#maybe it's just tinnitus

[thisismypurrfectvictory]

I think about the consequences of the fake execution scene a little too much. I'm not sure if a blank that close could cause damage that isn't noticeable besides maybe hearing loss or tinnitus. And I'm sure if it was mild enough, Light would be too stubborn to tell anyone about it. The Task Force would probably assume he's in the clouds or ignoring them. I can't decide if L would catch on immediately to hearing loss or if it would take him a bit because he too is annoyed that Light isn't even arguing back half of the time.

But also the psychological trauma from it is something that would have been so interesting for O&O to dive into but ofc they didn't. It could manifest in many different ways too:

An NPA officer Light that can't even bring himself to unholster his firearm.

An NPA officer Light that struggles to make it through basic training.

The stress of Kira bringing back how he felt during the incident

Being so on edge around his father

Preferring public transport to cars and doing whatever he can to avoid cars

Hearing his father yelling/raising his voice at a fellow officer causing him to break down in the bathroom

Finding it hard to look his father in the eye

Avoiding riding in a car with Soichiro at all

And I wonder if Soichiro would notice Light struggling at all. Especially during Yotsuba because I imagine the first few months after would be the hardest:

Soichiro feeling too guilty or noticing his son acting distant so he backs off. But he doesn't know how to communicate how sorry he is so he says nothing

Maybe L doesn't really care at first when Light has nightmares or wakes up sobbing, but slowly realizes what this has done to someone he's starting to consider his friend. Maybe L pretends not to care so he doesn't feel the guilt that's welling inside him. He's not used to feeling guilt.

Light being jumpy and trying his best to not flinch when someone tries to get his attention

Just staring off into space or dissociating until someone asks if he's done on the spreadsheet yet

Trying to not let it show that he's freaking out in the ambulance on the way to Matsuda

L eventually trying to comfort Light after his nightmares but he's shit at it. But Light feels appreciative anyway

After L dies, Light doesn't have anyone to comfort him. He thinks sometimes, when he wakes up from a nightmare and turns to see Misa sleeping beside him, that she would understand because she went through the same thing, but he is too prideful and doesn't value her enough to wake her up or go to her.

Soichiro tries to not think about how Light doesn't want to be alone with him or ride in a car with him

I dunno, I just think it's something so interesting that isn't explored a lot.

#death note #lawlight #also I only really read Lawlight so maybe this has been explored a lot and I just don't see it #I have apd and tinnitus but I have no experience with hearing loss so I'm not 100% how it would affect him #but it also would be something so interesting to go into #because i can imagine avoiding conversations in fear of not really understanding what's being said #my tag

[waywardsalt]

Hi! I hope you’re doing good in life.

What do you think of a phantom hourglass remake? Tbh I don’t know how they could remake it without basically remaking it from the ground-up. It would probably play more like windwaker, which I see as a both a good and bad thing. On the one hand, if it was more like windwaker a lot more people would probably play and it would be more popular since I know the touch controls were a turn off for most people for both Spirit Tracks and Phantom hourglass. But on the other hand, remaking it to be more like windwaker would make the game lose some of it’s previous identity. Like, Phantom hourglass was so unique because of the touch controls and the puzzles you can make and solve by having two screens and touch controls. And it was so nifty and handy to be able to write notes on your map. Idk, I still would like it to be remade in general even if it ends up a basically different game, but I wouldn’t change the story or the characters, especially Linebeck. The only other change I would make is the music. Phantom hourglass had rather weak themes, mainly because they re-used the same theme for the islands and the dungeons. The only songs that were really good were the few orginal tracks made for the game, so Linebeck’s theme, Oshus’s theme, both Bellum boss battle themes and the and that music that plays when you first follow the Ghost Ship. But what would you want out of a phantom hourglass remake?

Hey, I’m doing good, and I hope you are too!

I’ve thought a bit about a possible Phantom Hourglass remake, but not too much recently. I don’t really know if I’d want one, since you’d lose a lot of what really makes it special, and you can still play it through other means. I’m personally fond of the graphics and the music- yes, even the dungeon theme has grown on me- so I don’t really want a remake too badly, especially since I fear any additions/changes they might make with story or characters in a remake. The touch controls make it, and playing it on pc recreates that feeling decently well, but I don't think it'll be just the same if you had to control it with joysticks or anything.

