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artedevintage · 2 days
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Hiroshima Mon Amour - 1959
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succulentsiren · 3 days
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HAVING UNSHAKEABLE CONFIDENCE INCLUDES
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Not caring what others think.
Voicing your opinion whether others agree with them or not.
Staying true to yourself.
Walking into any room and feeling powerful (not insecure).
Realizing you don’t have competition and not comparing yourself to others.
Feeling best about what you have to offer and who you are.
Putting yourself first.
Dreaming big and taking action to make your dreams happen.
Being a master manifestor.
Not needing anyone or their approval to be great.
Laughing at haters.
Presenting your best self to the world.
Having a stable emotional state (remaining hopeful and not allowing doubt to effect you).
Having your own standards and staying true to them.
Having a secure self image and not allowing others to define you.
Never lowering your standards.
Speaking your truth.
Allowing yourself to shine (talents, gifts) without judgement.
Supporting others and being joyous when they win.
Focusing on self.
Speaking highly of yourself.
Creating and doing what you love (not just what's popular).
Remaining dedicated to your goals even when you fail.
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girlonabreak · 3 days
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I hope every "look at the sky" girl finds a "let me take this sky pic for her" guy.
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dimitrow · 3 days
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lunadiluana · 2 days
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Sometimes your mind needs more time to accept what your mind already knows
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breckie-hill · 2 days
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Some of the most beautiful hearts carry some of the biggest scars.
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sturniolho · 3 days
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the love assignment - m.s - seven
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a/n: ok so don't be mad at me
as always, dedicated to @lacysturniolo
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it was a cold night in december, so all of you were dressed in multiple layers and agreed to come home by midnight. when matt parked down the street from the house, the four of you made your way to the familiar house.  you cupped your hands in front of your mouth and blew on them to warm them up. matt must have seen because he grabbed your hands and squeezed them tightly. he was doing a better job at keeping you warm than your mouth ever could. you were all greeted by classmates you vaguely knew as you walked into the door. chris and allie heading straight to the booze, if there was one thing they knew how to do it was have fun. 
“you want me to get you a drink?” matt asked you, motioning towards the direction allie and chris just went towards. 
“maybe one.” you replied in a giggle and matt lead you over to the kitchen. he poured some of a keg into a cup for you and kissed your cheek while he gave it to you. allie noticed the cup in your hand and gestured a big thumbs up at you. she was always happy when you came to these things and actually had a good time. as the party went on, you and matt had found your spot in an almost empty room. it was the perfect place to talk and bop your heads to the music. 
you thought matt and you were about to go outside for some air when allie and chris came stumbling back into the room and sat on the ground against the wall, clearly already drunk. 
“matt, can you get us some water, we can’t find the kitchen.” chris laughed as his words slurred. matt looked at you and smiled softly. 
“yes chris, i’ll go get you some water. you want any baby?” he asked you but you didn’t feel like you needed any, you still had a couple sips of your drink left, despite grabbing it over an hour ago. matt left the room and you leaned against the table to talk to allie and chris. 
“you guys move too fast. it’s only been an hour. how are you both so drunk.” you were laughing while giving them a lecture. you knew your words couldn’t change their desire to have a good time. the three of you were talking and before you realized it, twenty minutes had gone by and matt still hadn’t returned with the waters. the kitchen wasn’t that far away so you assumed he got caught up talking to a friend. you didn’t mind his chattiness but you really wanted the others to sober up a little before you would have to carry them home.
“hey i’m going to go see where matt is with the waters, i’ll be back.” you waited until at least one of them nodded their heads in acknowledgement. chris was the better drunk so his slight nod gave you permission to go see what was going on. as you walked out of the room, you noticed matt wasn’t in the kitchen, you began to walk around a little more and try to find him. 
after a minute or two you spotted him slightly tucked away into a corner of living room talking to his friend, the same one that had questioned your ability to beat matt on halloween. you could see he had three cups in your hand meaning he grabbed you a water anyways. you figured you would just grab them for him so he could keep talking and you could go back to chris and allie. unfortunately for you, as you got closer to them you could hear the conversion they were having, and you were not going to be returning back to allie and chris.
“i though you were only dating her for a little while until she fell behind?” his friends voice was louder than matt’s so you could hear him better. you felt your blood pressure rise.
“i mean yeah-” there was more to his sentence but you couldn’t hear them over the music and everyone else talking around them.
“so you did all this just to be valedictorian?” matt nodded and started to speak with his hands up in the but you couldn’t hear him anymore. maybe it was the music but maybe it was because your heart couldn’t take the words you were hearing and blocked them out. the cold december night no longer mattered. your blood was boiling and you felt your internal temperature rise.
there was no doubt in your mind he was talking about you. this was one sick game to him. you wanted to run out of the house and get away from this all but something possessed you to take on the conflict when matt glanced over to see you standing there, hearing the conversation he was engulfed in. you could see his smile fall and his eyes fill with worry.
