridiculous. There was no way you were going to fun into any member of GOT7, that would be a way to cliche sappy romcom story, like the fics you secretly read once the kids were asleep.
JB was lying on the hotel bed, going over some lyrics he was playing with. He missed how you used to tease him. Telling him to put them away and come back later to them. He would always scoff, but you were right, breaks helped him so much. God he missed you. Missed the way you would fall asleep on the couch waiting for him. Missed how you would show up to dance practice with Jaidyn just because. He missed the way you argued with him over the dumbest things. He missed everything. A whole year of missing you, Jaidyn, birthdays and Christmas. A year without you and yet the pain was still the same. He had visited his parents shortly after you had left. His mom had held him and let him cry. She was understanding of you, had said that there must be a bigger reason on why you had left, but she had been adamant that you loved him. Well if you loved him why the hell did you leave him. He wanted to marry you one day. He wanted to put Jaidyn on his family registry. He wanted you and only you.
Now he was laying on this bed, in this hotel, in your damn home country and he had no idea how to find you. Did you know he was here? Did you still keep up on him? Sighing, he rolled over, looking out the window.
He was lost in his thought when there was a sudden urgent knocking on his door. Reluctantly, he got up and opened it, just to tell which ever member it was to go away.
“Hyung!” Youngjae came flying in, followed by Jinyoung.
“YOUNGJAE!” Jinyoung yelled.
“YAH! What do you want? I was trying to sleep” He said running his hand over his face, getting up from the bed.
“I saw her hyung! We saw her!!!” Youngjae rushed out. Jinyoung was standing there, looking like he didn’t know what world he was in.
“Who? Youngjae slow down.” JB said, as Jinyoung shut the door and turning to the overly excited younger man.
“JAIDYN!” Youngjae said with a huge smile on his face. JB’s face went pale. Jaidyn, his little girl?
“Wh-what?” JB stammered.
“Hyung, we saw Jaidyn! Look” Youngjae whipped his phone open to show JB the pictures he had taken of the little girl.
“Wh-where? Where was she?” JB was going through the pictures. His little girl, oh god his little girl, was in this city.
“At the mall hyung, we didn’t talk to her, we just saw her briefly” Jinyoung said.
“Hyung, she is going to the concert. Maybe we can find her there!” Youngjae was smiling from ear to ear.
“And y/n?” JB whispered out.
“Uh, yes. We saw her too.” Jinyoung said hesitantly. JB noticed the tension filling the air when he asked about you. Something was off, but he wasn’t going to question it right now. You were here, you were here with his girl, going to the concert. He was going to find you. He was going to find you and remind you about how much you loved him and how he loved you. He was going to get you back.
“Jaidyn are you ready?” You called from the bathroom. Your trip to Toronto thus far was amazing, a much needed time for you, how ever at this moment your anxiety was running through the roof. It was the concert day, which meant in exactly three hours, you were going to be in a crowded arena with screaming fans, looking at the love of your life. What if he saw you, what if he saw Jaidyn?
At this point you weren’t sure if you even cared.
You heard the baby squeal from inside the room.
“AYLA!” Jaidyn yelled
“Mom!!! Ayla won’t give me my BamBam socks!” Jaidyn yelled.
Laughing you exited the bathroom.
“Why does she have them in the first place” looking at your baby who was sitting on the floor. When Ayla saw you, she started crawling towards you, with a sock in her mouth.
“Oh Ayla, drop the sock.” You said laughing as you picked her up, taking the sock and handing it to Jaidyn.
“Can we leave soon!! I am so excited!” Jaidyn said, putting her socks on.
“Yes, in a few minutes we will go baby.” You mumbled smushing Ayla’s face against yours for kisses.
“How late will you two be?” Owen asked from the bed. You sat down across from him, lifted your shirt and began to feed Ayla.
“Concert is over at 11, so like after that.” You said, playing with Ayla’s hair while she ate.
“Make sure you have your phone. Walking that late at night, in the city….. please text me” He said. You laughed, this poor guy was so protective of you.
“Yes dad” You chuckled. He smiled and went back to playing on his phone.
“Okay, there’s 2 bottles of breast milk in the fridge, and her snacks. I doubt you will need them, but they’re there for ya. Have fun with her tonight, and thanks. I appreciate you coming and watching her for me.” You said as Ayla finished, standing and passing her to him.
“Of course, I’d do anything for you” He stood up taking the baby and walked you to the door. Kissing Jaidyn and then your forehead.
“Be careful, please.” His voice held a hint of worry.
“Promise” You said as you grabbed Jaidyn’s hand and left.
“Ready baby?”
“Ready maman”
JB was a bundle of nerves, more than normal. Sound check had went smoothly, everything was great. The guys were feeling wonderful and ready to put on a killer performance. JB was ready to put his everything into this concert. He wanted his fans proud, but he also wanted you to be proud, if you actually showed.
“Do you think she actually is coming?!” Jackson asked, tearing JB from his thoughts.
