#may talks

[aymayzing]

If I learn about the queen dying in any other way than by seeing the megamind post finally complete on Tumblr, I will loose my mind. Nose in my phone, refreshing Tumblr constantly, I am counting on y'all

#may talks #queen elizabeth

[maysworkshop]

Just gonna casually eat all your art. Itches my brain in a good way your art style 😩👌

omg <3 <3 thank you!! crumbs and all...

#may talks

[oh-my-may]

Managed to Finish Chapter 9 yesterday quite quickly... Didn't expect our stay in Gongaga to be so short because the region itself is SO HUGE

Had to retry Scarlet fight a couple of times but my girls pulled through for me. I'm finally starting to really dig (AND UNDERSTAND!) how Yuffie is supposed to be played. Tifa will stay Main forever tho<3

Thoughts on the story... MY CLOTI HEART. I'm not big on theorizing and stuff bc I don't know the full plot of the OG, but it seems clear we're straying further and further from the OG timeline and events. I still have difficulties trying to understand whether Sephiroth always actually appears (only for certain characters to see) or if it's only an illusion... But maybe that's what the game wants.

Anyway, at first I had difficulties exploring Gongaga bc of the jumpy mushrooms but once I got the hang of that I thoroughly enjoyed it. Ended up in some jungle ruins while on the mission to unlock Remnawave Towers... Only for Chadley to send me there later for excavation lol. Also accidently stumbled across all 3 Summon Shrines/intel without actively looking for them. That's what i call true skill 💀

I've also found that I really like playing Cait and Red. Took me a while to get the hang of Red tbh, totally didn't play him at all at the start but his weapon skills make me feel so powerful. I just always lose track of his HP 💀

Cait on the other hand is so fun. I enjoy playing him without the Moogle more tbh, he's so quick and smooth. His weapon of choice is really amusing and his skills surprisingly do a lot of damage.

I've read somewhere that even after Chapter 9 the story isn't close to done because 11 and 13 are really long. Looking forward to that, can't wait to randomly start crying over Cloti or Zack or Aerith or any of them, actually.

Will continue Gongaga exploration today after work! And then off to Cosmo Canyon I go, really excited to see what the map is gonna look like. Will keep you updated on further progress and thoughts!

#may's gaming #ff7 #ff7 rebirth #final fantasy vii #final fantasy vii rebirth #gaming #may rambles #may talks #cloti #tifa lockhart #ff7 tifa #tifa ffvii #cloud x tifa #red xiii #cait sith #yuffie kisaragi #ff7 yuffie #zack fair #sephiroth #me? gongaga

[maybe-arts]

it happened again. i ran out of steam drawing for kirbytober.

this time zelda brainrot has gripped me by the throat

one year i finish it i promise augh

#may talks #i've been sitting there staring at the katfl prompt and realizing i don't wanna draw #my hurbis won again #i could honestly do next year digitally PROBABLY but also i know i draw in digital even slower #and by now doing inktobers on paper is kind of a tradition for me #so idek

[drei-mrssvechii]

i’m taking a break...

so as you know, hockey season is over (for me) and i've actually waited a while to make this post bc i didn't want to miss my team in the playoffs, but it seems about time now.

i will take a break from tumblr now that we're on the offseason. i haven't been feeling my best around here and there's a bunch of things i wanna dedicate my time to. so i've decided to step away for a while to take some time to myself.

once again i want to thank everyone who i got to meet, my moots, followers and just everyone and that's takes time of their days to hear about my silly little life. i love y'all.

i expect to be back when the season starts back again or sooner if i feel like it. i might pop in here from time to time if any big thing happens but yeah. that's all!

ps: if we're moots and would like to keep in contact, i'd love to share my socials (snapchat, ig, etc.) just shoot me a message!!

until the next season :)

#may talks #i'm crying why am i so emotional #anyway #again #im writing this before game 4 #hopefully i won't have to post this tmrw #but that's future me problems!! #yay #>> i indeed had to post this after the canes got eliminated #but yeah

[notti-stellate]

What’s your favorite tv show

That's so difficult!!!! I'm gonna have to go with Vampire diaries (only seasons 1-6) or Supernatural!

