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deprixpainsblog · 2 months
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Ich will doch nur jemanden zum lieb haben, fürs kuscheln, fürs küssen, für immer :(
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hyptonicsworld · 1 year
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ilmiocuorearido · 3 months
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I thought you would be my forever🖤
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ml-1998 · 5 months
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“Sometimes the hardest part of loving someone is that moment when you realise the best thing you could for them is let them go”
-Unknown.
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thehealinghuman · 7 months
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What is more suffocating than the feeling of "can't live with them, can't live without them"?
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reclaimyou · 9 months
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I just can't be a bad person. It's not in me to be rude. But due to this, I end up putting up with things I don't deserve.....
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akashballoo · 4 days
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"Maybe I was destined to forever fall in love with people I couldn’t have. Maybe there’s a whole assortment of impossible people waiting for me to find them. Waiting to make me feel the same impossibility over and over again." ― Carol Rifka Brunt, Tell the Wolves I'm Home
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emma-rose-writes · 24 days
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My First Wattpad Story
https://www.wattpad.com/story/364503119-can%27t-help-falling-in-love
This is the first thing I have ever written so please give it a chance?
This story has a lot to unpack so please read the introduction first and make your judgment from there. Feedback and suggestions are much appreciated. XO Em
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creatorjewels · 1 year
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My mom and Instagram doesn't respect me.
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maddyssoulsblog · 2 years
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Es gibt kein WIR mehr, es gibt nur noch dich und ein verlorenes mich.
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deprixpainsblog · 1 month
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Ich will zwar wieder jemand lieb haben, aber ich glaub ich schaffe das nicht mehr wenns eine Trennung geben sollte, Kontakt abbruch oder was auch immer,..
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shiewrites · 11 months
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And of all the things, love hurts the most.
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shayed1 · 9 months
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If love is so wonderful, why does it hurt so bad?
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m0ve-0n · 1 year
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Tell your kids about me
I hope that when you’re older
and your hair is begin to grey
when you’ve built your life
found your happiness
Your child asks about me one day
I know that you’ll be stunned
But let out a soft smile
I hope that you’ll ask them to take a seat
Cause you’ll be talking for a while
It was never a thought in my head
That we would be sharing our love story alone
I always thought those kids would be ours
But I guess the future is unknown
Please tell them how much I loved you
Share our memories
Give them advise
Tell them about the choices you made
It’ll make you wonder if it was worth the price
Be honest with them about what happened
Please don’t tell them we endet fine
Your first love just not your last love
But maybe we will work out in another lifetime
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ml-1998 · 5 months
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Some memories never leave your bones. Like salt in the sea; they become part of you. And you carry them.
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alba8688 · 5 months
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Halloween 🎃
Chapter 8
Word count:3956
Warnings 18+ minors DNI
Today was the Halloween Dance and I was chosen to chaperone the dance I didn't feel like
Going I was going to call In and say I had to do something else I don't know but it was already too late for that and now here I Am regretting it at first I wanted to go because I had nothing to do and I wasn't with Eddie but now I just wanted to spend my whole free time with Eddie .
I was at home looking through my Halloween costumes deciding what to wear. Almost everything I had was too revealing for a school Dance .
I wanted something pretty and sexy but I was a teacher and I needed to be decent .
I decided to go with a red riding hood costume. I had nothing more decent to wear .
I wore this costume for a Halloween party back in college. I hope it still fits .
I call Eddie to let him know what I was gonna dress as because he had gone to the store at the last minute to look for a costume I had told him to go days ago but he was being stubborn saying he wanted to be with me that he will go when I had things to do and now he was at the store looking for a costume complaining that there was nothing good that all the good costumes have been taken already .But after a long search he told me he call me back that he found the perfect costume and that I’m would see it when I saw him later on tonight at Steve’s party .
I started to get ready while waiting for Eddie to get home but it was getting late and I needed to be in school at 7 and it was already 6:30pm so I called Eddie and to let him know I'll meet him at Steve's later on tonight .
