#maybe ill get hate anons or something in my inbox on main for this. maybe i wont. but either way i really dont care

[hells-ringleader]

💀RULES OF HELL 💀

✨️this blog is 18+ only cuz this fandom here is for adults only

🍎 NO godmodding! Respect each other's characters!

🌟I don't like mpreg, pedo shit, or anything proship so like gross illegal crap. Those would be my no nos

😇 respect my hcs as well NO MATTER WHAT

🎩don't be rude! Haters in my inbox are not welcome. If you are here to cause trouble. Leave now.

🐍do not dm mun UNLESS WE ARE GOOD GOOD MUTUALS I will not respond to random dms

🎉can't believe I must say this but, COMMUNICATION IS KEY. TELL ME IF A RP ISNT WORKING OUT BEFORE YOU JUST DROP IT. TELL ME IF YOU HATE ME AND I WONT FOLLOW OR INTERACT W YOU. SAME GOES FOR IF YOU DONT PLAN ON REPLYING TO ANYTHING I SEND YOU. TELL ME. I WILL STOP. I WILL GET IT AND NOT GET MY HOPES UP FOR NOTHING. DONT BE A JERK. TALK.

🎻please do me a favor and if you drop a rp let me know ahead of time. It hurts to just see people abandon rps I'm in with them. It makes me feel as if they hate me. It hurts. Please tell me in dms why you are doing it and do not just drop them without warning. I like to know what I did wrong so I can fix it for future threads. Always wanting to improve my skills as a rper.

🦆respect lgbtq here cuz mun is bi and ace and genderfluid any people against it leave now.

🎪I rp from these blogs out of enjoyment and as a extra hobby, I do have times when I'm not online cuz I do got a life so. I'm sorry if it's takes long to reply sometimes! I do my best! All I ask is you be patient with me! I do this for fun . Not as a career. I do not get paid.

👑also its sometimes hard to tell who's willing to reply back if I send something and who will just ignore me. Which. It happens a lot and. Upsets me. A lot . Makes me feel like shit. Don't make me feel that way maybe interact more w me and I'll be like oh this person likes my muse ill interact more..I'm just cautious..yknow?

🔥also.. I try to read rules cuz I get unsure if people are even ok w my subject matter at times it gets dark and gory. It's why I prefer 18+ peeps.

🎶and no you may not follow me if you just reblog my rp memes and fanart I post. You need to interact if you follow me okay. No one likes people like that. Don't I know it.

😈if you have a issue with me simply block me I will not take any more drama in my bubble

👼 I'm ace so I may feel uncomfortable with too adult of romance rps (must I say it) so romance is ok but boundaries are important. Edit: I'm better w romance and sexual ones even. But I just may not be good at it.

⭐️I will tag triggers but you must tell me which ones

❤️I don't like pe*os, proshi*pers (the ones who are pushy about it), or people who hurt animals . Please leave if you are any of the sort .

🐑just to make it clear I dont do rps in dms . I rp in threads, asks or posts. Ask around if you do not know what that means.

🦄I follow back from my main. You do not have to follow my main back but I would like it if you followed this blog at least back

🦚please read about my character on wiki if you wish to know them. I will not be going into detail about every one but I will post headcanons sometimes

🌹 Rp meme tag: rp memes: hellish memes (look this tag up to see my list of rp memes and use one! You can even use anon! Send one in go for it! Also these rp memes NEVER expire just make sure to specify what meme you were using)

🍷events will be tagged accordingly as well

❤️oh and I'm a multishipper so I will ship lilith and ocs even canon characters. Its possible. I'm doing it.

🎡most rps won't be canon to the blog. Those that are will be tagged accordingly. Events that are canon are usually interactions w other blogs, magic anons, and any comments I make to other canon characters. Non story tag will be #non story: another story written.

-mun Steph 🎠

Events: coming soon

Like for a starter:

#ooc: out of stars #rules: rules of the rabbits

[f1rst-man]

🤘Rules of Heaven🤘

😇please read about my character on wiki if you wish to know them. I will not be going into detail about every one but I will post headcanons sometimes

💛oh and I'm a multishipper but mostly ship guitarduck and guitarspear so deal with it

🐤I follow back from my main. You do not have to follow my main back but I would like it if you followed this blog at least back

🧊just to make it clear I dont do rps in dms . I rp in threads, asks or posts. Ask around if you do not know what that means.

🔥Rp meme tag: coming soon (look this tag up to see my list of rp memes and use one! You can even use anon! Send one in go for it! Also these rp memes NEVER expire just make sure to specify what meme you were using)

✨️I don't like pe*os, proshi*pers (the ones who are pushy about it), or people who hurt animals . Please leave if you are any of the sort .

👑I don't like mpreg, pedo shit, or anything proship so like gross illegal crap. Those would be my no nos

☀ and no you may not follow me if you just reblog my rp memes and fanart I post. You need to interact if you follow me okay. No one likes people like that. Don't I know it.

🕶also.. I try to read rules cuz I get unsure if people are even ok w my subject matter at times it gets dark and gory. It's why I prefer 18+ peeps.

🎸I will tag triggers but you must tell me which ones

🎶 I'm ace so I may feel uncomfortable with too adult of romance rps (must I say it) so romance is ok but boundaries are important. Edit: I'm better w romance and sexual ones even. But I just may not be good at it.

⭐️don't be rude! Haters in my inbox are not welcome. If you are here to cause trouble. Leave now.

🍖if you have a issue with me simply block me I will not take any more drama in my bubble

🥤please do me a favor and if you drop a rp let me know ahead of time. It hurts to just see people abandon rps I'm in with them. It makes me feel as if they hate me. It hurts. Please tell me in dms why you are doing it and do not just drop them without warning. I like to know what I did wrong so I can fix it for future threads. Always wanting to improve my skills as a rper.

🦬respect lgbtq here cuz mun is bi and ace and genderfluid any people against it leave now.

