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I Don't Miss You At All (ITA One Shot)
Loki x Reader Avengers The Office AU (Slowwwwww Burn)
Warnings: tears, trauma, therapy
Word Count: Thank you Tari for being such a nice friend. For reading all that I blurt out here. Thank you for being my reader and supporter even though I have been so inconsistent as a writer and as a friend.
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"Looking for something?"
Your attention is brought back by the gorgeous olive-skinned lady in her late forties sitting before you.
"Hmm?" is all that comes out of you while you are biting the dead skin on your lower lip.
"You were looking around for something on the ceiling and-" she points at the French doors opening to the porch outside with the pen in her hand- "the doorway."
Your crinkled brows relax and go up a little. "Oh. Right. It was...I was looking for cameras."
Now lady furrows her brows even though she is smiling at you.
"It was on involuntary." You shrug casually. The lady does not react. "I am used to cameras in my vicinity." you try to summarise. She opens the notebook in her lap. "Nothing negative. Just a project my father has going on."
Now her lips make that straight line and you suddenly feel like you've failed a test.
"So there is an entire crew-"
"Miss Y/N, breathe." she tries to calm you down.
You breathe in, hold the air and let it out slowly, taking in your surroundings again.
The beige-coloured room is well-lit- thanks to the abundant sunlight coming through the French doors. You sit on a cream-coloured velvet sofa, wearing your oversized shirt with a happy Tony Tony Chopper eating candy on the front and a pair of blue mom jeans.
"So-" the lady starts, seeing that your nerves seem better- "why did you come in today?"
"Doctor I-"
"Jane. It's Jane. Please call me Jane," she urges with a smile before settling on her cream sofa.
"Okay...Jane." You nod.
"So, tell me why you are here today."
Pressing your hands between your thighs and letting the warmth seep in, you feel your chest tighten. The air that goes in to help you form the words suddenly feels heavy in the lungs. Your eyes seem to betray you a little too. You smile, trying your best to let your facial muscles close your eyes as much as possible and wipe away the moisture by some miracle.
But they fail. A tear falls down your cheek, falling right through the smile.
"Because I'm not okay," your voice croaks. Your shivering hands try to wipe away the tears that now seem endless. "Sorry," you whisper an apology.
"It's okay," Jane soothes you, pouring a glass of water from the jar sitting in front of you on her coffee table, "let it out. That's good. We're halfway there already because you are aware you are not feeling okay. So, no need to rush. Crying is also a part of it. It is okay to cry."
You gulp down the water in seconds before pouring yourself another round.
"Okay," you announce softly, nodding in Jane's direction.
"Take a minute if-"
"No, I'm good," you confirm and settle back down in your seat with a sigh.
Jane's eyes smile their kindest smile at you. "Okay. let's begin."
"Yeah-" you nod- "so, it's been a few weeks now..."
The six am alarm starts to buzz on your phone and before the alarm tone can even begin to ascend, your fingers are stopping the buzz.
There is no point in the alarm when you lay wide awake in your bed in the dorm room, your eyes looking at infinity in the sky outside as they have watched it break from dawn to a proper sunny day.
The constant throbbing in your head has become a part of your existence now.
You lay in your bed for another hour and you would have laid there for two more had Yusuf not knocked at your door.
"Y/N! We have a lecture in twenty minutes. Please tell me you are still not sleeping."
You have heard him, but your body lays in bed, still looking at the sky.
Yusuf knocks again.
Silence.
"Okay, I'm coming in," he shouts, "you better be decent because we cannot miss today's lecture."
You groan and crinkle your nose when Yusuf pulls you up by your arms. You protest, not wanting to attend today's lectures. But Yusuf's begging techniques seem to be your weakness.
Deodorant under your armpits and a change of shirt later you are sitting through the day's lectures, pretending to write in your notebook.
Everything around you is on the move- the professors, the students, the assignments leaflets, the laptops, even the bugs crawling on the class's windows outside- while you sit in one place. Nothing seems to grab much of your attention.
Except for that one whiff of jasmine, lily and a mix of spices that sometimes travels through the air and fires up the wrong wirings inside you. Some days it just makes your heart race up a bit, making you short of breath for a while. On other days, you sweat through your body, unable to breathe, looking for the washroom to run into before crumbling down in there.
Today it makes your hands shiver. Your back can feel the cold sweats coming in.
"I'll just come back," you mumble to Yusuf and rush to the washroom from the back door of the lecture hall.
.
"All good?" Yusuf's concerns are always transparent.
"Yeah. I think the dinner from last night was acting up." You smile at him through the lie.
More lectures start and finish before it is time for lunch.
"Don't feel like it," you declare, "not hungry."
"Have some juice still," Yusuf presses, already having brought you a glass of fresh pressed juice.
"Dude, that shit's expensive," you state before sliding it back to him. "I can't. I don't feel so good."
But Yusuf does not give up. You take three sips before your stomach begins to feel the nausea.
You sit in the grass looking at the endless stream of students going about their day with no thought going inside your brain.
And then you see those pair of green eyes.
Your heart starts to race again. Only to find it is someone else.
But it is already too late. The tears have begun to form. And it is starting to get hard to hide them.
Taking out your earphones and plugging them in, you press play on a random tutorial on how to make rice in ten different ways and lie down on the grass with your eyes closed.
Some days it works.
.
It's four in the evening and you have volunteered to get dog food for Yusuf's pitbull. You have your car now to drive you through the city, a second-hand ocean-blue Honda.
Your mind knows that dog food is an excuse. But no arguments are made.
You sit in the city traffic, waiting for the light to turn green.
Some random radio channel is turned on in your car. You have never bothered to set it up before.
They start to play a familiar song.
Wind blows
Blew me to where I belong
It was you
A home I came into the night
The cold sweats start again. It gets harder to breathe.
The light has turned green but the vehicles in front of you are not moving.
You shut down the radio and press the horn into infinity. Your car revs and breaks into a spree, only stopping at a spot where there aren't any eyes and you can finally hit your steering wheel as much as you want before you break down into an ugly cry.
Two hours pass before you text Yusuf you cannot find the specific brand of dog food and return to the campus.
Parking your car near your department building, you walk to the dorms.
It's a thirty-minute walk.
Sometimes you feel like you hear the familiar soft British accent on your way. Your chest feels the heaviness again, but your brain simply makes it for another student on campus. You don't have any more tears left to shed for the day.
.
Back at the dorm, you stand under the shower for ten minutes doing nothing.
The shirt and PJs you had on last night are what you wear again.
You come down to the dining area to see if you have any appetite.
You smile at the familiar faces that greet you. You know your smiles are growing weaker every day. But there is nothing you can do about it.
Salad. Soup. Bread. Pasta. Fruits. Ice cream.
A tiny leaf of lettuce. A finger-sized slice of bread. Two pieces of penne with barely any sauce on them and a slice of apple. That is all that goes onto your plate. Even the lady serving you is concerned for her favourite student who used to leave the dining hall only after stuffing down two huge servings of everything.
You sit on the table in the corner right by the window. It is a cold spot so no one ever prefers to sit there. Even as you sit down to eat the contents on your plate, you are not able to finish the bread and the pasta.
.
Back in your dorm room, you sit in the dark on your bed for about an hour before your phone rings.
It's Tony.
You look at the time on your phone.
It's time for the usual call.
You switch on the study light to accept the video call but your fingers never touch the accept button.
Finally, you accept the voice call, putting it on speaker.
"Hey, sweetie," Tony's voice greets from the other end.
"'Sup," you greet back, not truly matching the enthusiasm.
"How was college today?"
"It was fine."
"..."
"..."
"Okay. Cool. How's that car doing?"
"Doing okay."
"Because I can send you a better-"
"It's doing okay."
"...okay," Tony's voice goes down an amplitude, "that's good to know. So...did they have anything good in dinner today?"
"Same old."
"Did you eat?" you can hear the concern in his voice.
"Mm-hmm."
Silence.
"Are you in your lab?" you finally say, wanting to prevent any more questions that you did not have the strength to answer.
"Yeah. Working on a special suit right now. For a special someone."
