Faith In The Future World Tour night 1 - Uncasville 💙
Louis wearing an outfit entirely by lacoste in FITF tonight 🐊 stylish king, he’s the moment.
I loved the setlist 😭 even thought there aren’t all of the songs (gonna miss you Headline, rest in power 🥲) BACK TO YOU GUYS!! HE SANG BACK TO YOOOOU ROCK VERSION, THIS BOY! AAAAAAAH! AND THAT OPENING!!! And the lights during SIBWAWC 😭 everything so beautiful!
(25/04/2022) (Solar Institute Bulletin No. 13) (From Minneapolis)
Hello hello hello.
Writing this backstage after soundcheck in Minneapolis. Am firmly entrenched in the rhythms of tour life— wake up at 11am, do some work or drink a tea in bed or go to the gym, then drift in to soundcheck in another beautiful venue with columns and gilt and a cloud-painted ceiling. Sit alone for a while after that, steam voice, do some skincare, embroider or read, soon start to feel show night momentum build all around. Walkie-talkies buzzing to each other, house music going on, Remi’s set wafting up the stairs. Sitting in glam, being transformed somehow from someone with eye bags and active acne to… something shiny. In to the band to sing, then to the stage, in the wings, that feeling of waiting in the wings so imprinted from childhood, always the same open feeling, giving oneself over to what’s about to happen. Which always feels like it’s over in a second, blink and I’m running back down the hall to my room, where I’ll leave the gears on the floor in a pile, and head to the bathroom to wash the glittery paint from my face.
Since I last wrote, we’ve played two shows in Boston, two in New York, one in Philadelphia, and two in Chicago. I’m sorry about Uncasville and D.C. Felt the throat thing start to scratch and then open out to a full searing burn, heard notes that were easy to sing the night before disappear. Was reminded of the Sylvia Plath poem — “And now you try / Your handful of notes; / The clear vowels rise like balloons.” If only.
But we’ll come to you in August, and you know now we’re gonna make those shows psychotically special to say thankyou for your patience. Now I’m feeling tip top good, there are eight shows left on this crazy run, I’m gonna be a sad girl when it ends.
Some recent Lauren pictures I love: (NB: PUT SOME RADIO CITY PICS ON INSTAGRAM TOO)
Especially loving her pictures of you guys.
Other things…
Eating a lot of Fishwife sardines (much to the chagrin of my entire tour bus), ordering expensive underwear in the middle of the night, sending txts with invisible ink, trying to resist microtrends but looking up miniskirts, feeling my body getting tour strong, feeling comfortable under the lights.
Listening to new Empress Of and Chelsea Jade and this amazing Pa Salieu song that I missed somehow in 2020. Read Sea of Tranquility and Time Is A Mother and now rereading a favourite Lucia Berlin collection that made me realise I really gotta go to New Mexico. Dying to see this. Staying up til 3am writing a maybe amazing early Drake style monologue in the hotel room in Toronto, adding new songs to the setlist on the fly, putting stuff in the calendar for six months from now. Plotting, scheming. Loving you.
Music, by Antonina Leonardovna Rzhevskaya
1:01am in the bus leaving Chicago
Beautiful letter by C. Getting annihilated by your letters to me. I’m thinking I should put a box at the merch desk or something to collect your notes??? I fully treasure each one and hate to think of missing any…
Daily routine of a setlist deviator
Your little rat in custom Prada, can you believe it, it’s all too much.
HERE IT IS !! the highly requested and long awaited part 3 !!! thank you for all the love in the previos parts (1) (2)
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SERIES MASTERLIST
ask me anything | masterlist | like and reblog pls
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yourinstagram boas and babe
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harryfan1 can’t believe she had a boyfriend all this time
pillowpersonpp we miss you ❤️
harryfan2 okay but the boa and the glasses? harry energy 😭
harryfan3 she completely ditched the tour that’s kinda low
↳ yourinstagram i don’t like giving explanation to strangers on the internet but since this comment has been going around i will… i didn’t “ditch” the tour, i asked for a week off to support my friends and i’ll be back for next show, assuming stuff about other people’s lives is what’s actually low..
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harryupdates Harry golfing in Massachusetts today
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harryfan1 looking pissed again 😵💫
harryfan2 he didn’t stop for pictures or anything again :/
harryfan3 can whatever that’s pissing harry off just stop ???
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yourinstagram back back back again #loveontour
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harryfan1 harry doesn’t take pics of her anymore :(
pillowpersonpp ❤️❤️❤️
harryfan2 harry stoped liking her pictures i’m sad
damianodvd I MISS YOU COME BACK TO ME
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↳ harryfan3 the boyfriend this is awkward
harryupdates why are people still assuming things and asking about her private life? she made it clear that she shouldn’t be giving explanation to random people
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harrystyles Love On Tour. Uncasville, CT.
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harryfan1 BEST NIGHT EVER
jefezoff 👏👏
harryfan2 you could feel the tension when he had to be close to yn
Harry didn't wear any rings on night 25 of Love on Tour (Oct 25 2021):
This was the second night that he changed up his usual rings. The first was in Denver, where he wore the peace ring instead of the micro-mosaic bird ring.
For more details about his rings throughout the years, click here.