“Well Jaidyn said she was coming to the concert!” Youngjae said plopping down beside Jackson on the couch.
“But is it this concert?” Mark asked.
“It has to be! She would never miss seeing her favourite member” BamBam said.
“It doesn’t matter. Tonight we will put on an amazing show for our fans. Everyone, I want you to concentrate and have fun, be safe too. No injuries” JB turned on the leader switch. Ensuring everyone's safety was priority.
Their manager announced what time it was and the members scurried to get ready.
“Hyung….” JB said quietly pulling his manager aside.
“She’s here.. I think…” He said to the older male, his manager looked shocked at this.
“Is she, really?” he quirked an eyebrow, JB understood his hesitation. His manager had picked him up on more than one occasion since you left. JB worried that one day his manager would lose it on him, tell him to get over you.
“Yes…. can you… you know…. help me to try and find her…. like you always do?” His manager smiled, for the past year he was helping to look for you, he had found your social media but it was private so he couldn’t access it. He always had a picture of you and Jaidyn to show the security workers, just in case you decided to show up. Tonight was no different.
“I will go see the head of security, if she comes… I will find her” He patted JB’s shoulder and went to leave. JB sighed in relief and went to get ready.
“Mommy, I am so hungry!” Jaidyn complained.
“Well… you’re the one who wanted to come wait in line. I can buy you food once we are inside” You smiled at her.
“Fine….” she pouted.
“Look, any minute now the doors will open okay, it’s almost 7pm” You reassured her. After what felt like forever, the doors finally opened. After proceeding to get in, the two of you walked around the venue before purchasing a hot dog and heading to your seats. Jaidyn was ecstatic. She was hyper and happy, jumping around in her seat waiting for the show to start.
“We saw her” the manager said as he walked back stage.
“WHAT?!” a chorus of voice shouted, looking towards him. They saw you, JB thought.
“Well, where is she?” Yugyeom asked, bouncing forward. He wanted nothing more than to hug you tightly and drag you home with them.
“Sitting in section 107, you guys have a good show. Don’t think about it to much. I will get more information okay.”
“Thank you” JB smiled, for the first time in a year he actually felt happy.
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chwetuan · 5 years
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All of You - Park Jinyoung x Reader (a, f)
1. Requested: YOU TAKE REQUESTS????? OMG OMG OMG Yes hi I would love to read something with Jinyoung where he's falling for the reader but the reader has low self confidence or body issues and doesn't think they deserve him so he serves her some fluff. Feel free to change it up if you feel necessary I just love me jinyoung fluff in my life (anon)
2. Summary: Everything with Jinyoung seems too good to be true. You can’t see yourself the way he sees you. (1.7k).
3. Warnings: self-image/body issues, insecurity, soft angst, language (possibly).
Jackson’s family owns a cabin on the other side of town. You learn this information sitting on the couch of your boyfriend’s tiny apartment, knees pulled to your chest under the warmth of a fleece blanket.
Jinyoung sits on the floor in front of you, glasses on, highlighter in hand, and notes and textbooks scattered out in front of him. You like him best like this, you think, a white t-shirt, sweatpants and stubble shadowing the contours of his jaw.
You meet Jinyoung at a frat party that neither of you are interested in. It’s your first year of college, and you think this is how it’s supposed to be — boys with bad breath and houses with red cups and cheap alcohol. You think it’s supposed to be fleeting, one-night stands and blackout Saturday nights followed by hungover Sunday and possibly Monday mornings. That it’s all supposed to be the smell of vodka and loud music.
But Jinyoung is different. He’s all soft touches and strong grips, the smell of fresh coffee and detergent, the feeling of tired eyes and slow kisses. He’s beautiful, and you can’t believe you met him at a frat party.
Parts of Jinyoung seem too good to be true, like when he shows up to your apartment with your favorite takeout and when he calls his mother every Sunday morning.
Sometimes, your relationship with Jinyoung seems too good to be true; when he kisses your cheeks and holds you in his arms and whispers how pretty you are.
Sometimes, it all seems too good to be true, and you can’t bring yourself to believe him. Not when the mirror tells you otherwise.
It starts when you notice another stretch mark or two. You blame it on the stress of assignments, papers, and exams. But then, your favorite pair of jeans don’t seem to fit like they used to, or your skin flares up. Or your hair just seems too frizzy, and no matter the number of products you buy and use, it never seems to lay just how you want it.
You don’t feel as pretty as Jinyoung says. Not when your nephew pokes the pudge of your stomach or when your mother comments on how you must be eating healthily.
You don’t feel as pretty as he says, but you’ve never voiced that to him. You feel bad sometimes, when you won’t sit on his lap and when you push his hands from your hips, or when you don’t let him take pictures of you.
You feel bad for coming up with excuses last minute for why you have to cancel dinner reservations or group outings.
But regardless, he keeps talking about the cabin. And you know you can’t fake your way out of this one.
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“What do you mean you don’t want to go?” Your sister asks, voice shrill will confusion. Your phone is on speaker, rested on your dresser as you stare at your reflection.