There is a pause for a moment.
"Can you...can I hear you work? I have to work on an assignment and I need some sort of background noise to help me get it done faster."
"Oh, okay." The amplitude is a little better now.
You lie down on your bed, your legs bent close to your chest, keeping your phone next to you. Tony goes on with this work, chatting with Friday.
You continue to listen to him, never consciously feeling the tears fall from your eyes, wetting your pillow.
Bruce joins Tony sometime later.
You don't know how long has it been since you've been lying there. But you can hear Bruce tell Tony it's two in the morning so they should call it a night.
"Y/N, sweetie? You asleep?" Tony whispers through the phone.
You say nothing.
"I guess she's asleep. Good night, goose," Tony hums before ending the call.
You do not wish for the sleep to come, for it has not visited you for quite some days now. But the fear of seeing a familiar face when you fall asleep is also the reason you do not want slumber to hit you.
But it comes tonight. Bringing with it reasons you are going to feel the numbness, the hole in your chest, the cold sweats all over again tomorrow.
Loki only visits your dorm when you are not there.
You are gone early from the room because you have an eight am class today.
The room reeks.
Used tissues lie on the floor, below the study table, overfilling the dustbin. There are half-eaten packets of chips sitting on the desk along with half-finished cans of soda.
Your hoodies, sweat pants, shorts and undergarments lie in a crumpled mess in the cupboard as well as the laundry basket.
He opens the windows first- noticing the dead succulents on your window sill that Yusuf has brought as a 'dorm-warming gift'- before getting to work.
He clears the trash, cleans the floors, disinfects the desk, changes the bedsheet and duvet, and replaces the dirty laundry with clean ones.
Taking one last look at the room, he makes sure to leave your clothes just as he had found them to not raise any suspicion.
He replaces your bottles and mugs with fresh water, praying that you will drink as much as possible.
Then he leaves.
.
He disguises himself as another student to watch you from afar.
Sometimes he catches you lost in a thought in the window of your lecture hall. On other days he sees you looking at the void while sitting in the campus grounds. It is visible you have lost weight. Your eyes have bags under them. Your signature smile that went up to your eyes is not there.
Twice he has witnessed you rush into the washroom with great urgency, and both times he has stopped himself from following you, for multiple reasons.
Both times he has waited outside in the corridor, pacing back and forth. Both times you have come out with a freshly washed face, red eyes hiding behind spectacles and a smile for whoever greeting you in the corridor.
.
He keeps a good distance whenever you walk back from your department to your dorm building. The way back is dimly lit and you prefer to walk alone, no matter the time.
Sometimes he watches you stop abruptly in your path. Sometimes you sniffle and wipe something off your face. Other times you take your phone out and look at something on it for a long time before closing it and resuming your walk.
.
He avoids the nights.
They do not bring the best of him. Because they are not the best for you.
"Jane, is it? You do realise I would not be here had those two baboons not tricked me into walking into your office on the pretext of an emergency."
Loki huffs and rubs one hand on his face while the other rests on his hips.
Jane purses her lips and shrugs in agreement before sitting down on her sofa.
"Must have been an emergency for your friends to bring to a clinical psychologist, right?"
Loki chuckles sarcastically.
Jane is unbothered.
"Oh, Miss Clinical Psychologist-" Loki's eyes have nothing but pity as he looks in the doctor's direction- "you are talking to a thousand-year-old being infamous for the art of manipulation. So, no offence, but I am pretty sure I can diagnose myself better than any doctor on this planet. Let alone this galaxy."
This time Jane is the one chuckling.
"I am two hundred per cent sure no one has the knowledge of psychology on this planet as much as you. And I take your word for all that you said. But-" she takes a tiny remote from the coffee table in front of her, points and clicks it to the opaque window separating her room from the reception outside, revealing Peter Parker and Scott Lang pacing the length of the reception hall- "for the sake of those two worried souls, why not humour me for...twenty minutes? Not to mention, even the best of psychologists need another experienced person to help them out in desperate times."
Loki looks out at the two figures who have no clue they are being watched.
He can't hear but Peter is saying something to Scott with a look of anxiousness, to which Scott simply keeps his hands on Peter's shoulders for a moment, telling him something, and finally taking him into his embrace.
The window goes back to white.
Loki comes back into the room.
He is lost in a thought for a moment.
"Well played, Jane," Loki announces in a mumble. "Had it been any other day, I would not give a damn about any of this."
Jane simply gestures to the seat kept for Loki with both her hands.
The God sits down and sighs.
"Why do you think they are so worried about you?"
Loki raises his hands in defeat.
"Beats me."
Loki notices Jane has not touched the dairy kept in front of her. Neither her pen.
She simply sits there for the God to elaborate.
After a prolonged moment of thought, and the presence of zero judgment on the doctor's face, Loki gives in.
"It's their friend. She...and I are not on speaking terms anymore." Loki's voice has gone soft.
Jane nods. "Is their friend not your friend?"
"...she was. Till she confessed that she liked me." Loki huffs the 'liked' part as if it were an insult.
"Okay." Jane nods, adjusting herself a bit towards to edge of the seat, interested in knowing more.
"Nothing more to it, Jane," he points out, averting his gaze, "she's gone...a bit far so we don't see each other much."
"So, you do see each other."
Loki takes in a long breath, furrowing his brows as if trying to push something away. "No. I go see her. She is staying in the city. I-" Loki's gaze goes down to his fingers that have started playing with the velvet on the sofa- "check in on her. Sometimes."
"Why do you need to check in on her?" Even if that question is out of curiosity, Jane makes no effort to react in any way.
Loki scoffs. "Because she is wasting away, Jane. A woman like her, who is capable of changing worlds is wasting away in a box half the size of the room we are sitting in because she was rejected by the God she fell for."
Jane pours herself a glass of water. "You still haven't answered my question, though, Loki."
Loki looks at her in confusion.
"Why do you need to check in on her?" She picks the glass up.
"What do you mean- I just told you she is-"
"Wasting away, yes. That's the choice she made. Why do you feel the need to go there?"
Jade sits back with the glass still in her hand.
"Because I am the reason she is in this mess." Loki cannot understand what is so hard to understand.
Jade turns her head a little. "So are millions of other women after a breakup. Why is it so important for you to go back to her? You have already told her how you feel."
Silence.
The glass is sitting in her lap.
Loki can feel an unnerving feeling in his chest as he glares at that glass of water.
"Because I love her," he finally admits. "Because I cherish her. Because she nearly died because of me."
Jade does not speak in the silence that comes after.
"Because it is preposterous to think I could ever be with her."
The confidence and anger with which Loki had entered the room has dissolved into the sea of certain new emotions; emotions that seem to be taking over his features gradually.
The previously poised glare has turned into a fragile pair of eyes blinking a bit faster than before.
"And why-" Jane's voice is soft as it stresses her words- "do you think you cannot be with her."
Jane raises the glass to her lips, drinking the water, giving the room a good long pause.
At that moment, the God feels the rush of tears in his eyes, the onset of a slight quiver building in his lips, the shakiness of his breath as his throat tries to bring out what has been sitting inside that little boy for ages.
"Because I'm a monster." his voice breaks as he looks back at Jane. "Because I don't deserve that love." He tries to breathe in to compose himself only for his throat to shake. "Because I am scared of not being worthy. Because I am scared she will find out it is all a facade and I am nothing but a spineless pawn. Because I have only been loved on conditions and am afraid to get hurt again."
Tears fall frantically through Loki's eyes. He does not bother to wipe them off.
Jane pours Loki a glass of water and hands it to him.
"Must have been hard to say it out loud," she states. "I can assure you if you choose to sit with me to figure it out, it will be a bit easier than it is right now. It won't be a smooth sail, but it will hurt less. And you just want the pain to stop, don't you?"
Loki takes in a lungful of breath. "I want it to stop."
Janes nods in reassurance.
"Please make it stop."
