#me now. coming to the realization idek if i count as 'multifandom' anymore. cuz 90 PERCENT OF MY ART IS OF MY FUCKING FANTROLLS

[pepperpixel]

hellooooo, have some fantroll art! cuz im just.. im love them.. first pic is dessie and xylona havin ~tension~. ...despite the fact i drew xylona w short hair.. which usually indicates endgame completed character growth xylona. who instead of vehemently hating dessie is just sort of awkward around her... but listen... listen... i have no explanation ghghg- but hEY! look! look at pics of xylona dekkri n dessie snoozing.... arent they cute? i think they are cute.. they fill heart w joy... lov them.. guh

#aberration odium #homestuck #fantroll #fantrolls #fan troll #hs #oc #dessie #dekkri #xylona #doodles #me in my head 'aw man it sucks being multifandom i wish my brain could just get the drive to draw a fuck ton of art for one specific thing #that way i could build up an audience around it and keep ppls interest in my art and stuff. thatd be. awesome #but no my brain gotta keep hopping around to different things. or it only wants to draw my ocs. fucking damn it brain' #me now. coming to the realization idek if i count as 'multifandom' anymore. cuz 90 PERCENT OF MY ART IS OF MY FUCKING FANTROLLS #hOW DID THIS HAPPEN. WHY ARE YOU DOING THIS TO ME BRAIN #its like. 'wow yay i am making a lot of art for one specific thing now! BUT ITS SOMETHING SO FEW PPL CARE ABOUT' #AUGHGHG #i started drawing them more and than i couldnt stop. i unleashed the dam months ago. but more fantroll stuff is still rocketing out of it.. #slowly my percentage of oc to fandom art started to shift. and than faster. and than faster. aND NOW IM JUST. FANTROLL ARTIST #AND I LOVE IT.. I LOVE DRAWING THEM.. BUT GOD.. BRAIN IS ALSO LIKE. #'we kno u enjoy this but isnt it a little irresponsible of you to be so self indulgent? ur trying to make money off ur art arent u? #what if u scare away the ppl who like u w all this homestuck crap.. what if u fuck up. what are u doing. draw shit ppl like. do it.' #thats kind of. a very negative thought gHGH IM SORRY FOR VENTING ACTUAL FRUSTRATIONS W MYSELF IN THESE TAGS GHG #when my brain says shit like that usually i just try to remind myself that.. from what ive seen w my youtube videos. when i do buckle down #and actually make something for shit ppl like.. it usually does get a good amount of views. so. if i am in a situation #where i rlly gOTTA make bucks. i feel like. i can manage to do that... i dont neccesarily need to be making a ton of money right now tho #so its fine! if anything this is actually like.. the best time in my life to be self indulgent w my art.. #cuz i dont have a lot of real world. monetary responsibilities yet #so. yeah!