#looks better when it’s off tbh…

[demigod-of-the-agni]

they all get called pullingo and are kicked out of the city

Pavitr and Bhim Rajeshkumar and Karna Prabhakar.. the spider bros...

#they came to me in a dream. and i drew them #when i was supposed to be preparing for my exam #eugh. anyway. you are obligated to look at the boys. they are my everything #really happy with how bhim's hair came out. like. i didn't know i could do that #obligatory mention that the prabhakar bros all have really good hair. like at this point it's not even a gift. it's something more divine #karna's luscious locks bro.... i made myself jealous #will these two make an official appearance in the mythic mumbattan au? no idea #but i'll tell you this: miles warren is alive and well #also in case you couldn't tell: bheem is wearing the new spidey india suit (i updated it). he would wear it better than pavitr. just saying #like tbh that new suit is waayyy too similar to the ben reilly suit. not the hoodie the other one #so obviously everyone but pavitr will pull off that look #pavitr prabhakar #spider man india #atsv #across the spiderverse #spider man fanart #mythic mumbattan au #bhim rajeshkumar #karna prabhakar #artoftheagni

[god-of-this-new-blog]

Treats for L

#hehe redraws and revamps! #if you recognize these images shhhh no you dont! you don’t remember when they used to look worse shhhhh #anyway! #lawlight #light yagami #death note #my art #I will never stop doing the concept of ‘things for L’ and then its a sweet treat and Light #hehe one and the same tho tbh #you guys have no CLUE how much better Light looks here than in the original. Fussing with old pieces always pays off 100% of the time #(that is untrue. I’m just ill can’t can’t deal with any public art not being to MY insane standards) #You guys think L ever puts frosting on Light’s dick? #I think it probably happened once and Light hated it :)

[aerkame]

Dude I am loving this finfolk au of yours with welcome home! I would love to know more, especially how someone might accidentally end up on the island. Like, does home just send puppets sometimes if they think they'd be a good addition or does Wally leave to play matchmaker if someone feels lonely? Is there an economy where they sell or interact with the mainland? And I wanna know more about how Howdy's poison works and hope to see his full finman form, kinda got a crush on him. Keep doing what you do!

Ehehehe- I decided to use Howdy for anatomy practice today since you like him so much, I'll definitely try to come up with a full form for him tomorrow or this week :)

But it's nice to hear more and more people enjoy this AU! (Anatomy notes and some sketches at the bottom if anyone is curious) I'll answer as much as I can for this ask. Right below this lovely picture.

Usually people don't just end up on the island of Home "by accident". Say that someone were to be on a ship and suddenly a storm forms out of nowhere, sinking what is left and the stranger is carried to Home by a strong current. It's no accident, but it's set up to look like one.

Wally, is usually the one to make storms way out there. He never explains it, but it's already a well known fact that Home probably told him to do this. If not storms though, one or two of the neighbors do leave for the mainland to retrieve the new neighbor. Whether it be by force or deception. Finfolk (much like in Orkney Folklore) are known for kidnapping and deception so it's no surprise that they usually go this route.

However, if a neighbor takes a liking to someone they may take their sweet time on mainland. Disguised as a whole other puppet (they are known to be shapeshifters), they would most likely butter up their darling until it's too late for them to realize what danger they're in. Off to Home they go!

Even if it seems random, there is always a reason why Home might send someone out to retrieve a new neighbor to add. No one will know what reason, but sometimes Wally is the one to set things up as well. And yes, sometimes he will play matchmaker, it makes him smile to see someone in love (even though most finfolk are just borderline obsessed with puppets on mainland). I guess you could call him Cupid The Fish Demon. "That person seemed so sweet...I think Howdy would love them. What do you think Home?"

There is surprisingly somewhat of an economy that they have on the mainland. Like I've stated before, this is a universe where just about any mythical/folklore creature exists. There would of course be a market for all things magical or purposeful. It's pretty much just Howdy on the Mainland that handles his own seafood restaurant, but usually he's away at Home or handling business with an underground potion shop. The restaurant is handled by trusted employees while he's gone (he's like an owner that checks in every once and a while, probably 3 times a month to make sure things are going smoothly).

