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psychicdamaged · 1 year
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I posted 475 times in 2022
That's 198 more posts than 2021!
123 posts created (26%)
352 posts reblogged (74%)
Blogs I reblogged the most:
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@viciousmollymaukery
@counterspelling
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@slayerscake
I tagged 474 of my posts in 2022
#cr spoilers - 136 posts
#nat one - 125 posts
#critical role - 110 posts
#cr - 105 posts
#critrole - 100 posts
#vox machina - 87 posts
#tlovm - 65 posts
#cr3 - 55 posts
#bell’s hells - 46 posts
#percy de rolo - 46 posts
Longest Tag: 126 characters
#what really bothers me about is that the danger of this didn’t occur to marisha but im a pretentious stem major so thats on me
My Top Posts in 2022:
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pov: your wife/bride just drowned in front of you and was resurrected by your friends while you were stuck to a cliff and in chains
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lines from vox machina that took me out instantly and still live rent-free in my head
"Percival. Sweet Percival."
"your sister lives, Percival"
"do not go far from me"
"Do you think this is what mother saw before she died?"
"It’s going to be all right. Pike is here, it’s going to be all right, it’s going to be all right. Gil?"
"take me instead you raven bitch"
"You are a good person and I have always seen that. Please see it, please. Oh god, my heart is breaking."
"I do not work in wood. I am not brave enough for that. There is a comfort in iron, a promise of safety, a second chance if mistakes are made. But a city is more a forest than a sword. No, it needs more tending than that. Perhaps a city is like a garden, then."
"sometimes breaking is making, even iron can start again, and there are many things that move through fire and find themselves much better for it afterward."
"I love you. If I can find you, I will. If not, stay alive."
I hear the voice of my mother in the morning. “Fuck you.”
"but if he's gone forever I won't be the same"
"I was gonna ask you what your mother’s name is." / "It was Juniper." / "I’m sorry I didn’t know that."
"Well that's just it. I'm a really good liar."
"all we found of her was her leg" / "that means she's still alive"
I think back to Percy's workshop in Greyskull Keep. And I say "I love you too."
"I have a feeling she's pulling our fate strings, anyway. ...mine's connected to yours. Where you go, I go."
"I am here because I have completed my Aramente, and I have come for my blessing." / "Yes, you have. I just wanted to hear it from your lips."
"You look like mother right now. You do."
"And I thought that was it. I had ruined it. But before dawn, she came back, she unrolled her bedding, and she went to sleep, and woke up the next morning and said "what's for breakfast, Dad?"
"Promise me you'll come back with me, no matter what." / "I promise."
Vax is watching, frozen.
"Where's Vax?"
"I thought you died. I watched you die." ... "It's a trick. It's a trick of the feywild."
He's physical. He's cold. But he's there.
"Look. Look at me. Just remember. Whatever happens, remember me. That's all that's important."
"I remember. (softer) I remember. See? It's all up here. So whatever happens, keep me there. All right?"
"She'll probably outlast you, but while you're around, keep her company for me?"
"What if there comes a day when I don't even recognize the name Vox Machina anymore?"
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laura bailey killing deliliah briarwood in defence of her love interest part 2 electric boogaloo
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your honor the little bastard has made a friend
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My #1 post of 2022
Quotes from EXU Calamity I'll Be Thinking About for the Rest of Time
"Of course I'm safe. You'd never let anything happen to me." / "I would never let anything happen to you."
"Dad. You know I won't look like this when you get home."
There are a lot of stories in Exandria of mortals who stumbled their way into Feywild and fell in love with an enchanting fairy that they met there. But there's one story of a fairy who stumbled into this world and fell in love.
And in that instant realizes you can hold all the knowledge in the world. But if it dies with you, it doesn't matter.
"I promised you I'd never forget." / "I promised you I wouldn't either."
You hear in your heart, "Darling, no."
Do I know? Do I feel it? That he's gone? / You do.
Laerryn's screams fill whatever secret hallway she's in.
"No, baby. I'll always have my eye on you." And I squeeze their hands.
"I don't know how deeply you have sacrificed to do what must be done, but I know this: There is no god that strides this world that I worship more than I worship your heart... I bear your name. I bear it on this stone. And one day, I will bring you home."
