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sol-insidious · 3 months
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Luke getting Din’s Mythosaur pendant or getting the mudhorn signet embroidered on his robes. Luke getting a beskar hand. Luke getting vambraces, or a pauldron, or a full set of Mandalorian armor to match his husband’s. YAY!!
BUT LET DIN HAVE SOMETHING TOO!!!
LET DIN HAVE SOMETHING FROM THE JEDI!!!
Din being gifted a kyber pendant engraved with the words, “Trust In The Force” that he wears under his cowl. Din integrating Jedi lightsaber forms when fighting with the Darksaber and taking down a battle droid through Shii-Cho. Din recognizing other Forms when sparring with Luke and learning exactly how to defend and counterattack — much to Luke’s elation.
Din thinking he’s physically unable to meditate sitting still until Luke teaches Din about moving meditations, and when he finally tries it, Din feels at peace for the first time in years.
Din keeping his helmet off for longer periods of time and letting himself experience the world outside of the static, holo-blue of his helmet’s HUD.
Din playfully parroting, “May the Force be with you” to Luke until he starts saying it with conviction whenever Luke’s about to do something dumb and stupid (again). Luke laughing and reminding Din that the Force is with both of them, always. Din clutching his kyber pendant and willing himself to trust, aggressively and desperately.
Din seeing memory moths for the first time on New Holstice and remembering the pile of helmets from the fallen members of his Tribe, waiting to be melted down and reforged. Din realizing just how much both of them have lost and the significance of everything Luke’s shared with Din about the Jedi.
Din wearing his kyber pendant over his cowl, shining against his chestplate for everyone on Mandalore to see, eyes slowly scanning across a sea of T-visors. Say something, I fucking dare you.
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k-wame · 1 year
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TIM REALBUTO & NOLAN GOULD 2019 • Y E S • Horror • Drama • dir. Rob Margolies
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ever8ea · 3 months
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Humbly requesting male reader x Luke castellan smut 🙏🙏🙏
Hi lovely! I’ve never written M/M, so sorry if this isn’t exactly right. Hope you enjoy!
Seven Minutes in Heaven : Luke Castellan x Reader
/Nsfw; Heavy makeout, language, alcohol, etc.
Reader is amab <3
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“Sorry… what?” I had asked, bewildered, for the millionth time.
“Seven minutes in heaven! I can’t believe you haven’t heard of it,” Silena replied with mock offence.
“I can,” Annabeth piped up from behind her book. “He doesn’t know anything.” Percy made a sound of agreement from beside her.
“Hey!” I said. “It’s not my fault! So sorry I’m not a degenerate like you three,” I grumbled.
“Gods, They are so weird,” Clarisse said to Luke quietly, rolling her eyes. Though evidently not quietly enough judging by the glares she received. “Hey, I’m not wrong, that game sounds absolutely horrible”
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So, that’s how I ended up sitting in a circle with a couple of uncomfortable halfbloods in cabin 10. The teens had still been mostly sober until Annabeth, reluctantly, had reminded Silena that for their game of ‘seven minutes in heaven’ they needed a bottle. So she brought down a bottle of Firewhiskey one of her siblings had stashed in their dorm. But since she was worried about spilling on the carpet, they had all passed the bottle around until it was empty.
The first to spin was Clarisse, for her previous comment, and much to her chagrin, she ended up with Percy. Clarisse had made a face of disgust, and promptly walked out of the cabin. She didn’t come back for the rest of the night, to Percy’s relief.
“Alright Luke, your turn,” Silena grinned, bumping his shoulder.
Carefully, Luke leaned forward on his knees, spinning the bottle. It turned for what felt like years, though must have been no more that five seconds. It landed on me. Because of course it did.
Luke fixed me with a lopsided smirk, which was truely unreadable, as it was Luke’s reaction to nearly everything.
Unfortunately, Luke knows about my crush on him. Last summer, I had a little to much fun at a bonfire, and let it slip. Luke pretended to not notice, but I could tell he heard.
Since then, harsh words and mild cruelty had been my protection. My way of pretending that everything was normal.
And now I was about to be locked in closet with him. Fuck.
The group did their fair share of oohing and awing before eventually shutting us in there together. Thankfully, the closet was not too tight, though it was a little warm, but that could have just been me.
We both just stood there, and eventually Luke moved to lean against the wall. This gave me a wonderful and dangerous view of the other boy. Earlier in the night Luke had ditched his camp shirt, being left in only his thin white undershirt and camp necklace. The thick string and beads hung loosely around Luke’s neck, teasing me.
Luke, as if he could hear my thoughts, cracked his neck, a finger tugging on the neckline of his shirt. My breath quickened. I closed my eyes, taking deep breaths in an attempt to stop my beating heart.
“What? Don’t like small spaces?”
“No, actually. I don’t. And if it weren’t for your stupid idea to convince everyone that we needed to play this game I wouldn’t be stuck in here! Though, I suppose I can’t blame you for doing stupid things, you can’t help it. It’s in your nature.”
That may have been a bit harsh, as it had really been Silena’s decision but whatever. I was stuck in close quarters with Luke and if he keeps reminding me how much I like him, I might do something I would regret.
“Aw,” Luke pouted. “Always so mean to me.”
The two went silent.
It was relatively dark in here, but I could still make out Luke’s warm brown eyes and the way they were trained directly on me. He looked me up and down before staring at him through his long, dark lashes. He took a step forward.
“Luke, don’t look at me like that.”
I took a step back.
“Look at you like what?” Luke’s voice was low and soft like velvet. It wrapped around me, urging me to lean in closer. He took another step forward.
“Like you’re going to do something stupid.”
Another step back.
“Well, like you said, I can’t help it. It’s in my nature.”
A step forward. A step back.
“W- that’s not what I meant!”
He stepped back into the wall. Fuck.
Luke grinned at my predicament, stepping into my personal space. “Oh, so you take it back then?”
