#made him out of boredom

[daily-hanamura]

#p4 #p4g #persona 4 #persona 4 golden #hanamura yosuke #yosuke hanamura #haha the way yosuke just takes ownership of caring for his friends #i actually never recovered from this scene you know. no one else volunteered this because teddie was such an unknown #and we could say everyone else has their reasons for not doing so but. #in a way so does yosuke. hes got to go to bis parents as well and tell them to look after this new kid #and he pulls so much of his weight in caring for teddie as well. he teaches him how to get around #he teaches teddie how to live in the human world. he teaches teddie how to work #i feel like the last point is so complex because. it helps yosuke alleviate the boredom of working at Junes as well by having a friend there #but inadvertently or otherwise. hes also preparing teddie for a life when yosuke wouldnt be there anymore #(because hes moved out to go to college or whatever) #and i feel so strongly about their dynamic but also. also!! the way yosuke was the one that made this step #how he just takes responsibility for the people around him without need for praise. how he cares about them. #he's good with his queue

[galarfiend]

visiting laventon

#volo #pokemon legends arceus #hoorah angst! #professor laventon i guess? #laventon mentions that volo stopped by to wish him luck on his research after the postgame #and i had been wanting to draw him all day so i made this #deflated his arceus hairdo bc hes disheveled and sad #pla spoilers #i played around with colors a lot! gradient maps are fun #the sunrise was fun to draw #i color picked it from a screenshot from the game #there are like 30+ layers on this bad boy #hes so fun to draw #i miss him a lot i dont like that you cant find him BUT #it also leaves room for interpretation of what happened to him and what he did #i like the hiker theory #also the one where he just. dug out the grand underground out of boredom. #either way i want him to keep the white tips on his hair #i still have a lot of thoughts but i’ll just say them in the tags of my next volo drawing #cuz you know its gonna be soon #pokemon volo

[writeouswriter]

Hmm brain just conjured up another fictional little guy; at this rate, I am eventually going to run out of room to accommodate all of these fictional little guys, they will have to find a motel or something

#writing #writeblr #writer things #his name is tommy because that is the first name that came to my head #dark curly hair tanned skin hooked nose and dimples and dark eyes #an easygoingness and just genuine passion about him that's contagious #he may be a mechanic and wears loose oversize clothing a too long red button up with the sleeves rolled up #he smokes more out of habit and boredom than wanting to do it he hates it #he's got that classic awkward nerdy but strangely appealing best friend in a movie or show kind of vibe to him #except instead of being in that standard best friend role he is currently trying to usurp the role of love interest in my mind in the vague #new wip i had been thinking about making #though maybe i should make a new wip as this other wip is already new and has different vibes but... #i have made three new wips in the span of the last few days i am not making another i am not i am not #shoe meet horn #he's also mentally ill and the narrative is going to be f*cking normal about it #alright maybe i'll make a new wip #god am i going to make a new wip #my other brand new characters staring at me as i barely even got them off the ground yet like really come on dude #but don't worry oh god I remembered a 4th wip from the past two weeks don't worry bennett i haven't forgotten you #and the several hundred others up there #hmmm thinking about tossing him into a scifi #yes he looks suspiciously similar to some of my other ocs but different maybe i'm pulling a t*m b*rton #and hiring the same actor for all my movies

[fbj723]

what if,,,, hypothetically speaking,, i do a frame by frame analysis of the nocti v nigel cg,,, ahahaahaaaa,,,,,,

I AM GONNA PUT THIS HERE NOW THERE ARE SPOILERS FOR SANDS OF WRATH AND, OBVIOUSLY, SPOILERS FOR THE CG

i do recommend watching the cg first before reading all this since i will mention a lot about nocti and nigel's movements using timestamps for the vid since my storage hates me and i can't really properly add multiple clips 💔

!! LINK TO CG ANIMATION HERE !!