In the kiss, I'll cast Cure Wounds on you.
"It's all on you, smart girl."
And I'll just turn my back on the door and let it close. / No! No, you have to go.
"I'm sorry, my lady. I love you, but I love another more" / "My child, my heart breaks. But I would rather mine break and yours be kept whole."
"But our two cities are like a married couple. We may have our differences. But we are connected by love for eternity. We made a promise to each other, and it's one we must fulfill."
"...and remember the Architect Arcane, Laerryn, the most beautiful woman in the world."
"Yes, it's me. Just look at my eyes. Don't look at anything else. Just look at my eyes, please."
I've kept so many of my thoughts and dreams and wishes for him. I hand it to him. I set it on the ground because I don't expect him to actually take it from my hands. "This is for you. Everything you've ever wanted to know about me and your father, it's here."
"Dad, dad, wait. I'm sorry. I'm sorry." "You have nothing to be sorry about." / "I do." You see, you haven't even looked in his hands. He's holding a basket with a spell kite attached.
"I don't know why I didn't send it." / "I know why, and it's okay. It's okay. Elias, I love you from the moment I laid eyes on you. Everything that I wished for you to know about me, it's in this book. Take it with you. You'll always be five years old to me no matter how much you grow."
You know me. I would never have let my guard down like that. I took those blows.
As I go down, I make sure I don’t miss
"I know what you gave. You found a path beyond the stars. I do not know whence the gods came from, but I know that you found it in your heart. I promise you, Zerxus, I will find that place. I will find the secret of how these worlds were made, and I will come and find you and bring you home."
"Yes, brother. All will be well."
"You think we'll ever get there one day?" / "Of course we will. We're the Okiros."
When you think of the future and what people will say of this time, do you think anyone will talk about how beautiful your dream was? / No. But that's all right, because it was real for us. For those who survived, they will remember, and it will inspire them to dream of things far greater.
What are Patia's final thoughts? / Just that there are many more dreams to come.
"I've been able to become anyone I want my whole life, but I just want to be with you."
"And for whatever time we have left, I love you. I have always loved you, and I will always love you." / "I love you, too." I'll just kiss her.
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❝ It definitely, like, I’d talk about, kind of the cynicism and kind of underlying anger that I do have, that was definitely a part that kind of fuels it, because what makes me angry, when I think back to all that, it’s like you said, I know I had the resolve to deal with it, and I’m functioning so much in my life through sheer stubbornness, in a weird way, in spite, so I, I had the sheer orneriness to deal with it. I know most people don’t, though. And I think of all the young women, or just young people in general, male or female, non-gender binary, whatever. No one should experience what that was, and I know that some people, I don’t know if they would have survived that. I think about people like my little sister, who’s way more sensitive than I am. And those are the people that I start getting concerned about. ❞
Between the Sheets: Marisha Ray
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orymsbich · 2 years
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Critical role campaign 3 episode 12 "notes"
WHY DOES ROBBIE HAVE A GITAIRE
JSDGHYGG HUH
Matt: Find out more about the individuals involved if not other vendors- you alright
Marisha: M*mouth full mhim
Matt make it seeming like shadonna is dead
"Sleep is good without it you feel shit"- Talisin
DORIAN DRESSING EVERYONE
Do you want to dress us
I would..... absolutely like to
FCG TALKING ABOUT HIS EXPERIENCED BREATHING
LITTLE FEET
Fearne: What about your face ... I mean that in the nicest way
Fcg: Insight check
Imogen: A change of clothes is a good idea
Ashton: What's that
laudna; A change of clothes or a good idea
Ashton: Both actually
Dorian kissing the seamstress hand
Sam: Okay Matt.... What's in the store
Get the dress geT THE DRESS
Fearne saying that she is the owner of Fcg
FGC IN A PANT SUIT
Fcg: Pussy didn't really have a lot of opinions on anything
OMG IMOGEN SAYING THAT A CHAIR CAN'T BE TURNED INTO SOMETHING ALIVE BUT FCG WAS TURNED INTO A TURTLE
Just the whole time in the boat
Ashton caring in remembering about Lana and her little tuxedo for Pate is really cute omg
Sam : bAlls
DPB
Chetney: ???? Who's Bertrand
THEY STILL DONT KNOW A NAME
HOT GLUE IS A LEVEL 2 SPELL SLOT
come on focus group
WhATS wrOnG dANieL
Imogen and Orym are having a very somber conversation with the Loomis twins mom I think
AND THEN Robbie Travis and Marisha are all like whisper talking and laughing and it's really funny.