“I mean just that,” You huff, turning sideways and tugging at the hem of your skirt.
It’s a Friday night, and the street outside of your apartment is busy with people walking, bustling through bars and restaurants. There are buskers in the street, there always are on Friday nights, and you can hear the strum of guitar strings through your cracked window.
“And this skirt is too short.”
“Forget the skirt. I can’t believe you don’t want to spend a weekend with your perfect boyfriend in his equally attractive friend’s cabin. Are you kidding me?” The shrill in her voice has died down, replaced with disbelief. You cringe inwardly at her sly comment about Jackson.
“It’s just... awkward.” You reply again, “Things are still new with us.”
“Sis, I don’t want to be that person, but it has been 9 months. Do you know what could happen in 9 months?”
She continues when you don’t respond.
“A whole fucking lot, I’ll tell you that. People have babies in 9 months. Aren’t you tired of taking things slow with him? Once again, I don’t want to be that person, but don’t you think it’s time to... you know...”
“Time to what?” You snap, annoyance seeping into your tone as you shuffle through your drawers for a different skirt to wear.
“Let him hit. Before he gets bored. Not that you’re boring, it’s just-“
“Seriously? We are not going to talk about this-“
“Hey, I’m just saying. The guy has never seen you wear anything shorter than knee length, and honestly-“
“I have to go.”
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The drive to Jackson’s cabin is loud, and you and Jinyoung are cramped uncomfortably in the backseat of Jaebeom ’s car.
Mark sits in the front seat, because he’s privileged, while Youngjae and his girlfriend are as equally cramped next to you and Jinyoung. And 6 other suitcases.
“Can you even see out of the rear window?” Wheein asks, clutching onto Youngjae as he adjusts the cap on his head.
JB can’t really hear her over the obnoxious music coming from the radio, and you aren’t paying much attention as Jinyoung lets out an irritated sigh and pulls you into his lap.
You panic.
“What are you doing?” 
~~~
The cabin is gorgeous. It’s surrounded by tall, lush trees, and in front of it is a beautiful dock that tempts you into an emerald lake.
It’s beautiful, but you’re sure the view from your bedroom isn’t doing it any justice. You can hear the laughs of everyone outside, watching them as your swimsuit mocks you from your suitcase.
“Aren’t you gonna come down?”
Jinyoung’s voice suddenly snaps you out of your moping.
“Maybe later, baby.”
“You said that when we first got here,” He starts. You can hear the frown on his lips as you feel his presence behind you. You turn to him, head tilting upwards as your eyes meet.
His lips are turned downwards as he scans your face, palms coming to rest at your waist. “What’s wrong?”
“Nothing,” The smile on your face is hopefully reassuring as you feel your stomach drop. “Don’t worry about me.”
His hands squeeze your waist, and a pang of insecurity hits your chest. “What’s wrong?”
A few moments of silence pass between you, but you know Jinyoung better than to think he’ll drop it this time.
“I want you to have a good time,” He says, voice low as a pout forms on his lips.
“I am-“
“You’ve been cooped up in this room since we got here.”
You feel guilty, watching the way the twinkle in his eyes dwindles looking at you.
“I don’t feel good, that’s all.”
His eyebrows furrow in concern. “Do you need me to get you something? I can take the car there’s a pharmacy up the street, why didn’t you say-“
You take a deep breath, the guilt settling in your stomach beginning to get far too much. It’s months of built up fear, and insecurity, slowly spilling over as you look at the man in front of you. He’s worried, concern clouding his face as he looks at you like you hold the world. It’s too much, to be with someone as kind as him. It’s too much, to feel someone care about you the way he does.
“Not like that, Jinyoung. I don’t feel good about,” Another sigh leaves your lips as you shut your eyes. It’s too much. “Myself.”
“Baby, why?”
You feel like you’ve seen every emotion etch its way into Jinyoung’s face since he’s entered this room — Confusion, concern, and sadness.
“I don’t know Jinyoung, you’re just so good to me, and I treat you like shit all the time. I don’t understand why you’re even with me. Why you even want to be with me. You’re so handsome and smart and everyone looks at you like you’re the closest thing to perfection, because you are. Even the things you don’t like about yourself are so beautiful. Your ears, and nose -- You’re so beautiful, and I’m just... none of that. I am none of that.”
You try to turn away from him, but he doesn’t let you, and suddenly tears are welling in your eyes and your throat feels tight as you try to hold them back.
He says nothing for awhile as you feel his thumbs swipe away at some rebel tears that flow down your cheeks.
“I don’t know why you talk like that,” He starts, sighing and pulling you into him.
“You talk like you’re so terrible. You talk about how other people see the people around you, but you never talk about how people see you. Every little part of you is so damn gorgeous, it makes me nervous sometimes. Your laugh and the way you smile when you think no one is watching you. I think you’re the most beautiful person I’ve ever met. Not because I think the freckle under your eye or the way you wear your hair up is so endearing, but because even when all of this going on inside you, you treat people with such kindness. You’re so beautiful and you can’t even see it.”