I WILL ALSO BE USING MTL FOR ALL THE DIALOGUE SO I'M VERY SORRY IN ADVANCED IF THE DIALOGUE IS INCORRECT TO WHAT IT ACTUALLY IS

from the get-go i will mention that before nocti entered this fight, skk had a m.i.n.d link with nocti. and since skk is poisoned, nocti is gonna feel the same over the time

aside from him coughing up vital fluid at 0:39, you can really see the poison start getting to him when he fights. starting from 0:14 you see nocti's movements getting slower and slower which becomes more obvious when you see him throw less punches/kicks and his reaction time worsening, allowing nigel to easily counterattack

callback to his last fight with nigel shown at the beginning of the chapter

ER05-01

i would also love to point out how nigel is such a good foil for nocti. from the opposing color schemes to their behavior. nigel having a black color scheme to fit with the whole idea that he is an assassin hiding in the shadows (which is an often recurrence of him throughout the story by either him watching nocti in the distance or showing up unexpectedly). black can also be associated with power and death, connecting to the fact that nigel carries such a strong poison to where there's no known cure, which allows nigel to easily control others to his bidding and/or make them suffer. as opposed to nocti having a white/vibrant red color scheme to fit how bold or loud he is. red can be associated with anger and white can be associated with purity/innocence so it fits with his personality too (since nocti is often left in the dark of a lot of situations back when he was in the purifying force)

ER05-08

around 0:46 - 0:57, 1:05, 1:18 - 1:33

essentially any part where nocti is heavily breathing

ER05-01 structure that this narrator is mentioning is nocti

this is probably leaning more into hc territory, but i think out of all the playable constructs we've met, nocti feels the most "human." he eats, drinks, sleeps, has breathing patterns that the narrator loves to point out, basically does a lot of human practices that constructs don't need to necessarily do, but he does it out of habit. he even believed at one point that constructs can get sick (obv they can't)

dialogue at 0:27

nigel: "you are still the same as before" nigel: "everything covered by anger" nocti: "nigel!!!!!" nigel: "you always thought my poison could only be attached to weapons, right?" nigel: "never doubted what i said"

callbacks to the last fight nocti had with nigel. when nocti was at his lowest, that's when nigel finally spoke. nigel alludes to nocti's naivety again, making nocti finally realize the poison wasn't contained in a separate attachment/weapon, rather nigel is the poison itself

ER05-12 nocti telling skk where the poison might be (remember at this time he still didn't know how nigel injects the poison, he just knows nigel has the ability to do so)

ER05-08 nigel pointing out nocti's naivety

the realization of where the poison's actually located, after the dialogue at 0:27

the location of the poison is more obvious in the reference sheet of nigel (since the ref removes the cloak he's wearing) (link to tweet about nigel that includes this ref)

callback to when nocti and skk first began to plan how to track down nigel after the rediscovery of nigel's poison

ER05-12

callback to him saying "leave everything to me" shown in the previous image.

the light in nocti's hands in the animation is skk (figuratively, not literally ofc LOL), having faith in him that he WILL beat nigel and will give him their all to help. though honestly, all he ever really needed was someone to trust him unconditionally

2:15 - end

"give that bastard a taste of our true wrath"

"partner"

the peak embracement of nocti and skk's partnership. this was the missing piece that he needed to finally beat nigel.

ever since the beginning of this chapter nocti has implicity or explicitly stated (whether it be through his first encounters with skk or in flashbacks of his hubris being in the purifying force/early days of cerberus) he prefers to work alone and leave it at that. he thought it'd benefit everyone if he didn't rope people into his mess, and he fully believed finding and confronting nigel again is something only he should burden

ER05-06 nocti and skk took turns asking for context of what's been going on

skk, cerberus, and the people of new oakley however say otherwise.

skk, in their words, "took a gamble" and just had a gut feeling to stick around and help him and even be down to consider him as a partner

ER05-05

ER05-06

it should probably be noted that skk saying they believe him "just because" carries a lot more weight than at first glance. having someone believe him without him really needing to prove himself with evidence makes nocti appreciate skk a lot more than when he first encountered them in EX05 or at the beginning of this chapter, showing that skk isn't like everyone else he's met and perhaps has a chance to be friends or more with them

ER05-11 first instance of nocti calling them partner

ER05-11 nocti "subtly" correcting vann with referring to skk as his partner

these screenshots can keep going on and on but you get the idea LOL they call each other partners from ER05-11 onwards.