I'm glad I got to see Orym and Imogen and interact by themselves
Chutney: can you remind me what your associates names were??
Everyone: oh no
WHAT DID HE TAKE TWO POINTS OF
Vox Machina name drop
Sam: Are there pictures of them in the book if so are they sexy
Matt: No-
Fearne Orym and Dorian that scene from Scott Pilgrim
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I was like oh my God the dream is happening again and then I remembered what happened the last time she had that dream
FAIRY GOTH MOTHER
Saylor laudna
CHETNEY GIVING DORIAN A BOAT
Robbie: FCGS MIDDLE NAME IS CHRIST
You go to Lord estero's place
Is he breathing
NO ESTHER ROSS ALREADY HAVING STUFF FOR THEM
What about white with peaches and cream
Laudna: I just don't want to cause undue trauma
Fcg ....... Then don't look at anybody
Mariaha laughing at the door creek sound matt made
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C2E141
One last time, y’all. This campaign and these characters have meant so much to me, and this seven hour finale was definitely an emotional rollercoaster. (Yes, I shed actual tears at one point, which rarely happens to me with media. But this is a special occasion.) These liveblogs are nearly as long as the episode itself, so grab a snack! With that being said, here are my very last liveblogs for Campaign 2 of Critical Role. As always, major spoilers below, so beware. 
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- Veth taking a level in Wizard, god I am really gonna cry ten minutes into this thing...  😭
- We got our first “stay with us” to Essek, I am emo...
- I was fully not expecting to say goodbye to Frumpkin, but now I’m on the verge of tears... farewell dear fey friend (Marisha saying “that wasn’t supposed to be what broke me” me too me too)
- “You’re a good person.” “I could be.” “You are.”
- “I think you’re a good person” I never thought that I’d hear Beau say that about Essek and this genuinely might be what breaks me... she thinks he’s a good person.... redemption is possible.... maybe love is real....
- If I end up crying over wizards, look away
- Jester lifting up Fjord’s arm to snuggle beneath it made me say “awww” out loud  🥺
- VETH GOING FOR A DIP IN THE POND, I AM GENUINELY SO PROUD OF HER
- “Aahhh!! It’s me! Your wife!” I am going to miss Jester’s sending so much
- Okay that accent bit was so funny, I am going to miss all of them so much
- REAL MOLLY IS BACK REAL MOLLY IS BACK REAL MOLLY IS BACK
- Oh but he doesn’t remember them... and Yasha is trying so hard to help him remember, it’s so so sweet 
- Something about the way he said “Tealeaf’s nice” made me tear up... I was neutral on Mollymauk early campaign because I went into things knowing that he passed away, but this whole conversation with the Mighty Nein is So Much. Also “Kingsley Tealeaf” 
- “Everyone should have a brother” as someone with three of them, I vouch for this  🥺
- a) I love Marion Lavorre (and Jester ofc!) so very much and b) I can’t believe that Jester’s parent trap actually worked??
- “I do not think Exandria is ready for how you’re going to change it” got to me... and it’s also so true. jester has already changed the world just by being kind.
- Good bye Marion... I love and will miss you so much! (And many thanks to Laura and Matt for creating an agoraphic single mother who raised a wonderful child <3)
- Beau and Jester teasing Marion for having a complicated relationship with Babenon reminds me of Caleb saying he has a complicated relationship with Essek...
- LEAVE CALEB ALON E FUOIKJLKGKNL 
- THIS IS ....... SO MUCH WORSE THAN I THOUGHT IT WOULD BE.
- Caleb’s biggest trauma(s) coming back to haunt him, I am genuinely going to cry I’m not ready for this I’m not okay
- Beau saying to Jester “Thanks, cutie” I love themmmmm
- INITIATIVE AAGJASKHDKJ AAAAAHHHH
- Essek’s Gravity Sinkhole did nothing? uhhhhh Mr Stark...
- EADWULF???? HELLO?????
