#me? tender? perhaps

[yandere-daydreams]

black butler and homestuck are trending on the same day i have to edit my college-necessitated research paper on harry potter. what fucking year even is it anymore.

#personal #and i KNOW i'm sorry i took an accidental harry potter class you guys #if it helps i have not bought any of the books with legal tender and having to actually sit down and read them critically #has actually made me realize that they're Just Not That Good You Guys #sigh #perhaps i will read another percy jackson spin off series as a pallet cleanser post semester #delete later maybe

[iscreamkitty]

Thinking so hard rn…

#tmnt #tmnt mm #mutant mayhem #tmnt mutant mayhem #april oneil #april o'neil #mm april #tmnt leo #aprilnardo #mm Leo #oodle doodles #like……giving each other little kisses #and just shocking the other with tenderness #oh I’m gonna puke #please forgive me for how bad/off model these are #I did not have a reference available I just needed to get my thoughts out #perhaps I will digitize lateer

[tenderfxck]

hello!!! i really like ur sub characters they make me giggle ngl cause like awww <3 if it’s okay can I request a Zhongli x reader where during the night he lets his half dragon form out while he rests, so he has his horns and tail out but still looks human (I think that is his morax form) however the reader doesn’t know about him being a dragon so one night as he has his form out, she is having a wet dream and poor Li’ has to grit his teeth and try not to whimper and buck his hips up as she grinds and humps his tail :(( poor baby is getting all the stimulation but not enough at this same time :(( Eventually he’ll come and twitch while slapping a hand over his mouth to stop his whining as his beloved continues to grind all over his tail, rubbing its most sensitive parts and he just has to endure the overstimulation. (Have a good day!)

zhongli//restless night//f!reader//18+

contents: half dragon! zhongli, f!reader, somno, accidental voyerism, shit anon you got me good T T

notes: AAAAAH i'm so late, sorry this took forever, there was a whole lot going on in my life but i’m still so happy you sent this spicy prompt to me, it was so much fun to write💕

it was a time of rest. a time when he allowed himself to relax just enough that he wouldn’t have to keep up the appearance of a human anymore.

the long amber horns were allowed to sprout from his temples, while his long tail resembling that color of oudh wood was permitted to spread itself across the fine sheets that wangshu inn provided.

and yet, now you have spread yourself across him. . .

this certainly wasn’t the plan, but can anything ever go accordingly when it comes to you?

zhongli wasn't expecting to be in such a vulnerable position with you. he was typically vigilant about hiding his dragon-like form, dismissing himself from your company to his own room for the night before unwinding.

but tonight, wangshu inn was fully booked except for one solitary room.

with only one bed.

you fussed about the arrangement, but zhongli merely chuckled, assuring you that as long as you were comfortable, he did not mind the prospect of sharing.

so the two of you shared this bed together. zhongli had thought absolutely nothing of it. he'll just retain his human form all night.

well, that was the plan, until he felt your weight dip the other side of the mattress, settling so comfortably against his form as you quickly dozed off. he could smell the sweet scent of your perfume, feel the soft cotton of your nightgown against him. it was just so. . .cozy. warm and safe

soon enough, zhongli could feel his human form slipping, sprouting those more dragon-like traits without him noticing.

well. . .then he'll just wake up before your pretty eyes even think to flutter open. zhongli will change back and you'll never be the wiser to this altered state he finds himself in now.

yes, a fine plan.

(and one that would let him indulge in the warmth and comfort of you as he dozed off)

but of course, that's when you saw fit to strike upon him.

it is had all started so innocently. just you clinging to him, snuggled up so cutely even as he faced away from you. you had been positioned against him, cradling his back as you spooned his resting form. his great tail was in between those soft thighs, but zhongli had decent enough self-control to ignore it.

that’s when he first felt the thrust of your hips.

he was on the cusp of waking and asleep until the sudden motion enticed him away from the edge.

he thought nothing much of it. just the shifting of your body to a more comfortable position. he was settling in to his pillow once again when he felt the rock of hips against his tail again.

