#make our voices heard

[poorly-drawn-mdzs]

MDZS Disco Elysium AU part 2 - Psyche Skills

Part 1 - Part 3

#poorly drawn mdzs #mdzs #disco elysium #MDZS disco elysium au #jiang cheng #jiang yanli #yu ziyuan #While it's more in vogue to draw a character's skill roster tailored to them - #One of the more subtle details I love in DE is how some of the skill portraits parallel character portraits of people hbd associates with. #Theres somethine rather poetic to be said about how other people shape out thoughts and sometimes act as a 'voice' in our head. #How we are in part a collection of impressions other people left behind on us. #I am a huge Skillhead (Those are my friends! My party members! They love me! They have their own agendas and alliances!) #so of course a healthy portion of this AU is dedicated to them <3 #the Int skills go basically unchanged from DE. Psy as well (with changes to a few quirks in voice). #Fys skills though...well...wwx is in a different body! Those voices belong to Someone Else. #Esp electrochem (MXY in this AU also partied to near death. WWX is withdrawing and craving substances he's never even heard of before) #While I personally don't fully subscribe to Volition Jean I *do* see Volition Jiang Cheng. The voice of your Not Brother keeping you afloat #All three of these parallels make me unbelievably sad. They are also both purple. Art is like that sometimes. #Empathy Jiang Yanli...oh man do I have a lot of thoughts about her. Disco fans Who Know....you can probably see what I'm cooking. #Authority is a really interesting skill in DE because *yes* its about power and intimidation - but it's also about finesse and respect #Titus Hardie and YZY both abuse *and* finesse how they establish their authority - in a way that leaves quite an impression. #2 more mdzs disco posts that I *need* to create and then I'm off to working on raffles <3

[bandzboy]

saw this thread earlier and decided to share

#this person just explained it very well #this is abt mainly bts but i feel like it could apply to all the groups under hybe #but obviously bts are gonna be the main targets since that company #is mostly ran by money they get from them #and so yeah i've been sharing a lot of these things #because i want people to realize we need to get rid of zionism in the entertainment industry #it has been a problem for years AND YEARS #but we need to make our voices heard simply because #scooter and his team have been taunting fans for weeks #and making more apparent they don't care #and it's not okay #i just want people to understand that you have more power than you think #hybe boycott #tris.txt

[oatbugs]

pls i need to provide updates

#basically yesterday night was chaharshanbe suri . which is a solar new yr tradition where we let go of the past suffering in our year #and like...start the new yr w fresh vigour . anyway so my friend was at the event and we were abt to leap over the fire #and she was like bro im im glad u blocked her (situationship) etc etc . and then. my phone started vibrating. and i look at it. and my f #friend looks at it. and its her. and were both like what the fuck?? i blocked her things r Over and anyway so i pick up the phone and shesl #acting like nothing happened (bc nothing DID happen for her) and she was like ohh ur doing chaharshanbe suri im not doing anything etc what #are ur new yr plans so i jusr .IDK WHY I DID THIS . but ig i didnt wanna come off as like lonely i said probably hanging out w family and #friends maybe reading poetry together . et cetera and she was like wait that sounds so fun why didnt u invite me! #LIKE WDYM YOUVE BEEN CONSISTENTLY MAKING IT CLEAR U DONT WANT TO BE IN MY PRESENCE . and i told her that after #everything i thought she didnt want to see me again and she was like you always think that 😐 . like. ?? ok anyway so she expects me to #invite her . and like. there is an above 0% but sub-5% chance she will actually show up . but the panic that gripped me #i started making calls to my friends asking them if they can come on the 23rd bc there must be an event and also i asked my mother #and she said actually yeah i am doing a thing on the 23rd :D it involves over 16 ppl (we live in a v small flat) of which like...7 are kids #so you wont have space to be in ur own room let alone invite others. which tbh like ...being around a bunch of loud kids doesnt seem fun fo #any of my friends or me etc so i thought maybe i should arrange things so that we all go out together and if she shows up she shows up 🤷‍♀️ #but . im so. WHY DID I SAY THAT . i had to panic-call my research partner and ask him to get from oxf to where i live on the 23rd #and when he heard the explanation he like. the light in his voice disappeared 💀 but he potentially agreed so idk #THE ISSUE IS. 23rd im supposed to also have . a date #w this girl that i had a huge crush on when i was 15-16 (posted abt this b4 but id get shitty black coffee in the mornings just to spend a #few more minuted w her each day and she was the cleverest girl in school and she cared abt nothing but her academics but now shes very gay #scraggly homosexual etc etc shes cute) and YEAH IDK #like id have to go there on the date come back fast meet ppl POTENTIALLY (again under 5%) meet situationship girl #like is that even doable #but the thing is it would be so so so funny bc all of my friends dislike her sooo much #.........what if i invited the girl im supposed to have a date w over to hang out w us #god that would be so hilarious and chaotic . i wont do it tho im a mature person x #but it would be soooo funny #I HAVE AN ASSIGNMENT DUE TMRW 12:30PM IT IS 10:49PM RN I HAVENT STARTED IT bc i was rotting sadly in bed #popped a ritalin pill tho so here we go x #i have found myself in a state of such sheer agony and rage and sorrow and grief over this girl that atp i feel like #its just so entertaining . like i feel vaguely over it? ik nothing will come of it so its like just . have fun . vibe