#may talks #that's so hard #supernatural #the vampire diaries #vampire diaries #sam and dean #supernatural dean #dean winchester #stefan salvatore #damon salvatore #kai parker #sam winchester

[eddiebodywantssome]

SMALL POCKETS OF JOY – 5x02 "DESPERATE TIMES"

#911 fox #911edit #911verse #tuserksn #userdahlias #uservalentina #maysedit #firefam #the 118 #evan buckley #chimney han #eddie diaz #lou ransone #athena grant #*spoj #maysq #may talks

[syd-adamu]

hello little people in my screen it’s been a while

i haven’t been online much at all. at first i thought it was bc of exams and school but it just hasn’t been bringing me the same joy it used to. 911 also hasn’t been shooting the dopamine straight into my brain the way that it used to which might be why being online got tedious.

but my hiatus period is coming to an end. im done with college, unemployed for the time being, and have found new interests. i think it’ll be a while before i find something that fueled me the way 911 did but till then i’m happy to just exist online on a smaller scale than i did before.

i had a great time participating in the 911 fandom - i’ve created and learnt so much and met so many lovely people. these three years have been the most fulfilling fandom experience so far and i consider myself lucky to have fixated on this show when i did. 

anywho! all this is to say that i will be revamping my blog to fit my new interests. thank you for reading, and for a lovely time <3

#may talks #love u mutuals mwah

[ladymelisande]

Maybe this is me being burnt out and exhausted but one of the things I have realised these nine months of writing HGRT is that maybe I'm not built to be a fanfiction writer anymore after writing original fiction for nearly two years.

Like, even if I didn't finish my sci fi project and just got started with the fantasy ones. I feel like I had more fun writing my own characters and not having to make it up but anyone's mistakes but mine's. Sort of the same reason why I abandoned that series of stories in the SaB fandom: it's just draining to write in a fandom where the source material is a pile of badly written garbage because it feels you are doing most of the work. And in the case of HOTD, unlike its flawed source material, it doesn't even have many scenes that are even cool in context.

I think the best experience I had writing in fandom was when I was co-writing A Hundred Days to You. The fandom was amazing and not pushy or annoying. The writer of the source material is a genius that I actually respect and it wasn't only the actors holding the show on a thread.

So, even if I promised more fics after HGRT and Para Bellum. I'm starting to think that those two will be my last fics in a while and then I will just go back to original fiction and post it online.

#may talks #may shouting to the void

[aymayzing]

DAI for 36 PLN on Steam???????

#I AM SO TEMPTED #yes I know I have it on my PS4 but I prefer to play on my computer #wrestling the TV away from the fam is so annoying #also the romance scenes playing on a large screen in the middle of the living room........... #may talks

[maysworkshop]

This ain't question I just want to tell you that I love your dragons

Omg thank you!!! 😭

I'm working on more designs that I'll be posting soon(ish, hopefully), but take a sneaky-peeky doodle/sketch I was doing of a potential deity in the world the dragons are in, as a treat

#may talks #😭 #oc stuff #dragons

[oh-my-may]

Hey there

Hi, this is my reintroduction to tumblr (kinda).

I go by May on the internet, it's some weird nickname I made of my real name and goes back to my first gamer tag on minecraft...