a gasp was caught in his throat, unsure if what happened wasn't just an active imagination on his part. zhongli held his breath, waiting to see if it was just a trick of his mind.

and then there it was again. a long, drawn out stroke of your hips. and this time, the heavenly sigh of your voice to accompany it.

zhongli grit his teeth, listening intently for any sign that you had awoken, but all that graced his ears was your soft snores accompanied by tiny little whimpers escaping you.

unknowingly, in a fit of passion only clear to you in whatever blissful dream your sleeping form had conjured up, you were nonetheless grinding upon zhongli’s ridged tail in what was now becoming a slow, yet steady pace.

“a-ah~ excuse me,” he stuttered, barely able to process the scene enfolding behind him. he stumbled over his words, desperately searching for any way to wake you up without mortifying the two of you. “you seem to be-aah!” zhongli couldn’t contain that little outburst. he gasped at the steady friction you provided.

zhongli couldn’t believe the circumstances. he turned his head, chancing a look back upon your peaceful form.

sure enough you were still soundly asleep, unaware of the lewd situation playing out before you.

it didn’t help that his tail was overly sensitive to stimuli (something left over from more primordial days) and especially that of your wet cunt catching on each prominent bump along his long tail.

“a-ah, wait, that’s. . . nngh!” zhongli tried to protest. he knew the implications this would have if you were to wake up and discover more than just the illicit situation you found yourselves in.

but zhongli had desired you for so long. thought about just what noises you would make in circumstances like this long before he found himself here tonight. and now it was all coming true. right in his ear.

and right against him. . .

fuck. your needy pussy humping his sensitive tail was just too much. the worst part is he could feel just exactly how wet you had gotten using him to get yourself off. he grasps at the waistband of his pants, dragging them down and letting his already weeping cock spring forth from the cotton confines.

it’d shame him to admit just how quickly this little routine had him stiff and aching in his pants. but his self restraint had already eroded to much.

if you were enjoying yourself, perhaps it wouldn’t hurt to indulge himself as well?

zhongli took his cock in hand and began to slowly stroke, focusing on the distinct feeling of you moving against him. he bit his tongue, willing any moans to die on his lips before he dares disturbs your slumber.

it continued like that for archons knows how long. the thrust of your hips, followed by zhongli silencing his moans and fisting his cock quicker, all while enduring all those sweet little whimpers escaping you as you chased your own pleasure on his tail.

it was too much. too much stimulation, too many little sounds. the slick of your cunt against him, the wet noise of him fucking his own fist, the knowledge that you were so close, using him to get yourself off while that pretty little head dreamt about all sorts of perverse things.

too much. too much. he’s gonna-!

he comes with a particularly deep grind of your twitching pussy gliding against his now glistening scales. he clasped a trembling hand over his mouth, willing himself quieter as dragon fangs catch against his palm, feeling himself finally come undone. he basks in the sensation of you humping so diligently against his most vulnerable area as he spills his thick load all over himself.

he panted, tremors still finding their way through his body as he lay spent, thighs and stomach covered in his seed.

he gasped, moaning and twitching in the aftermath.

yet you still continued.

fuck. fuck. archons, you weren’t stopping-!

you kept on grinding onto his newly overstimmed tail, letting out those sweet little whimpers, chasing that high while zhongli has to sit and bear this whole lewd scene as he writhed and panted against you.

this was going to be a long night. . .

#damn anon you really hit like 3 of my big kinks props to you #pls enjoy even though it took me forever to write #i would have given him 2 cocks but i am tired and need to sleep #perhaps another day #a normal person: who posts a fic at 3 in the morning? #me: oh boy 3am! #i wish i could ever post something at a reasonable hour but here we are ¯\_(ツ)_/¯ #tender library #zhongli x reader #zhongli x you #zhongli x y/n #zhongli #zhongli smut #genshin x reader #genshin x you #genshin x y/n #genshin smut #somno #somnophilia #accidental voyerism

[carnivalcarriondiscarded]

just saw the spleen referred to as "tender". im now in love with her

#i dont know why but it hit me in the gut and made me soft as well #'a tender organ'... may i hold her then?? so so gently??? perhaps a kiss as well??? #girl help im romanticizing viscera again #see this is why cannibalism is inherently sexy and romantic- #whaaaaat who said that!!! who said it!!! #absolutely unprompted

[beetlethirteen]

kindle a flame 🎄 [from my fic, a doe to a deer]

a commission i got from the incredibly talented lowri. happy holidays everyone!