“matt what-”
“it’s not-” you could see his friend leave the conversation, realizing this interaction was about to go south. matt’s entire body grew tense and you watched him take a deep breath. 
“it’s not WHAT matt?” you were yelling, but you didn’t care.
“you have to let me explain, you’re not getting the whole story.” he tried to come closer to you but you put out your hand to create a barrier.
“i don’t want to hear it. i’ve heard enough.” there were people looking at you but it didn’t matter. you already felt humiliated, why not keep it going.
“please.” you heard this voice grow shaky and watched his eyes grow glazed but why should you care, he didn’t.
“you are the worst fucking person ever matthew. i can’t believe this. was this like a stupid homework assignment or something to you? you fucking weaseled your way into my life and wasted your time trying to distract me for nothing! NOTHING!” the tears in your eyes had begun to fall and you couldn’t hold back anymore. “guess what! we’re still tied, and i now fucking hate you again!” you screamed at him and felt a hand on your shoulder. you whipped your body around to see it was allie. 
“get off me!” in that moment you hated her too. it was her fault you were in the position she always encouraged you to be happy and have fun and look where it got you. you ripped your shoulder from her grip and ran out of the house.
as soon as you were out of sight, the tears stated to flow. you could hear matt calling your name for a while as he chased after you but with adrenaline rushing through your body you were able to out run him when he slowed down. it wasn’t even eleven when you came storming into your house and running up the stairs to your room. allowing yourself to collapse on the bed and sob pathetically. your phone was going off every few seconds but no one in the world could get through to you right now.
you felt like a fool, you were often the smartest person in the room but right now you were the stupidest. you looked back and saw all the signs. it was matt’s idea for a truce, it was always his idea for you to hang out and have sleepovers.it was all just a stupid plan to help him beat you. enemies to lovers my ass you whispered to yourself trying to catch your breath. you should have known better than to let yourself get distracted by a boy. 
by 3am your sadness had turned to anger. you were angry at him, but more angry at yourself. you thought he loved you, he told you he loved you, you had sex with him. the tears didn’t stop until your body went to sleep. the next morning you woke up to a mascara stained pillow, forcing you to vividly recall the events that had occurred. you weren’t ready to feel angry, you wanted to keep feeling sad, you wanted allie. you wanted her to come here and tell you it was all going to be okay. last night you were mad at her, but it clearly wasn’t her fault, she was your bestfriend and you needed her. you choked up the tears and called her. it only took one ring for her to answer.
“you don’t have to say anything babe. i’m on my way.” she hung up and the tears you were holding back busted through the floodgate. allie got to you at a rapid speed. you could hear her say hi to your parents as she barged in the front door and you got out of bed to unlock your door for her. as soon as she opened it, you were engulfed in her arms. she hugged  you tightly as she walked to the bed with you and never let go of you. you cried for another twenty minutes like this before you were able to form words. 
“i just don’t understand why-” your words were broken and your voice was hoarse. 
“you will never understand why my love. he’s a coward. i’m so sorry.” allie always knew the right things to say. her words were comforting but they definitely weren’t going to make me feel better. 
“i just can’t believe he would stoop so low, i mean he didn’t even want to be valedictorian until our fight during freshman and now he was willing to ruin my life over it?”
“it’s too far and he should have known that especially since you-” 
“god please don’t remind me.” the last thing you needed to dwell on was losing your virginity to someone that hated you when all you wanted was the opposite. allie squeezed your hands tight and accepted that you didn’t want to talk about it. the room was silent for too long, you couldn’t be alone with your thoughts.
“did chris know?” you felt bad for asking but matt and chris were close, you had a hard time believing he didn’t. 
“he swears he didn’t know, but i’m still planning on getting some more information out of him.” she gave you a half smile, trying to ease the mood. 
“i’m just- i really loved him allie, i look like such an idiot.”
“no he looks like an idiot, and a jackass.” she pulled you back in for a hug. 
“i don’t know how i’m going to go to school this week and write a speech for the school board, i’m just, i don’t know what to write about anymore.”
“hey, you got this. all you have to do is tell them how bad you want this. they’ll be able to tell that it’s supposed to be you. fuck matt.” you just went back into her arms and rested there for a while until allie sparked conversation again.
“has he tried to call at all?” with no energy to discuss it you just handed her your phone so she could see for herself.
from matt: please call me back. i need to talk to you.
from matt: there’s more to it.
from matt: did you make it home? it’s really cold out.
from matt: i’m so sorry.
from matt: you have to understand.
from matt: i’m not going to stop.
“holy shit there’s like over a hundred texts from him.” 
“he can make it a hundred and one, i don’t want to talk to him.
allie stayed with you all day, she kept pushing back the time she was supposed to meet with chris until you eventually told her it was okay to go. 