The majority of his potions are made at Home, the only place he feels his work is safe at. The potions aren't like that of Wally's work or any of the neighbor's, instead he focuses on more deadlier concoctions. Need someone to go into a never ending sleep? He's got a potion for that. Need someone to get mysteriously sick and die over a long period of time? He's got you covered. Most of his ingredients come from exotic and unknown fish native only to the waters surrounding Home. Though sometimes he will use himself for some potions that are non-lethal.

His scales and fur are usually coated in a thin layer of a slick substance. It is a neurotoxin, affecting the nerves and causing a range of symptoms depending on how much is touched or consumed (usually it's worse if you consume it). Most common symptoms are tingling, numbness, burning sensations, paralysis and sometimes loss of consciousness (though it's short unless you really take in a lot of it). He usually uses this in potions that are meant as a sort of tranq or sedative. Some potions made for causing specifically paralysis (he uses other ingredients to make it last a long while.), sleeping death (sleeping, but it outwardly appears like the person is dead when they're not), severe pain, or a potion for a long and painful death.

No matter what he makes, Howdy is proficient in it. He prides himself in his work like no other.

Some Notes

I know it may sound boring to most, but the best way I did this was looking at muscles for a good 30 minutes and drawing out different shapes that look similar to each muscle. A lot of the muscles look like stretched out diamond shapes or oddly shaped pancakes stacked on top of each other. As for the arms, you can use the chain method on them even with Howdy, it's just at an angle.

You should practice on paper first, but if you are struggling with proportions then try it digitally. Select areas (like a limb) that might seem out of place and resize it until the proportions look okay. This way you can learn how to fix the proportions and later hopefully not need to resize anything in the future.

A note for drawing buff dudes is that the muscles tend to stack on each other like misshapen pancakes or balls of dough. It's not exactly an oval or diamond, but it's shape is stretchable and changing. As for the legs, Men tend to have very square-ish hips and more blocky looking thigh muscles.

#Yeehaw that was a lot #sometimes I notice when I try drawing Howdy from the front he looks off #so I will practice until I get it right #Yeah I def draw realism better than anime :/ #I kind like this style tbh #welcome home #welcome home au #finfolk #finfolk au #au #welcome home finfolk #welcome home finfolk au #howdy pillar #welcome home howdy pillar #wh howdy pillar #welcome home howdy #art #my art #art advice #anatomy

[todayisafridaynight]

#rgg #ryu ga gotoku #yakuza series #ryu ga gotoku 7 #yakuza like a dragon #yakuza 7 #yakuza 3 #katase #hisho #masu im stealing your tag for her LOL itll save me the stroke. plus hisho works as a name donnit fuck it we take what we can get #tbh when i looked her up in the files- or mine anyway- it was 'hisyo' which. dont think thats a word <3 ANYWAY #snap sketches #click for better quality or scream and die #>says i wont draw them again >makes references to draw them again #my in-game-models ref sheets for them is so messy we gotta work with what we got its FINE #what a way to cool down after Church <3 #normally i wouldve had the katase/hisho models together but i wanna.... show off the height difference i made up about them </3 #i had fun tho... you cant see it due to. CLOTHING. but i wanted katase to be boxier since everyone built like damn CARGO in y3 #didnt really have much thought with hisho. aside from the fact she's like ~5'2 without heels #yeah no in my dome i've decided With Heels katase's 5'9 while hisho's 5'4 that's just what my eyes figured out #anyway. i dont have any more time for girls this week i got comms </3 just wanted to doodle somethin quick for meself this morn.. #ok bye ima go work so i have more time to draw nonsense !!!!!!! #i need to stop. liking this game series it keeps giving me things to wanna draw and distracting me from projects And Everything Else #BYE

[cupidzrock-net]

im a bloody rena enjoyer <3 [ temp. ]

