#look i just really like this shop ok

[pickled-flowers]

Saw some of the grossest parenting today in the bus

#this dad was on his phone the whole bus ride ok #and his two kids were screaming arguing #at most he would periodically tell them to lower their voice while still on his phone #one time he told them to stop the one sitting next to him hit him 😭 and he went back to look at his phone with no reaction #my guy something is seriously wrong with you #your kids are screaming at each other doesn't even matter all that much that we are in the bus rn #theyre not just being loud kids you need to do smt!!!!!! its too early for this!!! i could hear them even with my noise cancelling headphone #anyways #ive never seen smt like this #and i work in a mall i see lots of parents and kids #idk smt really disgusting about a parent just not even interested in engaging with their kids #dude no wonder they're loud they probably want ur attention #also this one lady once who came in wjth a big stroller #and the store where i work has little moving rooms between the aisle so this woman decided TO LEAVE THE STROLLER WITH A KID INSIDE AT THE #FRONT OF THE STORE #the kids started crying and his hrother (toddler not in the stroller but not following the mom for some reason) started exploring and i #i had to watch them until the mom came back but like the woman just left them there??? #i just stepped in but what if i hadnt??? lady????????? #i see lots of cute interactions of course #like this little girl who came with who i think is her grandpa and he asked me to help her chose her next manga read 😭💖 #i basically work in a book/toy store #theres a lot of candy as well the kids love it #idk i like seeing kids being happy ok it is healing #like all the kids sitting on the floors deep in their books while the parents shop 😭😭😭 makes me smile every time top tier behavior

[cozylittleartblog]

∠( ᐛ 」∠)＿ya boi made washi tapes, please consider Purchasing them. at cozylittleartshoppe on etsy. good print, good sticc, i am obsessed

#small business #washi tape #portal 2 #infinity train #the owl house #etsy #support small business #there were sticky notes! they dont stick very good. they kinda have a couple problems. im still talkin it thru with my manu as of queueing #the print is ok - the print is great actually! they just dont. stick. and that's one thing #but they leave just a liiiitttle bit of sticky residue on the Next notepad in the stack #and you can see it #and it sticks just a little bit on the front of that next note. like 1/10 sticky; MAYBE 2/10 if ur unlucky. #if you tend to washi-tape your notes up anyway it's probably fine but im not sure what i'll do with them yet #but i have Two Hundred of them so uhhhhh #i'm thinking i'll sell them at a big discount. because they're still pretty ok as memo pads! but i have to see what my manu decides to do #which is such a shame because they LOOK really really really cool!!!!!! they just dont Sticky good #but also i have people buy seconds all the time and say 'i dont even know whats wrong with this' so i wonder if #my standards are way too high and people really would be ok buying these for like 50% off or something #hrmmmm. send dms/replies/asks (anons on) if you have any opinions #im hearing from other shop owners that generally unless its officially post-it brand it doesnt stick very well #but custom print post its are very expensive OTL so i think for now i'll just make non-stick post its in the future #the washis are beautiful and perfect though. i love the washis. beautiful perfect flawless tapes. they even have stickers on the side!!

[goldensunset]

pov a huge twewy/ntwewy nerd visits shibuya part 3

not accessible until so so late in ntwewy but always had something super cool going on when it did (irl this park was. not as big and impressive as i thought it would be)

nefastraven grinding hell (needing a ton of rare metals to get all those special cds… ugh) wish i had a better photo of those signs that said center street oops

the gang gets slapped by the nightmare reality of the game, abandoned by their new dad, forced into a new game, and then… locked inside a gate. in a cutesy loud and bright place. while they’re still trying to process so much awful stuff. (this place was highkey sensory hell but it was cool. but why is that blue anime boy named colon)

rich person store (dang anime poster decimating the whole mirror wall!!!) + plaza where i would soundsurf in a circle for like 20 minutes

