Stills from episode 8 (the last one omg) of fellow travelers!!!!
I have loved you my entire life;
My great, consuming love.
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Opening the asks again huh? Alright I’ll bite.
What’s your decision on Otto’s missing heart situation? Where is it? Does it exist? I want answers!
Not gone, just faded
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I wonder what the kids and teachers in luz's school think of her now. Shes stopped "terrorizing" other kids, mainly because she seems to have stopped engaging with most of her classmates period. She no longer brings live animals or taxidermy to school. She even participates in english class occasionally, even if she doesnt "get" the point of the book. Her rants only clock as suicidal if you know about her time in the boiling isles which the people at her school do not.
I wonder if luz's teachers and schoolmates think that luz mellowed out over the summer. If the principal/counselor that suggested she go to the camp patted himself on the back because shes "improved."
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muggle au!Rosekiller where Barty is a burnt out gifted kid who's tired of following his fathers every move which leads to Evan to realize the everything he does doesn't have to be perfect
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i feel really bad for tourists who come visit finland in november like damn all the trees are empty and the sky is grey and theres perpetual rain
like october is AUTUMN RUSKA PRETTY and if theres snow in december its WINTER WONDERLAND SANTA CLAUS PRETTY
november is the transition from one to the other
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one thing i never really understood is why people expect you to smile or look upbeat even when you're just like sitting there neutrally and they'll assume you're mad or sad about something if you don't and its like???? i just want my face to relax im not silently attacking you i am just here staring
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Is there a 300 page essay about Murderbot's armor (specifically the opaque helmet) as a not-so-subtle metaphor for masking in a clearly neurodivergent character already? Because I need it.
The way Murderbot is unvoluntarily without its opaque armor in All System Red in front of the crew (i.e. unmasking) and appears surprised at its own strong facial expressions and other people's reaction to it? The vulnerability that comes with that and how Murderbot spends pretty much the rest of the book wearing or actively missing its armor which keeps it safe from the mortifying ordeal of being known (yet sometimes other characters suggest it might help for it to not opacify the helmet in order for others to see it as a person and to trust it (and in the end idk if it would have achieved the rewards of being loved by its humans and have had its needs met if it hadn't unmasked in this relatively safe environment sometimes)).
Also there's the whole avoiding-looking-directly-at-people-and-using-drones-instead thing which Murderbot usually hides using the opaque helmet, but whenever it doesn't have that people notice it and many react negatively/confused. I think that's a whole neurodivergent-applicable situation in and of itself? Like damn
And then Mensah encourages Murderbot not to wear armor on Preservation station since it would not need it there, Murderbot is hesitant but ends up not wearing any (like 4 books later when we finally get to that bridge) (going for the comfortable clothes it chose for itself instead, with very strong feelings about the whole being able to make choices thing that I cannot go into further at this point because I would absolutely end up BITING SOMETHING OR SOMEONE).
And I'm not going to advocate for unmasking all the time in any setting because hell no, sometimes it absolutely sucks and people are irritated by Murderbot's now visible quirks and are afraid of what they don't know, but many GET TO KNOW Murderbot better and because there are other people that make sure Murderbot is safe and respected and are willing to get people fired for it if they disrespect it (Pin-Lee my beloved) Murderbot can experiment with this situation without being exiled to some abonded part of a planet and other people are forced to spend enough time around ot to learn to respect it and even like it. I just....... It must be so scary and Murderbot is handling so much at once and in this essay I will
PS sorry this is a disorganized mess but so am I and I have so many Thoughts and even more Emotions and so little patience.
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What I hate the most is that I can spend like 90% of the work day telling myself all the things I want to do when I get home and I’ll feel like I’m going to have the energy for it, but then in that last half of that last hour all my energy and motivation shrivels up. What I thought would be a nice evening where I get a few things done and then relax instead turns into a depression nap followed by a low effort depression meal, disassociation, and eventually bedtime
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