#where my bloody rena enjoyers at ??? #anyways UHMM YEAAHHH #saw this art meme and was like !!!!!!!!! need to do this w rena.. #my design she has like freckles ermm a septum piercing :333 and is a bit on the chubby side bc fuck you and it's cute !!!!! #but the chubbiness isn't shown here so rip to that </3 #septum was mainly based off of a cosplay i saw on tiktok from one of my fav artists/animators... found out she does cosplays and wow?? #her rena cosplay is soooo <333 i love it sm #and i noticed the septum and 1. she looks gorgeous 2. RENA LOOKS GOOD WITH A SEPTUM HOL UP #my design is also a silly animal design bc it's easier to draw for me :sob: i struggle w humans #but i've getting better overtime as the months go by !! #fanon rena > ?? honestly... had to go through the rena tag and do multiple takes and look through what i saw repeatedly??? #just the same as canon rena... tbh u either see scary rena or cutesy rena #sometimes both in one piece and omfg>>> fav arts ever #scary rena's tend to have more rendered pieces involved.. didn't feel like rendering tho BUT THOSE ONES R SOO GOOD>> I LOVEE #rena ryuugu #higurashi #higurashi no naku koro ni #higurashi when they cry #my art #tw blood #oh btw next satorika monthly art is coming soon !!!!! possibly in a few days or next week #also wanted to add my pride hcs but forgot/didn't feel like it > she's bi and trans/nonbinary tyvm

[shima-draws]

God I fucking lose my MIND every time Sanji gets serious and shows off with his cooking

#LET HIM COOK!! HE IS COOKING!!!!! #Shima speaks #One Piece #I swoon just a little bit. Just a bit. #Sanji being like man y’all waste so much food. Let me use all of the scraps from your meals to make something better #Me: GO OFF KING!!!!!!! #Little bit in love with him! Tbh!! Tbh!!!!! #I imagine Luffy just watching him with heart eyes like. YEAH that’s MY cook on MY ship. And he makes the BEST food. #AND he shows off while he’s doing it. #Luffy: WOOOO YEAH amazing Sanji it looks so good Sanji Sanji is the best!!!!! #Sanji: 😤😳 #Love it when Sanji acts like a super suave guy. Like when he had the whole Mr Prince stint in Alabasta? #Oh my GOD I was swooning SO hard. Ogling to the MAX #Stupid pretty cook sweeping ME off my feet. Smh

[maburito]

Well, the Nightmare certainly didn't stole it's name

#i'm joking but i do love me a good build up #is Metroid Fusion way more linear than every single previous Metroid games before it? sure #does it also have awesome build ups and creepy pay offs? yeah #though tbh build ups are always better than pay offs #SA-X is terrifying when it is just walking and we're hiding #but when we're running away it's a bit less scary #unless SA-X were to become something grotesque and terrifying with a mix of flesh and suit #that would make it hella creepy #can't wait to see what this nightmare looks like #Mabu plays Metroid #Metroid Fusion

[thetaoofbetty]

Are you going to see Cole's new movie?

that's a negative, anonarino. i gotta be honest, i don't even really know what the premise is. franken-esque? i haven't seen any trailers or ads yet so, you know, i'm going off of zero knowledge about it.

i did promise to take my exchange student to see that rom com with that capybara guy for a little galentines night out tho. mostly because i enjoy movie theater nachos and i am trying to steal one of those kung fu panda 4 popcorn buckets without being caught.

#besos! #anonymous #tbh even if i wanted to my student has a serious sensitivity to any sort of gore/horror #and i can promise neither she or the mister want to see it ha #she asked me to take her to see argylle and every time anything happened to that cat she was so mad the lady next to us was giving side eye #still better than last year when i took my student to see that puss in boots movie #and she got the giggles when the puppy was giving his sad backstory speech #and i mean giggled uncontrollably to the point of tears and someone actually stood up to turn and look at her #and her defense was that she's french #i learned that you cannot die of embarrassment but you can wish that you did #anyways i watched the trailer just now out of curiosity and it was very...grunty #any opinions i have will just set off you know who #so i shan't #i worry about her blood pressure

[quicktimeeventfull]

also sorry im still not here u may see me online and therefore assume i’m capable of human communication but i am still Recovering From Lyme