ok NOW i think i’ve covered all my stuff. yippee!!! this was so fun

#peach rambles #neo the world ends with you #the world ends with you #twewy #ntwewy #neo twewy #subaseka tag #not even gonna lie i’m loving tokyo street fashion there are so many fits (both like. ‘old-fashioned’ and modest as well as wild and cutesy #that i like totally have always wanted to wear but would receive weird looks for in the west #it’s so!!! boring!!! at home!!!! #like wearing skirts automatically makes ppl think you’re a bit odd and old fashioned #no fun accessories nothing cool just like. blehhhhhhg #i’ve been finding instantly the kinds of clothing i used to look for for years in the states #man #still i ​wasn’t interested in clothes shopping anyway bc i was all hot and gross and also i think it would be too difficult as a foreigner #but hey at least my brother got his fate grand order merch lol #well ok i did get an obi which is super cool #um anyway (this was about twewy but w/e) i guess this is to say i’ve been really enjoying my time here! #mine: twewy

[facetsofthecloset]

i'm sure it's been said but i feel like both Raxtus and Ronodin can be argued as "the only gay kid in the family and consequently shunned/rejected" and it's like. so weird bc Mull is so Mormon he'd probably rather eat his shorts than even acknowledge the possible existence of gays but

i mean. Raxtus literally has a fairy form. he's a fairy dragon.

Ronodin was just emo lol

and they both get so thoroughly rejected and sidelined by their families their whole lives and it turns Raxtus into an awkward but basically decent guy who runs back to the approval of his family once he's performed masculinity/violence enough to be accepted, only to then realize that he's basically just being used and still not fully trusted/accepted and having to betray them to save his real friends

(who sadly are probably actually homophobic but that's ok bc they're not dragon-phobic so that works out for him)

while Ronodin's like "fuck it. chaos and murder then!" and can you really blame him? he spent his entire life trying to conform to the "right" (in this case, Light) way of life, started spending time with the outgroup and learned to question things, then was told he was "too corrupt" to remain in his home

like. the symbolism is right there.

it's so funny, because sure Raxtus isn't a bad guy, but Ronodin definitely is and he pretty much gets sent to a type of hell at the end of Dragonwatch

and while Raxtus gets kind of a happy ending, like, him becoming an effective killer in a war and being accepted by his dad for being Good At Murder in the first Fablehaven series is presented as a happy ending. if Celebrant didn't wind up being the main villain for Dragonwatch, that probably would've been the end of it! gay kid learns how to soldier and is finally accepted by his homophobic family bc he's finally aggressive enough for them to love him

(i mean i have MANY issues with Celebrant being the main villain later and the reasons he's framed as bad but like. that's a separate rant lol)

the queer reading is right there. but also it's very bad and you can tell completely unintentional. or at the very least highly repressed. idk man i don't look into Mull as a personal individual bc i doubt i'll like what i see and i don't care that much but Dragonwatch was SO MUCH MORE MORMON than Fablehaven already was and it's so weird, seeing the fingerprints of it all over.

i feel like he either has a new editor or he's been doing this for long enough and sold enough books that he has the clout to veto changes made by editors or SOMETHING, bc i feel like? he's gotten worse?? and more unfiltered?? that or something happened and he's like. even more religious than before or something idk

like fablehaven was just kinda generic/bland fantasy with some fun ideas for magic items/powers/one sentence character premises, with just a hint of sus Mormon ideology, and then Dragonwatch just went. Full Mormon.

but then there's somehow even more weirdly queer shit. like. he's repressing so hard he's approaching queer from the other side??

idk man i wish this deeply mediocre man's writing wasn't a formative piece of middle school reading, leading to me still giving more of a shit than i really should over questionable children's literature now

#i mean it seems like his wife may or may not have divorced him between the series's so maybe that had something to do with it #i didn't look too deeply into it i just kinda guessed from his about the author blurbs wording changes #also wtf was up with the weird borderline piss/humiliation kink thing in the latest candy shop war book? #like. that was. that was not funny at all if it was meant to be comedic. like the execution was SO BOTCHED if so #and if it wasn't??? it was just????? UNCOMFY??? #sorry i'm tired and kind of delirious and for whatever reason this man's writing's squandered potential still haunts me #like genuinely if i ever publish original fiction there's a good chance it'll be fanfic of this with the serial numbers filed off #like 'MINE I'LL DO IT /RIGHT/ OK GIMME' #fablehaven #dragonwatch #i know ronodin is overrated and like. yeah he's not really a sexyman to me but he IS still compelling as a character #i think he's funny i wanna be his therapist #like stereotypical him lying down on a chaise longue thing #but also i reserve the right to make fun of him so like. not a very ethical therapist lol #get it all out queer boy let's get you to a gay club and find some fairies who WILL accept you #just cool it with the murder and the manipulation a bit y'know

