#lot less stressful...i hope

[linkvcr]

goooood afternoon skysword nation

#i just spent waaaay too much money on prints. heh. yeah 😏 #little gift for myself bc i hate uni so much [< dangerous thinking path] #honestly just glad im getting cool skysword prints. FINALLYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY #and an oot one. YAYAYAYYAYAYYAYAYAYAY #aaaand peace and love and joy forever #i also fulfilled my teenage dream of owning slime. it will be mine tomorrow and imm literally so excited abt it i cant think abt it too muc #uhmmm what else #OH i feel a bit less stressed abt uni but. still a lot to do u know how it is #sorry rambling so much but u know me. the yapping yapper #hope u guys are good!!! it is SO the afternoon but if i dont sleep soon i might explode #okay love u guys bye for now mwah #txt

[thebramblewood]

I think I finally understand how to pose hands!!!

#still not ready for a proper hand hold (especially when they're two different sizes) but we're getting closer! #and guess what? another simple idea of mine has spiraled out of control #it's not for hzid #but i really hope i can execute the vision #i'm actually starting to find this... fun?? #now that i generally understand how the joints work it's a lot less stressful

[lunarharp]

lil extras for the free day

#witch hat tag #orufrey #orufreyweek2023 #gotta put these silly things here now 🤦‍♂️ cause the remaining prompt to catch up is not a happy one so it should go somewhere else.. #didnt end up doing anything that pushed my limits after all..but that's ok. since i've felt pretty depressed lately this week was my treat #i def feel like i get less likes & RTs overall on twt recently even tho my followers increase. are ppl sick of my stuff ?? :') #but i myself feel pretty ok about my art atm...so i guess it's fine. my fics have never gotten the hits/kudos i've ever hoped for #so i've accepted that this is how it is for me. i see LOTS of ppl stress about that kinda stuff and i don't wanna be like that.. #i'll just keep on keeping on. creating has been pretty satisfying lately when im NOT depressed abt other stuff #and i do get fulfilling comments <3

[motleyfam]

So, in the fic where Tim gets his appendix out, Jason tells him that he usually freaks out before he gets put under, not after. Now that Tim knows, how would he comfort Jason? I'm thinking, like, imagine that Jason breaks his leg badly on patrol, so urgent surgery is in order. Would Tim try to prevent him from freaking out? How?

P.s. i said i a thousand rimes bur I love your works!! You're amazing!!

Ooh so I've actually answered a similar question pretty recently (although that was focused more on the needle aspect than the anesthesia/loss of control aspect which I headcanon to be Jason's main issue with being put under)

Honestly? I think Tim would be the worst family member to try to comfort Jason through something like this. Not for anything that Tim is doing right or wrong, just because anesthesia is something that really freaks Jason out, and his response to being freaked out is a) to angry cry, and b) to lash out at people. Because he knows this about himself, and he's also extremely protective of Tim, he tries not to let Tim see him when he's not fully in control of himself. So while Jason would totally be great in a crisis involving Tim, he does terribly when the roles are reversed.

BUT that being said, if Tim was the only one available, I think Tim would end up offering his hand to squeeze, and Jason would hesitate at first but eventually take it. He'd probably also be trying really hard not to cry, which Tim would very intentionally act as through he wasn't noticing because at the end of the day, Jason needs his dignity more than anything.

#settle our bones #might not really be the answer you were hoping for but i think jason gets suuuper cagey when he's feeling vulnerable #and nothing makes him feel vulnerable more than when his inhibitions are being forcibly removed from him #and he loses all agency #like while being put under #Dick in this series has a LOT of practice brushing things off #and meeting Jason where he's at #but Tim isn't nearly as well versed in it so it trips him up a lot more #but he's also growing and learning and making progress the more time he spends with the Waynes #so while in the 'everybody gets the hell flu' fic he was suuuper wigged out by Jason's trauma responses #he gets less and less so as time goes on and he starts to understand his family more #even in the migraine fic i just posted recently he feels comfortable enough to argue with Jason while they're both in a stressful situation #which i see as progress for him #anyway thank you so much for your kind words and I really appreciate the question!!