21 and vera believe cerberus isn't complete without him

ER05-15 despite nocti technically being considered as a part of the purifying force at this time, vera and 21 will always believe he truly belongs in cerberus

and the people of new oakley see him as a brother/friend they could rely on and share a drink with

ER05-09 after nocti saves new oakley he gains a lot of respect from the people in town and they all decided to celebrate nocti's win

for most of his life he was practically feared or looked down upon by the people he was with 'cause of his loud and reckless demeanor, and to finally have that revelation that he IS wanted, needed, LOVED even, that people are able to put their trust and faith in him, that allows him to be the best version of himself he could ever ask for

am i looking too deep into this? probably

there's probably a lot of bias from that whole analysis i just love nocti ok—

i do wish we can see more of his backstory. he's one of the few that actively hide it (with the addition of vera not revealing it out of some respect for him), and i just wanna do a deep dive of how he became the way he is today. he's also one of the older constructs given his frame id (BPO-03), makes me wonder how or why he became a construct in the first place-

anyways, that's my rant for the month, ty for reading if you made it this far lol

have some love and a cookie you deserve it ❤🍪

#GODDAMN its been a while since ive done a deepdive like this #honestly i cooked this up out of pure boredom while i was in class and honestly idk if any of this made sense #just let me scream into the void abt nocti ok i love him WAY too much #fbj rambles #pgr #punishing gray raven #pgr noctis #战双帕弥什 #パニグレ

[tarczar]

don't talk to me i'm thinking about this specific drywall sketch

#scud the disposable assassin #drywall stda #oswald stda #in plush form #i do like to ponder the implications of this ultimately non-serious doodle by schrab #is there official merch in-universe of the different scuds? #or did drywall somehow get a hand-made oswald plush #and if it's the latter then who made it and gave it to him? #scudposting once again out of illness boredom #the doll looks so silly he's a silly rabbit #post ur headcanons in the reblogs/replies i know there's like 2 other active scud fans on tumblr

[isaut]

what do you think about all the Chrollo x reader stories that are always yandere. I personally feel like it’s too ooc for him. I agree he’s very dark and I guess you could say ‘evil’ to an extent, but I can’t understand why he’d treat his s/o like how ‘yanderes’ do. Wouldn’t he treat his s/o like family like he does the troupe? Idgi 🥲

I just wanna read smthin where he’s not literally being a r*pist

lmao i think no matter what universe you put chrollo in hes yandere. i also think no matter what universe you put him in chrollo isn’t a rapist.

yandere basically means that someone is sick with love— and will do anything to have their love fulfilled. i always think about yukako yamagashi from jjba. girl will do anything to get with koichi.

and i think that because of chrollo’s belief in fate (that he must both bend to the will of and write his own) makes him the perfect yandere. he thinks that he can make you fall in love with him no matter what he does.

but you’re right, in he isn’t a yandere that’s going to kidnap you and lock you up. instead, he’s going to spend days months years courting you until you’re in so deep he can throw the key into the ocean. he loves the thrill of the chase. his eye is on the prize but he can wait it out. watching you slowly fall into his trap, watching you willing fall into his trap provides him with all the satisfaction in the world. (think of a spider weaving a web around the most beautiful butterfly he’s ever seen with no thoughts other than: pretty. want for myself.)

he wants true love. he wants to believe in love in first sight. he also believes in nudging true love to happen. giving it a helpful little push. an object in motion stays in motion, after all.

