Literally how the fuck r u meant 2 cope w/ knowing that to be happy you have to remove yourself from your family and all ties to the people who were meant to love u because their “political views” mean more to them than the life of their own child like how the fuck is a child meant to cope with that,,, how the fuck did I used to cope with that I’m 18 and I just had a panic attack in the bath thinking about it. What the fuck.
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Sorry to anyone who followed me for one type of art or fandom! But uh, if you want you can reply to this abt what you want me to draw more often, and I can try do that, I will still be posting stuff that I draw because I like drawing it, but I’d like to give back to you all so
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I love it when my friends send me Jerma shit like yes PLEASE keep sending me e-clown.
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i dont wanna like spam this blog everytime a new cr comes out so uhh im making a cr sideblog ... @gayessekthelyss is th url if ppl want to follow that :3
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i do not want to be attending virtual classes. i dont want to be awakeeeeee eugh.
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Also idk I feel super weird atm and I hate talking 2 ppl so if I stop talking it’s not like personal I’m just going thru some things n I find it easier to just like live in a bubble till I know how to handle it lol
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Media teacher isn’t available 2day so I’m just sitting in bed chilling cos I don’t technically have a lesson
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Everyday I think about that scene on the BallEater w/ Essek and I feel things and I hate it. Essek fucked up yeah but I have Very Bad hyperempathy and I think I would have just given him a hug,, it hurts man just give him a little hug like a small one a tiny one just give him a hug
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Me putting songs on my Essek playlist: which of u smells of childhood neglect hmmmmm
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I log onto ao3 I see shipping fics with caduceus clay, I sigh and I close ao3
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895 words of a pre production essay done and ive only been doing this for an hour. im a god //
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“how havent you wrote a script yet? its the first thing i do” i write stories what the fuck is a script die
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those cinnamon rolls r very good breakfast food i might actually eat breakfast this week
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