#loki x reader#loki x y/n#loki x you#loki fluff#mcu loki#marvel loki#It's The Avengers#The Office AU#Maladaptive Ninja Returns#avengers fluff#loki
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Collection of Sebastian Stan and his characters
(mostly Bucky Barnes)
Originally Posted: 1/16/2023
Updated: 1/20/2023
Will be slowly updating from my likes
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The sergeant's heart by @foreverindreamlandd
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A Sweeter Place by @sinner-as-saint: Mob!Bucky Barnes
Eye For An Eye (ceo!bucky series) by @sinner-as-saint: CEO!Bucky Barnes
Hundred and three (birthday special) by @sinner-as-saint: Bucky Barnes
All Yours (professor!reader x uni student!bucky) by @sinner-as-saint
Predestined (series) by @sinner-as-saint: Mob!Bucky Barnes
Hostage Of Your Eyes (series) by @sinner-as-saint: Mob!Bucky Barnes
Love Made Me Crazy (ceo!bucky/mob!bucky series) by @sinner-as-saint:
Fire On Fire by @sinner-as-saint: Firefighter!Bucky Barnes
Another World (series) by @sinner-as-saint: Alien!Bucky Barnes
À la folie (hc) by @sinner-as-saint: Prince!Bucky Barnes
You Know Just What I Need (spoilt!brat bucky x head of security!reader) by @sinner-as-saint
Twilight Moments With You by @sinner-as-saint: EX Mob!Bucky Barnes
You Bring Me Home by @sinner-as-saint: Mechanic!Bucky Barnes
Power Over Me (ceo/soft dom!bucky x sub!reader series) by @sinner-as-saint: Bucky Barnes
You Were Made To Be Mine (pirate!bucky x mermaid!reader series) by @sinner-as-saint: Bucky Barnes
Too Young To Love You (chubby!bucky x reader) by @sinner-as-saint: Bucky Barnes
My Favorite Kind Of Night (camboy!bucky series) by @sinner-as-saint: Bucky Barnes
Safe and Sound (Bucky Barnes x librarian!reader) by @sinner-as-saint: Bucky Barnes
Unleashed (doctor!bucky x reader) by @sinner-as-saint: Bucky Barnes
Take You Like A Drug (biker bucky barnes x reader) by @sinner-as-saint: Bucky Barnes
Poison Paradise (fratboy/biker bucky) by @sinner-as-saint: Bucky Barnes
Let Me Love You (ceo!bucky) by @sinner-as-saint: Bucky Barnes
Wreck My Plans (mob!bucky) by @sinner-as-saint: Bucky Barnes
‘yes daddy’ (sambucky x reader) by @sinner-as-saint: Bucky Barnes
my sweet love (uni student!bucky x professor!reader) by @sinner-as-saint: Bucky Barnes
‘till we bleed out (vampire!bucky series) by @sinner-as-saint: Bucky Barnes
purpose (mob bucky) by @sinner-as-saint: Bucky Barnes
The Unseen (hades!bucky) by @sinner-as-saint: Bucky Barnes
we can’t stop, we’re enemies (bucky x avenger!reader) by @sinner-as-saint: Bucky Barnes
Crawling Back To You by @sinner-as-saint: Bucky Barnes
I am your fall (mob!bucky x ex-spy!reader) by @sinner-as-saint: Bucky Barnes
War of Hearts (prince!bucky x dark fae!reader) by @sinner-as-saint: Bucky Barnes
I saw you and I knew (biker!bucky) by @sinner-as-saint: Bucky Barnes
Come Home (soft mob!bucky) by @sinner-as-saint: Bucky Barnes
Night Hours (Mob!Bucky) by @sinner-as-saint: Bucky Barnes
Yours To Wield (Mob!Bucky series) by @sinner-as-saint: Bucky Barnes
My Salvation (Police Chief!Bucky) by @sinner-as-saint: Bucky Barnes
Wherever You Stray, I Follow (demon!bucky series) by @sinner-as-saint: Bucky Barnes
Into Your Arms (mob!bucky) by @sinner-as-saint: Bucky Barnes
the first time (beefy!bucky) by @sinner-as-saint: Bucky Barnes
Ruin (mini series) (mob!bucky x innocent!reader) by @sinner-as-saint: Bucky Barnes
my home for all seasons (bucky barnes x hades!Reader) by @sinner-as-saint: Bucky Barnes
Fall Apart by @sinner-as-saint: Bucky Barnes
Good To You (boyfriend’s dad!mob!bucky) by @sinner-as-saint: Bucky Barnes
pretty boy by @sinner-as-saint: Bucky Barnes
birthday boy by @sinner-as-saint: Bucky Barnes
king in your story (viking!bucky) by @sinner-as-saint: Bucky Barnes
you next to me (punk!bucky) by @sinner-as-saint: Bucky Barnes
you’re no saint by @sinner-as-saint: Bucky Barnes
sub!bucky w/ mommy kink by @sinner-as-saint: Bucky Barnes
like a villain (bucky x avenger!reader) by @sinner-as-saint: Bucky Barnes
wanna be yours (uni au) by @sinner-as-saint: Bucky Barnes
quickie w/ mob!bucky by @sinner-as-saint: Bucky Barnes
soft like winter (dark!mob!bucky) by @sinner-as-saint: Bucky Barnes
Crossfire series (mob!bucky) by @sinner-as-saint: Bucky Barnes
middle of the night (bucky x avenger!reader) by @sinner-as-saint: Bucky Barnes
meddle about (mob!bucky x babysitter!reader) by @sinner-as-saint: Bucky Barnes
cuffing season (beefy!bucky uni au) by @sinner-as-saint: Bucky Barnes
we can make it till the end by @sinner-as-saint: Bucky Barnes
Capital Letters series (COMPLETED) by @sinner-as-saint: Bucky Barnes
Single Fics: Sebastian Stan
Dating Sebastian Stan would include... (1/3) by @falcor-thee-luck-dragon: Sebastian Stan
Dating Sebastian Stan would include... (2/3) by @falcor-thee-luck-dragon: Sebastian Stan
Dating Sebastian Stan would include... (3/3) by @falcor-thee-luck-dragon: Sebastian Stan
Imagine having not one but three men being head over heels for you by @aestheticallywinchester: Sebastian Stan
Convergence Of The Twain (Professor Sebastian Stan) by @sinner-as-saint: Bucky Barnes
As Long As You’re With Me by @sinner-as-saint: Bucky Barnes
De Trop by @sinner-as-saint: Bucky Barnes
Nobody Does It Like You Do by @sinner-as-saint: Bucky Barnes
Ardor (Artist! Seb) by @sinner-as-saint: Bucky Barnes
Drabble #1 by @sinner-as-saint: Bucky Barnes
Drabble #2 by @sinner-as-saint: Bucky Barnes
Drabble #3 by @sinner-as-saint: Bucky Barnes
Drabble #4 by @sinner-as-saint: Bucky Barnes
Drabble #5 by @sinner-as-saint: Bucky Barnes
Limerencia Series. by @sinner-as-saint: Bucky Barnes
I Think He Knows (Headcanon) by @sinner-as-saint: Bucky Barnes
Adore You (Professor! Seb HC) by @sinner-as-saint: Bucky Barnes
You Can Be My Full Time Daddy (sugar daddy! seb HC) by @sinner-as-saint: Bucky Barnes
Professor! Seb HC by @sinner-as-saint: Bucky Barnes
Jealous! Seb HC by @sinner-as-saint: Bucky Barnes
Teacher’s Pet (professor!seb x reader) by @sinner-as-saint: Bucky Barnes
Lover (innocent!Seb x Mob!Reader) by @sinner-as-saint: Bucky Barnes
Predestined (ceo!seb series) by @sinner-as-saint: Bucky Barnes
Daylight (ceo!reader x personal assistant!seb) by @sinner-as-saint: Bucky Barnes
Strawberries & Cigarettes (Frank x Reader) by @sinner-as-saint: Bucky Barnes
Afterglow (mob!seb x surrogate!reader) by @sinner-as-saint: Bucky Barnes
King Of My Heart (devil!seb) by @sinner-as-saint: Bucky Barnes
Cherries and Wine (sugar baby!seb) by @sinner-as-saint: Bucky Barnes
illicit affairs (mob!seb) by @sinner-as-saint: Bucky Barnes
Take It Off (mob!seb hc) by @sinner-as-saint: Bucky Barnes
His Obsession. (mob!seb x housekeeper!reader) by @sinner-as-saint: Bucky Barnes
All For Love by @sinner-as-saint: Bucky Barnes
Somebody Else (cherry!seb) by @sinner-as-saint: Bucky Barnes
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If ita doesnt go this way... :'(
@maladaptive-ninja-returns
(Jk ur story ur choice)
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It took me 2 minutes to fall headfirst in love with you OCs 💜💜💜
omgg thank you so much!!! I’m partial to them myself ^_^
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Exams are DONE!!!