[shanksxbuggy]

someone needs to tell oda that what we want is a color spread of cross guild in scantily clad outfits playing in the sun and splashing water at each other and having fun and smiling at each other teasingly and

#I want that old clown sexualized!!!!! #pls we need to make our voices heard #one piece #also doflamingo shanks and moria in there as honorary people who feel like they should be part of cross guild

[centaur-dreaming]

This just in: Woman is woken from peaceful sleep by realisation that Stede Bonnet aka Rhys Darby is the voice of Coran from VLD and has only just put two and two together upon hearing his voice in a fucking tv commercial

#dude you can’t make this shit up #I’ve literally just woken up and realised where I’ve heard Rhys’ voice before #I’ve never watched ofmd n I’ve been really wanting to #but I’d never heard his voice—only seen his name #until he recently did a commercial for British television n I recognised him as Rhys and recognised his voice but couldn’t think where from #then it hit me a few mins ago n I was like ‘Wait wait wait wait wait wait wait wait wait wait wait wait wait wait wait wait wai-’ #and lo and behold #Rhys Fucking Darby is the voice of Coran Coran the Gorgeous Man #and Hypno-Potamus for all you rottmnt fans #bruh this is groundbreaking information for me #fuck #anyway #rhys darby #ofmd #our flag means death #stede bonnet #taika waititi #vld #Voltron #voltron legendary defender #Coran #vld Coran #coran coran the gorgeous man #rottmnt #hypno potamus

[dudeyuri]

#ONE MORE WEEK ONE MORE WEEEEK (banging drum in town square) #bad buddy #patpran #our skyy 2 #make your voices heard this election day #the more i think about how lovely the trailer was the more wary i become

[linabirb]

so fun fact about me before i go to sleep (it is so so late. i got too focused on making my sims sexy i forgot about the time and now. the quencies). i have this weird habit like. when im gaming or drawing or doing smth else i often talk to myself or like. say it in my head but basically i imagine that im actually streaming and im talking to my viewers so it's like im going "how are we feeling about this chat" or "hi chat today we're doing this". and i often feel like i can actually "see" or "hear" some of the comments in my head (i am so normal btw. this is definitely not a symptom at all) and i reply to them and idk it sounds weird and i understand how dumb it is but it actually helps me feel better.

so i was playing ts4 rn and i was like "hey any (character name) simps in the chat wanna help me pick out clothes for him" and i was again "seeing" comments in my head and laughing and then. i heard a voice that sounded a lot like one of my headmates' and she was like "he's kinda cute tho :D".

needed a moment. and then went "ah. ah okay. okay it all makes sense now"

#wow. a girl who knows she hears voices in her head finds out those voices can actually talk to her too #no but i was like “nah that silly habit isn't related to my did at all <3 that's just me being goofy” #.. some comments i “saw” or “heard” were about how i make some people smile or feel better and how they hope that my life will get better #... UEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE.... #idk. it's a weird feeling. it's like you have a habit of talking to your wall. one day you find out it has a mouth. #you think it's weird but learn to live with it. one day you say hi to it as you always do. it says hi back #i really should go to sleep sjdkdldldl #[ 💚 𝐥𝐢𝐧𝐚 𝐭𝐚𝐥𝐤𝐬 ] #can't find our system tag rn..

[tsubasagirl]

Thank you DeNa.

