#losing it <3

[reyesstrand]

There is something about Carlos and TK lightly roasting Owen between each other and fondly giggling over their own jokes like- that’s going to be the rest of their lives. Sitting back, having their own little inside jokes as they watch Owen spin out over various things while they lovingly kid him. And it’s forever!!!! TK finally found someone who loves him and his high maintenance father, someone who totally gets Owens owenisms and TK can commiserate with when it gets too much and Carlos found someone who loves him and his family- who his parents call “son” and “mijo” and they’re going to be together for all holidays and everything and I am just sooooo normal about this.

literally like carlos didn’t ever think he’d be “fixed” when he was a kid and thought he’d be hiding his whole life and never would’ve dreamed of this for himself. tk held so much of his own grief and trauma surrounding his parents and growing up in the shadow of his dad’s legacy and craved love so much he would settle for whatever someone else would give him for so long. and then these two found each other? and they’re best friends?? who are in love?? Real Love, where they tease each other and challenge each other and make each other laugh and have strong relationships with each other’s family and giggle about canapés and fall asleep on each other’s arm?? Real Love where they just know each other so deeply it’s like knowing the other half of themselves? and they get to have that forever??

#losing it <3 #answered #anonymous #lone star spoilers

[wenightmareyou]

that’s our lamp, it shines like a big moon

#songs that peel me like a fruit #mitski #mitski lyrics #thats our lamp #laurel hell #mitski edit #lyric edit #lyrics #the fact that this is the album closer on an album about how fame affects artists is so !!!! #losing it <3

[kimjiwoong]

OH GOD i found more heartbreaking stuff but from someone else. give me a sec i’ll gif that and then i’ll deactivate foreverf beacuse icanoot do ti anynjore

#losing it <3 #rose.txt

[ddems2]

my professor asks us for a list of bibliography, fair, but like, sorry that I can't find anything on a random dictator who was in power for like 6 months?

#alex vs history #everything is in greek #I can't speak greek #also the length of this group work rivals my first big project in seminar last semester #like the specific part that I am doing (analyzing 4 months of a newspaper) was exactly what I did #but last semester it was mostly about a specific subject and I could skip bits and pieces that didn't matter #I can't do that now :') #anyway #losing it <3

[amalgamezz]

ALT

#aromantic #actually aromantic #aro #aro pride #love loses #good job everyone. im so proud of us <2 #edit (12/31): also pls do not quote 'not all loves are romantic/sexual' at me #1. aros have always been the first to dissect the definition of love. we are likely to know that before you. #2. are we gonna keep pretending that aros aint only an afterthought to the 'love wins' and 'love is love' crowds. #3. im loveless aro. i do not care for love whether its romantic platonic or familial etc etc. #one can do good w love. one can also do evil w love. love =/= morals. stop acting like it is.

[spicyraeman]

got bae'zel brainrot and its terminal

#bg3 #lae'zel #sometimes I wonder how I got here #losing my absolute mind over a space frog #shes worth it tho <3

[namespara]

If Cazador ever commented on Astarions companions (instead of just ignoring them which ultimately leads to his downfall) he'd be pretty flabbergasted to see the durge he definitly has heard of innit

#also it'd be hella funny #imagine losing ur sacrificial lamb/rebellious son and he comes back with a paramour that has murder in his job description #get fd old man #cazador szarr #my art #durge #bg3 #baldurs gate 3 #dark urge #astarion #riz'zodan #durgestarion

[moron-rights]

#this tav is not a durge #but she is a gd menace #mystra if you’re reading this I’m beating you with a lead pipe #wyll ravengard #shadowheart #gale of waterdeep #gale dekarios #lae’zel #karlach #astarion #astarion ancunin #mc: Miri Twohorns #bg3 wyll #dnd #bard #losing my religion #REM losing my religion #bg3 spoilers #bg3 #baldurs gate 3 #morights #(ps I am working on a piece still with that shade of green)

[ssalballoon]

Atlas

Can rest his weary bones

The weight of the world

All falls away

- after the initial fright of a wizard losing one's magic, i imagine it could feel like respite similar to how flying to a new country and being unknown and a complete blank slate is... among the sussur blossoms he is just gale dekarios

- lyrics from good riddance by Darren Korb (play hades/supergiant games and change your life forever)

- his embroidery has roses in it, apparently it's a term of endearment in waterdeep :') cute

#obligatory mystra: derogatory disclaimer #baldur's gate 3 #bg3 #gale dekarios #gale of waterdeep #my art #bg3 fanart #mystra #aghh i need to finish my wips before i lose motivation to polish them #mystras design is so mid go girl give us nothing #update i think maybe the instagram audience has misinterpreted this... my one fear posting art with mystra :(

[sanzundertale]

babygirl i will invent stages of grief you have never seen before

#good omens #good omens 2 #good omens spoilers #so that ending huh! #this has been sitting in my drafts for months #i’ve been waiting for something to emotionally devastate me enough to post this and!! yeah!!!!!! this applies!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! #losing my mind #i was stunned i was at a loss for words #need season 3 on a flash drive and plugged into my brain STAT I CANT DO THIS #AUUUGGGGGHHH #good omens s2 #good omens season 2 #ineffable husbands #ineffable partners #time to open ao3 and pretend everything is fine!