Whew!!! You guys have no damn idea how i've been itching to check out all the fun things i've been tagged in. I had to physically sit on my hands to resist temptation like omggg I have to catch up with @maiden-of-asgard 's Frostbite, my babe @lokissoul 's You Saw Me, It's The Avengers by @maladaptive-ninja-returns (gosh I have SO much catching up to do on that one🤦🏻♀️🤦🏻♀️🤦🏻♀️) Also all of @gingerwritess 's stuff too!!! Gosh I'm so damn excited!!!!
#lokixme rambles#fics fics everywhere#boy am I grateful for past me#past me was a queen who went around and got herself tagged on as many lists as possible lmao#boy i love it when i see those notifications!!!!#lokissoul#maiden-of-asgard#maladaptive-ninja-returns#gingerwritess#uuuggghhhh I'm gonna make myself a good fucking cup of coffee because i really fucking want to and no one can stop me#also!!! i love#Loki
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@maladaptive-ninja-returns said: @y-not-loki since your ask is closed : 3, 5, 23, 39, 48
First of all, I checked and my asks are open??? Idk, sometimes you have to open the profile multiple times and let it load completely, then you can access the asks part, but then again, I don’t understand Tumblr and never will.
Onto the questions (I hope you don’t mind being tagged in this):
3. what color are your eyes?
Browny brown brown. Well, they’re just dull brown with a ring of black around them.
5. what is your relationship status?
Singley pringley. And probably gonna stay like that for a while because no one likes me.
23. describe your dream date
Something we can do together. Like, shopping together, dinner/meal together, cooking together, spending time together alone. And cuddling. I love physical affection. I thrive off it. But still, presence is enough, I’m not that needy, I just need to know that they’re okay and that they still enjoy my presence.
39. do you have a nickname? what is it?
I do!!!! But since I don’t feel comfortable revealing my real name to 550+ people who follow me, I’m gonna stick with my pseudonym Catastrophe, which is shortened to Cat. I’ve also been known as Astral (shortened from The Astral Nebula) and Nyx (shortened from Nyx Nova, and for a short period I played games as Nyx Nova, fun fact). Cloudy is another nickname, because of a stupid little game my friends and I played.
48. who is your role model?
Think of the most chaotic person you know, and that person is my role model. I also really want to be as nice as Tom Hiddleston, but that’s never gonna happen.
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Right! I forgot! May I have the prompt Fanaa for Bucky X reader?
yep! it’s yours :D
Join my Writing Challenge
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maladaptive-ninja-returns replied to your photoset “cypheramnells: 1x01 I 1x12 ↙ What just happened? Something comes...”
What series/movie is this wonderful dialogue from?
oh boy oh boy. i can’t wait to tell you about it. this is SyFy’s series called 12 Monkeys, which is kinda a stupid name, and its very loosely based off the cult-classic movie of the same name. It ran 47 episodes over 4 seasons and had a cohesive, solid story with the ending they wanted to have. And in fact, I don’t think they had a single bad episode.
It’s about a man named Cole from 2047 who travels back in time to stop a plague by killing a man. Only it’s not as simple as it seems there is some sort of third party involved... and he needs the help of a virologist named Cassie from 2015... the same girl who directly gave him a message that they found in the future that they used to send him back. And it is QUALITY time travel and a quality apocalypse with a philosophical perspective with quality character writing, quality plot twists, and equality acting and editing.
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Hi there! Congratulations on the milestone! May I have quote prompt no. 5?
Hi 👋🏼Thank you! And yes - it’s yours!
Captain Kelli’s 500 Fam Writing Challenge
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LOKI's POV Part I
Loki x Reader Avengers The Office AU (Slowwwwww Burn)
Warnings: Loki's side through the lens
Word Count: HAPPY BIRTHDAY @tarithenurse.
MASTERLIST in bio, darlings. Tags are open (check bio)
The familiar wall of the 'BTS room' came up on the camera with the lone empty chair in the front.
There was a slight movement behind the screen before the frame took in the face of Javier. His usually beautiful blue eyes seemed to lose some sleep while his olive skin looked flawless.
Running his hand through the brown curls over his head, he sat down on the chair and took in a deep breath for the camera.
"Hi there! I am Javier," he signed with a tired smile on his face.
"As you may already know, I am one of the people behind the cameras here in the Avengers facility."
He wanted to continue signing but a thought made him pause. His features were lost in some invisible maze for a moment before he came back.
"A lot has changed here," he slowly began again, "and things are not how they usually were. So…" his long fingers hung in the air for two seconds before coming back. "I compiled some of the footage that I was strictly told not to let out. Well, more of a threat to not let these out. But I don't care anymore." Javier shrugs and gives a faint smile.
"I'd rather have this come out than-" he paused, bringing his hands together to intertwine his fingers.
He eventually sighed and rubbed his palms on his face before getting up and coming closer to the camera and clicking something to make everything go dark.
𓆝 𓆟 𓆞 𓆝 𓆟𓆝 𓆟 𓆞 𓆝 𓆟𓆝 𓆟 𓆞 𓆝 𓆟
A footage comes up, of the very first day when everyone is busy chatting, properly introducing themselves despite having met on the battlefield before. You are there too, a little reserved but never without a smile for anyone who comes up to talk to you. But the camera is focused behind all this lively chaos at the lone figure by the fridge.
Loki.
A glass of wine in one hand, he is observing minutely every little thing happening across the room. More so, he is observing your interactions with everyone and how you come back to cuddle with the little stray pup every time you get some alone time.
Loki is practically leaning on the countertop next to the fridge all the while slightly amused by how you always come back to drown your hands in the lush fur of the baby.
.
It is the next day and the 'happy to help' coming out of you has shut some part of Loki down. The camera is still zooming into his face as he is suddenly lost in some calculations thrown by your sunshine of a smile- while the world is moving past him but he just standing there by the kitchen island with his arms across his chest and a big furrow of his brows.
𓆝 𓆟 𓆞 𓆝 𓆟𓆝 𓆟 𓆞 𓆝 𓆟𓆝 𓆟 𓆞 𓆝 𓆟
At Bruce's lab, the camera records his starry eyes as he explains to you how the universe works and you are hung up on every word of his. And once he leaves the lab, for a breather, the camera follows him."No one's looked at me like that," Loki is speaking more to himself than to the camera. Once he realises that, he looks at the camera with a straight back and a puff of air blowing out through his mocked laugh. "What is wrong with this human?" he casually points at the lab before getting his eyes stuck on you through the glass partition. Again.
𓆝 𓆟 𓆞 𓆝 𓆟𓆝 𓆟 𓆞 𓆝 𓆟𓆝 𓆟 𓆞 𓆝 𓆟
In the night, the camera seems to be out on the balcony, right outside Loki's room. Zooming in, you can be seen standing outside Loki's door with Thor before you walk away with a smile and Loki slams the door in his brother's face.
Turning around, Loki walks towards his bed and the camera pans in to show him carrying a plate with a freshly baked lava cake.
The God jumps onto his bed and lies on his stomach, keeping the plate in front of him as he digs into the lava and lets his mouth savour it with the biggest smile on his face.
𓆝 𓆟 𓆞 𓆝 𓆟𓆝 𓆟 𓆞 𓆝 𓆟𓆝 𓆟 𓆞 𓆝 𓆟
The CCTV catches you falling asleep on Loki's shoulder as he reads you the lore in the library, making Loki pause and look into some invisible void in front of him.
