#maybe i AM autistic and maybe that's even okay!

[wickedcinnamonroll]

Okay fuck it I'm making my own post even tho I'm not in the like, Watcher circle or whatever I just have something to say that I'm not seeing a lot of people saying yet

I don't think we can be too mad at people on here "spreading misinformation" regarding the idea that Watcher WAS going to delete old videos since in the Goodbye YouTube video, they said

"The beta will be a transitional period where you'll still be able to access content on YouTube, but beginning May 31st, you'll need to become a member of our streaming service to access full seasons and new releases."

Like idk maybe I'm just too autistic or it was phrased incorrectly and horribly, but me and a LOT of people clearly interpreted this as meaning "You'll still be able to watch our videos on YouTube, but beginning May 31st, you'll need to become a member to watch both new AND old content." I think it's the inclusion of the phrase "full seasons" to the statement. If they only said "beginning May 31st blah blah blah to access new releases" and THAT'S IT, then sure okay that clearly means that new content is exclusive to the streaming service. But "full seasons" makes it seem like- that would include both new AND old seasons.

And if you try to be like "well that's on YOU for misunderstanding them", idk man I'm not a content creator but if I was making this big huge announcement, I would've made it CRYSTAL FUCKING CLEAR that don't worry, we're not deleting old videos!! We're just making a platform where we're gonna be posting new stuff and also the classic stuff will be there too. Like I would use very obvious wording and phrasing to say this.

Also in the Variety article that everyone is linking to prove that "see see! they're not deleting old videos omg y'all are so stupid for believing and spreading this misinformation and these lies" THE LINE DIRECTLY BEFORE IT SAYS THAT RYAN SAID THEY'D KEEP VIDEOS UP SAYS

"The company originally told Variety that Watcher would eventually remove all of its videos from YouTube, where it currently has 2.9 million subscribers."

LIKE?????? THEY ORIGINALLY SAID "Yeah we're eventually gonna delete all the old stuff" but they either realized what an insane idea that would be and/or they saw all the backlash and backpedaled like crazy.

Like listen- I am happy that they aren't deleting old videos, but I'm kinda annoyed that so many people are using the fact that not everyone read this Variety article and are y'know........believing what they originally said in their video as a way to like....idk undermine or dismiss any criticism and/or grief people have about this news.

This doesn't change the fact that a lot of fans (and from the looks of it, mostly international fans) will not be able to watch new content they enjoy. It's important for creators to be paid obviously, but I cannot blame people from being upset.

#watcher #shane madej #ryan bergara #steven lim #ghost files

[heir-of-the-chair]

You know, when they said “you never stop learning things about yourself” I don’t think they meant five consecutive years of having a new identity crisis.

#sophomore year of high school: am I queer/aroace? yes #junior year of high school: am I trans? yes #senior year: am I autistic? almost certainly yes (that’s just me having imposter syndrome it’s definitely a yes) #last year: not questioning anything just coming to terms with being physically disabled #and now my friends are saying I have hpd and I’m like hey just because I maybe (the wording is vague and I’m autistic and I hate it) fit the #diagnostic criteria doesn’t mean I HAVE IT #it’s vague and idk how much I relate to it but I relate to a decent amount of it very strongly #but like I wasn’t even neglected as a child (that sentence really says volumes abt my friend group) I have other family issues but idk how #that would be related to attention seeking like is it really just all bc I was just a really lonely child? #like I was an only child with autism and adhd and I didn’t have a friend group I felt truly secure until fifth grade after which we all went #to different middle schools and then it wasn’t until like sophomore year of high school okay maybe this is worse than I thought saying it #out loud… #I know I have anxious attachment #I know I very much have that #but like. #I’m just a theater kid it’s fi- *sounds of me being hit with a pillow by my friends* #yeah #this is kind of a vent atp #autism #neurodivergent #disability #yeh #the heir speaks

[apple-os]

ppl who like making friends solely with one-note cardboard boxes who will hang out with them when it's convenient and never open up about who they are as people and what their lives are like dni