- Essek using his entire turn to save Caleb last battle 🤝 Caleb using his entire turn to save Essek this battle
- ASTRID???? I TRUSTED YOU??? WE ALL TRUSTED YOU????
- Another Counterspell chain sdfdghjkdl wizards !!!
- “It’s just business” is literally the Neutral Evil line, it always gives me chills when any character says it
- This hurts more after Liam confirming on Twitter that Astrid/Caleb/Eadwulf were all three a romantic item... please stop hurting Caleb, you loved him  😭
- THE FJORD VS EADWULF SWORD FIGHT IS SO CINEMATIC I LOVE IT HERE ACTUALLY
- Essek taking every opportunity to pull Caleb to safety makes me so emotional...  😭
- “You’re not the first student I’ve had to put down” I am burning with my anger for you, old man 
- THE DISPEL WORKED LET’S GO CALEB.....
- Remember when Matt said that Essek doesn’t openly show concern/emotion? And now he’s saying “I’m scared” in front of his closest friends and his worst enemies.... growth my love.....
- BEAU AND VETH LETS GO CHAOS CREW LETS MF GO BABEYYYY!!!
- FJORD COUNTERSPELLING THE DIMENSION DOOR..... and Matt having him describe it.... is this taking the place of a “HDYWTDT” *eyes emoji*
- CALEB GOING DOWN NO, THANK GOD FOR THAT DEATH WARD
- Veth’s illusion of Caleb’s parents flanking Caleb in the flames.... that got me too, Liam
- “Stay down.” yeah, okay, that was sexy
- ASTRID BEING THE ONE TO ACTIVATE THE COLLAR IS LITERALLY POETIC JUSTICE... Trent being beaten by the student who stuck with him longest I love this so much, she deserved that moment honestly
- Break Time, AKA Emma Makes Her Weekly Mug Brownie Interlude
- Sometimes I feel like “death is too good for you” is a copout, but in this case it fits so well, I want this mf’s reputation destroyed and the entire operation exposed and overthrown let’s goooo
- “I loved you both so much”.... Astrid and Eadwulf walking away.... oh, Blumendrei... I know this is not the end of your story. What’s past is prologue, loves
- The Empire Siblings are gonna burn down the whole system because it’s the system that enables individual corruption... I am so fulfilled by this, god i love them
- “I love you too” OH MY GOD I LOVE THEM SO MUCH, FJORESTER ARE THE CUTEST FOR REAL
- Jester and Essek’s friendship still means so much to me btw just in case anyone wanted a check-in
- Veth giving the flask to Kingsley!! Good for her, good for her!
- OH Blumenduo are back already! I truly thought that was going to be their last appearance of the Campaign, why is this taking me more by surprise than Trent’s appearance
- “[Caleb] notes how similar Eadwulf and Fjord are” this is Widofjord adjacent... this episode we have gotten Widomauk-adjacent, Widojest-adjacent, and Widofjord-adjacent (and Blumentrio ofc), now come through Shadowgast and we can get a full Bingo on the “Bisexual Maelstrom” card
- Speaking of relationships, I am lowkey into the Fjord/Jester/Kingsley dynamic LOL no one look at me I’m in hiding
- I’M NOT READY TO SAY GOODBYE TO VETH AND CAD 😭 It makes sense and the fact that they have their families back is beautiful but also consider this: I’m sad and I will miss them 
- The goodbyes to Caduceus..... I am going to cry aren’t I?
- “If he’s anything like his mom, you won’t see him until it’s too late” Okay that made me giggle, I love Veth and I love Luc and I love their little family
- IS ESSEK LEAVING TOO? THAT’S GONNA BE WHAT BREAKS ME ISN’T IT
- If Essek leaves and we never see him again, getting a triple whammy of goodbyes I will be so incredibly sad, I cannot do this  😭
- If anyone is interested, no I am not doing well
- I was lowkey ready to get an Essek’s feelings for Caleb confirmation tonight, I guess it makes sense that we didn’t but I hope that this is not the last time we see Essek... I want to write another emo post about him and about how much he means to me but I will refrain
- CALEB BEING A TEACHER IS THE ENDGAME I WANT FOR HIM PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE
- Wow, I really was not ready to see Caduceus and Essek go for some reason... I really wanted this Campaign to end on the image of the Mighty Nein together as all nine of them... I’m feeling so numb right now having to say goodbye  😭
- Oh, we’re in the epilogue now!