[rainecreatesstuff]

if heartstopper was unnecessarily sweet and didn't need to be made then explain why i kept expecting Nick to do something to just horrendously hurt Charlie or vice versa. If media doesn't teach queer kids that suffering is a prerequisite for happiness explain why i was on edge my entire first watch through waiting for the other shoe to drop and for it to end in some bittersweet or unsatisfying way.

#This is less me being mad at dumb people and more me just feeling so much about this series lol #idk it was just like. Such an uplifting hopeful show #and I have read the comics so I know that the later parts of the story go into some deeper topics of mental health and everything but #even then it’s handled in a hopeful way #it’s heartbreaking but it doesn’t make you feel that like emptiness that a lot of other queer media does #like it talks about the important stuff while still stressing that there’s light at the end of the tunnel #yknow? #idk #I’m just feeling a lot and I’m just so happy Heartstopper exists #it’s genuinely improved my mood so much lately #raine rambles #heartstopper netflix #heartstopper

[darehearts]

i have a doctor's appointment for my potentially nerve damaged hand and oof  !  wish me luck bbs 🥴

#idk why but i am unusually stressed about this than i thought i would #be. probably bc a lot has added together this last week maybe? #anywhomst-- prayer circle. i hope it ends up being less of two evils #not that i know what the two evils are in this scenario yet sksksks #tbd #vent tw #medical tw

[ilybigman]

hey bugsnax tumbler for some reason my whiteboardfox doodles are when my art is at peak, so take some gay ppl

and more, these doodles got lost since i was disconnected while i made them but i screenshoted them ha

#bugsnax #bugsnax fanart #snorpy fizzlebean #snorpington fizzlebean #chandlo x snorpy #chandlo funkbun #not using the gay tag coz it has the listerine flag HA #anyway hope u guys enjoy :] #srry i barely post too #i gotta make this into a routine posting social coz it's a lot less stressful than twitter which i deleted anyway #lawl

[herd-reject-arts]

Here I go to spend several days by myself in the North Carolina wilderness. Wish me luck. Never gone camping alone (but I have my dogs, and I trust them more than any people I know), so that's intimidating. Hopefully I don't have to fistfight a bear over whatever I'm cooking that night. Not looking forward to no toilet or shower until Monday, but it is what it is. I absolutely have to do this, for my mental health. I'm losing so much money taking the time off work to just have mountain time to myself. But I gotta. My life has been such a chaotic mess for over half a year now - everything that could go wrong, has - and I've never felt so close to just letting myself snap. I can feel it boiling right under the surface at any given time.

But yeah. Should be a time. Might post pictures upon my return (provided a bear doesn't decide I'm on the menu). Wish me luck!

#not vc sorry #camping #going to pisgah in case i never return and y'all gotta help direct the cops #should be back online sometime next week #really hoping there's no phone service so no one can bother me #i WILL hike the mountains. i WILL return to the dirt and moss from which i came. #i think it'll be good for me to just fuck off for a while and hang out with my puppies #it's just been shit after shit for so long #like. starts off with me getting fired over a false police report that no one cared was obviously fake #then the only person I've ever given a shit about says he's had a massive thing for me for years and just ghosts me? #then my mom started getting worse and is constantly blaming me for all her problems and breaking my stuff etc #like. she tells my 15 year old brother he's a failure and won't be shit at least once a day. blames me for his behavior. #then I'm getting constantly fucked over at work. treated like I'm an idiot. paid less than the guys despite doing the same work. #my physical health isn't great but what do i even do about that? #i have no control over anything in my life. it's all going to shit. #but you know what i can control? where my gay ass subaru is driven. and it's driving me to the mother fucking mountains. #and i WILL chill and relax and not stress over shit that's out of my hands!!!!!!! #it's supposed to rain a lot but who cares. just means less likelihood of other people camping near me.

