#losing my best friend

[radrecovery]

Do you know what it’s actually like to watch your favorite person slowly lose their sparkle. To slowly lose themselves to watch them decrease within a year. To sometimes wake up and forget who they are or that they think they are seven years old again. Do you truly understand what it’s like losing your best friend who could possible forget who you are one day.? I didn’t think so and you didn’t even check on or ask. So kindly just fuck off. I got myself. 🖕🏻

#lost #personal #help #life #love #losing it #done #insane #painful #thoughts #dementia #I am so sad #hurt #losing my miiiiiind #losing my best friend

[richies-toes-hair]

all that's left is the silence you used to fill...

#for real #relatable quotes #losing my best friend #you are alone

[callherbyurname]

sampai kita bertemu lagi, sayangku🦋❤️

aku merindukanmu sahabatku, hidupku tanpamu bagai kapal layar tanpa layarnya, tak tahu arah dan tak dapat mengendalikan pergerakannya. andai dirimu masih di sini, mungkin aku tak harus menangis dan sedih sendirian. mungkin aku tak akan merasa hidup ini begitu berat dijalani, namun aku telah melepaskanmu. aku tahu saat keabadian tiba, aku akan siap bertemu denganmu lagi. aku sudah tidak takut pada kematian. rasa duka, luka dan pedih semuanya adalah permen rasa-rasa yang menjadi makanan sehari-hariku. harapanku saat ini hanya satu, kamu datang pada mimpi-mimpiku, memeluk aku, mendekap dan bagai kita berdua kembali seperti saat dulu. aku tahu betul kamu sudah bahagia di sana, aku iri padamu. sayangku, doakan aku selalu ya supaya tetap bertahan dan menikmati hidup ini sebaik mungkin. dekap aku dalam perjalananku di dunia ini, sebab kau tahu betul langkahku saat ini hanyalah sendiri. temani aku agar aku tidak sendiri ya sayangku. hingga waktuku datang dan kita bisa bertemu lagi. sampai saat itu, aku akan mendekapmu seumur hidup dan memelukmu selamanya. aku mencintaimu hingga akhir hayatku, sayangku.

#soulmate #losing my best friend #dealing with grief #miss her #pulang #cinta sahabatku #sajak kupinta #kenang #Spotify

[missknuff]

Ich hab ihm geschrieben. Ich hab gesagt, dass er mir einfach sagen soll wenn ich ihm egal bin. Ich hab ihm quasi die Chance gegeben, mit mir "Schluss zu machen". Er muss es nicht mal mehr komplett selber machen. Ich weiß nicht, was ich mache, wenn er die Chance annimmt. Keine Ahnung. Ich will ihn nicht verlieren. Aber vll muss ich das. Vll muss ich einen der wichtigsten Menschen in meinem Leben gehen lassen, um wieder weitermachen zu können. Ich glaub noch nicht dran. Aber ich hör es von verschiedenen Seiten. Alle sagen, er tut mir nicht gut und dass es sein Verlust wäre, nicht meiner. Aber es fühlt sich nicht so an. Es fühlt sich an, als würde mir jemand das Herz rausreißen, wenn ich nur drüber nachdenke. Aber vll lebt es sich ohne Herz leichter. Was nicht da ist, kann nicht kaputt gehen.

#not just sad #not enough #unwichtig #bester freund #vermissen #allein #miss you #zerbrochen #broken #lonely #breakup #losing my best friend

[that-poetry-bitch]

I’ll miss you

And I hope you’ll miss me too

But we’ll lose contact

We’ll say we’ll call then we won’t

God, I hate your mom so much

And I know you do too

What I would give for your dad to still be here and for you to stay

I’ll get sadder and sadder

And no one will notice

As I slowly drip away

This school year will be so hard without you

I need you

It’s no good to be alone in this world

Oklahoma fucking sucks

It fucking sucks and it’s the fucking shittiest place in the world

It sucks so bad because you’ll be in it

And I won’t

I’ll text you on your birthday, I promise

But will you text me on mine?