- When Fjord said “[the sea] is my favorite place to be” I genuinely felt that on a spiritual level... the ocean is home, it truly is and always will be for me as well
- “I CAST MODIFY MEMORY” FJORD LMAOOOOOOO
- Okay, that Widobrave ending is what made me shed tears for the first time this episode... not to be Personal but my biological brother graduates High School tomorrow, and for some reason this conversation just reminded me so much of me and him and now I’m emotional
- NOT THE SYPHILIS BANDITS DSYUHDFJKLSFJ;DS OKAY I NEEDED THAT LAUGH
- “I’d like to hear about your friend” Kingsley aww
- Beau giving Kingsley her first diary to help him realize who they all are is actually so perfectly fitting, I love that!
- “The other eight and I, yes” Caleb counting all nine of them again  😭
- CALEB BEING OFFERED AN ASSEMBLY SEAT WTF AAAHHH
- Oh shit, Astrid took the Assembly seat... I’m not sure how I feel about this, I feel so bad for her for having to stay in the system that abused her for so long and I would have loved to see her burn the whole thing down, but I hope that she at least has a sense of contentment with this title
- “I go where you go, baby” Beauyasha.... my darling loves....
- Beau’s dad??? But also Beau being the one with power over her father is so Good, I’m glad that she got justice on that front as well!
- This talk with Artagan... “I didn’t want you to be a god. I wanted you to be my friend.” and in the process my love you created divinity... maybe divinity is the friends we made along the way
- OH SHIT WE ARE GETTING ALL THE VANDRAN LORE TONIGHT I’M READY LET’S GO LET’S GO
- VANDRAN AND AVANTIKA WERE AN ITEM???
- Wait crack theory: Sabian was a half elf right? Could he be the son of Vandren and Avantika? Or is that too much of a stretch? 
- Vandran going with them!!! Also I feel like that moment between Fjord and Vandran was lowkey a tease to a post-campain Uk’otoa one shot and I am ready for it already 
- THIS BEAUYASHA MOMENT... “i’ve never known anyone as deeply as i know you” & “explore every bit of you in multiple ways ;)” & “your past doesn’t scare me, it only makes you beautiful” .... this is so much they are so much i love them so much
- “I will have you and then some” Beauyasha   😭
- I’m torn between “oh my god there’s still half an hour left?” and “how is there only half an hour left??”
- “You will let this Skyspear live at least?” oh my god so Yasha killed the last Skyspear then? Oof...
- YASHA GIVING ZUALA(’S GRAVE) THE BOOK OF FLOWERS, OH DEAR HEART
- And Beau’s talk to Zuala about being the luckiest woman alive and sacrifice.... 😭  
- PLANTING FLOWERS AT ZUALA’S GRAVE... “NO BETTER GRAVE MARKER” THIS IS MAKING ME SO EMOTIONAL, I KNOW I’VE SAID THIS A LOT THIS EPISODE BUT THIS TRULY IS SO BEAUTIFUL
- So... I may or may not be crying again
- Shadowgast with a steel chair??
- Caleb’s plan for saving his parents... it’s clear he has thought of this so much, oh my darling love  😭
- Caleb burning down his chance to change his past is so symbolic and something he really needed to do, it does make me emotional though
- The other book was him writing to his parents?? Oh bby boy  😭  
- While I would have loved for Caleb to open his own magic school (especially with Essek, or the Mighty Nein, or someone else as well), I am so pleased that he stays with Veth and that their friendship continues for the rest of their life because again: they mean so so much to me, and in a way they remind me of me and my biological brother (which I never realized before this episode) and yeah. They just make me Emo
- Also. Caleb being a professor was my Number One Endgame Hope for him and the fact that it came true is just so surreal in the best way possible. I’m so used to being robbed of happy endings. The fact that the Mighty Nein all got theirs makes me incredibly happy. A story does not have to be sad to be impactful. Happy stories and happy endings, especially during a time period of tumultuous real life circumstances, have just as much value and meaning and they always will. Caleb is teaching the next generation magic, and he is teaching them to be Good, and he is nurturing them, and that just means so much
- MATT CRYING IS GONNA GET TO ME
- “Let’s do it again” Please, let’s.