#jjk #takaba fumihiko #fushiguro megumi #takafushi #YOU EVER SEE SMTH SO BEAUTIFUL U STARTED TO CRY?? ME RN WHEN LOWRI SENT THIS #they are so cute and perfect and tender....love is real perhaps #im a happy lil guy tonight hehe

[soldier-poet-king]

Reading Dorothy Day not just bc I said I was going to in Lent but also because I need to beat myself upside the head with guilt and have her ghost live on my shoulder yelling about how there's real problems in the world so who give a fuck about your lonely soul

#she was notoriously difficult at times. so perhaps shed approve #the duality of fran #thinks abt duty and purpose more out og self flagellation and guilt than genuine kindness and devotion #bc i am selfish and weak and i like tender comfort and gentleness. i am too soft and pathetic #and so!!!! duty. duty. duty. there are REAL PROBLEMS IN THE WORLD FRAN. #singleness when you want a partner either romantically or qpr does not count. #an insatiable longing for devotion to be chosen doesnt count #ESP not when you are so moody and neurotic and inexperienced that it would never work out anyway #who tf wants to go through emotional growing pains with a grown ass adult #its embarassing. let alone shit youre apparently supposed to learn as a teen. like a kiss. or whatever #but mostly i am prickly and unlovely to live with #and not worth the effort. let alone the devotion or desire #fundamentally speaking. just. DOROTHY DAY COME BEAT ME WITH A STICK PLEASE

[dayurno]

#i will warn you only once: tsc spoilers #literally just finished it as i am drafting this its 5am where i live #so you may be subjected to some nonsense #that all being said i have thoughts.and feelings #the kevin was lovely and tasted delicious! jean defending him at every turn even when he swears to hell and back he'll kick his ass #the kevjean was surprising i was only half expecting that #the dog metaphors i have to say i need this one cashed in. nora run me my check #im joking of course dont quote me on it #jean taking kevins promise to the end and living on it is seriously so. well. #'be careful with him' 'take kevin's name out of your ignorant mouth' 'you promised me' #also kevin getting called the court's queen had me tender and on my back oml #jean's relationship with the trojans is sweet and he is very interesting and complicated #a character with many moving parts im sure #there were a few things i did not care for #namely jeremy and the trojans felt remarkably flat to me bar lucas (by far the most interesting) and catalina on occasion #i didnt quite enjoy jeremy's pov and felt like he spent perhaps way too much time worrying over jean? if that makes sense #i wish he had some more complexity to him or really anything to catch a hook on #all we know is hes attractive and smiley and gets along terribly with his family #so much of his character is sucked out by jean he didnt feel like much more than a plot device to me #which i wouldnt mind if jeremy wasnt the literal main character alongside jean #i was living for everything jean thought but had to drag myself through jeremy's pov if im honest #uuuuh what else. neil! funny. deranged. i have to love him #andrew couldnt give less of a fuck about jean which is funny as all fuck #two bugs placed in the same habitat ignoring each other #the thing with elodie i thought was complicated. i wish we knew some more about her or that shed been mentioned a little earlier #but im assuming thats a topic to be revisited #uuuuuuuh yeah so thats most of it. i think my first thought and the one that sticked out the most to me is that the book felt remarkably #pedestrian #not necessarily in a bad way #it lacked to me one of the main appeals of aftg which were the numerous interesting side characters

[90sbee]

i have 3.5k words of period sex written and i haven't even finished with this damn fic okayyy baby girl we get it you're insane !!!!1 as if someone is even gonna read a fic like that !!!!!1

