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A list of my comfort characters that nobody asked for

Ryuko Matoi (Kill la kill)

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Patrick (The perks of being a wallflower)

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Michelle Jones (MCU Spider-Man)

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Twyla (Monster High)

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Eurydice (Hadestown)

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Sylvester Ashling (Epithet erased)

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Stanley Barber (I am not okay with this)

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Yakko Warner (Animaniacs)

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incorrect but also totally canon things peter parker has said before; a saga

  • “hey, spiders have feelings bitch.”
  • “if shoes talked would they tell us not to walk all over them anymore?”
  • “you know, i think spiders like me. except for that one time when it bit me but that’s besides the point-”
  • “mr. stark no offense but you dress even more homeless than i do.”
  • “i’m just, so fucking poor bro. like i ate a sandwich off of a subway seat yesterday, that’s how broke i am-”
  • “yes liz was pretty but the father in law was a no go man.”
  • “no, i’m not bi. there’s such thing as spicy bi, karen.”
  • “i’m such a good secret keeper.” *proceeds to keep extra suit under lockers*
  • “it’s not spiderboy YOU FUCKING BIRCH TREE.”
  • “ah, well you know, i definitely have a fatter ass than you mj-” *slap*
  • “just.. just let me get a mudmask in and then i’ll do it.” “NO I WILL NOT RECONSIDER.”
  • “i’m spiderman, of course i can- yES I CAN DO IT NED.” “ned i can’t do it.”
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read it on ao3!


Summary:

Deep inside of him he hoped that If Mr. Stark ever finds out he won’t hate him and he will help him, but that wasn’t possible. Mr. Stark was the good guy and as ex-good-guy Peter knows that the good guy’s work was to get rid of the bad guy, and Peter wasn’t ready for that. Tony cared about him. It would destroy him.
It’s almost been a month of this secret.
A full month of pain that Peter has to go through daily.






When Peter woke up he felt better. He actually didn’t feel like dying for the first time ever since May died. That morning Peter decided that he was gonna tell Tony.

For Peter’s surprise, Tony wasn’t in the kitchen when he got out of his room. When he asked FRIDAY where he was, she answered ‘the lab’ which was unusual because, well, it’s FRIDAY. That confused Peter. Tony stopped a while ago staying all night in the lab.

Peter took the elevator and when the door opened he was even more confused. Tony was reading a paper. Tony never uses paper. He thinks that it is dumb given that you can’t go two meters and don’t find a tablet or phone in his household. But he was reading papers. And using a pencil. Not a pen. A pencil

“Who are you and where is Mr. Stark?” Is the only thing that comes out of Peter’s mouth. Tony looks up and raises an eyebrow

“Well. You got me. I am an alien for another galaxy and Tony is on my native planet. What gave away my identity?” Tony says jokingly

“The paper? I thought you didn’t use those anymore” Peter said and Tony rolled his eyes

“I know. This, my friend, is the final draft of the Sokovia Accords. They told me to give it a final look before making them official and told me to use a pencil if I wanted to annotate something” Peter’s jaw dropped in disbelief

“Hey that’s my job! You usually let me do that! Not fair! I like correcting older people!”

“Yeah ok but this is, like, the final thing. As in 'official final super important’ thing. That and also last time you made all of your notes with a pen” Peter scoffed

“It’s not like they don’t have millions of copies”

“It was a glitter pen!”

“I had nothing else at the moment! And it looked good!” Tony gets back to the paper

“Tell that to everyone in the UN. Imagine me trying to explain why did Tony Stark used purple glitter pen in the accords” Peter raises an eyebrow

“The pen was yours”

“So? You have glitter pens too and use them on a regular basis. Mind your own business”

“Whatever. What have you written?” Tony sighs

“So far so good. This changes are good” Peter sits next to him

“You do notice that it’s literally the original document but they just clarified a bunch of unnecessary stuff and they explain everything as if they were trying to explain it to a nine year old?”