- Okay, everyone. I made it all seven hours in one piece with surprisingly minimal tears (though who knows, this might all sink in tomorrow.) I already wrote my thoughts earlier today about how much the Mighty Nein mean to me and how much this show and these characters have kept me holding on during quarantine and today... I’m still not ready to let them go, but I know that I can always revisit to say hello and to say thank you for changing me. Until then though... I love you all more than you could ever know. And for the last time of Campaign 2... is it Thursday yet?
Good night 💗
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kandadiff · 3 years
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Isla Paradiso 4
-- Katya -- 
Since coming to the Island a few days ago Katya left just in time to be blissfully unaware of most of the fallout that came when her and taehyung went on Jessi’s Show!terviw to announce their relationship. She got a few hints at it but PSY and Draven were insistent we get to the vacation house first. And of course there was no rule about not having your phone, you could but she didn’t want to really speak to anyone or see the hate she might have been getting from dating the most popular member of BTS. Plus, the house and two computers which she could FaceTime her family. Today one of her sisters, the second oldest just behind her, wanted to speak with her and with the fight two days ago she could go with some family time. Out of everyone in funhouse with the exception of possibly Makayla, Katya was closest to her family, which consisted of three younger sisters (Marisha [18], Annika[14] and Galina[7]) and her father Viktor, and frequently spoke to them.
Katya logged into her laptop and logged into the wifi ignoring the emails and turning off the notifications of her social media and clicked the FaceTime button before clicking Marisha’s name. It rang for a few before the face of her sisters, Marisha and Annika smiling and waving at her showed on the screen. “Hi! How is it?” Marisha asked looking around trying to see behind her sister but seeing only the wall.
“Katya! Show us the house!” Annika whined.
“It is huge, and Tae says hi” Katya smiled and Taehyung waved from the corner playing where he was painting with Makayla. Katya began telling her very curious sisters about the house and all the rooms and the inhabitants who were with her at Annika’s insistence. They spoke about the house for about half an hour, Annika pointing out all the people that walked behind or next to Katya whispering Hi’s shyly until  her father walked in to frame with little Galina and asked Marisha to take her younger sister to wash up while he spoke to Katya. They made small conversation while the girls went out the room. Tae walked over respectfully bowing to her father and greeting him politely. 
“Good afternoon T, you look well.” Viktor always called Taehyung T, after not wanting to offend her long time boyfriend for failing to pronounce his name correctly. Honestly he could pronounce it fine it was just his nerves. Taehyung returned the sentiment before resuming his painting trying to mimic Makaylas effortless brush strokes.  “❄️Yekarina, I heard you came clean about your relationship with T.” Katya nodded and her father continued with an almost worried smile.  “❄️I heard Annika speaking with Marisha about it, and I worry about you. Not a lot of people are taking it as good news as we are. Have you seen it?”
“❄️I haven’t went looking, if they cannot support me then I do not want to see it.” She admitted and he nodded.
“❄️Still Yekarina, You must face it rather then ignore it, you and him can face it together. What has he said about it?”
“❄️He wants us to release a statement and we’re trying to figure out what to say.” She shrugged “❄️I knew it would be hard but this is silly. If a man or woman I admired found happiness then I would be happy for them not angry.” Her father agreed. 
“❄️Still however,” he sighed and Katya knee by the look in his face it wasn’t great news. “❄️A small group of girls dropped this off with the guard in front of the house for you.” He went towards a cabinet to high for even Katya to reach and pulled out a box wrapped in blue and green like a present. Katya watched as her father opened it. He sighed pulling out a stuffed animal of a penguin, which was her funhouse animal. But this plushie was mangled, razors sticking out of its stomach and red paint placed in spots so it looked like blood. He pulled out a letter from the box and opened it so she could see it. Her eyes scanned over it and her eyes widened as she read the ‘fans’ angrily letter cursing her and her father finished with the letter spitting over his shoulder to avoid the bad luck promised in the letter, she did the same. Thats when Taehyung stopped painting and turned his head back. He knew spitting over your shoulder was a way to ward bad luck and while he knew a few sentences in Russian he could only make put a few words from their fast speech. None of which, when put together made sense to him. “❄️No matter if you make your statement now or in weeks, after your vacation you should come back here. In Korea, they are crazed and I do not trust them. Bring T too. You’ll be safer here.”