Before the fall of 2020, I was absolutely in the dark about One Direction and the Larry love story. If not for Covid-19, I probably wouldn’t have come to this fandom at all. Or maybe I would have eventually--I can't believe I didn't know about it before. My teenage daughter introduced me to the love story in August 2020--of course I knew about One Direction and the surface stuff that the general public knows. She made me sit down and listen to HS1, Walls, and Fine Line back to back. And watch the Adore You video--it was Louis the Fish that clinched it for me.
As a young adult and middle grade novelist, the love story was the thing that hooked me. And boy, it hooked me hard. I went down the rabbit hole. Deep down the rabbit hole, I need to add. Fan made videos, master lists, Fan Fiction. The Rainbow Bears. Anything I could find about the music industry and stunting and tabloids. Some of it broke my heart, but most of it gave me such joy.
Because I'm starting to have a few of these rambles...I thought I'd try to get organized and put the links in one spot. I should have done this a long time ago--these are in no particular order, and I'll add to it as I add them.
Too Much Sauce - some thoughts (1/17/24)
Why I Believe Larry is (still) Real
Favorite Fics from 2023
My first full length fanfic: Homecoming
Harry's breakfast thigh tattoo (8/23/23)
Harry Quoting Song Lyrics on Twitter through the Years (3/28/23)
Harry Styles is a Mermaid (3/7/23)
My Policeman - My Review (10/22/22)
Harry Styles sighting in the background of a Louis Tomlinson Interview in 2019
View From The Ground - FIFT World Tour, Nashville, TN - 7/18/23
View From the Ground - FITF World Tour, Uncasville, CT - 5/26/23
View From the Ground - MSG Night 2, HSLOT - 8/21/22
View From the Ground: LTWT Boston - 2-17-22
View From the Ground: LTWT Washington - 2-10-22
FanFic Favorites for 2022
Dallas, but not THAT Dallas - or Harry and Liam being interviewed and Harry getting annoyed at being called a lonely old man.
Repository for Pilatrry Memes and Link to "Pilates Memes and Sunscreen" on AO3
Debunk: Louis came out to his Rover teammates in August 2013 - January 11, 2023
Debunking the "Harry crying after Larry Denial" moment
Debunking picture of Harry in Nail Polish in 2011 - Aug. 17, 2022
Debunking the "Niall hugged Harry after a Larry denial" comment
Times Harry has "Come Out" over the years - 9-19-22
Louis Tomlinson - LGBTQ Icon - 1-16-23
The Connection between BTM and Holiday - Louis - 9-2-22
Harry's Media Training shows in the Rolling Stone article
F*cking Running From the Bullets--On the 8/22/22 Rolling Stone Article featuring Harry Styles
They Made It - my perspective - June 2022
Larry Never Broke Up - 2016 edition - May 30, 2022
Better Homes and Garden - Harry edition - April 26, 2022
My thoughts on the Harry's House and HS1/1D era leaked music - April 26, 2022
Analyzing Harry's new song Boyfriends, as revealed at Coachella on April 15, 2022
Harry Styles on Howard Stern - talking about Susan Boyle in 2020 - April 9, 2022
Larry are Not Straight
My Thoughts on As It Was - April 1, 2022
Harry's House paying tribute to Andrew Gold? - March 24, 2022
Why Did the Mushroom Go to the Party - Louis' Favorite Joke - 3-23-22
H&L Songs that reference HOME
Meanwhile Somewhere in Venice in 2021
Day ONE as One D - Larry fonding
Fanfic Faves - 2021
My view of the Larry moment in DC - 2.10.22. LOUIS POINTS TO "Sing Walls if Larry is Real" SIGN
My $.02 about [redacted] and H's 28th birthday - February 2, 2022
Harry Styles and the word "P*ssy" - October 9, 2021
Harry Styles: The Making of a Modern Man (my thoughts on a HS biography) - September 1, 2021
My thoughts on Harry's love language - response to an anon - July 2021
My perspective on a 1D reunion on the even of the 11th anniversary - July 2021
My rambling thoughts about Harry sleeping around and groupies
Please don't let Antis bring you down
Harry being uncomfortable with his sexualized image - from Zane Lowe interview December 2019
Harry walking around London in the We Made It sunnies - June 1, 2021, first day of Pride Month
Everthing is fine - June 2021
Peabody Essex Museum/The Swimmer/and Clothes as Armor
My thoughts on The Boy, The Mole, The Fox and The Horse by Charlie Mackesy and family support around H&L
Harry Styles and being Unlabeled
Profiteroles for Dessert (wink wink)
The Fishing Trucker Hat - July 2021
Harry is uncomfortable and cringy around women
Harry making the thumbs up sign to Louis in 2015 during MITAM promo
Sign Language - Harry touching his heart during awards in 2021
The Peace Ring - June 2021
One D Day - Hour Five Observation (or Harry's Rings)
Louis and Harry hands as art - The Creation of Adam (Sistine Chapel)
Larry are Not Straight
Blue Bandana Sighting
A ramble about staying positive in light of Holivia and stunting - July 2021
Long Term Relationships and Shared Grief
Analysis of the German TV Show - Steal My Girl "banter"
Another version of my thoughts on the German Steal My Girl banter video (apparently I like this one since I've talked about it multiple times)
2013 Video of X-Factor Performance - Midnight Memories with an interesting Larry interaction
Harry always turns to face Louis/the other boys
Holivia is not real (or Olivia and Camille sharing clothing)
My thoughts on Yacht-Gate 2021
Random thoughts about My Policeman
Harry sings Kiwi on X-Factor in 2017
Processing the end of filming DWD and the Holivia PR Stunt