#this made me giggle im ngl cause it’s not super apparent but #i do always write kuroro from this yandere lens #like ive written a half a whole fic about the reader slowly realizing she’s trapped in a relationship #the frog slowly boiling alive anaology etc etc etc #the point being kuroro will do something that makes it so you can never leave him #also he totally thinks he can make you fall in love with him just like he fell in love with you #i think kuroro searches lovers out of boredom and ends up surprising himself with how much he loves you #lesbianism analogy lesbian ally chrollo lucilfer always a blank slate always trying to find who he is having a partner #so he can base who he is off what you like etc etc etc #comphet king #i feel v strongly about him #kuroro #mailbox💌

[sunny-m00n]

I got too silly 🤪

HE’S TAKING MY BRAIN AGAIN-

#sunny screams #sunny’s art #spamton #Spamton ex #STEMton! #Yes I made a STEM spamton #no I will not elaborate on how he came to be or his lore #[oc] quintin #<-A little of him :3 #Also the filthy rat Mosston #Who i totally didn’t make an ask blog out of sheer boredom- #Mosston! #And one drawing of Snowgrave!Seo :3

[fish-from-space]

he is so fucking stupid

#made him in toca world out of boredom #gachiakuta #august stilza

[thenwethrowitonthefire]

Shout-out to everyone who survived a "fun" easter with the family

#fucking hell #it started with finding out my dad smoked in my car when I picked up my sister #who was equally dreading the day #my mum turns into the world's tensest and judgemental presence. worsened by my aunt #then hell for autistic people (of which there are multiple present) #multiple deaf people means one uninspired conversation that isn't interesting in any way. #combinations of passive aggressiveness and people not saying a thing because they can't participate. voice volumes too damn high #weirdass food situations. Very full table. so many smells. #this goes on for over an hour. wishing for literally anything but being there. soul crushing. #then you still have to sit in that room for 2.5 hours. it just goes on and on. #my autistic deaf dad physically looks like how I feel. my mum and aunt keep piling on top of him to demand his mental presence #i leave the room once (to get my phone to show pictures to my uncle) and am immediately followed upstairs by my mum #who demands I don't leave the room (What's next. following me when I need the toilet?) #me and my sister are so bored we start throwing paper planes and fake fighting. #Which amuses the bored and the deaf #but of course my mum and aunt have opinions and this is not allowed. only soul crushing boredom allowed #they complain to each other over it while aggressively doing dishes #finally it ends because my mum and aunt start insisting my dad should go to bed if he's 'that tired'. *sprinkle on some additional ableism* #still sitting through a conversation about allergies one of my sister's friends has. my mum preaching that people should take that seriously #(meanwhile i had to cook for myself for 9 years because when my allergies were really bad no one bothered to check if i could eat something) #me and my sister go sit upstairs to discover our mum has made things we care about vanish in her room #and made things appear that should not be there #I've washed the interior of my car and hope the smell will go #you think it's over after that. but woke up with the realisation that even more things have disappeared from my sister's room. #i can't remember a time when things left outside of my room didn't disappear #I don't know why we do these family gatherings at all. no one has fun on days like that. #the housing crisis isn't making these things easy. my sister is losing her place to live again as well #she'll go hiking for a month and then work on a campsite over the summer #maybe I'll go house sitting again. idk. #can't make commitments a few months in advance like that because I'll cancel everything the second Sparks announces anything important

[elegyofthemoon]

positive!! someone will come fix the internet finally tomorrow

negative!! i have to wait till tomorrow

#snow speaks #today the hotspots been super bad so ive been lowkey dying of boredom #which inevitably turned into 'hey what games do i have downloaded that doesnt require the internet' #explain to me why the hell do i have 13-2 downloaded and not the OTHER GAMES? #I COULD BE FINISHING LR A SECOND TIME ROUND BUT NOOO #i did get to see a paradox ending ive never seen before this game is so unserious sometimes its aslkjdfaslkh #i also didnt realize i maxed out majority of the roles oop :x obviously someone plays this game too much #fought the royal flanness and beat that in 3 mins and got the ending there which made me go :0 huh. #oHHHH I CAN GO DO OTHER PARADOX ENDINGS. oh thats gonna take a while though... mmmm #will try though #actually i shouldnt be complaining tbh i think ill be fine #its just academias gonna slow the quality im so stunned by how nicely it runs #ohhh academia. you awful maze of a city #i think i can beat caius tbh. i think im strong enough #or am i supposed to lose. oh well im gonna fight him anyways