#TURNS OUT IT IS A SERIOUS ILLNESS #WHO KNEW #~neurological symptoms~ #i think i caught it within the danger zone but kind of at the tail end of the danger zone it was like. definitely not localized #the safety zone i mean #the doctors were like. very alarmed when i was describing the timeline #i got wfh approved though bc i showed up for a meeting & ig i looked so terrible everyone was worried i was like. dying rhdjdjd #sometimes i can talk to people and sometimes my brain just like. shuts off. #i am significantly better today tho i think. perhaps i will try to answer some asks and comments and such #i was tbh kind of worried but im not anymore the antibiotics are absolutely working so *knock on wood* i don’t think there are likely to #be long term consequences or anything

[derpinette]

too many males getting veneers when really they should be investing in hair transplants if anything

#you can clearly afford it & you are going to turkey for it anyway #& do NOT cheap out replace that whole scalp you never know how ruthless norwood is going to be on you else you get The Hair Band #just do it in one surgery #i advocate for teeth crookedness anyway i wish i could just yank out my braces to push my canines into yaeba i especially like #that thing people have where they teeth grow atop of others my cousin had that but the dentist just REMOVED them instead of realigning... #really makes me wish death on aesthetic dentistry STOP that madness. #i sincerely believe that teeth hold so much character & it genuinely pains me to see people get them replaced with chiclet piano keys #all straight & uniform uber white colored YUCK #honestly having thin hair as a male is a sign of genetic failure whereas misaligned teeth is not #at least you can fix that with braces that you will later take off ( when will it be my turn to... ) nothing added All You #it really sickens me to see just goes to show poor decision making skills. thin hair is infinitely more humiliating than “ugly” teeth #but there are situations where better teeth aremore of an improvement TBH if a man wants to self harm for looks go ahead IDC but ♯JustSayin #i wish you could have seen it but one time a classmate came to class to let our teacher know that he was leaving in the seventh grade #& she was like Erm why what excuse could you possibly have & he uncovered his mouth to reveal several of his teeth broken & missing #turns out he had them knocked out by an upperclassman who pushed him onto a pole while playing a game #i still laugh out loud whenever i remember it was so absurd literally the last thing i expected it was like a tom & jerry gag IRL #he was crazy rich so thankfully he got them all replaced like immediately but imagine being anyone in that situation. even the mom #i mean i felt bad for him that must have been so painful but i cannot help but burst into laughter whenever i remember

[niishi]

Sensory issues that make me not want my hair to touch my neck/ears

vs.

chronic migraine disorder that can be triggered by wearing my hair up for too long or wearing anything on my head at all

vs.

ppl telling me they like me more with long hair&making me feel insecure about having short hair

#im gonna kms #its an every day issue #i dont have this problem when i have short hair #but i HATE feeling judged i get so hyperfocused on it and it makes me so sad and i cant cope w it tbh #its something i work tirelessly to change by trying to be mindful and not give a fuck but #its HARD #so many ppl express how much they like my long hair better and I just wish they'd keep it to themselves #bc now im like rlly insecure about having short hair again #idk.... i remember back in the day when i was working at the smoke shop and had short hair #there were a bunch of girls who would express how good it looked and how theyve always wanted short hair but #their face was too fat or it wouldnt look good on them #and i would encourage them and tell them if its what you want and it would make you happy then it will always suit you and look good #no one in this world has a “face” for short hair #all of our faces suit whatever hair we want for ourselves #but pol have this opinion based off of society constructed beauty standards #and will just outright way or imply #that you look better following those standards #i think ppl should find happiness and self confidence more attractive than adherence to beauty standards #i successfully convinced one of my coworkers and an old and younger customer to cut their hair short #and they were so bright and excited to show me after they did it #and i hyped them up to hell and back like it made me emotional bc it takes courage to embrace your happiness #despite others judgements #im just #not as brave anymore #im rlly tired tbh #anyways srry im just emotional bc my head hurts and im overstimulated from my hair touching my neck jshfjekduriwj

[and-stir-the-stars]

Perhaps unsurprisingly, the latest Lonely Children post got quite long, so I'm tagging you both in a new post <3

This could be the point where William tries getting Evan fully on his side, but I like to think that even though he'd trusted the creepy rabbit man over the Fragment, Evan wasn't oblivious to the red flags.... And since Glitchtrap has William's arrogance, he severely underestimates both Evan's intelligence and his willpower. This could lead to Evan learning the truth of who was behind the endless nightmare.