“No! Of course not. You arrogant jerk,”
Eyes closed, Luke let out a shaky breath, teeth embedded in his bottom lip. I thought this reaction was rather odd. I could not understand what had happened to Luke until he opened his eyes to reveal they were nearly black, pupils blown wide.
Oh. Oh.
“Luke…”
“Shhh, see what you do to me?” he slipped a knee between my thighs, causing our clothed cocks to brush. Both boys groaned.
“Luke,” it came out as more of a whine this time, much to my horror.
Luke leaned closer, his warm breath fanning over my face. It smelled of Firewhiskey and mint. I couldn’t get enough of it.
“Luke…”
That drew my attention down to his mouth and… nope. Oh no. His perfect lips were just right there. They were parted and slightly wet as if he’d just licked them. I thought I should have been the one to lick them…
No.
I needed to look away. I really did, but l couldn’t. And suddenly he was leaning closer, and suddenly their lips were touching. And then it was more than their lips. My hands were somehow wound around those oh so soft chocolate curls I’d always dreamed of running my fingers through. And Luke was gripping onto the front of my camp shirt, pulling the two closer (if that was even possible).
Our mouths worked against each other, drawing the most embarrassing sounds from me. I swiped my tongue across Luke’s bottom lip. And then, just as quickly as it had started, it stopped. Luke pulled away slightly, breathing heavily.
“Are you sure about this?” Luke asked, voice strained.
“Gods, yes.”
I pulled Luke in this time and, Gods, it was even better than the first. I twisted my fingers into his hair and pulled. Luke moaned, he fucking moaned into my mouth. And, fuck, what I would do to hear Luke make that sound again.
Luke pushed his hips forward into mine and my restraint melted away completely. I grabbed Luke furiously, needing to touch every part of him that I could, but it wasn’t enough. I moved to tug Luke’s shirt up and-
“Alright boys, seven minutes are up!”
A/n : This was such a fun one to write! Please keep the requests coming, I love them sm
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obey-me-headquarters · 11 months
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A/B/O Scent Headcanons
Some basic info about scenting in my au: scenting is a non-sexual and non-romantic act. It's basically just claiming someone as "mine," whether that be my lover, my friend, my kid, my older brother, etc. Scenting can also have a less clear relationship than those, sometimes when you scent someone just because you have strong fond feelings for them without defining what those fond feelings are.
Different relationship claims will also smell different. If someone claimed you as an older brother, it'll smell different than then claiming someone else as a lover. So it's obvious to others what the relationship is between the scented and the scenter. (Is scenter a word?)
People scent their pets or their favorite blanket or stuffed animal.
There's also different ways to scent someone, from hugging them to rubbing their head/ruffling their hair to shoulder checking them. When people scent, they give off more pheromones in the hopes that their scent will stick to whatever they're trying to scent.
This also means that it's pretty obvious when someone is scenting someone else. Usually. Some people are very sneaky and can scent someone without the other person realizing. This is usually done by only rubbing off a small part of their scent onto another person.
None of the brothers realize, but they're basically always smelling a bit like Lucifer. This is because Lucifer is constantly scenting them as his little brothers/pups (only when he's feeling snappy and a little drunk does he scent them as his kids). It's a parental instinct, as parents will commonly constantly scent their children.
Nobody notices this (besides Diavolo, Barbatos, and Simeon, who all tease him about it). If one of the brothers are alway from the Devildom/Lucifer for a while, they'll notice that they smell slightly different.
They can't tell why or how they smell different, but it makes them anxious. They feel like something is wrong, but they can't put their finger on what. They frequently complain about how off they feel. Until they arrive back home and Lucifer is there waiting at the door to ruffle their hair and scold them for being gone so long, subtly scenting them, and they instantly relax.
Besides that, only the twins openly scent each other as everyone else is the household is too emotionally represented to admit they care about each other. Beel and Belphie always smell like each other, and it's actually difficult to determine what they smell like on their own.
Beel took it really hard when when Belphie was locked in the attic and didn't let others come into their room in fear that they'll replace Belphie's scent. That's why he didn't want you sleeping in Belphie's bed when you stayed over.
Simeon and Luke often scent each other. Simeon says that he's scenting Luke like a friend, but he's totally scenting like Luke is his kid. Luke also pretends that he isn't scenting Simeon like a big brother (or a dad).
Barbatos doesn't scent Luke, no matter how much Diavolo teases him, too. But after their last baking lesson before the first year end to the exchange program, Luke hugged Barbatos goodbye, and Barbatos instinctively scented Luke. It was in a protégé/fondess way but Barbatos was still pretty embrassed as he didn't let his instincts overpower him like that. Luckily, if Luke noticed, he didn't say anything.
Since you don't have the same sense of smell as everyone else, you can't tell whose an Omega and whose an Alpha from scent alone. You also have a harder time telling apart scents and if you've been scented.
This causes an uproar in the house when you come home selling like Simeon after your weekly tea date.
Even though Solomon can't scent you the traditional with, he makes up with it the same way he fixes all (most) of his problems: magic! He created potions that increase his scent and give you long hugs afterward to mess with the brothers. It's his way of saying, "I'm here too. Just because I'm human, it doesn't mean I don't have a claim."
The brothers looooooove to scent you. Especially since you don't even realize that you're being scented/are scented. It allows them to be little tnusdere cowards.
Sometimes, random demons at RAD like to scent you too. At first, this was an intimidation thing. To try and scare you and claim you as "their" food. But as time passed and you got a few pacts, it became a way to get street cred. Like, 3 of the 7 Lords have pacts with them, and my scent is on them!
Some demons see scenting you as a power move against the brothers. Got your shit stolen by Lord Mammon? Did Lord Beelzebub eat your lunch? Did Lord Asmodeus sleep with your s/o? Override their scent with your own on their precious human!
This is seen as a very bold and very stupid thing to do by most of the student body. It doesn't matter if you and the demon aren't publicly mated. Don't override a Lord's claim! The only brother no demon would ever override (outside of his family and a very annoying human, angel, prince, and butler) is Lucifer. No petty grievance is worth becoming Cerberus' chew toy.