[someweirdoreblogger]

Does anyone else believe Satan didn't actually love Yuri as much as canon stated, that it was more inhumanely impulsive than true?

Even before she gave birth to his children?

#mypost #satan himself said he made rin out of boredom which implies when he and yuri had sex it wasnt out of love or devotion or desire for yuri #not to mention how much he very very much doesn't give a single shit or rats ass about his other offspring or extensions as well #he pays no mind to slaughtering them #and after the twins birth how fast he was to just disgurd yuri? #and yeah Lucifer made Satan think Yuri betrayed him but he didnt once think to hear her out? #and he didnt question on how the hell Yuri would at all be capable of exploding his head in pure light like Lucifer did? #and when Yuri was trying to get it through to him that she was explaining more then trivialities Satan just explodes her #satan is so utterly immorally incapable of putting any matter of blame shame or fault on himself that he refuses any matter of truth #outside of what Satan himself believes to be #i just think their love story shouldve been a lot longer and more tragic then it should have been #blue exorcist #ao no exorcist #satan #satan blue exorcist #yuri #yuri egin

[narwhalandchill]

85 surgically implanted psychiatry degrees and still lost the fight against clinical depression and existential nihilism day 1. everyone point and laugh please

#hopes peak picking a thoroughly defeated obviously mentally unwell lab rat from the reserve course for their science project like #'sure hope that junk wont stick through the round of giga lobotomies lil bro is about to go through lmao' #ppl act like hajime and izuru are like fundamentally separate ppl but like dude theyre twinning that DSM V checklist #alongside the temper issues the general air of failure etc etc etc izuru superior tho they shouldve fucking fridged hajime for good #anyway. hopes peak is so fucking stupid kjwjjkkdjkwd who couldve thought creating a frankenstein slash a man made messiah #out of what is at that point a mere husk of a person. made a vessel solely for the blind worship of talent. and leave this virtual newborn #w no memory no formative experiences no concept of love of of meaning thats stuck in a perpetual state of soul crushing boredom #to just fucking. sit in some dark lab cellar with no enrichment no humane treatment no way whatsoever to navigate the world around him #what a shocker hes mentally ill and completely out of his depth when faced w junko who knows how to pull ppls strings #justice for izuru hes actually just a toddler life experience wise. intelligent? frighteningly so. smart? wise? yeah uhhhhhh idk abt that #also yeah. its getting Bad #im so sorry #rambles #and. (DEEP SIGH) #danganronpa #we rly need a tag dont we...

[the-broken-soup-spoon]

would you like an evil piece of mint chocolate? no?

well fuck you

um, so, this is "fault" (he has no real name), a very small and very violent creature i made for an au i had in mind. they go by any pronoun and their gender is "i'm fucking pissed off"

he will stab you in the gullet while you're sleeping /hj

...

oh, and as a bonus:

#oc #sonic.exe oc #i suppose he's a sonic.exe oc i just made him out of boredom #and because i love small and violent characters :) #sonic.exe #«soup bowl #«dessert fork #«brokensoupspoon

[ruthlesslistener]

Promare is even better than I remembered goddamn

#and gayer #like i swear lio was flirting in the first part of the movie out of boredom #but then galo being receptive just made him go 'oh shit im into him fr' #its so cute

[mechahero]

okay yeah, he can be a funny little 60s boy sometimes (dollmaker 1 link) (dollmaker 2 link)

