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#me @ johnny literally half the time STFU
myriadblvck · 1 month
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hi it’s simon riley’s ass guy i was typing up headcanons cause the writing bug bit me again but two of them spiraled out of my control so take this first one cause the other went from headcannoning how the face reveal would go to a full fucking drabble that i’m still not done with:
[also for context for the last ask i sent, i was in bed half asleep and was struck with the idea and had to get it out to be able to sleep. where were my glasses you ask? right where they always are when i sleep, literally on fucking top of my phone. i had to pick them up to grab my phone and send that ask. and i still fucking lost them]
simon, the awkward introvert that he is, wants to be friends with soap but has no fucking clue how to start a conversation. when soap mentions that he wishes there were something he could do to payback all the help ghost has given w/ providing references, ghost, deleting his message about how it was no problem, has an idea.
he tells soap that he wanted to eventually have a full sleeve tattoo on his arm but had no idea what to get and that an artist might be able to help him figure it out (he could have gone to a tattoo parlor and asked for the exact same thing, a consult w/ a professional tattoo artist, but he just wanted to talk to soap. stfu he's not a simp.)
he expected soap to maybe show some references for ideas or sketches he's already done, but instead soap spends the next stream drafting up several ideas for tattoos w/ soap even doing some research into how to design a tattoo.
ghost feels awful when he sees the vod, immediately messaging soap and apologizing saying that he didn't mean for soap to do all that work. soap, giddy w/ energy from starting a new project and excited to be able to offer something in return for all the help, tells him he doesn't need to apologize and starts ranting about all of the mock ups, which ones would look best with or without color, all that jazz. ghost doesn't say much, not wanting to interrupt soap, but he's taken aback by the gesture of kindness, unused to so much time and effort being spent on him.
the tattoo process takes a damn long time which is only worsened by the fact that he's always getting shipped around to whatever crisis the military felt only he could solve. rarely if ever getting the chance to take leave for long enough to schedule the consult much less get the tattoo. it ends up that by the time they meet irl, ghost has only had one or two sessions done.
ghost feels kind of bad that he still hasn't gotten the tattoo soap designed for him, but then ghost feels down bad for soap when he pulls out his markers and starts filling in the gaps and doodling all over his arm. it’s such an odd and stupid thing that shouldn’t have him so choked up, but watching soap take such care and precision even though he knows it will be washed away when ghost showers… well.
there’s nothing wrong with a man being in tune with his emotions, right? besides! everyone cries in the shower at some point…
(when they started dating, it would eventually become routine. johnny grabbing his markers and filling in the gaps in the tattoo. at first ghost was on the fence about getting a colored tattoo but now he knew he made the right decision when he declined. watching soap slowly color in the design had no right to be as relaxing as it was.)
have i said that i love you?
anyway this is so real and you’re actually in my head because
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anyway this is a drabble i’m working on where Soap paints on Ghost’s back for a video…
but anyway pls do share that face reveal when it’s done because… you have such big brain ideas for this au
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acecroft · 3 years
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the burn 🤣
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dreamyyang · 3 years
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hi bb hope yr doing well? can you do a 127 reaction where the reader tells them she needs to talk to them / tell them smth & she starts crying but it’s becos she’s confessing that she was in love w them? like she was nervous LOL and they comfort her ofc ehe smth fluffy,,???
surprisingly, I’m in a good mood lol. I hope you’re doing good as well ^^
god I haven’t written reactions in like five years shsjdhs I hope you like it, love. tysm for requesting 💖
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summary: you're finally about to confess to your crush of god-knows-how-long but your nerves get the best of you.
pairing: nct 127 x reader
genres: fluff, humour, crushes to lovers
warnings: none except for a lot of cursing lol
word count: 0.7k
note: these reactions are based on my interpretation of the boys' personalities so I'm sorry if this disappoints you
requests are open
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taeyong:
concerned bubu™
honestly thought you were gonna tell him you had a terminal illness or something
conducts an impromptu therapy session
“what’s been going on in your life?” “mhm, and how does that make you feel?”
when you finally manage to tell him that you like him he looks so done with you
“I like you too y/n but you didn’t have to cry tf”
taeil:
literally doesn’t know what to do/say
just wraps you in a hug and goes, “I promise you, nothing could ruin our friendship.”
which makes you cry harder bc holy fuck taeil is such a sweetheart :(
squeezes your hand and encourages you to continue speaking
“go on, there’s nothing to be afraid of.”
gives you a big kiss and can’t stop smiling as he does it because he also has the fattest crush on you
johnny:
turns into your personal hypeman, “y/n, babe, you’re the baddest bitch alive and don’t you DARE let anyone tell you otherwise”
isn’t focused on what you’re trying to say, just wants you to feel better
so he’s completely thrown off-guard when he’s scooping out ice cream for you and you go, “so yeah...I have a huge crush on you”
ice cream is now on the floor
“BITCH I THOUGHT YOUR GRANDMA DIED OR SMTH”
“wait where are we going?” “ice cream parlour for our first date. you’re paying.”