“Yep. It’s on purpose. We need the guys that think like nine year olds to understand that the accords are the best for all of us” Peter rolls his eyes “Don’t get sassy. You know that the world needs those guys even if you don’t like them”

“The world seems doing pretty well without them. We should just try to reach Thor and Dr. Banner. They’re the good guys. And I know that King T'Challa wouldn’t mind being an Avenger”

“You did” Peter’s jaw dropped

“Don’t make this about me! I am being serious! There are so many people qualified for the job and yet you want to stick with the ones that don’t deserve it!” Tony’s look changes a bit

“Listen, kid. The past is in the past. I don’t like them either. However even I am willing to sacrifice my ego for the greater good. The world needs them” Tony says more seriously. Peter just crosses his arms and Tony ruffles his curls “It’s not like you’re gonna meet them. Actually you’re not gonna do that. I forbid you to do that. I don’t trust them and I don’t want you with them”

“That’s great because I don’t want to be with them either. I don’t want to hurt anyone” Tony slowly turns to see him and then gets back to work. It’s time for Peter to tell him “The reason I came here is because I have to tell you something and-”

“Hey by the way, is there any chance that you can stay the weekends like always? If Rhodey is gone and Pepper is working It gets lonely in here” Peter sighed

“Not anytime soon. I’ll let you know if that changes”

“At what time are you supposed to be in school? I can’t drop you off today and you know how Happy is”

“I still got time. I-”

“Kid I know I don’t tell you this very often, but I am really proud of you kiddo. Since I’ve met you you’ve changed for the better. And I like to think that I changed too maybe? Everyone agrees that I was a mess before you came, including me. I really want you to know that I am glad you are here. And I am sorry if I got you in trouble” Peter’s eyes widened. Well fuck. That complicates things.

“Y-yeah. I am glad I am here too. And don’t worry about me. I am fine” His inside was screaming in pain. He couldn’t tell if his asthma was back or it was just a panic attack but he really wished it was just asthma

“God I am glad I left that out of my chest. It was eating my inside” You got to be kidding me “So. What were you gonna tell me?” Well now nothing

“I liked your lasagna” Peter said immediately. Tony smiled and rolled his eyes

“Thanks kiddo. It was my mom’s recipe” Tony said and Peter’s phone rang. He checked who it was. Happy

“Happy is calling. He is probably here already” Peter said disappointed on himself

“Go then. You know how Happy gets” Tony said and then returned to the papers. Peter kept staring for a second. He didn’t want to talk about it. Not even to Tony and specifically not now. If Peter tells him every hope that Tony has for him will die leaving him alone. Peter didn’t want to be alone again. He wanted his aunt and his uncle and his family back. He wanted to go back in time. But that couldn’t happen. That’s not physically possible. So Peter didn’t have lots of options left. Peter just wanted to end with his suffering, yet he isn’t going to do it because that scares him. Because he is a coward. He is the bad guy

That’s all he could think of. While he was at school he tried to focus but he couldn’t. He couldn’t help but think of the 'what ifs’ of the situation. He just wanted to be happy. He was happy before. Even though his family was a little dysfunctional, he was happy. Now he just wants to die. His life sucks and it’s his own fault.

After school he went out as Spiderman and it was actually a good day for the arachnid. He stopped a bank robbery and a guy that was in a car accident and almost got yeeted (or is it yoted?) over the Brooklyn bridge. Spiderman was the only thing that kept Peter alive. If not what else? It was the best thing going on with his life. He wished it wasn’t that way. He wished that Peter Parker was happy too. But most importantly, he wished that Ben won’t notice that he is past his curfew.

He snuck back in from the window, but he didn’t have his suit on anymore. He decided to take it off before going home. When he got to his room he laid down in his bed and sighted. He was a little worried about Ben now. He needs a new job and all he is doing is staying on the couch drinking. What’s up with that? Peter knows damn well Ben and he’s not the kinda guy that gets fired in the first place-

“Where the hell have you been?!” Ben yelled, kicking Peter’s door. He had the same shirt as two days ago and a bottle of wine in his hand. The image wasn’t pretty

“Decathlon practice” That was only half true. He was supposed to be at decathlon practice but he skipped it

“For two fucking days?! Do you think I am an idiot?!” Peter raises an eyebrow

“You told me I could stay on Thursdays at Tony’s! I was there!” Ben scoffs

“I didn’t say shit! Stop lying to my fucking face!” Before Peter could answer Ben slapped him. Ben slapped him “I’ve had enough of your bullshit! Don’t you think you’ve done enough?!” Peter was in shock. He didn’t know how to react. That was the last thing Peter expected “God you’re such a pain in the ass” Then he left the room and closed the door as loud as he could while he was doing it.

Peter just stared at the door with tears in his eyes. He knew that he deserved it. He deserved hell. He was the bad guy.

