Being a CR fan is hell cause on tumblr it’s all people complaining and making threats over nothing and then you think to go check out twitter and then see (1) piece of whitewashed fanart or pr*shipping stuff and then go okay maybe tumblr wasn’t so bad it’s a viscous cycle
it’s kinda wholesome that someone could make a joke months ago and you’d still smile at it whenever you remember
am i abt to go through the petfinder names blog and make warrior cat jokes….perhaps
okay ace discourse is over now aces are officially oppressed bc adam sandler made an ace cringe joke in his new stupdi fucking halloween comedy movie like im. south park already got its jabs on us in like 2017 but we’re all just gonna sit by and let him do this too. god GOD i hate cishet funnymen havent we fucking suffered enough please let me go
heres some various scribbles n unfinished stuff i might finish at some point (lemme know if theres any you’d really wanna see me complete!)
some of this is fanfic fanart i never finished 🤧
and also an alternate sketch of dakota 4 the outfit swap that i deeply regret not going with ✌️😔
Stop linking my shit to that stuppid ‘pisces 8′ - ‘aquarius jupiter’ pedophile and that other sex addict taurus-capricorn psychopatic assassin whore.
Am I not stalking material?
PSA: I found the person that gives love songs meaning. It’s wild.
*ugly cries in spanish*🥺
god i wanna shave my head so bad
*thinking thoughts* hm…. maybe…. its ok that i exist like this…. and its ok that i like the things i like, and its ok that there are so many aspects of myself that are not synonymous with societal norms. And i dont need to constantly feel ashamed, or like i have to defend myself against every little thing other people believe about me - and that i should not need to say why i am the way i am, and i do not need to give every little detail abt it! It is ok. Other people can assume whatever they want to; accepting the fact that, because i fall into society’s category of abnormality, others will always assume things they have no right to, and that feeling shame for things i am not and never will be is imperative for me to live, and not drown.
What i am trying to say, i suppose, is that i am very tired of my brain punishing me for wanting to talk. For thinking of something to say, only to go through an ever increasing list of things that other people could misinterpret from what i said. I cant account for every little thing i could misarticulate. I cant constantly second and triple guess every little thing i say and do. One of the most impactful experiences of my life has been living in a toxic environment where every single thing i said was purposefully twisted around, disorientating me, telling me that i shouldve accounted for whatever implications i made, intentional or not, and then constantly being told that whatever implications other people made didnt count.
Living like that is a paranoid, fearful nightmare, and tbh if people are knowingly, willfully twisting what you say, to the point where you try to avoid saying anything ever and your knee-jerk reaction to anybody trying to befriend you is to think of a thousand different ways to say something, only to realize the thousand different ways you could misarticulate/be misunderstood, then that is a toxic environment and i implore you to reconsider your relationships with those people.
Got massively side tracked, but as an affirmation i need to give myself a lot: you dont need to map out every single reason you are the way you are, and you shouldnt force yourself to come up with a hundred and one defenses for any possible thing other people could misunderstand abt you. There is not only a divide between social abnormalities/deviances and actual morality, there is another between a person’s individual internal life and their actions. You are not some blight on life because you exist outside of expectation, and you are not hurting anybody just for existing, either.
You know what I miss?? When that small ass bar in the bottom of your pc desktop could be put to see-through.
Those were the days…
after finishing light up the sky, i only have two thoughts:
1) jisoo, jennie, rosé, and lisa all deserve the world
2) i’ll never forget kpop stans for the way y’all have been vilifying these girls for years
this essay is literally gonna drive me crazy 🤪
mom stop making me cry over dumb shit challenge
not to be like. a boomer ig? or anything but i miss the early 2000s cartoons that kids don’t get to see now
everything’s so round and smooth and “perfect” i don’t like it. i miss the times when radial gradients were all the rage and clean black lines weren’t necessary. bring back the shitty invader zim artstyle give me shape variations i like circles but this is TOO MANY CIRCLES i want triangles!!! throw in some squares!!! maybe put a little 3D animation in ur cartoon it’ll be fun!!! focus on fun not cute!!!
i know i sound bitter but that’s bc i am a little bit and i want to phrase this nicer but idk how!!
just. stop with all this “but it’s gotta be super-cute!!!’ shit! man little kids aren’t scared of what you think they are! when i was little the reason i was scared of invader zim wasn’t the dark harvest! it was the fucking episode where zim shrinks down into dib’s body and fucks with his organs! not because i thought something would kill me from the inside, oh, no. i was scared that i would end up flushed down a toilet like zim was in the end. invader zim gave me a fear of automatically-flushing toilets in public bathrooms. and if i weren’t scared of the show i would have adored it!
i don’t want young kids to get older and not be able to have these conversations! weird shit that cartoons did to our brains is one of my favorite things to talk about man! and like yeah, they’re growing up on the internet, but so did i! that’s a whole different KIND of weird media trauma!
askdskdj idk i just. bring back the 2009 deviantart era thank u
overw*tch once again proving my point that its a crap game and even the people who like it dont like it
Well cute girl officially doesn’t like me back so i’m gonna take the L with this one and just move on lol