"As much as I don't want to-" he brings his hand to brush your stray strands away from your face and lock his fingers under your cheek resting on his shoulder- "but you might have to hear an earful from Barton if I do not move you away from me."
He gently brings your face to rest on the sofa's headrest instead, and barely a second later, Clint barges in, waking you up and forcing Loki to lock eyes with the one camera that followed the hawkeye in. The God just gives it one tired look.
𓆝 𓆟 𓆞 𓆝 𓆟𓆝 𓆟 𓆞 𓆝 𓆟𓆝 𓆟 𓆞 𓆝 𓆟
The camera is panned in onto the large glass of orange juice Loki is pouring for himself.
"Why should I be bothered by how she feels? She would have eventually found out one day that she was adopted."
He brings the glass to his lips to sip it like tea.
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The God is lifting weights in the training room without much difficulty. He is more focused on something else.
"Do you think she got hurt because of me telling her she's adopted?" He squats and comes back up in the camera's frame. "Because it's not great news to be told, from personal experience."
He squats again and the camera can see the door open and a figure entering the room. Loki comes back up. "But that should only be a sad thing if her adoptive parents are not good parents." He thinks out loud and squats again.
The camera focuses on the figure still standing at the doorway. It is Sam standing there in mild shock. "Is this dude deadlifting Seventeen hundred pounds like it's nothing?" the man exclaims to the room.
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"So what if her parents are not good enough," Loki huffs to no one in particular. The camera pans out to show the rooftop garden having the most luscious-looking fake green grass but a one hundred per cent real vertical garden. Loki sits in the middle on a lounge chair as he sips a screwdriver and puts his sunglasses on while he basks in the bright sun.
"Everyone has screwed up parents," he is finally talking to the camera, "the world is not always soft and warm. She should grow up. And we all know what does not kill you makes you stronger." He nods at himself in satisfaction and goes back to sipping his drink.
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"I did get stronger. But at what cost?"
It is night-time and Loki lies on the rooftop, higher than that garden. The camera seems to be sitting next to his lost figure; the figure that is staring at the starry sky, swimming in them for some answers.
"Not to mention I did almost die," he whispers. "And I cried every night when I survived that wormhole, wondering what I had done wrong to make my biological parents hate me and my adoptive parents loathe me."
There is a moment of silence in which the camera zooms in to show the glistening eyes of the God as he does not take away his gaze from the view of the universe above him. "Do you think she feels that way too?" he whispers.
𓆝 𓆟 𓆞 𓆝 𓆟𓆝 𓆟 𓆞 𓆝 𓆟𓆝 𓆟 𓆞 𓆝 𓆟
At the Pepperoni wedding, Javi's camera is constantly pointed at Loki and you, and usually, you both are near each other. Often
When Pepperoni finally kiss, the camera is fast to turn and find you in the hooting crowd, smiling with tears welling in your eyes and no one but the God looking at you with just a spec of longing in his eyes.
And Peter and Scott look at Loki, hooting and clapping- sometimes smacking each other in the chest in excitement- with heart eyes.
𓆝 𓆟 𓆞 𓆝 𓆟𓆝 𓆟 𓆞 𓆝 𓆟𓆝 𓆟 𓆞 𓆝 𓆟
The single cement block in front of the tavern holds Javi's camera when the frame records Venom devouring one of the perverts.
"Javier!" a voice comes from behind the camera, making the device shake as if startled.
Loki's face comes into view with quite the lines of worry running down his forehead. "I told you to call me as soon as you found Y/N! Where is-"
He hasn't even finished the sentence when he hears your scream coming from the van in the parking lot. His head whips in that direction and his eyes turn dark.
Within a snap, he is right next to the van, in between you and the lowlife thug.
𓆝 𓆟 𓆞 𓆝 𓆟𓆝 𓆟 𓆞 𓆝 𓆟𓆝 𓆟 𓆞 𓆝 𓆟
The camera is recording a familiar figure sitting by the kitchenette counter looking down on the drawing of a chibi Loki on a napkin. With a sigh, the figure puts the napkin back on the counter and stands up. "All right, magic Mike, you can send me back on my honeymoon now," he announces before a sparkling circle opens to a beach and our man walks away.
A few seconds later, the elevator dings open and the camera zooms in on the figure of Loki still in his formal attire- though a little crumpled- walking in. He is heading for the dorms when his eyes land on the counter.
Taking a few careful steps, he tilts his head at the site of the drawing on the napkin. He stands there for two minutes, staring at the little version of himself, quietly breathing, never moving. Finally, he picks up the napkin and takes it to his room.
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The next morning, the camera is up early and recording outside Loki's room. One can hear the shower running when the frame quickly records a once-over of the beautiful room before finally landing on what it is looking for.
Right next to the open window, on the study table, in between the fluttering pages of the justifiably bulky epic Mahabharata is a carefully laminated napkin of a chibi Loki being used as a bookmark.
Javi records the bookmark in the frame at an aesthetically pleasing angle, taking him and a half minutes. Once satisfied, the camera is zoomed out to take in Loki's daunting figure standing next to the study table with eyes that spell murder.
The camera nearly falls from the boy's hands but Loki does not flinch. He stands there, his arm resting on the French window while he looks down at the camera.
"You tell anyone about this, your little cameras won't be the only ones I shut down permanently."
𓆝 𓆟 𓆞 𓆝 𓆟𓆝 𓆟 𓆞 𓆝 𓆟𓆝 𓆟 𓆞 𓆝 𓆟
The camera records you walking across your college campus with an unusual- but convincingly threatening- gait. Once you turn the corner to the desolated parking lot in front of the swimming pool, a shimmering wave of golden light changes you into Loki.
"Men are disgusting," the God announces with such force as if he had been holding it in for a long time.
He turns to the camera. "Javier, you are assigned to follow Y/N around campus, right? You make sure that worm David stays away from her. He does not seem to have good intentions for her."
The furrow in his brow is a serious one. "And if he does try to do something that, let's just say you would not do to Y/N, you contact me. Do you understand, Javier?"
The camera keeps panning on Loki while the God is lost in a two-second thought before looking at the lens with judgement in his eyes. "Did you hear what I said? Then repeat it to me."
𓆝 𓆟 𓆞 𓆝 𓆟𓆝 𓆟 𓆞 𓆝 𓆟𓆝 𓆟 𓆞 𓆝 𓆟
The camera sits right in front of the television screen in the lounge to capture you, Loki, Clint and Cassie in a serious game of Uno.
"Uno," you declare, keeping down a Draw 4 card, "colour Blue."
Loki gasps dramatically, bringing his hand to his chest. "How could you Y/N?!"
Clint chuckles. "She got you good, Lolo."
"How could you-" Loki draws a card from his pile and puts his Draw 4 on top of your card- "do this to Cassie?!!"
You roar and Cassie groans, the little girl almost falling back on the floor. "Noooooo," she announces from behind her cards as she gently draws one from her pile and puts another Draw 4 in the arena, "how could she do this to Clint?!!!"
Clint is simply blinking at the Draw 4s while the camera takes the liberty to pan in on the twelve cards he's already holding. "No, this can't be right. You cannot Draw 4 on another Draw 4!!!"
Cassie giggles at the defeated expressions of Clint, Loki simply shrugs his shoulders for following the rules made by them girls and you guffaw in unadulterated elation, your happiness throwing you off balance into Loki's arm.
There is a split second of eye contact, made by Loki with the camera before he regains his composure like a professional and sits there similar to a statue while your laughter has stopped making a continuous sound and is now just little breaks of a tiny engine of a toy train.
Clint is throwing a fit. And your laughter is throwing you back till the arm you have fallen on grabs your back to support that unhinged cackle.
No one notices the God's ears turn red when your hand smacks itself on his thigh for the overflowing hilarity.
No one but the zoomed-in camera.
𓆝 𓆟 𓆞 𓆝 𓆟𓆝 𓆟 𓆞 𓆝 𓆟𓆝 𓆟 𓆞 𓆝 𓆟
The lounge is empty thanks to everyone being out on a mission and with no one but Loki in the facility. Of course, the security team is doing their jobs in some security room but we do not care about that.
