#maybebpd

[the-starflower-system]

Me: *goes from happy to sad to numb to angry to sad to happy to feeling everything all at once and then numb again in the span of 10 minutes*

My friends: what

#bpd splitting #bpd meme #bpd stuff #bpd #bpd thoughts #living with bpd #bpd problems #bpd fp #bpd favorite person #bpd vent #borderline personality disorder #actuallytraumatized #traumacore #ventcore #maybebpd #bpd mood #mood swings

[inthebetweengod]

My Current Thoughts #2

Graduation is in a couple weeks. I’m very scared but quite excited. I’m not sure if my boyfriend is moving or not, but I finally met his parents and spent two days at his place and go to know them. I got back into contact with my ex boyfriend who has ASPD.

I’m trying to keep my grades up and get my last credits in, I’m also going to get my permit to drive. I have to register to vote. Wow being a adult is hard. Lol

#mentalillness #aspd #maybebpd #maybenpd #maybehpd #mylife #diary #journal #empath #mentalhealth

[defidelis]

Where's the apathy and dissociation when I need it?

#p #maybebpd #wow thats gonna be my tag until i get off my ass and get a proper diagnosis

[kolibri-herz]

ah yes, that sweet sweet feel when you rapid cycle through anxiety attacks and depression to the point of dissociation 

#personal #actually depressed #maybebpd #dissociation #tw #cw #please help I can't do this anymore #my next appt with an professional is in the middle of october #and of course I should actually be writing essays rn

[suger-coated-ice]

I may be avoiding your texts but in reality I really just want you to be holding me close and never letting me go..

#sad #relationship #hold me #anxitey #numb #love #i think i need to see someone again #clingy #im sorry #maybeBPD #scars #it was the cat

[fanfiqueen]

Bpd

So i was searching signs and symptoms for bpd and my behaviour kind of matches woth most of the symptoms and im so scared because i cant handle bpd and depression and im so fucked.

#bpd maybebpd depression

[the-starflower-system]

I love you so much it hurts. It just isn't fair. You don't love me like I love you.

#actuallytraumatized #traumacore #ventcore #bpd jealousy #maybebpd #tw vent #vent #bpd stuff #tw #abandonedcore #tw fp #bpd fp #fp memes #bpd thoughts #bpd meme #bpd mood #bpd splitting #idealization

[kolibri-herz]

My mum is off work for a week and I don’t think I’ll be able to handle this. She has been home only 5 hours and I already was triggered so much I felt the need to smash a glass and cut myself. Been lying in my bed for two hours avoiding leaving the room even the I really want my phone which is lying in the kitchen. I need to get my own flat.

#personal #toxic parents #tw #actuallydepressed #maybebpd #self harm tw

[the-starflower-system]

I just want to disappear so you never have to deal with me again.

#actuallytraumatized #traumacore #ventcore #maybebpd #tw vent #vent #bpd stuff #tw #my lovely sunshine #abandonedcore #actuallyabandoned #rottencore #rotten #tw blood #tw abandonment #cw blood #cw red #tw red

[the-starflower-system]

you're all that occupies my brain.

#actuallytraumatized #traumacore #ventcore #maybebpd #tw vent #vent #bpd stuff #tw #abandonedcore #bpd fp #fp #fp memes #bpd mood #bpd jealousy #bpd thoughts #bpd #bpd things