#maybe itll be like... okay

[payasita]

sometimes monsters

#cotl #narilamb #cult of the lamb #doodles #okay ive procrastinated enough homework #ive decided i like leshy. woe #at this point im just hoping if i lean even harder into the toony style maybe itll be less obvious im not a furry

[ridragon]

You guys should read 17776. It's best to go in blind. It's about how football will look in the future.

(Warning that there is a very fast moving part specifically in the beginning in case you have photosensitivity, and the story includes gifs and videos. If you are sensitive to unreality some parts may bother you.)

#i cant really say too much because part of the experience is the confusion and slight unreality. #there was a post going around sometime in... 2015-18? maybe earlier linking people to it #i havent seen it in circulation in a very long time and this is an extremely good thing to read. #so maybe we can get this into tumblr circulation again #if you like homestuck youll probably like this? it's a multimedia story. but its a hell of a lot shorter than hs lol #ri rambles #stories #recommendations #but yeah if you are confused it's okay you'll understand. youre supposed to be like ??? in the beginning. just fyi #it's not super duper long. #maybe a few hours read? #probably less #something is terribly wrong #17776 football #17776 #im bad at guessing story length because i read really fast #it will make you feel things. i promise. #you WILL be confused. #but itll clear up

[sparring-spirals]

oooggghhh that Imogen message scene! so many small choices, all so heavy.

imogen, wanting a moment of quiet, of course, sure. imogen doing so by using her powers, easy and confident. invisibility, fly. using them for secrecy. All of that power, all of that capability, geared towards slipping out as quietly as possible, without alerting her friends. without telling them. without asking them, for help.

Imogen tells Orym; when she lands on the windowsill and he, ever perceptive, glances over. She went through the trouble to sneak out, she did not tell him until he had looked over, and even then, only the bare minimum, that she would be back.

It was not an explanation. Just a reassurance- for his benefit, not hers.

Imogen, flying up above everything. Not away, not out, not a secluded spot- above, high up, high enough until she can see the city sprawled out below her and it is finally, blissfully silent.

And she casts sending. Alone. In the blessed quiet. Asks her mom- where are you? Im in Yios. I know you said you wanted me to stay away but-

(but-)

She does this alone. She does this alone because the rejection was always a possibility, because asking for help is its own kind of vulnerability, especially when the plea could be rejected. She does this alone and in secret and high above a city that is far too loud, and so. When her mom responds, says no, says she needs to run, says its for her benefit, that she needs to stay away, because she wants so badly for her to be safe, that's all she's ever wanted.

When her mom says no, pleads her in it, Imogen is alone, in secret, above a city that hurts her to be in, carrying all kind of weight from the last few weeks alone, much less from the decades, alone. Imogen says, please, I'm worried the storm is going to sweep me away, if you don't come help.

Liliana says: If you come, it certainly will.

And Imogen says nothing.

Because at a certain point, what can you say? What good will it do?

Imogen says nothing, and she flies down, down, and asks Orym, quietly, voice ever so level and fragile, if he can cover for her, real quick, and casts invisibility again, with all that power, and slips back inside.

Alone, alone, still in secret, no explanations given, nothing shared.

Because, at a certain point, what can you say? What good will it do?

#critical role #cr spoilers #cr liveblogging #imogen temult #character meta #c3e42 #i hammered this out whioe absorbing very little of the rest of the ep #im absolutely sleep deprived and just have SO much admiration for the like??? pacing???? and framing of that entire sequence and all the #CHOICES ugh. #imogen pleading her mom to please. please come help. itll be worth the risk. and her mom saying: i cant risk you #and the implications for the way imogen compartmentalizes her own i #ssues more and more. and her own guilt. #OKAY im going to sleep and maybe this will make.more sense tomorrow #my meta #imogen meta

[satorugojoswiife]

wait....next week's chapter will officially release on the day in the manga gojo was freed from the prison realm .....🧐🤔

