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completeoveranalysis · 25 days

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We come back to LAVA LAMP CLUTCHING THE FEW REMAINING BROKEN SHARDS OF SYAORAN TO HIS CHEST

FAI AND KUROGANE ONLY JUST GETTING THERE, FIGHTING THROUGH THE HOWLING WINDS AND THEIR MASSIVE INJURIES TO SEE THE DYING FRAGMENTS OF THEIR SON FALLING AWAY

AS LAVA LAMP HOLDS THE SHARDS OF GLASS TO HIS CHEST IN DESPERATION

And Fai’s stolen magic hanging in the air above them

:’D Tsubasa

Yup! It’s Tsubasa!

Yes this is absolutely the most painful way to expand on this moment, thank you Clamp

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pelicandensity · 7 months

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Work in Progress

I suffer from

midafternoon

fantasies

it is my destiny

to wish someone

would keep me warm

while staring into

the eyes of Winter

and seeing loneliness

reflected back at me

I wish I could chase

the shadows

from my mind

but I know I only

have me to blame

I work hard

at being human

not running

from my mistakes

some live to remember

some live to forget

I’m just struggling

to be honest with myself

#looking inward #bvr #writerscreed #poeticstories #poetry #spilled ink #spilled thoughts #spilled words #spilled ink poetry #writers on tumblr #twcpoetry #spilled poetry #poetry blog #bitsofstarglow

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breelynnxoxoxo · 1 month

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YOU LOCKED ME OUT! 🖤🖤🖤

#nude outside #naked outside #looking inward #outside the box #hot nude #sexy nude #absolutely beautiful #breathtakingly beautiful #take my body for your pleasure

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mrpicasso-face · 7 months

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The sun rises

Over a barren waste.

All that was,

Is no longer.

All that would be

Will not.

There is only this,

Right now.

The dirt,

The wind,

The timid fingers of light.

Rest now,

There is nothing left to fear.

The worst has come to pass,

We remain.

We are all that's left.

Now,

All that is to be done

Is to rest

And remember.

#poetry #poem #writing #my writing #thoughts #spilled thoughts #spilled ink #working on it #looking inward #i am rotting

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rantingtothevents · 10 months

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I didn't ask for these claws and these fangs

But I have had to learn

That these hands can cause harm

With no intention

That these teeth can cut poems into abuse

I have seen how the sight of them

Can make you

Uneasy

Discomfort that they bring

Fear they reap

Without ever drawing blood

So I keep my hands in my pockets

And the claws sink into my thighs

And the blood pools in my shoes

And it makes my feet heavy

So I keep my mouth closed tight

And my tongue tastes iron

And my lungs shake at the drip of it

And I try not to cough

Better to rip this flesh

Better to spill this blood

Than to be the beast

That they tried to build out of me

I wasn't born with these claws and these fangs

I will try to pry them out from me

And the process is long

And it is painful

And it is worth it.

#idk i think this is about how i feel existing as a man #and the process of figuring out how to be better #and trying to remove the parts of me that are harmful #feelings #writing #poetry #words #looking inward #self reflection #poem #long #long ish?

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bubtans · 10 months

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it's literally so frustrating to have to use popularity numbers/ships to illustrate why fandom will always exist as a cesspool for the tastes of sexually repressed straight white women because obviously all that festering misogynoir and homophobia can't be fully boiled down to how even the most underdeveloped background pair of white men will skyrocket in popularity while women, especially black and brown women, remain hollow caricatures.

but what's extra frustrating now is that people have found such creative ways to Get Around having to reflect on how much the white male gaze influences their media experience because the constant parroting of "listen to X voices!!" has created a loophole of "if i just apply diverse identities onto the white characters i would have fixated on anyway, surely that will absolve me of censure!"

so now everyone just conveniently screams shit like "i ONLY focus on women's relationships with the men in their lives because i hc them as bi!" and "these white men are actually Women to me!" and "i am trailblazing feminism by arbitrarily slapping every pair of thin cis women together and applying the exact same heteronormative dichotomies onto them as i would with men!" bc y'all have such a dissonant, sectional, superficial understanding of how race, gender, and queerness interact with each other as schools of thought.

#me: thots #personal favorite is 'this white character is actually a person of color to me'#so they don't have to think about how whiteness influences narratives and character relationships #like the kicker in all of this is that there is so much work going into this implicit refusal to look inward #and that work could actually be going into you know #looking inward

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ranch-sauce29 · 1 month

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Some words that have stuck with me

-Focus on yourself so you can explore things you may have avoided before

-Don’t internalize so much, let it out, say it

-Don’t look or search for what you did wrong

-Examine yourself, how can we inch towards the vision?

“I wonder if you’re overthinking to try and find what you did wrong? “

It’s a strong possibility. Growing up I was always in the wrong, getting punished for something. I’m not confused little girl anymore. I see this situation for what it is and if I don’t at first, I will eventually.

Instead of telling you to shut up, be kinder to yourself. One of the voices trying to teach you? “

Such simple and doable advice. I wonder if the overthinking is my muddied intuition. I’ll look deeper instead of pushing away. Avoiding has never done me any good, gotta push through.