#the salt just caught up with me and now im pissed #hi welcome to what i like to call a friendly reminder that hanging out with someone just because its convenient is kind of shitty #and a less friendly reminder that talking about yourself to connect with people is an autistic trait #and an even less friendly reminder that not telling someone if theyve done you wrong and then proceeding to blow up on them is ALSO SHITTY #ESPECIALLY. WHEN. THEY THINK. YOU'RE ON GOOD TERMS. BECAUSE YOU ACTED LIKE IT AND THEY CAN'T READ YOU. #IM REALLY FUCKING MAD #I THINK I HAVE EVERY RIGHT TO BE. #the people who actually somewhat knew me and hung out with me and were on good terms with me think the same #so like BLEH MYEH :PPPPPPPPP #like okay youre entitled to your opinions but sometimes you need to keep those to yourself #did u see me insulting u to ur face #nope i have not done even once #and thats on getting better communication skills instead of lashing out at someone for trying to fit in with your own vibes #like yeah oversharing is my deal. anybody who sees me here knows that #i bond by being open with people about who i am and what i like in the hopes that theyll do the same #if u think im just around for gaming and making silly jokes u would be wrong. #but of course nobody told me people weren't there to bond like that which in my opinion shouldnt be on me #and once again i am outcasted over something honestly kind of fucking stupid #some of the jokes i made were stupid yes but thats solely because i severely misjudged the vibes #and checks notes oh yeah nobody pulled me up for it even once. #okay so let me get this straight you barely know me and have been making assumptions about me since day one #pretty much let me believe you liked me for two whole weeks instead of asking me about things or cutting me off #and im the one who gets treated like im in the wrong? okay #this miscommunication was not my fault in the slightest and i KNOW that #if you hadve just talked to me things would be fine but theyre NOT. #if you hadve just looked at my gosh darn profile and seen im the queerest fucker around making gay and homophobic type jokes maybe you woul #have had half the mind to ask me if i could stop making those jokes!!!!!!!!! #i am not transphobic!!!!!!! I AM TRANS!! I WAS MAKING A MOCKERY OF SOME TRANSPHOBIC CULTURE I HATE!!!! #i mightve vented on main ONE TIME under the guise of a silly joke but oh my god guess what?? that was an attempt to see if anybody related. #you never liked me in the first place dont lie to yourself

[goodmorningnona]

listen okay ive been going on about this for like a week now but i just think it's a little funny that ever since i had to stop therapy there's been a MASSIVE increase in my writing. it is not only a wonderful creative hobby but also helps me get through shit and process my emotions and i dont think that's bad at all! but i am living up to the stereotype of creatives Not Being Okay and i do love that and think it's a little bit funny.

#in fact. the less okay i am the better my work gets and that is sooooo toxic cancel me #i wont fuck myself up TOO bad on purpose de #*dw #but anyway i keep being told by even like GOOD therapists that i know all the things anyway and i just verbally work out the problem w them #listening rather than them give me advice so maybe i should just continue this i might actually Be Good. ........ for now. #and YES i know it's probably a bit of a maladaptive coping mechanism but im autistic im allowed one (1) maladaptive coping mechanism as a #treat. and i dont watch tv and havent been gaming SO LET ME HAVE THIS #i must CREATE WITH MY HANDS it feels so much more relaxing to me than doomscrolling and also silences the developing workaholism by giving #me a Product #OKAY IM SHUTTING UP NOW I HAVENT TALKED MUCH TODAY IVE JUST BEEN WRITING SKFBDJDJ #'im shutting up now' i say on my Own Blog as if anyone gonna read this anyway wkfjeksjs #in my can't stop wont stop era fr #lessons of the hand and the mouth

[tokyoteddywolf]

22 isn't very much at all, I think.

#5am rambles #anyways ignore this as per usual im just thinking in a post that i'll delete soon. i just worry and writing it helps. #you ever wonder when you'll “grow up'? and then realize youre not even fully grown? #that theres still more to learn in life and that the mistakes you make are just that? mistakes? #that you are still so very very young in a world that is so very very old? #im almost 23. barely a quarter of my lifespan. im still a child in a way- my brain not fully formed. #you ever wonder how many mistakes you can make before you figure something out? #I dont know much of anything really. that's the sad part. and the adults who were supposed to help me learn... didnt. #i was failed. and now im a failure. at almost not quite 23 years old. Maybe i wont be a failure in another few years. #i still have a while to go before I die. I'm not going to waste time thinking about it. im just going to try my best. #I have time. I can learn. Grace and patience are not endless but damn if i dont try to figure things out #first step though is meds and therapy tho. we're done with the pity party. some things you just have to accept are okay #cuz my whole life i was taught that being emotional is a weakness. its pathetic and stupid to be upset or angry about anything. #any time i wanted to show i was upset or angry i was 'wrong'. i was 'selfish' and 'dramatic' #so i suppressed and pretended i was fine. that i wasnt weak and pathetic. that i was good and not an annoyance or burden. #i am not weak. i am not pathetic. i am fine i am fine i am fine you dont need to worry about the inconvenience at your door. #sometimes the shame is so much that i cant look at myself or even think i deserve help. that therapy is for people with real problems. #that i feel like ill just be told im like this for attention or dramatics. that im such a disappointment and selfish too. #ive been a “problem” my whole life to the point i dunno if i CAN be fixed. that anxiety eats me alive every day. #therapy is supposed to give you methods to cope #i dunno if it'll work though. I forget my appointments a lot. i struggle to talk sometimes. i may be autistic but its hard to get diagnosed. #emotions are so hard to figure out.