It feels like he’s rambling and you can hardly hear him over the sound of your tears, but you know he means it.
“Regardless of how you look on the outside, you are so beautiful, and I love you with so much of me that I don’t even know what to do with myself. I love you so, so much. I never want you to feel like you aren’t enough when you’re with me. You make me better. And I know this is still new, and we’re still young, and we still have so much to figure out. But you’re so beautiful and I have no clue how to express that to you.”
~~~
A few days later, when you’re curled up against Jinyoung’s side in nothing but a t-shirt and a pair of socks, you finally feel like enough, not for him, but for yourself. You will always have your flaws, your blemishes, and your imperfections, but at the end of the day, they are what make you who you are. And at the end of the day, Jinyoung is in love with you. All of you.
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JJK | Laundry Fairy Jeon Jeongguk (Friday, 1:04 AM)
At the East Side Laundromat, you find the Laundry Fairy in his natural habitat, washing his clothes and dancing along to the music playing through his earbuds.—fluff, non-idol!au
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Admittedly, it’s not a great room.
The floors are black speckled tile, stained blue and red and green, dirt is caked into the corners and the grout. The walls are stark white, dotted with posters and signs and obscene graffiti. The machines are old, rattling things that have been retrofitted to take credit cards as well as coins. There are fluorescent lights like track marks across the ceiling, giving everything a harsh burn around the edges. The benches pushed up against the walls and windows are made of plastic and are uncomfortable. The vending machines repeatedly refuse to take money of any kind, and when they do they refuse to forfeit the chosen snack.
But it has become a kind of safe haven.
The purple bench is your favorite because it’s harder to see the stains, and because it allows you to hide behind the vending machines from the windows (where, many times, guys of all kinds have knocked on the glass, catcalled, and made your heart race with fear for your safety) while also giving you a pretty good view of the room. You glance away from your book to check your phone. Usually, when Haerin is done she’ll send you some kind of text (past examples include: “That was hot,” “Yum,” and an eggplant emoji with a winky face) so that you’ll know it’s safe to go back to the apartment.
It’s 1 AM and still no text. You’re in for a long night.
It’s awful, but you did bring a lot of laundry. So at least it will be productive. Plus you’ve brought Herodotus, which you are woefully behind on. And a couple of Red Bulls.
You sigh. Despite that mental pep talk, you are exhausted. Professor Go really laid into your seminar group today about the historical analysis you all were supposed to (and somehow collectively decided not to) do this week. And Penny has been a wreck since Jackson left for his semester abroad. And you ran out of ramyeon last night.
You shift uncomfortably on the bench and lay your head against the wall. What you’d give for your own bed right now.
And then, just because you’re soaked through with your personal rain cloud and because it’s very, very late (early?), the door dings and someone enters the abandoned laundromat. And you already know who it is.
Peeking from behind the vending machine, you spot him: The Laundry Fairy.
It’s been two and a half weeks since a sighting. His hair’s darker. His shoulders seem tense, and the way he puts down his laundry basket is almost angry. He only ever brings a single load at a time; you figure he comes so often that he never needs to bring more than one load. He’s got his signature detergent and fabric softener (Downey).
Tonight he’s wearing tight black skinny jeans and a grey sweatshirt. Sneakers. If you squint, his hair seems to be fashionably gelled.
“Who are you?” you whisper.
You gasp when he flinches, slamming yourself back against the wall to completely shield yourself from his gaze. You’ve come to believe that The Laundry Fairy is like Santa Clause—you can’t let him see you! But it’s possible that’s just your social anxiety talking.
When you peek back out again, he’s opened the washer and is slowly, carefully putting clothes inside. You watch his shoulders as he does it, the tension giving way to relaxation. It makes sense that doing laundry would relax The Laundry Fairy.
You sit back onto your bench again and sigh. As always, the appearance of The Laundry Fairy does make you feel a little bit better. You are not the only person with nothing better to do but laundry at 1 AM on a Friday. You are not the only person that enjoys it, that finds comfort in it.
You’re surprised though when you hear him curse softly from across the room. And even more surprised when you hear his foot slam into the machine, “Stupid.”
When you look out from the other side of the vending machine again, you see he hasn’t started his machine yet. His wallet is laid on top of the closed lid, and notice a couple of empty slots. No card. He always pays with his card.
You dig into the pocket of your sweatshirt, feeling around for the coin purse and untangling it from your cheap pair of earbuds. You fumble through the change, calculate the laundry you still have left and make a decision. Heart racing, you stand from the bench, emerge from behind the vending machine and offer The Laundry Fair some money.
“Do you,” you’re stuttering, coming to a complete stop when he spins around (surprised anyone else is here) to look at you. You’ve never seen his face full-on before, you now realize, and it’s gorgeous. You sputter, mutter the word, “Fairy,” under your breath, because now that you’ve seen him your inside joke is obviously true, before actually getting out your question. “Do you need some change?” Your voice is quiet, like the full force of his face has turned your volume down.
