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notreallyherxx · 7 months
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please don't
please don't leave. i'm trying to do my best. please don't make jokes about everything. there are some jokes that doesn't sit right with me. please don't get tired of me. cause i’ll stick w u no matter what. please don't ignore each message i sent you. it makes me feel like you didn’t read them. please don't leave me on delivered for so many hours. i feel like i'm not important to you. please don't keep on bringing up my mistake. i've learned from it and trying to live with it. please don't let me feel like i'm no one. cause it hurts me. please don't go through my stuff. i have notes, letters, and thoughts that i have written out that i am not ready for you to read.
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seal-verlinings · 10 months
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poetry night prompt: "wala na."
2:47 am 6/23/23
tuwing ikaw ay nakikita
pinagmamasdan ka sa malayo
pinapansin kung paano ka makisalamuha
pinapanood ang iyong nilalaro
minsan sinusubukang lapitan ka
at kamustahin ang iyong kalagayan
buong tapang na pinipigilan ang hiya
at sa pag-uwi ika'y sinasabayan
itetext ka na mag-ingat pauwi
at mag-chat ka pagkarating
ako'y kikiligin sa mga pangyayari
minsan nababaliw pa at napapraning
ito ay hindi na muling mararanasan
sapagkat inamin sayo ang nararamdaman
ipinaalam na sayo ay may gusto
ngunit hanggang kaibigan lang ang tingin
inasahan naman ang sinabi mo
hinanda ang puso pero sumakit parin
pagkatapos ay hindi na muli nagkasama
parang hindi na tayo magkakilala
nanghihinayang ngunit walang magagawa
sinusubukan nalang na kalimutan ka
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klayde · 2 years
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my casual gameplay sims had a baby and she’s all grown up now!
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64606460 · 4 months
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Sorry sa mga coa posts.
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ano-po · 10 months
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... at hindi ito ang unang pagkakataon na ako ang kumain sa regalo na ibibigay ko sana sa isang binibini.Dun ko lang naisip, na wala na dapat akong karapatang umibig.
(pero hindi naman pala sya masarap. buti nalang)
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ven1cewitch · 11 months
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ika-27 ng mayo, taong 2023.
tanghali. sobrang init. nakaupo sa cleopatrang puno ng sulat ang mga paa. nakasandal at payapang humihinga habang ang mga mata'y wari'y nakatitig sa walang katapusang kawalan. walang ibang tunog kundi ang boses ng nagtatalong damdamin at kaisipan.
ang araw-araw ay patuloy na lumilipas. patuloy ang pagsikat ng araw at patuloy ang pagningning ng mga tala sa madilim na pagyakap ng langit sa gabi. at sa araw na lilipas ay ang pagtatanong sa sarili
hanggang saan pa ba?
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lonelyicedcoffee · 1 year
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Bat naman nafefeel ko na naman yung loneliness or para bang may kulang ganon, nandito na naman yung"bakit ako wala pa?" Depota di naman ako jowang jowa pero I feel like I want na ganon shuta
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akiiichiii · 2 years
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Call me petty or shallow but I'll hold this grudge for a long time. Even if you're part of my family or a friend of mine, I'm sorry but I've lost respect for you. I respect your right to vote for who you wanted but this decision of yours will forever change the way I look at you. To those who were swayed by money, I hope you wake up and realize that you've just sold 6 years of your life for a mere thousand pesos. An amount that will only last you a few days or a week at most. If things go downhill, remember that you let this happen. You were a part of it.
Don't say that we're taking this election too personally because it is personal. Whoever wins will lead our country for 6 years. And 6 years is too fucking long for a bad leader.
I'm sincerely hoping that you prove us wrong, that your vote was worth it. That your vote was the right thing to do. I'll accept it wholeheartedly. But until then, I can't accept that you've decided to cast your vote on the corrupt.