[cinnamon-grump]

New daily affirmation for myself!!

Rather than bemoaning the fact that I HAVE to be the only one “Adulting” right now and feeling like I am [unjustly] back in ✨parenting mode✨

… I want to be proud of myself for accomplishing things, and doing The Adult Stuff, against all odds.

I am doing a great job!!! I am putting in so much effort!!! And it IS being rewarded!!!

#oh hey hhh had this thought #@11:01 pm.. yee #i am proud of me #….trying to be #shut up ashwyn #that tag feels blasphemous when I’m trying to be positive but… lol #sure I still can BARELY pick up for a phonecall but… thats different #idk why but its soooo different #i think i can almost.. maybe.. pretend to be a person for this job… #but only if i can get out of the house separate from going to work…. i need to interact with PEOPLE outside of doing a job 😭 #and remake my Mask…. #(i say as if i ever had a mask to begin with… i have just been in denial abt being autistic n stuff.. i never masked well 😔) #edi: just did the math and TECHNICALLY this is a household of 8 (when counting cats)… and I am the only one even trying to be employed rn #not that i want to be.. but damn…. just me?? okay… guess I Have To.

[running-in-the-dark]

social interaction is so weird. I don't understand it.

at my birthday party yesterday, I just sort of sat there. and watched and listened. and occasionally responded to something someone said. my brother and my friend did most of the talking. it's easy for them, they just know what to say and/or they don't care how they seem to others. they just talked to everyone the whole time.

I don't know, it just feels pointless. I want to like it, I really do, but when there's more than maybe 2 or 3 people (maybe 4, depending who it is) I just feel like an animal trapped in a cage. it feels really bad. it's not fun, it's just stressful. even when I like everyone there and everything is completely fine.

and when everyone leaves I'm just so relieved. I always want to talk to people more, I miss the times when I saw my friends more often, but when I do see them I just want to leave. like, I don't know what to do about it. I did all the things my therapist told me when I was in therapy but it changed nothing. it doesn't feel like I have social anxiety (though yeah okay that too - but it's better now with meds), it's like they're speaking a different language that's sort of similar but I can't quite understand it. I really want to and I try to pretend I do but I can't and it sucks.

like, my therapist would always tell me I can do it, there's no reason to be afraid of social situations because I'm really good at them actually. but no, I was good at therapy because it was a short period of time, I knew the rules and what was expected of me, I knew the only other person there, and I just. lied all the time about everything so she wouldn't be angry with me. I was so afraid she'd think I'm just wrong that I still had to pretend I'm normal.

#I complain about this every time #but just. what do you do about it #practice never made it better. actually it made it worse because I was always exhausted from being around people so much #like when I was going to class every day and practicing everything my therapist said. didn't help. just made me even more tired #I don't know #at one point today I got so overwhelmed that I just thought right this isn't working let's just pretend to be eliot. I don't even know what #that means but I just. idk. being me doesn't work it's just not good enough #it's possible that I really am just autistic. I don't want to say that because I don't have a diagnosis but. idk I guess that's how it feels #I feel so out of place. I had to try so hard not to go get one of my dolls and brush their hair to calm myself down #but that'd be weird so I can't do that #so I just sit there and wait until it's over. and maybe occasionally look at some gifs on my phone. look it's okay my fictional people are #still in there I can still pretend I'm with them! #what the fuck is wrong with me? #personal

[jackett-slut]

ok sorry if this sounds fucking insane. i need to write something out.