He’s so pretty you want to die. You want to choke on your words or your change or your personal rain cloud and just disappear from the Earth. He’s so pretty.
And he’s blushing. He scratches the back of his neck and nods, “Yes, please.”
His voice is so melodic you want to die. Death is clearly the only option.
You’re so overwhelmed that you’re frozen. And he seems embarrassed so he stays where he is. Your offer of a few coins hangs in the air awkwardly, your hand in the air with your sushi-cartoon-covered coin purse.
It takes at least thirty seconds for you to realize that you actually have to give him the money. You stumble forward like a newborn calf that’s just discovered its legs, holding out your coin purse desperately.
He reaches out his hand, hovering inches above yours when the door opens with a sharp ding and a sudden burst of activity. You flinch, pulling back slightly, blushing as if you’ve been caught in an incredibly intimate moment. When you glance at his face, you find it similarly colored.
He knows the intruders.
There’s six of them that come tumbling into the laundromat, the largest group of people you’d ever seen come in at one time. The Laundry Fairy looks up when they enter, his hand subconsciously falling away from you and your almost-touch.
“JK! JK!” A boy with brown hair and a blue jacket emerges from the group. His smile is a box that takes up his entire face; if all you put in that box was warm feelings and happy memories. A Bright Fairy. Most importantly though, he has a small blue square in his hand. “You forgot this,” the boy says, handing him the credit card and jumping to sit on a closed washer.
The loud sound that the machine makes when the boy jumps on top of it makes you unfreeze. While they’re all preoccupied you hurry back to your hiding place. You slide onto the plastic bench and try to press yourself against the wall, your heart racing. You lean forward to peek out from behind the machine; everyone’s chatting happily, no one seems to have noticed you, except for The Laundry Fairy (who hadn’t seen you run away, but has noticed your absence and is adorably surprised and confused to find you no longer standing where you were). You smile at his expression, a warm fluttery feeling in your chest.
You shift your gaze to inspect the rest of the group: there are the Laundry Fairy and the Bright fairy (you guess that they’re the youngest of the group in the way the rest of the group surrounds them, indulges them). The eldest seems to be a boy with light brown hair and what seems to be a limitless supply of lame jokes, but you can already tell that they all admire him. Then there’s a boy, too, whose hair you guess used to be pink but has faded to an almost blonde color, a hint of dark roots - the Laundry Fairy is watching him with what you would almost call reverence. Then there’s a boy with bright orange hair, his arm around the Laundry Fairy casually as he laughs and his eyes disappear. Another has almost black hair and the kind of comfort in his limbs that oozes confidence and happiness. When your eyes scan for number seven, you almost have a heart attack when you find a pair of dark eyes already watching you. His hair is mint, stuffed under a gray beanie, and his tired eyes are latched on you.
You press yourself against the wall again and stick your head in your book. They talk for what seems like ages, but soon enough you hear the familiar swishing of a (second, to yours) operating washing machine.
“Let’s eat!”
“What’s open?”
There’s a grumbling of different answers (the consensus is, unsurprisingly, McDonald's) and then the shuffling of many feet. You peek your head around the vending machine when you hear the door open, happy to be greeted by seven (slim, muscular, broad…) backs. You sigh in relief, your levels of social apprehension already lessening. Your eyes find the Laundry Fairy easily, tousling his hair as he takes one last glance back into the laundromat (it is brave of him to leave his clothes unprotected). And just as he does so, he finds you. And maybe you imagine it, but you could’ve sworn there was a little smile on his lips at the sight.
author’s note—look this series is gonna be so good omg 
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kurou3gi-blog · 4 years
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Hi. It may be silly, but can you share at what time you realized that Kd is real? What struck you and fell in love with them?
I think you not silly to ask me with this question julyb... Except you may think you silly to choose me to answer your question after you waste your time with my mur article... XD 
And tbh I’m really glad to see you still took time to talk with me about them XD
Ok if you not mind none of clip and pic.... Only 100% of text article..... Let’s go!
I not sure to fix what time that I realized about them because like I used to say that at first I not trust in any ship of real artist person because of bxb fanservice strategy for market share....  So I never ship any real pxp before and knew about exo ship data and fancam by my friends who ship cb, hunhan and krislay at that time (2012 debut period). 
But after I had seen over a hundred fancam clips and some of them showed about their interactive to each other at private zone that no need to do a fan service thing at behind the curtain area that I think they may think that it’s hard to see someone can knows what they done to each other....  
In my eyes.... Some of their actions too beyond the brotherhood line... But for fair and sure... I took time to compare their interaction to other members too... aka I also watched allxkai and allxdo clips before fallen into kadiuniverse... That’s why I used to say that I really fell into kadiuniverse around early of 2013....