[todayisafridaynight]

if i start to wonder what would've happened if arakawa did take The Right Baby and ikumi got back masato then no im not dont look at me

#snap chats #dont even look at me bro im not even playing #because OBVIOUSLY arakawa would then raise ichi yeah. thats a whole can of worms to open #but then what happens to masato ? ikumi and jo were already running back to get him #ok. more accurately IKUMI was running back to get him while jo was tagging along #so sure they open the locker and get him out but then what ? #assuming that the damage to masato's organs had already taken place what would they do then ? #would ikumi Also have rushed masato to the hospital? but then what ? #arakawa could have at least explained some form of the truth to the doctors and be like This Is My Baby Help Him #but what would ikumi and jo do ? would they admit That was their baby? because THEN what #or would they just give up the baby at the hospital then and there #assuming they even get to the hospital on time to save masato #like girl do not LOOK AT ME I WONDER SO BADLY WHAT WOULD'VE HAPPENED IF IKUMI WAS EVEN A MINUTE QUICKER #like whats the likely series of events to ensue... i almost wanna think they Wouldnt take masato to the hospital #they didn't even trust an adult to take masato instead of putting him in a locker #bringing him to the hospital would just invite a bunch of questions #and it wouldnt surprise me if the doc they saw wouldnt figure the real story #i HAVE to stop thinking i will be here FOREVER if i dont #anyway... to pivot.. i did some christmas shopping today //screams// #and while i was out this mate was like 'oh i really like your hair :)' and i was just. thanks :) i didnt shower yet <:) #every time someone tells me my hair's nice it is always on a day where i havent washed it and its like... should i just not #im not gonna even FINISH that thought NASTY but still. it is very funny lol #ok bye

[transzilla]

Ik I shit on city people quite a bit but the trans ppl are marginally better adjusted xnsjfjzjz trying to approach other gay people in a homophobic area as like a passoid trade working trans man is like a cruel and unusual punishment

#like why the fuck are yall so scared ive literally had people at parties run away from me #like. if i was a frat boy you wouldnt be such a bitch #its cus these guys dont leave their universities or coffee shops like theyre all agoraphobic #and then city people instantly recognize me theyre like hey this guy looked at me with 30% less homophobia lets be friends #its tough cus people wanna dress gay in the country but they sacrifice.. like.. going outside #like its ok dude if its your safety and peace of mind you dont need to live in outfit land youre not 'living in the closet' #plus people are just so cliquey well into their late 20s its fucking embarrassing #just cruel as fuck to anyone not approved by their circle #its tough i dont really get to live my life as a gay man. have to travel an hour to have sex

[dawnleaf37]

Downtown, Brooklyn - Roblox Photography

#guess holoville games can spark some photographical creativity #messed around with photoshop on here too :]…… #mhhnnh #this game is kinda really nostalgic to me #it’s set during Christmas time and it’s in new england . coincidentally I was up there just a month ago . For christmas #+the. coffee shop looks like a mini version of my favorite breakfast place.... same table by the window i love same bar in the same place.. #ahhman . t’s good #ts nice #art #<- uhm ig :] #rhe second one is ok but i rlly like the first #ron

[guinevereslancelot]

what is it with me and spending stupid amounts of money on frivolous things every january 🤡

#last year it was $30 for a single snowdrop bulb that wasn't likely to survive in my zone and didn't #now i just spent $130 on rose bushes #both times while unemployed #but something in my brain says buy a little treat :) you deserve it :) in january and then i listen #after carefully not wasting money all the rest of the time #maybe this time i can blame it on a very good (seeming?) job interview this morning #ao im like ok im basically not even unemployed anymore. lol 🤪 #idk im just stupid #HOWEVER #the price was deceptive. for the roses. the shipping was almost the same price as the whole thing so it was more expensive than expected #and i had already carefully shopped and picked 3 bushes i really want #when i could have easily convinced myself to buy more lol #anyway despite the instant regret of spending the money im really excited abt the roses #looking forward to having roses in the garden next year!!! #there's some beach roses but the bloom is short and not very fragrant so i got some Fancy ones #bc i love the david austin roses so much #i will be glad i did this i think #but i hate spending money on things that aren't necessities esp while unemployed lol #this has been a shitpost