#gladion #trainer blue #pokemon masters #pokemas #my screen recording #tagging it as that cuz this is kind of the first meme I’ve ever made #first things first HOH MY GOD I’M SO HAPPY #DeNa FINALLY HEARD OUR VOICES #and by ours I mean all the people who have been asking via the pokemas Instagram #I only got to read the news 2 hours after it was first announced in the pokemas discord datamine channel #had to make this meme as quickly as I could with img flip and Snapchat lmao #this is actually really great timing cuz I just reached friendship lvl 100 with Giovanni #and got no one else to hang with other than blue #this is second best to getting an alt gladion #alt piers and roxie look really cool so I’m not mad at that #but also #why is gladion just screaming into the void in his special pic #LET HIM BE HAPPY #but also I guess it’s kinda fair since we’ve gotten a good handful of smiling gladion moments #he needs to let that angsty/edgy anger out every once in a while #my guess about special day no. 2 is that he’s gonna be venting and be vulnerable with the player #which is a nice connection to that one lobby dialogue he has where he realised he had opened up to the player #god thank you again DeNa

[harrylights]

listening to girl crush live at bbc and sobbing

#the first time i ever heard/watched it i literally lost it #i was so overwhelmed with how proud i was of him #like. his voice sounds so fucking good AND he’s playing guitar at the same time #that’s not an easy thing to do #and even after all the albums he’s released it still makes me feel the same thing #like when it pans back w all the lights when he makes the key change #IM SCREAMING SOBBING AND EXPLODING #he’s so beautiful and so fucking talented and honestly i feel so lucky to be alive at the same time as this mf #and to get to see all this go down in real time #anyway. IM FINE #I JUST LOVE OUR LITTLE 30YR OLD BABY BOY OKAY #rowyn rambles

[rocketrouquine]

#ofmd #this is NOT over #I want to see David’s vision of what happens when two soulmates get together and try to make it work #that is what interests me actually #they didn’t resolve shit in season 2 #our flag means death #season 3 goddamnit #renew as a crew #you fucker at Max #I know exactly what happens for having work in this sort of production company #and it’s just a bunch a high up who give the money in the stock market who have NO ideas of art works #and they just delete delete delete everything they don’t understand #leaving the creative minds in the dust and the people actually giving them money just flabbergasted #did I mention that it’s always old white men ? #did I need to say it though ? #sign the petition make our voices heard

[im-still-watching-anime]

watching the 1999 hunter x hunter after how much naruto i consume on the daily is confusing as hell

#literally my brain as soon as gon opened his mouth: NARUTO?????? #both impressed and disappointed in myself how quickly i caught it😔 #it’s weird because my brain is like yes our protagonist we know this voice☺️ #but its also like WHERE IS NARUTO #like babe pls he’s not here right now i’ll watch naruto later leave me alone😭 #before starting this version i also almost made multiple posts about how much hxh makes me want to rewatch naruto #so this was honestly comically ironic #i didnt finish the 2011 one by the way #i just heard there was a 1999 version and HAD to see the animation because i KNEW it would slap #and it DOES #older animation styles my beloveds <3

[biohazard-inevitable]

So- to keep a long story short-

As someone who knows NOTHING of the sonic lore

I recently made friends with two Sonic nerds and they have an oc story and apparently, I sound JUST like silver? So- do with that knowledge what you will? I guess????

I have been assigned silver-kin apparently

#sonic the hedgehog #silver sonic #silver #silver sth #idk how to tag this #but- there ya have it #they’re making an animated show about their ocs #and they heard me and legit went ‘oh my god we found our silver’ #i did not retain a ton of information about their story it was VERY complicated #but the art was super cute and i wanna support them so #i guess im voicing a fan animation silver!

[likedbyuarmyhope]

when namjoon said bts and army have created a world of our own that no one else could possibly understand i knew exactly what he meant. we’ve unlocked a new kind of love that no one else has ever felt before

#it’s not just any artist/fan relationship like it’s genuinely deeper than that idk #it’s not just the parasocial aspect either like i’ve loved a number of celebrities in my time and the fan connection is just so different #it’s still enjoyable but it’s COMPLETELY different from bts/army’s connection #idk what to call this love bc theyre my family but theyre my best friends but theyre the loves of my life but theyre my guardian angels #they’re everything but they’re also so beyond everything we can put names to #‘they dont even know you exist’ is such a flimsy insult bc it doesn’t matter if they know who i am individually #it’s about being a part of the community that we built together to help each other grow and #to​ give each other the strength and platforms to make our voices and our stories heard #the whole origin of our and their names says it all. we are a voice for the young generation and they protect and amplify our voices #and we do the same for them #i know they love me not as the ‘me’ who stands on his own but as the ‘me’ who’s part of an ‘us’ that has stood by them through everything #and that is such a special and beautiful feeling. ‘you’re my best friend for the rest of my life’ sums it up so perfectly #aeron.txt