yuta:
“just breathe, okay? take as much time as you need.”
ends up cancelling his plans bc he’s really worried
starts coming up with ways to hide the body cause he’s convinced you killed someone
honestly isn’t surprised when you confess, you were being so obvious these past few months
now he’s kinda mad cause he cancelled on father-son bonding time with shotaro
“MY POOR BABY IS GONNA THINK I HATE HIM”
doyoung:
half “noooo my lil baby please don’t cry” and half “well this is awkward”
he’d probably want to impress you and seem like really chivalrous and shit
holds your hand and comforts you or gives you his jacket if you guys are outside and it’s cold
is a bit awkward but really happy when you confess to him
expect to get teased constantly
“hi this is my s/o y/n, did you know they cried while confessing to me?”
jaehyun:
okay it’s so ironic that I just wrote a hurt/comfort fic w jae but pFFT this boy does nothing
gives you blank stare, and on a good day, he might even nod encouragingly
there’s a chance he’ll hold your hand, rub your back or do some action that’ll comfort you, but that’s it
jaehyun just strikes me as the type to be quiet and let you say what you have to before reacting
gives you a cute smile and a kiss on the cheek after the words, “I really like you” leave your mouth
he laughs, feeling relieved it wasn’t something bad and actually finds it cute when he thinks about it later
jungwoo:
like jae he just feels like he wouldn’t really say something aside from some words of encouragement
if he feels like you’re really upset he might try to make you laugh
“you don’t have to tell me right now”
can’t help but laugh at you when he finds out you were just nervous to confess
cuddles afterwards while watching your favourite movie/show to help you calm down (netflix and chill 🥴)
he might joke about it later but not as much as hyuck and doodoo
mark:
panics and gives you a fucking bro hug
awkward back patting and all
literally the most awkward interaction ever cause you’re too scared to confess and he’s too scared to do anything that might upset you further
“dude it’s all good, just like, chill bro. you know you can tell me anything bro”
you manage to stop crying but only cause you’re laughing at how terrified mark looks
you end up confessing to him mid laugh and honestly all he does is just stare at you
mark: *ten minutes later, telling jungwoo the whole thing* anyway so I think I have an s/o now idk I’m still very confused
haechan:
hyuck gives me “imma annoy you into feeling better” vibes
“stop doing that thing with your face you look ugly” “stfu I’m literally crying”
at some point you stop crying and start beating his ass with a pillow
“okay now that you’re back to being murderous instead of a depressed lil bitch what’s up?”
tries to act smooth when you tell him but he’s honestly ecstatic because he has liked you for literally the longest time
like doyoung, he will make fun of you 24/7. actually scratch that, he’s even worse than doyoung
let’s just say he’s lucky that he’s cute
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© dreamyyang, 2021
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shinglescat · 3 years
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Low-key disappointed in the game.  Gameplay wise it’s good, story wise - okay. It’s vast but ultimately empty. 
The first game made by CDPR that I finished (and sorta-kinda enjoyed).  Deffo better than their previous game *cough* tw3 *cough* Wasn’t waiting it, wasn’t hyped for it either, just needed a brand new game to play. I’d say it’s 6/10. Will definitely be 8/10 once they fix bugs and do something about that shitty optimization. I mean, it’s playable in its current state, but every bug breaks the immersion.
A mess of thoughts:
Despite my initial neutral to negative opinion of this game, it grew on me after the prologue; it started to pick up and all that stuff. I loved the side quests, I loved the main quests, and my main issue with the game is the writing for V. It’s not bad, it’s just... it’s more for a game like Skyrim with a generic avatara-protagonist, but not for a game where personality and persona matters the most, story wise. It had a lot of potential to turn into a mindblowing mindfuck, but instead it’s just... disappointing. V’s character and personality never gets defined either by the game or by the player, and the background does very little to help the matter. Feels like I bought another BG3, but without the EARLY ACCESS badge. Actually hoping Larian would handle this whole head parasite problem better. This whole “you’re turning into Johnny”  thingy is just there to, I dunno, just to add some more shits and giggles to the story, I guess. I’ve been expecting V to start turning into the guy, or the guy starting to turn into V, buuuuuuuuuut with exception to the smoking - there’s nothing. Thought at first that Johnny had a better writing compared to V, but in the end - they’re at the same level of shitty. Both need a lot more definition than that. The endings are all the same, it was obvious that there’s nothing that could help V to stay in the land of the living - so went with Arasaka to close the circle for the corpo kid. It was all alright up until the point where mr. Reeves started scolding me for my choice, like lmao, what the heck game, you don’t know my V and why we went this route. Sorta-kinda redemption, stfu Silverhand. I dunno, man. I was hopeful before the “point of no return” for the DLC to come out, but now I’m just depressed a bit, ‘cause well - the protag grows on you either way.
The game tries hard to be several games at the same time. It’s trying to be GTA-like, it’s trying to be an immersive sim like Deus Ex, it’s trying to be an rpg, but it fails miserably at almost everything. The game would be better, imo, as a linear experience, not as in corridor one, but rather in character development - haven’t seen those games in ages. Yeah, keep your rpg mechanics for leveling up, skills and yada-yada, but leave the character linear without any player input to better tell the story of Silverhand’s and V’s. Also, the city is E M P T Y. It’s pretty and all, but that’s just a shell. 