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grvntld · 2 years
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nope. i will not buy a bunch of self-tie bikinis again just bc im sadt and stressedt. im just letting myself watch live selling of bikinis bc i need to de-stress but i still hv tons of bikinis that i havent worn yet so nO, i will not buy new ones.
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notreallyherxx · 7 months
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lost
lately ive been feeling lost. life’s been draining me and i just lost interest in everything. Ive been questioning my decisions, my thoughts, and especially my existence. I don’t know what happened to me. I used to be this happy go lucky girl with so much social energy and so much eagerness to look forward to the future. Right now, I just stay at home, barely getting any sleep, i don’t leave my room, and i just stay in bed staring at the ceiling. I have been feeling a lot of emotions lately and I cant seem to put them into words no matter how hard i try. I don’t know who to talk to or who to run to. I feel sad, lonely, unloved, unworthy, unimportant, unvalued. I want to cry but no tears came out. I wanted to scream, but somehow I can’t. I feel so unimportant. Like no one’s capable of really loving me even though I have a partner. What is wrong with me?? Why am I here?
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nakatadhana · 1 year
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beware: incoherent paragraphs coming up
got to listen to this song once again after ~accidentally~ opening the carrd that i made for my ex on our third monthsary lololol (i sure hope nobody's reading this cuz it would be embarrassing ><)
can i just say that i rlly REALLY love this song???? this song never fails to squeeze my heart (in a good way) and make me feel different emotions all at once. it's such a good love song. the lyrics, hozier's voice, the tone the melody the rhythm lahat na??? (AY BIGLANG NAGTAGALOG HAHAHAA di ko na kaya mag-english)
PERO OO NGA yung lyrics nga huhuhhh
"when my time comes around,
lay me gently in the cold dark earth
no grave can hold my body down
i'll crawl home to her"
sobrang kinikilig ako GRABEHHH di ko alam basta nakakakilig super
naka-on repeat na sha sakin right now at di ko maiwasang mainggit? sa ex ko? KSMSKSKS. nakakainggit kase may hozier song sha na naka-dedicate sa kanya HMPK sana olz 😭😭😭💪 lordt yan lang naman hinihingi ko ehh kapag may nag-dedicate talaga sakin ng hozier song pakakasalan ko na kaagad KIMMY
TEKA NALULUNGKOT TALAGA AKO :(((( sana may mag-dedicate din sakin ng hozier song ;(((( NYWHAHSHWHAHAHS naalala ko tuloy 2 hozier songs yata na-dedicate ko sa ex ko???? work song tsaka from eden OHHH PAK IM SUCH A JOWABLE NA JOWA CHARIZ potang ena talaga ???? yung favorite songs ko pa 😭😭😭 oh WELLL i will ~reclaim~ it na lang kimmy di naman siguro illegal na pakinggan ulit yung kanta na dinedicate mo sa ex mo???? eh bakit ba? maganda kasi yung kanta? kasalanan ko ba kung binuhos ko lahat-lahat sa kanya hah????? kala ko 4ever na eh kaya ayan blood sweat and tearz. kanta na kaagad ni hozier dinedicate ko SORRY NA AH lakas ko mainlove eh KIMMY
yun lang wala na ko masabe malungkot na ko sana ol talaga inaalayan ng work song LORD MANIFESTING SANA SA NEXT RELATIONSHIP KO BIGYAN AKO NG JOWA ko ng playlist tapus may 1 or more hozier songs doon (kasali work song plz plz plz) HUHUHUUUU LORDDDDDDDDD MAAWA KA SAKENNN gusto ko nang kiligen isang taon na kong single ohhhh bigyan mo na ko ng hozier-listening, kdrama-watching, valorant playing, skateboarding, creed aventus wearing, na bf OR gf ok na di na ako mamimili LORD BASTA BIGAY MO NA SAKEN TO 🥲
in conclusion: sana may mag-dedicate sakin ng work song ni hozier 🥲
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shunyown · 2 years
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Your hands look lonely. Would they like to meet mine?