[luciality]

iggypan

#shut up luci #delete later #i cant keep thinking of alice going to japan for a meeting but deciding to arrive early to do some casual tourist things bc its been so long #since shes done tourist things. anyway this is like the early aughts or late 90s whatever. she goes to the bridge to see all the cool fashio #fashion and maybe take pics like a rude tourist. maybe even check out the shops and buy something cute. and shes like WOAH so many cool styl #styles. heavily inspired by me england i am england i invented punk me personally i did that. and goth. whatever the hell this lolita is #is also clearly inspired by european fashion. and vw's mini crini line. #she just thinks jfash is neat. doesnt rly get all of it but she likes it. its cool. but then as shes taking picture like a rude person #she notices one girl look straight at her and then duck and turn around and speedwalk away. and iggys like oi wait im sorry i'll delete the #picture im sorry miss i didnt mean to be rude! and when she catches up to her shes like ?!?!?! sakura??? why are you dressed like this??? #and sakura is like ahhhh i didnt know you would be here. sometimes i dress up when i am not working. it is fun i have some friends who like #to meet up here. yes humans. ahhhh >_< i really didnt mean for u to see me like this..... and iggys like oh its no big deal i dont mind. #i think this whole lolita thing suits u. hahaha remember when i used to dress all punk and gothic and whatnot? what you wear outside of work #is your own business. plus its cute :3 like u :3 hey maybe next time we can dress up together and go clubbing or to a concert. er... #a live as u say. haha lol. and sakura is like mmm perhaps. that might be fun. and then alice is like Right now how do i get to the maid cafe #from here. and sakura is like >_> ok um which one. #i love them

[davidtennantpussytulpa]

when you literally live in a world that wasnt made for you 😆🔫

#dont think im gonna get into grad school. dont know what the fuck else im going to do. #i dont want to fucking work i want to research. probably wouldnt even be able to find a job in my desired fields so what would i even be #fucking doing. and at that point how would i get there. bc i dont drive. and i dont want to fucking drive. i cant #it feels like im having a panic attack when i try. so gotta find a driving school. what if it doesnt work. what if it does. im driving to #work i dont wanna do. my friends are spread out and working and dont have any time to call. since i dont drive i dont get out of the house #except to grocery shop with my mom on weekends. i dont have anything productive to do but i cant even relax properly bc i feel like im in a #panopticon with my parents and i need to at least LOOK busy while i live in their house. so im just doing nothing all day but i want to #but i CANT!!!! and i cant even broach the subject of therapy or meds which i really think i need because like. my parents just dont fucking #believe in it or whatever. like ive really essentially told my dad i think i could be autistic and he hasnt been like oh should we find #help or anything hes just been like ok cool that surely has no repurcussions on your life #even as it was part of the fucking conversation why i dont want to drive #its just. its whatever. i feel so stuck but i dont want to move forward because moving forward just means going into a world where i have tl #work a job i probably hate and make hardly enough money to live in a shitty apartment because the economy and society are fucked #trying to experience the Wonders but i cant escape the Horrors. what the fuck ever ugh

[lokh]

i just had a dream where i was assigned d*ke???????????

#the details escape me now but i was in public and recognised someone in passing and we made #eye contact but i didnt say anything and just left #fast forward am helping move some stuff at like. some op shop i dont actually volunteer at #volunteer comes out from the back and looks at me and goes 'the d*ke from the train station!' #i was like ???????????? and took a moment to place them as from earlier #but with dream stuff have no idea if that was. really the same person theyre not real or based on anyone i know #and i was like uhhhhh sorry im. not good with faces #and i hightail it out of there as awkwardly as possible like. sorry. ok. bye! #and ran into some sharply dressed alt asians on my way out LMAO #anyways one it was shocjing cos ???? but also that phrase had been the exact same thing i thought when id seen them at the start Lmao #i have no idea what people think abt me irl. i know there are people who would say i was a lesbian in high school #but i never heard about it except like once to clue me in that they Did think so #if thry think im a lesbian i hope they think im butch 😭😭😭😭

[bloominstorm]

These Mikey chapters lowkey getting to me..

