I turned 33 on the 4th of this month. I am still studying at university. I have no idea when I will finish school. I don't know if I'll ever achieve my childhood dream of making a great film. I'm still figuring out how to live with my mental illness. And I also have met a lot of wonderful people. I've learned a lot of cool shit about myself and the world. I am way more compassionate than I would have been if I wasn't this weird diabolical, disorganized mess. I don't dislike doing things at my own pace. I do dislike the raging agism and toxic productivity in our culture. People shouldn't have to be apologetic or ashamed & guilty about doing things at their own pace. The system stinks. Time isn't real, which means there is no schedule your life is supposed to be following.
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I am so happy to join this volunteer opportunity. They mean a lot to me. This is a huge part of my life now...
БУР 💛
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*Will* is an underrated term in society. It usually denotes a promise, "I Will take out the trash... after dinner." One may also, through concentration, meditation, practiced ritual, *Will* something into existence. The idea goes that just outside human consciousness are possibilities. Through action, yes, some of the possibilities become closer to reality than others. If I boil water instead of fire the grill, I am more likely manifesting Pasta than Cheeseburgers. Some believe that by tapping the subconscious, we might also influence Outcome. Man makes their own Reality, or so Morgan le Fey always said.
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𝑾𝒉𝒆𝒏 𝒚𝒐𝒖 𝒘𝒂𝒏𝒕 𝒕𝒐 𝒆𝒔𝒄𝒂𝒑𝒆 𝒇𝒓𝒐𝒎 𝒕𝒉𝒊𝒔 𝒘𝒐𝒓𝒍𝒅... 𝒇𝒍𝒚 𝒕𝒐 𝒕𝒉𝒆 𝒎𝒐𝒐𝒏🌙.
Ig: @antu_artt
As an introvert, shy, anxious and any other adjectives that refers to a person who feels uncomfortable around people and prefers to be alone (an overthinker too), there are moments when you completely want to shut up your mind and dissappear from existence to finally rest.
I had one of those moments in my last semester of university and the first picture came to my mind. Tried to draw it back then, but couldn't because of lack of time and stress.
I remember I wanted to escape, fly away from this world and be in a complete dark room with a view to the night sky. Thinking in absolutely nothing, but just how beautiful the stars and the moon look from there bellow. Honestly, just escape from all my responsabilities, from life indeed.
Then the third image came up. As I wanted to escape, going to a peaceful and lonely place was what I wished for. So the moon came up. Don't know about you, but I love watching the moon. It has these mysterious and mistic vibes, and it's beautiful and calm as well. Feels like a spot to go when you're feeling lost and lonely. So, utopically, that would be my dream place.
And the stars... I love to look at them too. Here, they seem to make a little noise for what I wanted to express. But the stars are a good view for hope too.
Didn't know exactly how to name these illustrations. I have 2 words: "escape" and "take off". The first one is what I wanted to communicate, the concept behind it all. But "take off" sounds like an action with intention, a decision, to try to change a little bit of your life for the better. So yeah, well, I think I will leave this hesitation to you too 😆🫶
Hope you have a beautiful day and hope this illustrations and messages resonates with you so you know you're not alone ❤️
Tell me where would be that dream place to escape, tell me if you also love the night sky, tell me what you first think when you saw this illustration, or tell me whatever you want to talk about to of this post 💗
Sending you the best vibes ✨️💓
𝐀𝐧𝐭𝐮 ♥︎
Ig: @antu_artt
Related song for a better experience ❤️ and the lyrics is ✨️
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