[alexcutecolly]

thanx for the concern! I’ve been rly exhausted recently but mayb resting in v.olo’s stomach or intestines while he rubs his belly would fix me >w< and he would enjoy that alot too I hope!! I love him a bunch

omg yes! V.olo falling asleep laying on us while we’re in there is so good!! uuu hearing his heart slow down all around us and knowing hes comfy and full!! ❤️

the first time would b a little scary for us and him too but it would be so relaxing after a bit and uuu can you imagine him feeling us slip behind his collarbone the first time ? and then he learns it really helped us relax and not work too much abd hed have more fun with it!! and making friends with his team is rly cute too a cuddle pile would be great and soft! and if he eats us or doesnt hed be so fun to hear talk about his favorite things like ruins n myths!!

omg you drew him as a merman that’s great!! What if he said we got the artefacts together cuz we were with him the whole time? and you’re right he’d be so warm and swaying back n forth when he’s swimming would be nice too!!

uuuuuu yes!! ❤️ and halfsize means he can savor us more and maybe lick his lips and sigh after he gets us all the way down in his human half but we still have a long way to go to get into a comfy spot in his coils where he could lay on us! uuuu omg omg a kiss where were resting in him is making me blush uwu hes so cute!

- v.olo uwu

ps. omg this ended up rly long sry

I'm finally here, I'm so sorry for the wait dear anon! 😓 I hope you're feeling better now! 😟 And oh don't worry about long asks! Write as much as you like! 💕

Mmmmm, V.olo's belly and intestines would definitely be of great help! 🥺 Imagine if they had healing abilities tbh! Like, no matter how exhausted or sick we are, some hours of rest inside of him and we're feeling like brand new! x3 and of course he'd love that! He could let himself relax for a bit and rub our spot, or even fall asleep as he does! 💕 Either option would be so cute hehe, and it'd feel so peaceful to be on the inside while he's slumbering ❤️

Oh yeah the first time ever would definitely be so so terrifying for us!! We wouldn't know if it'd be safe or not to stay inside his stomach, or if we could even be able to breathe at all! I feel like V.olo would feel a little calmer than us though, since he's the one that proposed the idea after all, and maybe he even practiced with some food before! x3

It'd be a whole different experience with a tiny wriggling person though, so he'd be surprised at first to feel us slide down and past his collarbone after swallowing us ❤️ and then we realize no harm is done in his belly and it's actually a soothing event for the both of us, and it turns into a pleasant habit from that moment forward x3

His team would really adore us imo! Like, we could sit down with his T.ogekiss and H.isuian A.rcanine by a bonfire and discuss various topics, like myths and the inscriptions/pictograms found in some ruins as we pet our mons 😭❤️ it'd just be a good time between close friends!

Oh thank you anon! 💕 I'm pretty proud of that drawing, hehe. I think V.olo would definitely say we found the artifacts together, since he's both technically not wrong and also a very endearing guy ❤️ I feel like the inside of his belly would be a little splashy for us because of some water he ingested, but other than that it'd warm us up and we could travel safely with him ❤️ also I think his m.erman scales would be golden imo, cause they'd look really good on him!

Ikr??? Half-size vore is amazing, cause it lets the pred take more of their time with eating and savouring the prey; it's a slower process than g/t vore, but it makes it even more satisfying for the devourer! You're so right btw, I can see n.aga!V.olo sighing and licking his lips once he's finished gulping us down, humming softly as he curls up in his coils and waits until we get to his tail stomach x3 💕 And we deserve a swift kiss when we do, because we've been such a good prey! Hehe, the idea makes me blush too! >w< ❤️

Also dear v.olo uwu anon, what do you think of the new L.egends game that's just been announced? I've never played the X./Y games, but it looks like I'll have to check them out in the future xD how about you?