🪶do not dm mun UNLESS WE ARE GOOD GOOD MUTUALS I will not respond to random dms

👼I rp from these blogs out of enjoyment and as a extra hobby, I do have times when I'm not online cuz I do got a life so. I'm sorry if it's takes long to reply sometimes! I do my best! All I ask is you be patient with me! I do this for fun . Not as a career. I do not get paid.

💀also its sometimes hard to tell who's willing to reply back if I send something and who will just ignore me. Which. It happens a lot and. Upsets me. A lot . Makes me feel like shit. Don't make me feel that way maybe interact more w me and I'll be like oh this person likes my muse ill interact more..I'm just cautious..yknow?

💫NO godmodding! Respect each other's characters!

🙏can't believe I must say this but, COMMUNICATION IS KEY. TELL ME IF A RP ISNT WORKING OUT BEFORE YOU JUST DROP IT. TELL ME IF YOU HATE ME AND I WONT FOLLOW OR INTERACT W YOU. SAME GOES FOR IF YOU DONT PLAN ON REPLYING TO ANYTHING I SEND YOU. TELL ME. I WILL STOP. I WILL GET IT AND NOT GET MY HOPES UP FOR NOTHING. DONT BE A JERK. TALK.

🍎this blog is 18+ only cuz this fandom here is for adults only

☁️respect my hcs as well NO MATTER WHAT

#rules: heavenly commands

[crymeariveronceagain]

Hi it’s the person who was venting about having way too many mental illnesses some time ago. Im sorry if it is annoying to hear from me again, you don’t have to answer or even read this. I appreciate what you have said to me…I have read and reread it countless times now. For what it is worth, I think you help people a lot as is, I would never wish a fraction of my issues upon you. I think a lot of the people you help just don’t get the chance to tell you, or choose not to for one reason or another.

(I am separating this because I noticed it got a little vent like, you can just ignore this part if you want.) Personally. I remember in one of your writings a long time ago, it was one of your keeper fanfics but I can’t remember which one exactly, you were talking about one of the main characters and you described them as being “Just 16 years old. A literal child.” or something around those lines. It had a really strong impact on me, I was 15 when I read it and I would be turning 16 soon. I’ve always hated my birthday, it always felt like a reminder that time was ticking by and I was only getting worse and worse. That every time I got older, people would care about me less and less because I was supposed to be more capable and more stable by now, right? By the time I was 10, my main birthday activity had become crying. And I don’t really understand what it was, but seeing that line brought me a lot of comfort. It felt like a hope that maybe some people could see me as someone who is still growing, or just someone who deserved patience. Even if I was (well I am, now.) 16. I don’t know, I’ve been talking a lot, I’m sorry for adding to your inbox like this.

Oh. My stars.

Whenever I look at this ask, my heart literally explodes. I don't know what else to say. I... I don't think there's words for how this ask makes me want to cry. Good tears. Hopeful tears.

I am so, so, so glad that I could mean anything to you. That my words meant something. I... I don't know how to deal with this.

Except by sending you as much love as I possibly can.

Thank you, dearest anon. I am so glad to hear from you.

This ask made my entire week. Literally. I'm sitting here reading your words again and just feeling my entire soul crack in a good way and get fused back together.

And, for the record. You're not annoying in the least. I'm so glad to hear from you. And you're still a kid. No matter if you don't feel like it. I know you're still growing. You're still changing. The older I get, the more I realize exactly how young fourteen, fifteen, and sixteen year olds are. You're young. And that's good.

But the world should stop pretending like you're grown already. The world should be more patient with kids. I hope the world is loving and patient with you.

And even when you are more grown, you're not expected to be perfect, or take care of it all yourself. Nearly all adults rely in some format on others. You're allowed to rely on others too.

But I'm so so glad that my words could carry that sort of weight for you. I'm so happy to hear that. There's a fireworks display going off in my heart, to be honest.

You deserve all the love and patience in the world. And, if my little fanfics helped communicate that, I think I can live a pretty happy life.

#thanks for the ask! #still think this is one of the best things anyone has ever said to me #period. #fanfic author #river's advice column #not fandom content in specific #gonna go weep now #;;;;;-;;;;

[leviathan-of-devildom]

🐠Rules of the Devildom: 🐍

🐡this blog is 16+ only. 18+ if we get spicy which will be rare (mun is ace)

🦈NO godmodding! Respect each other's characters!

🐙oh and I'm a multishipper so I'm not picky w ships. Just no illegal ones pls

🦀please read about my character on wiki if you wish to know them. I will not be going into detail about every one but I will post headcanons sometimes

🐟I will tag triggers but you must tell me which ones

🦞events will be tagged accordingly as well

🦐and no you may not follow me if you just reblog my rp memes and fanart I post. You need to interact if you follow me okay. No one likes people like that. Don't I know it.

🐳also.. I try to read rules cuz I get unsure if people are even ok w my subject matter at times it gets dark and gory. It's why I prefer 18+ peeps. But I'm lenient

🦭if you have a issue with me simply block me I will not take any more drama in my bubble

🐠also its sometimes hard to tell who's willing to reply back if I send something and who will just ignore me. Which. It happens a lot and. Upsets me. A lot . Makes me feel like shit. Don't make me feel that way maybe interact more w me and I'll be like oh this person likes my muse ill interact more..I'm just cautious..yknow?

🐚respect lgbtq here cuz mun is bi and ace and genderfluid any people against it leave now.

🐬I follow back from my main. You do not have to follow my main back but I would like it if you followed this blog at least back

🐋just to make it clear I dont do rps in dms . I rp in threads, asks or posts. Ask around if you do not know what that means.

🦑I rp from these blogs out of enjoyment and as a extra hobby, I do have times when I'm not online cuz I do got a life so. I'm sorry if it's takes long to reply sometimes! I do my best! All I ask is you be patient with me! I do this for fun . Not as a career. I do not get paid.

