I swear I'm about to re-write a whole steven universe song for sbms..
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A scene I am regrettably realizing isn’t going to work for the fic I wrote it for: Alex and Dana discuss their siblinghood
“I think I knew, on some level, that you weren’t… my brother, the moment you staggered through my door.” Dana said, arms tight around Alex’s shoulders. Void wailed, trying to pull away, the rejection worse than a rocket through the chest. “Shush, I need to say this. And you need to hear it. You aren’t my big brother. Okay? You aren’t. But us Mercers don’t let go. You’re one of us. Alex, Zeus, Blacklight, whatever name you decide to use, you’re the last part of my big brother, and that makes you mine.” Dana worked one hand under Alex’s hood, reminding the biomass how to separate. She petted the imitation of soft hair gently, even as her other arm remained as immobile as a steel beam to a human. Alex could squirm free. Probably. Void pressed vois face into Dana’s shoulder harder, shaking in the aftermath of her words.
“It- it’s okay- that we aren’t him?” Alex asked hesitantly. Void tried so hard to be- to fill shoes whose outlines void couldn’t even see, so far away they were. To know void had never measured up in vois entire short existence was… painful. And yet. Dana claimed voim wholeheartedly, wrapped around as much of Alex as she could reach. The idea of being vois own self was as exhilarating as it was terrifying. Void didn’t know who that was.
“Yeah, kid. I’ll miss him for the rest of my life, and I’ll never understand why the fuck he- rrgg. But if he taught me anything it’s that big siblings are meant to look after their baby siblings. So you’re stuck with me keeping an eye on you forever.” Dana said, still petting Alex’s hair. That was relieving, to know void could continue to rely on Dana. The future outside of Manhattan was less terrifying if it could have quiet moments like this.
“Good. Be lost, otherwise. Need you.” Alex admitted, because it was true. Dana could probably feel it was with their minds still tangled together. Existing was less confusing and horrible with her right there. She huffed a watery laugh and tightened her grip on Alex.
“Yeah, you really kind of do, you big lump.”
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Realizing I also inadvertently gave pouf my hEDS via headcanon bc:
- I think he's cold-blooded and can't regulate body temperature as a result -> I can't do that myself bc of my POTS (which I have due to my hEDS)
- I think he also supplements salt into his diet bc butterflies, especially swallowtails like himself, exhibit a behavior called "puddling" where they collect and sip up salt, typically from puddles of mud -> salt supplements are one of the most common treatments for POTS
- I think he also struggles with solid food bc butterflies and adult ants actually subsist entirely on liquids -> digestive issues are common with EDS and a liquid diet can help offset some symptoms
- I'm not even headcanoning his hypermobility, his body just looks like that:
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How would the ROs react to getting home super late and being greeted by a very sleepy mc hugging them and saying "I missed you"?
Adelaide: she doesn't say anything as she kisses their forehead and hugs them back for a long while. after she pulls away, she takes their hand in hers and leads them to the bedroom where she pulls them down onto the bed with her and falls asleep in their arms.
Hayden: their face softens as they pull them into their arms. "missed you too," they say. "i'm sorry i kept you waiting." they take the mc to bed, tucking them in before going to change into their pajamas and do their nightly routine.
Gabriel: immediately, he sweeps them up into his arms, kissing them sweetly before carrying them to bed. he doesn't want to be away from them for any amount of time so he simply strips out of his clothes and joins them in bed, hugging them close to his chest.
Jordan: smiling at the mc, they hug them back. "and i missed you," they tell them, kissing their cheek. "now let's get you to bed." they take a shower and change in more comfortable clothes, checking up on the mc and pressing a soft kiss to the forehead. they continue to do some work in the living or dining room, only crawling into bed in the early hours of the morning.
Mavis/Maverick: they squeeze the mc in a hug, kissing their face all over before going to bed with them. they're not at all tired so they lay next to the mc, watching them sleep for a while before they eventually drift off themself.
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One thing you should never underestimate about my autism is the ability to combine one special interest with another! I was thinking about ways to insert a version of Kepler into the mha universe and vice versa with the mha characters into the sw universe
Not to mention my existing theory that the mha universe is a branch of the sw one, a FAR distant future where facets of space technology and latent alien dna still exist and their landmarks are named after the small pieces of history that still survive
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Me playing chess and reading fanfic all the way till 7am:
My brain: hello???????? Sleep?????
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