I'm currently 22 years of age, which sometimes makes me feel incredibly old on the internet? At the same time I seem to come across many other people my age who go through very similar struggles as me lol

I curretnly work fulltime as a waitress. I'm European so I get paid a proper wage there, and the work with my coworkers is very fun and comforting. I'm not always the biggest fan of other people, but being a people pleaser and having the ability to hide my true personality behind a "nice" facade makes my job possible and bearable. (jk aside, I really like my job)

Hobbies include:

reading (I always say that, but I barely ever pick up a book. Just spent most of my early teen years absolutely ramming through a shit ton of books. I still really enjoy reading, but I barely find the time to do it. My tbr list is endless)

gaming (I'll dip my toes into anything that's not an ego-shooter, my PS5 is one of my most treasured possessions)

watching movies (last year I dragges either my sister or one of my friends to the theaters at least once a month. Doesn't mean I'm a movie critic or anything, but I really like watching movies and I might just share some takes on it on here)

anime (just a select few, the most famous ones. Life's busy when you have a fulltime job and still have other hobbies, but I'm currently on my first watchthrough of One Piece! Will definitely post about this from time to time)

listening to music (realizing I have very basic hobbies bc my parents never urged me to pursue anything specific when I was a child, but anyway: I will listen to almost a bit of anything, but Taylor Swift and Ghost were amongst my most streamed artists on Spotify last year. Do with that info what you will)

writing. I did start with writing fanfiction, first harry potter, then boybands, then kpop, then anime. Most important to me was always my original idea though. I know many people have things like this. A few years ago I thought I'd actually go with trying to publish something. Now I have revised and rethought the whole thing. I barely write, but it's still in the back of my head all the damn time. I always think about writing, but doing the actual thing rn seems impossible.

As I'm writing this I realize how pathetic I feel doing this, beacuse I have this awful feeling no one is gonna respond and I'll end up regretting this so much that I'll delete it. Thank God the internet gives me the opportunity to be anonymous.

Anyway, the previously mentioned hobbies lead to my (current) interests that I'll most likely post about, so if you're into one or more of these things as well, let's chat!

in terms of games: Currently playing through Final Fantasy 7 Rebirth and generally FF7 is probably a huge hyperfixation of mine and has been for years. I've just arrived in Gongaga on my playthrough and I'm loving all of it. The game caters to all the expectations and interests I have in games. It's just so insanely beautiful and makes me tear up every couple hours idk

on this note I'd like to mention that I dipped my toes into FF14 but since I only play on Playstaion now, all the commands are overwhelming to me. I'm definitely planning on playing FF15 and FF16

Kinda cringe but I swear I'm normal: Genshin Impact. Have been playing since early 2021, once had a pretty unhealthy relationship to this game, but I was mentally not doing well during that time. Having a fulltime job changed my perspective on the game. Now I'm a casual enjoyer bc I love the open world and characters, and I love to get into the lore, so I might post a few theories and stuff on here

On that note: Honkai Star Rail. Same company, but it took me way longer to get into the game. Really enjoying it now though, although I am struggling with a bunch of battles. Save to say, I am NOT playing the game for the meta lol

One Piece! As mentioned, I started my watch of it last year in summer just before the Netflix live action came out (work bestie talked me into it). I'm quite literally at episode 500 rn. Had to stop for a while at around Thriller Bark bc the first few episodes didn't quite do it for me. Now I try to watch a few episodes before sleep everyday :)

Other anime that I am different levels of unhinged about: Jujutsu Kaisen, Attack on Titan, Bungou Stray Dogs, Demon Slayer. The basics, I know. Just don't have the time to watch a lot while other life stuff happens, you know. OP is the main thing rn, and until I am kinda up-to-date with that, everything else will have to wait lol

In terms of book stuff I must admit I keep going back to communities and fandoms I was a part of when I was a teen lol. This largely refers to stuff like Six of Crows by Leigh Bardugho, The Raven Cycle by Maggie Stiefvater and All for the Game by Nora Sakavic

Right now though I am more interested in reading some classics and other stuff. Read Britney Spears' biography last year (within the span of one day, I wanna add), currently I'm reading a chapter of Crime and Punishment once in a blue moon. I'd like to read more stuff like that in the future, but everything at it's time ig