When you get a fan club (clut) of your own (otherwise know as the Human Appreciation Club) and demons start to respect you, secret admirers start scenting you. You just think that the Devildom is really touchy with how many surprise hugs and shoulder checks you get. It also helps that you don't seem to mind being scented, so the other demons assume you're fine with being scented.
The brothers absolutely despise this, especially when you come home smelling like a dozen other demons and not them. But they can't say anything, or they'll reveal that they've been secretly scenting you too.
Diavolo is a big fan of scenting, but he has to be careful. Him scenting someone he isn't publicly mated to will make the tabloids go crazy. So, no random scenting.... usually.
When you're not expected to be around the demon population, he gets a little bolder and is willing and excited to try scenting you. Like when you're in the Human Realm, for example.
He gets extremely excited about it, too. You think it's a little sad how excited Diavolo gets about a hug so you don't mention how long it is. Dia is luckily that you can't tell when something is scenting because he is SO obvious.
Barbatos thinks he's above such childish courtship rituals..... yet. You arrive home after a baking lesson with Barbatos and Luke smelling like a certain butler...
Belphie sents you constantly. Whenever you two nap together, he's cuddling up to you and rubbing his scent glands against you. Even when he's asleep, he unconsciously scents you. This causes quite a bit of infighting between the brothers as you'll go to sleep smelling like Levi and wake up only smelling of Belphie.
The time Belphie doesn't completely envelop you in his scent is when you're scented by Beel. Even when he's asleep, he will add his scent with his twin's but never overpower it.
Beel scents you before and after a Fangol game. Before because he feels like he plays better when he knows that you got his scent on him. And after because he gets so happy when he wins and wants to share the win.
Satan scents and claims all alley cats in the Devildom. Shop owners and residents know that if they come across a kitty that's been claimed by the Avatar of Wrath, they better treat it right and pamper it.
So when you come strolling through smelling like Satan, store owners are quick to give you similar treatment. You're surprised to see how generous the Devildom shop owners are. They're constantly offering you free samples, even when the store doesn't typically offer them, and discounts are constantly added to your purchase.
No shop owner wants to end up like that deli owner who kicked out one of Satan's claimed cats from his store.... collective shudder.
Satan gets very embarrassed if the shop owners do thus in front of him, and he pretends to have no idea why they're acting strangely. But he doesn't tell them to stop...
Levi doesn't think he's good enough to scent you himself before his room is kinda already covered in his scent on account of how many of his favorite items are in it. So after a long gaming session or anome binge, you end up smelling like Levi anyway.
Levi immediately blushes when he notices and retreats into his room without explaining. On one hand, Levi loves that you don't seem to notice that you're scented. Because in his mind, if you knew you'll be disgusted and immediately wash his scent off. But on the other, Levi so desperately wants everyone to know that you're claimed by him.
Levi also gets insanely jealous if you come into his room smelling like anyone else. He almost canceled your gaming sections when you came in smelling like Mammon. Once, when you were scented by Lucifer, Levi was pouting in his gaming chair. He knew he couldn't compete when the eldest, so he didn't see a point in throwing a fit.
It's only when you cuddle up to his Ruri-chan body pillow that smells like him, replacing Lucifer's scent, does Levi cheer up. In his mind, you chose him over Lucifer, even if it wasn't a conscious choice.
Asmo is incredibly shameless when it comes to scenting you. The moment he sees you, he's wrapping you in a hug and nuzzling unto your neck. He also pouts if you wash off his scent, even if you don't know what you're doing. He's the one out likely to spill the beans and tell you about scenting. His brothers will have to warn him about punishments for him, not to spill.
He likes to think of you not knowing like it's a little game, how bold can he be before you ask him what's he's doing? How long before you catch on?
When you come home smelling like some random demon who overrides his scent, he's pissed. His envy rivals Levi's and his rage rivals Satan's. How dare some no name, low level demon scum overscent his claim!!
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jedibongrip · 7 months
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honestly even if you don’t ship obikin, which is fine, you have to understand that anakin is obiwan’s BEST FRIEND. Not quinlan, not Cody, not satine. It’s ANAKIN!!! They are two halves of a whole warrior. Master and apprentice. They’re besties. Even if your reading of them isn’t romantic, if you try to say that obiwan held anyone else, or any other friend, higher or closer to his heart… you fundamentally misunderstand him and the way he sees himself in relation to others
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incorrect-obeyme · 1 year
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WAAAA CUTIES
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buck2eddie · 8 months
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only you know how long you've got to go.
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devildom-moss · 5 months
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Im so happy the request box is open again /gen
Could i request a fic where MC has an ed (Eating Disorder)?
Im struggling with eating atm and would love to read about the characters (especially Beel) comforting the MC about it
Thats all, have a good day!
Lots of love, anonymous M /ref
Anon, I'm so sorry that you're struggling. Please do your best to practice harm reduction in regards to your specific eating disorder. I hope that you are able to get the help you require.
I also hope that this fic will be a comfort to you. I tried to keep the specifics of the eating disorder vague since there are so many types and I didn't know which you had. There are some mentions of binging and restricting, so I hope that is okay. The format of this was kind of experimental, so I hope it came out okay.
I love you. Take care (to the best of your ability).
MC with an eating disorder
(SFW) (unspecified eating disorder with mentions of restriction and binging) (could be read as platonic) (all characters) (half fic/half headcanons?)
Word Count: +3,900
You couldn’t hide this forever. They were bound to figure it out eventually. The unfortunate thing about being a person is that no matter how careful you were – how hard you tried – secrecy, subtlety, and perfectionism were not without clumsiness. Even if you wanted to hide this from them forever, you were going to slip up – do something suspicious. Most sicknesses have symptoms, and someone will find them.
Or maybe you had a moment of pure courage and decided to tell them: you needed help. Maybe you understood – even if it felt like a lapse in judgment – that the best outcome for your health and happiness would not be achieved alone. You needed someone – some understanding source of love and support.