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“❄️ I worry about you and the girls” Katya sighed her mind filled with all terrible things that could happen to her siblings or father. “❄️If they know I live there...”
“❄️Over here the police come” he snapped his fingers “❄️do not worry about me or your sisters. We will be safe and I will speak with them, you my little fish, please be careful.”
“❄️I will.” She assured and heard Galina’s high-pitched voice calling for her father. Viktor gave a small chuckle.
“❄️I have to go” He said and she nodded. “❄️Stay safe, Yekarina, I love you.”
“❄️I love you.” she said and they both smiled at each other as she hung up the call. Curious and worried Taehyung looked at Katya and she sighed her once cheerful demeanor gone. 
“Whats wrong?” He asked turning his attention fully towards her. Makayla looked at them and put down her stuff.
“Should I leave?”
“No.” Katya shook her head as she began to tell them about what happened with the present left for her. Taehyung instantly got upset wanting to go on V-Live and yell at whoever had the gall to do that but Katya and Makayla managed to calm him down enough where he decided to ask Namjoon and Katya and Makayla could figure out a rough draft of the statement they wanted to give. 
Taehyung went upstairs to Namjoon’s room where the older boy was sitting on his bed reading a thick book. “Whats wrong?” He asked watching the younger member rummage through the box he purposely kept in Namjoon room away from prying eyes. 
“Remember when you asked me if I was sure” Taehyung asked finding the small velvet wrapped box at the bottom. He opened it revealing a stunning diamond nestled in a circle of slightly smaller diamonds. 
“Yes? and your going to do it now?” Namjoon shot up and went to close the door not wanting the secret of Tae’s engagement plans out. 
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“Not now, people went to her house where her family is staying and threatened her!” He shook his head, his face getting red with anger tears. “I was planning to do it here and “ he looked at his Hyung then at the ring “and every time I look at this I can only picture it with her, what if I’m being selfish? what if changes her mind and figures im not worth that. because I know its just begun.” Namjoon sighed and went to bookmark his book preparing to have a long talk with his younger member. 
-- Changkyun --
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I must’ve actually dozed off when I was avoiding Suga because when I woke up  my phone was on the nightstand next to wrapped coconut cookies, and a note taped just above the wall. I sat up rubbing my eyes and looked at the note figuring it was something stupid from Kitty since I had fallen asleep in her bed. Instead the note said ‘Hey sleepy head, I got you you're favorite cookies, come down when you're awake. ~ CK’ I smiled at the note, gathering the cookies and heading downstairs. 
“Look at that our little maknae!” Wonho pressed his finger into the maknae’s dimpled cheek. “I’m so happy for you.” 
“Thank you.” Changkyun smiled shyly pretending to watch Jooheon and Minhyuk play pool. He didn’t know why he was getting so shy speaking about his relationship with me to the boys. Of course after every date he spoke to them about it keeping of course, a few things to himself but now it was different and he wasn’t sure why. Maybe because it looked like things were getting more serious? He hoped so, he felt himself wanting to be fully immersed in love despite his inner demons that told him he didn’t deserve all that. But even they silence when he was around me. 
“Kyun,” Jooheon called out to the maknae “can I ask you something?” The younger boy nodded. “Do you feel... weird about her ex’s being here? some of them are still in love with her.” Jooheon didn’t mean this question as malicious in fact he wasn’t even talking about me. It was his way of asking about himself without actually coming out and saying that he was feeling that way about you.
Changkyun thought for a moment but before he could speak, Wonho spoke up. “Listen Kyun, fight for love because they don’t own her heart anymore.” Jooheon sucked in a breath and shrugged. 
“Its easy for you to say in your position” Jooheon gave a laugh that hid its true meaning.  “I mean girls go head over heels for you.”  
Minhyuk shrugs. “Girls are strange though, I mean Kay left Korea promoted with Damien but came back because of Kyun.” Changkyun smiled at his friend. 
“Exactly,” Wonho smiled hyping up his younger member and he looked at Jooheon. “When there is feelings strong enough, love will find away, regardless of past or present relationships and the other partner has to understand they can’t do anything to stop it.”
