#me quietly in my head: nobody knows i'm spiralling about roman roy

[clowndensation]

roman season 1 is like life is a game. i’m losing the game because the game is for idiots and anyone who cares about it is trying too hard. look at all of you scrambling to keep in line. i’m losing the game but it’s on purpose. everyone look at me, look at how much i don’t care, it’s not sad to lose a game you’re not trying to win. are you looking? do you see how much i don’t care? watch me lose this game on purpose. it’s a joke. watch me blow the game up. are you looking?

roman season 2 is like life is a game and i’m losing, please why am i always losing? it’s better when i don’t try, right? why don’t i feel better? i can’t try, please don’t make me try. i can’t let everyone see me play the game and fail. i can’t let them see that it’s not on purpose. i’m not good at it. what if there’s something wrong with me? 

roman season 3 is like please please please am i doing it? am i winning? dad please give me the trophy please tell me its over please tell me i’ve won.

#succession #roman roy #roman roy was never going to be a real person because nobody ever taught him how #he was born into a game #and dismissed from the game before he even really got to play #the weakest piece designed to lose #and he's been so busy trying to prove he can be a player that he hasn't even thought about being a person yet #me quietly in my head: nobody knows i'm spiralling about roman roy