And for the newbie who think why I took long time to process about their relationship.... Because on 2012 - 2013 era... The thing called internet not high speed like now..... You can’t upload your hq pic on twitter... Even it’s hard to upload 720p clip on youtube if you not rich and have good computer and hi-tech much....  So it took time to seek for a one clip of their fancam at that time.... And yes on that era I was the one of office lady... So please include how hard to take free time to find the clip..... <<I not include the pic... Because of %  that an camera angle image makes us misunderstand is more than a clip that their long action may make us sure what are they doing at real time....
Especially their live stage performance with angel song.... It was a first step to make me noticed about their beyond brother or friend zone chemistry and fell in love with them....
And why angel song perf. was a first step to make me noticed about them....
Turn back to start point to make me interested in exo especially in kai.....
Tbh I knew about exo since sm announced about their new bb after shinee from my friends who were ex-cassiopeia, ex-elf and ex-shawols 
And on that time I still interested on jrock and western zone.... So I not interest them much only ok my friends hype about the new kr bb even my friends started to drag me into exo planet XD
But after my friend started to share exo teaser clip link until exo teaser 23 kai..... OMG I need to see the full ver. live performance of this song orz << Sorry for delay impression in ji dance.... Because if you had grew along with michael jackson and madonna era.... Hype to see  “So You Think You Can Dance” tv show..... I think you not omg with kai teaser much... Sorry - -” Ji dance teasers are HQ thing but if you have seen a lot of legendary dance much... Ji hi technical dance not make me impress him much... I like his hq dance but not in love his dancing until I saw his passion and dance movement line while angel song perf. It spelled me.....
So I hype to see this song perf live.... And re-run that teaser clip a ton of times to wait the live perf....
Then when I found the first of that song perf live.... While I watching it and see ji glance at soo then both of them smile after that shot..... I.... ΣO_O huh!!?
Omg... Wait!?  What I see???????
At that time I pretty sure I remembers ji’s dance and movement line on that song....
So I a bit huh to see ji glance at soo face with that a bit clingy face then both of them smile after that.... Their interactive on that shot was an out of script action thing in my eyes of view.... << Because if you remembered of ji dance line on that teaser clip... You knew his eyes not look at any members face.....
But in other side of my dumb head cell say.... Maybe this is a real perf version of this song.....
So I turn back to see that perf at the beginning again... To compare ji action while he dance with other members.....
Then I see only soo that ji look at his face while dance this song..... <<Ok I not deny that some of angel song perf. stage we could see ji look at other members face too... But I pretty sure 90% of this perf. you can see ji look at soo face than other members faces...
So... After finished the clip... One question was popped up inside my head....
Why he look at soo only with that clingy face.....?????
And like we knew that on that dace shot part (If i not mistake).... They not turn their face to each other at the same time... Ji must turn his body and face first... Then in next rhythm soo must turn his body in to the front line.... That... If you compare soo that shot movement with other member line shot when ji move to dance with them.... You will see ji and most of other members face direction just like this....>>  ji (  -3-) (-_-) other members.... But only ji dance with soo that.... ( ^3^) (⊙ ⊙  ) like this.... << Hope you can get what I means.... ;x;
So they did it for what????
And ji facial expression before soo turn his body reminded me of when a boy need to make his girlfriend surprise by stand behind her in silence to make her surprise when she turn back to see him after he touch her back.....
Then after I watched some of angel song live at various stage clips.... Their action and interactive to each other while that shot dance made me think of maybe while this song dance practice.... Especially on that shot part.... There may something happened between them at that time....
A thing that made ji lose control and need to notice soo about it too with that action while dancing....
And what kind of thing that ji want to make soo notice....?
Tbh their action while angel song perf. made me think of a kind of secret romance hint that only them knew.... 
And ok I knew about that secret hint it may only my delulu thing at first XD
But after some of us tried hard to troll a ton of notice about their action while this song perf. at 2013-2014 era....
We never see this song with full ver. perf dance again..... 
So..... XD
But their interaction chemistry while that shot dance was first step to make me notice and fell in love to their interaction XD
Sorry to not talk about what made me realized them... Because it may took time and lot of full of water text if I stay to include them into this mur article - -”
I think it’s not ok much..... Sorry - -”
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OMG ASKS ARE OPEN!! I've been thinking about requesting for a while now so... Please, please, pretty please a Jaebum hybrid!au. I don't have a paticular plot in mind but maybe something where he can lift up my spirits, cause I've been really stressed these days. Lol. Love youuuuuu~♡
Hybrid!au Jaebum
It was at your parents’ insistence that you had decided to adopt a hybrid.
They were worried about you, and with good reason. You were a young girl who lived alone in the city, you worked a lot and you had never been particularly confident or outgoing. Your mother was constantly stressed about your safety, and she insisted that she would feel much better if you had a hybrid to watch over you at home. A large dog hybrid, preferably, one that could protect you if the need arose.  
That was what you’d had in mind when you went to the adoption center. A bright, easygoing dog hybrid that would keep you safe and would be nice company. You followed the employee, who was took through the rooms where the hybrids up for adoption were kept. You had barely reached the dogs when you suddenly spotted one. He was rather large and broad-shouldered, so you wouldn’t have guessed he was a cat hybrid unless you saw the soft, pointy light brown ears peeking out of his head. Most of the hybrids looked rather eager at the thought of being adopted and were watching you with eager expressions. But not this one; he made no move to get up from his curled up corner and merely watched you calmly with a dull expression. He had dark, deep eyes and you found yourself stopping.