Did I mention the AI? It’s the fucking worst. Imagine Karens from NFS: Heat and multiply that by 100 - that’s the traffic in CP2077. Also, if you ever thought NFSH’s police was brutal - try Night City’s, it literally forces you to obey the law, and god forbid if you ever get a lot of wanted stars - it’s insta death.
Optimization is sucky too, dunno how people play it on non-Turing cards. I played on ultra with RT turned on at psycho ’cause I wanted to see if the lighting is still a piss with it to the max (spoiler - lighting is indeed a piss), DLSS set to auto, and maaaaaaaaaaaan, from 20 fps up to 60 down to 20 again in a heart bit just because I was playing the game for too long. Possible memory leak?  Disabled DLSS for funsies - fps cut in half. Oy vey.   Also, this game turns the PC into a really nice space heater. -15C outside, windows open, +50C radiates from the case and warms the footsies. Nice.
Sex scenes are hilarious, by the way. My V banged Meredith, and oh boy did I laugh hard at that. 
Aight, now to some positive parts that I still remember:
I loved River’s quest line (and prerequisites for it), tho a bit short, and yes, I’m gonna complain about the dude being not available for the dudes because I did not know that and did not started as a dudette. The Hunt quest was... it was thrilling, disgusting but amazing at the same time. Not a masterpiece, but it you get the idea. Would’ve loved more jobs with him, like a buddy cop stuff, idk. Then there’s Panam, her quests are great too, not gonna go into the details.  Judy’s quests, a thriller too. The main quest isn’t so bad too except for the protag duo who would benefit from a better writing.
To be honest tho, overall it was... a really plain experience. The only time I had goosebumps and some semblance of water in my eyes is with Alt’s part, Johnny’s memories and that stuff. Annnnnnnnnnnnnd that’s that. 
Gameplay is fine, I had a lot of fun dicing enemies with katanas.
Looking forward to see what DLCs would bring. Hopefully a happy-happy ending, because fuck this world is depressing as is already.
Edit: wanted to add, there are not enough of proper side quests. A lot of generic gigs, but a handful of normal side quests. 
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gottacatchghosts · 5 years
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aw ye here we go
Send me a “ 🔥 “ for an unpopular opinion.
since you didnt give me a topic i’m gonna go vague here.
aaaaaah, Season 3 Wasn’t That Bad. in fact, i actually really like pretty much all of season three in some way, shape, or form
things i like about season 3 in no particular order:
new big bads i.e. undergrowth, nocturne, vortex
new allies i.e. pandora (a fan favorite, i think?), and frostbite (whom i absolutely adore holy shit)
danny has ice powers!!!!! hell yeah!!!!! i love ice powers!!!!!!!!!
amphoro was fun as hell and Forever Phantom is great
valerie finds out about half ghosts (!!!!!! THE POTENTIAL HERE!!)
danielle comes back (my daughter!!)
D-Stabilized. the whole thing. (i have this ep recorded on a rewritable VHS tape from when it first came on TV)
wulf comes back (i love wulf omfg)
box ghost gets his own episode (he deserves it)
vlad is shown to be on the same level of “petty bitch” as a 14 year old and i think that’s great
follow up, danny gets vlad to stfu and chill out by Literally Getting Shot
Infinite Realms. the whole thing. (even tho i never saw it on tv when dp was still going???? wtf)
That One Transformation from livin’ large (you know the one)
actually the whole b-plot of livin’ large, about the ghost zone being linked to the human world and how destroying one would destroy the other
danny’s interactions with other ghosts i.e. the thing(s) with frostbite, pandora, borrowing johnny’s bike, 
vlad being forced to pander to danny’s ever whim bc He Done Fucked Up
nocturne was cool as fuck omfg
danny has an Adventure with his dad
danny having to hide from his dad literally right behind his back bc skulker is a pissbaby
fuck, even that thing in PP where danny gets the statues? the execution isnt my favorite but goddamn danny Deserves some respect!!
didnt they pretend wulf was a bear costume in a duffle bag in claw of the wild? that was great (i need to watch that ep again)
its dumb but i really enjoyed sam and tucker running around Pretending to be Danny Without A Face Bc Phantom Ripped It Off
“Prince and the Pauper! You’re gorgeous!” lmfao lancer
lancer and tetslaf have Beef
the One Time danny used telekinesis for like Two Seconds
ghost zone lore!! i.e. infi-map (artifacts), the far frozen (proof the GZ has more than just floating rocks and doors), the “High Council of the Observants” (a political system? a judicial system? both? maybe more?)
i’m sure there’s more that im missing bc i havent watched the show in forever, but thats stuff i remember liking.
thanks for the ask, anon!!!