I need you

I need you

I need

You

And I love you

I love you

I

Love

You

#my poem #my poetry #original poetry #poetry #writers and poets #depressing poem #depressing poetry #losing friends #losing my best friend #friendship #emo poetry #emo moment #emocore #I hate myself

[bigfatbreak]

"what's the biggest difference in Tom's character in the dad villain au" you've never seen a papa-bear go so grizzy mode so fast

#my art #miraculous ladybug #marinette dupain cheng #tom dupain cheng #lê chiến kim #dad villain au #also the final straw for marinette was that the day kim pulled that shitass prank on her #that gave her like. love trauma in the show #was around the same time sabine passed out for the last time and never woke up again #so marinette realized that she was publicly humiliated #by chloe via kim as a proxy for the 'prank' #was going to lose her best friend who was moving #and was going to lose her mom #basically all in the same day

[nerdpoe]

When Danny decides to reincarnate, centuries after his adventures, he chooses a random Dimension of Heroes and Villains.

He's expecting adventure! Heroics! A life worth bragging about in the Afterlife!

He wakes up in a tube, staring down at surprised teen heroes as they release him and another person.

Later, he finds out that he's a clone of Batman and Superman, and the other clone is of Superman and Lex Luthor.

He came into this world expecting adventures, not a weird custody battle about him and his brother (because that's what Conner is) between two A-List superheroes.

#dpxdc #dcxdp #dp x dc #story prompt #dc x dp #phanfic #superman wants nothing to do with both of them #batman wins custody no problem #bruce now give clark a deathglare if the super even mentions one of the boys #constant sniping between superman and batman #until it eventually degrades their relationship so much they can't work together #culminates in one big verbal fight after another attempted planetary invasion #that ends with batman just losing it and #in a very calm voice that's totally out of place from his earlier growling #“if i'd known my best friend was the type of man who would target a child for the sins of their parents i might have chosen to be alone.” #verbally slaps clark #and that's how clark agrees to go to therapy

[bread-that-draws]

Flowey’s so funny and has me so fucked up like he’s a talking flower. He tries to kill you upon your first interaction. He is ten years old. He is damaged beyond repair. He’s a flower named Flowey. He’s become friends with every single character. He’s killed all of them countless times. He knows everything about everyone. He doesn’t care anymore. He takes care of his mom when she can’t take care of herself. He’s killed her before. He doesn’t care if you kill her. He thinks she’s trying to replace him. He just wants to be himself again. He wants to destroy everything. He hates you. You’re the only one who understands him. He wants his best friend back. He’s terrified of them. He believes in kill or be killed because he died by giving mercy to the wrong person. He believes himself to be the wrong person. He doesn’t understand when you show him that kindness he showed others, even when you know he could kill you for it. He’s tried every route. He asks you if you have anything better to do when you try to do the same. He’s a direct reflection of the player. He’s a fucking talking flower named flowey and his only voice line is by Ronald McDonald and his officially licensed plush does a little dance for you

#‘Flowey would listen to i bet on losing dogs by Mitski and cry until he throws up and Chara calls him cringe from beyond the grave’ #-me to my friend when I ranted about this last night #he has me so fucked up like oh my god #how is the best character a fucking talking flower #I love undertale’s writing so much like it’s mastered minimal evidence giving away the biggest parts of characters #i can analyze him i can study him under a microscope #i can put him in a terrarium with a sticky note that says gay baby jail you know #he has me SO fucked up #flowey #flowey the flower #asriel #asriel dreemurr #I’m talking about flowey btw not asriel i know they’re the same person but not to me #like how i consider little baby me and fucked up 13 year old me different people #asriel sits on the playground and cries when nobody wants to play warrior cats with him #and flowey sits in the back of classrooms and answers ‘life is MEANINGLESS’ to every question #not speaking from experience ofc (im lying) #love my edgy flower *puts a magnifying glass up to him and notes how fucked up he is* #i think more characters need to be fucked up beyond repair #undertale #utdr #character analysis

[anininas]

Great heavens above they are gay

#I purely made this re6 because its my favourite Leon to draw #But I also like the angst of Leon losing him twice so. #When I showed the sketch to my best friend she thought I drew them making out so take that as you will #resident evil #resident evil 4 #resident evil 6 #leon s kennedy #luis serra #serennedy #ani's scribbles

[hamable]