🐍can't believe I must say this but, COMMUNICATION IS KEY. TELL ME IF A RP ISNT WORKING OUT BEFORE YOU JUST DROP IT. TELL ME IF YOU HATE ME AND I WONT FOLLOW OR INTERACT W YOU. SAME GOES FOR IF YOU DONT PLAN ON REPLYING TO ANYTHING I SEND YOU. TELL ME. I WILL STOP. I WILL GET IT AND NOT GET MY HOPES UP FOR NOTHING. DONT BE A JERK. TALK.

🌊please do me a favor and if you drop a rp let me know ahead of time. It hurts to just see people abandon rps I'm in with them. It makes me feel as if they hate me. It hurts. Please tell me in dms why you are doing it and do not just drop them without warning. I like to know what I did wrong so I can fix it for future threads. Always wanting to improve my skills as a rper

💧don't be rude! Haters in my inbox are not welcome. If you are here to cause trouble. Leave now.

🐉I don't like mpreg, pedo shit, or anything proship so like gross illegal crap. Those would be my no nos

😈Rp meme tag: coming soon (look this tag up to see my list of rp memes and use one! You can even use anon! Send one in go for it! Also these rp memes NEVER expire just make sure to specify what meme you were using)😈

#rules: rules of the devildom #ooc: out of games

[cosmicstarlatte]

I was an MCU SM blog. I have murdered poor Peter and my readers countless times. My thing was imagery so it always burned lmao

I've done some otome blurbs and those have been softer. RN I'm into lots of otomes and animes soooo we shall see. I haven't gotten to see much of your stuff but your aesthetic rocks and choso pfp?? We love JJK out here but Gege hates us all 😭

I might just attempt writing n share my blurbs with my main. She encouraged all my pain lol! If I ever get consistent Ill out myself 😂 otherwise I'll be here, lurking, potentially invading your inbox with angst 👀

- Angst Anon

Ohh the small twinge of pain I felt even reading that it's got me excited your description is killer!? you're so mean anon!! I hope you do it again🔪 LMAO,, angst writers with descriptive skills are OP!!!

Oh what otomes & animes if you don't mind me asking!? And dude this choso brainrot is insane! He's my pookie wookie! 😭💕 speaking of angst, Gege is king of angst rn. If something ever happens to choso I'm gonna riot!! //// with him...idk about angst, maybe mild angst lol

AAAAAAA KAJSJFKGKGDLGKDJF POTENTIAL REVEAL ONE DAY??♡ I'll hold onto the crumbs of hope!! 😆💕 until then, definitely feel free to lurk & cause me pain! 😌

edit: btw is it angst anon or angsty anon? I just wanna make sure I'm tagging properly to keep track of our convos!♡ ^^

#who looks forward to crying & being in PAIN over angst fics!! meeeee!!! 🙋‍♀️🙋‍♀️🙋‍♀️ #✩ — the star: angsty anon!

[goth-bunny]

I hate to say this, but I no longer feel at home or safe using Tumblr.

Within the past 3 years, it's caused me a lot of anxiety and caught the unwanted attention of bigots, even to the point that I constantly had asks flood my inbox and my personal posts reblogged and mocked.

In 2018, I was targeted by T_RFs, in 2019 I was dogpiled by wh_te supremacists, and in 2020 I was stalked, harassed, sent death threats/suicide baits, and nearly doxxed by a transphobic anon who couldn't take accountability for a simple mistake, to the point that they had to target my main Twitter account.

All these events have made me more anxious and apprehensive when it comes to socializing with others on this website and the lonliness is overbearing.

I've been on this website for 10 years (this blog for almost 7) and I've learned so much about myself and other people through this platform. I've made long-term friends and acquaintances. It's safe to say this has been my home and safe space when it comes to sharing content and being out and accepting about my own identity as a nonbinary bisexual on the spectrum, but in recent years...I feel like I can't even vent about small things on here without anons coming into my Inbox and tell me that I complain too much on my own blog.

I don't want to be on Twitter all the time because of its notorious userbase. Facebook isn't exactly the best place for it and I've also had some negative experiences there last year, what with some self-absorbed member of our pagan group insulting me when I told them I was trapped in a family that doesn't always seem to understand me, and an artist around my age who was exposed for defending child abuse materials and harassing minors.

I feel sad coming to think of having to leave this website since it helped me form my own thoughts and grow into my own person instead of having to rely on my own parents and their weekly Sunday church visits all the time.

Even though I started off ignorant and naive when I joined, I laughed at the nonsensical humor posts, I listened to personal anecdotes, I learned more about the world around me and beyond, all without having to leave my country.

I soon learned that the relationship I got into when I was 18 wasn't exactly how I pictured it, and I never had the chance to explore my identity fully until I was 21 and I had to break up with my ex for being stubborn and lacking compassion for marginalized sectors at the time, as well as being transphobic when I came out nonbinary.

I've learned that a lot of the tics and habits I had is commonly found in others on the autism spectrum and it gave me a new understanding of why I act and think the way I do.

I know I haven't exactly been the kindest last year, and I haven't been as open as I hoped. My poor mental and emotional health impaired my judgment and critical thinking, costing me a long-term friendship and the trust of some others. However, I did repay the people who commissioned me when I said I couldn't be able to do them due to my mental health. That is a reason, but not an excuse for how I acted. know I've done something wrong and I would like to apologize. I know it may seem like I haven't changed much, but it's hard to be open and honest when your words and actions can be twisted online and that ill-willed folks might be watching my every move.

What's next for me?

Well...I'm not sure.

I'm currently thinking that I might take an indefinite break from this website, even if it breaks my heart. Or start anew on a new blog and live quietly, even if it means giving my comfort space.

If you reached the end of this post, thank you for taking the time to read it. I know I don't seem like it, but I appreciate the mutuals and followers I have, even if I don't know you very well. You make my life less lonesome and I hope you have wonderful days ahead of you.

And I'm sorry if I've ever been petty or unbearable at times. Even if it was about little things like preferences, maybe I shouldn't have been too much of an ass and actually just said what I meant. I'm still learning how to accept my shortcomings and bad mental health days without having to resort to memes. Wisecracking can only get you so far and some things are not worth poking fun at, especially if they're treading on more sensitive issues.