Not to mention, there's so much emphasis on having the two screens, too, not just for map stuff, but almost every single boss had a mechanic related to the top screen! I have no fucking clue how you'd replicate that very well on something like the switch without just fucking with the mechanics altogether.

I would kill to hear some of Phantom Hourglasses tracks be orchestrated or otherwise rearranged in a higher quality. I wouldn't want any of the more notable themes altered in any way, no adding or removing of melodies and only very very small changes to the instrumentation, but I think it'd be neat to see what could be done with dungeon themes. I think a while back I had a fleeting desire to write some short tracks for each dungeon, with some ideas like mostly using instruments heard in Bellum's themes for the dungeons while each individual one gets a leading instrument unique to and reflective of the dungeon, while the Ghost Ship maybe gets a song that's a bit of a expanded version of the fog theme, while the Temple of the Ocean King could have slightly different themes the further in you got, starting with instruments more common to Oshus's theme or the great sea theme, while the further in you got the more instruments from Bellum's theme would be heard, plus some harpsichord thrown in for the hell of it.

Leave the original dungeon theme for stuff like the minor pyramids and some larger cave areas, idk. It's grown on me.

I think the only story rearranging I'd want is mayyyyybe unfridging Tetra? You could very easily shuffle some things around with her and just not damsel her for the whole game and honestly it'd still go off perfectly without a hitch. But you'd still have to deal with the World of the Ocean King being a whole other world, so either bring her and her crew in and have them as wandering ship npcs (the better idea) or just leave them out (not a good idea) but either way it's better than what they actually did. I just don't think I'd want it to switch to Tetra being a major reoccurring character tbh, the main character dynamics in PH are good as they are.

I think I like Phantom Hourglass too much as it is to really want a remake at all. I'd rather we get something like an anime adaptation. That's what I think about more. Give me animated Phantom Hourglass with some fun takes on the dungeons and fights and some fun slice of life stuff with the group between the islands what I want is a Phantom Hourglass anime

#asks #zeldanamikaze #salty talks #loz #legend of zelda #phantom hourglass #kinda just boils down to like. i kinda want it to remain untouched with nothing added or removed if that makes sense #different themes for the dungeons would be rlly cool. harpsichord for deeper ocean king temple floors bc its where you meet linebeck #also vague foreshadowing? as an aside how many other loz songs have harpsichord in it im very curious to know #also. i say i dont mind the dungeon theme while also not really minding my tinnitus so also take that in mind maybe. brain go brrrrrr #i think adding tetra in to the main crew of ph would kinda be a bit much and also maybe not add very much. fyi i have not played ww #but i feel like it'd almost be adding another ciela cuz shed support link and be more barbed and bold with a side of less morally upstandin #so i dont really think she'd being much new to the ph crew table and i wouldnt want her there in a remake cuz they might pull the #goddess blood card and i really really like how ph has fuck all to do with hyrule or any of that nonsense #sorry this took so long btw. i dont think much abt a ph remake so i dont have a lot of notes #additions? idk add more rooms to linebecks ship. let us poke around in a few areas. maybe potion storage. give link a room #let us poke around in linebeck's room when possible. put smth fun in there. pull a wilds era and give him a journal for us to check out #what they did with tetra kills me (but not too much since i dont rlly have thoughts on tetra) bc you could just remove her entirely #and the story would still work really well anyways. holy character fridging batman #idfk. give us a silly loz dating game. make linebeck an option. thats what i wanna see

[trainingdummyrabbit]

besties im gonna be real i think the mental problems are starting to become physical ones

#piktalk #like between the random tinnitus and the Seeing Spiders maybe just maybe. maybe. something is the matter. #like i been knew but . its kinda especially apparent how much of a dangerously unstable jenga tower my body is rn #somethings gonna pop n set off th worlds shittiest rube goldberg machine with a casualty of Me(tm) #unfortunately part of that rube goldberg machine is the inability to take myself seriously so i guess ill just sit here and take it \o/ #everyday i wake up and wonder if Todays The Day. but like im not That bad all things considered its not worth making a fuss abt it <33 #idiot. god. im in hell KJSDNFKDJ

[greaserink]

I. LOVE. TINNITUS.

#love that i cant be in quiet rooms #i thought ever since i was a kid that's just what background noise of existence sounded like #maybe growing up around drag racing/muscle cars/hot rods wasn't actually maybe good for my hearing i am so not OK #at least it's better than listening to Jimmy Buffet #these are the posts y'all come crawling back for now give me a like now #if u have ongoing tinnitus i would sloppy makeout with you to heal both our souls a lil #as a sad treat

[rivalsilveryuri]

What did you do to dirty freak .....