Steve was having a Halloween party as every year and he invited me and the rest of the gang .it would be the first Halloween I go as a Hawkins high school teacher .It felt weird because I knew some of my students would be there but I mean I known Steve since we were kids so I mean there’s nothing wrong right ?
Why does everything have to be so complicated when you’re a teacher?
Maybe I should rethink my profession?
When I finished getting ready I look at myself
In the mirror one more time making sure I look decent enough to go to a damn high school dance. I don't even know why they want teachers to dress up to this thing when we are just gonna be walking around making sure no one brings alcohol in.
On my drive to the school dance I called Eddie letting him know I was on my way to the dance that I’ll see him afterwards .
When I arrived at the school the parking lot was full and I had to park the farthest away .I just wanted this to be over .The school dance was boring as fuck I caught a few jocks pouring liquor on the punch at first, I change the punch but they kept pouring liquor on it over and over again so I stop caring .And pretend I didn’t see anything .
I got a lot of compliments for my costume from coworkers and Higgins as well as from my students.
Finally at 9 and the stupid dance was over and I headed straight to Steve's party and I called Eddie letting him Know I was on my way. He was already there. I heard Steve asking who he was talking to but Eddie didn't respond to him.But Steve kept on insisting to tell him if it was a chick and if she was hot .Eddie eventually told me he would see me here because Steve wouldn’t leave him alone about who he was talking to .
When I arrive to Steve's party it was already getting full but I got to park in Steve's drive way .I got down and lock the car .
I started walking towards Steve's front door and opened the door it was not like they were going to hear me knocking with how loud the music was .I walked in and I was surprised with how full it was. drunk teenagers dancing around the smell of weed floated in the air , I don't know what the fuck I was doing here.
I recognize most of the teenagers some where my students but I just let them be today i wasn't there teacher i was Danielle Henderson today .
Some recognized me and waved at me awkwardly .And I just would wave back and walk away to look through the crowd for Eddie but couldn't find him. I caught a glimpse of Dustin Mike and Will dancing. They were all dressed the same as Vampires .
I don’t understand why they always have to wear the same costumes ?
I went up to them to say hi to them and they all hugged me saying how pretty I look, especially Mike telling me that I was the most beautiful of all the girls in this party .
“I’m gonna go look for Steve.” I tell the boys and leave them to do their thing.
I don’t even know how they convince Steve to let them into the party .
From a distance I saw Eddie and Steve by the bar. I wave them and Steve waved back Eddie hadn’t noticed me .
I walk over to them bumping into dancing couples saying excuse me once in a while.
As soon as I approached Steve he pick me up spinning me around my hands went around his neck and I was happy to see him I hadn't had the chance to hang with him I was busy being a teacher and mopping because of Eddie and other things that kept me awake at night not things but someone that was stuck in my head every second of the day .
But a story for another day ..
Steve gently put me down and kissed my forehead.
"Dani or should I say Miss.Henderson." He says teasingly
He spins me around admiring my costume wolf whistling .
"Damn girl you look hot ." I blushed by his comment Steve has always been a flirt but he was one of my best friends and that was it nothing else, just platonic friendship with the capital P.
"Thank you Steve, you look hot too ." I told him he was dressed as Dani from Grease from just needed his Sandy.
"Have you met Eddie ?" He says walking us towards Eddie who was Leaning against the wall with a beer on his handheld empty
I wonder how many he had ?
I smile shyly and but my bottom lip , he look fucking hot he was wearing black jeans not ripped from the knees like he usually has them.a black button shirt the buttons from the top are unbottom revealing some of his chest and tattoos.
In his hand he was holding a wolf mask .
"Yes, actually I have him for first period ." I tell Steve looking at Eddie and he smiles back at me
"Oh really you have Dani as a teacher ? I bet it is hard to concentrate with a hot teacher ." Steve tells Eddie teasingly, Eddie blushes but doesn't say anything, he was too quiet and Eddie always has something to say .
