One of my common nightmares is walking in the streets during the night, In my nightmare I’m alone and the only thing that I can see is the fucking orange lamp posts. I see darkness in the streets and I fight to go to home, but -in my dreams- I almost never be there. When I wake up I feel anxious all day…
I cant believe no mi nightmares are real now because when I go home I’m alone and I need to keep walking, alone, in dark streets with damn fucking orange lamps.
A coworker was talking about the Oscars and so… the she remembered the bet movie in 2019. She was :I’m sure that you watched the movie… I was, nooop, I dont remember…. she was yes you did….and she added. ohhh that movie was so boring and weird with two gays, making gay things, I don’t know what happened, but I know that there are two gays… I was ahh ok
I live in a homophobic country, so she is one of them, she talks about lgtb people with disrespect and disgust… I just hate it so much
I want to keep my cute things safe and I don’t talk about Elio and Oliver, for example… life is to precious to hurt the others
About five days ago this blog turned 5 years, OMG, the time flies and i’m older lol.(Also I was too busy to even remember this dy lol)
well, if you are reading this, let me say thank you for follow me, you are important to me… I’m not that kind of blogs who had maaaaany followers, I think the good ones are with me in my crazy blog.
checking my archive of what I posted, wow, it’s a lot, look
wow, what a trip… I have posted many things along this years, and I will try to keep posting, you know, for fun.
Many things have changed cince I started this blog, I faced many sides of myself and I’m here to still discovering more about me and the things that I like.
No matter if you are old or new in your blog, the virtual interactions are real, and the feels that we can experiment here are ral too (look out the small advise). If you have interactions with other bloguers here or anywhere else, remember that they are people, they are humans too… sometimes you can be hurted (I know) from people who, even when they are in the other side of the world, can hurt you, for REAL. It’s ok to trust in people who gained your respect… but not always all ends well. When I started this blog, (the old times when tumblr just had ask box..) I made the mistake to give too much and I received hate, not the hate that you can throw to people in the fandom when you don’t like some ship, HATE for real, that kind of damage that can hurt you deeply. I know that some people will say “but you dont know this person bla bla bla” but even the words can hurt. So be aware, take care of yourself… sometimes the people you care the most is the one who can easily hurt you.
end of the advise and thank you again for following my along fice fucking years loving cute ships, actors, movies and things that can make us happu, even for a bit.
Chapters: 1/1 Fandom: X-Men - All Media Types, X-Men (Movieverse) Rating: General Audiences Warnings: Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings Relationships: Erik Lehnsherr/Charles Xavier, Erik Lehnsherr & Charles Xavier Characters: Charles Xavier, Erik Lehnsherr, Raven | Mystique, Hank McCoy Additional Tags: Dorks, Charles Xavier has a Ph.D in Adorable, Honestly Charles What Are You Thinking, Erik is a Sweetheart, omg Charles you seems a young teen, alternative universe, First Meeting, they are dumb lol Series: Part 6 of Every day is a good day for Cherik Summary:
“Raven, for last time, please, I’m begging you, I will not cover you, not again, not now” Charles was saying on the phone. His sister Raven was too busy, again, to take the turn and guide another tourist to visit the city she was one of the best in the area. But this time, Charles was in front of a different situation that he had to handle.
I’m sick as hell since saturday, and even then, I’m coming to work.
And my boss is complaining about my job, because I’m being lazy. I wish I could leave and rest at home, but my clinic will not take my flu seriously and of course I will not have the permission to leave. And even in my clinic sent me home, my boss would cry over how lazy I am. In short words, I have nothing else than keep working, even If I barely can think (lol I need to write in my job, what is very difficult at the moment.