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cottonblush · 5 years
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wild(t) love | zcl, kjw
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❧ genre: crack lmao
❧ notes: ohmygod i can’t believe this is the first story i’m posting on here i literally wrote this for my friend at 11pm yw rochenle!!
when you first learn that you’re going to be working at sm entertainment you almost cry
bc you’re still in college and struggling™ and this opportunity is a blessing
and you can’t wait to start bc then you’ll get to see your childhood friend jungwoo again
also bc sm is so well known you get to travel with the groups and your college will like let you make up tests and stuff
let’s face it sooman is that! powerful ceo
anyway so you go into it thinking oh it’d be nice to see jungwoo like once in a while
bc you were told you’d be the assistant manager for the rookies
but last minute they’re like LMAO NOpe and they assign you to nct 127
and you’re like !!!! jungwoo is in that group wow am i blessed or am i blessed
so like a month into the job you go to this meeting and they’re like
for nct’s next concept we’ll be going to a jungle to take the pictures we’re going for that wiLDT concept
and you’re like ?? i mean extra but ok sure
and the next thing you know you’re on a plane with nct 127 going to some remote jungle
you, jungwoo, and doyoung are random stuff and like gossiping
also jungwoo is hitting on you and doyoung like at the same time
wow we love a flirt
haechan and mark are having their summer fight 2.0 bc haechan said there’s no difference between coke and pepsi and mark is like sTFU U DUMB BINCH OFC THERE IS I CAN’T ASSOCIATE WITH UNCULTURED SWINE UGH
taeyong, yuta, and jaehyun are watching a basketball anime and do some complex handshake every time the protagonist scores a point
johnny is sitting there still giggling to himself about that time ten said john’s banana even though it’s been like a decade
winwin and and lucas are conversing in chinese and to everyone else they sound like intellectuals bc like,,, the chinese language sounds bEAUTIFul don’t even deny it
but irl lucas is asking winwin how many calories are in a booger and winwin’s like idk man i mean probably like 2 they can’t be that unhealthy
this in turn causes lucas to think that one can survive on boogers bc they won’t gain weight but it’s still food
and then winwin has to explain that you need 2,000+ calories a day so lucas would need to pick 1,000 different noses every day
taeil is still sulking about the fact that yuta stole the seat next to winwin from him
he finds a little bug on the floor and somehow starts an inner monologue like ‘i feel u my friend i know how it is to feel alone and unwanted and not appreciated like this one sided love is really killing us buddy’
but like taeil, sweetie, it’s a bug so it clearly can’t relate
and then taeil sees another bug crawl up to the bug and they creep away together
and he goes ‘oh i see… i guess i truly am alone’ and like a single tear rolls down his cheek as he pulls out his phone and opens up his sad violin music playlist that has like 600 songs
yall get there in like 45 minutes so you’re like lol they said remote jungle watch it be like some dog park
but then you get off the plane and literally choke on your own words bc like,, issa jungle
you guys are told that there’s a secret cabin thing nearby and members will come individually to the jungle each day to take concept pictures so that the group can have a lil vacation
jungwoo is supposed to take his pictures on the third day and it’s finally time so he, you, another manager, and the photographer’s crew drive out to the jungle
and take some saucy pictures
but then a problem arises bc jungwoo sees a snake (it’s actually just a vine that fell from a tree but you figure you should at least save some of his pride) and screams but like soft screams so only you notice
and he like zooms,,, usain bolt? more like jungwoo bolt
you have to go after him bc otherwise you would probably be murdered if fans found out you let jungwoo go into a jungle alone
and somehow the crew just assumes yall ran back to the van so they take off without you
so when you two get back you’re like uHHHHH where yall @ stop playing
jungwoo starts panicking and genuinely thinks you two are going to die and you’re lowkey offended bc you’re thinking ‘my survival skills are excellent thank you very much at least i don’t have a heart attack every time i see a plant’
but all of a sudden you hear this really loud scream
or it’s more like a yell?? or like a cry or a shout? you honestly don’t know
it sounds like tarzan though and you wanna laugh but are also worried at the same time
the trees rustle a lot so you look up and you see some random boy with like
grass green hair and he’s only wearing a leaf skirt and a coconut bra
and you wanna question it like why the bra?? bc it just looks uncomfortable
anyway so this guy is like swinging through the vines when he sees you and he stops and stares for what seems like forever
he starts speaking but yall cant understand him bc somehow his sentences are a mix of korean, chinese, and arabic
you know it’s arabic bc you hear marhaba and you’re like ayEE shoutout to my foreign language teacher in 7th grade your class finally came in handy
so you try to speak back to him and he understands you bc he just launches off a tree, lands in front of you, and speaks fluent korean
and you just go ‘bro what’s up with the arabic’
and he shrugs his shoulders and explains that the last visitor he had spoke arabic and taught him the language
you and jungwoo share a look like,,, visitor? does he have a house or smth
and the guy laughs and is like i’ll take you there!! but i should probably introduce myself my name is chenle
you guys take turns sharing about yourself as chenle leads the way to some mystery location