#dont mind me its just delulu hours #(its always delulu hours here) #fie.txt #ok but lets be real it prob just gonna be more takaba n kenny #takaba will have his comeback brought upon by his anime motivational flashback™ #do something unexpected and catch kenny off guard and itll be like yoooo #but then it wont be enough and kenny will be like lol bye #and takaba will either die or another char will show up (yuta n maki maybe??????) to intervene and fight kenny instead #OR MAYBE HYPE AND WE GET TO SEE HAKARI VS URAUME AND GET MORE HAKARI LORE #or even more hype and we get to see yuji and higuruma #or....or GOJO SURPRISE #okay no we circled back around to delulu

[dayurno]

hearing about nora sakavic perhaps adding a new installment to aftg as a kevin day fan is like hearing the shark song and knowing something terrible is swimming in these waters

#itll be fine itll be all okay surely surely #txt #me every 3 minutes like its clockwork: shes gonna kill him. shes gonna put him in a saw trap. shes gonna write a diss track #shes gonna canonize autistic kevin to add another slur scene #shes gonna fucking. i dont even know. hes gonna get the shiv from succession treatment #honestly id do anything for her to let it rest but who knows. who knows. maybe its better. maybe the years saved her

[sprinklethetangerine]

Guess who's watching Merlin because I just love to see myself suffer, apparently!

#i had like 10 different mental breakdowns over teh course of two episodes all because of merthur #i dont know why i gaslit msyelf into thinking that maybe just maybe something anything will happen #i know full well it absolutely will fucking not #why do i do this to myself #its okay if i just stay delulu and lie to myself that its definitely canon and they totally kissed #itll be fine #merlin #bbc merlin #merthur

[imabiscuitinthousandworlds]

Okay so there's this offer for younger kids at my school that they're being watched the afternoon too and can do their homework and stuff, and the three women running that are actual gems and also you bet your ass they know you whether you're way too old for that or not, right?

Well, one of them approached me today randomly, like completely out of the blue. She just. had a favourite jacket that doesn't fit her anymore and since it's a favourite, she wanted someone she knows to have it and apparently thought of me. Now, the jacket is a tiny bit too big and it's ver, sturdy and kiiiinda military style and looks sick as fuck and that's amazing and in conclusion i love that woman.

But also, my brain apparently saw the jacket and went "that's soooo marquis de carabas", and you know what, my brain's right, it does look a bit similar to how i always picture his coat. Therefore I'll be adding a shitton of pockets inside :D

in conclusion, i got a fantastic jacket today, kinda-but-not-really? teachers are the most amazing people on earth and i need to learn how to properly sew with a machine and all RIGHT THIS SECOND

#a biscuit's rambles #im gonna have a pocket big enough for a book #and so many small ones for pens and stuff #and a medium sized one for like money and headphones #and one for my phone #and random smaller ones for Trinkets and Silly Rocks or whatever #and one for like keys and stuff #and and and #maybe ill even fit a SECOND book HOW SICK WOULD THAT BE?? #i neeeeeeed a sewing machine and the know how of a month at least #PLEASE #tho i ALSO still need to finish my other jacket #i have half a sleeve (urgent) the front (slightly less urgent) and the back (not yet urgent) still to go #or its just gonna fall apart while im wearing it #so i need to make patches and paint them and stuff #AND im boutta This close to make a karn helmet #ITS VERY GENDER OKAY I NEED IT #and four days of the week my afternoon is at least half gone not counting homework. rip me LMAO #nahhhhhhh itll be fineeeeeee #the jackets go first #bc it would be sad if i finished em in summer when its too fucking hot to wear them

[opens-up-4-nobody]

...