Im sorry.... it had to be done

#VOICEMAIL #also it was just becausr i wantsd to change my pfp but i likr that gif of silver so i just slapped him over dirty freak #also also. man i wanna draw but im so nerves (cool way of saying nervous) abor it.... not rleated to the freak irs just nearly midnight . #so my brains being weird i guess. or maybe not and im ACTUALLY criminal . much akin to dirty freak #i have so many stupid pikmrn imagrs robbed from funnier tumblr users . though tbf i think every imagr of pikmrn is funny #auog tinnitus

[hood-ex]

I watched a tiktok about wrestling and immediately thought about cauliflower ears on dick 💀

Nooo Dick's chin strap will save him from cauliflower ears 😭.

#speaking of dick's chin strap #why am i just now realizing that it solves my issue that dick constantly exposes his ears to tinnitus-inducing explosions w no protection #but also solves my issue w dick wearing a cowl #like listen. i want dick's hearing to be protected--but at the same time--i like to see his hair and i don't want it stuffed in a cowl #so... chin strap it is aslkjdla #ALTHOUGH dick's renegade mask fixes both of those problems and looks cooler than the chin strap #and honestly i think i'd be okay with him wearing a nightwing version of the renegade mask #i mean Maybe. let me look at some concept art of it first and Then i'll know #anon

[oh-okay-kay]

anyone else been getting insane pseudoscience youtube ads the past few months

#kay natters #i feel like the stuff i watch is incredibly normal too #like political vids and video essays and misc stuff like games and art #but now that i think about it maybe theyre trying to target the most 'normal' #like i keep getting ads of like people saying spoons will get rid of tinnitus or 'buy this to clear your bowels' or an old lady talking #about how she lost weight #and i just now got one for cleaning toilets that had so obviously ai-made video clips #its so weird

[psyscha]

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#personal #psy rambles #im having a rough time today #got hit with a lot of self loathing #im just not who i want to be #who i can be proud of #and i wonder if ill ever like myself #ive been dealing with these feeling for over a decade #like yeah i have really bad facial dysphoria #and body dysmorphia to boot #but even beyond that i feel too messy to be deserving of love #too broken to be worth the time #anyway im gonna have a lay down and maybe feel better later #my tinnitus is also going off so my head is pounding #i think its nesting time

[running-in-the-dark]

how fun. my right ear is still/again making that annoying clicking noise, and now my left ear keeps making some sort of.. I don't know, 'swoosh' sound or something.

#plus my normal tinnitus and the fact that I don't hear that well in my left ear already. #man just let me hear things in peace. #I mean I'm really really glad that I didn't just entirely lose my hearing in one ear! that happened to my dad. and also my brother is almost #deaf in one ear. #so. I'm lucky and all #but tbh the random noises are... still not that great! it's really bad when I'm trying to sleep and it just keeps happening #guess I'll have to go to the doctor next week maybe if it doesn't stop. ugh. I was so happy that I wouldn't have to go there for six months #I'm so tired of doing hearing tests! #especially since my hearing is objectively fine apparently! #still can't understand shit most of the time so what's the point of even testing it. but anyway this sucks #personal

[quietwingsinthesky]

depowered angels who are confused as to why the sun isn’t making any noise anymore

#where is their lovely star screaming white noise. they can’t cope with this #u walk in on angel meditation and listen to what they’re relaxing to and it’s just the sound of a nascar racing engine on 20 speakers at #full volume. #theyre gonna get tinnitus someone stop them #or maybe dont angels probably enjoy that shit. #spn