WHEN I TELL YOU I SCREAMED

#dimension 20 #fantasy high #fantasy high junior year #fhjy #IM GONNA BE UP ALL NIGHT THINKING ABOUT THE HORRORS OF BARON TAKING THE FORM OF RIZ’S BEST FRIEND/MAYBE QP PARTNER AJBSBDJDJDK #LIKE IM LOSING MY MIND #he is ELATEDDD to be casting max damage on a PC rn #he’s having the best day of his life

[mysteriousmoss]

God hearing that Jellie has passed makes me feel so bad for scar. Losing a pet you’ve had for years and have grown so so close to that they are your best friend and anchor is such a blow to you. Grieving over the death of a pet hell a loved one of which you were close to is hard. Some times it lessens and never truly leaves you.

Scar can take as much time off as he wants to process this. Lost of a pet is what I believe is to be a very traumatic event in peoples lives.

My condolences to Scar and his family. Jellie will be missed but not forgotten. She lives on in the history of Scars channel and the hearts of all the fandom members.

#hermitblr #goodtimeswithscar #gtwscar #gtws #Jellie #cw animal death #I am crying for no reason #but this brings up some memories of my own #I truly and genuinely feel the heart break of losing your best friend whos your cat or pet in general #yeah

[demigods-posts]

something that i would absolutely love for the show to do is to have percy and annabeth have another private moment to themselves. annabeth explaining the feud between poseidon and athena, and how it might mean that she and percy were destined to never be friends. only for percy to reassure her that their parents actions don't define them. that whatever happens in the future, he'll fight next to her. and annabeth assumes its because he needs someone who won't hesitate to make a tough decision, like he stated back at camp when he was picking people for the quest. only for him to correct her and say that it's because he considers her a friend.

#percy: whatever happens. i'll fight next to you. #annabeth: why? because you need someone who won't hesitate to push you down a flight of stairs? #percy: because you're my friend wise girl #*insert annabeth trying not to lose her cool in front if her new friend* #*percy definately noticing this about her and feeling very proud that he made her happy* #percy jackon and the olympians #percy jackson and the olympians #pjo text post #pjo #pjo headcanon #percy jackson #annabeth chase #percabeth #percabeth headcanon #percabeth friendship #percabeth fluff #these two become the best of fucking friends for the next four years #probably pjo tv spoilers too depending on how things go #pjo tv predictions #pjo tv concept

[foolsocracy]

wgats up lol

#heeeyyyyy guuuyyyssssssss #currently losing in my battle vs school #take some spider Robbie #tfw ur best friend is a masked vigilante who dies saving u from Ellis island #so u take up his crime fighting role only to see him again 🤔 strange #peter benjamin parker #robbie robertson #my art #spider noir #spider man noir #spiderman noir #ummm #marvel #one day I’ll come back fr and also have more than just sketches…. I swear guys I SWEAR #the year 1933 crazy af why r there 3 different ppl playing spider

[callherbyurname]

banyak sekali takut dan sesak di dada saat mengingat namamu sahabatku terkasih. walau sekarang kamu telah nyaman dalam damai, aku masih terus merindukanmu, dan akan selalu begitu. hidupku perlahan jadi menakutkan, dan kehilanganmu menghancurkan hatiku lebih dari yang aku pernah kira. tolong datang kembali ke mimpiku dan usap air mataku di setiap malam aku mengingat dalam isak tangis mengucap namamu.

#my best friend #losing my best friend #dealing with grief #deanatha

[suburbanbonfire]

FIRE // WATER

Prints here!

#this was all an excuse to draw fire #a big thank you to my consultants i.e. best friends in the discord vc #the waves were my favorite part the text was my least fav #if we lose this game im gonna go fuckign apeshit #seattle kraken #calgary flames #hockey #hockey art #hockey poster #art #my art #artists on tumblr

[buck2eddie]

they were insane for this btw

#im sure there's meta about this and costume explanation that's been fone and said better than whatever im about to say #but god i am absolutely losing my mind over this #so much has changed between them in those scenes #while eddie was amused and a bit fond of this brat now he's full on in love with him #that's the man who already put his best friend in his will :) #and while in the first one buck felt uncomfortable and mad about how eddie was fitting with his family #now eddie IS his family and he's the one he comes to when he's in a rough spot #ok im done now <3 #buddie