#i love this fic a lot it is my little baby but also i can't seem to finish it JSJDS #I SWEAR MAYBE JUST 500 MORE WORDS (?) PERHAPS (?) AND IT COULD BE DONE. I SWEAR. #it just !!! it just got so tender !!! #and then so silly !!! #and then it got so aggressive !!!! #they're just in love your honour what can i do. if they want to have rough bloody sex what can i do #actually is not even sex sex™ it's more like. mutual masturbation. kinda. whatever. #just. older leon was tempting me okay. he'd know how to handle all that™. #IT IS NOT EVEN THAT BLOODY I SWEAR TO GOD BUT #boludeces y reclamos mios(?

[forestofsprites]

and if i start talking about larry trainor & castiel angel of the lord and meg masters (demon) & rita farr and dean winchester & cliff steele and dorothy & jack of doom patrol renown

#i think perhaps jimmy novak and larry trainor would be great locked in a room together #have u ever been possessed by a celestial being. have u ever felt chained to a comet. have u ever had ur autonomy stripped by some Guy #who decided to meddle in ur life w the promise of betterment. have u ever been weird abt the dudes possessing you (yes) #as for rita and meg i'm not calling them parallels i'm pointing at comic rita or early tv series rita and saying meg would find #her amazing hot and wistfully pedantic and fussy . i NEED them together. perhaps i need to write them together #now dean and cliff. HELLO ?!?!? okay so obvious parallels in the car and booze and ladies department whateva let me draw you to cliff's #morrison run admission that he is not a man but a robot or its equivalency in the show!!!!!!! his complete revolution in gender identity #and understandings of masculinity. a body that serves death that leads to brutal murders and yet is so tender in its love #HELLO???? DEAN AND CLIFF ON A MISSION TOGETHER. please #as for castiel and larry i mean come on. theyre grandpas. theyre gay. theyve got their emotional support coats. they zap. #they fear they ruined families. larry was experimented on castiel was lobotomized. theyre both very weird #spn and doom thoughts

[fragmentedblade]

The implications that Blade and Dan Heng remember more than they admit is driving me nuts

#Fragments and scraps #I talk too much #I should probably delete this later #Not just Blade's general drive but already what Kafka said about how she was going to take off his mind #the memories of Jing Yuan‚ Jingliu‚ Dan Heng *and Yingxing* made me think he remembers a lot more than he lets on #And then Todd's quest? How he is watching the High Elder statue‚ wonders if that guy was happy‚ and tells us he is 'mourning for folly'? #And that short line uttered in that precise location after this animated short seems even more meaningful #And then Dan Heng? The way he is there? The way he knows where to he at all? #And he pours the drink and it's almost a shared drink beyond time. Once again. Like they did before #Like the wish mentioned in that one leaked Imbibitor Lunae character story. He did get it. In a way. He did get it #The way Dan Heng gazes with eyes full of tenderness and sorrow also seems to imply that he remembers somewhat #Perhaps not all. Perhaps there's not even the feeling #But it feels a bit like mourning lost friends. A bit like the gaze Jing Yuan can't help but give him at times #Perhaps not a lingering feeling Dan Heng has‚ but at least the echo of a love that once was #It also felt like he was seeing them for a moment #It felt like he remembered them #'I am not him'‚ he claims‚ over and over. And he is not wrong. But it seems like the fondness Dan Feng had for his friends #transcended the barriers of death and accompanied him to his next life somewhat #And after centuries of nothingness still Dan Heng can't help but give a tender sorrowful smile to the friends that were #It's heartbreaking that something in the four of them is still mourning‚ each in their way and as they can #What is Blade's and Jingliu's drive for revenge if not that? What is Blade's 'mourning for folly' if not that? #What is Kafka unable to control Blade's mara in the Luofu if not that? What are Jing Yuan's bouts of tiredness‚ the pressure on his chest‚ #the way he welcomed his old friends with a joke? What is it if not that the fact that‚ yes‚ after using them‚ but that he let them go? #What is the weight of Dan Heng's smile and his gesture pouring the drink if not that? #No wonder they can't move on if they loved each other so much it transcended duties‚ time‚ life‚ death and madness #Edit: as per Jingliu's quest this was obviously confirmed‚ especially and most intensely in Blade's case (19/10/2023)