#vent. sort of. #okay. why do i have absolutely no clue what i want or like. like in life. career/job/college/life etc wise. no interests beyond casual. #and amateur level interests. which is fine but i don’t think i want them to go higher and therefore aren’t careers you know. i like them #for fun. but like all my friends have interests and things they’re studying or doing that i hear it and i’m like oh my god yeah that’s them #that’s perfect. that’s so them. of course. makes perfect sense. and they have the history of hobbies and interest in the topic to back that #choice up. but me? man i have fucking nothing. i feel like i have been in survival mode forever and i literally have not had the opportunit #or ability to develop myself and my interests or even my fucking STYLE or ANYTHING!!! it seems worthless FOR ME. WHY???????? #that’s the survival mode talking. but like what am i supposed to do now. i feel like a fucking shell of a person. like the only thing that #passes through this brain is whatever my current hyperfixation is and whatever new hell/trauma/issue i’m dealing with in my life. that’s it #man i remember being a kid and having vibrancy and passion and interests. and it just left. maybe it left when my brother was born when i #was 10. maybe it left during any one of the traumautic experiences or abuse during my teenage years. #but then i wonder what my friends see. like do i have interests and likes in their eyes? i mean space has been My Thing to my friends for #years now but even my interest and love for that was a coping mechanism (escapism) and i’m not interested in the science beyond what i can #use to cope and mentally escape or use in my head as hope for escape. #MAN i feel like i’m so fucked. like i don’t know what the fuck to do. i don’t want to do anything. maybe i’m depressed? #i mean i know i do and have dealt with depression but i mean maybe that’s what this is from. #maybe i’m autistic? maybe adhd and maybe that’s why i have whims and phases that never stick? i don’t know. #maybe it’s from the dysphoria? maybe it’s like bc i can’t picture a future for myself bc of that? probably not cuz i have trans friends who #do indeed have solid interests and senses of self. #so. i don’t fucking know. #i don’t fucking know. i don’t know what to do. i feel like i’m falling behind and like i’ll never get out and i’ll never get my head into #my own real life and the present in order to figure out who i am and what i like and want. i’ve got NOTHING. HEAD. EMPTY. WHAT THE FUCK. #what the fuck. what do people do when they run up against this problem. i don’t know. #maybe this rn is just because i’m on my period. i don’t know. fuck. #maybe it’s dissociation. or like FROM my lifelong dissociation issues. hmm. #okay but THEN i’m like okay this is a really privileged problem to have like. i have a choice in what i want to do. which is nice. and i am #not even being rushed by my family. so like. then i feel even worse for feeling this way. fuck. maybe it’s fine maybe it’s all fine. #maybe this just happens sometimes and a person has no interests and it’s fine. i don’t fucking know. doesn’t seem to be that way for most #people but maybe. who knows #vent

[trafficpan-ic]

The only neutraal way I know that i like people and feel good with them is if i dont have to try to make eye contact and that Its Not the biggest thing ever were my energy is going

#did i talk to someone for 6 hours and had no problem with maken eye contact? #howwww #after it i am like wait ? is that how other people feel in a normal conversation #there was one moment that i struggled but even then i was okay bcs i knew this person respected me and wouldnt make a deal or so of it #yeah love #maybe 5 people i feel really comfortabel with for a longer time #but i think there are more people like for 1-2 hours in group that i would actually Also okay with it bcs they know and respect me so much #yeah fun good that i know and all #autistic women #autistic problems #actually autistic

[mrfoox]

Uh you ever.... Feel okay or pretty decent and then you remember your lifes circumstances and then you're at the verge of tears?