The truth leaked out to everyone eventually – and eventually seemed to crash into you like the final domino in an elaborate setup. The most knowledgeable and observant of the bunch couldn’t keep quiet for long. It’s hard to bite your tongue when someone you love is suffering.
You were hardly prepared for the talk they all felt was necessary. Barbatos called for a meeting with you “to discuss a personal matter of utmost importance.” To be fair, they all made the decision not to overwhelm you by not allowing everyone to take part in the meeting.
When you arrived at the castle for the meeting (mostly to prevent nosy eavesdropping), Barbatos escorted you into a room with Simeon, Solomon, Lucifer, and – surprisingly – Mammon. Initially, Lucifer had no intention of allowing Mammon into the meeting, but “being MC’s first” and the fact that he had been the one to alert Lucifer to your struggle held enough sway to expand the meeting size to six.
On your long walk back home, during which you were escorted by Lucifer and Mammon in a miserable, awkward silence that Mammon made multiple attempts to alleviate, you couldn’t stop clinging to their words during that meeting.
You couldn’t remember who spoke first – who had the guts to interrupt such a solemn, all-knowing silence. Lucifer or Barbatos? No. They planned this, so maybe they pushed the softest approach on you – forced a tender heart to confirm that the time had come to talk about your eating (or lack thereof). In that case, it was probably Simeon. Your memory was already so hazy. Maybe you shut down and dissociated. Maybe you would remember if your body wasn’t going through hell. Then again, if it wasn’t, maybe you wouldn’t have had to have that conversation.
– Got bad enough for them to notice, I guess?  That was a shitty thought to have. The sooner it gets addressed, the better. No one should have to get “bad enough.” You knew that. –
In truth, they had planned ahead, and Simeon was supposed to ease you into the conversation. Mammon couldn’t let him, though. “Ya know, I don’t care how strong ya get. I still think it’s my job to protect ya. You’re sick right now. All tha signs are there. Ya keep hurtin’ yourself doin’ shit like this. I’m doin’ an awful job keepin’ ya safe, so we’re gonna get ya some help. And we’re gonna be right there with ya the whole time. I’m gonna be there – whatever ya need.”
Simeon was relieved that Mammon spoke first – even if it wasn’t the perfect, delicate approach. Simeon had been something he hadn’t been for a very long time: afraid. They all were to some extent – if not afraid, then nervous. However, with Mammon’s interruption, the structured plan crumbled, and they all spoke in cautious yet clumsy intervals. It seemed suitable, then, that the rest of the meeting only existed in messily cut up pieces that you shoved together. Your brain was the young, sickly protégé of Victor Frankenstein and your recall-creature arose as a bloody, poorly constructed monster. There was no chasing this monster off. It clung to your waist and shadowed your every step. It was a sad, hurtful little creature, but there was love in every bone and mass of flesh.
Lucifer had promised to assist with doctors’ orders, keep an eye on your condition, and accommodate you while ensuring his brothers fell in line. What you remembered was the scent of Demonus that lingered on him when he pulled you against him and told you, “Whatever will ease the burden during the hardest parts of your recovery, you’ll have it.” He had had a drink or two to settle his nerves before you arrived.
Barbatos had promised to get you good human doctors – medical and psychological – who specialized in your particular condition. What you remembered was the unfamiliar look of sorrow on Barbatos’s face as he held your hand and promised, “We will prioritize your comfort – no matter how many doctors you have to go through. You’ll get the treatment you need.”
Solomon had offered his magical skills to assist with your commitment to recovery and to ease any pain or side effects that your eating disorder had and would cause. You remembered him gently holding your face and telling you, “I’d never let anyone hurt my adorable apprentice – and that includes you.”
Simeon had offered you a constant and understanding ear to listen. He was the best alternative when you wouldn’t or couldn’t turn to a professional. Simeon had even promised to help Luke and Raphael navigate your recovery as best as he could. You remembered the grave concern on his face – almost frightening – as he told you, “We love you, and you’re hurting. Please let us help you however we can.”
They hadn’t pressured you to explain everything you were doing or understand all of it on your own. They hadn’t even forced you to respond right away. Everything else they had said – and anything you had said – seeped out your ears until you were left with the sound of your own voice giving them one ashamed and heartfelt “okay.”
The conversation probably hadn’t even happened in that order, but it was a hard one to have, and you couldn’t be faulted for jumbling it up.
“Here, take it.” Mammon interrupted the cacophony in your mind by throwing his jacket over your head and gently petting you through the fabric.
You felt something wet running down your cheek. It must have started to rain while you were thinking. No, wait, am I crying? When did that happen? It wasn’t a lot, but a few stray tears escaped you. You tried to blink them away, but now that you had a way to hide, they flowed easier. “Thanks, Mammon.”
You were scared that you would never like yourself no matter what happened, but they loved you, and that was a start.
When you returned to the House of Lamentation, you hid yourself away in the attic where you could cry alone without the protection of Mammon’s jacket. It was getting hot under there, anyway. Despite their attempts, you still felt overwhelmed by the confrontation, and you just wanted to hide from everyone – well, maybe not everyone.
It was a comfort when you heard a soft knock at the door and saw that fluffy orange hair peeking in. “MC, can I come in?”
He found you, and something about that melted your heart, even though you thought you wanted to be alone. You wiped any stray tears from your eyes and cleared your throat. “Yeah, you can come in, Beel.”
Surprisingly, when he sat down next to you on the bed, his lashes stuck to his skin like he had been crying, too. There was a long silence, during which he just stared at you. Sometimes, you liked it when he looked at you. You’d see all the affection on his face and recognize the love behind it. Other times, it made your skin crawl as insecurity squirmed around through your veins like a parasite. You saw everything you deemed wrong with yourself, and there was no way to hide it. This time, it felt different – some slow-cooked stew of guilt and sorrow. You imagined an inflated, tainted feeling of pity in that look where it was absent. In reality, “pity” from Beel used that word in its purest, sweetest form; there was no negativity or disregard – only sympathy and compassion.