"Hi, Miss.Henderson." He says he seem a bit drunk. I wonder how many beers he has on his system already.
"Man, tonight she is Dani ." Steve tells Eddie patting his shoulder
Eddie nods and smiles at me .
The music was blasting loud around the house and we could barely hear what we were saying .
"You look hot ." Eddie mouths when Steve got distracted
"You too." I mouthed sending him a kiss and he pretends to catch and puts it on his lips closing his eyes
I look back at Steve who is scanning the crowd looking for someone .
He notices that I'm looking at him and smiles .
"So did you two decide to match ?" Steve ask pointing at Eddie and me
I laugh awkwardly and so does Eddie if he only knew .
"Nah man just coincidence."Eddie says taking a sip of his beer
"You want a drink?" Steve ask
"Yea sure ." I reply
Steve makes me a Dirty Martini. He knows that's my favorite drink .
I stay with Eddie and Steve talking for awhile drinking Martini after a martini 🍸.
The house was getting more crowded and Steve Eddie and I were now cornered in the bar stuck here forever.
Well maybe not forever but we were tapped in the corner where all the alcohol was .
Steve said he was standing here keeping guard so the kids wouldn’t be tempted to come for drinks .
Steve and I kept talking about stupid things and memories .I saw his face when he asked me about him but then changed the subject. I'm glad he did because I couldn’t talk about him right now. I couldn't even say his name without crying .
Hopefully I get to see him soon.
Eddie was really quiet the whole Time only making small conversations here and there. I would accidentally brush myself against Eddie wanting to feel him against me .
Steve had his arm around my shoulder the whole time he was kissing my cheek and being touchy like he always has been with me but in a friendly way but I felt This was bothering Eddie .I could see it in his face the way he kept clenching his jaw or the way he would rolled his eyes whenever Steve would compliment me or the way he hugged me or the way he would wrapped his arms around my waist and rest his chin on my shoulder .
As the party went on a lot of guys kept asking me to dance but I decline politely Steve also scared them away and I would catch Eddie laughing when i decline every single one of them .Plus they were probably 17yr olds and I didn’t want no problems I already got myself in one with dating Eddie secretly I don’t want to add another to my list ..
"I'll be back ." Steve whispers in my ear, getting me out of my thoughts .I watch him walking away to someone then I see where he is going. nancy had gotten here and he rushed to her like he always does .Nancy always gets on my nerves always messing with Steve's feelings and I hated that so much .She is with Jonathan but flirts with Steve making him get hope that they could get back together then when Steve tries to make a move she pushes him away saying she is with Jonathan and that Steve should understand.
That’s a bunch of bullshit to be honest .
I watch from the distance how Nancy flirts with Steve smiling and twirling a curl from her hair with her finger and Steve Blushing .
“He is such an idiot .” I say under my breath
I turn to look at Eddie and smile at him. I move closer to him and stand right in front of him.I rather look at Eddie then be looking at Steve melting for damn Nancy .
"Hey pretty boy, why so quiet?"I flirted ,i'm already a bit tipsy with all the martinis I drank and when I'm drunk I get flirty and being that it’s Eddie makes it even worse.
I put my red hood on and walked even closer to Eddie. He looks at me up and down and bites his bottom lip .He looks to his right then to his left then back at me .His chocolate eyes scan my face then they land on my lips .
It makes me mad he is just standing there gawking and I roll my eyes and Eddie notices it .
"Don't do that " he says in a low voice barely hearable with the loud music.
"I want to kiss you ." I say softly
But I know I couldn't because there were too many students here that knew who I was .
"Me too ." He says almost as a whisper.
Then do something!!! I scream internally
Suddenly someone bumps into me and pushes me to Eddie .He grabs me by my waist holding me tight and now we are so close our bodies align to each other feeling every inch of each other .