#like why does it have to be so sad #but before that Omg the opening scene with Emma and Draken was so pure and cute #Emma I completely understand why you fell for draken he was literally perfect #because no really he was PERFECT - he grew up in less than favorable circumstances yet he never complained and had good manners and morals #even from a young age like if it wasn’t for him Mikey would’ve fallen into darkness sooner and had no morals #mitsuya would’ve been a shitty brother and hakkai would’ve never found the person to look up to AND taiju would’ve continued being an #abusive asshole - Draken had a ripple effect on the whole gang and I fucking HATE tht he was killed off #like again WHY I WILL NEVER BE HAPPY OR OK WITH HIM DYING #MY FUCKING FAVORITE UGH #but ugh fucking continuing on 😫 did y’all see how wakui is reinforcing how much he hates Sanzu? 💀 #he made it a point to have Mikey list Draken mitsuya pah Baji and kazutora as his greatest friends #and have him recruit them for Toman despite Sanzu being one of his childhood ‘friends’ AND him having him talk to him about it last chapter #why not have him in the original gang? 🤔 also the fact tht he will call mitsuya and kazutora his greatest friends but not Sanzu when he only #knew those two through Draken and Baji 🤷🏾‍♀️ #anyway I’m glad we got some clarity as to why Mikey was out at night at Shinichiro’s bike shop when he got killed like how convenient but #knowing shinichiro called him to come there so he could give him his present at midnight (I’m assuming) is fucking heartbreaking like tht #lowkey made me tear up along with the reactions of Emma Mikey and the grandfather #it’s nice to see the grandfather actually emotional since we didn’t see it up until now and it seemed like he was just there tbh so yeah #i feel so bad for Emma tho like God she was abandoned by her mom never met her dad developed a relationship with her siblings mom just for #her to die then have her older brother die AND then for her to die so young?? it’s just so fucking tragic she never got a break #and knowing she still tried to be a rock for Mikey and her grandfather (I’m assuming) by taking care of them makes me so incredibly sad #but I was hoping this backstory would help me understand Mikey’s actions more but it didn’t #why did he forgive Baji??? just bc he said he was sorry?? he was still an accomplice and then proceeded to defend kazutora despite kazutora #talking shit to Mikey about how it was his fault he killed his brother??? #why did he have such an attachment to Baji and why did forgive kazutora?? #i get Baji sacrificed himself so they wouldn’t fight but how would tht be enough to negate all his negative feelings towards kazutora over #his brother death? i don’t get it #but anyway I’m glad next chapter we’re finally gonna get Mikey’s actual thoughts on Takemichi #i know he’s shared his thoughts at times but I wanna hear how he subconsciously feels and I especially wanna know how he felt about Kisaki #Tokyo revengers 264

[todayisafridaynight]

me and my sister went to the mall today and we ran into hot topic so fucking fast it was unbelievable. me and my sister are literal opposites when it comes to fashion. she picked pink, pastel shit like she was trying to be all uwu kawaii meanwhile im just standing here with my arms full of emo and goth shit, i legit felt like daigo and masato with all this emo drip i had walked out with. (p.s. they should put yakuza stuff in hot topic if they havent already because i have yet to have any yakuza related things in my room </3 also hot topic is like the only store i will shop at)

im so sorry to say these words to you but reading this reminded me of my immortal