@dire-kumori Evan noticing the red flags!! YESS GOOD FOR HIM! He's been through so much at this point and he SO needs that win (though, i can't help but wonder what Evan thinks of the Fragment after learning the truth about Glitchtrap. Does he realize the Fragment is, at heart, a force of good that Glitchtrap wants to get rid of? Does he assume the Fragment is another one of Glitchtrap's creations put here to trick and manipulate him? Does Evan's fear of it, plus witnessing the Fragment manipulating Vanessa, lead Evan to think of it as more of an "enemy of my enemy is my ally" thing?)

And I also love the thought of Evan trying his hardest to save this kid and just failing at every turn because Michael refuses to leave this awful place [Circus Baby's]. He's certain that something much, much worse will happen if he tries running away from his 'punishment' (even if he doesn't exactly remember what he's being punished for) but he's nonetheless willing to help guide them through the level towards the exit. He's been around long enough that he knows every nook and cranny of this place ("don't go left; that way's the scooping room") and is able to get them out quickly enough. - Dire

Gregory: what's so bad about the scooping room? I could go for some ice cream...

I think another layer that makes Michael refusing to be saved even more heartwrenching is that, once the two of them get their memories back, Mike remembers just how crushing and soul-destroying it was to try saving Evan over and over only to fail and watch his little brother be torn apart so many times. Foxybro obviously doesn't (consciously) remember this, but once he gets his memories back, maybe he's left with the horrible realization that by refusing to be saved, he left Evan subject to the same torment he lived through for so long (not being able to save your brother). He's horrified that, even after everything, he still managed to find yet another way to hurt his little brother (me too, Mike; I have NO idea how you two manage to find new ways to hurt each other with every post and au I see from others or make myself. You'd think you'd run of ways eventually.)

Even when Gregory forcibly drags them both out of Circus Baby's and even before fully getting his memories back, all that self-hatred and self-doubt and the "emotional imprints" left inside him from not being able to save his little bro no matter what he does, just leads him straight back to Glitchtrap. So horribly ironic that he's the one to get completely suckered in; I have no idea what horrors Glitchtrap would have in store for him, but hopefully Gregory and Evan would manage to pull off a rescue mission (and yell at Mike for doing something so stupid.... and let their "little brother" know that they don't care whether he makes the right decisions all the time. They just want him THERE).

This whole time, I’ve been imagining [Mike/Fragment] as the age when his first little sibling was born (be that either Evan or Elizabeth, take your pick) the age where he became a big brother. He’s still so, so little, but has this new, sudden responsibility that he doesn’t quite understand.

@honey-bunnysaurus I am feeling so Reasonable and Normal about the Fragment manifesting as the same age he was when he became a big sibling for the first time. I don't have words for how beautifully painful that is; he is way too young for this really big responsibility that he doesn't understand, AND he's being given a chance to try being a good big brother (well... little brother) again on so many different levels, especially when you incorporate Dire's idea that he constantly flips between ages depending on his mental state. Mike's the one who "faded" inside the Endless Nightmare, too unsure of his place or purpose or ability to save Evan to hold himself together, so it makes sense that he'd be so fragile and unstable in this digital world. Maybe as Mike gets more and more sure of himself and his place with his new brothers, his form becomes gradually more and more stable; or, maybe it's a comfort in and of itself to Foxybro that he can flip between ages and just be himself without the fear of responsibility or judgement or messing up that made him feel the need to hide and be someone something/else even before the Bite.