Other fictional universes I was once quite unhinged about: Game of Thrones and Lord of the Rings. Both communities are kinda dead atm though. I'm still in the process of reading the books (which means I last picked them up over a year ago. But believe me, I'll get there, eventually.... someday)

In terms of music as I said I listen to almost anything. Not a lot of rap and techno, though. I like stuff with lyrics I can sing along to and feel deep within my bones. I wouldn't call myself a "fan" of any particular artist, I was very unhinged about musicians as a teen and I have learned my lesson. Now I just listen to the music without caring too much about the artist themselves. I used to really like 5 Seconds of Summer as a teen, then I moved to Kpop. Now I barely keep up with either but just listen to the stuff I did back then

I think that's basically it for now? The most important parts about myself. Stuff I like to talk about, so if you like some of this too, maybe come talk to me? I wanna get to know people here after all, and I have learned this is probably the best way to start.

I don't have many conditions for friends tbh. I'm 22, so anything between like 19 and 26 or so is fine as long as the vibes are good :) I don't care about genders and all that, personally going by she/her. I'm a Taurus, in case someone wants to know. Last time i took the test I was an infp-t (still think it's pretty accurate but it's been a few years nd I heard that test isn't as accurate? idk)

Other things you should maybe know is that English is not my native language, so excuse any mistakes you might come across lol. I dropped out of university. My profile picture kinda captures my most basic features.

Anyway, feel free to hit me up, I love talking to people on the internet and I really look forward to this reinvention of my account here and actually talking about my interests and reposting stuff I like :)

If you have any questions, just ask!

Until then,

May

#about may #may rambles #may talks #may rants #anime #ff7 #ff7 rebirth #about me #about myself #making friends #my interests #one piece #aftg #jjk #jujutsu kaisen #final fantasy #final fantasy 7 #aot #attack on titan #shingeki no kyojin #genshin impact #honkai star rail #hsr #bungou stray dogs #bsd #taurus #taylor swift #the band ghost #ghost band #music

[maybe-arts]

hey kirblr. i have a project in the works. keep an eye out for the next week

#may talks #kirby fandom #kirby #the project is kirby related yes #here's a hint: the anniversary is month away #more on that Soon

[drei-mrssvechii]

and it came to an end...

so, season is over for me and i just wanna say a few things because this year has been one hell of a ride.

after missing the start of the season and officially coming back to tumblr, i started watching and enjoying games again. i had so much fun coming on here to scream about one of the things i like the most. this year’s playoffs were crazy and i’m glad i had the opportunity to experience and share with you the happiness and pain this year’s playoffs came with.

i know the ending we had wasn’t what we would’ve wished for, but nobody was even expecting us to make it this far with svech out and the rest of the players who got injured along the way. but they pushed themselves and repeatedly proved people wrong. 

this was the first canes playoffs i got to experience (kinda) and i just feel so proud of this team and what they have accomplished. this was an incredible season and even though i would have loved to get even further, this is the end.

at least for now.

a huge thank you to all the people i met along the way and got to share this amazing season with, to all the new friends i made, new followers that listen to my ramblings, you’re all really dear to me and i love you. thank you for being here.

and that’s it, we’ll come back stronger so

until next season :(

#may talks #hockey #canes lb #carolina hurricanes #i'm sad :( #and i already miss hockey #so i wrote this before game 4 #hoping i don't have to post this tmrw or else i'm fucking dying #guess future me will have to find out #anyway #im crying #>> future me had to indeed post this after game 4 lol #i’ve accepted it now but yeah #there’s still a little announcement… #n e wayz

[mayennalee]

wishing the facilitator of the 37 blank blog bots i’ve blocked in the past week a very fuck off and die

#may talks

[eddiebodywantssome]

i know, theoretically, there's no wrong way to watch a show. however. my straight best friend who has started watching 911 is watching it wrong

#may talks #'oh i like taylor and buck and it looks like buck and eddie are never getting together' #girl are we watching the same show