#miranda talking shit #Maybe this is too specific but hah yeah ... #I can feel okay and be like ah things are pretty good ! And then i remember how my life 'is' and im close to a breakdown #Trying nit to compare myself to others and so on but like.... Its so hard not to lmao #25 soon and no job havent finished high-school i got no partner (plus i guess a virgin lol) #And all the things i havent done or experienced which is pretty universal? Yeah mmm... Ive lost so much of my time and life to mental #Illness and i cant help but morn that. Like if i didnt have my child trauma id probably have a lot milder anxiety and depression which is #Keeping from doing most things... Id still have my autistic and add struggles but i want to imagine I'd manage to accomplish more if #My dep and anx wasn't this bad bc of my past... I hate how my mentality was wrecked before i even knew how to count to 100 #And sooo many years of my childhood just feeling bad and even suicidal (first time i mentioned wanting to die in my diary i was 10-11...) #Just struggling so many years mentally and since i was so young i couldn't make the connection why i was feeling like it? Like the first #Time i started considering why etc i was already like 16.... I didnt think it was weird to cry every single day as long as i can remember #Now at 25 i am still a crybaby but i do it weekly instead. Its just so ... Weird and sad. You dont understand how serious something was #That happened to you and how it affected you until youre almost an adult... And you start to understand that its not just all on you #Its not just your fault youre struggling so much. Youre not just being lazy and difficult ... God Just wish someone protected me when #It mattered . I know my past could have been worse i could have been treated a lot worse and abused more and still to this day it makes me #Feel iffy or bad to claim i was abused? I mean... I was? But cant help to feel my trauma and experiences is not as serious as others #Like i wasnt sexually abused for example or abused by my parents... And i know many have so i feel its not my ... Right to say anything ? #Like my brothers mentally abused me for years and physically from time to time but it could be so much worse #Idk where im going with this i need to go to my vourses instead im crying in the bathroom like stop #Negative

[snekdood]

i refuse to let insecure fucks from my home town who are so controlled by their fear of being different make me feel bad or weird existing as i am online. yeah, i did find a place i could express myself freely and people didnt reject me, im sorry you weren’t able to shame me into having 0 friends anywhere, hoping that’d make me become the basic blonde bitch you want me to be

#yeah i did embrace being a guy and there wasnt actually anything you couldve done to stop me. its my fate my good bitch #even if i did become that yall would find reasons to reject me #like honestly wtf is so weird. be real. dig deep into that. why are you so uncomfortable with me existing as i am? #what exactly is your damage? #bc right now you're trying to enforce the status quo that also hurts you on to me- which seems to be something a lot of progressive ppl do #actually to ppl they dont like #ok maybe not a lot. but a lot of ppl in my generation and online #like theres people on here who will have a rape kink and then shame you for being otherkin like....................... #okay.......... #maybe we're all just weird and its fruitless to divide our weirdness into a hierarchy #your weirdness is not somehow more pure bc idk. you are more conventional somehow #probably not autistic orsomething bc lord knows yall are ruthless towards neurodivergent ppl #like imma be uncomfortable about you and your rape kink but i dont have to engage with you about it or talk about it #i take my uncomfortable feelings and leave personally #i dont like to dwell in other ppls energy that makes me uncomfortable #maybe if you like to dwell in my energy its bc you think im cool in spite of one thing i do that makes you cringe #🤷 no clue

[boneless-mika]

I have never seen a thumbnail that manages to so effectively mock both autistic and trans people at the same time. I think maybe the worst part it's very likely this is unintentional (so I'm not hating on the creator, I just think they didn't fuly think through how this would be interpreted), I don't watch transphobic or ableist content, the reason this was recommended to me I think is that I watched a few minutes of a Sad Boyz episode where they talk about The Good Doctor

#sad boyz also used this exact image of the actor for their thumbnail and idk guys #doesn't really come off great to me #again I don't think it was their intention for it to look like they were mocking autistic people but it kind of reads like it #and that makes me uncomfortable even though the titular Sad Boyz obviously wouldn't think it's okay to mock autistic people #but once again I am abnormally sensitive so maybe all other autistic people think this is fine and good and has no negative implications #but that doesn't mean my opinion is inherently wrong #thank you for not treating me like crap over it #anyway that's probably why this video ended up in my recommendeds #bc it has a similar thumbnail and subject to that video #and I guess talking about this show is super popular rn #(I do hate it FYI) #(I think it depicts autistic people badly and like only savants have value) #(and as an austic man who is below average at everything that just really hurts) #(my friends do appreciate me even though I'm not a super genius and they don't ever demand I act more like an allistic person to deserve #to be loved) #(and the idea they should or would be justified in doing so is fucked up)

[notjanine]

Bookstore is coming over tonight bc it’s cold and rainy and a holiday weekend, so i don’t want to go out but i do want to hang out. i already told them i’m not gonna have sex with them (this time) and i want to keep my word, i want to get to know them a little better first but…. i also wanna Know.