Eddie doesn't let go of me, instead he pulls me closer to him, not caring that people could see us .
I didn't want for him to let me go but I know he had too .I wanted to feel his hands all
Over my body I wanted to take him out to dance. I mean dancing was ok right?
There was nothing wrong with dancing with one of my students?
Why am I such a hypocrite?
I decline dancing with other boys because they were my students but with Eddie is ok to Dance.
But being a hypocrite right now felt right because I needed to feel Eddie against me .I wanted to dance with him. I wanted a normal relationship.so I did what I had to do .
I pull away from his touch slowly extending my arm for him to take my hand and he looks at me then at my hand with a confused look .
"Let's dance ." I say softly
He doesn’t hesitate and takes my hand and I lead him outside where there's less people around, mostly they are making out so they wouldn't care who was outside .
Eddies pov
Through all the night I couldn't keep my sight off Dani she look mesmerizing in her red riding hood costume the things I wanted to do to her .That damn fucking skirt she was wearing I wanted to kicked it up her waist and to Fuck her senseless but I had to contain myself .
I kept watching her and Steve dance and the blood inside me boiled the way he hugged her and kissed her. I wish I could do that. I wish I was Harrington in that moment.What did she and Harrington have ?
Why didn’t I know she knew him?
Did they have something or were they something before me ?
But Harrington was younger than her .
After a while Steve left and it was just Dani and me . She moved closer to me and all I wanted to do was to kiss her .Her lips were so plump asking to be kissed but I couldn't risk what we have just for a kiss.
She offered me her hand and I was confused at first as to what she wanted. Then she asked me to dance and I took her hand and she led me outside by the pool. There weren't a lot of people, only people making out .And didn’t care who was out there .
Play "lady in red" by Chris deBurgh
Slow music started playing and she wrapped her arms around my neck and I wrapped my hands around her waist and we slowl danced to "Lady in red."
Her face was serious, she looked beautiful like always ,the emotions I was feeling right now were inevitable. It was a mix of emotions especially with what she told me that night that she was asleep .
I never talked about it and I don't think she remembers because she hasn't said it again .
Maybe she didn't mean it, maybe she was dreaming of something or of her mom I don't know .But I had decided not to bring it up again .Not until the time was right.
All I care about right now is this moment right now Dani and i Dancing with no care in the world .
I chuckled when the verse "lady in red is dancing with me ." Came out because she is dressed like a red riding hood .I didn't want this moment to end .
This felt so fucking right .Why couldn't I be with Dani like everyone else ?I know how wrong it was because she was my teacher but it frustrates me so fucking much .
The music was coming to an end and we continued slow dancing, not having a care in the world. She still had her red hood covering her face .So no one would recognize her.
I looked both ways to see if anyone was looking at us but everyone was too busy making out or passed out .I took her hand and led her to a more secluded area by the side of Harrington's house .
When I see that the coast is clear I push her gently against the wall of the house and crashed my lips against her I couldn't take it anymore I needed to taste her I needed her lips on my mine .She look so fucking beautiful today .
I heard some people passing by and giggling but I covered us more with her red hood so they wouldn't see her .
"Is that Eddie Munson?" I heard a girl whisper but I didn't pay attention. I was too busy at the moment with Dani, my lady in red .
I grab both of her thighs and pick her up ,her back against the wall ,she wrapped her hands around my neck and her fingers went to the back of my hair in my neck .I was already so fucking hard that it was bothering my pants .
Dani started rubbing herself against me causing friction and making me even more harder . I put her down slowly and took her hand and walked her to my van but I realized my van was pretty far away .
"Where are we going ?" She asked me, confused , her lips red and swollen from our kissing.
"To my van ."I reply
"My car is closer ." She says softly pointing to her car .
She got her keys out and unlocked her car .She went to the driver seat and I sat in the passenger seat. The good thing about her car was that she had really tinted windows. I don't know how she managed to get them like this .