P.S. I don't think I will be turning on anons for a long time. If you want to say something to me, whether good or bad, please be open and honest with me. I appreciate it.

#Jun speaks.doc #long post /

[seijch]

ANNOUNCEMENT: NOT A HELLO, BUT NOT A GOODBYE EITHER

omg hi ... im like . ashamed to come back after saying brief hiatus in october and then disappearing off the face of the earth til FEBRUARY but under the cut i will be explaining myself and the following, if youre interested (and a tl;dr at the very bottom if you don’t wanna scroll thru this obnoxiously long post):

the reason(s) i was gone for so long

what i was doing during that time (its just a personal account yall can scroll past this idrc)

the status of those um . halloween requests

the future of this account

i. so . Hiatus .

i know. i know . i probably mentioned it when i made the announcement post, but my mental health likes to go on one of those rides. yknow the ones where you go like up rlly fast then down maybe and then up then DOWN .... its like that. i needed a break and every time i wanted to come back or thought about it, something would happen and i would get stuck in my own head.

a big reason for getting stuck in my head was (and i hate to admit this ... i hate to admit that i have Insecurities On The Internet) my feelings of inadequacy regarding my writing. i love to plot fics, i love concepts and characters and making little headcanons but i dont ... know if i love writing rn. and i thought for the longest time that like . whatever ill just push thru it its fine ill be fine but it kinda wasnt lmao you can kinda see it in my halloween reqs and what become of them when i get to that but i began to feel like nothing i had put out or would put out would hold up prose wise (and normally i dont feel like this im much more “idc its my life im living it” but thats not a rant for tumblr LMAO). i still feel like that -- like im better as a reader than a writer. but . You Know :-)

tl;dr: mental state go brrrrr

ii. anywhere here’s wonderwall

when i left, i was in a steadily decreasing mental and emotional state, made worse by a situation at work that really was a case of petty jealousy on my end and rlly isnt very consequential now despite how much pain and resentment it gave me when it Was a problem so i wont get into it. the tl;dr of november and december was me using work as an crutch and distraction -- i know my job, i do it well, it helped me not think about my responsibilities and obligations and inadequacies. of course, as the holiday season grew busier n busier i was scheduled so often that i moved 88 or so miles (according to my apple watch, which i ONLY wear at work since im never anywhere else outside my house) and fell into a cycle of showering n sleeping at my house before going back the next day. (theres definitely something to be said abt capitalism and “grind culture” here but once again its not the time or place snsjkdfds)

at the turn of the new year, i happened to remember a birthday card i hadnt filed away for safekeeping from a friend of mine that id been horribly out of touch with til that point. i started crying because i realized how out of touch id been in general up until that point. the month of january was great for me: i was focused, happy, and in a much better place than i had been before. the end of it brought me down focus wise and im hoping that enough time away from my distractions will refocus me bc i ... need it LMAO and though ive burned out from that level of productivity and gotten distracted again im ... trying to stay positive which i think is the most i can do 😁👍🏼

media wise, i got real into stardew valley (but burned out bc i played it extensively as a way to wind down after work), the pokemon platinum romhack renegade platinum (still havent finished it bc of school n i played it w the intent to see if i could nuzlocke it ... bitch its so hard but its so fun bc of it), briefly assassins creed: odyssey (im one of those ppl who completes an entire region before i move to the next so you can tell i burned out of that one + wouldnt have the time to properly devote to it even if i didnt), got back into genshin impact after pulling for xiao (after not touching it for like . months), and danganronpa. yes . danganronpa 😐 i Know. i stopped playing it after the second trial of the first game bc i was so hurt by the outcome and picked it up in late january only to get sucked in (thank god i had the foresight to buy the second and third games during the steam winter sale). rn im at the start of chapter 4 if anyone wants to come in my asks and um . talk to me abt danganronpa

tl;dr: I’m Into Danganronpa Now

iii. you realize halloween was three months ago right

i mentioned this in the first section, but i love to plot things. every request is plotted or at least has a solid foundation. i had fun detailing what concept i wanted to go with considering what i was given, and there were some bangers i might touch up in the future. but heres whats going to happen to the requests themselves:

there are two finished requests. one will be posted tomorrow and the other will be touched up (just bc i finished it doesnt mean its good 🧍‍♂️) and scheduled for next saturday. as for the ones i never got around to ...

i will not be finishing those requests. i hate to be That Person, but i feel like we all expected this 🧍‍♂️ what i will do is post all of my notes for each request in batches -- requests that have an @ to go with them will be mentioned in the post proper, but anon asks will be pictured. (there are some asks that came from blogs who are now deactivated but i wrote down all the prompts and remember most of those askers so ill cross that bridge when i get there) there will most likely be an excerpt or two simply bc i think i mightve written a few plot points or interactions in the form of bullet points. i rlly am sorry about doing this but i remember looking at my notion doc with all the prompts and feeling ... like i wasnt measuring up n it wasnt just to myself or to some intangible concept of “other” id constructed but it was instead to those who requested n actually WANTED to see and hear and read my writing and i ...... im gonna admit thats another big reason i avoided this site.

regardless, youll definitely get what i have (and likely more than just my bullet points and illegible handwriting).

tl;dr: im sorry. what i have in terms of plot, concept, and interaction for every request will be posted, but i cant say ill ever complete them and mean it.

iv. so what now?

well i mean . im not entirely sure how sold i am on haikyuu in the content creation department (as a creator n to a lesser extent, as a consumer). as mentioned previously, its no longer my primary focus. it doesnt mean im not into haikyuu anymore; i have a lot of love for those boys but i cant rlly say im even caught up w recent fandom activity and also havent even finished s4 pt2 LMAO thats on my to do list

and despite all that, i still want to share my plots n concepts and snippets and maybe even fics. it wont happen anytime soon. it might not even happen. but i mean . its better than me saying i wont write ever again shjdkfs but either way ill probably use this blog as a personal blog w the occasional ask game for dialogue prompts (those are always so fun i love making up aus to fit like . the most mundane prompts)

as for my works (past and any potential future), ive opened an ao3 acc here n ill be editing n possibly expanding on my old works to post there. tumblr, to me, is The x reader hub, but i figure more x reader fics on ao3 is never a bad thing.