Loki is sprawled on the sofa, his long stature barely fitting the already huge velvet seating setting. A camera is recording from behind the kitchenette island, panning in slowly to see what Loki is tapping on his phone’s screen.
On zooming in further, the camera can finally read the name on top of the chat.
V.
Loki: How is Greece?
V: It’s cool! Lots of white stones, lot of ocean, lots of beautiful babes…
Loki: Sounds fun.
V: But they don’t have jet sprays and their toilet pipes are too thin for toilet paper business. Major L
Loki: …okay.
Loki: I have a question for you…
V: Shoot.
Loki: Does your sister like precious stones?
V: You can easily distract her with a colourful pebble bro
Loki: …typing
V: Or some food
Loki: …stops typing
V: I can list her favs if you want for $200.
Loki: $50
V: Deal
𓆝 𓆟 𓆞 𓆝 𓆟𓆝 𓆟 𓆞 𓆝 𓆟𓆝 𓆟 𓆞 𓆝 𓆟
The holographic clock on the wall shows three past twelve on the lounge wall when the camera swerves to the figure of Loki carefully entering the space from the dorms.
The camera then turns away and focuses on the light snores coming out of you as you lay haphazardly on the sofa with the TV still running.
The God plants himself on the floor next to your face as he whispers a spell into his right palm before putting the hand over your head.
The lens records specs of gold originating from his hand to glitter and land onto your hair before seemingly dissolving inside the parts of your head he touched.
Loki knowingly smirks at the camera. "My work here is done," he says to the zoomed-in frame as he gets up.
The camera catches the shift of your body. Your hand grabs his arm to let your cheek rest onto his palm as you let that side of your face turn towards the sofa.
Fear. Loki's eyes show fear for the first time.
"Ahh," you whisper, a smile growing on your lips covered in drool, "so cold."
The camera shifts between your sleeping figure and Loki's distressed brows as he tries to get his hand out from under your face.
“No, Chichi,” you moan in your sleep, making the God pause, “that’s my blanket. Don’t take it away from me.”
A deep sigh leaves Loki's lungs as he crosses his legs and sits next to you.
Apparently, so does the camera.
No matter how often he tries, your grip on his arm strengthens.
And so, two hours pass for the God sitting there, given up now as he plays with baby hair strands on your forehead- his sulky face concentrated on turning them into the tiniest pigtails.
The camera is already panned in on his face, his smaragdine eyes having a dim glow in the night as he studies your face.
Lazily, his eyes move from your brows to your nose, then to your lips.
Loki does not realise he has tilted his head, resting it on the little space on the sofa, facing you. The fingers from his free hand are running over the fine lines, the pores, the natural moles over your face, either counting them or giving them a boop. His eyes are locked in on your lips when they part to breathe and his fingers in close proximity of them, having paused just before coming in contact with your lips.
His pupils have gone wide, wider than they usually do. His visible ear is turning red.
Maybe he realises it too. Because within the next ten seconds, he whips his hand out from under your face and crawls a step back on the floor. His bewildered eyes are looking at you while his mouth is agape with some newfound surprise.
Gathering himself- barely- he gets up and furiously walks back into his room.
The same camera runs out onto the balcony and past the other rooms to halt outside Loki's French windows.
The God has closed the door to have his back stuck to it as he slowly falls down onto the ground with his hands on his mouth in some silent prayer.
The camera is zoomed in- enough to have a close look at Loki's face again.
"This cannot be happening." the mic on Loki is still on. "How can you even think of her that way, Loki." And apparently, he is speaking to himself.
"How can you think of-" he stops mid-sentence as his gaze returns from the infinite void to something closer.
The camera pans out of the beautiful face to look at the little familiar box kept on his bed.
"Oh, Valhalla-" the camera looks back at Loki- who is still staring at the box as he whispers to the room- "what are these new emotions."
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Bucky Barnes Masterlist
Smut/lemons/nsfw/sexual themes = *
Mental health issues = %
Violence/gore = #
Always watch out for individual chapter warnings/content.Reader is per default female unless otherwise stated.
Series
Training day *
HoH!Reader. Reader is a new agent training with the Avengers and harbouring a crush on Bucky.
Chapter 1 || Chapter 2
One-shots
Mission abroad *#%
Inhuman!Reader. A mission to Italy forces Reader’s hand and despite of the success of the mission, she has a hard time dealing with what she’s done. Bucky helps her.
Splash
(Challenge for @welcome-to-fangirl-hell)
Drabble-esque. Sometimes being cheeky pays off.
Surprise *
(Challenge for @maladaptive-ninja-returns)
Bucky x Reader x Loki. Working for the Avengers gets Reader really close to her idols. Really close. No plot.
The right partner
GN!Reader. Drabble. Can also be read as Stucky! Inspired by Carol Emerald’s “The Ghost of You”.
To be seen
Reader is part of the Avengers but is not feeling confident in her role as a teammate. It takes a special effort from Bucky to convince her otherwise.
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Collection of Tom Hiddlestion and his characters
(mostly Loki)
Originally Posted: 1/16/2023
Updated: 1/20/2023
Will be slowly updating from my likes
Masterlists
@lokishorns’s Masterlist: Loki
@starscreamloki’s Masterlist: Loki
@tarynkauai’s Masterlist: Loki, Tom Hiddleston and James Conrad
@hajimesh’s Masterlist: Loki
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@innaminitus’s Masterlist: Loki
@bolontiku’s Masterlist: Loki
Various Author’s AO3 Collab: Loki
@sabine-leo’s Masterlist: Tom Hiddleston and Loki
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@Trashpanda-Bucky’s Masterlist: Loki
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@maiden-of-asgard’s Masterlist: Loki
@maladaptive-ninja-returns’s Masterlist: Loki
@Lokidokiimagines’s Masterlist: Loki
@he-is-chaotic-she-is-psychotic’s Weekly Smut Recs: Loki
@gingerwritess’s Masterlist: Loki
@just-the-hiddles’s Weekend Reading Rec: Loki and Tom Hiddleston
@nekoamamori’s Masterlist: Loki
@revengingbarnes’s Masterlist: Loki and Tom Hiddleston
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@waiting4inspiration’s Masterlist: Loki
@thorne93’s Masterlist: Loki and Tom Hiddleston
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@fanfic-collection’s Masterlist: Loki
@iwriteabouttomhiddles‘s Masterlist: Tom Hiddleston
@lovers-in-japan-reign-of-love’s Recs Masterlist #1 Master #2: Loki and Tom Hiddleston
@shiningloki’s Masterlist: Tom Hiddleston
@lokispettigerr’s Masterlist: Loki and Tom Hiddleston
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@justagirlinafandomworld’s Masterlist: Loki
@lokisgoodgirl‘s Masterlist: Loki
@lady-rose-moon’s Masterlist: Tom Hiddleston and his characters
@holymultiplefandomsbatman’s Smut Masterlist: Loki
@holymultiplefandomsbatman’s Main Masterlist: Tom Hiddleston and his characters
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@lokidokieokie’s Fic Recs: Tom Hiddleston and his characters
@sarahscribbles’s Masterlist: Loki
@jobean12-blog’s Masterlist: Tom Hiddleston and his characters
@delaber’s Masterlist: Loki
@tomhiddlestonfanfic’s Masterlist: Tom Hiddleston
Series Masterlists