Gregory still calls him tiny even when Fragment Mike reaches his teenage stage, just because it annoys Mike.  - Honey

Oh for sure. Gregory has an unending supply of nicknames that are some variation of "little bro" and "little guy." Does the use of these nicknames lead to noogie-ing when Mike is in his teenage, or maybe even young adult, form? Absolutely. But Gregory has Goldie on his side, too; they outnumber Foxybro, and Gregory is more than willing to play dirty. Just imagine Foxybro giving Gregory a noogie, Goldie tickling Foxybro to try making him let go, and finally Gregory slams his foot into the back of Foxybro's knee and the three of them collapse into a giggling pile of sibling antics on the ground as they bicker with each other.

Maybe they’d cycle through a bunch of names like the fandom does for him; Chris, Norman, Cassidy, Jeremy, so on and so forth. - Dire

!!!!

i LOVE that. Maybe Gregory throws out a couple names for Ev soon after they first meet, but Evan quietly says he doesn't know if he likes any of them. So, Gregory decides not to ask Evan if he likes the names but to randomly call Evan whatever names he thinks of and sees how his new friend reacts (I imagine a lot of these new names Gregory thinks of are actually popular memes from 2035, or whenever you think SB takes place). Despite Gregory being able to call him 15 different names in the span of five minutes, his new friend still doesn't seem to latch onto any of the ideas, though (some ideas are so bad that his new friend can't help but wrinkle his nose or stick his tongue out at them). Maybe after an exasperatingly long time of trying to find a name, they finally decide Gregory will call Evan Him (capitalization included) and Evan will call himself Me (as reference to Golden Freddy's IT'S ME IT'S ME IT'S ME). It still doesn't quite suit Evan, no, but it's better than nothing... until Evan finds the golden Fredbear plush. It's a major relief to both of them when Gregory looks between the plush and his new friend and the nickname "Goldie" slips from Gregory's smiling lips.

#i keep thinking how funny it is that ev and mike are trapped in this digital world but gregory is just playing a video game #the three of them are in a really stressful situation when gregory's parents/beta testing supervisors/guardians/whoever #scream at him to get out of the game for a few minutes #gregory has to shoot ev and mike a ''this is so embarrassing. sorry about this'' look before he disappears entirely as he #takes off the headset. ev and mike sit there awkwardly waiting for him to come back #unless ofc glitchtrap is keeping gregory locked inside the game somehow #or even the fragment's fiddling could be keeping gregory locked in on accident #also HAH gregory calling mikey 'crybaby' #crybaby complains and goldie is like well it's better than Him/Me #crybaby just pouts in response #and it's so funny to think about canon vanessa complaining about having to raise chaotic gregory and freddy robo duo #then she gets a glimpse into this vanessa's life #sees this vanessa struggling to raise the absolute messy trio that is gregory and two ghost boys (one of which #keeps flipping his ages) and canon vanessa is like ykw. maybe my life isn't THAT weird. #it'd be especially weird for vanessa if Fox occasionally changes into a young adult form #a form close to her own age #i don't think michael would use that form very much tbh #if his teenage form is a reminder of the guilt he faced over the bite‚ then his young adult form #is a reminder of all that guilt AND the crippling isolation as he lost all his friends and got scooped #and lost his family and failed liz and-- #ykw i'll stop talking now #also i tried doing a little bit of research to see where ev might find the golden fredbear plushie in the game #i watched a few minutes of someone playing through the night terrors level and messing around at the prize counter #(the two places i thought we'd be most likely to see a fredbear plush) #but there didn't really appear to be one in either of those locations #so i'm not sure where goldie finds his namesake #i suppose that's something we'll have to take creative liberties with and make up for ourselves #lonely children au #michael afton #evan afton

[lesbianyosano]

i will never be able to draw dazai the way i actually think he looks like not bc of lack of skill but bc it’d be sooo boring

#bc in my head he looks bland as fuck #like yes he’s attractive extremely so but in a way where it’s almost. too much??? #like his face is symmetrical and his smile it’s perfect and it’s unnerving #like with celebrities they’re good looking yes but it’s inhuman almost they’re attractive but sanitized even when sexy #and there’s sth just kind of dead in his eyes when you really look so no matter how charming he is it comes across as fake and disturbing #this uncanny valley he’s not real he looks like every beauty standard to a point where it’s just soo boring #and i just can’t bring myself to draw him like this bc i enjoy messing with designs too much and i love adding little features #plus i try to make his skin a little darker but realistically i imagine hes very pale and fair #but i don’t want him to beee not him and not any of the japanese characters tbh #i’m still not super good at picking skin tones but i’ve been getting better i think #the problem is bc i use an off white background and color the skin first it looks very dark and then after i put hair color in place it #suddenly starts to look much paler and it’s really frustrating #anyway i just think thematically he should be very conventionally attractive to a point where it’s unnerving and sanitized due to #it’s restraint #does this make sense #txt.