“allie, it’s okay, go be with chris. he’s been waiting all day for you. if i need you i’ll call, i promise
“are you sure? i don’t want-”
“i’ll be okay, just because my life is fucked doesn’t mean yours should be. love you.” 
she mouthed an i love you back as she walked out of your room. in less than 24 hours you had gone from thinking you had it all to having nothing. you couldn’t even be confident in beating matt for valedictorian because you weren’t going to be able to pull yourself together to write a speech. you knew you had to at least make an attempt, you’d be damned if you went down without a fight.
you were dreading the week of school ahead, seeing your peers that knew what had happened, and knowing that matt would try to talk to you because you couldn’t block him in real life. when monday came around, you knew better than to meet allie at her locker, you would see her at lunch. the hardest part of your day was going to be seeing matt in fifth period. you were absolutely dreading it, for lunch you could move tables, be somewhere else, but there weren’t many places to go in a classroom. allie had texted you a few times throughout the day to update you on things.
from allie: 
matt was asking about you this morning. i told him to go fuck himself.
from allie:
chris said he knows the full story, i told him if it doesn’t end with matt being able to rewind time it doesn’t matter.
from allie: 
you got this!
the last one was right before fifth period. you didn’t have time to reply before you were walking into the classroom. matt had already sat down and looked up at you with anticipation. you knew he wanted to speak but your eyes told him not to. there was a break in class where the teacher had a phone call to answer and matt was already scooting over to you. you tried to ignore him, but regardless of how mad you were at him your heart was aching. 
“please just hear me out. i want to talk to you. i want to explain what you heard.” his voice was sad and you thought he might have been ready to cry but you couldn’t be sure because everything you thought you knew about him was a lie. 
“i really don’t want to hear it matt, it’s over, i-”
“please, just meet me after school and let me explain. i don’t want it to be over. i lo-” his hands were moving all over the place as he talked like they did whenever he was passionate about something. despite your heart telling you yes, your brain was still well aware of what he did and told him no. before he could say anything else, the teacher was hanging up the phone and resuming her lesson. when the bell rang for lunch, you practically ran out of the room to avoid giving matt a chance to continue speaking. when you arrived at your normal table, you saw chris and allie waiting for you. 
“hey how did it go?” you knew allie was asking about fifth period with matt.
“it was okay, he tried to get me to hear him out but i told him no.” she applauded you for your resilience. 
“i just think-” chris started talking before getting interrupted by the presence of matt sitting down next to him.
“what do you think you’re doing?” allie asked him immediately. 
“i just want to talk to her.”
“she doesn’t want to talk to you. get lost.” 
“no, i’m going to sit here, everyday until she talks to me.” his voice was confident and you knew how stubborn he could be. after all, he did spend an entire two and a half years annoying you with his stubbornness. 
“you know what, i have some homework to do. i think i’ll go work on it in the library, i wouldn’t want to get distracted more than i already have.” you got up and threw your lunch tray away. you wanted to cry but you knew school wasn’t the place to do it. you did go to the library, but you didn’t work on homework, you sat there and stared into space wishing you could rewind time and go back to friday night. you wished you never heard matt talking to his friend, and you could still be in love with him.
the day ended and as you expected, matt was waiting for you by your car. he was relentless in his desperate attempts to try and get you to listen to him. he knew better than to block your door because that would have just been harassment but instead he stood in front of it so you couldn’t leave. unfortunately for him, the car that was parked behind you left and you just put your car in reverse to leave. you went home and found allie on your front porch waiting for you.
“how did i beat you?” she laughed at her own question. 
“matt wouldn’t get out from in front of my car so i had to wait for the person behind me to leave. i though you were going to chris’ house?”
“i was but i can’t stand looking at matt and i wanted to talk to you.” she seemed serious and to say you were stressed was an understatement. 
“okay.. come in, it’s cold.” you unlocked the front door and the two of you went upstairs to your room. “you’re stressing me out so talk quick please.” you tired to say it as nice as possible but the suspense was killing you. 
“okay well, remember how i texted you and said chris knows the full story?” you hate where this conversation was going. you nodded your head and let allie continue. “well, chris told me and-” you cut her off before she could finish you knew where this was going. allie had a heart of gold and even the boy had broken your heart, she would take any excuse matt had to justify forgiving him and making it better for everyone involved. 
“no. i don’t want to know the story. i don’t care what it is, what his intentions were, none of it. he lead me on for months all for a fucking dream i put in his head. no. i don’t care about any of it.”
“okay, i’m sorry.” you could tell allie was hurting from your reaction but also because she was an empath and could feel you hurting. matt had broken your heart and the only thing left to at night with a heavy chest. you had saw her text chris and explain that she didn’t tell you. you could only imagine matt playing a game of telephone to get a message back to you. it didn’t matter, for the second time in your life, you had matt, and then you lost him.
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a/n: as if you all didn't see this coming <3
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alluringslut · 2 days
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astenik · 2 days
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artedevintage · 2 days
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Lolita - 1962
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girlonabreak · 2 days
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Until him, all I knew was a bad kind of love. A love that was uncertain, draining, difficult. The love with him is different. It is comforting, honest, pure. It is meant to be.
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