which turns out to be this giant tree house mansion
and you’re questioning him like did u build this yourself bc no offense dude but ur kinda skinny’
and jungwoo is just in awe and he’s like heck yeah he’s skinny! a skinny leGEND
chenle’s like lol no the monkeys built this for me
uh?? monkeys
and sure enough a group of about 25 monkeys comes into the mansion and like surrounds the three of you and starts inspecting you and jungwoo
one of them sits on your shoulder and chenle smiles and goes ‘oh great they approve of u’
and you go ‘oh that’s chill i guess’
chenle: yeah it’s great it means they won’t beat u with coconuts
you, jungwoo: um wHAT
chenle: [innocent smile]
anyway it’s been quite a day and jungwoo says he’s tired so the monkeys lead him to a couch and sit him down
and you and chenle just talk about stuff and hours go by like seconds
and as you two watch the sunset through the trees
chenle turns to you and asks
i know we just met but i feel like we’re soulmates and u get me will u marry me
and you’re about to respond when you’re interrupted by jungwoo’s slightly sleepy voice saying ‘heCk no y/n is mine binch back off’
and you’re like ‘guys guys calm down let’s not-’
chenle cuts you off and goes ‘yeah you heard her let’s be calm there’s plenty of love to go around we can just share her affection’
jungwoo agrees bc he’s half asleep and bc he thinks that the lil monkeys that helped him with everything are so convenient and he could get used to this life
and that’s how you start the rest of your life with your two husbands in a remote forest in an undisclosed location
and like yall don’t know it but the rest of nct is going crazy trying to find yall but chenle’s monkey family keeps them away so you guys can live happily ever after
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gohyuck · 7 years
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NCT 127 reaction to you falling asleep on them
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rest of the reactions under the cut - kept as gender neutral as possible
taeil
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honestly he’d probably be running his fingers through your hair while you lay down on top of him while watching tv or something
it’d be a while before he even noticed you’re asleep
when he does it’s kind of startling because you’re so quiet?? wow amazing
“wow”
when he realizes he stops combing through your hair because what if it wakes you up or something
but then you stir and move your head a little higher up on his chest and he’s like oh
so he goes back to playing with your hair and braids it and stuff
have fun combing it all out when you wake up lmao
your legs and his are entangled and one of his hands is on your back and the other in your hair or behind his head
you’re basically flat on top of him
he doesn’t want to move too much
taeil is like... crazy afraid of waking you up because you must be s o tired and he doesn’t wanna ruin your much needed sleep
“ah they’re so pretty”
turns off the tv eventually because he’s watching you now and not even paying attention to it
wont make any noise honestly
eventually he’ll probably fall asleep to the sound of your breathing tbh
while you’re listening to the sound of his heartbeat
johnny
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johnny, softly, but with feeling: “holy shit”
his frame is like x2 yours lmao he makes for a gr9 bed
also his clothes are always soft and highkey he smells like home so when you guys are just chilling and cuddling in downtime and it’s quiet ofc you’re gonna fall asleep
you’re pretty much halfway on top of him at first, with an arm and a leg thrown around him haphazardly 
he’s worried you’ll slip off when you fall asleep though so he moves you so you’re entirely on top of him
one arm finds its place around his neck and the other hangs off the couch in like...ultimate chillaxing position
johnny’s all about being super relaxed and cool and shit lmao but in his head he’s aaaaaaaaa because you look adorable and also you’re falling again
both of his arms are wrapped around your waist
if you originally are a little lower on him he’ll gently pull you up so your chin is near his collarbones
johnny the type to take approximately 389243 pictures of you sleeping
probably posts a couple to his sc story
“they’re so tired they fell asleep on me”
“i ain’t even mad tho look at how cute they are”
(haechan responds to his story with “they fell asleep because you’re boring as shit”, a fight ensues)
you wake up to find him knocked tf out, possibly snoring
it’s your turn to take pics and post now
(haechan - “he’s so boring he put himself to sleep”)
taeyong
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he’d probably be unable to hold in a tiny squeal because “oh my god look at them”
your head is on his chest and one arm and one leg are slung across him
tae’s lowkey touched because you have the whole bed and choose to fall asleep entangled with him and basically on top of him
he’s 100% sure you’re the cutest thing to exist ever
has his hand on your waist and probably rubs little circles into the skin above your hipbone because it’s so s o f t
moves hair out of your face
tucks it behind your ear so he can look at you better
“ah i guess if they’re asleep i should be asleep”
he really wants to kiss you because you just look so adorable and are everything good in the world (you are his world) but he also doesn’t want to wake you up
crisis????
if anyone else walks into the room, like the other members, he makes the “shh” gesture before they can even think abt opening their mouths
when you wake up he moves so he’s over  you
presses like........... a million kisses to your forehead and cheeks and nose and just everywhere on your face before your tired ass pulls him down for a proper kiss
“did you sleep well?”