[floral-hex]

oooooooo I’m so tired of tinnitus oh my god

#constant noise! #and not the cool noise! #I got that baby driver hearing problem but x5000… maybe… I dunno they never went into detail on his hearing #but anyway mine is bad and annoying and forever and ever #you think I’d be used to it by now since I’ve had it for a year or… two? now. but nope #whatever #just complaining #not serious here. sorry. this isn’t a depressing post. just annoyance #although yeah it kindaaaaa uhhhhhh is fuckin depressing when I’m sitting alone and it’s just loud air in my head #very isolating… #hey I didn’t want to get depressing here #I’m gonna go get a snack or two #I need like a really loud partner that loves to talk all the time #oh my god that would be heaven #just talk about whatever forever. minecraft or crochet or anything #because no one will talk to me anymore and when they do they’re so quiet #I have to wait for my good days to talk to people #it sucks butts in a bad way #I’m gonna beat the crap of out of that fricken baby driver twink #I wish tinnitus was cool like he made it seem! #I tried listening to a ton of music and I just got a headache after a couple hours #granted it gives me headaches in general but blasting music definitely doesn’t help #I would say protect your hearing but mine is all fucked up from bacteria or something no one knows #doctors say just live with it 🤷🏻‍♂️ #this is too much information. I’m sorry! I’m rambling! this is what I mean when I say I miss talking #you can ignore this #text

[chanyoungies]

anyways this is for vyvy n vyvy only

farewell, neverland > sugar rush ride > devil by the window > tinnitus > happy fools

#wouldnt listen to the last two . or maybe to tinnitus once every 3 years but happy fools never #BUT i personally dont dislike the feature i think it fits in well i just dont like the song as a whole #tinnitus was like . i saw someone posting abt smth w this vibe on this album n when she started i was like oh ok it was abt this #n when i saw the post i was like im gonna hate that but then it started n i was like i dont hate it actually but as it went on i #liked it less n less so in the end i was like nvm i did hate it actually #farewell neverland is my belovedstestest nd im so glad bc from the title alone i was like if i dont love this im going to cry #srr is Not one of their best title tracks for sure but i dont dislike her #shes one that i Like so shes like . the line between their titles that i love n their titles (title singular) that i hate #devil by the window is okay id listen to her sure shes not life changing tho

[mashmouths]

"tinnitus (wanna be a rock)" wants what "pas vraiment" has

#lile instrumentally. 'tinnitus''s backing track is just missong something for me and 'pas vraiment' has it bc stromae simply is that bitch #this post will make sense to maybe 2 people but it had to be said <3 #a post #txtag

[merriclo]

love it when i just randomly start hearing shit like wtf is that

#i keep on hearing the totk item collection sound #specifically for poes #which speaks volumes as to what i’ve been doing for the past. while. #but also as of late the tornado sirens #which i know are not actually real bc no one else can hear them and i’ve checked the weather stations multiple times #and i only hear abt one or two rounds of the sirens #but still. freaky #anyway i might be hallucinating or maybe my tinnitus is just. a special breed of fucked up #either way. ruh roh

[tarakau]

Ngl girlies I haven't felt this bad in agessss

#Physically. What's wrong with me. #Feeling like I'm about to have a heart attack. Migraine. Throwing up. Shaking so bad. Tinnitus. #Going to the doctor rn but for something vastly different so I guess I might ask #Maybe I'm just missing some critical fuckin mineral or vitamin again idk my body doesn't know how to extract it from food #But overal it just feels like my pills aren't working? #The dissociation is fucky too #Keep me in ur thoughts fellas I fr feel like I'm gonna kick the bucket today

[lurking-latinist]

does anyone else experience this: when I have earbuds in but not playing anything, sometimes I can hear way more high-pitched noises than normal. specifically they allow me to hear the hum of the security scanners at the Fancy Library but right now I’m just at home with earbuds in but not playing and I think I can hear my computer or maybe the wall making a high pitched noise and I’m about to turn on sounds so that I don’t do violence but I wanted to know if this is a known effect of earbuds.

#it's not like tinnitus noises #when I take the earbud out I can often hear the thing if I really concentrate #but it's like earbuds amplify it #also the washing machine just stopped and the noise also stopped so maybe the washing machine was making it vibrate?