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aimeecarreros · 2 years
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#haysyst#nakalipas na ang abril 1 kailan nyo ititigil ang pagbibiro?#anong bpubpubpu dyan? 😒🤢#sira ulo talaga#ok sana kung abril 1 ngayon o panaginip lang ito lahat kaso hindi#payting parin i guess 🙁#gusto ko talaga maging ok as much as possible#kahit mag rb at edit ulit katulad dati habang nagshashare din ng stuffs tungkol sa nangyayari#its not denial or bad positivity its just trying to grapple with what is left at kung ano pa ang kaya ko sa ganitong posisyon sa buhay#ang hirap talaga na pumunta ako rito at kunwari normal ang lahat at hindi ako malungkot#pero nahihirapan din ako mag rb ng hindi tungkol sa nangyayari#kasi paano kung isipin ng iba na fake lang ginagawa ko o 'akala ko may paki ka bakit biglang iba pinopost mo?'#'bakit tumatawa ka ulit akala ko malungkot ka'#hindi ito response sa sinabi ng iba pero palagi ko ito iniisip#'ok lang ba na mag rb at edit parin ako as a coping mechanism?' ang nasa isip ko palagi#'naiiwasan ba yung sakit at pagod na nararamdam ko kung ituloy ko yung madalas na ginagawa ko dito?'#kahit araw araw inisiip ko kung tama ba na tumawa ako kahit konti or engage in my comfort shows and fandoms#subalit may laban nangyayari#ngunit mahirap maging malungkot araw araw kasi wala akong mababago kung ganyan ako palagi#di ko sinasabi na bawal maging galit o malungkot pero ang hirap na hindi ako makabalik sa dati kahit konti#i want to be able to laugh smile and enjoy without thinking that im brushing off the reality#sorry for the long tags its fine scroll past this skdfd im just upset since i saw the fucking tag just as im about to sleep#thats all#**mytext
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64606460 · 5 months
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Basta ang maghapong tugon nila sakin sa work ay "bakit aalis ka na?"
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walangmaisippnaurl · 5 months
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bday salubong 🩵
short kwento….
di aabot yung inorder ko na damit sa shein sa bday ko (nov 21) so super sad ko kasi di ako makakapag celeb sa mismong bday ko. yoko ng di ako super ganda e HAHAHAHHAHA so lumabas nalanh kami ng 20 ng gabi para kumain and salubungin bday ko hanggang 12MIDNIGHT.
super naappreciate ko kasi di nag gigive up si weyn ng tulog nya pero lumabas parin sya para di ako masyado malungkot na di ako makakalabas sa bday ko huhu.
Ayern, tanda ko na pero Feeling ko baby pa ako HAHAHAHHAHA
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alchemicaladarna · 2 months
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Isang linggo na ang nakalipas simula nang makumpirmang patay na si q!jaiden pero miss na miss ko na sya kaya nag ko-copium nalang ako. Buhay at masaya pa si q!jaiden sa isip ko- canon be damned ok?
Copium nga lang ito pero nakilala ni Empanada ang kanyang ina, si q!jaiden, tapos nakatira sila sa breakfast village kasama ang ibang mga ina ni Em. Tapos masaya silang lahat at walang masama ng nangyari kay q!jaiden! At magkukwento sya kay Empanada tungkol sa kanyang Kuya Bobby habang pinapanood nila ang paglubog ng araw...
Sa tingin mo ba, iniisip rin ni Empanada ang eksenang ito? Alam nya ba na wala na si q!jaiden? Alam ba ni Em na kahit hindi nya nakilala ang isa nyang ina, nakikita pa rin at minamahal din ni q!jaiden si Empanada sa langit kasama si Bobby at yung iba pang kapatid nila na nasa langit din?
Ay nako, kapag pinag-iisipan ko si q!jaiden, o pano hindi nya na kilala si Em bago sya namatay, nagiging malungkot talaga ako...
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