ill be deleting/posting drafted posts to the queue since they were all meant to be queued anyway as well as (sorry again 🧍‍♂️) deleting or answering asks in the inbox. (moots if you get a notif from me saying i rbed your post from months ago ... mind your business) im very hard to get ahold of and its ... a problem. expect an overhaul of the nav n shit to reflect my new direction n also because i feel like i cant tell if my passion for carrd is shared by the majority HSDKLFS maybe its better to read my info in a normal post ykwim .......

and of course . if youve read all this n decided im no longer worth the follow, i sure as hell cant stop you. thank you for wanting to, at some point, hear what i have to say -- it means more than you think.

tl;dr: writing will be edited and reposted to ao3, this blog will be a personal blog with a hint of writing (sometimes)

the tl;dr to end all tl;drs:

im back! i wont be as active as i used to due to a lessened interest in haikyuu in general, but i have an ao3 acc now where all my past work will be edited, possibly expanded, and reposted. any future work will also find itself there. my halloween requests will be posted in batches as incomplete concepts, plots, and snippets of scenes; i wont be promising to finish any of them.

there are still fic concepts im attached to and want to finish, but i cant promise any more writing on my end. this blog will be a personal blog with maybe writing, not a writing blog with my personal thoughts all over it.

regardless if you stick around or not, its been crazy sexy cool (equal emphasis) being on haikyuu tumblr even tho i wasnt around for long ... even tho its not my main focus anymore, im still excited to see what the future might hold 🤝

love, ari 💌

#did i have an announcement tag #announcement #also regarding work hsjkdfsd the company i work for didnt give my location the opening for the full time position i wanted #my managers all agree id be promoted if we had it but we dont so i . hee . #anyway um i hope everyones doing well #some of my moots changed urls while i was away and now i have no idea who anyone is #its like when you see your familys friends and theyre like omg youre so big now! i remember when you were a baby and youre like 🧍‍♂️ #and you have to play along bc apparently they remember you hskdfsd #im not very funny in this post but i figured id rather be honest considering my lengthy absence #consider this my comeback stage

[kellyvela]

Hey I want to ask grrm point out that dragons are wmd n ww are basically represent climate change or global warming then how wmd are effective against global warming? I think in books during battle of wf Dany dragons will create destruction rather than killing we plus the soil can't be rejuvenate after washing fire on it. Wat do you think?

I’m agree with you Anon. 

At first when George was asked about the meaning of “A Song of Ice and Fire”, he said things like: “I am known for titles that have several meanings” or “I like titles that work on several different levels”, but in more recent interviews he was very specific:

Why your saga is called A Song of Ice and Fire, because of the Wall and the dragons or is something more beyond that?

Oh! That’s the obvious thing but yes, there’s more. People say I was influenced by Robert Frost’s poem, and of course I was, I mean… Fire is love, fire is passion, fire is sexual ardor and all of these things. Ice is betrayal, ice is revenge, ice is… you know, that kind of cold inhumanity and all that stuff is being played out in the books.

—Adria’s News, 2012

Here is Fire and Ice by Robert Frost:

Some say the world will end in fire, Some say in ice. From what I’ve tasted of desire I hold with those who favor fire. But if it had to perish twice, I think I know enough of hate To say that for destruction ice Is also great And would suffice.

As you can see, from George’s answer and from Frost’s poem, Ice and Fire are two opposite forces, both able to destroy the world. 

George was even more specific when he confirmed that the White Wakers (Ice) & Dany and her dragons (Fire), are the Ice and Fire of the title “A Song of Ice and Fire”, he also called them threats, great and dangerous threats:  

For people who are not familiar with your work, the series takes place in an imaginary world. There is a struggle for control of the kingdom. This dynastic war is essentially one of three main plot lines. There are the other plot lines involving these sort of superhuman characters, and then there’s the exiled Targaryen daughter who seeks the return of her ancient throne. Why those three main plot lines?

Well, of course, the two outlying ones — the things going on north of the Wall, and then there is Targaryen on the other continent with her dragons — are of course the ice and fire of the title, “A Song of Ice and Fire.” The central stuff — the stuff that’s happening in the middle, in King’s Landing, the capital of the seven kingdoms — is much more based on historical events, historical fiction. It’s loosely drawn from the Wars of the Roses and some of the other conflicts around the 100 Years’ War, although, of course, with a fantasy twist. You know, one of the dynamics I started with, there was the sense of people being so consumed by their petty struggles for power within the seven kingdoms, within King’s Landing — who’s going to be king? Who’s going to be on the Small Council? Who’s going to determine the policies? — that they’re blind to the much greater and more dangerous threats that are happening far away on the periphery of their kingdoms.

And of course, you can see that all through history. It’s a common dynamic that takes place in history. You know, the Greek city-states, before the birth of Christ, you know, and fighting with each other, squabbling with each other, even as Philip of Macedon built up his armies to conquer them all. But you even see it in modern times, you know — the political struggles of France, under the Third Republic, while the Nazi threat is rising.

But the French politicians would almost rather befriend the Nazis than each other. And maybe our lessons in the modern day too. Who knows? I mean, we have things going on in our world right now like climate change, that’s, you know, ultimately a threat to the entire world. But people are using it as a political football instead of, you know … You’d think everybody would get together.

This is something that can wipe out possibly the human race. So I wanted to do an analogue not specifically to the modern-day thing but as a general thing with the structure of the book.

—Al Jazeera 2014

In the Show, the White Walkers & Dany and her dragons clashed twice: 

The first time Dany and her dragons were able to fly beyond the Wall and once there, the Night King was able to kill one of Dany’s dragons.

Ice: 1 - Fire: 0

The second time the White Walkers attacked Winterfell and Dany tried to kill the Night King with Drogon’s flames, this happened:

She failed. The Night King was the real unburnt of the story. 

