#manic bipolar

[futureless]

i be in my own head fighting for my life

[prenchpolar]

we need more bipolar success stories. because all you hear about are the ones who died, or had breakdowns, or struggle every day.

it will be okay. it can be okay. i'm bipolar, and i'm doing well. i'm medicated, i'm stable, i'm happy, i'm living my life. things will be okay.

#mental illness #mentalheathawareness #actually bipolar #mentally fucked #bipolar 2 #bipolar disorder #mental problems #actuallybipolar #bipolar ii #manic depressive #manic pixie nightmare #manic bipolar #actually manic

[braindamaged007]

#doubt #lmao #mentally fucked #mentally drained #mentally unstable #mentally exhausted #mental illness #manic bipolar #manic depression #manic episode #manic depressive #ptsd recovery #ptsd vent #actually ptsd #bpd sucks #bpd meme #bpd problems #memes #dank humor #dank memes #dark comedy #darkhumourmemes #dark memes #meme #lol memes #dank meme #dark humor #self deprecating humor #omg humor #🧠

[cringe-is-inevitable]

I never understood the disturbed speech symptom of psychosis until it started happening to me. it's like your brain pressed the middle button on the text prediction on the keyboard while you're talking or typing or whatever but it makes sense to you

#actually psychotic #psychosis #bipolar disorder #bipolar mania #manic bipolar #manic episodes #manic depressive #manic depression

[bpdcrybaby213]

Instead of fighting my brain or panicking, I just accept that I'm manic. I accept my mood changes. But there's nothing I can do. I'm just riding the rollercoaster, man. Sometimes I hold on for dear life.

#actually manic #manic episode #manic bipolar #borderline personality disorder #living with bpd #bpd life #bpd stuff #bpd things #bpd thoughts #actually bpd #bpd problems #mental illness #mood disorder

[finding-me-xx]

Today. Todays one of those days that I feel the world is trying to destroy me and all I've worked at. Today is not for me. I feel defeated.

I am far from okay.

#mental health #sad thoughts #not okay #depressing post #feeling alone #feelings #heart ache #heartbrokcnn #depressing shit #manic bipolar #big mood #bipolar mania #angry rant #im alone #so angry #im so done #im so annoyed #im so angry #anger #anger issues #angerbuilt

[confusedbitch6969]

#bpd feels #bpd #mental health #this is depressing #dank memes #too funny #dark #manic bipolar #manic monday

[uniquecollectiveobservation]

#i survived #self harrrm #bipolar1 #manic bipolar #trauma bonding #ill never be over it #ptsdlife #fake happy #intrusive thoughts

[rory-is-hiding]

i can feel it coming again.

meat and bone underneath skin. nerves push to the surface, my body becomes overgrown with electricity.

i see shifting lines on the walls, they connect my conspiracies and deities and suicidal tendencies. itd snap my tendons too, if it could.

its all buzzing with noise, and i am listening for secret messages. there are invisible bugs living on your eyes. it speaks to me like an old friend. your pain predicts the future. the past predicts me, too.

i come back for a few hours, i know its not real. i know its not real. i am not god, i am not powerful, i am not special. its a disease. this is a disease.

it will come back stronger now, now that ive angered it. something is hunting me.

#bipolar depression #bipolar mania #manic bipolar #bipolar disorder #prose poetry #poets on tumblr #bipolar art

[futureless]

i don’t know if i’m fighting demons or if i am the demon at this point

#borderline personality disorder #complex ptsd #panic disorder #adhd #bipolar disorder #obsessive compulsive disorder #severetrauma #bpd #cptsd problems #fuck society #manic bipolar #mental instability #why do i exist #adhd stuff #bipolar mania #bpd problems #diagnosed bpd #living with cptsd #manic depressive #mental health #maniac #demons #fighting demons #actually cptsd #actually adhd #actually bipolar #actually borderline #being borderline #borderline

[prenchpolar]

i've REALLY wanted a tattoo for like 8 months now but i've only just turned 18 and i'm really scared i'll regret it. just a small one to go under my s/h scars and turn them from something i really regret to something i find funny as fuck. it's a little doodle jump guy, the joke is that he's jumping on my scars - you probably won't get it unless you've played the game. but it's for me. and with the bipolar, i'm worried it'll be a manic mistake. ahh idk i just wanted to get my thoughts abt this out there.

#mental illness #mental problems #bipolar 2 #actually bipolar #bipolar disorder #actuallybipolar #bipolar ii #bipolar mania #mania #manic bipolar #this is way too long but i'm manic so #manic depressive #tattoos #tattoo ideas #doodle jump

[braindamaged007]

#mania be like #manic depression #manic bipolar #manic episode #manic depressive #mania #bipolar disorder #actually bipolar #bpd problems #bpd sucks #bpd meme #memes #lol memes #dank humor #dank memes #oof lmao #meme #dank meme #dankmemes #lol #funny meme #lol wtf #twitter memes #twitter #twitter moment #self deprecating humor #omg humor #stupid humor #dark comedy #darkhumourmemes

[cringe-is-inevitable]

my mixed episodes are so fucking stereotypical one day I'll be like

):

and the next I'll be like

:DDD !!!!11!!1!!! (:(:(:::::::::DDDDDD# (:(::: :DDDDDDD

and I do not appreciate it like bro chill tf out

#manic bipolar #bipolar mania #bipolar disorder #manic episodes #mixed episode #manic depressive #manic depression #depressive episode

[bpdcrybaby213]

God, BPD/bipolar mood swings are the worst. Plus my splitting, where I go from loving someone to hating them to loving them all in minutes. Plus all my triggers. Anything can send me into a spiral. All with up and down mood fluctuations from manic to joylessness. I wish my doctor would be able to get my moods stabilized even just a little bit but she's always looking at me baffled because we've already tried most medications. I wish I could somehow fully explain the exhaustion and how scary it can be to have up and down moods and depressive lows. It's a nightmare and I just ride the emotional waves.

#borderline personality disorder #living with bpd #bpd life #bpd thoughts #actually bpd #bpd stuff #bpd things #bpd problems #manic bipolar #bipolar disorder #actually manic #depressive episode #mood swings

[finding-me-xx]

One minute I'm fine. The next I'm in a downward spiral and you're all I can think about.

#mental health #sad thoughts #not okay #feelings #depressing post #feeling alone #heart ache #heartbrokcnn #depressing shit #bipolar mania #big mood #manic bipolar #bipolor #toxic relationship #self destruction #mood swings #not ok rn

[barcodeboyz]

If one more thing goes wrong tonight I’m either gonna have an autistic meltdown, a bipolar meltdown, or both

#bipolardisorder #bipolar depression #manic bipolar #bipolar #bipolar disorder #i’m autistic #autistic things #autistic adult #actually autistic #autism