Beel leaned down and bonked his forehead against your shoulder, leaving it there. His breath was slow and even, finding comfort in the physical touch, as he built up the courage to speak.
“Do I make your eating disorder worse? I’m always eating and talking about food.”
“No . . . well yes – but no.” Beel pulled back to look at you, doing everything he could to not look hurt and sorry. You felt the cracks in the dam begin to burst. Either you patch them up now, or you lift the gates and relieve some of the pressure. You chose the latter. “You made it easier to hide it. I could give you my food whenever I was restricting, and you were so happy to be fed that you never worried about me being hungry. Then, I got to watch you eat. It was cathartic – watching you do something I couldn’t do. You made it easy to cover up a binge, too. No matter how out of control I felt, I couldn’t make a dent in the amount of food you ate. That kind of made me feel better, but it enabled me. The extra food I ate, the snack boxes and wrappers, the disappearing food – everyone assumed it was all you most of the time. It saved me a lot of embarrassment, I guess, but it didn’t take away the shame. And to be honest, I’m kind of jealous of you. You’re out of control when you eat sometimes, and then you have all the control in the world to work out. But you look amazing, and you seem happy. I can see my impulses in you, and I think, if it was just a little different – maybe if I was better and more disciplined, I’d be more like you and less like me. I know that isn’t how it works; it’s just how I see things.”
You hadn’t expected all of that to come rushing out. Then again, neither did Beel, but he sat there firm and strong through it all. For a brief moment, a cruel and twisted feeling popped into your mind. What is he doing? Is he one of those idiots who stands in the path of a tropical storm because they think they can take it? He’s going to get hurt. Just move out of the way. You knew better than that train of thought. Beel would make himself an immovable structure through all of this if you’d let him. Hell, he’d make the effort even if you didn’t.
You cast your eyes down to the bedspread and the way Beel laid his hands down on it in front of him, with one cradled in the other while he ran his thumb along the side of his hand. “I’m sorry.”
“No, it’s fine,” Beel interrupted. “It’s a lot to process, but thank you for telling me.”
Beel let out a calm, steady breath before standing up. He offered you his hand with a rueful smile.
“What is it?” you asked with your brow furrowed in confusion.
“Do you want to dance for a bit? I know we don’t have music, but I think better when I move.” Beel was embarrassed by the admission – but more embarrassed by the strangeness of his request. He added, “you don’t have to if you don’t want to.”
“We can dance.” You took his hand and let him make the clumsy attempt to lead. He wasn’t close enough nor graceful, but he was trying.
“I’m not very good at this, but I want you to get better. I hope you don’t mind learning together.” He had never had to help someone recover. You had to learn how to get better, and he had to learn how to support that.
“I don’t mind.”
“Even if I mess it up?” Even if he said the wrong thing or accidentally triggered you? Even if he couldn’t protect you every time? Even if you found a new place to hide and he didn’t come find you right away?
“You don’t have to be perfect.”
“Neither do you.” Beel had sharpened his words for that one, and all you could do was give him an apologetic chuckle. “I’m sorry. I just don’t want to lose you.”
“You won’t –”
“– I could, and that scares me. I love you so much. I will still love you during recovery. I’ll love you through relapses. I’ll love you when – and if – you fully recover. There’s nothing wrong with your willpower or your body. You’re sick and hurt. We’ll be okay.” Beel had added the last part for his own comfort before he pulled you closer. He stopped trying to dance and just held you against him, as if to remind you that he was there.
With the professional help came the personal support.
Lucifer keeps track of you and your meds. He checks in with you and your doctor and ensures you take your medication in a timely manner. He removes scales from the house or keeps them safely hidden from you. He keeps his brothers up to date on your recovery plan (with your permission), so that you don’t have to deal with it. He gently pushes you along when he catches you staring in a mirror unfavorably.
Mammon magically removes all the nutrition information – barring ingredients and allergy information – from groceries and snacks whenever someone does the shopping. He also walks you to all your medical and psychological doctor’s appointments. More importantly, he keeps you distracted when you feel bad – movies, games, dancing in clubs, you name it. However, he won’t take you gambling with him anymore, horrified that you might jump from one maladaptive behavior to another.
Leviathan, whose entire existence is antithetical to normie values, musters up the courage to remind you that he thinks you look amazing and that you don’t have to worry about what normies think. He is almost always there to play games with you or read manga or watch anime – especially when binge urges come. He’s happy to spend time with you, so don’t be ashamed of the reason you need a distraction. He makes and buys cosplay outfits for you and spends half an hour hyping you up so that you feel confident – even if you never end up wearing it outside.
Satan helps monitor your nutrition and plans meals that will help you avoid malnutrition. He works especially hard on this during the first few months of recovery and after relapses when it’s the most critical. He reads up on eating disorder treatments and studies anecdotal success stories so that he can help equip you with more tools to ensure your full recovery. He also offers distractions when you need them. Sometimes, he even reads to you.
Asmo compliments you endlessly – almost daily if you let him. He finds cute clothes for you that fit you in ways that make you feel comfortable and look amazing. He does your makeup and hair if you want it – anything to make you feel better about yourself. He’ll take pictures of you if you let him. Hell, he’ll arrange a full boudoir photoshoot for you if it boosts your confidence. Asmo has always been able to find beauty in anyone, so he tries to lean into body positivity and prove to you that there is beauty in every body because being alive is majestic all on its own. It’s equally important what Asmo doesn’t do, though. He stops body checking and talking about diets around you. He diets less, and when he does, he keeps the details of it away from you. This isn’t exactly supportive, but he will offer to praise you in bed and make you feel so gorgeous and so good that your mind has no room for self-doubt.