#hm. thinking about death and all that #bc the other day my mom texted me and my sisters to say shes added another cancer to her repertoire #shes had smooth muscle cancer for the past maybe 10 years but in the last year shes gotten a lot sicker #idk how long shes been stage 4 but shes got tumors in her liver. bladder. and maybe a kidney. and now shes also got like pre leukemia #she like deff got it from chemo treatment so now shes gotta try to go get a different treatment #but the type of mds she has is more likely to be treatment resistant and advance to acute myloid leukemia #so idk maybe itll go well. right now she still feels okay. but it just feels like the beginning of the end #so death has been on my mind the past few days #i feel mostly fine bc i think my medication is actually working. i just feel like im waiting for the other shoe to drop ya kno #and selfishly if she dies in the next 4 years itll b a real clusterfuck for my life #but i dunno her life has been super unfair and it sucks that she has to go thru all this #also when i was home last her hair looked insane bc she lost most of it but didnt shave what was left so she had new hair growing short #underneath and all i could think when i looked at her was: we r at the end of vanity. bc im a goblin #unrelated

[musubiki]

okay but does he kiss her the moment he sees her again or is it the same as the reunion youve mentioned before

ITS THE SAME REUNION!!!!! he saves the payback kiss for later when hes not emotionally overwhelmed just by seeing her again (and everyone else is also there..,,he wants it to be an intimate moment)

so probably later that night or a few days later when he has her all to himself for a moment,.. @_@

#maybe ill let him kiss her... #if he can hold himself back from pushing it any further than a kiss #(important groundwork) he says #and fights back every urge to throw her on the bed #gotta make her linger on it the way he did #make her want him #(cant be too forward right off the bat....gotta make her fall in love with me) #buddy shes already there #also this is why hes more okay flirting with her post-timeskio #he already kissed her once and she seemed like she was into it #so hes A LOT less afraid #this is all beta #i might not let them kiss.. ... itll be too much for them

[du-hjarta-skulblaka]

So yeah avoiding my phone didn't work and also meant I sat on the kitchen floor staring into space for about 3 hours before Alfie woke up but hey at least I didn't break anything

Them being around is helping a little but they're also struggling and it fuckin sucks bc I know we're both just. Rotating money stress in our minds

#like. i went out earlier to get bread #just bread bc we cant afford anything else #got just enough in the bank to cover the work thing but since management stjll hasnt gotten back to me on HOW to pay it its like #our electricity is already in debt lol it has a thing where you can go £10 into debt before it switches off #and it usually wont switch off over weekends #presumably bc all but 1 places nearby thst we can top it up at are shut on weekends but anyway #so we're like. okay. it MIGHT last today and if it does thst SHOULD mean itll last till monday. #but then itll be at least a tenner in debt #then we only have to last till thursday but its. do we keep this money thats for The Thing that is once again unclear on how urgent it is #or do we spend it on the Soon To Be Immdiately Urgent thing #and thats not even CONSIDERING food lmao we. i got 2 loaves of bread so we can at least survive on toast for a few days #we got 3 maybe 4 meals worth of stuff still in the kitchen #like...at this point i dont even care if i have to go a few days without eating at all to make it to thursday but its. #its so fucked up those are the terms im thinking in #and this isnt asking for more donations i really cannot take that today im at the fuckin bottom of my barrel #and already feel hopeless and useless and an active drain to everything around me #but its. like. how. why. why is it still like this. why is it looking extremely unlikely its ever gonna change. #whats the point if its all for a few scattered handful hours of actual peace and comfort never mind happiness #tldr yes i am once again suicidal but small s #like in the sense of i would feel immense relief if a truck came at me on my way to work tomorrow and would not step out of the way but #dont have it in me to actually consciously act upon

[aria0fgold]

So that's... the power of Luocha e1... I get it now. I am now a lil less salty from losing my 75/25.