Ice: 2 - Fire: 0

Did Ice won? Not really, the Starks won. As Sansa rightly states: Arya's the one that killed the Night King.

Starks: 1 -  Great & dangerous -icy- threat against humanity: 0

Did Fire won then? Not really, the Starks won again. Jon killed his aunt.

Starks: 2 -  Great & dangerous -fiery- threat against humanity: 0

In their “particular” way, D&D gave us the same story that George is writing, a story where The Starks are the Heroes.   

But what will happen in the books? It can’t be exactly the same. In the books there is no Night King. In the ASOIAF universe dragons can’t fly beyond the wall, dragons can’t cross the Wall.  More over, dragons don’t do well in the North:

Good Queen Alysanne Targaryen’s dragon Silverwing: 

The men of the Night’s Watch were as thunderstruck by the queen’s dragon as the people of White Harbor had been, though the queen herself noted that Silverwing “does not like this Wall.” 

Though it was summer and the Wall was weeping, the chill of the ice could still be felt whenever the wind blew, and every gust would make the dragon hiss and snap. “Thrice I flew Silverwing high above Castle Black, and thrice I tried to take her north beyond the Wall,” Alysanne wrote to Jaehaerys, “but every time she veered back south again and refused to go. Never before has she refused to take me where I wished to go. I laughed about it when I came down again, so the black brothers would not realize anything was amiss, but it troubled me then and it troubles me still.”

—Fire & Blood 

Prince of Dragonstone Jacaerys Velaryon’s dragon Vermax:

Autumn was well advanced when the Prince of Dragonstone came to Winterfell. The snows lay deep upon the ground, a cold wind was howling from the north, and Lord Stark was in the midst of his preparations for the coming winter, yet he gave Jacaerys a warm welcome. Snow and ice and cold made Vermax ill-tempered, it is said, so the prince did not linger long amongst the northmen, but many a curious tale came out of that short sojourn.

—Fire & Blood

Silverwing was in the North during Summer, and Vermax was in the North during Autumn, and both didn’t like it. What will happen with dragons in the North during Winter???

What do I think is going to happen? While I think that Ice and Fire are destined to clash, no matter who wins or loses that battle, when the time comes that the Starks have to fight against those two threats, the Starks will prevail against both.   

Sorry it took me so long to answer your question, I’m the worst with my inbox...

#asoiaf #game of thrones #grrm #white walkers #daenerys targaryen #a song of ice and fire #the starks are the heart

[slurmware]

please tell me your headcanons for the planet express crew !! im a relatively new follower and want to know ^^ lgbt+, neurodivergencies, anything !!!

HI ANON I AM SO SORRY THIS HAS BEEN IN MY INBOX FOR LIKE 20 YEARS HDJDKHFKG!!!!! FUCK IVE BEEN PUTTING THIS OFF

OK SO. im so glad u asked this cause i will Always be down to talk about futurama!!

fry:

fry has adhd!! and hes autistic :0 he has trouble expressing himself sometimes, like with how much he loves bender and leela. hes bi/pan!! and he has hella freckles. I like to draw him with curly hair sometimes and i hc his eyes are green! I'd also hc he has like pale eyelashes but i never draw them :( fry is touch starved (god same). hes always bouncing his leg. always gotta have some kind of distraction. I also like to draw him with ear piercings

leela:

ahh i love her so much!! leela is bi with a preference for guys. looks really good in a suit. she is BUFF YOU COWARDS!!! she canonically used to play drums which I think is super cool! maybe she plays them every once in a while nowadays, and fry likes to sit and listen. also I think the fact that she grows elbow talons is really cool? idk I know that's not a hc that's just a note lol. also she has a few ear piercings which I draw her with! she looks badass with them. I also think that her hair is naturally wavy, but she tends to straighten it.

bender: I wish his human version had actually been mexican (although with the professors machine, that might have just been the default. still WOULD HAVE BEEN NICE). i hc that he has a chip where his language can switch to spanish. also hes gayer than he thinks he is. especially when it comes to fry. honestly I think they could have kissed at least once in the series? and I think hes touch starved too, I know he gets a lot of action and w/e but i mean in a love way, not just a sex way, u know what I mean? like love touches. more platonic and romantic stuff. what im saying is that bender needs a hug

I dont have many hcs for the rest of the planex crew/main charas but ill give u what ive got!

i like to draw kif with scaly sort of freckles!! i think they look neat. also elbow talons like leela haha, and if i ever draw him from the knees up, I think he'd have spikes or talons of some sort from there too.

everyone loves zoidberg more than they care to admit, especially the professor. come on. they were at least a little gay. zoidberg was my fave before i realized how much i love fry! and he deserved better, but im glad he found the girl whose name escapes me who has no sense of smell.

hermes..... hermes is cool. i don't have many hcs about him I dont think. i love him tho. he might drink a lot of coffee

amy! amy is epic, and i hc that the professor treats her like a granddaughter. i think shes a lesbian tbh. science gay. her and leela? chefs kiss. kickass. (i also think trans girl or nonbinary kif is epic..)

and the professor. probably pan, gives no fucks, hail science and hail satan bro

fuck zapp i hate him. hes compensating greatly for something my dudes. his teeth are probably too white and i would like to kick him off a cliff <3 hes at least a little bit attracted to guys tho. that doesnt make him better but he is a little gay

BASICALLY nobody in futurama is straight and this is a fact. goodnight everyone

#asks #anon #futurama #long post #hcs #also if i got smthn canonically wrong im sorry! i have a shit ass memory u know this

[naernon]

for the ask meme (TES, obvs): 3,9, 13 (for naemon), 23!

thank you!! i wrote this all last night and i havent checked for coherency or errors so forgive me if it’s a bit scatterbrained at times (although yall should be used to incoherency coming from me ghhgfg.)

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3.) Have you ever unfollowed someone over a fandom opinion?

someone said that they didn’t like serana and i was already sitting on the decision to unfollow them for other reasons and that. that was just the Final Straw.

but i think that’s it…? im so petty + impulsive (deadly combo) at times that maybe i did unfollow over a TES opinion another time but i can’t remember hgufuhfhxdfh

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9.) Most disliked character(s)? Why?