[blujayonthewing]

what is even the point of having so many tiny OCs if I can't indulge the single most basic wish fulfillment of 'be held very gently in the arms of someone much much larger' through them smdh

#I mean I guess mel gets held technically but it's not warm and tender it's just of a matter of simple practicality #and like it's not even-- like-- #this is not a problem solvable by 'well I can do whatever I want' none of my little guys even POTENTIALLY have anyone #I am a simple woman I just want to bed down in some sort of cozy burrow and/or be gently but bodily Held whenever I'm sad #ALAS I am a decently Large adult human woman in real life and not a hobbit or perhaps an anthropomorphic mouse of some kind #about me

[burinazar]

wondering how many more people in my circles i've accumulated enough Recommending-Things-To Credit to throw the hole show at them because i am dying for more sickos to show my things to

that 'write for an audience of thirty sickos' tweet is like aspirational to me because if i had that many (especially if a couple were like, Concrit-giving Sickos) i'd be really happy and not even slightly wish for a bigger audience. but it seems i can at most pull three-to-four sickos at a time and the prior sickos orbit away before new sickos come. Where Are My Thirty Sickos

#something really unfortunate is that there IS someone who shares the fandom with me AND shares my 'fics are Serious Art' takes #and would under other circumstances perhaps be able to give me the excoriating constructive criticism i desire* #*not that i don't love positive comments too! i ADORE them ; - ; feels like positive feedback on Bits Of My Soul <3 but i also want concrit #--anyway. under other circumstances i could perhaps request it from them. #BUT. LIKE. i keep framing stories through the lense of a ship they REALLY don't want to read and am unlikely to stop. whoopsie!!! #anyway. if you can stomach much Horror and Pain with the assurance that the driving force that makes it horrifying is Love and Tenderness #if you like the thought of engaging with a narrative where the act of doing so IS you acting out the metaphor of irreversible journey-- #the theme of the inevitable destruction of innocence is one you yourself will have enacted upon you through following the story-- #do your ebil a favor and watch the orphan hole show

[collegeoflore]

any time i write anything remotely sweet or tender for xarrai and astarion it feels like the most embarrassing thing i could possibly be doing

#i can write them fucking forever and ever and i love when they argue but tenderness? sweetness #? #closeness? i’m ill. i’m sick. #no one look at me my stupid barbies are kissing and it’s NOT nasty #i will never publish this but perhaps i will send it to like 4 people on earth via carrier pigeon if you’re lucky. #漫言

[bumblingbabooshka]

Harry Kim should have had a crush on every single one of the main characters for at least a week

#except Tom - Tom's a constant v_v and B'Elanna's on and off #Tom: You've been playing a lot of kal-toh recently~ #Harry: Yeah it's actually a really interesting game! I've been thinking about reading up on it and some more Vulcan culture~! I- #(Tom grabs him by the lapels) Harry. You /Better/ Not Be Thinking About Fucking That Old Man. #(Harry avoids eye contact) Aw C'mon Tom you can't possibly think.... / I KNOW YOU HARRY. PROMISE ME!! #when Harry gets around to his week long Janeway crush he just puts his head in his hands and sighs #I'm watching 'Revulsion' right now and Harry's the only one who can pull of a crush on Seven of Nine bc he really is just a romantic dumbass #so it doesn't feel as creepy as it could have been #Harry is less a playboy and more a poet in a blooming wood mourning a love that ended before it even began #and the other person doesn't know he even exists #Harry: haha Seven what if we watched the moonrise together~?? #Seven: =_=.....??? You Tryna Hit It Or What Ensign? #Harry: -sweating- i ts uhh...it s...n ....I...t eambui lding.... uu o h...... #<- Guy who chiefly experienced attraction through pining #Harry & Seven friendship is v good~ No Man Should Ever Be With Seven of Nine. #Chakotay really put his glass of water /right/ on the control screen instead of the billion other places he could have /pos #the doctor is so funny...get 'em doc >D #liveblogging #o aaggh do not like Tom saying 'shut up' and kissing B'Elanna it's like a trope but to me it's the worst trope ever.... #if it was more tender perhaps. gentler and slower. <- the trope not this tom/b'elanna interaction #but then again Tom is my least favorite of the Voyager crew (which means I'm neutral about him bc Voyager's crew is amazing)