Lokasenna’s Masterlist: Jotun!Loki by @hajimesh
Enchanted Tale’s Masterlist By @anotherfanficblog: Loki
Canary by @melyalizarchive: Loki
Mortal by @bolontiku: Loki
Just for Fun by @unofferable-fic: Loki
Loki’s Happy Ending by @gingerwritess: Loki
Meet Me at the Chalet by @J-j-elby-writes: Loki
Protector by @lonelyandlovelorn: Loki
But Then You Came by @etherealwaifgoddess: Loki
Unforeseen Chasm by @thorne93: Loki
Lie to Me by @dearlazerbunny: Loki
My Little Mortal by @fanfic-fangirl: Loki AU
Poison & Wine by @hela-avenger: Loki Fake Dating!AU
Bound to Break by @xxwritemeastoryxx: Loki
Mischief, Meet Your Match by @the--sad--hatter: Loki
YNSAAAW by @maggyme13: Loki
Soulmate 21 by @maggyme13: Loki
A Snake’s Pet by @maggyme13: Alpha! Loki
Borrowed Time by @alwayssunnyinedensgate: Loki
Of All the Places by @wrenhyperfixates: Loki
To the Stars Who Listen by @hela-avenger: Loki
Small Time Witch Chapter 1 Chapter 2 Chapter 3 Chapter 4 Chapter 5 Chapter 6 Chapter 7 Chapter 8 ** Chapter 9** Chapter 10** Chapter 11** Chapter 12** Chapter 13** Chapter 14** Chapter 15 Chapter 16** Chapter 17 Chapter 18 Chapter 19** Chapter 20 Chapter 21 (part 1)** Chapter 21 (part 2) Chapter 22 Chapter 23** Chapter 24 Chapter 25 Chapter 26 Chapter 27 Chapter 28 Chapter 29 Chapter 30 Chapter 31 Chapter 32 Chapter 33 Chapter 34 (finale) Happy birthday, Princess Body Shots by @diaryofabeautyfiend
Sugar by @maggyme13: Loki
Stained Lace by @dorotheajanegilmore (Under Wattpad)
Man of the Month by @muddyorbsblr and @mochie85: Loki
Hostile F*cks by @lokisgoodgirl: Loki
I Have You by @lady-rose-moon: Loki
Clandestine F*cks by @lokisgoodgirl: Loki
Little Lies by @darkmasterlistyouneveraskedfor: Loki
The Witchling and the God by @space-mermaid-writing: Loki
The Invade Me Chronicles by Various Authors: posted by @xorpsbane: Loki
Single Fics
The Little Dove and Her Serpent by @luciilferss: Loki
Fade Into You by @tiredwritersworld: Loki
A Long Way Home by @cordytriestowrite: Loki
Home by @kashimos-hajime: Loki
You Found Me by @cumonbucky: Loki
Loki Smut Oneshots by @ohhhmyloki: Loki
Loki’s Perspective by @lowkeyorloki: Loki
Mind Games by @jadegrey711: Loki
Black Magic (Part 1 of 2) by @thesaltysocialworker: Loki
Black Magic (Part 2 of 2) by @thesaltysocialworker: Loki
Pet by @beeblebrox-be-damned: Loki
Intensity by @banditthewriter: Loki
Quarantine Loki (+Thor) by @scarlettwitcher
Heart of Stone by @yet-another-fan-girl9: Loki
Panic by @yet-another-fan-girl9: Loki
Beautiful Danger by @midnight-lightning: Loki
I’m Walking Here by @notyetneedcoffee: Loki
Illusions by @xxwritemeastoryxx: Loki
Fireworks by @write-and-wander: Loki
Mornings with You by @write-and-wander: Loki
Bite Me by @loki-hargreeves: Vampire!Loki
Always by @aestheticallywinchester: Loki
Passage by @aestheticallywinchester: Loki
Pieces of You by @aestheticallywinchester: Loki
Reflections by @aestheticallywinchester: Loki
On Set by @aestheticallywinchester: Tom Hiddleston
“Telling Tom a pun..” by @aestheticallywinchester: Tom Hiddleston
When We Meet Again by @falcor-thee-luck-dragon: Loki
Keep Up by @falcor-thee-luck-dragon: Loki
Tell Me A Story by @falcor-thee-luck-dragon: Loki
Not A Place, A People by @falcor-thee-luck-dragon: Loki
Kisses Heal Most Wounds by @falcor-thee-luck-dragon: Loki
The Grinch by @lovinglokilaufeyson: Loki
Complicated by @maybepointlessthoughts: Loki
Bad Timing by @maybepointlessthoughts: Loki
Bad Blood by @maybepointlessthoughts: Loki
Time And Time Again by @maybepointlessthoughts: Loki
Honour by @maybepointlessthoughts: Loki
Petals of Rose by @bonky-n-steeb: Loki
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A Tale of English and Math: Chapter 6
Notes: Message me or leave an ask if you want to be tagged!!
I’m sorry if this chapter seems short and/or messy, but I’ll come back to it every now and again to do some changes/fix any mistakes I see. Other than that, let me know what you guys think!
Y/N is ‘your name’; Y/M/N is ‘your middle name’; Y/L/N is ‘your last name’; and N/N is ‘nickname’
->This story was inspired by a post involving @aescapisms, @spiderrpcrker, @deaan-main, @og-maarrvveell, @maladaptive-ninja-returns, @midnightsunfae, @propertyofpoeandbucky, @simmisblog, @marvel-ous-hobbit, and @lozzypoz321<-
Chapter Description: You and Wanda briefly discuss your feelings toward Bucky. Bucky and Steve briefly discuss their own past.
Warnings: Grammatical and/or spelling errors, a sprinkle of bad words here and there, a bad chapter maybe???, unedited, whatever else I probably missed
Word Count: 934 (give or take)
Masterlist: Click Here
Previous Chapter: Click Here
You let out a pleased hum, your mouth stuffed with food. “This is really good,” you mumble. “What’s it called again?”
“Paprikash,” Wanda smiles. She sits across from you at her dining room table, a cup of tea in her hands. “My mother used to make it for us when I was little. Only on special occasions, she’d say. I’d help her every chance I had.” The longing’s back in Wanda’s voice, and it tugs at your heartstrings. Damn it.
You nod, swallowing your mouthful in the process. “Well... um, it’s delicious,” you state. “I appreciate you sharing it with me.”
Waving your comment off, Wanda takes a sip from her cup before responding. “It’s no big deal. Really.”
“Still...”
“If you hadn’t skipped lunch today, then we wouldn’t be having this issue, would we?” Wanda quirks an eyebrow at you, a pointed look on her face.
Your mouth hangs open in shock.
Wanda smirks. “Regardless, I would’ve shared this with you,” she continues. “I always tend to cook too much – a bad habit, I suppose.”
“Why don’t you bring some to Vision? I’m sure he’d appreciate it.”
A hint of a blush comes across Wanda’s face. She’s had a thing for Vision for a while now, but neither had the nerve to ask the other out. It was only because of Nat they even had their first date. You’ve talked to him a handful of times, and while he’s a bit odd he’s very pleasant. Really insightful, too.
“I don’t know,” she mumbles. “I get so busy sometimes, so I rarely ever see him...”
“Find the time to see him,” you exclaim. “Quit spending so much time with me and talk to the poor guy.”
“Like it’s that easy.”
“Do you want me to talk to him?” You lean forward a bit, a mischievous smirk on your face. “I can put a good word in for you.”
“You’re unbelievable,” Wanda snorts. “I don’t need you to do anything. And I don’t mind hanging out with you, so you won’t get rid of me that easily.”
“Whatever you say.” You take another bite of the paprikash, enjoying the flavorful experience.
A moment of silence passes. The two of you are silently enjoying each other’s company, something you’ve always appreciated with Wanda. Words aren’t always necessary.
“You know,” Wanda starts, “I’ve always wondered...”
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“...why don’t you like Sam?” Steve asks, quickly glancing at his friend.
Bucky groans. “He’s annoying,” he mutters, a hint of a scowl on his face. Steve had waited until Bucky cleared your whiteboard before the two men headed to their own classes. Steve wanted to grade some papers before going out, and Bucky was going to do some prep before he finished for the day. “He’s always bothering me,” Bucky continues. “I can’t get a second of peace with him around. It’s bad enough I’ve had to deal with you my whole life, now I have to deal with him.”
“I wasn’t that bad,” Steve chuckles. “I think I was a joy to be around.”
“Having to pull your skinny ass out of all the fights you started as kids?” Bucky throws a dry look his friend’s way. “Not a very joyous occasion.”
“Those guys were punks.”