”That sounds odd coming from you” Minhyuk laughed “You're as jealous as the next man.” 
Wonho laughed and shrugged “Its a hard pill but its true, doesn’t mean the partner will like it but soon everyone moves on. Which is why I'm saying” he turned back to Changkyun “You don’t have to be intimated by anyone else here. She obviously wants you so keep reaching for love.”
Changkyun smiled and nodded “Thank you for the pep talk but I'm not really worried, I mean besides Damien, bobby and Liam no one has done or said anything.”
“And don’t listen to those assholes anyway.” I said coming into the room, each boy offering me a smile as I came in. Changkyun looked at me, feeling his breath catch in his throat and fell speechless. Even with slightly messy hair and makeup smudged from sleep he looked at me as though I was some divine secret meant to be admired and revered. He knew he felt the words ‘I love you’ ready to leave his lips but he knew it was too soon and the last time he said that to a girl, she booked it out of there faster then he knew it. So he greeted me with a smile getting up to hug me ignoring the teases of his hyungs. 
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“Thank you for my cookies, Kyunnie.” i smiled at him wrapping my arms around his neck and pulling him in for a kiss which he happily sunk into. Maybe this time he could relax himself in love again. May be he didn’t have to be afraid of his own feelings anymore. 
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Here is my episode recap and rambles for Critical Role, Campaign 2, Episode 68: “Reflections.” There were some really badass moments, really interesting moments, and of course some really emotional moments because this cast never lets me rest. Spoilers below and below the cut as well <3
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- “What do you mean Caleb killed his whole family?” “Oh, it’s a figure of speech where I’m from”
- This whole bit starting at like 17:15 is so funny agsklskdjdk Nott please 
- “I killed my family, I’ll throw you under a bridge” YASHA PLEASE DJDLMRHDJ  
- Caleb talking about his relationship with Nott and how they used to sleep curled up together but now that her husbands back he feels weird in general… the way he says “It didn’t feel foolish before, but it feels foolish now” at about 25:15 wtf just tear my heart out then Liam O’Brien, that’s fine 
- I have so many Caleb and Nott feels, all the time. Also feels about how Beau is always Caleb’s first confidant for a lot of things. Just… feels. 
- How have I been on such an emotional roller coaster already in less than 30 minutes??
- Things we know about Caduceus’ family: they are old worshippers of the Wildmother, they abandoned him in the woods on his own, he has less than nine siblings 
- “Laura’s calling” LMAO 
- Beau being charmed(?) into walking off the bridge uhhhhh Mr. Stark
- Fjord explaining his low perception check: “Someone check to see if there’s anything, I can’t because my eyes are all fucking—I’m crying right now, I’m scared” 
- Can you imagine if they hadn’t tied this rope to each other?? Yikes 
- Roll Initiative??? Hello ?????
- Fjord’s wisdom saving throw of Negative 1 I totally forgot about his wisdom of 7 ajwmdmdkd 
- Beau rolling a Natural 1 to attack Jester under the whispers influence is poetic cinema but also parallels so well with when Fjord rolled a Natural 1 to hit Caleb under Dashilla’s influence
- The dice gods do not want them to hurt their friends. The dice gods are a mood. 
- Jester was the MVP of that fight and Laura wasn’t even there, she was commanding from afar
- Fjord saying “Thank you, Wildmother” as he is healed… baby 😭❤️
- THE LAUGHING HAND???? Whomst???
- “The Yasha in the Mirror smiles back at you and tries to pull you into the mirror” UHHHHHH MR STARK 
- Also Travis and Marisha’s reactions to things are always god tier and highly relatable 
- The episode title “Reflections” makes sense now 
- “The Fjord’s face turns…” ABORT MISSION ABORT MISSION
- Fjord grappling Mirror!Fjord and slamming him into the mirror, and the mirror shattering is !!!!! Some type of energy for sure !!!
- Oh shit why can’t Jester get through???
- Travis’ high-pitched “What?? There’s nothing there???” At 3:17:20 is so funny ahskldkd 
- “I’m naming my next ulcer after you, Matt” as always, Taliesin is a mood
- That was one badass dungeon crawl though, and a great way to end it with another bleeding angel.
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