#i live!! #sorry again for the wait dear anon #i feel better now #definitely less stressed out and exhausted than the past week #i hope you've been okay in the meantime! #the v.olo vore brainrot is getting stronger btw lol #i really like him being a n.aga for example lol #i think he'd be cute #plus n.agas are usually depicted as solitary creatures and it'd fit him quite well if we look back at his background and all #my man just wants some company and to take care of someone he likes ;-; #thank you again for sharing your ideas dear v.olo uwu anon! it means a lot 💕 #v.olo uwu anon #v.olo vore rambles #safe vore #g/t vore #half size vore #endosoma #implied full tour? #at the beginning #v0re

[onlyfangz]

fandom's meant to be fun. if it's not, hit da bricks, dude.

#charlie.txt #theres so many lovely ppl i see at the moment stressed tf out of fandom #im gripping all of your shoulders and giving you permission to block and dismiss and retreat as much as youd like #i think mutual culture has led to a lot of unhealthy parasocial relationships #of which i am not immune to! #but unless your mutuals are your actual friends (and i do have some mutuals i consider actual friends and some i do not) then you dont #actually owe them your time or energy when theyre stressing you tf out #like i said this isnt abt any one person but if you see this and its hitting home i hope you listen up #its the reason im less active in the bg3 fandom. its just not a very nice fandom to be in. #like theres lovely *individuals* but as a congolmerate its petty squabbling and personal drama #and the passive aggression. ugh. my least favorite kind of aggression. #anyway thats not the point. #be weird with a small people u trust and when the hoarde comes knocking tell them where they can stick it.

[viric-dreams]

I MEANT 15 WHOOPS

15. Do you/have you participated in Artfight or art trades in general?

I don't tend to do set art trades because as soon as I have an obligation to do something I start psyching myself out and it gets infinitely harder, but I did sign up for this upcoming zine, so please send thoughts and prayers.

#i do love gifting art though #because nobody expects it #so if i don't finish it i'm not disappointing anyone because they'll never know #though there are also the twin thoughts of 'this is less stressful because people enjoy gifts even if they're not absolutely perfect' #competing with 'but if you mess up their character this is the highest possible insult and crime' #this zine does sound like a lot of fun though #i just hope i can finish this piece i have an idea for in time

[that-foul-legacy-lover]

hi! i just want to say that i love your writing so much omg you introduced delusions that i never even knew i could have until i stumbled upon your blog. your writing is just so amazing and poetic and i just love it so much. your style is so unique that i just want to munch on it bc it’s delicious to read. when i read your work, i feel the emotions you write and you actually absorb me into this silly little world. you’re literally so talented. i love your writing 🥹🥹🫶🫶

anon hello????? this is one of the sweetest things i've been told in a long time, thank you so much!!!! i'm someone who feels emotions very strongly so i try to put that into my writing as much as possible and lately i've been feeling a bit insecure about it and about not posting a lot, so i'm glad it paid off!!! words really don't describe how happy this ask makes me so again thank you SO MUCH!!!!

also pspspsppsss share the delusions comrade

#chit chat #anon #GUESS WHO FINISHED THEIR EXAMS (MEEEE) #been busy still because i'm packing but!! i'm feeling a lot better #i can't wait to be more active and less stressed out again #this ask singlehandedly kept my sanity intact this week thank you anon i love youuuu #how is everyone tonight!!!!! #i hope you're all doing well!!! #good evening :) #SWEET PEOPLE!!!

[felidthing]

oughhgh.. logically it makes sense that all my brown tabby sona art started this year but it is wild to look at my january art and see the first drawings i did of it and my brief dogboy era. the timeline....