#my stuff #my thoughts #my feelings #reality check #realization #do better #the power of words #looking inward #keep it pushing #push through #overthinking #reality shifting #better ourselves

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inwardbound · 3 months

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today's letter to me.

I give you permission to breath

I give you permission to calm down

I give you permission to play

I give you permission to slow down

I give you permission to relax

I give you permission to breathe

I give you permission to love

I give you permission to feel

I give you permission to exist

I give you permission to play

I give you permission to breathe

I give you permission to be heavy

I give you permission to be uncomfortable

I give you permission to breathe

I give you permission to grow

I give you permission to feel

I give you permission to breathe

I give you permission to love you

I give you permission to heal

I give you permission to breathe

I give you permission to cry

I give you permission to breathe

I give you permission to explore

I give you permission to work

I give you permission to feel safe

I give you permission to fill your lungs

I give you permission to observe

I give you permission to feel safe

I give you permission to let your guard down

I give you permission to let go

I give you permission to process

I give you permission to be confident

I give you permission to breathe

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hounada · 7 months

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I am a flow of contradictions. As simple as that!

#life #i love it #looking inward #food for thought #positive mental attitude

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pelicandensity · 5 months

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Dancing in the Dark

knowing there can be

no light without darkness

I keep track of all

my shadows

they are

annotated

indexed

kept on file

for easy reference

being aware of their power

I call them by name

in order to dispel them

and move into the light

unencumbered

#looking inward #bvr #writerscreed #poeticstories #writtenconsiderations #spilled ink #spilled words #spilled ink poetry #spilled thoughts #spilled poetry #writers on tumblr #twcpoetry #poetryriot #poetry reblog #abstractcommunity

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dudettedickballs · 9 months

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God animals groom themselves but only humans are ashamed of it.

God's animals fight, but only humans are ashamed of it.

God's animals are anxious and afraid, but only humans are ashamed of it.

God's animals get high, but only humans are ashamed of it.

God's animals cry and fuck and shit.

You are as God made you. To live in shame is to deny him. To feel ashamed of yourself is to spit in his face.

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mrpicasso-face · 9 months

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Quiet,

I'm trying to think.

I can't organize these papers,

With this incessant wind.

I can't find my footing,

If the ground won't stay still.

I'm treading water,

Barely afloat,

As an insect swept away

By a sudden storm.

Helplessly kicking,

Writhing,

Reaching out for anything I see.

So many branches,

More than millions

Of outstretched arms.

But I can't.

They're too weak,

I'm too heavy.

A man of steel

Soaked to the bone,

Clad in robes of wool.

I shrug,

"fuck it",

I sink.

Eyes closed.

Giving in to the water,

Accepting it's cold embrace.

Even so cold,

I would die for this intimacy.

I'm slipping away,

I'm choking.

I'm giving myself,

And all that I am.

Use me,

Destroy me,

Ruin me.

Just promise me,

When it's over,

I can be beautiful.

#writing #my writing #poem #poetry #looking inward

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mustardseeds · 1 year

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I Just Got New Glasses and I Don’t Like ‘em

What lens do you use to examine your heart and your motives? Do you have clear sight? It may be time for a pair of new “spiritual glasses”.

Photo by Suzy Hazelwood on Pexels.com But if we judged ourselves truly, we would not be judged. 1 Corinthians 11:31 I waited patiently as the lady found my glasses. I was excited to have them, it’s been a while since I had new ones. She cleaned them, made some adjustments, and then slipped them gingerly onto my face. I turned to look into the mirror and my excitement floated away. “Is there…

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#1 Corinthians 11:31 #examining your heart #examining your motives #looking inward

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kakitysax · 21 days

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Kanamafu: I'll keep composing until I save you. Even if I become a shadow of my former self, I'm here.

Mizuena: I'll wait as long as it takes.

Anhane: I want to be somebody she admires. I want her to be excited by my singing. I will never stop reaching for you.

Shizuairi: Don't say that, Airi. I love your hands. These are the hands that held mine.

Minoharu: Minori...I love you!

PJSK Fandom:

Ruikasa: Hehe. Tsukasa sure is interesting

PJSK Fandom:

#grug going to do it for real #REFLECT. LOOK INWARD.#project sekai #pjsk #kanamafu #mizuena #anhane #shizuairi #minoharu #ruikasa

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jerseymuppet · 3 months

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like. okay i’m in bandom and like the only people that consistently talk about the women here are all. lesbians. or the feminists here for riot grrrl. but like. for every post about laura jane grace there are one thousand about gerard way. for every post about hayley williams there are one million about frank iero. and when a post goes around about women you can bet there are people in the tags talking about ls dunes and pete wentz and it’s like. fine cool. but Also.

#be so fucking for real!!!#apparently talking about this makes me (someone under the trans flag) a terf #look inwards!!! do some self reflection!!#just because your misogyny is going in a different direction doesn’t mean is isn’t misogyny #and I need you to think about how you talk about women and how that effects trans women #jude.txt

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