[whimperingwizard]

BG3 + tumblr posts II

#bg3 #baldur's gate 3 #enver gortash #astarion #gale of waterdeep #shadowheart #lae'zel #volo bg3 #bg3 memes #i'm losing it i have so many of these now #the emperor bg3 #bg3 spoilers #< for the emperor <3

[bluegiragi]

open book.

early access + nsfw on patreon

#*giggles awkwardly* #friendly reminder that outside of battle simon going wispy like that is a sign of him losing control #<3 #simon ghost riley #john soap mactavish #ghostsoap #monster 141 au #giragi art

[significant-ace-nnoyance]

musical annabeth "my grand plan is that i will be remembered/someday soon someone will notice me" -> show percy "you're better at this than me. and you know it"

musical percy "i swear that im a good kid/i just need one last chance to prove im good enough for someone" -> show annabeth "hes not like that. hes better than that"

#yes this is my third post about these two parallels because IM LOSING MY FUCKING MIND #THE USE OF SOMEONE IN BOTH????????? #AM I OVERANALYZING??? HELL YEAH SOMEONE HAS TO #i love adaptations #percy jackson #annabeth chase #percy jackon and the olympians #percabeth #pjo #percy series #pjo <3

[knifearo]

being aromantic is like. hey btw you're going to live a life that is the culmination of most of society's worst nightmares. sorry lol ✌️ but then you turn around and take a really good hard look at it and it turns out that living in that nightmare is fucking awesome and you get to wake up every day and take that fear that other people have and laugh and hold it close until it's a great joy for you instead. and being happy is a radical act that you define instead of someone else. and you're sexy as fuck that's just a fact of life i don't make the rules on that one

#aromantic people are just sexy i'm not making the decisions here it's just facts #course ur hot as fuck. it came free with the aromanticism #being sexy is just default settings for aromantic people 👍 #hope this all helps. anyway i'm on my 'i hope i die alone <3 i can't wait to die alone <3' kick rn #i think the existential fear that people have of Not Partnering specifically is so. well. #obviously that shit is strong and it is SO awesome to be free of it. #realizing you're aro and you don't Want a partner can be such a hit to the solar plexus #cause society says that's the only thing that'll make you happy. so either you go without that thing or you force yourself #into doing something you don't want which would make you unhappy anyway. #so you think it's a lose lose situation and you have to come to terms with what amatonormativity presents as the worst possible situation #but then! whoa! turns out personhood is inherently valuable in and of itself and romantic partnering is just a construct! #and that nightmare is now your life to do with as you please... define as you will... structure as you want... #best case scenario. is what i'm saying. #every day i wake up ready to spit all that amatonormative rhetoric back in life's teeth by being alone and being happy #and it's so fucking satisfying. every day. #fucking JUBILANT being by myself. and i love being a living breathing 'fuck you' to the romantic system #you need a partner to be happy? oh that's sooo fucking crazy guess i'll go be miserable then. in my perfect fucking dream life lmao #yeah obviously it's the worst possible outcome on earth to die without a partner. so terrible. can't wait for it :) #aromantic #aromanticism #aro positivity #aroace #arospec #sorry to bitches who are sad about not having a partner. i could not give a fuck though get better soon #you couldn't EVER pay me enough to go back to a mindset in which my inherent value wasn't enough by myself. #FUCK that shit. absolutely miserable and a bad life outlook in general. like genuinely do the work w/ amatonormativity and get better #life is something that can be so fulfilling whether someone wants to kiss you or whatever or not #i'm on antidepressants and i have people i care deeply about. what the fuck would i need a partner for lmao

[callmelinamfsnow]

“I’m family”

“So. is. he”

#they’re literally all they had for each other for years #the trauma bonding of losing everyone #I love nebulas character growth so fucking much #gotg3 spoilers #rocket gotg #gotg #gotg3 #guardians of the galaxy #guardians of the galaxy vol 3 spoilers #gotg v3 #gotg vol3 spoilers #the names rocket #rocket racoon #nebula

[gravitysoda]

refusing an impossible wish and settling for one last game of chess.

#p5 #persona 5 #shuake #akeshu #p5r #persona 5 royal #goro akechi #akechi goro #ren amamiya #akira kurusu #joker #joker persona 5 #soda art #the artbook gave me brainrot and the strength to make a COMIC. extreme rarity for me #akechi in 3rd sem having a wish to play chess with joker in a world where theyre both happy and are able to lead normal lives is just...aug #but the fact of the matter is that he can't have that without sacrificing his free will and everything he stands for #so in this scenario i thought he could ask for a small microcosm of that wish #at least he gets another game with joker - even if he wants to play many more he'll settle for just one #they still can't play together without the baggage and without akechi feeling that he's burdening ren #but at least it's something. at least akechi gets to spend a little more time with him #and akechi makes a concerted effort to push ren away in the 3rd sem to avoid attachment #so this would be a “selfish”/vulnerable request on his part since it's something he wants but is sentimental #and will only make it harder for ren to lose him in the end #ANYWAY !!! they make me crazy <3