OOF this is a hard one, ill list the ones that come to mind rn;

molag bal. needs no explanation

darren guitar or whatever his name is. im sorry to anyone who likes him but i just.. can’t. he’s so obnoxious. he was toned down in summerset, probably because different people were writing him if i had to guess but in the main and daggerfall covenant questline? awful. his goddamn womanizing jokes at every second of the day was “kim, there’s people that are dying” at its finest.literally one or two “haha ladies amirite fellow man ;)/haha ladies amirite……… lady ;)” jokes can be.. bearable albeit still annoying but there was so much more than that. or they were so obnoxiously written that it seemed to be more frequent than in actuality, either way, darren guitar? 0/10also my view of him hasnt gotten better since someone sent me a rude ask about how darren had more personality than prince naemon in-game due to me joking about how i don’t like him and then subsequently blocked me for being irritated about the rudeness of the ask + the fact that im 99% sure they were the anon that appeared in my fucking inbox defending darren guitar every single time i breathed a single word about him

i completely forgot he existed until you listed him as disliked and now i hate him even more. that fucking. bard from the bannered mare. the one that harassed carlotta until you told him to fuck off. i hate that dude. always have

abnur tharn. mildly obnoxious with some amusing lines until you find out what he did to queen ayrenn like. small dick mannimarco joke is now renounced, little man. Perish.my view on Estre is Complicated because she’s a really neat character and villain and ranks as a favorite in the latter department but from like, a moral standpoint i loathe her.also while it wasn’t like. pelidil levels of shittiness i’m not fond of how she hurt naemon– but then again……. now that i think of it, i really don’t know what’d she COULD do other than keep him in the absolute dark until he inevitably gets caught up in the Shitshow otherwise. i wouldn’t suppose naemon to be 100% willing to join in her efforts or even keep completely quiet about them if she did decide to talk to him about it or let him know; and for all we know, she could’ve planned to do so eventually in some way– but the suddenness of the AD hero’s infiltration of the veiled heritance probably ruined any semblance of a plan she could’ve had. so on second thought, even from a “naemon is a perfect being and i will protect him with my life and loathe all who hurt him” standpoint, i don’t dislike her too much. let’s just reduce estre to like.. honorable mentions on my “disliked characters” list then lmao(also “moral standpoint” as if queen ayrenn is anything close to the pinnacle of absolute morality. estre is objectively worse on that front, though, so i suppose i still stand by that)

speaking of which i really… don’t like pelidil. again, moral standpoint. and “naemon is a perfect being and i will protect him with my life and loathe all who hurt him” standpoint. otherwise, he’s a neat villain and the quest in which you cut him down was one of the more impressive quests in the game IMO, or even in the entire game series. good build-up.

this is getting too long so i’ll cut it there, that’s all the characters that come to mind rn anyways hfhgdhg

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10.) Unpopular opinion about XXX character?

hmmmmmm

i guess if you view it in such a way, liking him is kind of unpopular– while there’s still a lot of those who even if not actively talking about him as a character, have praised his character/took his side/whatever, there’s also a good amount who don’t. not really in considering him a poorly written character, but rather from a (sorry to bring this phrase up so much so far) moral standpoint.

also, considering him in a semi-unironic “he did nothing wrong” way, which i do, is kind of unpopular– and i can understand that, in some ways. i dont think him snapping at the scene of the orrery was under his 100% control nor was anything subsequent, but there’s still the fact that he still is in an “i deserve the throne, fuck off” mindset in coldharbour, which, unless he’s STILL affected by the mantle and/or the orrery, is obviously a negative change in viewpoint compared to the “i’ll swallow my bitterness and remain loyal to my sister and the dominion, she is the rightful queen and i am just her shadow” you saw prior.

granted, i’d argue that even then, you have to consider the influence that pelidil had over him prior (as some have accurately put it before– whispered poison into his ear). especially with the fact that naemon’s quite young for an elf at… 26? around that age-range. i dont think altmer’s minds work in the way that, say, hobbits do, in that they age slower and this includes their mental capability, decision-making, etc.. (they obviously don’t) BUT, compared to an elf with more experience, there’s a bit of an… imbalance there. pelidil WAS the one who served naemon instead of the other way around so you’d figure the opposite if anything, but again, naemon = impressionable and emotionally vulnerable at the time.

anyways, got off-topic; my point was that naemon, when you consider the influence that pelidil and any other secretly heritance people that interacted with him, even when you use the fact that he still seems “corrupted” in coldharbour to frame him as bad… that ain’t it. there’s also the fact that he is being tortured, at that moment. big part of it. he PROBABLY isn’t in the right state of mind, to put it simply. but then again, i mean, one could still argue a whole “cool motive, still murder” take on it, so whatever. i dont know man ghfghduhbdfg

YIKES i rambled, holy shit. sorry. but otherwise, i dont think i have too many? there’s not much in the prince naemon…. sub-fandom, at least not enough to be able to render one opinion as unpopular compared to the next

(and i. Guess that headcanoning him as trans definitely has the potential to be unpopular. but i dont really talk about it or “enforce” it much other than off-hand comments that might imply such, drawing him with top surgery scars, etc.. so it hasn’t exactly been given any room to be considered remotely unpopular. haven’t gotten anon hate, snide comments, etc.. about any of it at all so it’s cool. but i’ve brought it up because… you know how fandoms are; if there was more to the prince naemon “fandom”, theoretically, it would be and therefore kind of IS an unpopular opinion. “does your arm hurt from reaching cassius” ok look, i just felt like i needed to provide one more unpopular opinion about naemon and i couldn’t figure out any other than that. but yes. yes, hurts a little)

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23.) Unpopular character you love?