#this mf got big dick energy and i want!! to know!!!! #idk why i believe this so strongly #maybe it’s bc they have a deep voice and a small car. i don’t think it’s bc they’re quite tall but… #(it doesn’t even matter if it’s big or not i just think it is and i want to know if i'm right) #gosh #anyway we are gonna discuss Upstream Color (!!!!!!) and i AM gonna figure out if they’re actually autistic #also i’m gonna have The Conversation with them #like i don’t want anything serious i’m not feeling exclusivity/monogamy rn i just wanna have fun w u like 1-2x/week (schedules permitting) #i think that’s reasonable but it’s also okay if that's not okay for them #i’m gonna have this convo w both of them this weekend #bc i want to be clear about wants/needs/boundaries/expectations before i sleep w either of them!! #wish me luck 🙏🏼 i realllllly hope they’re both ok w it bc i like them both and they both seem to like me a lot #and so far they’re both serving zero (0) red flags that were immediately apparent with the last two 🤞🏼 #(i.e. they have friends they have hobbies they are respectful of my time and they communicate well) #anyway. ANYWAY. i'm gonna keep my pants on tonight. i'm gonna keep MY pants on tonight........ #lizzo_boys.mp3

[mxflintoldblog]

Who THE FUCK, when a trans person is talking to them about the name they've been thinking about, says that they don't like it and then proceeds to tell them that it's not gender neutral (when it fucking is) and then starts to tell you to name yourself after the stupid fucking kpop band they've been obsessing over for 6 months? Like why the fuck would you think that's an okay thing to do.

And then you get angry because what kind of fucking interaction is that they tell you ''oh, are you upset because i told you i didn't like the name'' NO I'M UPSET BECAUSE YOU'RE NOT FUCKING LISTENING TO ME. I'M TALKING ABOUT A SERIOUS THING AND YOU MAKE FUN OF ME. and then they tell you that it's not that serious.

My sister, that's who.

#personal #trans #i'm so mad right now. this is something that's very important to me and she just... made fun of the name and of me? #like the name is Robin. which is a top tier name; it's gender neutral and it's pretty easy for italians to pronounce and understand #(yes maybe i'm partially naming myself after robing hood. so what) #like i get that she's autistic (i am too) but like. how do you not see that's. like. nowhere in the world would that be considered #an appropriate response #i get that her special interest right now is this kpop band. i get it. i listen to het talk about them and i watch their stupid fucking #videos when she asks #but WHAT THE FUCK is wrong with her. like. how is the second thing you tell me ''why don t you name yourself chris'' with that stupid tone #you know the tone. like when you're asking people stupid rethorical questions #AND WHY DO YOU NEED TO TELL ME THAT YOU DON'T LIKE THE NAME. WHAT IS WRONG WITH YOU. #i'm so mad with her right now #and then to tell me that basically ''i can't take a joke'' like. it's not a fucking joke it's my name. #i'm telling you something i've been thinking about for months and you don't even... like you don't even acknowledge it basically before #starting with stupid fucking stray k*ds #i'm sorry i'm just really mad okay

[dragonji]

finished emotional support midtier trashy cnovel that ive been relying on to give me any sense of progress in my days how am going to continue on now :/

#j.txt #it was like. Fine. i wld say i was disappointed and i am actually but more in myself for believing it wld be what i hoped it wld</3 #the world was interesting and there was some clever timeline stuff even if i disliked it for how i felt it cheapened other plots #the romance was mostly fine and the supporting cast was alright there were a couple who had pretty satisfying stories #but for a book that positioned itself off of playing with gender and love outside of gender quite a Lot of transphobia and misogyny😐 #and the s*x scenes were cringe at best but mostly just stupid pandering. not a fan of the default terming of a very troubled kid- #who eventually becomes a tragic villian type character as autistic either that was pretty scuffed. esp when protag had many of the same #behaviours and is called a 'little idiot/dumb/etc' several times. and when he finally admits this bothers him it doesnt matter anymore bc #hes 'fixed' like. okay but it sure does bother Me lol. #wow i just made myself more angry over this novel than i was the entire time reading it maybe it was actually pretty bad #anyways. can only go onward and upward in my search for a new emotional support epub ig

[ech0light]

continuous social events are all fun and games until BOOM. sensory overload

#i might be autistic. just a bit #maybe adhd #or even both at this rate i wouldn’t be surprised #mum had a christmas party with her friends yesterday and i still haven’t had time to wind down from that #and now i’ve been taken out somewhere :/ #although hopefully i only have to be here another hour #i am gonna be meeting with friends later today BUT that should be okay since i actually wanna go lol #also i’ll have time to chill out first so that should be good