“yeah, but i like being awake because i can be with you”
“so...you DON’T dream about me”
“yAh”
yuta 
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i couldn’t find a nonsexy gif of yuta?? a GOD
he’d lowkey be shook as shit
prob tries to be like.cool about it but internally he’s panicking because this hasn’t ever happened before and he doesn’t really know what exactly to do
pets your hair a little bc??? he just...dk
licks his lips a lot while he’s messing with your hair
stops you from falling off of him and onto the floor a couple of times but a small part of him is tempted to let you fall so you’ll wake up and you guys can hang
eventually he’ll get tired of hoping you’ll wake up
he gives you a long nap tho bc he knows you’re tired and he’s kinda tired too but like
he doesn’t wanna fall asleep bc lowkey he’s a little afraid you’ll fall onto the floor if he isn’t there to stop you
after like...an hour of switching from mild awkwardness to exasperatedness to admiring you silently he gets a little tired of it tho
“wake uppp” 
you yawn really loud and sit up so you’re straddling him, rubbing sleep out of your eyes and he really can’t help himself
he flips you both over on the couch
smiles down at you and then sighs
“good, we can do stuff together now” he smirks and kinda does an eyebrow wiggle and you just laugh and smack him on the chest a lil bit
he laughs too and buries his face into your shoulder, carefully balancing his weight on you
you guys just talk from that position for hours until the other members come back only to see the two of you dead asleep
doyoung
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he’d be another to take wayyyy to many pictures of you
he prob wouldn’t post any though they’re just ~for him~ for when they go on tour or have schedules and he misses you
gently turns you guys over so you’re lying under him and one of his arms and one of his legs are carefully put across you
this way if his legs fall asleep he can get up and move them around without really disturbing you
when you’re underneath him he can’t really stop himself from just sitting up for a second and admiring how stressless you seem when asleep
“oh my god... they’re wearing my shirt”
would smile crazy hard his face would probably hurt
struggles to keep a squeal in because he literally can’t believe of everyone ever you chose h i m and now you’re wearing his clothes and sleeping in his bed beside him like
will wonders never cease?
doyoung can’t help himself tbh he presses chaste little kisses to your forehead, the junction of your jaw and neck, where your shoulder and neck meet, just, sweet kisses where he can
you shift a lot in your sleep and it always kinda panics him
you: moves your pinky finger - doyoung: *gaSP*
eventually though he does fall asleep beside you 
only to be woken up by you lightly kissing him
you apologize profusely because you didnt mean to wake him up you just couldnt hel p  yourself
and he just laughs and tackles you to the bed, getting into a tickle war
im screaming itd be s o c u t e
jaehyun
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prob just chilling lying on the couch and you’re sitting on top of him, straddling his legs because its comfy
after a while it gets silent and eventually he drifts off, only to wake up like 5 min later
he blinks a couple of times to get the very short  and disorienting nap out of his system only to see you still straddling him but your head leaning against the back of the couch, small and very cute snores leaving your half open mouth
he takes a pic for the Y/N MEMES album he has on his phone
it’s his most treasured possession - shitt y meme pics of you
“one day our kids will cherish these images too”
he half sits up, raising himself up on his elbow on one arm so he can use the other to gently lift your head
places you head on his chest and lies back down reallyyyyy slowly so you don’t wake up
he’s tired and you’re tired
for a little while though he just stares at you because goddamn you’re real and you’re with him
jaehyun’s getting existential up in this bitch
you’re still snoring so he shifts a little and you quit it and he can’t help but chuckle to himself 
he starts yawning 
before he knows it he’s half singing songs to try to stay awake so he can see your face when you wake up super groggy 
he can’t do it though
when you wake up your boyfriend is knocked tf out and you’re lying on his chest
you just go back to sleep because you’re 1) tired and 2) in love with the idea of just napping with jaehyun nice
winwin
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like yuta he kinda wants to wake you up the second he sees you asleep
however he’s really just... amazed by how you just basically melted into his arms while laying against him in bed
you basically dozed off midsentence like you were talking and your words faded until you just exhaled little sighs
and with that sicheng knew you were super asleep
you have a death grip tbh so he can’t really get up but he soon realizes that he honestly doesn’t want to because it’s pretty rare that he just sits and chills or hangs out with you
and even if you’re asleep he’s still with you and honestly?