unpopular as in commonly disliked, or unpopular in… amount of people that like them? with the latter, it’s def naemon. i love him with all my heart gfigufhgdugdfh but then again who didn’t know that

with the former… hm. the thing is a lot of characters disliked in this fandom are disliked with good reason IMO– nevermind. almalexia. not to open any #diskhorse wounds but almalexia’s one of them ghdfhguhg jot that down

and i’ve heard some talk that veya is kind of unpopular, what with the recent summerset developments? yeah, fuck that, veya’s one of my favorites. this fandom (or. any fandom lets be real) has an awful tendency to praise any goddamn male character’s flaws or “negative” depth as redeemable character complexity and something that can be looked past, and yet, you see even REMOTELY the same amount if not more character depth in a female character and they’re hated. pointing this out is nothing new but it’s truly just…. something to behold.

and on that note im just going to renounce my prior statement of “a lot of characters disliked in this fandom are disliked with good reason” that’s the dumbest shit i’ve ever said. or perhaps an addendum stating that it’s only applicable to male characters is more in order? or that it’s the opposite for male characters: liked with bad reason. or… liked with over-exaggerated reason disproportionate to the actual amount of depth, complexity, and/or likeability said character actually has, paired with hatred for female characters with the same amount of complexity. “bruh don’t you obsess over prince naemon–” Yeah And What the Fuck Of It

anyways moving on sorry i got distracted hgdfgyfgh. that’s all the characters that come to mind? disregarding characters that are unpopular in an unappreciated sort of way rather than a disliked way, i really dont have a lot

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salty fandom (elder scrolls) opinions

#ask memes #time to do the other ones #asks #long post #ramblings #thanks again!!!!

[elizabethrobertajones]

Not hating, just wondering - how are we supposed to represent people with severe mental illnesses in the media if even something as innocent as the pudding scene offends people? I mean, One Flew over the Cuckoo's Nest was a masterpiece and a necessary look at what went on in asylums, but today it probably wouldn't be considered 'respectful'...? I agree sensitivity is always good, but people with mental problems sometimes act in bizarre ways, and if we can't show that, what is left?

Dude. Use discretion. It’s one terrible scene in an episode that could otherwise mostly skate by being at least media typical sensitivity towards the subject, which may not be *great* but at least it’s what you’d expect. No one’s saying the entire episode is a garbage fire that you must now disown the entire thing and never write anything about it ever again.

The pudding scene is not innocent, it’s offensive and stupid and I wish someone had sensitivity checked it better because having a character pretending to be mentally ill by exposing themselves - to a female nurse - and shouting wacky nonsense is gross and shows Dean playing into completely awful stereotypes about the mentally ill. It’s played as comedy, which is like the hugest strike against it, Dean is not currently even visibly under the influence of the wraith, which didn’t make him act gross anyway when it did get to him, and it didn’t even fit their freaking fake diagnosis to get in the door. 

You’re being deliberately fake concerned about people being offended for REAL to make those people sound ridiculous about being offended about things which are mocking their actual lives. Like oh no how can I caricature them in fiction if they don’t even like this playful scene depicting them as weird perverts?

People CAN write mental illness in the media just FINE if they research it and preferably get advice from people either with the illness or with experience of it so they can do things accurately and avoid stereotypes, and we’re great.

12x11 was commended by several people I saw on my dash, saying it accurately represented the stages of Alzheimer’s, at least to the degree of rapidly speeding it up and still allowing Dean to get all the good kills at the end. Not really a stigmatised illness in the same way people with psychosis etc get it bad in the media, especially as people often have grandparents/parents with it. But it was an episode which used a direct parallel to a mental illness as its core mechanic and it was handled well according to people with actual experience or professional knowledge about it. 

Spoilers for this season of Crazy Ex Girlfriend, but the main character has been diagnosed with Borderline Personality Disorder, and they literally say on screen it’s one of the most stigmatised mental illnesses, but they’re clearly, in the episodes I’ve watched so far, trying to give it full respect, and, I mean, literally the step of diagnosing the main character and giving this multiple episodes to explore it all… I may not be caught up and it’s only a few episodes into the season, but it looks so far like they’re being respectful and careful about it (and validating towards people with it) while still having character reactions and so on in a fairly wacky comedy, NOT at her expense. 

Like, you’re blatantly concern trolling me if you’re like how does anyone get to write anything any more because sensitivity police, so I don’t know why I’m bothering to answer at all but maybe other people will benefit anyway. Or go watch Crazy Ex Girlfriend. 

Also to this anon:

Anonymous said:How do u feel about Ganesh being played by a black man?

My blog is not suddenly the sensitivity police of the show, we’re not just going to start dumping every random shitty thing they’ve done into my inbox because I KNOW that the show sucks and I said in that first reply that I know the show does shitty things, unless you just want validation rather than trolling me for answers - I am a neurotypical white person so I’m so out of my depth here except for commenting on how we SHOULD behave towards these issues when they don’t relate to us. 

Like… You could keep sending these examples to my inbox all night and I’m not exactly qualified to talk about any of them to say, yeah, that kinda sucks, we’re all still watching the show after forgiving it for *myriad* shitty things. Pointing out all the individual examples is just going to get EXHAUSTING, and whatever this message could have been about for other bad things the show did but this is a random example of dodgy casting, from other depictions of mental illness, to PoC deaths, or misuse of religion or whatever, I’m going to look like a dick stopping the conversation here. But I don’t want to have this conversation all night and I’m out of my depth. So I am stopping here and please don’t turn my inbox into ‘what about x’ game. 

Like yes, the show is garbage, we all still watch it and like it enough to keep doing that, and are invested in our sad white guy man pain probably against some of our better judgements, so if I answer this, I get another 3 reminders of trashy things the show did, and then like 9 more etc etc. >.> If you want to rant in private about shit the show does, fair enough, you can always use the chat bubbles to say hi, remember when – but I like keeping my blog positive because blah blah against better nature that about 1000 things should have stopped me watching every few episodes since 2008, here I am and here I will be :P 

I mean. We all made it past the racist truck episode in season 1, to get here. >.> 

#Asks #I just watched 4x11 so I really love the show tonight #hahahaha #wank for ts