#snap chats #I ALSO HAVE NO ROOM TO TALK THOUGH CAUSE I LITERALLY JUST GOT BACK FROM HOT TOPIC AND SPENCERSLKEAKVJA #rubbing off my fucking eyeliner as we speak im no better than a goffick and im sure the stuff you got was actually real fire and im jealous #i actually wore my hakuho pin out today- i pinned it on my back jean jacket. not to flex on you or anything ��� #i remember the day my college friend said something about me being goth and i looked like a dumbass saying 'im not goth...' #when all i ever did was wear black. and tbf i toned it down a LOT while i was at school. i wanted to be normal-passing 😭😭 #that aside i only went in to get jewelry and a new belt chain. also a kirby keychain and nail polish #but like it was that Blackheart brand so you know i just wanted it for the skull container and the name. also i was running out #my hot topic really doesnt have any clothes- or at least clothes i fuck with like its mostly skirts and puffy-sleeved shirts #and yeah those are epic and awesome but they're not my style yk. love it on other people just not on me #i usually get my clothes from like. express or skate shops. very different fashions as you can see LMAOOO #like today i got this really pretty crane shirt and then like. i got a black-and-white striped long sleeve with a skeleton hand patch LMAO #UGH im pissed i didnt get the red and black variant too but i didnt think bout it til i already left #i want to get new boots- the ones i have now are great and i love them but i want something chunkier #my 'goth' fashion is really lowkey honestly like i hardly consider myself goth cause of it- its very casual ig #ignore the fuck-you amount of rings i wear ok. theyre pretty..... also they have certain meanings sometimes #like i wear an owl ring cause it reminds me of my sis since she loved owls growing up and went to a uni with an owl mascot #i wear a dragon ring sometimes cause dragons remind me of my dad. for whatever reason. #idk its cause he tried to convince me i was born year of the dragon when i wasnt ?? idk funny guy lmao #and then i already said i wore snake stuff and crosses cause I Hate My Mom. also i was born a snake #also my dads a christian so :] i will wear two cross rings and a cross necklace tyvm love you pops i wish you were around more #uhhh did i want to say anything else. idk im just dumping about my emo bullshit thanks for reading ☠️☠️ #if this wasnt my yakuza blog id actually just show the haul i got today BUT i will spare you lot from my emo bullshit #ok ill kill the tags here now im SILLY

[goldensunset]

felt cute might delete later

#i have changed my look back to ‘girl who lowkey thinks she’s better than you but isn’t TRYING to be mean about it’ #because i have determined that that is my character’s personality #i looked really sweet and nice and simple for a while but then i changed my hair back again and got some new clothes and accessories #goldie’s pokémon violet liveblog #i bought the red cap but it looked different inside vs outside the store tbh #it went well with my hair in the shop’s lighting but outside it looked way too bright red like super mario vibes #and my hair suddenly looked lighter and pinker outside too #so i was just like ok whatever black hat it is #it’s too bad you can’t get an actual outfit other than the four different school uniforms #the default summer fit is the closest thing you can get to cutesy #like you can customize SO much stuff in this game but not this i guess #no matter where you go no matter what you do you are a Student #feel like i’ve been branded

[rubysparx]

.

#thinking about dungeon meshi #but specifically laichuck(? ..chilos?) #Laios x chilchuck. basically #which like I don’t ship it but I mean?? ok #if u want ig #but I’m like deeply thinking about wether or not that’s pedophilia? #I mean there’s major age gaps in all the shops bc of the lifespans of the races #so technically any ship is tbh #but the way I see it like. Marcille x Falin or Laios isn’t in terms of maturity #or like Namari and Kiki #which is my favvv ship and no one even caresss #anyway yeah bc like. Chil looks like he’s like… 16? #but he’s actually like 30 and Laios is 26. but also if you translate Chil’s age to tall-man lifespans he’s like 40 something #which like. it’s less about the numbers but I mean- Chil actually seems to have the maturity of an older adult #and that being said; Laios is pretty immature #but I mean he is 26 #and a complex character imo so you could easily say he’s simultaneously immature and acting his age #Laios is just weird <3 it’s hard to say anything definitive abt his maturity or whatever #btw I think it’s so cool that with other characters (namari for example) they can’t tell the ages of other races #and don’t really know about their maturity rates #but marcille (before it was revealed that she wants to make all the races have the same lifespan) #made a comment about how Laios should’ve outgrown his interest in dragons and stuff #whatever. explodes #um basically. Laios/Chilchuck shippers #if you’re out there #can I get your opinion on this pspspspspsps