that’s all that matters
your lips are against where his neck and shoulders meet and both of your arms are around his neck 
it’s kinda uncomfortable for him at first but after some tentative shifting he finds a good position for himself
one arm behind his own head, propping himself up against the pillow a little bit so he can see you, the other lightly resting on your head
the rise and fall of your chest is slower than his since you’re sleeping, he can’t help but compare your heartbeats
it’s like poetry in motion for him
he says dumb shit to you while you’re sleeping like “ah you drool when you sleep, what a s l o b” that’s obv a joke
reaches for his phone and texts all the members to stfu and not interrupt them bc you’re sleeping and you deserve the rest
even tho he originally wanted to wake you up so you guys could talk
just really loves you and wants you to be happy im s o f t
mark
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after a video game session you guys hang out on the couch together to just talk and catch up before his members get back fro being outside
mark sits up, leaning a little against the couch’s arm and you lie with your head in his lap 
he really likes twisting strands of your hair around his fingers while you talk its like...his Thing
but yeah it gets late and after a while it gets quiet and you just fall asleep
mark cant help but laugh because honestly??? it was so sudden but wow
he moves your head so he can get up off the couch, makes sure the door to his dorm room is open, and picks you up 
hes lucky you dont wake up while hes carrying you to his bed 
when he puts you down he makes to leave and pick up the games and snacks yall left out but your sleeping self makes grabby hands
he c a n t resist and he just giggles a little bit but slides in next to you
marks p surprised when you move to hug him in your sleep 
then he remembers how you cant sleep without holding something, just like taeyong
or someone, apparently
eventually falls asleep
both of you wake up to taeyong acting shook af that yall were cuddling in your sleep
haechan takes plenty of pics b4 that tho as b l a c k m a i l
all in all a successful stay-at-home date
haechan
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he’s lying down and reading on the couch when you get to their dorm
one hand behind his head propping it up and the other holding the book 
when you get there he puts it down and opens his arms wide
you laugh and lean down to hug him only to get d r a g g e d down
“doNGHYUCK”
“just lie down on me i’m a good pillow”
he’s so exasperating honestly but you love him and he loves you so it’s all good?? you make him sit up tho and you snuggle into his side after he puts in the movies you guys are marathoning for the night
“if you do twilight i’ll kill you”
“damn y/n why you gotta ruin my dreams like that”
it ends up being old horror movies that arent scary and like halfway through the 4th movie your head is on his shoulder and youre asleep
he stops the movies and turns the tv off, sighing, roasting you fondly
“idiot couldn’t even stay awake for all of it”
he lies down really carefully on the couch, bringing you with him
he really is a good pillow
it’s like 2 am by this point and some of the members are just about to be getting back from practice 
haechan sings really softly while youre asleep, your legs entangled in his and head squarely on his chest
he basically sings himself to sleep, and its in that position the other members find you, asleep together on the the couch
johnny cops haechan’s phone and takes a bunch of pics, making one of them haechan’s lock screen
haechan doesn’t change it when you guys wake up
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My boyfriend pt 1
Wow, how do I want to start? I want to really get into it so I can have fresh vivid images and feelings and true thoughts and re-encounter how amazing it really was. Oh my gosh I can’t even fully describe what’s going on. I love this kid, I really do have love for him already. I’m going to do my best. Okay do I’ll come back in pt 2 with actual dates and stuff but I’ll jump right into the beginning. I had recently cut off this crazy ass guy that I met on Tinder and I’m like ok fuck it let’s try this again. I was getting so bored I swear tinder was soo ugly I couldn’t even hold conversations with half of those guys. And then I came across Charlie, ugh he was just so adorable. The obvious caught my eye, nice cars, nice eyes, nice hair, nice clothes. And WEED. And he was 21? How could I ask for more? And I had literally fallen for him by the time we matched, I think I waited maybe a day or less before I just shot my shot. I said “sheeeesh” with a few heart eye emojis and he said something like “Look at you”, and I just died. Was it too good to be true already? What was the catch? Fake acc??? Dude I don’t even know, but I was quick to gtfo of Tinder and asked for his snapchat, which went well. He sent me a selfie at one point when talking and all was fine, I really wanted to hang out with him because I suck at replying and I didn’t want to lose this chance and fuck it up by having out convo go dead. I had already told so many people about him too it was so crazy I was really getting my hope up for this guy. I mentioned him to my coworker Christiane, my siblings, Dora! And here I am, dating him??? He’s my man, my boyfriend, he’s mine. But it was a little challenging at first, I wanted to meet up on the weekend but he’s 21 so he was out doing 21 things w his friends of course. He went to ugly ass Darna and the MGM both places I can’t go to smh. Anyways, he’s definitely flirting with me as we’re talking, and I just kept mentioning that we should hang out. I asked him to come over and he actually said yes ?? oh bruh, he pulled up and was v cute. He was wearing a black shirt and jeans, I was wearing a long sleeve t shirt and shorts since we were just cooling it at my house I didn’t want to look like I was trying too hard. I was actually so shook like omg, I went and told my mom that I was having a friend over and then yeah ((((: She was iffy of course, and one of the first things he said was that my room was “comfy” and it’s funny just last night he mentioned that he was relieved that I didn’t smell like basic bitch. Which is basically like VS but I’m on the other boat of basic at Bath and Body works lmaooo, he’ll find out later though. It’s funny because I do want to get into nicer perfumes anyways, so it’s good timing. Continuing, we were drinking Patron as our first drink omg. Only a few shots and they were half shots because he was driving far back home and he had gone to a bar beforehand. It’s crazy because we totally vibed