#posts #its like. factually i know when all of this happened. but its different seeing it all at once #overall 2023 has been good to me. it has had a lot going on and a lot of challenges #as well as some genuinely bad things happening #but Overall. its been good #i got housed! im never living with my parents again! i got to shop for myself and for the first few months of the year i had practically #unlimited money for food because of how i spent my ebt #i got top surgery this year and recovered easily from it!! and i got into college!!!!!! #living in a house with strangers was stressful and weird. running out of ebt and finding out i'd lost it sucked. my cat dying was awful. #applying for financial aid and the college itself was stressful and i did it right up against the deadline #but everythings worked out more or less #i would REALLY like to get back into my usual swing of drawing though . #muffin dying and my ebt getting cancelled and all the stress with applications just completely squashed my motivation for art #and i am STILL battling that #im hoping once i get used to the new quarter i can fit more art into my routine. and i would really like to do more commissions

[yohankang]

i went out for dinner with my twin brother for the first time in my life lmao

#and i came out fo him sgjdvjsdj #we aren't close. i wasn't even sure if he's got my number lmao #but he asked me abt my plans for the future and asked why i don't have a boyfriend yet 🙃 #and joked about me being into girls and i was like. i am actually into girls. #he was like okay. that's not my business anyway #and i was really chill abt it too. like damn i remember crying when i came out to my mom and being so nervous when i came out to my friends #bit here i literally couldn't care less #we spent like. 2.5 hours together and it was awkward but not as awkward as i expected #because we only talk a few times a year there was a lot to talk about. my school work etc. #and we went to a pizza place i really wanted to visit so!! it wasn't a bad evening #but i am glad to be back in my bed agjsfjs tomorrow will be really stressful at work.... i hope i can fall asleep soon #gn guys #k.txt

[opens-up-4-nobody]

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#we r caught back in the agony spiral yall. bc ive made no progress writing today bc its been a long week and im tired #and i cant focus. but i could probably. im just being a baby abt it #i should just go to sleep. ive gotta go do field work tomorrow and im kinda stressed abt it #or i should do something fun thwt will made me less miserable but i csnt do that. theres no timd #time. so i should sleep. but sleep is a waste of time and really i shoulf b writing #but im tired and my tummy hurt :-( #i hope tomorrow doesnt take long :-(( #no sample collection pls 🙏 #and ive got interview stuff to prep for. like thats a month away but i gotta convince ppl i understand photosynthesis #and its been a fucking minute since biochem :-( #ugh. im trying to make better decisions in this new year. less destructive decisions bc i have to convince ppl ive got my shit together #so ill get hired and also i dont wanna b an annoying bummer to exist around #still no joy for what i do tho. like i was working with a masters student last week and she was like oh yea it was fun #and im like *awkward pained smiled* bc it wasnt as bad as i thought but doing it for 2 weeks would kinda hurt s lot #so well see how much damage it does me #no joy. only tasks to do. things to accomplish. for what? why? who the fuck cares. not me #me. without feeling: it would b interesting to see if X and Y #interesting in a i don't gave a fuck sorta way. bleh. so bitter. burnout u never recover from #at least i feel better thsn i did in December. well see how long it takes to drive me under again. #its just weird to look back at the me of before who was excited abt things. i burned thr insides out of that person #but no tonight we r making better choices. no writing happening so we do something more fun #ugh. i just wanna think abt quantum l3ap. but no. other things to do. sigh... even in my fun time im not allowed too much fun :-( #unrelated

[totallyfluxd]

the problem with finishing a weird and fucked up little book is that the next night you will go to bed thinking oh ho! more weird and fucked up book to read! but there isn't. what now.

#welp onto the next one! #hoping for more weird less fucked up this time tho #like i had a good time but there was an alarming amount of piss talk tbh #and the whole. generational trauma child abuse thing. which may go some way to explaining at least some of the piss #but really. my god. that family sure did pee a lot for a 200 page book #book is bestiary by k-ming chang do recommend if you want weirdo teenage lesbians and trauma uncovery #and i cannot stress this enough. it is Odd. its myth and magic and mundanity all at once and i cant tell how much of it is meant to be real #and how much is metaphor for the awful shit this family lived through