[henreyettah]

hmmm i could have sworn that harrow isn't white

Hmmm i could’ve sworn that I didn’t draw her white

Below (first image) you will find Harrows skin tone, and in the second image you will find Gideons

Sometimes, colors will appear lighter or darker depending on the backdrop. In the pic up there with Harrow on Gideons arm, I’ve set the background of the canvas to be the same shade as her eye white. Despite the low lighting in the comic affecting the values, and the dark backdrop, you can see she isn’t white. She’s just paler than Gideon. Not-white comes in a wide range of shades. You can be PoC and still be lighter or darker than other PoC.

Hope this helps!

#anon #if you’re gonna wrongfully accuse me of whitewashing you can at least do it off anon tbh #but yeah color theory is a bitch. hope this clears things up. #feel free to look up pieces I’ve done with white characters. like ianthe. and compare the tones there. #and where is this energy of yours when people draw Gideon as pale btw? tamsyn said harrow is the paler of them. #so where’s the snark ‘hmmm’ then? #leave me be #come back when you’ve learned how to do dimly lit rooms with bad lighting and you’ve mastered the art of keeping shit visible #teach me to do it better then

[sensitivegoblin]

Vent

#I need a hug #I just feel like hopeless shit tbh #I wanna do something to cheer myself up but I'm just so depressed nothing feels worth it #I don't have any crochet inspiration #my hair is in a cloth so makeup would look good/feel worth it #anything I wanna write is sad #I just want something to make me happy rn but I'm not gonna get it :( #I don't even have the will power to do basic skin care rn #usually I feel a lil better after but ugh #I just...don't feel like i care about anything #I wish I could go completely nonverbal so that I wouldn't anger the people around me #all my life is consistent of is listening to people but no one listens to me #my dad thinks we talk a lot but really it's HIM talking and me going 'yeah' every now and then #he says its not true but it is #I never get to talk to anyone I never get to go off into my autistic rants like he does #my moods really fluctuating between feeling nothing and feeling like I need to c*t and d*e #I need a hug that I don't have to fucking ask for........ #I'm either dazing and nothing or I'm barely holding in my tears #I wanna take a Tbreak cus I feel like that doesn't help #but it's really hard to NOT smoke when in pain #I dunno man my life just feels like it's never getting better. #I wanna be saved but that's never happening I'm not pretty enough to even hope that someone will finally give me my big break #feeling just hurts I wanna shut off but it's driving me mad

[the-king-of-lemons]

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#yeah no im still super skeptical q has actually done much bts #from what we know from the union (whos word i actually trust) hes at minimum fired one person (likely whoever 'jay' is- #-bc they damaged qstudios image with their stunt on twitter) #and that nobody has even contacted the fired admins after over a week?? literally no communication #great look for the qommunication smp.... #< tone indicatior slash sarcastic #like sure the awards are cool but based off previous bias from whichever admins pick stuff for like clip comps? #im expecting at most 4 awards for the french creators (maybe 5 if they give 1 to kamet0) #out of 20+ #i feel like theyd give 1 to each so they cant point at it and say ''look we are including them!!'' #also uhhh #'“ill keep you guys updated'' <- quack1ty when he lies #he said this during the update stream abt labour issues... and then complete silence.. wheres the updates... #also the award prediction thing is just my being super cynical based on previous happenings on the server.. #yes im being negative but i have nk reason to expect any more or better from the server admins tbh #me to qs/mp admins: go girl give us nothing!!!! #im tired of ''just wait''ing :/// #citric complaints #<< vent tag