#//saw these and goofed around with them and they turned out kind of cute so! #//they get to go on here :> #//tbh these dress up games are more fitting for his friend aries but i already made plenty with them so its lambda's turn! #//ngl this kind of works with him #boredom killer {dash games}

[voxiiferous]

Prime Time Reruns

Anyone who’s known Vox for a very long time know there was a change in him, though there’s no clear ability to pinpoint when exactly it changed, though everyone agrees it started sometime in the early 90s. Valentino‘s seen it, Hellaina, even Alastor has seen it in its purest flashes. Velvette never knew him before the boredom set in— the closest she ever saw were its earliest phases.

People who meet him assume he’s going to be the feared and all powerful TV Overlord, like he was in the 60s, 70s, even the 80s. They expect cruelty and a joy in the suffering of Hell— and what they actually get is someone so very tired. Even his periods of self-destructive tendencies have tapered off— the USBs of Exe.stasy have gathered dust, he doesn’t seek Alastor out for a fight in the same way, his relationship with Valentino rings increasingly hollow: empty apologies, empty promises.

And he pretends that it’s all fine— he grins and he shows up on cameras, endorses the new Vogitek product. He’s the media Overlord! He’s got so much money, and everything he could ever want— don’t you? Just pay a small fee and you can have everything. Lean into the brand loyalty and you’ll be rewarded. But the performance has been getting more transparent as he hurtles towards pure and abject burnout. His own smiling face on the billboards stares down at him and he wants to tear it all down some days.

He never stops. He builds and he makes and he broadcasts everything from his spot high in his tower looking down on everything he’s made. But he doesn’t really see it either. He sees the flaws— every artist is their own greatest critic— the breakups that are becoming more frequent, sex has become a routine pastime, every time the ratings drop. And part of the problem is that there’s been nothing new in a large way. The internet was but that was the last big thing that really booked in and about the mid 90s.

It’s a prison of his own making, but he doesn’t know how to fix it either. Part of the problem is his lack of hobbies. He used to like reading, but he hasn’t picked up an actual book in decades. He loved dancing in a way he’s never really loved anything else, and he can count on less than two hands how many times he’s done it since he died. He hasn’t built something like the little trinket she made as a child since he was one.

Those are just things he has control over, not considering the fact he can’t eat or drink, and the inhumanity in that bothers him more than he lets on a lot of the time. He can smell, sort of, and it taunts him. He brings people out to eat because it makes them more easily charmed and pliable when they get free food, and yes, he’ll laugh and he makes jokes about it, but it serves as a reminder to him that he isn’t really alive.

He feels trapped— he’s retreading the same old talking points he’s said a thousand times over. The smile is forced, and nothing is a threat so he can’t focus his attention on keeping everything he’s made. It’s fine, it’s stable, he’s made it so it’ll outlive him if something were to happen.

He’s been waiting for the boredom to pass, boredom does eventually… and it hasn’t, it’s just gotten worse.

#I SO NEARLY used the “ghost with the most” quote from Beetlejuice #vox you're not bored you're clinically depressed #When he accepts that it’s not just boredom #and figures out how to code anti-depressants #then he’s gonna be doing so much better #but for now… #it’s a big part of why he’s softer than a lot of the other Vox’s I’ve seen! #and I love them all so much! #but mine is fundamentally just hit the wall #he’s been running on fumes for 20 years #and even those are starting to run out #Like he’s made it and become a success #but where do you go when there’s no more up? #And it’s more than just his relationship with Val #though that doesn’t *help* #It’s sort of cyclical #he’s depressed the relationship suffer which makes him even more depressed #I’ve been meaning to do this up for aaages #*personnel file (hc) #If any of you ever watched Yuri on Ice #he’s a bit like Victor in the first episode #where he’s got all this money and this fame #he’s top of the world but it’s not given him what he wanted anymore #I had the title of this before the post itself #tw: depression #tw: depressive thoughts