Can’t listen to “Wildfire” by Marianas Trench without thinking about Maiko
(Also were the lyrics “From wedding bells to private hells/to fresh new starts and wish you wells/from up in lights to up in smoke/we just can't let this go” influential to shadows & steel? Why yes they wereeeee)
thinking about Juni breaking things off with Mason because he jumped on the chance to sleep with him even though he’s literally never done “casual” before in his life bc he figured he would take whatever Mason was willing to give, but he fell way too hard way too fast and Mason giving him all these little tidbits of affection but forcefully denying anything deeper between them is breaking his heart bit by bit and he can’t handle it anymore
i cant fucking deal with this man. music. what the fuck. i genuinely fucking started crying over how much music means to me and to everyone i love. spotify friend activity means so much to me because i care so much about what my friends music can tell me about them. playing my friends playlists feels like theyre singing to me. recommending a song i love to someone is like giving them a piece of my soul. why does music matter so much why do i feel so much about music. why is it so easy to feel connected by music why is it so easy to tell stories through music why is it so easy to live to music why is it so easy to feel loved by music. WHY!!!!!! what about the human experience makes us able to feel so known and entangled by little buzzy sound waves made by people we've never met and never will????????????? what the FUCK i need to lie dowwwwwwwn!!!!!!!