Beelzebub eats meals and snacks with you – especially when you are having trouble eating. He’s great to have around when you want to try eating something or multiple things off a menu, but you’re worried about feeling the need to keep eating after you’re full. He’s always happy to eat the leftovers. He constantly tells you how happy he feels when he sees you enjoying food with him. He also exercises with you – taking special care to ensure that you aren’t pushing yourself too far. He just wants you to get the movement that supports your health. He probably also teaches you something like boxing to help you release anger and anxiety during your recovery. Additionally, it’s hard for anyone to make you feel weird or bad about your exercise levels when Beel is around to level them if they so much as look at you the wrong way. Alternatively, he also accommodates you by helping you exercise in private (a home gym or body weight exercises; if your mind is in the gutter, that’s fine too).
Belphie walks you home from all your appointments. Mammon could do it, and it’s a lot of effort for him to walk you home, especially when he wasn’t already out and about, but he wants to show you that you are worth the effort. He threatened to curse and beat up Mammon if he didn’t let him walk you home. He likes the idea of you knowing that after a check-up or a draining therapy session, you can expect to see him waiting outside for you. He’s never late, either. He watches the stars with you and reminds you that you are beautiful to him but in the vastness of the universe, your body, your weight, your sense of control – none of it matters as much as you think it does. He is also an anarchist, and that especially includes diet culture. “Fuck society. I just want you to be alive and to take naps with me.” Also, he thinks your body is incredibly comfortable to nap on, but he tries not to actually say that.
Diavolo employs the best doctors he can find for you – with help from Barbatos. He adores complimenting you, so you can expect him to continue reminding you how amazing you are – both mentally and physically. He doesn’t have as much time to spend supporting you, but if he can provide you with any services, he’ll do it. His favorite thing to do is to take you shopping and buy clothes and accessories for you. If you like it and wearing it makes you feel better, he’ll get it for you. It’s a good distraction, and seeing you smiling in outfits that he got for you warms his heart. When he does have spare time, he’ll try to spend it with you so he can check in and see how you’re doing – but also so he can just be around you.
Barbatos offers to make lunch for you sometimes. Once he gets your permission, he makes adorable and appetizing dishes so that when you see them, you’re actually happy to eat them (usually. Some days will just be bad, and there’s nothing more he can do). He listens to you without judgment. He’ll pour you a cup of tea, offer you something to eat, and let you pour your heart out. He also sews outfits specifically for you, using it as an excuse to both provide personal attention and to tell you how incredible and breathtaking you look.
Luke has a surprisingly good grasp on the situation thanks to Simeon, Solomon, and his own reading. He offers to accompany you to the store when you have to buy groceries. He also does activities with you that don’t involve food – mostly games, puzzles, and going on walks. However, if you’re okay with it, he brings you into the kitchen to cook and bake with him (and sometimes with Barbatos, Simeon, and/or Beel). Maybe it’s because he’s younger, but unlike Simeon or Barbatos, Luke has more courage to invite you into a potentially stressful situation for your eating disorder in an attempt to help you establish a healthy relationship with food and cooking.
Simeon is always there to listen – especially once he figures out how to make a proper video call. He also provides you with plenty of distractions. As the author of the bunch, he’s obligated to encourage you to write or journal to help process your recovery (and just for fun). Consequently, you have a lot of chill writing dates. Sometimes that means relaxing in Simeon’s room with him while you both quietly write your own things. Other times, he invites you out to pretty or interesting locations. When you go out, he does everything he can to ensure your comfort. You’re free to bail whenever you feel the need to.
Solomon, like Satan, does extensive research on eating disorders. He’ll go so far as to interrogate other sorcerers about any magic they might know that will help your chances of a full recovery. If a solution exists, he’ll find it. If it doesn’t, he’ll try whatever options he has to improve your chances of living a long, happy life. However, his studying usually happens behind your back. One of the most important things Solomon does is treat you like normal. It can be a comfort. Unfortunately, on the occasion that Solomon offers you food he’s made, when you refuse, he gets worried about your eating disorder. My guy, it’s not the eating disorder; it’s your atrocious cooking.
Thirteen monitors your candle closely, looking for faster or slower burning rates to gauge your health on her own. If something seems off, she knows it’s time to speak up. She brings you adorable and delicious food and drinks – with your permission – and eats with you so that you can try to enjoy food. If you have concerns about drinks and liquid calories, she will try to help you ease that by offering you sips of her drinks and reminding you that it’s okay. If you like the drink, she’ll happily let you have the rest of it. She will also invite you out to eat and, like Beel, she’ll eat whatever you won’t finish. Outside of food, she distracts you by letting you in on her trap building process and bringing you along to test them out. Your laugh when one of her traps successfully ensnares someone is precious to her. She is another good confidant when you need someone to talk to.
Raphael uses his magic to heal you whenever you’re in pain (if eating hurts your stomach, heartburn, if your body is sore from exercise, etc.). He puts blessings on you – sometimes without your knowledge – to help you feel better mentally, too. Like Barbatos, Raphael sews new outfits for you, but he mostly focuses on trying to tailor your existing clothes to accommodate how your body might change during recovery. Some clothes can be irreplaceable, and he wants you to still be able to wear them no matter how you change.
Mephisto is probably the last person to find out, which annoys him. To compensate for being last, he writes up and prints an entire report, highlighting your positive, admirable traits. It’s practically a love letter. However, this one isn’t for the paper, so don’t worry about being perceived by others. In fact, he’d be embarrassed if anyone else found out about it. He just wants you to have a reminder of how amazing you are whenever you begin to doubt yourself. He’ll be more lenient about you hanging out in the newspaper room whenever you want. Although he won’t admit it, Mephisto asked Satan for a list of safe foods and drinks he can keep around that you’ll eat, and now there’s always safe food in the newspaper room.
A/N: This one was kind of heavy, so I'll try to pick a more lighthearted request next time. Also, just as a reminder, you can still provide input for what to do to celebrate the 1 year anniversary next month. Check the post "Input request" for more info (under the tag #moss update)
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ghost-of-you · 8 months
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It's been a while since you and I been where we started, I don't wanna let it fade away...
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sesiondemadrugada · 2 months
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Nothing But a Man (Michael Roemer, 1964).