“Uh…” you called out for the attention of the employee. “Is he up for adoption?”
The employee blinked at you. “Jaebum? Certainly he is. But I thought you were looking for a dog hybrid? You might be misled by the fact that he’s rather broad-shouldered, but Jaebum is actually a cat.”
You bit your lip. “That’s okay with me.”
The employee blinked at you doubtfully. “Are you sure? I’m only saying because you were looking for a dog and I imagine you wanted someone bright and playful. Jaebum’s not a bad hybrid… but he’s very quiet and doesn’t open up easily. To be honest, he’s been through a lot. He was separated from his brothers in an accident and we’re trying to track them down.”
“Can I talk to him?”
You followed the employee over to where Jaebum was. He didn’t move much to greet you, but lifted his head and watched you with an intense gaze. His eyes flickered between you and the employee, who greeted Jaebum cheerfully.
“Jaebum-ah! This young lady is looking to adopt and she wants to talk to you. Why don’t two chat for a bit, and you can decide if you want to go home with her, huh?” he asked cheerfully. The employee turned and left you alone with Jaebum. You cleared your throat and kneeled down on the floor next to where he was curled up. He still watched you warily and you blinked. You had never had a hybrid before and you weren’t sure how to act around them. Unsure what to do to not offend him, you shakily held out your hand for him to shake.
“Hi,” you greeted nervously.
Jaebum’s eyes flickered down to your hand warily. No wonder he was a cat; there was something extremely sharp and intelligent about his gaze. He merely looked at it and flicked his tail lightly, ignoring your hand.
“Do you plan to tie your hybrid up?” he asked you bluntly.
You stared at him, eyes wide. “W-what? No! Do people even do that to cats? I wouldn’t dream of tying a hybrid up. As long as, you know, you don’t run away or anything. Not that I wouldn’t let my hybrid go anywhere, I’d just hope that he’d let me know whenever he was going somewhere…”
“I thought you wanted a dog.”
“Ahh… that was sort of what my parents wanted. But they live in the countryside and they’re never really going to visit me so they wouldn’t find out whether you’re a dog or a cat, would they?”
“So you plan to lie to them.”
“Uh….”
Jaebum turned away from you, resting his head on his hand and averting his gaze. You felt a little embarrassed. Had you just been rejected by a hybrid? It wasn’t a very pleasant feeling. You stood up slowly, trying to hide the fact that your cheeks were burning red and quietly exited the room. It hadn’t really occurred to you that the hybrid might reject you as an owner and now you were feeling really weird. You smiled forcefully at a couple of the other hybrids that watched you with hopeful eyes in the other rooms, and then trailed to the front desk.
“Uh, I think I’m just going to come back on another day…” you explained hesitantly to the woman behind the desk. She blinked at you in surprise.
“Oh! Are you sure? Did Jaebum scare you off? He’s a little hostile but he has a good heart, I promise. Why don’t you wait here and I’ll go talk to him. We have plenty of more playful hybrids if you’d like…” she trailed off and disappeared into the other room.
You bit your lip and sighed, wishing she would just let you leave. Part of you scolded yourself for thinking that things would be easy with a hybrid. They weren’t just animals, they had human emotions and you couldn’t pick and choose human beings like vegetables in the market. You wanted to leave but the woman behind the desk returned in a few moments and beamed at you.
“Looks like you left a good impression with Jaebum! He wants to be adopted by you. Or did you want to look at some more dogs, like you originally intended?”
You blinked. “He wants to be adopted?”
“Yup!”
X-X-X-X-X-X-X-X-X-X-X-X-X-X-X-X-X-X
Two days after adopting Jaebum, you were wondering whether the woman behind the counter had lied to you.
Jaebum didn’t seem particularly… upset or dissatisfied with you. Rather, he just looked uninterested in everything around him. You tried your best to make him comfortable. You googled the sort of food cat-hybrids liked best, and made sure your fridge was always stocked with them. You cleared out the spare room in your apartment that you’d been using as a storeroom and made him a bed in it.
You worked long hours and often came home late at night to find Jaebum already asleep. He never closed his bedroom door, he just opened one eye to watch you through the darkness as you made yourself dinner and left a glass of milk beside his door. In a way… you didn’t mind that he was so quiet. At least he was extremely low maintenance and never made a mess of the apartment.
Still… you wished he would talk to you sometimes.
One day, you finally worked up the courage to ask.
“Are you… happy here?” you blurted out.
Jaebum, half-way through a glass of milk, blinked up at you from where he was curled up on the sofa. He had a hint of a milk-stache but he wiped it away with the back of his hand instantly and blinked at you with his deep eyes.