#aria rants #was doing the new world 9 of su without geppie (very nervously too cuz im not used to not having a shielder) #but am like. well i have luocha e2 so maaaaaybe itll be fine? still nervous cuz the last boss of world 9 is the smth unto death #and i just KNOW im gonna have a hard time with that thing. well... turns out i didnt... luocha e1 is so good actually #i had ratio. himeko. bronya (oh yea and her lc i got FROM THE 75/25 LOST. i think that contributed too actually). and luocha #my ratio is decently built but still weaker than my argenti thats so far my strongest in su (esp g&g with the erudition path) #took elation path. got to the last boss with pretty okay blessings. it didnt stand a chance... it didnt actually get much of a turn... #first time i got to do that with an su boss ngl! i never got to kill em fast enough but i managed now! yippee!!! maybe losing that #75/25 wasnt so bad after all. my bronya is stronger with her buffs (i dont... i dont have any other buffer than her...) and my #luocha can finally give buffs AND shield! my team is looking pretty good. (yea since my luck is bad i couldnt get ruan mei and sparkle) #i think ratio's banner was during ruan mei's banner? and i had to get his lc (i needed him to be strong for imaginary dps) #and i couldnt try for sparkle much cuz i was planning on going for aven (which as you can see. my plans went terribly with luocha rerun) #im still gonna try for aven cuz i need another shielder than geppie and aven's kit seems to be the right fit for my ratio #back to the saving board...... hsr rng i hate you but also i cant hate you enough cuz tbf my team DID get stronger a bit...

[organised-disaster]

Okay I'm working on snowbird chapter 2

I hope people actually read it considering seven of them voted for me to keep writing it when I asked them

#announcement #i guess #snowbird #snowbird chapter 2 is im uhhere i er well #im like. 49% done #i hope people read it i really do #i establish the protags relationship with her older sister in chapter 2 itll be great #therell be guilt the protags bestie has a fraternal relationship with the protags older sister would you read that please read that im beggi #also just read part of mockingjay that derails my whole plot BUT ITS OKAY the plot holes have saved me #it says that finnick odair was a mentor during the 74th games but that doesnt check out because he won during 65 but annie casta won in 70 #meaning annie casta won the most recently but wasnt a mentor??? but annie is known for not being stable SO #that means that if a mentor is unfit to train new tributes they can be replaced by a more capable one WHICH MEANS #despite the timelines making one of my characters the most recent district 4 victor if she has a psychotic breakdown she wont mentor #so now i have to find a way to traumatise her enough that her progress going back to normal just flies out the window #fortunately the reaping happens in winter the arena was full of snow theres a point where she falls in a frozen lake she lives in district 4 #hmmmmmm and maybe she gets cut. maybe blood on snow reminds her of things that she doesnt want to be reminded of. hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmnmnnnm #it happens in winter cause its in the middle of the year. winter is in the middle of the year. catching fire has the reaping midyear (?) #look dont ask me about my timelines just enjoy it okay

[marathedemonoverlord]

So just finished Lesson 17.... I'm sort of indifferent to the story but maybe now we're actually getting plot?

Kinda obsessed with Raphael and the cliffhanger left off makes me think we're getting content but we'll see. They might throw filler at us again this started strong but I'm getting unethused as it goes on (still gonna play it but the interest is dying are we going to address Nightbringer or drag it out for 3 Seasons so we NEVER go back to the future?)

Also I do feel bad for Solomon because I don't mean to neglect you Babes plot and my job as an attendant is forcing me back into the Stockholm Syndrome with them again I swear LOL (ಥ ͜ʖಥ)

#obey me #obey me nightbringer #obey me nightbringer lesson 17 #I mean its something. Not gonna lie tho Lucifer and Beel moment was sweet #Also glad the game let us call Solomon out I like agree with his view that demons don't play fair but like its still dirty to play like that #And like he tried it with Lucifer too like not okay. I get that demons cheat but don't stoop to their level #Argh thats just me though MC has been VERY coddled/had it easy if we think about it. #This is sort of how like the game mechanics has the demons/immortals addressing us it makes me think returning to the past isnt a thing. #Also loved the Satan moments- Satan is really shining as a favorite its strange cause like the other 6 i can do without. #Theyre just sort of fading in the background if we're honest like they had their moments but I don't care about them like I used to #Present/Future 7 Brothers > Past Brothers #Though like that i'm not gettung killed by one of them maybe itll happen soon people love to blame MC for their problems #Blame them for their problems while also simp for MC. #obey me musing #Kind of hoping this Season ends with us in the future but i know thats not gonna happen. #I just dont think us returning to the future is an option we literally havent even gotten their pacts back when in S1 MC was doing it fast