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kaleidoscopeminds · 1 year
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delicatefalice · 2 years
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she’s just as important as he is
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ever8ea · 2 months
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AHHH I just wanna say love your writing style, am absolutely HOOKED but I was wondering if you could write luke castellan x male aphrodite kid reader who looovvves sub luke
Hi hi! Thank you so much for the support, you have no idea what it means to me <3
Good Game; Luke Castellan
/nsfw; VERY smutty, dom/sub dynamics, semi-public, begging, M!READER, my usual
Enjoy!
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It had been a good game.
The red team had won capture the flag against Blue, and my team had gone to the afterparty to celebrate the win. I had been invited, of course, but I was preoccupied waiting for a certain someone in the locker rooms instead.
“Hey, love” Luke grumbled as he walked into the locker rooms, looking genuinely distraught.
“Why did you take so long?”
“Was trying to drown myself in the shower,” Luke snorted. My boyfriend was a little (more than a little) capture the fag obsessed. A singular loss could make him more dramatic than my sisters.
Horrifying.
“You could be a little happy for your boyfriend who just won, you know”
Luke’s head snapped up. “Yes love, you played amazing, you’re amazing, you’re a great player, I love you” I blinked at him. That sounded incredibly rehearsed. Luke was really in one of his moods.
I could work with that.
I walked up to Luke and dropped myself into his lap with my legs on either side of his thighs and kissed him, hard. Luke let out a quiet noise of pleasure.
That.
That noise was fucking addicting.
“You should let out all of that frustration” I whispered into Luke’s mouth, watching the way his eyes widened in shock.
“I’m kidding. When do I ever sub?” I chuckled at his reaction. “Of fuck off,” Luke muttered, good-heartedly.
I looked at him for a couple seconds before I slammed him into the wall, before instantly pressing my lips against his, attempting to devour them. Luke groaned at the rough treatment.
It had taken months into their relationship for Luke to get me to treat him like anything but glass. I was terrified of hurting him, actually hurting him, but when I had figured out Regulus was having the time of his life…
I had my fun.
I mean, how could I not? That boy is perfect.
I ripped Luke’s shirt off him and instantly started kissing down his chest, leaving bites wherever he could. He kissed as low as he could upright before dropping to his knees with a thud, pupils blown.
‘You can pull my hair’ I smirked up at him before reaching to unbuckle his shorts, taking him down all at once as soon as his hard cock came into view.
It never failed to amaze me. (And that’s saying a lot, considering my heritage)
Luke let his head fall back onto the tiles, breathing hard.
I came up for air, taking a gasping breath while swirling his tongue around his tip before going straight back in. Luke pulled my wild hair hard, feeling a moan vibrate around his cock.
“My love, ugh fuck, I’m going to cum, fuck”
Luke could practically feel my mouth stretch into a little smile around his dick as I didn’t move an inch, hollowing out my cheeks and swallowing every last drop as Luke came moaning embarrassingly loudly.
‘Enjoy that, beautiful?’ I asked, tone genuine, not teasing like before. All Luke could do was nod sluggishly.
Suddenly, I leaned forward to suck a bruise into his inner thigh, earning an overstimulated whine from Luke.
I kept going, so Luke trembled with the effort of keeping himself standing upright, releasing little whimpers at every little nip against his skin.
‘Fuuuck, too much’.
I looked at him with a dangerous look in his eye. ‘I’m not finished with you yet, baby’.
Luke shuddered.
I proceeded to stand up and Luke pulled lube out of his pocket, because of course he was just carrying around lube, the presumptuous little shit.
‘You were expecting a compensation fuck, then?’
I laughed, full and genuine and kissed him on the cheek. ‘Of course not. Now turn around, sweetheart’.
Luke obeyed, too horny to keep up his stubborn façade. I circled a slick finger around his rim, the touch barely even there. He shivered.
‘‘Get on with it, will you?”
“Patience, my love’’
Luke rolled his eyes and scoffed, though it probably came out as a garbled whine as I slid my first finger into him, my other hand massaging Luke’s back.
‘Good boy’ I whispered into his ear as I moved the finger in and out torturously slowly, and Luke’s eyes rolled back.
“More” Luke hissed, frustrated. Why was he torturing him right now?
I just laughed into his ear, sliding a second finger in and scissoring them, making Luke squirm pressed against the wall. I crooked my finger in just the right place, causing Luke to let out a soft moan as he pressed himself further onto the two fingers.
“You’re taking it so well, so pretty for me”
If I was going to keep doing that, Luke was going to come a second time embarrassingly soon.
“Feel good?”
“It would feel even better if it was your dick” Lukr grumbled, meaning to sound intimidating but probably sounding more like a petulant child.
I suddenly sat down on one of the locker room benches, pulling Luke forward and on my lap again. He really liked where this was going.
Wordlessly, I grabbed Luke’s hips and lowered him onto my cock, groaning as the tight heat enveloped me . Luke looked like a work of art, on his lap collapsed into his chest, breathing heavy with little whimpers.
I thrusted up gently, hearing the little sound it punched out of Luke.
“Good boy, you’re doing so good, look at you” I whispered in his hair as he felt his hips going in little circles.
Luke sat up straighter and rode me like he was being paid, sweaty hair sticking to his forehead, punching little ahs out of himself. I could watch him like this forever.
“Are you going to come?” I whispered, in awe of him
‘Please, close’.
I held his hips tightly down so he couldn’t try and run away for the overwhelming pleasure, grinding him in hard circles until Luke came with a groan all over him, me following him.
Luke stayed with his head leaning against my shoulder, my cock still inside him, panting.
‘I love your thighs’ Lume slurred, grabbing at them, obviously still very sex drunk.
I laughed and kissed his forehead. How had I gotten so lucky?
Luke stood up on very shaky legs looking a bit too much like a newborn deer trying to walk for me not to chuckle, though not unkindly.
‘If you’re going to laugh you could be a gentleman and do this yourself’ Luke snapped sharply as he picked up the clothes and headed towards the shower.