You cleared your throat. “I mean… am I a bad owner? I know I work long hours and I’m not around a lot. But if there’s something I’m doing wrong or something I can do to make you happier, then I wish you would tell me. if it’s within my control then I would do it for you.”
He blinked. “I’m fine,” he said quietly.
You resolved to make Jaebum open up more. Maybe it was your fault for letting the atmosphere get so awkward. You tried to come home earlier to catch Jaebum before he went to sleep and you started talking to him. Regardless of whether he responded to you or not, you told him about your day. You talked about the assignments you were doing at work, how you and your co-workers had found a lovely new cafe at lunchtime and how your boss was being mean about deadlines. You invited him to watch television with you and asked him which movies he liked.
To your delight, Jaebum warmed up to you slowly. He came out of his room whenever you came home, and sat at the kitchen counter while you prepared dinner. He rarely responded to your ranting and chattering about work, but one of his ears was always perked up and you knew he was listening. He would curl up on the sofa whenever you watched television and if he didn’t like the channel you were watching, he would blink at you and stare pointedly at the remote. (Apparently Sex and the City reruns were not to his taste). He even started to help around the house. You came home certain days to find the dishes done or the laundry folded. When you thanked him, his cheeks flushed a light tint of pink but he didn’t respond.
It all seemed to be going well, until things got worse at work. There was a huge new client contract and your boss had you working overtime almost every day. You were exhausted from listening to his nagging and the stress of the work was getting to you. Jaebum waited up until you got home and you could see the slight worry in his eyes as you went straight to bed, dinner and bath forgotten.
Soon, even sleep began to evade you. Somebody new had moved in next door and apparently they enjoyed blasting loud music at night. You weren’t one for confrontation so you tried to ignore it, but the thumping music had you tossing and turning in bed at night. Finally one day, you’d had enough. You got up and marched straight out of the apartment in your pajamas, Jaebum’s wary eyes following you as you walked out.
You knocked loudly on you neighbour’s door. “Excuse me? Could you turn the music down a little?” you yelled through the front door.
The door swung open and you were greeted with the smiling face of an extremely handsome man. He stared you up and down and then grinned. “Ah! Hi, neighbour. I’m Jackson Wang. We’re having a housewarming party right now, so why don’t you come in and grab a beer?”
Your head was throbbing and your nerves were on edge. You forced a smile at this Jackson and shook your head. “It’s a weeknight. I’ve been working long hours and I have to get to office early tomorrow. Could you please turn the music down? I’m sure the other neighbours are disturbed too.”
He laughed. “I don’t see anyone complaining.”
You felt your cheeks flush red in humiliation as Jackson shut the door in your face and you were left standing there alone. You glanced back at your front door to see that Jaebum was peeking at you; great. So he had seen you get completely ignored too. Could this get any better? You began to trudge back to your apartment when Jaebum walked out.
“Uh-Jaebum…”
He didn’t look at you, he merely walked past you and banged loudly on Jackson’s door. Jaebum was usually sitting curled up but at his full height and with his broad shoulders, he looked rather scary and intimidating. When Jackson reopened the front door, Jaebum simply shoved him aside and stormed into his apartment. You followed him in horror, watching as Jaebum shoved past a few people and reached the sound system. He grabbed a bunch of cords and pulled hard, plunging the party into silence.
Jackson gaped. “What the- who the hell are you-”
“Keep it off,” Jaebum hissed at him, his eyes flashing dangerously. You were still in shock as Jaebum came over to you, grabbed your hand gently and pulled you back towards your own apartment. He led you inside before shutting the door behind him and locking it firmly.
You blinked. “Jaebum… what if he gets mad?”
“I’ll handle it,” he said firmly. You watched as Jaebum coolly went over to the sofa and curled up in his usual spot, closing his eyes. You felt a sudden warmth in your chest and you smiled at him. Gently approaching him, you sat down beside him and cleared your throat.
“Thank you, Jaebum.”
He blinked at you for a long moment, before suddenly tilting his head downwards so that you could only see the top of his head and his messy hair. He pointed at his head and then cleared his throat. “Pat,” he said simply.
You stared at him. “Huh?”
His cheeks were flushed pink but he was trying to hide them from you by ducking his head. Jaebum merely lifted your hand and placed it on his own head gently. “When I do something good, you… pat,” he mumbled.
Oh. You suddenly understood what he wanted. Unable to resist a giggle, you stroked the top of his head in a gentle manner. His hair was soft and you could feel the warmth of his skin. You peeked at his face to see that he had closed his eyes and had the slightest hint of a smile on his mouth. You resumed the patting, letting your fingers run through his hair and smiling when he let out a quiet, contented purr.
Maybe Jaebum was just a big cat after all.
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@ijustwantacue, I’m not sure if this is what you wanted but I hope you liked it! I’ve never written a hybrid!au before and I’ve read very few so I wasn’t sure how to go about it. But tsundere!Jaebum and protective!Jaebum are my secret fantasies, so lol. I hope you feel less stressed!!!! 
I’m sorry the rest of the requests are taking so long, I’ll work on them soon! 
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