[typheus]

grimm n vivi :p

#my art #my ocs #grimm #vivi #yayyyy my sketches are slowly starting to be okay again #not fully there but eh #also i had to stop the replay of hk cause the switch was starting to kill my wrists #is there like. an ergonomic case for that thing? #anyways.... #making a crochet blanket with all the leftover yarn from The Beast tm #might end up having to make 2.... #i severely overbought yarn... #but! im gonna try to sell the extra blankets! 100$ each maybe... probably just 50 tho... i dont think anyone is gonna pay 100 for a blanket #i only spent 80 on the yarn #and my brother is paying me 100 fir The Beast tm so ive already made back the money. but. #if i do sell these extra blankets. i can buy a new desktop computer like ive been meaning too #i already have enough to buy the graphics card. ive just been waitign to buy the actual screen at the same time #cause those are all i need #and if i just buy em now #itll all be ready ot be built #and then i can draw on a computer thats ment to run games in 4k lol #all in the name of never crashing a drawing file ever again.... #and playing minecraft modded lol

[lycanstonebutch]

Lowkey have given up on mutual aid, idk why i ever thought ppl could actually organize to support a strike through mutual aid

500$ docked from my paycheck bcuz we thought mutual aid and community would have our back but i hardly get any ppl even bother reblogging our posts and havent gotten a single cent which like donations whatever ik were all struggling but hardly any reblogs? Thats literally free.

Like not even 50 reblogs from different ppl.

Not to sound entitled or whatever but im tired of being a support level 2 autistic with like 2 stupid physical disabilities and D.I.D having to maintain a 40h work week and trying to help people whenever i can but the moment i fucking falter i just have to eat shit and push harder and kill myself trying to stay afloat cuz no one can even be bothered to point and go "heyyy someones drowning can anyone help!!"

Like seriously not even 50 individual reblogs, theres 100 smth notes and 3/4 of them are from ppl in our system desperately trying to get attention to our situatuon

#and its like sure whatever for donations ik its hard #but the fact hardly anyone bothers to reblog ?? which is free?? #okay sure ig #whatever i ended uo begging my dad to lend me some money even though he just got through 2 surgergies #and us also ib the gutter #but he lent it to me but now i owe him 700$ #and feel guilt for borrowing miney from my dad who literally hardly has it and add to put it on a damn payment plan #for his credit card #fuck mutual aid ive been failed by it consistently trhoughout the years ive never veen able to rely on anyone else #idk why i ever think maybe itll be different this time #ppl cant even be fucking bothered to reblog a post that could literally have spared me so much distress and the need to beg my dad for money #im lucky he even accepted if he hadnt then what #whatever

[lesbiangiratina]

Btw… i bought the magazine this pic is from last night. Its got commentary from daisuke about character designs. Very excited about the nonzero chance of more early testament gender insight. Also everythin else i suppose

#daisuke tended to highlight testament’s androgyny when talking about them. many such cases. by many i mean maybe 4 but like still #got this pic from twitter i cant find the tweet again. sorry. they posted a couple pics of pages and then never elaborated….. #its been driving me nuts. but its okay :) itll be mine soon. #theres also some interesting looking baiken stuff in the magazine. dont remember if there was anything else in the tweet… #IT DOESNT MATTER ILL HAVE IT ALL SOON!!!! GRIN #the kat goes meow #gg