[remyfire]

R & I, if not done already <3

Fanfic Ask Meme R: Are there any writers (fanfic or otherwise) you consider an influence?

OH MAN. For better or for worse, reaching back in the timeline, Stephen King gave me permission to write and Nora Roberts gave me permission to write what I wanted and how I wanted. I still have On Writing on my shelf along with way way WAY too many Roberts books and I doubt I'll get rid of any of them for sentimental reasons.

For fanfic, I always get nervous to single authors out because I don't like knowing people might feel excluded, BUT justalittlegreen was the first author I read in this fandom and they are responsible for making me realize that if I wanted to write a long sprawling epic that spanned the course of the war and beyond, I absolutely could. I find myself recommending so much of their stuff.

There is also my dear friend Canon-Is-Relative, who helped me see characters in extremely new light. I feel like I became much less apologetic about writing what I want to write since I got to know them, and their stories are still the biggest comfort reads for me. I go back to them all the time. They're brilliant.

Fond and honorable mentions to clown_town_mayor and farawaystarsaway for being authors who I also reread frequently because they remind me that I can write what I want and who I want, even if I'm getting super silly or super filthy with it, and that I don't have to feel like I need to apologize for it.

[EDIT] I FORGOT THE OTHER QUESTION FORGIVE ME I: Do you have a guilty pleasure in fic (reading or writing)?

Unabashed polyamory and queerness whether it's historically accurate or not, just absolutely unhinged and unapologetic kink, breaking ancestral trauma, refusing to let go if it's still worth saving, vampire and werewolves, letting your body speak for you when your words cannot, healing from codependency rather than leaning into it, second chances, Sidney's Massive Dick, "I didn't know where else to go" scenes in the dead of night and the pouring rain, gender gender gender, finding each other again no matter how hard or how scary, changing even when you think it might break you because you goddamn know you can't stay the same and still live, and sex for the good of camp morale. I think that's a good list.

#obviously there are other authors who have written HUGE things out there and who are probably more #acknowledged as long-time fandom mainstays or creators of seminal works #but these are the ones who i find myself returning to most often to drink from the well of inspiration #whether that be a smutty or silly or tender or angsty well or perhaps all of them mixed together in some way #and they have also changed how i view a lot of the show and i adore them all even if they do not know me #i look forward to finding other fanfic authors who continue to influence me and my process strongly!! #i have so many more to read augh including so many of your own fics tbh #ask meme answers

[lunaechaos]

#i want to be forever gentle. #gentleness but as an act of rebellion #it doesn't cost me anything to be soft and tender and careful to living creatures #even if sometimes i still struggle with it #even if sometimes i still lash out or rage against something or someone #the instant i'm overcome by this immense gentleness #i just go oh #and realize how soft and beautiful the world and the universe really are #how precious people are #how fragile they are #and i think to myself #i really must be tender #it takes such an amount of courage to be it though #to go past the dismissal of little and mundane things #and realize just how incredible everything on this earth is #just how we can touch and change and interact with others' lives through tenderness #through gentleness #and to me this apply to every living creature not just humans #it's like realizing that perhaps this is my first life on this earth #and how endearing everything is #how endearing is to go through daily life with awareness and think that perhaps this is my first time experiencing something #and even if this isn't my first life #as i don't consciously have memories of my past ones i just go about it as if this was my first time #anyways!...