[bo0zey]

every time my dad yells even if he’s just “raising” his voice to call one of my brothers over to him i flinch and my heart rate speeds up n my stomach drops n churns n i feel sick n if i think abt it too much like i am now my eyes sting just slightly like something inside me wants to cry from fear even tho i’m many many feet away safe inside my room alone w the door shut i still feel so so unsafe and it takes many many minutes and moments for me to calm down again i really hate this reaction i’m 22 years old why am i still responding like this trigger as if i’m a child i’m an adult he can’t yell at me anymore in fact he’s not even yelling AT me he’s yelling at someone else but still i jump n i feel my pulse pounding in my ears n temples i wish i would just stop being such a baby i wish i was stronger i don’t want to be afraid of people anymore

#‘im not yelling i raised my voice’ that’s what i heard my entire childhood growing up he even said it to me a few weeks ago when we #got into a heated argument and he kept pushing and pushing me and trying to gaslight and manipulate me and accusing me and i remember #thinking just before i snapped ‘im not a little girl anymore i can yell back’ and so i did and we yelled back and forth a few exchanges #until HE started to backdown a little like did he realize too that i’m an adult now and if he wants to scream and yell i can too??? #we were outside im sure all our neighbors could hear us i was embarrassed but seething #if he wasn’t gonna be embarrassed then i wouldn’t either #sometimes i am so disgusted by my father and the way he treats the people he claims to love he makes me so angry and disgusted #but then he has this hold on me??? as soon as he starts to cry/get choked up then immediately all my rage n disgust seep out of my body #from the core of my heart to the tips of my fingers those emotions bleed out of me and dissipate into the air and i’m left feeling guilty #instant guilt and for WHAT???? for making HIM upset???? after all the times he’s made me breakdown and hurt myself bc no one would comfortme #and still yet everytime i feel the need to comfort him and downplay my emotions and i KNOW he’s manipulating me it’s so OBVIOUS but i #i fucking Can’t Not protect him i can’t let him sit there in that hurt guilt shame WHATever it is #and the reason i’m torn and feel like this is bc i genuinely think he believes what he’s saying and isn’t purposely TRYING to manipulate me #but he doesn’t realize how MANIPULATIVE and SELFISH he truly is he’s Delusional and has ZERO emotional intelligence 000000000000000000000000 #so how can i be angry when i know he doesn’t understand he’s just too stupid to understand he’s like a child the child doesn’t understand #they don’t understand complex emotions #i don’t understand why daddy makes me cry and stares at me with cold enraged eyes but when he cries i fold everytime #it’s so gross of me how weak i am disgusting who could ever love someone so pathetic #ramblings #tw childhood trauma #tw trauma

[dawnthefluffyduck]

We did a really goofy assignment this week. They have this tiny little statues (?) of random parts of the face in the closet where they keep all the knickknacks we use in our still-lifes. Prof set a bunch of them on a table and told us to draw one of the faces and two other body parts. The point of the exercise was to get used to chacoal, because it's gonna be required on our next actual assignment. We were only allowed 20 minutes on each, so they're not the best, but I'm happy with what I got done in that amount of time :D

Oh and... I'm not 100% sure how it'll actually go in class, but we're moving into figure drawing soon if I recall correctly. We're gonna be able to work with actual models :D

...but umm, they're anatomy studies. So uhh,,

*If* I even post those drawings, I'll make sure to add some tasteful ducks. Otherwise, wish well on my timid soul because we're doing that today I believe. I might evaporate before the end of the studio session🫠

#I'm not really worried about seeing naked people because we're all big kids here #I am terrified of messing up and hurting someone's feelings :') #also haha #funny story #on syullabus day our prof was going over the plans for the semester #and at the very end of class he hits us with an 'oh! by the way... #...we'll being doing figure drawing with actual models. they will not be clothed' #you know just as a warning #but then this man proceeded to say that he just *forgot* to tell his students last semester #they found out on the day they had to do the assignment #and he said 'yeah that was a bit awkward so I'll get the shock part of it out of the way right now' #like??? #lmao???? #just casually dropping that in the most monotone voice I've ever heard was wild #he's such a cool professor I love this class #even if it makes me cry every now and then