He is the bad guy

I am the bad guy

It’s all my fault

I should just die already

I am the bad guy

It kept going.

What once was only a slap in the face turned into beating.

Peter was sure that Ben was gonna kill him, but he didn’t actually care.

As a matter of fact Ben would do a favor to the world if he finally kills him.

And the days with Tony were the worst.

He had to keep all his scars hidden for his own sake because Peter was a murderer.

His way of dealing with it was that he would just lock himself in his side of the lab with his soundproof headphones and start coding. Yeah that’s something he does now. He codes like a boss. Tony Stark level coding and all of that. He got into it right after May died.

Nobody has noticed something is going on. Peter found May’s old makeup bag and his concealer techniques were good. But it wasn’t Mr. Stark’s fault. He didn’t want him to know anyways, right? That wasn’t something that Peter wanted

Right?

Deep inside of him he hoped that If Mr. Stark ever finds out he won’t hate him and he will help him, but that wasn’t possible. Mr. Stark was the good guy and as ex-good-guy Peter knows that the good guy’s work was to get rid of the bad guy, and Peter wasn’t ready for that. Tony cared about him. It would destroy him.

It’s almost been a month of this secret.

A full month of pain that Peter has to go through daily.

But it was fine. Peter deserved it. He was the bad guy and that is what bad guys deserve

“We’re running out of food” Peter says thinking out loud while checking the fridge. Ben wasn’t home yet so Peter took the opportunity to get out of his room for just five minutes. And as a matter of fact they were running out of food. Ben stopped going grocery shopping weeks ago (Now he just goes alcohol shopping and calls that ‘groceries’). Ben also hasn’t got a job so the money is another issue. Everything they had is going to every bottle Ben buys. Peter really has to figure out what to do because they also have to pay rent, and taxes, and go buy some decent food, and all of that, and Ben doesn’t seem to care enough anymore.

“What the hell are you doing?” Peter’s eyes widened as he turned around. He did feel his spider senses going off but he totally ignored it. He didn’t realize Ben arrived. Before Peter could answer Ben already started the shitshow “It’s your fucking fault!” He yelled and kicked Peter in the stomach; it made Peter gag. There was nothing there and it hurt more. “She’s gone because of you ! You were supposed to die and she died for you! You don’t give a damn about it though, because you’re a selfish little prick who don’t deserve to live! She was everything to me and you took her away. That’s all you do, is take and take and take and you never stop!” Ben yelled, kicking him and bringing him up to slam him in the wall. The words hurt more though and he started to cry. He could take a beating, but Ben’s words hurt more than anything.

And the thing was he was right. Peter could’ve saved her. May would be alive and they’d be happy and everything would’ve been okay if he just hadn’t froze. Ben said other things but Peter had a ringing in his ear blocking everything out “Go to your goddamn room! I am tired of your fucking face!” Peter immediately got up as he could and ran to his room to then lock himself in. He looked at himself in the mirror and tried to stop crying but he couldn’t. In times like this he really wishes he was Spiderman and not Peter. Spiderman is a superhero that doesn’t fear anything. Peter is just human. He bleeds when he falls down, and he crashes and breaks down.

Ben’s words in his head were like knives in the heart. It was like he built Peter up and then made sure he falls apart, but he is only human. But he is the bad guy. He is the villain of the story. The guy that children fear. He was a monster. The least he deserved is to be treated like a normal person. But god did it hurt. That night Peter tries to clear his mind coding in his laptop. A drone design. Something basic but fun. While he was doing that he got a call. It was painful to answer

“Hey Tony” Peter said with his fake happy voice

“Care to tell me why the hell are you not here?” Tony says more jokingly than mad

“What do you mean?” Peter asks confused

“Oh my god. Parker how dare you? I thought that we had something special!” Peter raised an eyebrow and Tony scoffed “It’s Thursday. Why are you not here?” Peter’s eyes widened. Holy shit he forgot about Tony

“I had to pick something up from the department. I am on my way” Peter lies immediately and Tony just laughs

“It’s fine if you forgot. If you still want to come just tell me when you get here” Peter rolled his eyes

“No can do. I like surprises and you know that. I’ll swing by eventually” Peter said and then hung up. He immediately put everything that he wanted to bring in his backpack and put on the suit. Minutes later the Spiderman was swinging towards the Stark tower.

The fact that he went to spend the night with Tony doesn’t mean he forgets.