But she told me that she suffers from migraines and the sun affects her when she has migraines. That's why she had them this dark .But right now it was good for both of us .
She turn on her car and put it in reverse driving out of Harringtons driveway to a more secluded area .When she found the perfect spot she put it on park then she turn on the radio on whatever station and climb over to sit on my lap facing me before sitting down she unzipped my jeans and pulls my cock out I felt a great relieve it when she release it.Before slowly sitting down she took her panties off .
She then lower herself down my cock so fucking agonizing slow.I groaned by the feeling .She felt so fucking amazing already so fucking wet for me always so ready for me .I grab her ass and squeeze it slightly she leans down and starts kissing my neck softly then she starts sucking on my sweet spot .My cock twitches under her asking to be notice .For her to move.
She starts moving back and forth in a slow motion the wetness of her pussy driving me crazy it felt so fucking amazing, the way she was moving back and forth.driving me so damn crazy .
Right now I could care less if she was my teacher and I was her student .
Right now I could say fuck everyone else .
(Play "is this love." By whitesnake )
"Please Dani ." I moan. I can't believe I was begging. I never begged and now here I was begging .
I needed more.
She smiles and starts loving faster up and down my cock moaning against my ear. My eyes roll to The back of my head of how good she feels she is always so fucking ready for me .She is fucking driving me crazy right now and I don't know what it is she always makes me feel so fucking good is like a Euphoric fucking feeling .
Dani was my drug and I couldn't get enough of her. I needed more and more each time .
I don't know what was going on with me probably because I was drunk but this feeling I felt inside me when I was with her was heavenly but when I wasn't with her I felt empty like a part of me was missing .
When ever I was with her it felt like a Fucking fever dream I've never been so smitten in my life I never believe in love until I met her.
Is this fucking love ?
I never knew what love felt before and someone it hurts .
Love hurts because I can’t be with her the way I want to be with her .
Love hurts because I can’t show her off to the world.
Love hurts because I had to hide it from the world .
I think Im in love and it scares me so fucking much.
I’m in love with Danielle Henderson and Right now I felt like I was in heaven I wasn't just fucking her we were making love .Her lips never left mine and she kept whispering sweet nothings in my ear. Nobody has ever done something like this to me .Nobody has cared about how I felt but she does .And that what I love about her is that she makes me feel special when everyone else told me I wasn’t nothing but a Munson, a good for nothing .
Dani sees the good in me .
I cupped her face and kissed her lips softly taking my time exploring her mouth .I moved my left hand exploring her body. Every inch of her body was astonishing.To me, every imperfection she thought she had, I immensely loved .Her moans were like music to my ears. I could hear her every goddamn day.
She stops her movements and opens her eyes looking at me, catching me staring at her .
“Hi.” She says softly
“Hi” I whispered “you’re so fucking beautiful Danielle.” I told her Admiring her beautiful face .
“Eddie .” She said breathlessly
“Yeah.” I peck her lips .
“You’re by far the best thing that has happened in my life .” She tells me moving slowly against my cock .
I crashed my lips on hers helping her move faster.I could feel myself crying .So I tried to cover my tears by kissing her .
Nobody has ever told me that shit not even my fucking dad .
And Danielle fucking Henderson just told me I was the best thing that has ever happened to her .I felt her walls tightening around my cock signaling that she was close to.
"Cum for me sweetheart." I growl
It’s all it took her for her to let go and cum all over my cock her arousal dripping down my cock down my balls making me cum .I held her tight against me kissing her sloppily riding my high..
She pulled away smiling against my lips and rest her forehead on mine .She opens her lips to say something but closes them again and hides her face in the crook of my neck .She whispers something but I couldn't hear her .
"What was that sweetheart?" I asked but she didn't want to tell me or look at me.
I kiss her lips again but this time sweet and gentle .
I don't know what I was feeling but I know damn sure it is not a bad feeling and I love feeling like this but I was also afraid to lose her ..
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