I reached to grab his wrist
‘I wasn’t even aware we were finished. What’s my first rule in bed?’.
Luke blinked at him. “It’s not over until your partner has orgasmed at least thrice? Surely that doesn’t count here, Love, not in the locker rooms” Luke said incredulously.
“We’re not even in bed,” Luke chuckled
I looked him up and down. “My rules apply wherever we fuck,” I said
Luke looked up at me half impressed and half disbelieving as he was manhandled to lay horizontally on the bench, as I climbed up on top of his and giving him a loving grin before moving lower and lower down his body.
He assumed he was receiving another blowjob until I went… lower.
Oh.
Luke shuddered hard as I licked a stripe from his balls all the way down to his hole. I was going to eat my own cum out of him.
Fuck.
I didn’t know whether Luke could even hear himself mewling with how far gone he was. What Luke definitely didn’t know about was the plan cooking up in his lover’s head. Luke Castellan doesn’t beg. He might be a kinky little shit, enjoying being manhandled and used, but beg? Never.
Me, ever the egotistical one, was sure I could change that today. By the way he was clenching around my tongue, he was about to come soon.
Suddenly, I pulled off of Lume, causing him to groan in frustration. ‘What are you doing, love?’ he snapped, looking up glassy eyed and slightly slurred.
‘Is there something you want?’ I asked innocently.
Luke narrowed his eyes at him.
‘You’re not getting what you want’.
‘Okay’ I shrugged my shoulders, and had taken to caressing Luke’s stomach and ass, so, so close but not quite there.
Luke threw his head back and whimpered. He would not break.
He felt me pressing small kisses and bites to his stomach, teasing him by coming just so close to his hole, even fanning my breath over it, before coming back up to kiss his abs.
Luke was squirming uncontrollably under me as I began to suck more hickeys into his neck, making sure to press down just the slightest against his cock, but not enough to be doing anything for him other than frustrating him more.
“All you have to do is ask, my love” I whispered seductively into his ear.
He was going to break.
He stayed stubbornly silent until I started pressing my lips against the already bruised marks in his thighs, and fuck, he couldn’t anymore.
‘Please’ He nearly sobbed out.
‘Please what sweetheart?’ I said, and oh, he was really pushing my luck. Luke didn’t have it in him to argue.
‘Please, please eat me out, need it, feels so good, fuck-’ he swore as I eagerly dived right back in. This time he was as generous as possible, licking every part of him enthusiastically as he came with a shout.
Luke layed on the bench catching his breath, and I fixed a hot rag to clean him up, crawling up to lie next to him. I pulled Luke into my chest and kissed his hair, listening to my lover’s heartbeat slow down.
“Fuck, I can’t believe you made me beg”
I laughed. “And you looked so hot doing it, Lu”
“Fuck off, don’t call me that shit” Luke said, smacking me lightly in the arm.
“I love you”
“You sap!” I laughed into his chest, both of us ignoring that we were still butt naked. ‘I love you too’.
They lay there until they heard the horrible sound of the keys turning and, most likely, a nyad coming in to clean up. While they were both still very naked and lying face up on the wooden benches.
‘Fuck!’ Luke shouted a little too loud from the startling noise, going pale and scrambling up to grab his clothes, and I was close behind him.
I was really glad Luke was mad abut loosing the game today.
A/n ; I am a sapphic female who has never interacted with male genitalia, haha
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sawyer-is-not-my-name · 9 months
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Requested: Luke Castellan x Male! Reader
synopsis: reader tries to find an alternative for Luke, but Luke isnt having it
Sorry I changed some of it cuz I wasn’t sure how to go about it! hope thats alright
You paced back and forth trying to come up with some other option. Luke had given you an ultimatum, either join forces with him and Kronos or never see him again. And the choice was weighing you down heavily.
How were you supposed to choose between your boyfriend who stood on the side of evil, or the found family you had at camp half-blood. It wasn’t a fair choice at all. You wanted to say that anyone who would make you choose, should be the one you lose but you loved him to much for that to be an option.
Later that night when Luke came back he sat beside you on your bed, his hand lightly covering yours. “So, have you made your choice?” you sucked in a deep breath. “Can’t we just runaway together? Start a new life far away from here?” You could tell he didn’t like your answer but you were dead-set on making him say yes. “I mean think about it, we could leave the country, make a life of our own. Hide away somewhere just the two of us, we don’t need anything else, just each-” he cut you off while abruptly standing up, “No! Either way the gods will always be watching!” you knew how he got with arguments but you couldn’t help it, “And you think Kronos wouldn’t always be watching if he took charge!? Do you really think he wouldn’t take advantage of being in power!?”
He was mad, boiling with rage, the tips of his ears going red along with his face. “You’re just a stupid boy, you don’t know anything!” you scoffed at his remark, “Says the one who’s got no clue what would happen to him, if Kronos took charge, especially if you intend to be vessel for him! You’d die or at least part of you would, maybe part of you already has. Because the boy who loved me; This isn’t him.”
You wanted to punch him, throw him out of your cabin, scream at him. But at the same time you wanted to show him you still cared for him, that you loved him despite what he was turning into.
“Or maybe you don’t love me enough to trust me” you laughed in his face, “I would’ve followed you anywhere, because i trusted you would keep me safe and that I could keep you safe. But this is something neither of us can protect each other from. I love you enough to tell you when you’re going off the rails. I love you enough to warn you of danger when i see it.” Luke looked down, more ashamed in himself now than ever, “I’m still leaving tonight.” He muttered quietly, “just didn’t want to leave you behind.” You sighed before sitting down next to him, “I’m not joining you, I’m not gonna sit back and watch you do something reckless that can and probably will kill you. I’m sorry, but I love you to much to sit back and allow that.”
“I love you” he kissed your cheek before making his way to the door, opening and closing it behind him. Leaving you lost and broke, knowing you did all you could to help him. Not knowing if you’d ever see your first love again.
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All eyes on me in the centre of the ring 69th circle of hell
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