Just in case y'all haven't seen this very depressing sketch from a production book of Banana Fish or sumn yet, then here it is! (credits to @/anicrystals in instagram)
It's Ash's soul watching over older Eiji with Buddy ಗಾ ﹏ ಗಾ
currently thinking about how ash’s entire childhood was robbed from him and he consistently had to make sacrifices. his situation was absolute hell and there was nothing he could have done to help himself. there was no space for him to act selfish or else it would end him or someone he cared about in trouble. besides, he never let himself care about someone or something enough to actually be selfish about it. everything he had was taken from him and he learned from a very young age to keep everyone at arm’s length.
until eiji came into his life and taught him to be selfish. ash wanted nothing more than to just spend the rest of his life with eiji. no matter the circumstance, all he ever wanted was eiji to be by his side. which is why in the last episode he did not go to the airport to say goodbye to eiji. if he had, he would not have been able to let eiji go. so he did one last selfless thing even though it was beyond torturous for him: ash let eiji go without saying goodbye.
Going back to the idea that there’s a Ralsei variant for every combination of letters in Asriel (which is 719 not including Asriel), if the big rainbow floofer was as bing as six Ralseis overall (which I actually think he was?) then the amount of floof for 719-Ralsei rainbow boi is going to be much larger... The hug from that boi would be much floofier. Also the fight would have been far shorter.
I don’t know if it’s an exponential increase in floof. I’m just gonna say that it’s a lot more than normal. :P
I don't know if anyone asked you this before, but to which one of the characters do you relate to more?
Hmmm, I guess if we’re talking strictly Deltarune/PT characters, probably Noelle most? Nice, but shy and nerdy, find it hard to speak up sometimes, pretty good in school but not a total grades nerd like Berdly.