“Yeah, but having to explain to your ma why you’re all bloodied and bruised was a nightmare.” Bucky shuddered. Steve’s mother was a force to be reckoned with. The woman who instilled her values into her son, who pretty much raised Steve, Barnes and his little sister on her own – it was devastating when she died.
“I remember,” Steve sighs, a pained look on his face. “I got plenty of earfuls from her.”
Bucky nodded. He remembered hearing her stern voice in the tiny apartment. She worked her ass off, day in and day out, to provide for her family. And the fact that Steve’s health wasn’t the best growing up, couple that with his constant fighting, and it added to Mrs. Rogers’ stress.
“I’m sure she’d be proud of you now,” Bucky murmurs. “With everything you’ve accomplished.”
“She’d be proud of you too, Buck.” The response was immediate, and it made Bucky’s heart clench. “She saw you and Becca as part of the family. I know she’d be proud of you.”
He only hums in response.
Steve let out a heavy sigh. “Look, let’s not focus too much on all that,” he states. “I don’t want to put anyone in a bad mood.”
“Yeah, I know.”
“I’ll come by your class when I’m done. How does that sound?”
Bucky nods, attempting to throw a smile his friend’s way.
“Okay,” Steve murmurs. He gives a pat on Bucky’s back. “I’ll see you later.”
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“...what do you have against Bucky?” Wanda tilts her head, curiosity twinkling in her eyes.
You snort. “You’re seriously asking?”
“Yes.” Wanda leans back in her chair. “This whole... tension between the two of you, I want to understand why the two of you can’t get along.”
“I just...” You pause, trying to find the words. “He’s so arrogant. And frustrating. I can’t even be in the same room as him; I can’t.”
“Y/N, Bucky is a nice man,” Wanda said. “All you have to do is give him a chance.”
“Why?” you press. “He’s proven how much he dislikes me. He’s talked shit about me behind my back, he’s made no effort to be civil with me. I will not respect someone who won’t respect me.”
A silence fell between the two of you, Wanda trying to process your words. God, this is going to be difficult.
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learn to love
chapter 9 - good enough
summary: steve and y/n don’t get along. now, they have to.
pairings: au!steve rogers x fem!reader
warnings: alcohol, insecurity
a/n: short and sweet 1k word count. not edited. enjoy!
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following the speeches and the cake cutting, the first dance began. steve’s hand rested on y/n’s lap. he kept glancing at her and every time she had a faraway look in her eyes, as if she wasn’t there. when the dance floor opened for other couples, she stiffened. “we don’t have to if you don’t want to,” his voice was above a whisper, tickling her ear.
she swallowed the lump in her throat. she couldn’t let her emotions get in the way of her purpose. she was there to be his girlfriend. she knew she had to. “it’s okay,” she responded.
he stood and held his hand out to her. she slipped her fingers between his and followed him to the dance floor, where other couples were assembling. he wrapped his arm around her waist and she placed her hand on his shoulder. they began to slow dance. she looked up at him and he studied her face. he didn’t know what to say. so, he didn’t say anything. she was relieved by his silence. he could feel the switch in her aura, once shining brightly but now dim and melancholic. he didn’t know what was troubling her but all that he wanted to do was fix it.
y/n had never felt so out of place before. she felt like an imposter, wearing fancy clothes, drinking expensive alcohol, and staying in such a nice house. her reality was more like drinking cheap wine in her sweatpants, nestled on the couch in her apartment. not to mention the fact that technically, her and steve weren’t actually dating. she felt like an imposter, all of the guilt from their lie crashing down onto her at once. she thought the whole ordeal would be simple, no strings attached. but now that emotions were involved, it was different. she wanted the real approval of his family for her real self, not the emulation of a perfect girlfriend.
when the song came to an end, he pressed a kiss to her forehead and guided her back to the table. he scooted his chair closer to hers so that he could throw his arm around her shoulders. the small act of wanting to be near her made her feel like bursting into tears. she could feel them welling up in her eyes. she couldn’t help but think that he was too good for her.
dinner was served and she picked at her plate, pushing the food around like a child being served brussel sprouts. steve noticed. “have a bite of mine,” he suggested, holding his fork to her lips, hand cupped underneath. she wanted to say no and push his hand away, but she was scared of someone seeing right through her guise.
so, she opened her mouth and ate the food. “it’s good,” she told him.
“do you like mine better? do you wanna switch plates?” his forehead was creased as his eyes searched her expression for any betrayal of her thinly veiled feelings.
“oh, no i’m alright,” she responded, picking up her own fork. she gave him a tired smile.
“what’s bothering you?” he asked after a moment of silence between them.
she looked into his eyes. he could never hide what he was feeling and she could easily see that he was worried. “i don’t think that this is the right time or place,” she answered.
he nodded to himself, temporarily satiated with the answer. “i do actually like you, you know?” he said, a beat later.
“steve,” she stated, her voice wavering.
“what?” his concern was evident.
“i need some air,” she exhaled and stood up without looking at him, bunched up her skirt, and was off.
“y/n!” he called out behind her, but she didn’t look back. he sighed and stood up, following her.
she pushed past the doors of the venue and gasped when the cool evening air filled her lungs. she thought she was suffocating in there, each breath painful. she sat down on the steps and put her head in her hands.
“y/n,” he had caught up to her. he was standing behind her, hands at his side. “you don’t have to say anything. just let me be here for you,” he pleaded. when she didn’t reply, he sat down beside her, pulled her into his chest, and let her cry.
she couldn’t tell where her emotions started and where they ended. everything was overwhelming her. his presence was comforting. he ran his fingers up and down her arm and held her close.
“i don’t want to ruin your night,” she sniffled, once she had calmed down.
“you’re more important to me than a stupid party,” he told her, stroking her hair. “you haven’t ruined anything.”
‘god,’ she thought, ‘i don’t deserve him.’ she pulled away from him and dabbed her eyes with her fingertips. “do i look like i’ve been crying?” she asked him.
to steve, she looked stunning. the dim lights glowed behind her and she looked angelic. he didn’t care if her hair and makeup were messy. she still managed to make his heartbeat a little faster every time she looked at him. “honestly? yeah,” he said with half of a grin. “you still look beautiful.”
“oh, god,” she groaned with a half-cry and half-laugh. of course this was her luck.
“don’t start again,” he chuckled. “here, let me,” he gently cupped her face and softly ran his thumbs under her eyes, focusing intently. his bottom lip was drawn between his teeth. he could feel her gaze on him and he felt nervous, like he was in high school and attempting to impress his crush. “hm, i think i made things worse.”
“steve!” she whined, pushing his hands away.
“i’m joking! i almost got all of it!” he laughed and she couldn’t help but join in with him. he brought his hands back to her face and she looked upwards so that he could get the last of her running mascara. “oh, y/n. what ever am i going to do with you?” he sighed, a smile playing on his lips.
her eyes flitted back to his. “i don’t know, steve.”
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Well, I don't really remember where I found Loki...? I'm thinking really hard... Thor Ragnarok maybe? But like not really...? I think I was reading a -OH YEAH, my memory of it just came back- series by another lovely Tumblr writer 😙 @maladaptive-ninja-returns and I really like Loki in it so I read their other fics and then got a Tumblr account and it all went up from there. Then I started reading for Bucky and Peter. And I watching all the movies in chronological order. A few of my marvel friends did me a favor and comprised a list for me :D I wanna watch all of them but I'm kinda worried for incredible hulk cause I've been told it doesn't really fit in? Should I be worried?
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Ohhhh fanfics are a great way to discover characters!!
Ngl I haven’t seen Incredible Hulk and I constantly forget about it’s existence 😂 for the most part marvel kind of sweeps it under the rug too. I think it’s probably worth the watch given that I think the main villain (whose name I don’t remember) is coming back for the She-Hulk series. Other than that... I think General Ross was in it and he shows up a few other times in the movies. But like. It’s not really important to the franchise plot wise
#I mean even the actor changed#and marvel seems to acknowledge Tony Steve and Thor as their first three heroes#but ehhh might as well watch it#ask#anon ask#anon#🐿 anon
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