together and I knew we both felt it, like we were feeling each other but at the same time I we could’ve been cool ass friends. And I’m glad that we have a bff feeling relationship, like that’s my mf boyfriend but that my mf mans too. He literally gives me diarrhea of the mouth, and as someone that can never stop talking it’s crazy to think that I could talk anymore than I already do without not being able to breath between words. At the same time my mind gets jumbled up and I lose my train of thought and I don’t know what to say. Some things just jump out and others just take so long to formulate and I second guess it but even when I cross reference stories and get lost Charlie always reminds me what the whole point of the conversation was. Charlie. Charlie. Charlie. Good luck Charlie, Charlie and Lola? Charlie is literally so gorgeous, even though he might be wearing colored contacts lmfaoo. And it’s funny bc this other hoe ik wears them so I subtweeted and I wonder if he thinks it’s about him. I love him for appreciating my little butt and my little boobs. See how I keep getting distracted, I can’t even tell our story bc he’s so great and all his little details excite me a lot. Ok so we hung out and he didn’t even kiss me or try to do much but he did flirt with me I think? I couldn’t even tell if he was being friendly or not.  The next time we hung out we drank again, and same thing. It was nice we cooled it but nothing big. As soon as he asked for my number though, I KNEW he was fucking w me. And then I think that it was the 3rd time I copped us coke, and it honestly sucks that my memory is so hazy. Especially with someone that I care about so much and such significant moments, I wish I could remember everything. I wish I could relive it and remember. That’s why this blog is so important to me, I need to remember the good because it seems that only bad and traumatic moments stick to me and cling to my mind. I remember being on my couch and just leaned over and he kissed me and I just exploded. I wish I could remember what I was wearing, what show was on the TV, what time and day it was. I’ll investigate but there’s only so much information I can gather. I don’t want him to know that my mind is burnt as much as it is, I don’t want Charlie to think that something’s wrong with me. And looking back at out 1 month of talking and me falling for him, all I do is talk and talk and I probably seem mildly crazy and self centered. This is not my world, and these people aren’t just living in it. I don’t even know much about him, he’s gonna come over today and I’m going to just ask him everything and stfu. I wish I wasn’t so me, me, me all the fucking time. It’s probably so noticeable and ugly. My fucking baby. I am SO happy he is mine like wow I want him to feel appreciated. I want him to feel good, and I want him to be so happy to be with me and say I’m his girlfriend too. UGH I just missed a good writing opportunity just now while Kukuwa went to lunch. I have a new motivation and yeah it’s to look good for myself but it’s also to look good for my boyfriend, I can only wear so much make up and jewelry. My true looks, frizzy hair, fat stomach, and flat ass will always peek out no matter how I dress it up. I need to work on it, I can’t be out with a cute ass guy like him and not look like a bad ass bitch. So far we’ve been to the movies together, and the fair. But those are separate stories, and this will literally go on forever and ever. I wanted to write every detail I could possibly remember, and I can’t wait to add things to our scrapbook, it’s going to be so lit. He’s motivated me to stay more financially stable so that I can sustain us both, so we can have fun and can continuously have a nice time. I want to go everywhere, I want to go on trips and go see the world and have real adventures with my love. Fall is coming up and we’re going to do the whole sha-bang, I want to go to the pumpkin patch, horror fest at Kings Dominion, I want to dress up as something doesn’t have to match or anything. I want to take corny ass photos, and I REALLY want to carve pumpkins. I want to be able to get naked and let you love me, to embrace me and to kiss me everywhere. I want to be able to feel good and confident in front of my boyfriend. I recently got some new products hopefully they can help with the new scars bumps and the old scars, I feel like it’s going to take forever but I hope it’ll go quick. I need to start taking my vitamins and just take care of myself in general. Going back to Charlie instead of going on and on about my pointless and selfish insecurities, as soon as we kissed I felt myself melt into my underwear. I Felt myself wanting more and more, wanting to just grab him and love him everywhere. Literally the night that I discovered the song “Sleepwalk” by Santo and Johnny was right after we just had our first kiss and the riff at the first 7 seconds of the song just climaxes the same slow and tender way that these feelings hug my insides and gently squeezes my heart with small pools and waves of care and affection. I’m sure there’s a better way to organize those thoughts and feelings but I want it to be true and raw. He is just so pretty, Charlie is soo pretty to me I don’t know what to do. We had an unspoken trust where we gave each other everything. Sometimes I want to rip his face off because hes just so mesmerizing to me. It would super duper suck if he has brown eyes he’d look fine of course but the bragging rights that I have a boo w hazel eyes is veryyy high for me. He told me that he’d be having a oc for a whole week and that I’m invited of course, we’ll see how that goes. I’m not going to lie but the fact that I haven’t met his mom makes me nervous and hurt. What if she doesn’t like me or doesn’t approve of me, and we’re already dating as boyfriend and girlfriend? I really do think that it matters and I almost jokingly met her last night but I didn’t like my outfit enough for a first impression and I honestly do think it matter so much dude. This is the first and last image she’ll see of me until the next time I’d see her and who knows how long that’ll be. Not only that im trying to get hit from the back soooo bad omg I miss back shots so bad but I feel like we can’t catch the same rhythm. It sucks because the one time we did it was the first time we had sex in his little side room in his basement. And DUDE I’m lowkey embarrassed I did this weak ass little roll on his dick. I think our sex is really good, but it could be better. I haven’t cheated on him and I can feel that my pussy is tight and I can tell that he feels it too.   
8/28/2019
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