He is the bad guy.

He is the bad guy.

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m y t h

Warnings : angst;mentions of torture, crying, language





“No.”

“Don’t be difficult.”

“I’m not.”

“Yes, you are.”

“Okay.”

“Goddammit!” The dark haired man groaned, his fist slamming against the metal table.

A few months ago that move right there would’ve scared me into submission. Right now, it only showed the level of frustration I could bring Tony Stark to until he snapped. He was under a lot of stress, I knew everyone was since my return. It was a very stressful time, and he just wanted what was best for me. I was trying my hardest, truly, I was, but I just couldn’t give him what he wanted.

“Im sorry.”

“No-, I’m sorry.” He sighed, scolding himself mentally for allowing his anger to get the best of him. “Let’s just try this again, okay?” He asked and I nodded. “Do you remember what happened to you in there?” He asked and I nodded again. I remembered every detail down to a T. It was hard to forget, but it’s not like I could just talk about it. There’s some things not even I was bold enough to challenge, and my sanity was at the top of the list of those things. “If you can, can you please tell me even the smallest detail about where you were.” He asked. I racked my brain, trying to find ways to tell him somethign he could be content with without giving him anything important. If he found that place… I know he wouldn’t be too happy with what he found.

“It was hot.” I explained, remembering the rooms filled with steam and the fevers I endured.

“It was hot?” He asked and I nodded.


“Yeah, it was really hot.” I spoke, a frown forming on my own lips as my mind flashed back to the light haired agent coming through the facility doors. I was brought to the brink of death over and over again, suffering as much as I could before they decide one form of torture just wasn’t enough.

“Do you remember anything significant about the place? Besides how it felt? What did it look like?”

“No.”

“You’re doing it again.” He groaned, rubbing his eyes with the palm of his hands.

“What do you mean?”

“You’re shutting me out.” He sighed, picking up his notepad from the table. “You do that one worded answer thing when my questions bring you a little too close to the pain. You don’t even try to make up some kind of answer either.” He frowned again. “Why not just lie.” My body stiffened and my head turned towards the doors waiting for the cart to be brought in. My hands gripped the underside of the stool, containing myself as the metal was bent upwards. I waited and waited for my scolding but it didn’t come. It didn’t come because I was there anymore. You aren’t there anymore, Alex.

“Whoa, whoa, calm down, Alex.” Tony spoke, standing quickly from his chair as my eyes squeezed shut. “You’re safe, no ones going to hurt you ever again.” His arms wrapped around me, and his scent filled my nostrils.

“I’m just 16.” I cried, unable to stop the words from coming out. The words I repeated for the past 3 months away from here. My life was ruined, I was ruined, and there was no helping me. “I’m telling the t-truth, please-” my cries came to sobs, and my tense body fell limp in his arms.

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A/N: This fic has been dropped as I am going to be turning it into a novel. Still, I would love feedback and theories to help me through the process.

Synopsis: Peter Parker x Reader. Inspired by sophieking221 on TikTok

Part One - Peter won’t let you in on a mission, but you’re nothing if not persistent.

Part Two - The mission doesn’t go to plan, and Peter told you so.

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Synopsis: AU where you find the items your soulmate loses.

Part One - Will you meet your soulmate at college?

Part Two: Syncing - You and Peter bond, but he seems to be holding something back.

Part Three: And Yet - Peter invites you to May’s engagement party. Sparks are flying, and it’s not due to fireworks.

Part Four: Let’s Not Be Friends - Peter makes a confession you’re not expecting.

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One More Try Masterlist

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Sypnosis: This fic was previously written using my oc, Juliette Rogers. Before the snap, in the heat of the moment, Peter confessed his love for y/n. When the two were brought back though, they agreed that they both needed time to adapt to everything that had happened. 8 months later the class take a trip to Europe, and Peter is ready for their break to end.

Part One - Peter comes up with a plan to win Y/N back

Part Two - Peter’s plan comes to a halt when a monster attacks Venice

Part Three - Fury hijacks Peter’s trip while Y/N is left questioning his feelings.

Part Four - Y/N’s had enough of Peter’s secrecy. The class arrive in Prague.

Part Five - Y/N discovers the truth and the pair realise Quentin Beck is a fraud.

Part Six -  Quentin Beck sets his sights on London as the Europe trip comes to an end. Peter only has a few hours to save Europe and tell Y/N how he feels.

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