What are the nutrition characteristics of surrogate mothers? How does the diet affect the child’s development? What can and cannot be eaten by a surrogate mother? The Medical Coordinator of VittoriaVita says about all this: youtube.com/watch?v=XDGXBe6shlc
80th day on quarentine.
Let me share something
So this quarentine is gonna impact us in so many differents levels. But i’m sure i’m gonna get out of this quarentine in a better version of myself.
Está cuarentena nos va a impactar en diferentes maneras. Pero estoy segura que saldré de ella siendo una mejor versión de mí misma
I know, I fucking know, these are the most first world problems. But I’m allowed to have emotions so leave me alone.
These riots + covid 19 have really fucked me up in the dumbest ways possible and i hate it.
Used to love fire. Now, every time I see something on fire, I get anxiety because I think of burning buildings and burning cars.
I already hated crowds, now I see one and start panicking even if I’m not in the damn crowd because I think of the riots.
I’m white [in case you didn’t know] so before, I just didn’t trust cops but now every time I see one or see someone in a lot of gear, I get anxiety because, once again, I think of the riots.
I used to be able to at least somewhat make eye contact or pretend I was making eye contact, now, because I’ve been quarantined for god knows how long, I can’t even pretend to make eye contact and struggle just to look at people’s faces.
I’m hoping that refusing to watch riot videos is going to fix the issues revolving around riots and the issue bc of covid will just naturally fix itself once I get back into the habit of being around strangers but, seriously, what the fuck? Like, I’m so annoyed with myself because I can’t just fucking be.
I can’t just be a normal person, I have to either be always challenging my anxiety or I regress entirely and it’s frustrating and annoying and, right now, nobody irl knows but, what about when all this is over?
What about when life has to go back to normal and I can’t even look my friends in the eyes? When I tense every time I see a cop car? When I’m on edge at Walmart or the mall or the doctor’s office? What then?
They gonna up my meds like they always do? Prescribe me something stronger?
Nobody can promise me a mysterious virus that nobody can control won’t happen again. Nobody can promise me a cop will never decide to target me or a group I’m in. Nobody can promise me a crowd I’m in won’t suddenly start rioting or randomly get tear gassed.
I’m just fucking annoyed with myself because I can’t be normal for one damn second and cope like everyone else is.
You know you’re growing up when you go from Grey’s Anatomy to Gray’s Anatomy
Surprisingly less behind in my to do list than usual at this hour of the day
some notes about the eyes and the phototransduction cascade!